Chapter Two
One Email Away
I awoke to a sunny morning; the lake looked wonderful this great morning
Cleaning up my bedroom I picked up my lover from the floor. Sadly it looks like he's had his last sex. Another smile in my mind, I've sure had some good evenings with him.
Living this solo way of life since my separation from my wife has served me well. I don't desire much more, certainly don't feel like getting involved with another women. I love the female body, I think it looks great but the mental baggage I carry from my youth just doesn't bode well for me to be with a women.
Enough said. I fired up my laptop and made some breakfast for myself. I thought what a perfect morning for breakfast on the deck over looking the lake. What a great place to work this morning I thought.
While eating I recollected my evening, hmmm that was really hot I thought. Perhaps later I'll have to look around the net and think about a replacement for him. I was sorry I gave him a "blowout" heart attack on such a great evening. I was still smiling in my mind no doubt.
Working on my next book was important to me; after all it's my writing that has afforded me this life style. I thought I'd check my email and low and behold I received a letter from a teen age friend whom I always called my little brother. His name is Jack I always teased him about being my little brother because I never had one and he teased me about being his older brother because he didn't have one. So the nick names stuck and many times I acted like a very loving older brother to him. Wow what a surprise to hear from him.
We have kept in touch, ha just not literally. But we have emailed each other once in awhile. It was always nice to hear from him, just as he would tell me it was always nice to hear from me.
I sort of introduced him to sex and taught him how jack himself off since he was a couple of years younger than me. We played together for about two years until his parents moved away and we had to go to different schools
Jack did get married , he just mentioned something about needing to get away for a little while.
He was working and putting in a lot of hours and thought he need some time away and wondered if he could come visit me for a week since he had a week's vacation. I of course said your always one email away from me Jack, I'd love to have your company, a lot of our lives have gone under the bridge already and it'd be great to have you visit.
So for sure my "God of Phallus" was going to have to disappear. I'm sure Jack would understand, but I just didn't feel like explaining it right now. We had a lot of catching up to do, and I wanted to do it as calmly as we can
We chatted about our old days but never mentioned that we'd like to pursue some pleasuring again as adults. But!!! My mind was already racing!
He was coming this weekend and I needed to do some straightening up and get to the grocery store.
So every day that went by I wondered if Jack would want to mess around sexually. I sure felt a burning desire to play. I haven't been with anyone since my divorce and thoughts of playing with Jack again were burning in my mind.
We had such sincere moments together. Some times I'd watch him pleasure himself, sometimes he's watch me and then towards the end, we started to touch each other and which lead to stroking each other which finally ended in bringing each other all the way to orgasm.
We had such strong feeling for one another that after enjoying ourselves we would lie on his or my bed and hold each other. But we never kissed till the day he was going move away.
I'll always remember that night because after we fooled around I leaned over and gave him a kiss right on his lips and told him we'll get back together some time soon. But that was almost twenty years ago.
My mind was running away with me as to what our face to face meeting would be like.