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MY SECRET SEXUAL APPETITE by Ronnie Andrews
CHAPTER ONE:
Why am I so afraid of being who I am? I don't just fantasize about being with men, I am possessed by yearnings to be with them, feel their cocks and use my mouth to give them the most exquisite pleasures a man can experience.
I constantly think how nice it would be to have a regular friend who would come over all the time just to have uninhibited sex. He could just come by and sit on the couch and we could play with each other's crotches. No long seductions, just raw sexuality. Feeling his hard cock through his pants. Unzipping him. Feeling so much excitement as I freed his cock from the dark confinement of his clothes. We could run our hands over the other's hard shafts and then lean down to suck hard cocks.
After we got to know each other my man could just come by my apartment to feed me his cock and let me drink his cum. As soon as he came through my door I would drop to my knees, unzip him and take his cock in my mouth and lovingly sucking it until he spurted his semen throughout the insides of my mouth. No words would need to be said. My man could just say thanks, zip up and leave. Or he could come in and drop to his knees and suck my cock. I would love to run my fingers through his hair as he moved his head back and forth, and side to side as he worshipped my cock with his lips, tongue and throat.
It all sounds so beautiful. It seems within my reach, but I never seem to be able to get up the courage to go all the way. I have visited all kinds of sites where guys go to meet. I look at their pictures, read their profiles and I always get turned on thinking of the erotic possibilities I could have.
I constantly wish I could find a safe, clean guy who is laid back and just wants to experience the joys of being a man. I oftentimes feel I can't be a complete man unless I jack off another man's cock, suck on his hard shaft and go 'all the way' by taking his sweet, tangy cum in my mouth. Oh, to feel that magic when the cock begins to throb, swell, and then release the most divine liquid in creation. A man's sperm is truly the link all men share. We are all on a journey 'from' cum and 'to' cum. It is our destiny and our history. The magic of semen bonds all men.
Every day, I am surrounded by guys. All shapes and sizes. I am not attracted to any particular man. It doesn't matter what he looks like, if he is in-shape, or what his cock size is. I am attracted to a man's raw sexuality. I long to have my face by his balls and cock so I could use my mouth to totally experience his sexuality.
Even though I am with men all day I never know what their sexuality is. I never know who to approach or how to approach another man. I often feel like I am starving, even though I am in the middle of a huge feast with tables covered by succulent food. Why is it so hard to reach for the nourishment that will end my hunger?
A man's cock is the gateway to his being. The joining of a mouth to a cock is more than just a physical act. It is a spiritual adventure. It is the joining of one man to another in the most intimate and primitive bonds imaginable. Sharing in a man's orgasm is the closest we can be with another man. It is a moment when he trusts you enough to put his cock in your mouth. It is a moment of absolute release of one's spirit, soaring to heights never imagined, bathing in each other's rawest sexuality.
I dream of meeting a guy who could turn all of my fantasies into realities. I dream of life with a man where we could become as 'one', with our sexualities merging, our sensualities erupting, and our lusts exploding into a frenzy of raw, animalistic passion.
I am sometimes afraid that if I suck on a cock and drink a man's sperm I would never look back. Would his cock become my world, my reality? Would I constantly dream of it pulsating in my lips? Would all my waking moments be filled with longings to hear his moans? Would I become addicted to feeling his hot cum splashing inside my mouth? Would I constantly lust for his delicious cream?
I have fantasized about sucking cocks all my life. My conscious life and dream world are filled with thoughts of sucking cocks in every imaginable way. When I think of cocks all of my senses become alive.
Sometimes I wonder if I came from a land of cocks in my previous life, a world where cocks would be everywhere. All shapes, colors and sizes, erupting their treasured hot, thick semen into waiting, cum-hungry mouths.
I imagine myself as both the cock sucker and as a cum donor, giving my cock to other men to suck. We would be among millions of other men all sucking and being sucked. The air would be filled with the sweet, musty scent of man. There would be constant slurping sounds of sucking, men moaning, and cries of ecstasy. It would be a world of unbridled and uninhibited passion.
I have heard of guys who live in a virtual world full of cocks. Their world is filled with trips to bathhouses, bookstores with gloryholes, and gay retreats where men have sex in nature. I often think of how lucky these guys are. They have managed to break through all of society's restrictive boundaries to experience what they long for and what they lust for. These men have been able to lift themselves to a higher plane of consciousness and sexual pleasure.
It takes courage to allow oneself to be who they truly are. So many of us live their lives in fear of what others might think. We often deny ourselves of that most exquisite right to be who we are supposed to be.
I have used the word 'someday' to describe when I will venture to that land where I know I belong. I put off acting on my desires by saying I will do it 'someday'. But as each day passes, and my longings become more intense, it becomes harder and harder to break through the chains that hold me.
Where do I meet a nice guy? How do I know he is safe? Questions are always accompanied by fears, and those fears always lead to loneliness and frustration. How I wish my fantasy world would finally meld with the real world, so I could become a complete man.
Whenever I am alone and playing with my cock, I dream of a guy coming to me and replacing my stroking hand with his sucking mouth. I dream of being in a sixty-nine with another man, feeling my cock being worshipped, as my mouth is making love to his hard cock. How I would love to be sharing such an exquisite and beautiful moment with another man, a moment when two men both give and receive cum. Our senses would explode into a cornucopia of infinite pleasures. Our spirits would merge as we share a moment of absolute bliss.
To be continued...
Next: "My First Man"
Copyright 2009, Ronnie Andrews, All Rights Reserved
Edition Release Date: April 30, 2009
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If you would like to read some of my other stories you can find them at the links below...
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Cum Filled Retreat /nifty/gay/encounters/cum-filled-retreat
Delights of Cocksucking /nifty/gay/encounters/delights-of-cocksucking
Dreaming Of A Cum-Filled World /nifty/gay/encounters/dreaming-of-a-cum-filled-world
Drinking Ed's Sperm /nifty/gay/beginnings/drinking-eds-sperm
Eating My Own Sperm /nifty/gay/masturbation/eating-my-own-sperm
First Time I Ate Cum /nifty/gay/encounters/first-time-i-ate-cum
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My Discovery of Sperm /nifty/gay/encounters/discovery-of-sperm
My First Meeting with Patrick /nifty/gay/encounters/meeting-with-patrick
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Swallowing Paul /nifty/gay/adult-friends/swallowing-paul
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