My life as a cocksucker part 2 by Steven889 (Revised)
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You desire a hot mouth and throat to shoot you pent up cum. You get oral service when ever and where ever you text. I desire being used by One Bi, married, Or top who just wants to be serviced Orally.
I deep throat, swallow, suckle and Milk your cock and balls as much as you want, as long as you want. No reciprocation necessary. It excites me to be used this way by one guy. You Text, I suck. It's that easy. I can host sometimes during the day. You Be White, Cut, Fit, (no fat out of shape guy), DDF, and available often. Under 45 preferred as I like to be fed often. No Drama. I'm there to suck you off. You will need to host evenings and weekends. Discretion is desired. Send STATS AND PICS. NO STATS AND PICS, NO REPLY. I've only belonged to two guys, and they were in Heaven for over a year, as they trained me orally.
Prefer Northside so I can travel and service you easily.
Same Day:
I got a text that said, "come in at noon-take off all your clothes-I'll be on the sofa- get to work".
Well that got my heart beating, as any instruction is a sign that I am truly needed. I drove home hoping I could mask my feelings about cock and cum in general. After all I was suppose to be a happily married man, or at least a non-gay man. I wasn't even sure if I was just simply bi, as all I could think about was the next time between his legs. Boy, noon tomorrow could not come fast enough.
One of the things that keeps me coming back is the unpredicablity visiting Dave's office. I never know if he will just want a fast blow-n-go, or something more substantial. I'm ready for whatever, as a cocksucker always follows orders.
I rose from my knees with the taste of his cum still in my mouth, "One last thing before you go, call my cell number" I took out my phone and dialed his number as I didn't have it in my contacts. His phone rang with the sound of the song "lola" and he showed me a pic with his cock cumming on my tongue.
"Great timing on this photo don't you think" he said with a slight laugh and a knowing grin. He finished buckling his pants "Now get out of here, and I'll see you tomorrow at noon".
I turning to leave red faced and humilated. My servitude had now extened to the digital age. It made me nervous thinking he could lose his phone and others could make the connection concerning what I had allowed myself to become.
I don't know if my cocksucking was now what I was, or if it was a symtom of the my desire to experience extreme humilatiion. One thing for sure, I never felt happier knowing I was needed and expected to suck him off and keep his balls empty. He knew . Dave knew it too, and was using that knowledge to lead me further into a world that was taking over my life.
The Next Day after the office visit:
"Got good news cocksucker, my 1:00 apointment had to resceheudule for later in the week. I'm free for the next two hours". Not really sure if that was good news for me or not, I guickly dropped to my knees and slowly and softly tongued the underside of his shaved balls, I find this is like attaching an electic line to his entire crotch. If he isn't fully hard before it is after I tongue that area.
2 hrs later:
Why do I keep finding myself like this, slumping in a heap on the floor, tired, very horny, and looking up at a softening and wet cock that has just shot two large loads down my throat. Damn even the back of my throat feels raw and stretched. I feel kind of ashamed, but also somewhat alive. My thoughts are interuped..
"Come over here now" he points to his cock and I crawl back to my place between his legs. One word is said "Suck" as he guides his cock back to his mouth. It is his mouth now.
Looking up he says, "I just felt that after yesterday, you needed a refresher course on the meaning of your life. You now have a firm taste of where that is don't you?"
I shook my head with his soft cock still between my lips. It tasted so sweet.
"Take a deep breath, smell my musky crotch, smell my balls, think about my cum, ask yourself cocksucker, are you happy now?"
I answer with my eyes, and he knows I truly am. He grabs the back of my head and holds it tight, pushing my mouth tight to his body. I can breath because his cock is so spent, but the pressure is just there to remind me he is now in control. He lifts his legs up and crosses them behind my head, holding me in place. I'm trapped as he holds me in place, Today he gently holds my ears with his fingertips, moving my head left and right. I just close my eyes, and relax, suckling hard, feeling like a baby looking for milk, feeling very contented. I can sense he has the same feeling, and he relaxes his grip. I suckle until he pushes me away after about 10 minute.
"Now kiss my balls goodby" he says.
I do just that, first the right which hangs lower, and then the left, and then back the right nut again. Knowing my manners, " Thank you again for allowing me the honor of swallowing your wonderful loads of sperm".
He kind of smiles, but it looks more like a smirk. "You sucked me pretty dry cocksucker. Feel some pride in that, Just to let you know, my wife is leaving on a business trip tomorrow, and I am working from home. Can you get away tomorrow about 4, I feel like having you shave my balls and ass befoe rimming me for a while"
It scares me when ever he says "a while" as I never know how long that will take"
" can I text you tomorrow in the afternoon"
"Yes, but don't even think about not being here, understand you worthless cocksucking slut"
"Yes, I understand sir"
"So Cocksucker, what have you learned today?"
"That I belong to you" I replied
"And what else" he says.
"That I am only here to please your cock, balls and anus.
"Go on, anything else" he replied.
And that I am and will be addicted to eating your cum"
I looked up and he had a smile on his face, pleased that I knew my place, and wanted to stay there.
Things we work on to obtain a new level of cocksucking efficiency.
The Seal Suck:
One of the lastest skills I've developed is what Dave likes to call "The seal suck". It came to him while watching the training films for the Navy seal team that took out Osama Bin Ladin. Evendently, it is required for a Navy seal to be able to hold his breath for 2 minutes without losing one bubble of air. The seal suck involves deep throating his cock to the balls, and holding it there for up to 2 minutes. This involves repeated training in breath and gag control, both of which I am getting better at with training. He likes to hold my head tight so as to keep the "seal" of air from leaving my lungs. I am up to about 80 seconds, but am trying to extend that. We run this drill repeatedly for about an hour every few days. I am requited to keep my eyes open and maintain eye contact while deep throating the cock that now is my life. It always ends with a nice load shot deep in my mouth. Only then I am not required to swallow until told. This instills disapline in a lowly cocksucker like myself, and give credence to those soldiers who train for our country's defense.
Suckling and lapping
Suckling involved mouthing parts of his genitals for however long he wanted. Just yesterday, I knelt between his legs and with some help on his part, stuffed both his large cum filled shaved balls into my mouth. There was no effert on his part to stroke his cock. I sucked softly, and tongued the bottom of his scrotum, bathing the soft flesh, becomming a part of him, like they belonged there. After about 20 minutes they really did, he wrapped his legs around my head, pulled my face tighter into his crotch, and began to slighly move his hips. I follewed the movement, never letting his sack leave my mouth. He eventually pulled one nut awaw, and told me it was time to move to another area. I then spit his left nut out and he rasied his legs, and pointed to his perineum and told me to suckle the area. I studied the spot and began lick and gently mouth the area, his wet balls resting on my forehead. I tried to suck the small tight flesh into my lips, flicking my tongue down to the crack of his anus, and back again. Over and over for quite sometime. He kept his legs up and moaned most of the time. No doubt feeling like a king, as he was given a first class tongue bath. It's okay with me, I feel I was born to do this, and having someone who allowed me this privedge was much more than I could ever ask for.
Lapping
Now this started when he remembered using his family dog to lick his ass while he jacked off as a teenager. The dog was a lab mix with a long wide tongue. He told me he loved that dog, and really cried when his father put it down later in life. His reasoning was that it was too cruel to do to a dog again, but for me it seemed appropiate. Again, he sat in his favorite chair, and left his legs over the arms. He reached down and grabbed my hair and told me to start lapping. You see, when the dog did it he put jelly, ketchup, or peanut butter on his crotch from his balls to his ass, and the dog whould lick him clean. He usually stroked himself to orgasm and the dog sometimes lapped up his load as well. I was not provided any condiments, as insisted that his cum was reward enough, and I should use this time to give my tongue the additional training it needed to be a first class cocksucker and oralists.
It involved a great deal of oral humilation on his part, calling me a dog licker, and cum lover among other things. I would lick his crotch slowly from his anus to the bottom of his balls. More like a slow lick with the flat of my tongue like I was licking a melting ice cream cone, Up and down, over and over, no thought of any sexual satisfaction on my part, just a deliberate, humilating lapping of his ass and crack to his balls until he orders me to stop. I kept a bottle of water nearby, as the constant lapping caused my mouth to go dry. Eventually he would stroke himself off and offer me the load. I gratefully taste a huge load shot off in six explosive shots. I gratefully swallow every hot drop,as that is what I am there for.
Afterward, he raised his legs again and tells me to continue to lap and lick. I returned to my duty and lick like his personal dog, He channed surfs, pressing my face hard against his ass at one point, "Tongue fuck my hole" he says, which I did even though he didn't get hard again. He justs wants me to know who is in charge, and that his nut was not the reason I was still licking, that is was just my station in life now, and I needed to be reminded.
I'd like to think the thing that seperates me from other cocksuckers is my mental makeup. It's like everyone is looking for happiness and fullfillment, and that is what I get whenever I take a set of balls into my mouth. Closing my eyes feeling the softness, my mouth stuffed, my tongue working back and forth, salivating and soaking the flesh, feeling the owners movement and moans, not wanting the moment to end. When it does, sometimes after several long minutes, I move on to another place, perhaps licking the sweet patch of skin below, I again feel the contentment, my girlish squeels get louder, my cock gets harder, and I am again drawn down to lick lower as he raises his legs, offering me better access to his anus.
Time sometimes stands still when I am licking and really worhsiping his ass. Gently tonguing the area around the star, eventually covering the area with my mouth, I pause and absolutly know that I have found bliss. I am awakened by his response. " lick in circles cocksucker, and don't stop until I tell you".
"Yes sir" I pause to reply, starting a licking that by my watch takes about 20 minutes, only ending when his legs cramp, and he shoves his steel hard cock into my mouth.
I take a deep breath and swallow the whole length down to my favorite balls, holding myself there, while he presses the back of my head hard to his crotch. His moans beging to pick up and he get more agressive.
" You want my cum don't you? Well your going to get a really big load, I hope your ready".
I look up and answer with my eyes, and he knows his devoted cocksucker is there for his needs, and little did I know, the needs of his two closest friends, but more about that later.
Stay tuned for "My life as a cocksucker part 3. Shave and a suck