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Ok as well before we start this is based on the series Star Trek Voyager but with a twist from the original story line and i hope you like it.
Chapter 20: Secrets and Lies
"Fuck me" I begged, the slow entry too much to bear. He did as he was told and pushed his full sheathed dick deep into me as I let out a gasp and groan all at once. He began to fuck then, pushing deeper and deeper his thrusts becoming faster. He moved one hand, pushing my face further into the pillow. I loved the feeling of complete helplessness as this Hercules of a man pounded my ass and pinned me down. Both of us were groaning and crying out with each thrust as He kept the pace, his years of endurance training not wasted. My ass was on fire with pleasure, his legs weak, but it wasn't over yet. He pulled me up, kissing me roughly before laying down himself, his dick pointing to the roof of the four poster. "Ride me until you come." He said, his hands softly running up and down my torso. Climbing on top, I felt a renewed wave of pleasure as the dick filled me up again, only this time I was in control. I rode him hard and fast, slipping up and down his pole while wanking myself. Meeting eyes with him, I leaned down and kissed him, our tongues caressing as fiercely as our dick and ass. Suddenly it was too much, the pleasure was running in waves as I slipped up and down his dick and he too was thrusting hard up to meet me with every rise, and I felt the rush building inside of him. His dick grew stronger and he arched his back, groaning loudly. "I'm going to come" he groaned. His dick felt huge in my ass as all my muscles tightened together and oblivion came over me. I came then, the first shot of cum covering his neck and upper chest, the next two onto his tight stomach. He felt my body go numb and fiery all at once as the last few spurts went onto him. Watching me shoot hard and fast had pushed him over the edge. He pulled me off his cock and laid me on his back; ripping off the condom his dick still pointing to the ceiling he let me drop back on to his cock as his bare cock entered me again. The feeling was so much better than before, sending him over the edge he quickly shot load after load inside me. Feeling his seed enter my body and build up we both groaned loudly. Sinking down into the bed next to him, he pulled me into an embrace, our heavy breathing loud in the now silent room, the loads of cum still inside me and all over him made the whole thing feel more intense. It felt like we had laid there for hours before either us spoke. "That was better than before." He said. "Tell me about it!" I said my body finally resting and relaxing after the excitement of the last hour. "You've still got it though." He said. I playfully punched him in the arm, "I'm not that old thank you." I told him. He smiled as we kissed again. "We need to shower." He told me. "Yeah we do." I said, although neither of us moved. We laughed at each other as he climbed off the bed, "Come on you." He said pulling me up. As he pulled me up he pulled me towards him and I landed on the floor our chests together and up close. We kissed again, my hands running over his smooth and perfectly formed arse. "Don't get me turned on, we don't have time." He said. "True it's not like this house is going to be empty for long." I said. "Exactly so let's get showered and looking normal." He said as he let me go, but not before getting one last quick kiss. I watched his arse move from side to side as he walked into the bathroom. "I heard him climb into the shower cubicle as he called out, "Oh Jack I need a towel in here." He said. "No problem Adam." I called out.
Okay so let's pause the story here, step away from the situation and look on at this from a 3rd person view. Your probably thinking right now, surely your thinking me, Admiral Jack Carter, would never be so stupid as too call my husband another man's name after being together for 15 years. And you would be right, I have never, nor will I ever call my husband another man's name. But then again up until now I have never said that this was my husband in the shower. You just assumed. Well you assumed wrong. It was in fact the wonderfully beautiful and amazing Adam O'Toole that was in my shower washing away the sweat and remains of our steamy sex session, one of many that had happened over the last 6 weeks. Okay so now you're sat there scratching your head thinking what the hell is going on? Well cast your mind back, or read my last journal entry. I was sat in the hospital bed after being shot during the seizure of the white house and Adam, whilst I was recovering in Starfleet medical had come into the room to see me, then told me he loved me and then in the heat of the moment had kissed me. Well since then a week later we had talked about it when I was home recovering and during the talking, well let's just say we had stopped talking, lost all our clothes and we were both lying fully naked in my bed, the bed I shared with my husband and his dick was completely inside me with us having the hottest and sweatiest sex I had ever had. The only time I had been like this was when I had slept with Tabor almost 10 years ago. But with Adam it was different. He was into me, and I as much as I hate to say this I was seriously into him. You are now asking, how can you say that when you and Tom are married and have been together for years. Let me answer that by saying this, 2 children, 6 years of marriage and stressful jobs kind of take the fun out of marriage. Sexually we were non-existent even before the white house incident. The last time Tom and I had sex was the night I returned from DS9 when it was taken over, and that was 3 months ago. Now you people have known me on and off over the last 15 years so you know I have a very high sex drive, now I was almost 35 and it was true what they say, you get hornier as you get older. I wanted it so bad and Tom just wasn't giving it up. I had tried so hard to make it romantic but nothing was working with him. Then there was Adam, he was 23, always horny, had an amazing body, ripped, tanned, toned, just think of someone who is crafted by angels and then times it by 10 when it came to Adam. He had perfectly styled hair and such a cute, smooth face. His arse was just perfect, round, smooth practically a bubble butt? so fucking hot. Every time I touched his arse I practically got a hard on. Then his dick, oh my god. To say he was hung was an understatement. 9.5 inches of pure man hood, thick and just amazing in every way and the best part of all was he knew how to use it. Adam made me feel things I had only ever read about. The best part of all was he loved to fuck me, usually bareback and I loved it. Of course Tom had no clue about any of this, and well to be honest no one did. Not even Kathryn or Mr Daley. 2 of my best friends. I was just enjoying all of this and I had every reason too. So there is my explanation. But that being said as I write this know I am looking back on my life events. And when I think of how this ends it doesn't exactly fill me with happiness. But that is why you're reading right. So let me continue and I'll come back to you at the end.
After Adam and I had both showered, dressed and made out some more, we headed back to Starfleet command. It was only lunch time after all. Arriving back at the main command building Adam took off and headed for Starfleet security and I walked into the command centre to find Kathryn and my mother stood talking. As I approached they stopped when they saw me and turned to smile at me. "Jack." Kathryn said. "Not interrupting am I?" I asked. "Not at all. I need to get back to my office, Kathryn will forward me that report?" my mum asked. "Sure thing Julz, speak with you soon." Kathryn said as my mother left. "Jack let's go out and get some coffee and take a walk." Kathryn said looking at me. "I've just had lunch." I said. "So, rank hath its privileges. You have nothing pressing going on do you?" she asked. "Well not really. Although I am meant to be the duty officer this afternoon." I told her. "Well we can come back to that." She said taking my arm. We walked out the command centre and towards a replicator where we replicated coffee in takeout cups with lids and headed outside. We chose to walk around the academy grounds and we walked about different things going on. Kathryn's relationship with her Irish man had been a hot topic of conversation. We stopped and sat down on the bench overlooking the academy in all its glory and this was the moment she turned to me. "So how was lunch?" she asked. "Good thanks." Was all I replied not looking at her. "Jack what's going on?" she asked. "What do you mean?" I asked. Now I was playing dumb. "Don't ask stupid, it doesn't suit you. We have been best friends for almost 20 years and you have told everything just like I have with you. We have helped each other through thick and thin. I married you and your husband and help deliver your son. So don't think in those 15 years I haven't learned to read you like a book." She told me. "I have no idea what you're talking about." I said. "Okay if you want to play it that way. Let me point out some inconsistency since this morning. We had a meeting at 09:00, your hair was perfect, not one hair out of place, your uniform was neat and tidy and you look fresh faced. Now your hair has clearly been re-done and you have changed your uniform. You haven't stopped smiling since you returned and to top it off you were not anywhere to be found during your lunch, and normally we have lunch but that suddenly stopped so out with it." She said smiling at me. By this point I had gone a very deep shade of crimson and she knew she had caught me out. "Promise me one thing before I say anything, you will not say a word to anyone especially Tom or my mother." I said. "You have my word. Besides I have never said anything to anyone about anything we talked about." She told me. This was true she was my best friend, and I would trust her with anything and that included my life. Breathing loudly, "Okay?" I said turning and looking at her. "I'm having an affair." I told her. As soon as the words left my mouth I felt like 20 tonnes of bricks had be lifted off my shoulders. She just sat there in silence. "I knew it. With who?" she asked me. I looked at her. "Oh god Jack not lieutenant Daley." She said looking at me. "Nooooooo." I said shaking my head repeatedly. "So who?" she asked. I smiled again thinking of what happened an hour earlier. "Adam O'Toole." I replied. "Your new recruit, wow that was unexpected." She said. "Yep your telling me." I replied. "Okay, so details please." She said. We were like 2 school kids it was mad. I sat there and told her everything about how Adam had confessed his love for me in the hospital. How tom and I had not be intimate in months, and basically everything that I felt. At the end of it she looked me straight in the eye, "Are you going to tell him?" she asked. "Oh god no, it would kill him." I said. "Well that's your choice, just be careful, especially with your condition, take the right precautions." She said. "Kathryn I'm fine after the shooting, you don't have to be worried." I said. "Jack, this man must have made you gaga. I'm not talking about the shooting, or have you forgotten you have 2 children that you gave birth to." She said. SHIT!!! "Oh my god." I said putting my head in my hands. "You haven't?" she said. "Every time unprotected and he shot in me." I told her. "Doctor now, how long has this been going on for? 6 weeks you said. Definitely doctor." She told me. Grabbing me by the arm she hauled me off to the medical building.
"Ahh Admirals, a pleasure as always. What can I do for you both?" the doctor said as we entered his office. "Doctor, scan Jack right now." Kathryn said. "Why is there a problem?" he asked getting up and grabbing a tricorder. "That's what we need to find out." I said. "Very well lie down on the bio bed." He told me. Walking over and climbing on the bed and laying down he began to scan me. "Now I see what you came here about. Let me just go and confirm the results. I'll be back in a minute." He said walking back to his desk. "Oh god Kathryn, no." I said getting all worried. "Chill Jack, just wait." She said. "Doctor we need an answer." Kathryn said to him. "Very well, the foetus appears to be about 4 weeks old and doing very nicely. I have already taken the liberty of asking Tom to join us." He told me smiling. It must have taken a few moments for us both to process what the doctor had said, "What? Foetus? 4 weeks? Tom?" I said in a mad panic. "Jack is there a problem." The doctor said. "Tom is coming here?" I asked him. "Well yes, I thought he would want to be here." He told me. "Did you tell him why?" I asked. "Of course." The doctor said. "Did you tell him how far gone I was?" i asked him. "Yes, Jack what is with all these questions?" the doctor asked puzzled. "Oh my god he's going to freak. Shit!" I said now in a mad panic to the point where I was pacing the room. "Tom has never had a problem about your previous 2 why would a third be different, I thought you both wanted another child." The doctor said. "Oh we do, I think Tom would just like it if he was one of the fathers." I replied. "What? Of course he is right?" the doctor asked. All I could do was simply stare at the doctor giving him total evils. "Map the DNA." I said. "What?" Kathryn said shocked. "Map the god damn DNA or better yet let me do it. Computer access recent medical scans of myself Jack Cater." I said. "Scans accessed." The computer replied. "Access foetus scans taken 10 minutes ago." I said. "Information accessed." The computer replied. "Run a DNA comparison taking out my DNA profile and match the other DNA profile with Starfleet medical records." I said. "Jack what is this?" the doctor asked still confused. "Wait." I said. "Comparison complete, match found for additional DNA profile." The computer said. "Identify match." I said. "DNA profile is a 98.6 % match to Lieutenant Commander Adam O'Toole." The computer said showing the DNA strands on the screen and showing which were mine and which weren't. "What?" the doctor said walking towards the monitor. "No." a voice said behind us. We all immediately turned around to find Tom stood in the doorway. "Oh my god" I said. "Jack, please tell me the computer has just made a mistake." He said to me. I remained silent looking down at the floor. "it must have made a mistake obviously." He said again. Again I didn't speak. "JACK FUCKING ANSWER ME, TELL ME THE COMPUTER MADE A MISTAKE!" he screamed at me now with tears streaming down his face. "Tom please try to calm down." Kathryn said. "NOOOOOO. JUST SHUT UP!" he screamed to her. "Tom maybe we should?" the doctor started, "COMPUTER END EMH PROGRAM VOYAGER AND TRANSPORT ADMIRAL JANEWAY BACK TO HER OFFICE SECURITY PROGRAM ALPHA 3" Tom shouted at the computer. The doctor vanished leaving only the mobile emitter on the floor and Kathryn dematerialised in a blue hue. "Right now with no one else to interrupt. Answer me. Did the computer just make a mistake?" he said his eyes red as he was crying. I myself was streaming with tears unable to look at him. "Yes or No?" tom said grabbing me by the shoulders. "No." I said quietly. "What?" he asked. I pulled myself together sniffed in and looked at him straight in the eye, "No the computer didn't make a mistake." I said. He let me go and walked away from me. He didn't speak at all just paced around. "Tom please I'm so sorry I just?" I said, as I grabbed his arm to stop him from moving. He swung his arm out to break free of me, and ask he did he hit me clean around the face with a massive force. This sent me stumbling, he simply looked at me and marched out the room. "Tom wait." I said as the doors closed. I simply broke down there and then. Sinking to the floor I began to cry my heart out. "What have I done." I said. Sitting there in a heap on the floor crying I was distraught. I must have lost track of time as I went into a day dream and trance. It was quickly snapped out of it when my combadge chirped. "Admiral Carter to the courtyard immediately." A man said. Getting up I left the room and exited the building. Walking out to the courtyard I saw a huge group of people crowded round and a lot of shouting happening. Wiping my eyes I marched already knowing what I was going to find. People trying to drag others off them. "Jack." An admiral said. "These are my people Admiral, I'll handle this. That's enough ensign move" I said throwing one ensign back. "MOVE!" I said throwing people away but there were too many and I was trying to wade through a large crowd. I spotted a guard walking over with a compression riffle. Running over I grabbed it off her and went back to the group. Pointing it in the air I pulled the trigger and left off 3 volleys out of the riffle making the place quieten. "That's enough. Every single one of you line up over there." I said as people started to move away. I spotted Kathryn walking over. As the crowd cleared I was able to see what had happened. Tom stood there with blood pouring from his nose and lip and on the ground was Adam who was in a much worse state. Blood dripping from his nose, mouth, head and his eyes were swollen and he was holding his side in pain. Kathryn approached, her arms folded with 3 guards behind her. "Jack?" she said I simply looked at tom who was breathing heavily his fists clenched a look of pure anger on his face. "WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?" I shouted. "NOTHING MORE THAN HE DESERVES." Tom said gunning for him again. A guard was faster though and grabbed Tom by the shoulders. "Get the fuck off me." Tom said struggling. Another guard went to Adam who was still in pain, whining for help. "He's hurt bad sir." The guard said. "Take him to the medical building." I said. The guard looked at me. "Move." I bellowed. "Aye sir." She replied. As Adam was lifted up and supported as the guard helped him away I moved to Tom, Kathryn stood behind me. I looked at him his face full of rage. I couldn't do this. "Kathryn I can't do this." I said to her. "Just say the word Jack." She said behind me. "I'm saying it." I said on the verge of tears. She tapped me on the shoulder ushering me to move to one side. Looking straight at Tom who was still angry and staring at her and me. "Captain Thomas Walker, I am placing you under arrest for the assault of Lieutenant Commander Adam O'Toole. You do not have to say anything, however anything you do say can and will be used against you. An attorney will be provided to you from the Judge Advocate General's office should you wish it. An investigation will be carried out and should it be necessary a court martial will be convened. You will be remanded in custody until it is deemed necessary by myself to see fit to release you on bail. Do you understand?" Kathryn said sternly. "Yes." Tom replied. "Good, Lieutenant confine him to the brig, remove his combadge. I want him under constant guard." Kathryn said. "Yes Ma'am." He replied. Standing there watching Tom be placed in irons and walked across the court yard with 2 guards following him and with half of Starfleet watching, my world collapsed. "Jack, clear these lot out and then we need to go see Adam." She told me. Putting my admiral hat on I walked towards the crowd. "Attention all, you are dismissed. I want you all out of here in 10 seconds flat or I start pulling rank. MOVE!" I bellowed. People began to scurry away as my mother and father walked over. "Jack, want to tell me why my son in law is being dragged away in irons." My dad said. "Not now dad." I said. "Jack, I want an answer." He said. "Jack, what the hell is going on." My mother asked. Anger building up inside me mainly due to embarrassment, I whirled round and stared at them. "Admirals, remember who you are speaking to. Right now I have a situation to contend with. Right now I am an admiral and deputy commander and chief of Starfleet who outranks both you. So turn around and walk back to your offices and stay out of this." I said marching off. Joining Kathryn, we entered the medical building.
After seeing Adam and making sure he was okay, my heart broke seeing him in the state he was, Kathryn and I left to head for the holding cells. Walking in and rounding some corners we approached the doors, "Wait for me." I said holding my hand up. "You sure?" she asked. "I've never been more sure." I said taking the medical report from her. Walking into the room both guards snapped to attention. "At ease." I said. Walking to the cell that held my husband I walked over and looked at him. A doctor had been in and treated his injuries and cleaned him up. He sat there looking at the floor. Both of us there in silence, he slowly lifted his head and looked at me. "What are you doing here? I can't even stand to look at you right now." He said in disgust. "Well that's just too bad, because I'm your commanding officer, and right now I'm not here to talk about our personal lives, you assaulted a fellow officer." I said. "Nothing he didn't deserve, and you deserve it as well, but I restrained myself due to your latest? condition." He said. "Meaning?" I asked. "I actually have respect for that child even though it was made in a disgusting way!" he snapped at me. "Really, so that justifies beating the crap out of its father." I said. "Yes it damn well does, because it shouldn't be him who is the father. How is the little bastard dead yet?" tom said. "Lucky to be alive." I said. "Shame." Tom said. "Would you like me to read the medical report?" I asked. "Not really." He said. "Well tough shit. Multiple fractured vertebrates, a punctured eye socket, multiple cuts and bruises, 3 broken ribs, a punctured lung, serious head injuries and concussion." I said. "Good that's what the little prick deserved." He said in disgust. "Regardless of how you feel, it was not right. You are the deputy chief of Starfleet security, a fleet captain, a high ranking and standing officer and you have just thrown all respect people may have had for you away. On top of that you have made my command much harder to deal with. 15 years ago I stood in front of you in Captain Janeway's ready room and told you that I would not accept insubordination from you or any other officer. Clearly you still haven't learnt. Admiral Janeway and I have discussed the situation, we cannot incarcerate you for ever until your trial, so based on that you are being bailed. You are here by relieved of duty and until further notice you are not to set foot within 2 miles of Adam or this base until the day of your trial. A court martial has been convened for you in 2 days where members of the federation council will listen to evidence and judge you on your actions. A member of the JAG office will visit your home to discuss the situation and assess what's happening. Is that clear?" I told him. "Yes sir." He replied. Kathryn entered the room at hearing this and stood by my side. "Captain, all your codes have been de-authorised and you will have no access to any Starfleet systems. If evidence is discovered of you attempting to gain access then you will be returned to this cell and remain here until your trial. You will be escorted off the base by your commanding officer. Is that clear?" She asked. "Yes ma'am." He replied. "Release the force field." I said. "Aye sir." The lieutenant said. The forcefield was released as I walked tom out of the room and off the base. Taking him to a transporter the attendant looking at us said, "Where to sirs?" he asked. "Beam Mr Walker home please." I said. "Aye sir." He replied. Tom got on the pad and beamed away. "Beam Admiral Carter home also." Kathryn said from behind me. "Kathryn?" I asked. "Go talk to him." She told me. I smiled and hugged her. "What about the kids?" I asked. "I'll speak to your mum and dad, just go." She said. I got onto the pad and dematerialised.
Getting home I found Tom in the kitchen drinking. Walking in and sitting down I looked at him as we sat there in silence. "So" I said. "So nothing Jack, I am having this drink then I'm going." He said. "Going?" I asked. "Yes going, I can't stand to be near you right now. If ever again. And I don't want to harm you but I get the feeling I am going to and I can't do that more for the fact that a small part of me does still love you and then there's the fact you are pregnant." He said calmly. "Tom we need to talk about this." I said. "No we don't. We are done!" he said to me plainly. "What??" I said standing up. I was shocked at hearing this. "We are done." He said. I began to cry at hearing. He walked over to me and hugged me. "Done for now, but right now we can't be near each other and seeing you every day will make me worse. So I'm going to stay at the apartment Starfleet kept for us." He said. "What about Matt and Emma?" I asked. "We will sort something, I'll have Chris speak to Tom. Otherwise, I'll see you in the court martial. I hope Adam makes you happy." He said walking out the front door. My heart literally broke in two and I fell to the floor in tears staring at the door he had just walked out of after 15 years of never being apart. What have I done?
So now I come back to you thinking of that day I sat in our kitchen crying at what had just happened. I know you might be thinking Jack we thought better of you, what happens next? Well ladies and gents I am not saying anymore. But if you want to know what happened then you are going to have to come to see my third journal, My Maquis Lover, The Re-Building. Until know I will leave you on this cliff hanger. Many kind regards, Admiral Jack Carter, Starfleet Command.
Feedback always welcome - email me leeteey2063@hotmail.com love to hear from you guys. So this is the last chapter in this series and I hope you enjoyed it. I am now going to take a short break but there will be a third series written. I would like to know what you thought of this chapter and the entire series so please get in touch with you comments. The support you guys have shown me since the first chapter has been overwhelming and I thank you for that. Keep it coming. Much love. James Leete xx