New straight neighbor. Part 6
"For what it's worth Scotty...I am so incredibly sorry...I am a different person when drinking...Please pass along an apology to Zack as well if you would...I hope no one was hurt" Dirk texted.
And I woke to this! The display the night prior was well beyond some one not being able to drink repsonsibly. I don't care how drunk as person is, if they are genuinely good people they would never hurt another. I Ignored the text.
I actually saw Dirk one day in passing and he eagerly made effort to get my attention as we sat at opposites sides of a red light. As I drove past him, eyes on the road, I heard "Please forgive me dude"
Another day or two later he sent a very lengthly apology.
"If you would be willing?...I'd like to make it up to Scotty and Zack also...I miss you, much to my surprise, and probably yours...While I will not try to excuse my behavior as it was inexcusable...Alcohol is an ever present evil in my life, but 99 percent of the time I'm able to resist...What you guys fell victim to was the 1 percent...I had not had a drink for 9 months before that night... To be honest I was a little nervous going over to your house for the first time and stupidly it seemed like a good idea at the time...I now have have grave regrets...No more drinking for this guy!...If you can find it in your big heart to forgive I'd be ever so grateful, but if not, I'll understand and not bother you again...I really am Scotty...Wish we could go back in time...Well enough rambling...Have a great day" Dirk sent.
Alcoholics, Just as other addicts, LIE. At the time, They truly mean what they say, but eventually incur a replapse and follow it quickly with another sincere, appearing, Apology. They know they will be forgiven, because they already have been, but how do you trust it. How could I ever trust him again? I saw a side of Dirk I will not be able to unsee. A side that scared me, and Zack as well. He and I talked at great length about the events and considered calling the police, but ultimately decided to just move on. Here's where it gets tricky, I do miss Dirk, I miss the Dirk I first met that night at the steel mill, BUT Which of the two personalities is his true self?? I Ignored the text. Dirk would text me daily, Just as he used to, To inquire about my day. He'd briefly fill me in on his and the current status of his marriage. Oh yeah, He's married by the way. His texts were very sweet and I looked forward to receiving them, But stood my ground.
Dirk would send randon photos also, Mostly of jobs he had completed, He was an excellent carpenter, But some not work related. He'd send pics of his feet in various scenes, One in the bath by candle light, Another with a small scrap of upon them that read "I'm Sorry". He even sent a videos depicting the toe crack he knew I loved. I did find his persistence sexy as hell, But how could I ever trust him again. I know we are suppose to forgive if we are ever to expect forgivness. The last pic text I received showed his 30 day sober button and I faltered.
"Good for you Bro...I'm proud of you" I texted back.
"I saw I had a message from you I about cried Scotty...Thank you...I'm proud of me too!..I miss you dude" Dirk quickly replied.
"I miss you too" I sent, Also about coming to tears.
I cared a great deal for Dirk and not seeing him was extremely hard on me, but how could I ever trust him again?
"Can I call you...I need to hear your voice Scotty?" Dirk asked.
It about broke my heart, but I needed to keep my distance.
"I'm not ready Dirk...You hurt be badly and I am not talking about my ass" I replied sadly.
"I hate myself for what I did to that "sweet ass"..Lol... But more regretably I know I hurt the kind, caring person you are...Bro I don't know if I love you, But what I do know, I love that you love me...If that makes sense?" Dirk sent.
"I think I get it...Thank you" I replied before analyzing the message.
I read it over and over. On one hand it sounded very sincere, On the other, Very shallow. I was leaning toward the earlier, But how I could I ever trust him, Again? But I was, I was trusting him more and more with each passing day. His thoughtful messages made my day!
"Can I please call you...My wife is leaving in the morning for the weekend. I'll be able to have an honest open conversation...Please?" Dirk asked in his text.
I was buckling. I wanted to hear his voice also.
"Call after 10pm Saturday night and I'll answer...I look forward to hearing your voice too Dirk" I replied feeling defeated.
"Will do!!!...I can't wait Scotty!!!...I'll facetime you at 10pm promptly!!!" He quickly responded.
Facetime?? We hadn't talked about that? Whatever, I guess...I know I shouldn't be but I was anxious also. I felt like I had control of the situation and felt comfortable. In the six weeks that have passed he has been nothing but sweet and thoughful. I thought all day about how the conversation may go. He said an "open" and "honest" talk. My head ran with the possibilties and I was filled with hope!
I felt like a moron, But I spent an hour planning what to wear, The proper lighting arrangement and so on. The clock was moving slower this day than prevoius, But 10pm did eventaully arrive...Ring!
"Hello" I answered the phone.
"Scotty...Is it really you Bro...It's Dirk dude" He replied.
Duh...Of course it was Dirk, I thought. It was really nice to hear his voice.
"Turn your camera on dude" Dirk directed and I did.
"There you are...I cannot tell you how much I appreciate you working with me" Dirk said. He was even more handsome than I remembered. His hair had grown quite a bit and he was sporting a nicely manicured beard. I liked it very much!
"Dirk...I love the beard Bro...Very handsome" I said.
"I was hoping you'd like it" He relied as he brought a big hand to his face.
Dirk was clearly laying down, Had his phone resting on his stomach and directed toward his face.
"I recall that point of view" I said hoping to lighten the mode.
Dirk smiled and replied "Me too...If you'd rather I could throw on some clothes dude?" He offered.
"Don't you dare" I answered laughing.
Did he just say he was nakey?? We talked about general life shit. Dirk was sure have a big mitt resting on an equally developed pectoral. He was hot and knew it. I was waiting for the "open" "honest" part of the conversation to begin and tried to provide a starting point.
"So Dirk...What did ya want to talk about? Got the house to yourself yeah?" I asked him.
"That's not get into that just yet dude...I gotta piss...Wanna come with?" He asked as he walked across the kitchen.
"Do I have a choice?" I replied.
"Nope...Suppose you don't" He said smiling as he propped the phone the back of toilet.
He had set in a manner which provided me with a perfect view. The top edge of his pubic hair to his face were in clear view. I looked planned to me. Did he do a trial run? I guess I didn't need wonder any longer, He was naked.
"Bro...I almost forgot how hot you are" I said as he pissed way.
"Thank you Scotty...You aight too" He said and shook his cock signifying the bathroom visit was completed.
We stopped at the fridge on the way back and Dirk sat back on the floor.
"Bro...You nude?" I asked.
"Yeah...thought I told ya that...It's not often I get naked couch time and porn on the big TV with kids usually running around...I can throw something on?" He said as he spun the phone to show the TV and a paused anal scene.
"You're good Bro...I just feel a lil over dressed" I said laughing.
"You home alone too dude...Strip" He said smiling.
"Alright...Gonna set ya down for a minute" I said.
"WAIT!!" He said quickly.
"What?" I said.
"Can I watch?....Please!!" He asked in the cutest way.
"I suppose" I replied setting my phone on a pillow.
"Yeah baby...Strip for me" He directed as I lost site of his face for a moment.
I did a little dance on my bed and pulled my shirt over my head slowly.
"Hell yeah...When you take you pants off turn your backside to me please" Dirk requested.
"We shouldn't be doing this...But...Okay" I answered an spun around. I slowly work my pants down and with a non required bend at the waist pushed them to my feet.
"I love that sweet ass in a jock dude!!...Look what you did do me" He said as he directed his phone to his rock hard, fat, uncut, 8 inch pole.
"Dude...You wanna see them?" He asked.
I knew exactly what he was talking about and quickly answered "I do!"
Dirk moved his feet into view and said "There ya go dude" as he wiggled his perfect toes.
"You know I love them fuckers" I said laughing.
"You love too don't ya?" He asked his cock hit the screen.
I just smiled and stared.
"Say the words dude?" He ordered.
I knew what he was looking for and quickly stated "Dirk...I love your beautiful, fat, straight cock"
"Fuck dude!!...Wanna come over?..Got the place to myself" He asked very sweetly.
"I dunno" I said back.
"These guy miss you" He sad with a sad face and showed me his massives flippers, again.
"I dunno dude...I mean I want to, but maybe I shouldn't...To be honest I'm a little scared" I replied.
"Dude...No worries...Just you, me and these three fellas" He said smiling as the my view became cock and feet! "You're sober right?" I asked
"As a judge dude" He replied
"Alright...Yes...Nothing rough though right?" I asked.
"You call the shots tonight...And I know what no means dude" He said.
"Okay...I'll be there in 10 minutes" I finally said.
"Awesome dude...Can't wait!...No need to get dressed Bro...Park in the back and come in back door...I'll leave the hall light on" He said and hung up.
I wasn't stalking him ot anything, but see where his ladies van was parked on the regular. I raced toward his house, which considering I was nearly naked, was not the smartest. I Parked in back with the other vehicles and let myself in.
"Dirk" I yelled softly.
"In the livingroom dude...Second doorway on the left" I heard back.
Dirk sat naked and hard on the sofa drinking a beer. Judging by the cluttered side table, he has had a few.
"Come on Bro" Dirk said as he patted the vacant spot on the sofa.
I was not comfortable and he knew it.
"Dirk...You're drunk...I think I should leave" I said nersvously as I got up.
"What's the hurry?...How's about a little head queer" He said waving his pole at me.
I panicked and headed for the door. Turning the corner quickly I thought I had run into a wall, but walls are not warm. With a shove I was on the livingroom floor. I watched as the dude who shoved me entered, then another came from bedroom and one more form the kitchen. Sitting on the floor I was quickly surrounded buy four guys total, Dirk included. He stood drinking his beer and pointed to his cock.
"You gona be sucking some cock tonight! fag" Dirk said as he moved closer.
The other three dudes had themselves out and stroked in my direction.
Not that it matters, at least they were all decent looking, I thought. Dirk introduced his buddies "Kyle, Jeff, Jose...This is the faggot I was telling ya about" He said as his cockhead hit my lips.
I was faced with a decision, but the options were limited, to say the least. I was trapped and knew it and compliance could work for me. I opened my mouth and went to work on Dirk.
"Looky there fellas...See what I'm saying my dudes" Dirk said as he placed a hand on the back of my head and buried himself.
Two fo the other dudes, not sure who, Guided my hands to thier meat. I figured the other uncut cock in the room was likely Jose. Jose was a sexy little dude too and a nice 7 inches.
I think it was Kyle that said "Rotate faggot"
In a fairly smooth shift I had the dude to Dirk's left in my mouth and stroked two of the others. Pretty Sure I was sucking Kyle. He had a nice piece too, 7.5-ish. He grabbed a handful of hair and pumped my face.
"Bro...This dude can smoke it" Kyle said to Dirk while exchanging a knucle bump.
I had Jeff in my left and not to sound trashy, but I was looking forward to him.
Jeff Spoke "Rotate"
I quickly put myself in front of Jeff and looked him in the eyes as I swallowed his 8.5 inches to the base. His eyes lit up light fucking Christmas.
"Holy Fuck dudes...Look at this bitch swallowing my big shit" Jeff said enthusiastically.
Jeff was hammering my throat and Jose spoke up "My turn"
Jeff pushed me off and point to the right and quickly hand himself in a hand.
Jose was the talking sort and felt I needed instruction.
"You're gonna open that mouth and I'm gonna feed it to you...Got it?" He said as he spit in my open mouth adding "Little grease for the hole".
Jose was another 7 inched dude. I pumped with a farmiliar rythm. I could hear the guys talking about my ass as they kicked I felt it jiggle. Kyle was expressed a desire to fuck me, I froze and looked to Dirk in fear.
"Sorry my dudes...That shit is off limits...But use the hell outta that throat" Dirk said.
Jose was quick to shot and fired 3 bullets down my gullet. He quickly packed himseld away and left the group.
"Dirk...Dude...I'll see ya Monday...You're welcome fag" Jose said and was gone.
My rotation put me back on Dirk. I loved this dudes thick uncut meat. He pumped fast and shot a nut down my windpipe. He dropped on the sofa and had himself a beer.
Kyle was up and eager. He fucking jammed himself in and out, with out any real tempo. After another series of random jab he blasted, Pull up his pants and bailed.
"Later dudes" Kyle said as pulled the door closed behind himself.
"Looks like up fag boy" Jeff said as postioned himself.
He held my nose as he forced himself in causing me to choke.
"Choke on that big shit queer" He stated as he began his session.
Jeff had a picture perfect porn cock and I enjoyed him using me. As you may imagine, He jerked his load on my face and directed me to wash him.
"Clean the big cock bitch boy" He said.
Jeff tucked his big shit away, Grabbed a quick high five from Dirk and bailed. It was just Dirk and myself with load dripping on to my legs. Dirk tossed me a t-shirt
"Clean yourself off...You look ridiculous" He said laughing.
As I made myself presentable I noticed the erection he had earlier had returned.
"See dude...That wasn't so bad was it?..Looked like you enjoyed yourself" He said with a smirk.
"Yeah...Like I had a choice...Bro...You been lying to me for 6 weeks?...Really?" I asked as I got to my feet.
"Just fucking embrace it already dude...You live for this shit" He said as he wrapped a hand around himself.
He wasn't wrong, But he wasn't right either. I stood there awkwardly and satred at the ground
"If you were gonna leave you'd be gone dude...Wanna suck on these" Dirk said wiggling his toes.
I surprised myself with how fast I was on them. I loved this dudes fucking feet and slobbered like a pig.
"See dude...Accept where you fit into the food chain" He said smiling.
I was curious "Oh yeah and where is that?" I asked as I moved his neglected foot.
"Bottom feeder...Thought it was obvious" He said grinning
I said nothing but the big smile I had spoke volumes.
He added "That's the spirit...How's about you sit that pretty ass on this" He said holding his cock up.
I placed my hands on the sofa backrest and went to straddle Dirk and thought I'd be able to look him in the eyes, But I was mistaken.
Dirk indicated with a spinning finger what was expected.
I did as he requested and lower myslef onto him. Dirk guided himself in and with a hand on each cheek moved me up and down slowly. I didn't completely hate his perferred position. There they were!
"I'm not hurting you am I" He asked.
"Nope...I appreciate ya asking though" I replied as I bounced.
"See that thrashing last month was necessary...needed to get ya stretched out dude...Bet you can take a fuck now" He said as we both hit the floor, Dirk on top.
"Just relax dude and let it happen...You'll love it" He said as he began to bash.
It felt incredible. Dirk pounded harder he had ever before and I loved it. We were halfway to the kitchen by the time he finished. With his hot spunk safely deposited he sat back on the sofa. And yes, He made me cum, again.
"I'm gonna crash dude...So...If this type of arrangement works for you let me know" He said as flopped down on his bed.
I snuck back to my car, Not sure why. I kind of felt like I had done something illegal, but we we're all consenting adults. I thought about Dirk's offer as I drove and came to a decision.
I texted him from my driveway "What about your girls Bro...I don't want to be a home wrecker!!"
"What about them?..Yeah I love my girl...But sometimes gotta have a fag!" Dirk texted.
"I'm in dude...All the way in!" I texted back
"I'll tell the boys Monday...Toss the idea at Zack...I think the guys would dig that little queeny bitch too...As I recall you two don't mind sharing...Have a good night" Dirk replied.
"You too dude...Thank you" I replied.
I sent one more message before crashing "Thank you Bro...I understand where I fit now...Sorry for complicating things" I texted Blake.