New Desires To Come True
This is a total work of fiction.
It had been only 6 months since my first sexual contact with a male. I had then given a 54 year old man a blow-job. Late one night I'd picked him up near his home, where he lived with his wife and driven him to a dark secluded residential street nearby. He wore jeans and no underwear, and his cock was hard, wet, 6 1/2", and uncut as it stuck out of his open fly. I quickly engulfed it into my mouth, and inside of 2 1/2 minutes the man, Bob, was all mine as he ejaculated a healthy 4 spurts of warm thick semen which I eagerly swallowed. My first experience was all I'd hoped it would be. Bob bucked and bellowed as his pleasure swept over him and gave me the intense satis- faction that comes from pleasing a virile man in the most personal and intimate way I know how to.
In the ensuing months I'd had experiences with 20 men in various situations and environments. Of the 20, 19 had ejaculated into my mouth as I sucked them off, and I'd enjoyed swallowing each of the gentlemen's semen. A number of the men had allowed me the honor and joy of repeat successful performances which I was flattered and honored to give. All of the men had been found by me on the Silverdaddies website of which I was a member. My profile which had some of my pics and an announcement of my sexual desires and categories of male types seemed good enough to assure a steady number of offers for getting hooked up for sex....mainly oral service to be performed by myself.
However I was beginning to want more than just to satisfy men orally. I then decided to make the text in my profile better reflect a more wider and complex set of sexual desires and needs that I knew I had and wanted satisfied. My changed profile, which is still in effect, read as follows, and I quote:
"I'm a married bi-sexual. I enjoy giving men oral sex, and I do it to completion and enjoy swallowing. I love sucking off Bi men, especially married Bi men. At present, that's the kind of sexual activity in which i'm experienced. I simply love to make a virile man cum that way.
Foreplay can involve hugging, kissing, caressing, and other body contact that pleases us. I'm also interested in role-playing as an unwilling party who's forced to pleasure an aggressive man who wants to have his way with me as I resist the foreplay he's forcing upon me. I find such play very exciting, and I think my response will excite you too. You will win in the end and have me for your pleasure. The size of a man doesn't matter to me, as most men are bigger than I am, and that makes the role play of being forced even more exciting.
I prefer the men I suck off to to cum in my mouth, but if a man wants to jack off or have me jack him off into my open mouth, or give me a facial i'm willing to submit to his pleasure. The upper age preference is not set in stone, so if you can get hard and go off, i'd enjoy pleasing you. No reciprocation is required or expected. It's a no-strings attached act of intimacy, and a cum and go experience, unless more develops. I've never been bottomed or been a top, so both of those acts are always on my mind, with the right man. If a man desires skilled handwork to make him cum, i'm very good at that, too. Because I'm married, all must be kept discreet. Anyone responding must be totally drug and disease free, and HIV-, as am I, and practice excellent hygene as do I.
I enjoy writing as well as reading erotic stories, and I have 17 of them posted on the Nifty Erotic Stories Archive. Most are m/m, but there are m/f/m, and f/f there as well. Also, a few have in incest element in them.
I can sometimes, but not reliably, get hosting at a third party's residence, so whoever responds will need to agree to that arrangement, or other arrangements must be made. I have often made late night rondezvous to service men in local safe area outdoor locations. If you find that I'm on-line between 10pm and 12 midnight, there's a good chance for you to come and pick me up for a blow-job. Obviously, only fairly local regional respondants should contact me for such meetings. For quicker contact, my e-mail address is deperif@aol.com."
After my new profile was posted, I began to get more inquiries in the form of messages on the site and e-mails. However nothing had come of it, and my desire for more intimate male sexual experience that I expressed in my profile seemed to be something for the future. I simply would have to content myself with masturbating to the fantasies of a man forcing me to submit to him the way I was wanting it to happen.....by seduction, rape, making a women of me as he takes me, all of that which I was wanting to feel with a man dominating me.
Then things changed. I got a message from Jerry on the site (which I'll refer to as SD) who wanted to get together with me after reading my "new" profile. He'd seen my interests posted, and he was very eager and horny to meet me. But it wasn't to do to me what I was wishing for that he was interested in. He had something completely opposite in mind, and what's more, he'd completely overlooked that it was I who was wanting to be dominated and forced to submit to a man. He was proposing that I be the dominant male and that I make him submit to my wishes, desires, and needs. Suddenly I was becoming very excited by that prospect. I had often played just such a role with women in the past, which included my wife. As I exchanged e-mails with Jer, as he referred to himself, we began to state the roles we wanted and would most likely assume to please eachother. It was very exciting to both of us as we aroused eachother in cyber-space and leaked copius amounts of pre-cum. We then began to talk about a place and time where we could meet. He was a married bi-sexual...just the usual type male I wanted to become intimate with, because I'd always felt safer with married bi-sexual or divorced men as opposed to strictly single gay males. Unfortunately, he wasn't free to meet men, and I wasn't able to easily get away from a wife of 40 years who, like me, was retired and usually home with me.
Finally, about 2 weeks after our initial discussions for meeting, our "schedules" seemed to click and we had a time and place to get together. My wife was going to be out of town for 3 days attending a political conference in pereparation for upcoming November elections, and I could get away to meet Jer at another bi-sexual's apartment some 6 miles away. Jer lived about 10 mile farther away than I from our meeting place. I was very excited, as it seemed he was as well. The Friday evening of the day my wife had left was selected to meet. I drove the 6 miles to Milton'a apartment to meet with Jer with an erection all the way. I was eagerly anticipating sexual relations with a man that were unlike any- thing I'd previously consented to. I wasn't just going to provide oral service to a man as I'd been doing for the past several months, and then leave with very little having been done but that...maybe some light kissing and body contact, but that's all. No....now I was meeting a man who was going to be intimate with me and allow me to force him to be intimate with me in a much broader and deeper sense. Not only was I going to experience him by tasting his cock, balls, and semen, but now I would be experiencing him through his lust for me to control his body....through me kissing him deeply, tasting his mouth, face-to-face and with emotional eye and body contact, and me having him taste and receive my saliva as I wetly and very passionately explored his mouth with my tongue as our mouths stayed open and in contact to exchange eachother's spit. I thought about and wanted this intimacy so very much!
Finally, after about 20 minutes of driving, I arrived at Milton's apartment. As soon as I parked my car and got out, I saw the door to his apartment open. Milton stood at the door and showed me in. There sat Jer on the couch. He was about 5'10" and was quite well built weighing just over 170 lbs. He was just shy of 50 years old, and appeared very masculine and desirable to me as a man that I was going to enjoy taking control over, as though he were a woman. I was feeling an erection building even as I walked toward him and extended my hand to greet him. This man was going to submit to me! He was going to let me enjoy his body.....to pleasure me, give me access to his mouth, his skin, his lips, tongue, genitals, and rectum to do with as I pleased. Tonight, I would get to know him as no other person does. And if what I think was true about me, I was going to get to know him more than I'd ever been able to know a man. Not only was I going to know what he was like as I maybe ejaculated in his mouth, but I was going to learn what he was like as I ejaculated in his rectum. Those thoughts were so hot!
He wore walking shoes, jeans, a sportshirt open and tucked in, and with some light gray chesthair visible. He smiled and extended his hand and we shook hands. "Hello, Jer," I said. "Hello to you, Frank," he replied. Our handshakes were firm and honest. I was tingling with anticipation and desire for this younger man who was going to submit his body and soul to me for our mutual pleasure. He was going to become mine... belong to me in so many intimate ways....this I firmly believed, and I loved the thought of it. At my 5'4" he was a full 6" taller than me, and over 25 pounds heavier, and I was totally going to have my way with him. He was going to submit, if need be by force on my part. That thought excited me so very much! Role-play of forced love-making and sexual intercourse was in my SD profile and what we'd previously discussed, but now I was going to be the dominator.....a change in my earlier perceived role. I now so wanted that to happen. I wanted this man to have to fight me for me to win him. It was a fantasy of mine that often provoked a very strong orgasm and lots of cum out of me when I'd used it in role play with women...my wife included. I knew he would be turned on by such activities...having to submit to me by force and persistance as he resisted my very virile and masculine urges. He'd often told me so in our past e-mails.
We exchanged pleasantries for a minute or so as Milton closed the door and led us toward the bedroom. When we reached the bed and while he was about to disrobe I asked "How do you want this to go, Jer....easy or hard?" He was taken aback by my tone of voice and change in demeanor. "What do you mean?" he replied. I looked at him and said "You know, are you going to be willing, or am I going to have to give you some directions...make you fall into line with what I want and need?" He then suddenly realized how it was going to be up to him to decide how real his forced sexual submission was going to be. I was serious. My erection was big, and he could see it. Though a small man, I was strong, masculine, and very virile. If I needed him to satisfy my manly lusts....for gratification, I was willing to go to extreme lengths to get what I wanted. He might need to be truly be raped, if he so decided to be, by resisting me. It was so incredibly erotic and exciting! I was going to have my fantasy fulfilled at the level I wished. Only Jer's degree of reluctance or cooperation would influence how much force I'd need to use.
I got quickly nude. Jer could see my very serious, excited, and determined look on my face, and my breathing was hard, deep, and fast. My cut 7"+ erection left him with no doubts about my manhood, either. He could see my legs, which for my age of 68 I'd been told were so sexy...rough, like they should be somewhat, hairy with ample gray hair, and strong...so very strongly built by years of running. He was going to be forced to have sex with a real man...a horny stocky-strong bodied small-frame man who he seemed to find very desirable..... an object of lust. The thought sent shivers through me. As for jer, I was sure that it made him realize his vulnerability.....almost helplessness against a man who wanted to possess and use him in just about any way he wished. He'd just now willingly put himself in that position. I'm sure he was hoping that he would not regret it. It now had to be scary to him, while at the same time incredibly exciting and erotic. He was still fully dressed, and yet I could sense that he felt completely nude as my eyes scanned him and penetrated his clothing ....which was his last defense of privacy before I would strip him of all his secrets....his wishes and desires for intimacy and sexual pleasures with a man.
I stepped over to him and started to unbutton his shirt. Suddenly, he moved back from me and said "No...I don't think we should go any further." I now was unsure of whether he was playing a role or meant it for real. I knew he could see my eyes widen, as i said "Like hell! You're going to do everything I ask and want, and I don't know or give a shit if you're going to be role playing or not...serious or not. You're here, and you belong to me, babe." I know I said it with such earnestness and with an edge of anger in my voice. I then made burning eye contact with his, and I could sense that he was now feeling a true loss of control over his destiny with me. I must have seemed so different from what he'd imagined in e-mails and SD messages...even over phone calls. Whatever erection he had I could see was fading fast, while surely he couldn't hope but notice that mine was rock hard and wet with drooling precum. I could see the sudden fear and even repulssion for me in his eyes. Maybe forced sex or rape wasn't really what he wanted....wasn't for him after all. It didn't matter one bit to me. I wanted to fuck and use Jer...to make him totally mine, with or without his love or approval. He was about to become mine...body and soul. I was going to make him receive me in the most intimate ways that a man can receive another man.
I reached over and began to unbutton his shirt. He started to stop me, but my steel glance toward him made him think twice and he stood still while I took off his shirt and eyed his bare upper body. I smiled, or sneered at him and let his shirt fall to the floor. I next began unbuckling his belt and unbuttoning his pants. He was now feeling so unmasked as I began eyeing his lower body as I dropped his pants and slid his briefs down to his ankles. "Step out of them," I ordered. He did just that, and I then untied his shoes. "Sit on the bed, Jer," I ordered, and he did so, as I took off his shoes and slid his socks off. He was then sitting on the edge of the bed, nude. I next began to fondle and caress his feet, legs, and thighs. I've been told that my hands are soft and have a "touch." I used a firm deliberate pressure as though I was wanting to control his senses. He was tense. "Relax, babe," I said...more softly now. He was no longer sure of role-play or reality. He was thinking now that this was real. He started to get off the bed and stand up. I quickly pushed him back onto the bed, and then I stood before him with my erect penis inches from his face. "Suck it some," I said. He hesitantly took my hot throbbing erection into his mouth. I've been told that my precum is somewhat sweet and very exciting to taste. A man's intimate fluids from his penis always excites another man who's interested in male-to-male sex. I next withdrew my penis, and I immediately climbed on top of him. I'm was smaller than him, not as heavy, but strong. He knew that he was going to be had. Jer looked so vulnerable, weak, ripe for the taking. I so wanted to fill him with my cum and spit.
I pressed my body to his and placed my hands on both sides of his face...deeply looking into his blue eyes with my brown eyes. I wasn't smiling...just looking, I was looking into his soul. Then I pressed my mouth to his. His lips were very soft and so wet, as were mine. my tongue swiped at his lips and I began to probe his mouth through his lips and teeth, as I released a flood of saliva from my mouth to his. I pulled back and said "open." He said "no, please don't, I don't think I want this." Again I said "open," but his time more omenously. He then did just what I asked, and then It began. He felt my tongue begin to probe, explore, wipe around the entire inside of his mouth...deeply. I have a very long and skillful tongue. I was treating his mouth like it was a woman's vagina ....her cunt. I was fucking his mouth with my tongue as I began to hump his body. My wet stiff cock rubbing against his thighs which were still tightly closed. Jer's tongue began to stir, reluctantly, but stir it did and I felt it protrude past my teeth and hesitantly probe my mouth. That made my cock twitch. He could be won, I thought.
"Open those legs, bitch," I ordered. He seemed scared, and he did what I ordered. I then began to hump him in ernest like he was my woman. My cock was so wet and hot against his thighs and underneath his ball sack where it often probed. I was very excited....breathing hard and fast. I began to kiss his shoulders, neck, face, eyes, very lovingly but also in a very determined and controlling manner. My kisses were wet, soft, very intimate, and I could sense him beginning to respond. My mouth on his neck and shoulders was too erotic for him to resist, as my breath blew over them with my kisses. He began to respond with an erection. His arms and hands which had been pushing me away, or passively resting at the sides of his head, now began to reach out to me and he suddenly found himself caressing my back and neck...holding me. He suddenly clasped both his hands in mine, like he was telling me he loved me. It was so moving...erotic. I sensed this and became even more excited. "You like this, don't you my bitch?" I grunted. You want your Frank, your master, to cum, don't you? He wanted to say no....yes, no. He didn't quite know what to say. He was scared and becoming excited all at the same time. My cock was so wet! He could feel me all over his ball sack and underneath it. It was hot, hard, and wet. It was a real man's cock and testicles ...full of desire and cum that was probing all over his crotch. I was kissing him again, and this time he was returning my kisses in equal measure. He was hard and wet now too, and I felt it against my stomach. I grabbed his cock and squeezed it on and off as I humped and built up my passion.
After another minute or so I raised up from him and grabbed a pillow off the bed. I grabbed both his ankles together and lifted them up as he slid the pillow underneath his butt which wound up high in the air facing my erect cock. I began to kiss his feet, legs, knees, and thighs....wet hicky type kisses which left small red marks each time. Instinctively he knew what I wanted and what came next. He spread his legs and lifted his feet over my shoulders. We both were so hard and wet, and I began to stroke his penis and swipe precum from it to lick it off my fingers. I bent down to him and began to kiss his lips and mouth. He was now so very excited by me as he returned my kisses in ernest and held me lovingly to him. I was kissing his ears...licking each one in turn, and he was returning each favor to me. I then whispered to him, "I want to fuck you, Jer....cum inside your ass.....bareback." "Yes, yes, Frank," he sighed. "Give it to me, please. cum in me...no condom. I want to feel your seed...wet and hot, spurt inside me." I raised up, positioned my wet hard cock to his anal entrance, and then I began to push...slowly, gently, steadily, and lovingly. In about a minute I was inside him. He was experiencing a man inside him for the first time in his life. It was wonderful! He looked so fulfilled as he sighed. I bent down so that we could kiss, and he then told me what he was feeling. "Frank, I love you, love you. It's so good. God, you're making it feel so good!" My thrusts were deep, slow, and very personal. I felt bigger and bigger with each thrust. What little initial pain he'd felt had vanished quickly. He was being fucked by a real man, and he was loving it so very much. I was massaging his prostate with my wonderful penis. What a wonderful man....wonderful lover I must have appeared to be to him. He had to be feeling so honored to have my cock penetrating him, and me wanting, desiring him like I did. He now wanted my semen...my sperm to flood him...swim up inside of him and make him like a woman is made and knocked up by a man. If he could get pregnant by me, I just know he would love to. He wanted to be so close to me, and when I ejaculated he knew we were becoming one...a sacred bond between two loving lusting men.
I was now nearing the point of no return. My thrusts were faster, harder, deeper, and I was almost out of breath. He was so excited as He anticipated his reward...my ejaculation inside his body. My mouth was wet...almost drooling, as I thrust in and out of him. I was kissing him all over his neck, face, mouth, and eyes. He could taste my saliva from my wet deep kisses. He was becoming mine totally. Then it began to happen. "Oh, Jer, Jer, I'm going to cum. Oh, God, my God, ohhhhh, ooohhhhhh, aaaahhhhhh aaarrrggghhhh." It was underway. My transfer of semen from my testicles to his colon to flood and inseminate him. I could see the love in his eyes as he felt my warm wet sperm flooding and filling his bowels. I loved the man so much for receiving me. In that instant he was in hopeless love with me as well. He then began to feel the familiar sweep of tension from his toes to his cock and extremities. He was starting to cum. "Ohhhhhh, ooohhhhhh, aaaahhhhhh, Frank, I'm cummmmiiinnnngggggg, aaarrggghhhhh." He began spurting on my stomach and his as well, he'd lost control, while he also felt the warm wetness of his man's pleasure and gift to him. If only he could give me a baby, he thought, of me! He was mine forever, as far as he was concerned. My seed inside him made me his as well ..a part of me living inside him. It was sacred and wonderful. He had spurted 4-5 spurts and had cum with a man, and I had come inside him. It was wonderful!
After about 5 spurts while I was letting out deep gutteral groans with my penis parked deep inside his colon as I'd stopped moving and simply remained tied to him, we lay together holding eachother. He began to give me gentle loving kisses all over my face, eyes, mouth, neck and shoulders, and he held me comforting me as I lay over and on top of him. nestled between his thighs. He caressed my back and shoulders and felt me relaxing into a deep afterglow of peace. In about 3 or 4 minutes we kissed and separated, and I took and squeezed his hand while we sat on the edge of the bed. Then he rose to clean up and a rush of my semen ran out of him and down his legs and thighs. I'd cum so much! It was so thrilling for both of us to see the proof of my passion for his body now being ejected from deep inside him. We made eye contact and smiled at eachother as forever bonded in love.
Any comments are appreciated. Frank deperif@aol.com