Author's Message:
This story is based from a part of my past when I was a second year high school. The scenes in this story is fictional but has real basis. I hope I don't offend other people in writing this story. To all S.R.E.I. Theatre Club Members (The K.A.S.T.S.) I hope you are all well and kickin'. Hope to see you all soon.
This story has sexual scenes between young males or even adult guys. If your offended in this kind of literature or your not old enough or the place you live in is swallow and lame that this kind of story isn't legal then don't read this. Though to the once who are about to read this, I hope you enjoy.
My Modified Memory (An S.R.E.I. Adventure)
"Well, frankly I can't believe your doing that!" said Melissa. "What?" I said. "The great Van Anderson not doing anything but just glare at space as though it's summoning him to a duel." she said with a little disbelief in her voice. "What should I do?" said I, "I've already finished all our homework for the upcoming week and I have nothing to do. What now? Thinking is now a crime?" "I didn't say it's a crime to think! You know well enough that what you had said is true, the two of us will be in jail for a long time."
I just smiled at her. But still, I can't find a solution to my problem. Having Melissa as a best friend is really wonderful yet sometimes a girl can be very annoying.
She looked at me again as I look to space absentmindedly. It was 1:30 p.m. and it's a good thing that our first afternoon class was canceled because Mrs. Foster needs to go home.
"Ok, give. What is the problem?" Mel said anxiously.
"No. Nothing." I said. (as if that would work)
"Yah right!" she said ominously, " you better speak-up or your going to get it from me Ivan Anderson!"
I saw that coming. I always have been able to lie to other people but to Melissa, nothing works. But still, I have to try again.
"No really. I'm just tried." Well that's partly true. Not enough though as she gave me one of those "don't-you-even-think-about-it" kind of look. I tried not to wince but she caught me. Seeing that, she raised one of her eyebrow, a common sign she is getting impatient. I tried to look away and ignore her but her next words hit me hard.
"Fine. If you don't want to talk about it, it's ok but a I am your fucking best friend, I am entitled of an explanation," she said, reading her Bio-Book again, yet she venomously added, "I share my secrets to you but why bother telling me your secrets, oh right, I forgot, I'm your best friend!"
Losing my temper, I said, "Fine, you want to know? Ok here goes," I drew a deep breath as my heart is doing some kind of a drum roll, "I'm gay." By this, I got Melissa's full, whole, entire attention for a whole minute. As I waited her reaction, that torment, fucking minute was long!!! I stared at her, preparing to run for it or take cover. But she was round eyed and smiling at me but still silence. She finally caught her tongue and asked, "Are you sure?" still smiling at me at a very weird way.
"I'm still not sure or maybe I just don't want to be sure." I said, again as I stared at the pretty boring afternoon sky.
"How can you tell? Are you in love with some guy?" she asked.
I really thought she will harass me or live me and never want me to be her friend but yet Melissa stayed where she is and still a friend. I am blessed.
"I don't really know if it's love." I admittedly said.
"Ooooh my gosh! Who is he?" she said breathless. She looks like a six-year-old when excited. Talk about age deduction by nine years.
I closed my eyes and whispered, "Daniel. Daniel Lynol."
"What!!!?" she shrieked. I was shocked by what she has done and maybe she saw fear in my eyes, so she look around and smiled to the other people who heard her scream. As she looked back to me, I shot her with my infamous 'what-the-fuck?' looks. She apologize yet still surprised or happy or both by the news.
"Daniel, Daniel Lynol of 4-Aquarius, of the basketball team, of the theatre club?" she asks for confirmation.
"Yah. Him." I said shortly.
For a minute, she calculated what to say and just looked at me. Then she finally said, "Well, I am very honored to have a friend with a courage to be what he is. And good luck with Daniel."
I looked at her.
"That's it?" I ask, "your honored and good luck? No wonderful thoughts of wisdom or divine advise?"
"What do you want me to say?" she asks, taken aback a little.
"Well, I don't know."
"Well if your expecting something you should know what to expect." she said testily, "And well, this is the first time a friend got "out" to me so I really have no experience."
I again stared at the sky. (what a pretty lame attempt to escape reality)
"Are you expecting him to make a move to you?" she asks as she slid her Bio-Book to her bag. I snorted.
"Well as he is one of the most popular guy at this school," I said, "he won't waste his reputation to someone like me. And I'm not that obvious, aren't I?"
She smiled, "So this is just your kind of fantasy guy? The kind of will only be in your head and not materialize in reality? Well that is not the Van that I know."
"Well, I really don't know if I want to be gay. As we can see, discrimination is everywhere and he will never be attracted to me. Pity me maybe but love me? Yah right! He might hit me in the balls if I tell him I love him."
"So this is your problem, 'you don't want to be gay but you love or you're attracted to Daniel Lynol', how long have you known you have feelings for him?" Melissa asks.
"Since the day of the newcomers audition. I was attracted to him there and maybe he even suspected because he often glance at me and always caught that I am staring at him like I want to eat him."
Melissa snort. "Don't you want to?"
I glared at her. "You know what I mean!" I said with gritted teeth. She grinned.
"I mean," I continued, "his gorgeous: handsome with his most perfect body and his really intelligent too. Who won't love him?"
"Well I can see your point." Melissa said, "half our class loves him and even boys worship him as his very good in the court."
"Exactly!" I said, crestfallen. Then just added, "You know what, just forget it! I'm just dreaming of something I can never achieve thinking of things that can only happen to fantasies. Let's go it's probably-"
RIIIIING!!!! The class bells rang.
"time for class." I finished as I gathered my stuff. Melissa just looked at me for a second or two then picked her bag too. We headed to the building number two for Science-Biology. As we walk to the stairs to the second floor, someone called me from behind,
"VAN!!!"
Instinct came upon me and I looked back but I never saw who shouted as someone hit me and that someone walk down the stairs. As my body started to fall, I stretch my hand but I hadn't grabbed the bars in time. Yet I didn't die that day as a hand gripped my wrist stopping me from falling. I traced to whom the hand belonged and I was shocked by it's owner, Daniel Lynol.
I gaped at him as he pulled me back. We stood face to face and I started to sweat. He spoke.
"Sorry about that. I wasn't looking. I'm really sorry." Daniel said.
His voice was heavenly and felt my groin tightening. Gathered myself and tried to find my voice.
"It's alright. It's my fault too. I wasn't paying attention." I managed.
"Ok, I'm Daniel Lynol." He said a he extended his hand, the same hand that saved my life. I shook his hand and said, "Ivan Anderson," almost breathless.
"Ivan Anderson? Oh you're a theatre club member aren't you? I thought I recognized you from some where." He said as he flashed another one of his wonderful smiles. I nearly melted to him.
"Yeah, I am. You're very good at your audition." I said, smiling too.
"Thanks." was all he managed to say as at that moment the bell again rang for the last time. He grimaced at the sound of it. He then said, "Well, see you around Ivan, sorry again."
"It's ok."
He then walked away yet he turned back and gave me another smile and he was gone. I am really close to fainting but if it wasn't for the fact that me and Melissa are totally late for Bio-lab. I looked at Mel and we hurriedly climbed the stairs. After a hurried explanation to Mr. Lance we got to the unoccupied microscopes in the back of the lab.
"Well that went well. I think the two of you has some kind of connection. As long as it's not fatal attraction as he nearly killed you back at the stairs." Mel said as se prepared her slide.
"You think so?" I ask as I put a drop of pond water on my glass slide, "He was just being nice as you say, he nearly killed me there."
"Well, at least you held his hand. How was it?" ask Mel excitedly.
"It was nice." I said shortly and by the look in Mel's face, she expected more but I didn't add any.
After class, Mel and I decided to check the bulletin board if there is a workshop on the theatre club. There was. 4:00 p.m. Room 28.
"You'll be able to see your prince charming again." Mel said somewhat wiggling her eyebrows. I just shook my head and rolled my eyes. So while waiting for four o'clock, we decided to let time pass as we hang out in the cafeteria. Mel and I sat near the bar walls of our legendary canteen sipping our cokes in straws. Just then, Chris Newton and Jennifer Prats walk to our direction. Chris lives besides my house and we are best friends. But our sections are different as he is in II-Acacia and I'm in II-Narra. He is really a hot hunk and he might be one of the most famous guys in school because of his looks. He achieved a popularity that even some seniors can never have. But still he is good hearted and a dependable friend and also he is a theatre club member. Jennifer also is a member of the theatre club. She is a next-door neighbor to Melissa and they first became best friends while I'm still not in the picture. Now, I'm Melissa's guy or gay best friend and Jennifer is her girl best friend. Jennifer is a popular gal because of her winning a beauty pageant at the campus. She is beautiful and really sexy (for the straights) and a wonderful friend. "Hey guys killing time?" ask Chris. "Well that will be hard," said Jen, "as time is not alive to begin with." They both took the chairs beside our table. Melissa looked at me and I stared back. I think I got what she wants me to do. I began to be nervous again and she decided to break the ice for me. "Guys," Mel began, "Van needs to tell you something." But Chris spoke first, "Before you say something, I just want to tell you that it was I who called you at the stairs this afternoon. And I'm very sorry you nearly fell but I got no way of getting nearer as Ms. Nowen told me off because I shouted. I was just going to tell you that there is a workshop so you wouldn't miss it." "Oh that's ok." I said and while Chris apologize Melissa got the other two some drinks. She sat again and looked at me. "Er. . . I. . .am . . ." I said. Mel looked impatient. Chris is sipping his coke. Lisa is listening to me. And after maybe a minute, I said: "I'm gay." Finally, I said it. Jennifer's elbows slip from the table causing her to stagger towards Chris' shoulders. Chris choked in his coke and is now coughing intensely. I closed my eyes and when I opened them, I can't look at my friends. Just then, Mel started to laugh. The three of as stared at her and when she stopped, she said, "I thought the both of you will have much better reaction than me but yours are worst." I looked again at the table. Then Chris began to laugh and said, "sorry about the coke thing. Chill man, we're not calling you anything." Jen smiled too. She reached my chin and raised my head and kissed me in the cheeks. "I think you're too hot to be gay but if that's who you are then we're still here," she said. I stared at a moment, marveling at the wonderful angels that surround me. "Thanks guys," I said, "I never thought that you will accept me so easily." "We are your friends and your still you and the thing we can do is abandon you or take you as you are. Well honey," said Melissa, "we take you as you are and still love." And she kissed me too in the cheeks. Chris just looked at me and said, "If being gay means I can get a kiss from this two, I want to be one too." We all laughed. But Jen said, "You don't have to be gay to have a kiss from me Chris-boy." while smiling wickedly. "You're such a flirt Jen." said Chris also smiling. Melissa rolled her eyes and smiled. I glanced at my watch and saw that it's 3:45. "We better go to Rm. 28. It's nearly time." I said. "You can't get enough of Daniel Lynol are you?" Mel said. The other two looked at Mel then to me. I was blushing furiously, I was afraid I'd be red permanently. "Mel!" I whined. "What?" ask Jen, "You have the hots for super-stud Lynol?" "Let's get going shall we." and I roused from my chair. "Hey, you still hadn't answered my question!" said Jen. (why are girls so like a details so much!!!?) The three of them roused too. "Ok, fine. I have the hots for him for three weeks now. Satisfied!?" I said, glaring at the three of them. Three winced. They know what kind of temper I have if I'm angry. "OK. Let's go to the Rm. 28 then." said Mel in a false cheerfulness to cool me off. We left the canteen and headed to the theatre meeting but when I looked back I saw a jersey-shirt flutter with number 8 on it. It can't be... * * *
4:00 p.m. benches outside the Rm. 28. "Well, Allaine is late, again." said Melissa. "Well this is only the second time since this club is founded so give him some slack." I said, "I wonder what we're going to do at workshop today. "Maybe we'll 'Tension'." Jen suggested. "That's too advance for the newcomers," I said, "maybe we'll 'Shadow or Mirror' that can be fun." "No we won't." said a voice behind us. It was Allaine. (I won't describe Allaine, his not that important but his gay) "Hey!" the four of us said in unison. "OK is everybody here? Let's all go inside." he said. The five of us entered the classroom in which the chairs have been put outside to have more space. It was a room to where every bit of personality exist. The members who was now there are Mary, Eunice, Goldie, Joan, Karen and Katrina. The hunks are also there like Enrike, Francis, Allan, Albert and Lendle. Yet there was still no Daniel Lynol. My memories fluttered to the jersey-shirt I saw. Was that Daniel? Allaine closed the door and handed and nearest member a pen and a pad of paper. It was an attendance sheet. Then there has been a knock on the door. Allaine opened it. It was Daniel. He apologize for being late and was accepted inside. He scanned the floor (all of as are sitting on the floor) and spotted me. He smiled and walk to my direction and sat beside me. I jumped as Chris poked me at my armpits. "Hi" he said. "Hello," was my answer but the conversation is put to end by Allaine as he picked up the sheet and counted us. 26 all but still many has been absent. Allaine then asked how many has handkerchiefs. Two-third of the group raised their hands. He then grouped us into pairs. And who was my partner: Daniel, of all miracles!!! Allaine informed us that we are doing the exercise "Remote". It goes like one of the pair will be blindfolded and the other pair will the one who will give directions. Allaine will set out a finish point and time limit on how long the blindfold will stay on. Then time to exchange and the process will start all-over again. I was so nervous I don't even know what to say to Daniel. He might have sense my tension so he said, "Maybe I should be blindfolded first as I still don't have any experience." I blindfolded his eyes and make sure he can't see. Then the fun started. His very good at taking orders and never had been confused with left or right. For 30 minutes we played that game. Some of the other newcomers are having a bad time taking orders yet they are enjoying themselves. After the time is up, I was now calm. Daniel blindfolded me and the orders came. First his having problems on how to order and many times commanded so fast I stopped and let him make out his mind. Still he got the hang of it after making me walk straight to a wall, (sorry! I got confused with left and right!) by making me stumble to a pile of trash, (ooops! Oh no, I'm so sorry!) and missing an information about a hump on the road. I think he enjoyed it and I enjoyed it too as my first time was much worst. Then he ordered left and I go left. Then straight, straight, straight and he said, "Stop." softly. Then there was silence. "Are now here?" I asked. No answer. My voice slightly echoed so I concluded that we are inside a room. 'maybe they're just testing me' I thought, 'this happened last year with Chris.' "Daniel?" I said, sounding nervous now. 'where the heck am I?' Then someone approached me from ahead of me, held the back of my head and kissed me on the lips. When our lips parted, Daniel spoke, "I have wanted you for so long." I raised my hands to take off my blindfold but he stopped me. "Daniel, what the. . . what is this?" I ask, my voice sounded I little shaky. "It's alright. Please don't be afraid. Ivan. . .I like you, and that's my only reason I joined the club. Because of you." he said, kissing me again in the mouth more passionately. I returned the kiss and opened my mouth. His tongue entered me and he was tasting me and I tasting him. He let his hands roam to my body, first to my chest then to my back and now they're resting in my ass. By this time I have a major hard-on and it's straining in my pants. I tentatively touched his shoulders, face, chest and six packs. He drew me closer and I felt his cock, stone hard. He broke our kiss and started to kiss, nimble and lick my neck. His hands started to unbutton my shirt and I imitated what his doing to me. In no less than no time my shirt was off while I still unbutton his (well I can't see and it may take me a while). I managed to take his off but now his started to take my t-shirt off. Successfully, my upper body is now naked and he go for my nip as though a dog hungry for a bone. His licking and sucking made me go to heaven and I forgot to undress him. He played with my nipples coating them with saliva. But then he got lower and lower licking my stomach and bellybutton. I stood there, blindfolded and now Daniel is unbuckling my pants. He let them fall to the floor as he now felt my hard on. He stopped for a moment and I heard him moving, then he stood and kissed me again in the mouth. I touched his chest but didn't fell his t-shirt. He was now naked. He broke again the kiss and knelt. He took of my under wear and held my member. He moved it horizontally and started to lick the tip. "Oh. . .shit. . .Daniel. . .that's good." By what I said he enveloped my cock with his mouth and sucked the air out of me. I moaned and that made him sucked some more. "uh, uh, uh. . .Dan . . .let me do . . . you . . ." I said. He stopped sucking and stood up. He grabbed me and lifted me to a stone table. He made me lay down and guided my hand to his dick. I found it and didn't hesitate, licked it wet and long. He moaned and move to suck my cock again. Though it was my first, I moved totally by instinct. I sucked him best, swirling my tongue and applying suction mainly to the head. I must be doing good as he got wild and it reflected to his sucking. He sucked like mad, hard, fast bobbing his head up and down to my cock. Then he raised my legs, parted it and searched my hole. He found it and fondle with it, trying to enter me by his index finger. He got in and that brought me to the edge. My whole body spammed and I shoved my cock deep to his throat. He swallowed my cum and didn't even let a drop hit the floor. When I was over, he was so turned on he let go of my cock and held my head by his right hand. He shoved his cock to my throat and fuck my face hard and fast. I gagged a bit but he didn't go to deep to avoid me from choking. He got intense for a bit and forgot (maybe) he shoved his dick deep in my throat. He face fuck me fast, I gagged of course, but I didn't stop him. I even reached for his butt to shoved him more to me and then he had his final thrust and he cum to my mouth. Tried as I did, I didn't manage to swallow it all. He collapsed on top of me, his cock still not leaving my mouth. I keep in sucking him gently and he hadn't gone soft. Finally he roused and took off my blindfolds.
To be Continue. . .
(sorry it got too long but a the beginning is the first impression, I needed to make a statement. That's all for now. For comments send it to darkstrife13_dark@yahoo.com. I have hotmail but I turn on the spam guard and won't accept any letter that is not registered in my contacts.)
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