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DISCLAIMER: This story is complete fiction and these events only took place in my head, NOT in real life. Officially and as far as I know Paul Cattermole and S Club 7 are real live heterosexuals. This story contains adult material. So if you're not 18. get out of here!!!
Later days...Nick
Never Had A Dream Come True By Nick Shafer Copyright 2001
CHAPTER 9
Taking the initiative Paul knelt down over Lee's legs, his bum sat on Lee's knees. With Lee now pinned firmly below him, he began to slowly unbutton his shirt. Lee giggled as Paul's fingers gently tickled his chest, smoothing down the few dark hairs and running circles around his nipples.
Lifting Lee's hands above his head, Paul freed Lee of his shirt. Then he slowly began to kiss Lee, from the top of his forehead down, stopping to explore Lee's waiting lips. They parted as Paul's tongue gently pressed to them, exploring Lee's mouth. They kissed passionately, pulses racing, as Lee reached behind Paul to lift his t-shirt up over his head. As Paul pushed it away from his body, Lee, released from Paul's grasp, leant forward and licked Paul's sensitive pierced nipple. This had just the desired affect, and Paul shuddered and moaned...
" Ohshitohshitohshitohshit ."
Exactly the thought running through Daniels head. Daniel hadn't slept much yet that night. Well actually he hadn't slept at all. It was - he checked his watch - 2am. The party had basically fizzled out. Ok, he conceded, he was the only one left. Sitting in the dark, amongst the empty crisp-bowls, half-finished beers and littered streamers he was getting more and more depressed. What had he been thinking! Kissing Justin! He didn't even know the boy! This sort of thing just didn't happen. Not to him anyway.
Dan walked out through the French windows and onto the balcony. The crisp air blew through his hair, he breathed in deeply stifling a sigh. He looked out over London. Below him the Thames glittered as the moonlight reflected on the silent rippled surface.
" Beautiful, isn't it "
Dan turned to see Justin walk towards him. He opened his mouth to speak, but Justin silenced him, placing a finger lightly to his lips.
" That's why we bought it really, for the view. We said it was convenient, for uni and stuff. But really we fell in love with the view. Then something funny happened, do you know what it was? "
Dan shook his head silently.
" We'd been here a while and they started building those apartments... you see them...over there " Justin indicated with a flourish." The place was a noisy dirty dark building site. A complete mess. Totally ruined the view. And...and well we didn't mind. I mean yeah it was a pain, but we didn't moan or anything about it. 'Cause it didn't really matter. It wasn't the look of the place that mattered. It was that it was home to lee and me, a safe place, ...and err
Justin paused; his jumbled analogy was getting nowhere fast.
" We what I mean is...that its what's inside...and don't be put off by first reactions and...."
He trailed off, he'd lost it. He didn't even get what he was saying. Dan looked at him, furrowing his brow.
" Do you understand me? " prompted Justin.
" Not a word. "
" Good. " Justin sighed, then gently placing his hand around the back of Dan's head, pulled him forward into a kiss.
Lee could feel Paul's hot erect cock grinding against his, Paul still moaning as Lee ran his hands down his chest to Paul's Jeans. Paul's member was straining against the material, and as Lee unbuttoned the Jeans it sprang to attention against Paul's stomach with a dull thud, held back by Paul's tight, white and now very wet boxers. Paul shuddered as Lee ran his hands down the shaft, gently stoking Paul through the fabric.
" Wow, slow down Lee, or I'll finish before you've even started. " gasped Paul.
Paul slid down off Lee to the bottom of the bed, giving him a great view of his beloved. Lee looked like a fallen angle lying on the bed. His curly hair was a mess and flopped lazily over his beautiful glowing eyes, eyes that burned like fire tonight. Paul eyes trailed down to Lee's beautifully formed chest, tanned with a light layer of hair on the chest, and a smooth stomach. Not muscled, but not fat either. Just perfect. Below Lee's package strained at his cargos, which rode up, bagging around his waste. Finally Paul's visual safari finished at Lee's feet. He leant down and lightly tickled Lee's souls. Lee laughed out loud. He knew Paul knew he hated having his feet tickled, but he loved it too.
To Paul, there was no more beautiful sound in the world than Lee's laugh. Lee was his, his baby and he adored everything about him. Running his hands up, Paul grabbed Lee's trouser legs in each hand and gave a sharp tug pulling Lees trousers off of him. Lee gasped as the cold air hit his exposed cock.
" Commando style again? " asked Paul, raising his eyebrows. " I know you've got all that underwear in your drawers, what d'you use it for? "
Lee just laughed again, throwing his shirt at Paul.
Paul pushed his boxers off, kicking them to the floor, his 8½'' inches standing to attention. Then, in one movement he plunged forward onto Lee's cock, engulfing it in one motion. The shocked Lee was breathing heavily, and gripped the sheets in his hands moaning out loud. " God Paul, I love you so much, I need you so much. " Paul's hands wandered up Lee as he bobbed his head, caressing and stroking the smooth skin of the teen. Paul's head began to bob faster, then stopped, as Paul moved lick up and down Lee's shaft. Lee groaned again, gently reaching to Paul and pulling him up to so their heads were level, locking him in a kiss.
Paul broke the kiss, looking deep into Lee's eyes. Lee noticed the tears.
" Paul, baby...what's wrong "
Paul stifled a sob. "Its just that I'm so lucky to have you. You're my own angel, the best thing that's ever happened to me. I don't deserve you, I must be dreaming."
Lee's lip trembled. He sat up and held Paul close to his chest. " You silly, silly boy. Don't you ever say you don't deserve to be loved. You deserve happiness more than anyone. I love you so much Paul, I'm never going to let you go."
Lee could feel Paul's tears drip down his chest and he whispered " Thank you,I love you "
Drying his tears Paul looked Lee square in the eyes again. " Lee, I want you to fuck me."
" No Paul. "
Paul looked on the verge of tears again.
" No Paul " replied Lee, " I won't fuck you, but I will make love to you. "
A smile appeared on Paul's face as lee continued.
"But only, only if you're really sure you're ready. I tried to push you before. This is your choice, I can wait. I just love being with you."
Paul looked into the eyes of the one he loved, and all he saw was love reflected back.
"Yes!"
Dan felt his heart leap at the kiss, and was agonized when Justin pulled away.
"I'm really sorry about running away before Dan, you've got this great gift you see and it was really cool you showing me, and well no ones ever trusted me like that before and been close to me...like emotionally close...and..."
Oh no, Dan could see it again. That fear deep inside Justin welling up. This boy needed wrapping in cotton wool. He swore if he didn't stop talking now, the both of them would start crying. He decided to act. " No, don't be sad Justin, it was all my fault, I never should have taken advantage of you like that. I didn't mean for it to seem like all I wanted was to kiss you" Justin cut him off.
"No, I'm sorry because I ran away, not because you kissed me. You trusted me and showed me a great gift. I'm glad you did that. I've never felt like this before. About anything or, " he blushed, " or anyone. "
It was Dan's turn to blush now. " Wow, that's so cool Just "
" Well " said Justin, shuffling his feet " I think Lee and Paul are...indisposed, and I can't leave you standing here in the cold all night." He blushed deeper red - even if you didn't have 'special' skills you could tell his embarrassment " So you can always share my bed with me if you like. If you want "
" That would be great "
Lee reached into the bedside drawers, and produced a bottle of baby lotion. Paul took the bottle from Lee, and squeezing a little into his hand began to lube up Lee's cock. Lee gasped in ecstasy as the cold liquid was slicked up and down by Paul's hand. Paul then took some more lotion and delicately rubbed it around his hole.
" I'm ready, " he told Lee.
Paul raised his legs, and Lee placed the head of his cock to Paul, and gave a gentle push. Slowly he entered Paul, who gave a gasp. Lee stopped, holding back from pushing. " Paul, are you sure you want to go through with this? "
Paul nodded. "I love you, and I want to be part of you"
Lee continued pushing slowly as so not to hurt Paul. After about a minute he was completely inside Paul. The pleasure was amazing; it was so warm and tight. He and Paul were one. He looked down at his beloved lying below him. The star Paul to the rest of the world, but to him, his Paul, he liked that, HIS PAUL. Paul's pain had been replaced by acute pleasure, as he felt more complete than ever before. Slowly, very slowly Lee began a rhythmic thrusting. The pair moaned in unison.
As their passions increased so did Lee's thrusting. He began to push into Paul with greater force, who responded with groans and sighs as Lee brought him to a whole new level of ecstasy. Paul reached up, pulling Lee into a passionate kiss, and running his hands through Lee's beautiful curly hair. Soon, Paul realized he was close, and begged Lee to push harder. Lee plunged in and out of Paul. Paul moaned loud now, as he suddenly came without being touched, shooting load after load onto his stomach..
Seeing this erotic scene, Lee started to climax, as Paul's hole tightened around his cock. Lee shot deep into Paul, then slowly withdrew his now flaccid cock. He looked down at Paul; there were tears in his eyes again.
" Oh my God Paul, baby, did I hurt you "
But Paul was smiling. " No...its just...Lee I love you so much! "
" Paul, you gotta stop crying all the time, I'm not that bad looking. "
Paul laughed
Lee continued more seriously. " In all my life I have never met anyone like you Paul, you I truly love more than anything. I'd do anything to be with you. You're more important than anything to me. " He leant down and kissed Paul tenderly on the lips. Bodies entwined and deep in love they fell asleep.
From the adjoining room, having awkwardly decided to share a bed, Dan and Justin reflected on the moans coming from next door. They looked at each other and decided unanimously. "HANGOVER"
As Justin fell asleep, he felt Dan's had slip gently into his. Secretly he gave a smile and squeezed it tight. In the quiet of the London night four lovers slept in bliss.
CHAPTER 10
Justin Lloyd -Taylor stretched his arms out and yawned as the sunlight filtered in through the curtains of his bedroom. He checked the clock beside him. 10.00am. Not bad, he thought, not good, but defiantly not bad for 'the morning after' the night before. Beside him Dan Kyte slept soundly, clutching the blankets to him. Justin lightly brushed his hair and kissed him on the forehead, Dan smiled in his sleep, mouthing Justin's name. Justin smiled and sighed. He was in love again, he was sure of it. Damn. Damn. Damn.
Justin cautiously sniffed the milk before pouring over his cereals, which crackled in the silent kitchen. He clicked on the radio and listened as Steps new single - the Chain Reaction cover - echoed around the room. Well he liked steps, and at least it wasn't S Club 7. He grinned. That's all he'd be hearing from now on. He swayed around the room to the music; He turned up the volume, the song echoed around the apartment and into the minds of each of the boys there.
Asleep in the bedroom, Paul dreamt of Lee...
You took a mystery and made me want it, You got a pedestal and put me on it, You made me love you out of feeling nothing, Something that you do.
Why now? thought Justin. Why after all this time? Why was he falling in love again? He liked Dan, no, more than that, he was overawed by him. He was truly amazing. How could he look so deep inside him like that? And kissing him...
Dan...
And I was there not dancing with anyone, You took a little and then you took me over, You set your mark on stealin my heart away, Cryin, Tryin anything for you.
I'm in the middle of a Chain Reaction (chain reaction), You give me all that after midnight action (don't pass me by), Just let me catch you, Where I can let you make all that love to me.
I'm on a journey for the inspiration, To anywhere and there is no Salvation, I need you to get me nearer to you, So you can set me free and talk about Love, Love Love...
Lee woke as the chorus blared through the house, and laughed. Yeah, it was about right. Stuck in a chain reaction with Paul, that's how he felt. He lightly ran his fingertips over Paul's sleeping body. Paul's eyelids fluttered. " Morning baby "
He pulled Lee close to him, Lee feeling the distinctive bulge in his boxers. " Already Mr Cattermole? " Paul blushed and ran his hands slowly down to Lee's boxers. Lee let out a moan
You make me tremble when your hand moves lower, You taste a little then you follow slower, Nature has a way of yielding treasure, Pleasure made for you.
Dan heard the music too, as he pulled Justin's sheets tight to him. They smelt of Justin, a sweet cool smell. Beautiful, scared Justin. He had to get through to him, he had to try.
You gotta plan your future is on the run, Shine a light for the whole world over, You'll never find your love if you hide away, Cryin, Dyin all you gotta do is.
Justin was still miming along when he heard the voice behind him.
" Someone looks happy this morning. "
Justin spun around. Behind him Lee stretched and yawned. He was wearing a pair of tight blue football shorts and a sleeveless white top. He walked casually over to the fridge pulling out a carton of orange juice, and then pouring himself a glass.
" I looked into your room this morning, but you were already up " Lee remarked almost too casually, trying to hide the grin on his face.
Most people would have reacted differently, but living with Lee so long meant Justin could always seem non-plussed. He yawned. " Yeah, I got up early. "
"Good night's sleep?"
"Yeah? What about you?"
Lee couldn't take it any more. " I couldn't help noticing something was wrong with your bed."
"Really?" Justin looked surprised.
Lee ran over to him, grabbing him around the neck. He pulled him to the sink. " Tell me Justin...what happened?"
"What do you mean my dear boy?" He heard the tap start to run.
"Unless you want that pretty-boy blond hair of yours to get a right soaking Mr Lloyd-Taylor - which I know you hate, you'd better start talking"
Justin shrieked. " You wouldn't " His head was inched forward. "Ok ok I guess you're referring to Dan being in my bed. Well, before you jump to conclusions nothing happened. Well, nothing much! "
Lee's eyes widened, a lump appeared in his throat, "Nothing much!"
"Well, we kissed but that's it. But Lee...he's got this thing...this feeling...this I don't know call it a power and it was incredible. "
Lee released Justin from his grasp, and the two sat down at the breakfast bar as Justin related the tale of the night before. Lee listened intently. Justin's happiness was just as important to him as his own. As Justin finished he added, " I couldn't help noticing the large amount of noise from your room last night. Now what was it? Oh that's it." Justin mimicked an ecstasy-ridden voice. "Ah Yes, ahhh ahh yes, now please yes Paul yes...ahhhAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH"
There was a cough. The pair turned around to see Paul standing at the door to the kitchen, dressed only in his boxers and blushing a very deep shade of red. Justin purposefully ran his eyes down to Paul's package. " Well Lee " he said stifling a laugh " Now I know what you see in him."
Paul blushed even more. Lee smacked Justin playfully around the head. " Leave him alone, he's mine. Doesn't he look cute this morning?"
Paul shuffled his feet " Hi Just. Cool party huh?"
Justin nodded, as he thought of Dan in his bed, " Yeah Paul, Cool. You, um, want some breakfast?"
"Oh yeah" Paul looked eager " I'd just better get some clothes on first."
There was yet another cough. Paul turned around, and Justin choked on his cereal.
"Mornin guys. Howz everyone?" It was Dan. His hair was a mess and he was wearing a pair of Justin's boxers.
Paul turned and raised his eyebrows at Leigh and Justin. Leigh just shrugged, drinking his juice to disguise his smile. It was Justin's turn to blush now. He jumped up, and embraced Dan, then taking him by the hand he led him off to his room. Paul's mouth was still agog. " That was that was that was..."
Lee stood up and kissed him. " Yeah, I know. Come on lets get you some clothes."
Paul grabbed Lee around the waist, nuzzling his head into Lee's neck. " Do we have to? Couldn't we just go back to bed, and you know "
Lee pushed Paul back, and he landed on the floor with a bump. " No, you big oaf, 'cause in case you've forgotten, we've got a rehearsal in," he checked his watch, "about 20 minutes."
" Shit!" gasped Paul, but Lee had already left the room.
He ducked his head back around the doorframe. "Precisely"
Dan looked sheepish as he sat on the end of Justin's bed. Justin was obviously nervous. Why shouldn't he be? The last night had been absolutely mad, meeting up, and then kissing and sharing a bed. Not that anything happened, but that wasn't the point.
"So, umm, you sleep well," Justin asked Dan.
"Yeah sure...really comfy"
"Look...I'm really sorry about...and you know...and getting angry and..."
"Its ok" explained Dan. " Look I'd better head back to the apartment"
Dan stepped forward and embraced Justin, who buried his head in neck, inhaling deeply, Dan was almost sure he felt tears.
"But I'll call you tonight." Dan continued, "...if that's ok?"
Justin broke out in a huge grin. "Sure!"
Paul and Lee arrived at the London Studios scrubbed up and dressed just 30mins later. Just late enough to incur a mickey take from the other band members.
"Bit of a headache this morning" asked Jon, sniggering. "Alcohol didn't agree with Pauly-Wauly?"
Well considered Paul, better this than them suspecting the truth. But the laughter was cut short when Veronica, the mixing assistant called them together. In her mid 20's to, dressed in casual jeans and a white top with 'Angel' glittering across her bust, the young brunette with the purple contacts would have turned any head straight or not. Even Lee couldn't help but sigh. Paul elbowed him with a hurt look, before giggling too.
"Ok guys" V- as she insisted they called her - continued. "We're gonna be starting recording "You" today, I take it you've all read through the score. They nodded.
" Good, and this is also the big moment for young master Burton I believe." She smiled at Lee, " Who will be singing his first lead. What's more guys, this is going to be the big number for the S Club Fever tour starting in a few weeks. That means its gotta be good. No its gotta be excellent by then!"
The band sighed, and Lee felt terrified by the prospect of the standing on stage in less than a month! Singing lead!
"Oh and one more thing guys" said V "I'd like you to meet Nick Atkinson, your new Choreographer"
A dark haired youth stepped out from behind V. He looked barely 19, and was dressed in baggy surfer pants and an old sweatshirt, that was frayed at the cuffs. He was cleanly shaved and his hair was waxed up in a stylish wave at the front. And, a stunned Jon observed, he had the most beautiful deep green eyes.
Jon's jaw dropped, along with that of Rachael, Tina, Hannah, Jo, and much to Paul's annoyance, Lee's.
"Uh hi guys" Nick beamed. He had a gravely voice, not deep or old, but enough to make Jon go weak at the knees.
"Hi" chorused the girls running up to introduce themselves. It was Rachael who barged her way to the front. "I'm Rachael, and this is Jo, and Hannah and Tina". Nick embraced the four girls, an embarrassed smile on his face.
Next Lee, beaming, shook Nick's hand. " Hi Nick, great to meet yaw! Nice to have another new face on the team" He was cut short by Paul, who pushed in " Yeah, Yeah great man! Nice to have you on board." Lee scowled at Paul quickly, who merely stuck his tongue out at him.
Lastly Jon came to shake Nicks hand. He was awestruck by Nick's eyes, and was rather embarrassed when Nick asked him if everything was ok after shaking his hand for about a minute. Jon blushed. "Yeah sure, it's all cool." Nick smiled brightly again. "Cool"
"Right guys" he addressed the group, "we better get started, and don't think for one minute that just because this is my first time with you that I'm going to go easy on you!"
Boy! Was Nick right there! By the time they emerged from the dance studio two hours later Lee was nearly on his knees. Rachael complained her feet were so sore that someone would have to carry her everywhere! 'Yeah', thought Jon, much to his annoyance ' and we'd all know who you'd love that to be!' Even Tina, the groups much respected 'dancer' was flushed after such an intense session, as she told the others. 'He's gasp a agasp madman!'
Nick, on the other hand, seemed to have hardly worked up a sweat, and was already berating the guys about their performance. "Well honestly, call yourselves a professional band! I hope you realise the management want you to do this for the video, now what's the theme, oh yeah house of the future, and that's the easy bit. Then there's the tour. You Paul, and you Lee could do with losing some weight. Tina, you must concentrate more, Jo, more feeling, Rachael don't overdo-it! Hannah, we're going to have to work on that tap scene, Jon...Jon you did well man. Anyway I'm off to the showers."
Nick disappeared around the corner, and they heard him shout as he went "Oh yeah, and remember, you'll actually be singing as well!"
As soon as Nick was out of earshot the group rounded on V,
"Fat!"
"Concentrate?"
"Feeling!!!"
"Overdo it!"
"Work on it!"
Jon just grinned.
Suzie Ross bit deep into her apple, and it crunched loudly. Next to her came the muffled complaint of Justin as he stuffed himself with a McPremiere burger. Admittedly, with all the places in London Justin frequented, and his connections, he could have chosen a better place to eat. But it was just that overwhelming desire for junk food he got.
Susie laughed at him, and took another bite of her apple; she was the only person Justin ever knew that had the audacity to eat fruit in a fast food joint!
Susie, aside from Lee, was Justin's greatest friend. She'd always been there for him, and he'd come running if she needed him. She knew him deeply, his fears, and his secrets. And she also knew how he really felt about things, about love, about people. Justin trusted her completely, and she him. She knew that she'd never have to worry about him flirting with her like the other boys. (And she was a sight, for the average straight man that is, tall, blonde, blue eyed, she could have been a model, but her mind was equally as brilliant, and bizarrely she had chosen geology as her vocation. An irony so lavish that Justin adored the idea.) To her he was simply "my best platonic gay friend."
"So, Justin's finally found himself another love. A love he can get all wrapped up over, just like..."
"Yes, thank you very much for that. I'm perfectly aware that I get a bit over the top when it comes to love. But its not going to be like last time!
" A BIT over the top" Suzie stifled another giggle.
"Oh well" retorted Justin, lapsing into 'bitch' mode "Its all very well to sit there with your breasts and all your woman's intuition and your PMT and tell me about love. As I recall you're not the expert yourself really are you"
It was war now. " Straight."
"Excuse me"
"Normal boring straight wannabe"
"Bitch...how could you...I ...lesbian. Do you want me to get my handbag out?"
The pair collapsed laughing. Getting several odd looks from the other diners. Suzie tried to regain a straight face. "So tell me about this Dan then"
Justin sighed. "Dan, where to begin. Its odd you see its like he knows me, everything..." Justin related to Susie the events of the night before, she having left the party early before 'stuff' started to happen. She listened, captivated, until Justin had finished.
"Do you trust him?"
"That's an odd question," replied Nick, somewhat taken aback.
"No, considering you, and all I know about you, it's a perfectly sensible question. You have to see that. Do you trust him?"
" Well Yes, of course"
" Good, so when you next seeing each other?"
Justin pulled out his phone.
" Well, I don't think I'm fat, do you think I'm fat, I'm not fat am I really"
"No Paul" replied Lee as they unlocked the door to Paul's Studio room. In fact you're just the perfect shape." He ran his hands up inside Paul's tight shirt, pulling it off in one movement. He hugged Paul tight to him, and as Paul kicked the door shut they locked in a passionate kiss.
"Just Perfect"