DISCLAIMER: O-town, Backstreet Boys and N'Sync are all bands that I don't know. I am not implying anything here. This is strictly created in my fantasies. I wish it was actually happening but I highly doubt it. I am in no way affiliated with Jive or J records, MTV or any other way with these bands. If homosexual content offends you or is illegal for you to read then please leave.
The only thing I have remotely in common with these guys is that Ashley Parker Angel and I were born on the same exact day-August 1, 1981.
FIRST THINGS FIRST: By the time this chapter is posted then it will be the day of the BBSA (Boy Band Story Awards) ceremony. It is happening at 3pm eastern time (Saturday May 10) in the Boybands chat room. (You can use IRC or you can follow the link at the top of the boybands directory page. Come and check out the festivities.
I've been coming up with some great storylines in my head and am excited to follow them and finally have time to put them down since I'm done with college now. I expect to update a lot more but I've also got another story in the high school directory that I'm pushing so it might be tough. I will always be around though. You can always email me or come find me in the Niftywriters chat room. There may be more drama then some may like or can handle in these next few chapters but it makes the story very readable.
Special shoutout to Greybear, one of my biggest fans. He and AC have a story "Enterprise Tour" and "Memories" that will be converging with one another in this directory. Go check it out. It uses the character of Johnny Carter in a separate storyline.
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Check out my other stories: -Rival Hearts (this directory- nominated for 11 BBSA awards) -Josh's Heart (this directory) -Finding Support In Each Other (Young friends directory) -Timmy's Love (High school directory)
Welcome back to the Nick and Ashley saga...nominated for 22 BBSA awards!!! I've also been nominated for Most Innovative/Creative author for "Rival Hearts"...thank you all so much!
RIP JustinCase RIP
All I Need Is You- Chapter 17
JC sat in his car debating what he was about to do. He was in the middle of quite a dilemma. He loved Josh, a lot. He was the first guy or anyone for that matter that made him feel good about himself. Even when JC was in his weirdest moods, Josh always made him feel better.
On the other hand there was Justin, friend for life. After he and Justin had shared that night together that really didn't mean much to him but meant the world to Justin he had tried to avoid Josh. He couldn't look at him without pain in his heart. He couldn't just leave Justin like that though. You can't betray your friends. JC was stuck to say the least.
He started his jeep and got on the highway. The more he thought about it, the worse he felt. He had to tell Josh, there was no two ways about it. If he wanted to keep going in a relationship with him he had to be truthful with him.
'How did you fuck this one up Jayce' He thought to himself.
He parked the car in the driveway of the O-town choreographer. Since Josh started with O-town he had really done well for himself and started with other bands at the same time. JC was glad he was doing so well. He remembered the last time he was at this house Josh had prepared his favorite meal for dinner.
He followed it with ice cream, just not in the most conventional fashion. No one had ever taken such good care of JC and it felt good to have someone care about you like that. Josh had never been anything but the best to him, which made what he was about to tell him extremely hard.
He knocked on the door and as Josh opened it his face lit up. JC had used the excuse that he was busy with Nsync stuff so he hadn't seen him since the night with Justin happened. It hurt too much to even think about. Josh pulled him into a hug and then a kiss on the lips. It all felt so good to JC. He didn't want to tell him but he had to. JC pulled out of the kiss.
"Josh, please, I have to tell you something." JC said as they both sat down on the couch.
"I'm just so excited to see you, it's been so long." Josh said as he stared at him with those deep green eyes.
JC couldn't look at those eyes that he loved so much. He couldn't hold it in anymore, he was about to explode.
"I cheated on you Josh. I'm sorry" JC said as he looked down.
There was silence for a few minutes. JC finally looked up and saw the smile was erased from Josh's face. His green eyes now dark with fury.
"Who was it?" Josh asked
"Justin" JC said "Look Josh, I'm really torn between feelings right now, I'm really sorry." JC started but was cut off.
"Fuck you, get out!" Josh said angrily
"Josh please, I didn't mean to." JC said.
Josh just shook his head and turned his back on him and folded his arms.
JC understood. He had a feeling this would happen. He walked toward the door. Right before he closed it he looked back and saw Josh turned around looking at him with those green eyes. JC closed the door.
He got back in his jeep and stared driving. Well, his life was back to meaningless again, just like it was before he met Josh. He screwed up the best thing he ever had in life. He had no idea what to do with himself now. He just felt lower than dirt. There was only one place he could think of going. He headed towards Justin's house.
'What the hell is she doing here?' Brian thought to himself
He looked back into the jewelry store and saw Dan still talking to Melanie trying to buy the perfect ring for Devon. Brian knew he had to do something. He took off his hat so he was a little more noticeable and went over to the security guard. After the security guard recognized him Brian asked him a huge favor.
"We think this girl is stalking us, can you do something about it please?" Brian said as he pointed her out. "Her name is Cindy."
"No problem Mr. Littrell" The security guard said.
Just as the guards started to converge on her Dan came walking out of the store.
"Hey Danny, come on let's get going." Brian said trying to rush him along.
"Wait a second, what's going on over there?" He said as he saw the guards begin to escort the woman out of the mall.
"Don't know." Brian lied.
"Brian, why is my ex-girlfriend being escorted out of the mall?" Dan asked realizing what was going on.
"Sorry Dan, I just didn't want her to cause any trouble." Brian said.
"I understand Bri, I gotta go see why she's here though." Dan said as both men ran out into the parking lot as she was being led to her car.
"Wait! Hold that woman there." Dan yelled out with Brian in tow.
Brian gave the security guard a pat on the arm to tell him that it's ok.
"Cindy, what the hell are you doing here?" Dan asked
"I had to see you. I had to tell you something." Cindy said.
Cindy had been with Dan for the first two seasons of "Making the Band" but couldn't deal with him being so far away so broke it off with him. It was ok though because Dan had come to terms with his sexuality and was engaged to Devon now so he just kind of forgot about her.
"What is it? What's wrong?" Dan asked
"I'm pregnant." Cindy said as Brian's jaw dropped.
"Cindy, that's impossible I haven't seen you in over a year" Dan said
"Not you Dan, your brother" Cindy said
"Adam?" Dan asked astonished
Jacob sat in his poolside bedroom of the O-town house on the couch. He had a great time in San Diego with James and a few other old friends. He even avoided Janie, his ex- girlfriend while he was down there. It was just what the doctor ordered and felt ready to go now that he was back in Orlando. He was bored today though as everyone had the day off. He reached over into the drawer next to his bed and pulled out his pipe that James had let him keep since he lost his since high school.
He smoked a lot since he went home. It felt good to him and anything that felt good couldn't be bad for him right? He was under a lot of stress right now so he deserved it. He lit up the weed and inhaled it. It felt good to just relax and let everything go. He watched as the smoke resonated in his bedroom. He turned on the fan. The last thing he needed was his good guy band mates finding out about him smoking again.
He was so different then them. He's not even sure how he got into this boy band stuff. It was so cookie-cutter and not his style at all. He was making good money though and he couldn't argue with that. All these thoughts were new to Jacob, well actually they were old thoughts that he had just dropped before that seemed to be resurfacing now.
He heard a knock at the door.
'Fuck' he thought as he jumped and kicked his garbage can across the floor by accident.
"Who is it?" He called out
"It's me. Everything ok in there?" AJ said from the other side of the door.
"Uhh yeah hang on a second." Jacob said as he hid the pipe in his drawer after putting the weed out. He brushed himself off and made sure the fan was on high blast before opening the door just enough to see AJ.
"Hey what's up Jake." AJ said as he started to try to come in but Jacob stopped him.
"Look I'm really busy with band stuff today, promotions and all that." Jacob said
"Let me help you." AJ said
"Nah I got a lot to do." Jacob said.
"Come on let me in" AJ said as he tried to push the door open.
"Look, I said I'm busy." Jacob said as he slammed the door shut.
AJ just stared at it from the other side.
'Whatever you're going through right now, I wish you would let me help you Jake' AJ thought to himself as he walked out the door.
"Come on Johnny you can do it." Nick encouraged his son as he tried to walk across the floor towards him.
Ashley was on one side and helped him for the first few steps then let him go.
"Come on Johnny come to Dad." Nick encouraged a little more.
Johnny had a smile on his face as he slowly but surely made his way across the floor learning how to walk properly eventually into his dad's arms. Nick picked him up and swung him around the room as Johnny laughed a child's laugh.
"You did it Johnny." Nick cooed to his son as Ashley just watched and looked on. "Here go by Daddy while I go make dinner for you two boys" Nick said as he put Johnny down on Ashley's lap. Ashley clicked on the TV and turned on a cartoon for his son. Nick started dinner and heard his family laughing in the next room.
He peeked in the living room and saw Johnny and Ashley laughing at the television both with huge smiles on their face. How could life get any better? He had great friends, a beautiful family and a great house. His thoughts were interrupted by the phone.
He picked it up to see who it was.
"Ok, ok, we'll be right there." Nick said as he shut off the fire on the stove and put the phone down.
He walked into the next room.
"Ash, we gotta go to the hospital." Nick said
Lance was swamped with work. Paperwork filled his desk with promotional activities, photo shoot appointments and record label papers. He knew that he had always taken care of this part of the job for Nsync but it was starting to get a little tiresome and he wished that he had a little help. He was so frustrated that his personal life started to suffer. He was always busy and it was driving him crazy.
He heard the phone ring and he let a sigh out in frustration.
"Hey Lance, it's Trevor."
"Hey" Lance said in a low tone
"What's the matter?" Trevor asked.
"I'm just so busy lately with work" Lance said
"Small price to pay to be famous right, that's what you always told me" Trevor said
"I'm just sick of doing it." Lance said
"Why don't we go see a movie tonight? It will get your mind off stuff. That new X-men movie looks nasty." Trevor said.
Lance really wanted to get out and see that movie but he was just so used to burying himself in work that he couldn't seem to get away.
"I really can't. I have a lot of deadlines tomorrow." Lance said.
"Come on you're always busy. I haven't seen you in almost a week." Trevor said.
"Look Trev, this is important stuff. I'm busy. I'll talk to you later" Lance said as he hung up the phone.
Trevor was pissed. All he wanted to do was spend a night with his boyfriend and he couldn't because he was drowning himself from work and shutting everyone else out. He got in his car and sped away. It always helped him de-stress to just take a ride.
He was really made this time though and was going much faster than he should have been. He was sick of the cars on the road getting in his way so he got off at a scenic road that he knew that no one really traveled on. He was cruising in and out of the sharp turns, actually enjoying himself. He barely saw the deer jump into the middle of the road and by the time he did he was going way to fast to react. He swerved to the right then to the left, losing control of his car. The last thing he saw was a tree.
TO BE CONTINUED...
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