So just a step back here, to recall that my wife caught me jacking off in front of my cam, while watching others doing the same.
I should mention here, that I have been wearing womens lingerie while jacking off, for many years. I had surprised my wife one night by wearing panties to bed. Surprisingly, this was an immediate hit. Since then , my wife has bought many nighty sets, panties, pantyhose and such for me. We have often fucked while wearing matching nighty outfits. And we purchased a couple of vibrating dildos to use in my hot ass.
Over time, I began to really enjoy having anal stimulation, and developed a desire for the real thing...
A local chat friend on the internet told me about a group of bi and gay males that hosted parties at local hotels, for men who could not host at home..I kept signing up for those parties, but then finding many excuses for not going....And my wife called me a chicken for not going to see what the parties were like.
Such an understanding wife!!!!!!!
so you see where the new life is coming in play? more to cum