In the Square!
by Clark Smith. Feb 4, 2000 E-mail: grezbear@yahoo.com
I went to the Springfield City Square after a friend of mine said that I should get out of the house, I had not went out for months after Rick died, accept to go to work and then back home. Rick was my sole mate, Loosing him had left me with only 1/2 a sole and almost no will to go on. My friend came over one night and said that if I did not go out for some air that I would die here and he was not going to let that happen. I said o-Kay and went up to the square were I hope not to see any one. There was a big water fountain in the center. I use to come here a lot and just think. I was there for almost two hours, happy that no one was there and I could just cry, I cried a lot after Rick died. Any way, I was setting there and up drove this big pickup truck with tented windows; it was dark and I could not see who was in side. He asked if I was O-Kay and I said yes that I just needed to be alone, he said O-Kay in somewhat of a worried tone in his voice and drove away. I was setting there wondering what business it was of his why I was upset and he pulled up again along side the fountain, parked, and came over and set down beside me, I said look, I'm not looking for any body just yet so just leave ok. He said my name is Steve, then he asked me what happened to make me so upset at the world, after a wile of trying to get him to leave me alone with no success, I told him about Rick and the how he died and the state he death had left me in, for a moment I thought I saw tears come out of his eyes.
He said, I thank you really need some one to talk to but not here, why don't you come over to my place, we'll have a drank you can unload all that hurt on me. Come on, we all need some one to talk to some times. I thought to my self, What and pick up line that was, I went because I did need some one to talk to, and besides; it's a lot hard to cry in front of a stranger so I got in his truck and we went to his house. It seemed like he drove for an hour before we reached his home. Steve owned his home; it was in the middle of the woods and had little light, you know, like Friday the 13th but in real life. I told him I did not think this was a good idea, he said don't worried, ant nothing going to get you. It didn't make me feel any better but I went inside any way.
The inside of his house was 100% nicer than what it looked from the outside, who knew. You could call it a 2 story but really it had a loft were the bedroom was, no walls just rails to close it in. The living room was big, as was the kitchen were he tuck me to make drinks. What will you have he asked, with a full bar to work on. Long Island ice tea if you know how to make it. No problem he said, and he went to work, it looked as if he did this for a living, bartending that is, never spelt a drop.
He handed me the drink and said, how is it, I tasted it and it was a dam good Island tea witch at the time was all I ever drank. We went to the sofa in the living and set, there was a big screen TV in the corner of the room. Steve was watching the three stooges; I could not believe it, a man with good taste is watching the stooges. "It was great". We set there with are drinks talking about Rick and the life he and I had together, you know, the more I talk about him the better I feel, all I see is the good times we had, witch was an every day thing, Rick and I never had a fight or a disagreement. Steve and I set there for most of the night just talking and when I felt good I started to look him over a bit, Steve was a nice looking man, sandy red hair, beard, brown eyes and stocky belt, I would say around 250 or so. He asked me if I would like to spend the night with him, I knew it was coming but I did not have an answer right away. Steve was the first man I had even talked to since Rick died and I had to force my self to do that. I said to Steve, I will stay but I could not sleep with him just yet, he said that ok, I know what it must be like after hearing you talk about him, if there were more people that cared that deeply for each other this world would be a much better place to live.
Steve went to the bedroom and got a blanket and a pillow for me and he went to bed. When I woke up the next day he was setting by me watching me sleep, Rick used to do that I said and it was nice to wake up and not be alone. I reach over and kissed him on the check and his eyes got big. I'm still not ready for the bed yet, that may take a little longer but I would like to see you again if you want to. Steve said that he would like that very much. He tuck me back to town that morning and we had breakfast together witch was great. I found that Steve and I had a lot in common, likes and dislikes as well.
After breakfast Steve tuck me home and I went to work for the first time in a great mood, the first thing my friend asked me is if I got laid, "NO" but I did make a good friend and we will be seeing each other again tonight after work. We are going to his place for a drank and dinner, Steve is a good cook, so he said, I will let you know tomorrow.
After work that day I went home and got ready for Steve to pick me up. This is the frist date I have been on sence Rick died so long ago and still did not know if I was up to it. Steve came like a gentilmen to the door and even had a flower for me, it was great. I told him not to expect much, just let the night fall in place if that is the way it would and he said that was ok by him. I had told him about Rick and myself and he understud the way I felt so it was ok. We got in his car and drove around for a wile just looking at the town at night with all the lights. I had not just looked at them before, they were very preaty and peacefull to look at. We went on to Steves house from there, it was a nice drive even thow he lived so far out of town, I liked the farm type setting becouse I was raised on a farm I guess. Steve opend the door for me and helped me to the house in the dark.I could smell dinner but was not shor what is was, I walk in to a table with candels on the table, he did know how to set a table for dinner, this was a fact. He pord me a glass of white wine so I tought he may have made some kind of fish. I set down and Steve went into the kitchen and came out with a big silver dish that was coverd, set it on the table and tuck the cover off. He had made Shark for dinner with water crest and rich with a lemon souce. He was a good cook, not many people know how to fix shark this way.
After dinner we went to the liveing room with our wine and Steve put in a action tape and turned on the TV, we set there for a wile and I was a little sour in my back. I laid down on Steves lap and he started to rub my shoulders with out me saying a word. After a bit I looked up at him and ask if he would like to go to bed, hes eyes grow big but with a soft voice siad only if that is what I wanted to do,OK then, lets go. We went to the bedroom and I started to remove Steves shirt and paints as did he do the same for me and we laid down on the bed. I was on top of his rubbing his arms and chest, he was some what hairy but not to the point of being a real bear type but nice, he had a little beer belly with fuz that coverd it. his Dick was uncut and about 7 inches with ball that hung half way down his leg. I played with his dick till it was hard and then I tuck it in my mouth and his eyes rolled back and he grabed the sheets with his hands and clenched them in a fist and moned so loud it ecoed in the house. Steve reached down and grabed me by the head and pulled me up and roled me over on my back and went wild with his toung. He had one of the bigest toungs I had ever seen and he knew how to use it. It stuck out about 4 inches and about 3 inches wide, I could not whight to feel that toung on my dick. I was getting a bath first witch was getting me hot, I mean so hot I was moneing and sweeting like a pig in heat. He started to wash my dick and balls and then pushed my leggs up in the air and went to washing my ass with that toung. he would move up and down and then slide it in my ass. Now I was the one that was grabing the sheets and moneing, OOOO Godddaaamm dont stop baby, he had all of the great toung up my ass at this point and fucking my ass with it, I was going crazy. Steve pulled out and went back on my dick and balls with the toung of his to the point I was ready to pop. He came off and moved up to my face with a kiss then roled over in the 69 spot and we went at the same time. OOO God, I'm gona cum he said, so am I I siad to him and with that we both went into a frinzy on the bed, OOOOOOO Godddddam I cummmmmming, auuuuuu.and we both unloaded at the same time, I held his waist in my arms as di he hold mine in his arms, shooting load after sweet load in each others mouth shakeing so hard that the bed almost fail, one end did come off the frame. We just laid there with each others dick in our mouths sucking them dry. Steve rolled back up to meet me face to face then laid back down and kissing, we held each other all night sleeping side by side in the nude and dripping all over the bed.
We woke up the next day and Steve made breakfast for us, eggs bacon bisquits and gravy. He asked if I would like to make this a more permanet thang. I said ok, I could come over three or four time a week if he wanted. Steve siad no that is not what he ment, I want you to live with me!! AAAAAA, IIIII,wellllll. OK, we can try it for a wile to see if it sutes you, OK Steve? He said ok, so I moved in that day, and we were togather for 5 years. One night we had a dinner party for a bunch of friends and we, Steve and I ended up with some one new, we are still best of friends, he is still with mark and I am with Jim. And we are both happy. If it were not for Steve I would still be drowning in my own self pity and might have even been dead by now if not for him. Rick was a great part of my life, but life does go on and you have to go with it, if not you might miss that next great person in your life. Live long, love ofton and drop me a line to let me know what you think of my life, or just to say hi.