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Jack had no idea that what he said, Joe would take it quite literally. Actually, Joe thought it was a wonderful idea. That way Jared would be able to express his feelings and love towards Jimmy. Jimmy would receive the love he was expecting from Jared and Joe would not be left alone. Nobody knew, yet, how that would turn out, but Joe suddenly found back his hopes. The fear he had that Jared would leave him for Jimmy had suddenly vanished although he didn't know if both, Jared and Jimmy, would agree to try to have a life as a throuple. Joe was confident that they would accept, or at least try.
Jack and I had not so much confidence in that project. For as far as we knew, Jimmy was not really someone to share his boyfriend. That was the conclusion we came to as we analyzed Jimmy's behavior in general. Of course, we didn't know a lot about his love life, if he had any. I was thinking about the conversation I had with him where he told me he could have a sex-buddy OR TWO while he waited for Jared. That, for me, meant he wasn't that exclusive after all. What happened next... oh, I better let Joe tell the tale...
Joe.
I was very confused. I loved Jared with all my heart and soul and then suddenly Jimmy came on the scene. No, he was no stranger, but I had never considered seeing my brother's son as a lover! Jack's comment "If you can't beat them, join them" made me think, of course. I had total trust in Jared and I didn't think he would ever leave me. It was only when Jimmy said I had stolen him that I started to doubt. Jared had always said that he loved Jimmy in a very particular way, but he meant that he was in love with Jimmy's mind, his way of thinking, how his mind was wired and so on.
I had been coaching Jimmy for quite a long time and I could perfectly understand what Jared was telling me. I have to admit that Jimmy had turned into a beautiful piece of man. Yes, he was still young but his mind was so more adult. The physical exercises he was doing with Jack and Jared had transformed him in a gorgeous young man and very often we could see that as well women as men were turning around to look at him. Yes, he attracted quite some stares. It was only after his outburst that I started to look at him in a different way as well.
To say he was attractive was an understatement. There was no doubt he would conquer quite a lot of hearts, only by being himself. It was almost impossible to NOT fall in love with him and even more when he opened his mouth and expressed himself. Jared even admitted that if we were not together, he would have tried to seduce Jimmy. Of course, at that time he didn't have a clue about Jimmy's feelings.
Jared didn't take any distance from me, on the contrary. He opened even more to me than before. We had never had any secrets for each other. This time it was a little different as the most inner feelings Jared had, suddenly came to the surface. As days and weeks went by, he freely admitted he was thinking about Jimmy quite a lot. At the same time he made it clear to me that we were in a committed relationship and that he would never cheat on me. I knew that was true as Jared was a very integer person. If in any possibility he would stop loving me, he would tell me before he would start something new with whoever it would be. Jared told me a thousand times he loved me and would never do anything to jeopardize what we had.
When Jared started to be a little restless when Jimmy was around, I knew I had to do something. What? I didn't know but Jack's comment was like a seed that had been planted and slowly started to grow and blossom. I called Jimmy to invite him to share our meal on a Saturday night. He was a little suspicious and wondered why I made the invitation.
-Listen Jimmy! It is now all out in the open and you admitted your feelings for Jared. You are not really happy about the whole situation, Jared being my husband. What you don't know is that Jared is very much confused after your outburst and the long conversation you had with him. On my part I feel like I am an intruder in your mind and heart. That situation is not to my liking. If I invite you to dinner is so that we could talk about it in a relaxed atmosphere. Neither Jared nor I have any secrets for each other and it would be nice to share a non-secret mindset with you. We all three know we have feelings for each other and I certainly don't want to be considered as a thief. So I thought we could sit at the table and enjoy a meal, while we honestly put all of our feelings clearly to the others. What do you think?
I could sense Jimmy's mind was working at the speed of light, though he surprised me with his first question.
-We have feelings for each other? What do you mean? I thought that after my outburst, you would hate me...
-I could never hate you Jimmy. I am actually very glad you had that outburst and initiated a total clearing of our feelings. It can come as surprises to you, but I love you, at least as much as Jared loves you.
There was quite a long silence after that, but finally Jimmy accepted the invitation. Jared asked me what my purpose was.
-I think that since Jimmy made clear he has feelings for you, you are not happy a hundred percent. I feel that you want to explore more than just academical education with him. I want to give you that opportunity Jared. If you are not happy, I am not either. You know, or you don't, but I have feelings towards him as well. They are probably not so strong as yours, but they are still there. The idea Jimmy could hate me bothers me quite a lot and my purpose of this dinner is to put all of our cards on the table, being honest with one another and avoid secrets or unspoken feelings. I want to avoid to reach the stage where we would have "What if" questions and having doubts about them.
-Would you want me to make love with Jimmy? I can't do that as I am with you.
-Would you feel more comfortable if we had a threesome with him?
Jared's face lit up a bit and that was the clue I was looking for. He was clearly not against it, but it would have to be something we would do after we talked it all over in total honesty and Jimmy had to agree as well. It was not that easy. I didn't want to have a quick romp in the sack. I was not looking for just sex. If it came to a threesome, I wanted it to be making love in all aspects and I told Jared what was on my mind. His face was a poem. Apparently he loved the idea.
-I don't know what I did to deserve you... Whatever the situation is, you always think about my happiness first. It is true that with Jimmy's confession, I am totally confused because I love you so much, but I love him as well. I wouldn't say it is the same kind of love, but it is Love! I kind of grew up with him during all these years I was coaching him and I learned to appreciate him for who he is. It is certainly a very profound friendship, but I guess it is more than that. When he said to me that he wanted to make love with me, I was flabbergasted and at the same time I suddenly looked at him in a different way. In these fourteen years I have known him, he changed from a little boy to a real man. I never looked at him with sexual desire till ... he opened a door that I thought would be closed for ever.
Jared really had a hard time. I could sense he wanted to be honest one hundred percent, but he was that confused that he didn't know what his reality was. It was kind of sweet in a certain way. At the same time he showed me his heart was so big that he could easily love two people at the same time. I felt fortunate to have him at my side. When we had the foursome with my brother and Jack, I could easily see Jared was not having sex, but making love. In the early days of our relationship, he had tried to explain to me what HE saw as differences between sex and making love. He said that both were very similar as the physical actions were the same. After that he tried to make sense, it came down to sex with feelings for the other person(s). These feelings had to be very strong and sincere he said, not just a good acquaintance or a good buddy. For Jared it went so much deeper and I soon had adapted my point of view to his, because he was so right.
That Saturday, Jared was a busy bee. He wanted to have everything as perfect as possible. He even changed the sheets on the bed although they were on it just a few days. He checked the contents of the drawer of the nightstand, assuring that lube was close at hand. Then he was busy in the kitchen after asking Al and Jack what Jimmy's favorite dish was. He was very open to them about Jimmy's visit and the possibilities of a threesome. Al and Jack, as usual, showed a lot of respect towards our intentions. It was all about their son after all. They understood Jared's and my dilemma and the feelings that went on in our hearts. Their biggest concern was, of course, that Jimmy wouldn't get hurt and they even made us promise that we wouldn't push Jimmy into a threesome at all costs. It was a promise that was easy to keep.
Jared even said that if Jimmy wasn't ready for a threesome, that there would be no sex at all. He insisted very much on the fact that there had to be complete consent from all parts. Jimmy arrived at the appointed time and came to the first floor after saying hello to his Dads. The smile on his face when he saw Jared was really big and disappeared a little when seeing me. Nonetheless, I took him in his arms and gave him a peck on the lips. It startled Jimmy a little but he didn't push me away. That was already a good sign. We sat down and had some small talk and after a while sat down at the table where Jared served the meal. The conversation was fluid and about all kind of subjects, but concentrating a little more about Jimmy's studies and the upcoming exams. As usual he was very confident that he wouldn't have the slightest problem. He already sent a few resumés to the CSI departments of various places, hoping at least one or two of them would react to them. As the good CSI he would certainly become, he investigated the real reason for the invitation. Jared and I had decided to be a hundred percent honest with him and Jared explained it to him.
-You see Jimmy, you're outburst the other day made us all thinking... We had a long conversation about you and I and you have to know that I told Joe about it. The truth is that I had never even considered you as a possible lover, but learning the feelings you had for me, it all made me thinking. To be honest, I have always liked you and even more : I loved you. It was not the kind of love you would expect. It was based on your personality, your mind, the way you think and act. When I told Joe about it, he agreed he loved you in the same way...
I interrupted Jared's little speech...
-Indeed Jimmy, I know you probably want to hate me because I stole Jared from you or at least that is what you think. I don't hate you and just like Jared, I loved you for who you are. Neither Jared nor I have ever seen our love for you in a sexual way. We both freely admit that you are a fine piece of man and that you are very attractive. When you made your feelings known, we both started to see you with different eyes, but it was not easy. After all you are my brother's son. We talked about this situation with Al and Jack, mentioning how we both feel about you and they can understand it perfectly. My brother had some hesitations but did give us his blessing after all...
-Blessing? Jimmy asked.
-Yes, Jared said, a blessing to include you in our couple if you agree. Let me explain : You love me and I love Joe. There is no way I am going to leave Joe and I think I made that very clear to you the other day. We have a committed relationship and we both want to keep it that way. What happens is that we also both have enough love to include you if you can agree to that...
-You mean that we would have a throuple?
-That is exactly what we mean Jimmy, in the case you can consider loving Joe as much as you love me. In a throuple, the most important point is to love each other the same way. There is no place for jealousy, there is no place for hidden feelings, there is no place for putting one or the other in absolute preference. It has to be three people loving each other equally and without restrictions.
Jimmy looked down at his empty plate, apparently thinking very fast and very deep. I made clear to him that if he needed some time to think about it, we would understand and that we promised Al and Jack to not press him in anyway nor push him in a direction he would not be comfortable with. Although he was much younger, we didn't doubt for a second that once he made up his mind, he would go for it completely or abandon the whole idea. Jimmy stood up from the table. Was he going to leave our apartment or what? His serious face turned to a smiley one. He came around the table and took my face in his hands, kissing me on the lips and even searching for an invitation to dive in. I opened my lips slightly and his tongue invaded my mouth with an undeniable passion. He broke the kiss and went over to Jared and did just the same. He then went back to sit on his chair.
-I guess this gave you my answer. Please give me time to adjust to the new situation. Jared, I love you with all of my heart as you know. Joe, give me time to learn to love you like I love Jared. In a very rational way, I prefer to share the love of my life than to lose him. Joe, please, don't take this wrong. I love you but I loved Jared first. My emotions are on a roller-coaster for the moment and I will need time to adjust to them. I always longed to have a lover but even in my wildest dreams and imagination, I never thought I would have two. My emotional AND sexual experiences are almost zero and I have the feeling I am jumping some stages here. My rational brain says I have to think it all over. My heart says to jump into bed with you.
-I always heard it is best to listen to your heart...
We all laughed at Jared's comment. It was obvious that he was horny and Jimmy's kiss certainly didn't make it easier. I was horny as hell myself and God did I want to take these two gorgeous guys to the bedroom right then. Jimmy seemed a bit more hesitant. From what he said, we knew he would finally agree to a threesome, but it would probably not be that same night as he mentioned he wanted to think it all over. His kisses however let suppose we would go further than that and indeed, around eleven he said he was going. Jared was a bit disappointed and I had to admit I was looking forward to it as well, but respect was the main concept from the start. Jimmy kissed us both passionately when leaving and it was hard to let him go.
The surprise was about half an hour later when there was a knock at the door. I guessed it would be Jack or my brother, but I was wrong. It was Jimmy again. He said he knew he wouldn't be able to sleep as he had not had his daily "physical activity". My naïve Jared's eyes were wide open.
-You mean you want to go jogging at this late hour?
Jimmy had a sheepish smile on his face.
-Maybe... except if you have any better idea of physical activity...
So he threw himself around Jared's neck and kissed him even more passionately than when he left half an hour earlier. He made his intentions clear when his hand went down and caressed Jared's crotch. Unnecessary to tell you that Jared immediately had a serious boner and I followed without even touching myself, seeing Jimmy and Jared exciting each other. The view was marvelous. When I saw them kissing like that, I couldn't help having a few teardrops rolling down my cheek. It was so beautiful to see two people kiss and expressing their love. Even though Jimmy had said his experience was close to zero, it didn't look like that for me. Jimmy's hands were not idle and I could see him grab Jared's buttocks and kneading them. Jared was already pulling JImmy's T-shirt over his head while Jimmy unbuttoned his shirt. I really thought I was going to cum there and then when their naked chests were pressed to each other and their mouths glued together. For a moment they were lost in a world of their own, sharing their first real kiss with the intention of making love.
Yes, I felt a little abandoned, but fortunately not for long. Watching what I already considered my two lovers making out was making me very emotional and happy. I couldn't help it. I had to rearrange my genitals in my trousers as it became uncomfortable. Jared broke the kiss and whispered something in Jimmy's ear. Jimmy looked at me with his wonderful smile and came over to me and snuggled up into my arms. His lips found mine and for the second time that evening I welcomed his tongue in my mouth. I strongly suspected that Jimmy's experience was not a total zero, otherwise he was a natural expert kisser. While we were kissing, Jared positioned himself behind me and hugging me, kissing my neck and stretching as far as he could to nibble my ears. I was already in heaven. Both Jimmy and Jared pulled my shirt out of my trousers and soon it was nothing more than pure ecstasy of skin to skin contact. Jimmy had draped his arms around my neck while I had mine around his lower back. Jared, as he hugged me from behind, had his hands on my chest and was softly pinching my nipples. It promised to be a very hot night and when I suggested to move to the bedroom I didn't heard any objection.
To be continued...