The first gay date that I had, couldn't have gone any better than it did.
First off, let me tell you a little about myself. I am the most un-feminine or gay acting man that you will ever encounter. Strangely, I always wanted to be the one having a nice large dick sliding in and out of my mouth. I wanted to be the one on my back, legs up in the air and being fucked up my ass. I wanted to be the one having another guy manhandle me and have his way with me, anyway he chooses. If I had to label myself, then I would call myself a hardcore bottom. I never had the urge to fuck a man or be in control. My instincts have me wanting to please a man however I can. I instanly relinquish all control and become quite submissive.
All of the few men that I have been with all seem to get off on this too. They love taking control over the controller. They love dominating the dominator. They all get off while being on top and ass fucking me, since they now see a man that earlier looked and seemed, totally opposite than he is now. Now they are viewing me while I am very much so, enjoying his cock inside of me. They love fucking me, because I am the complete opposite of the man they first see. I let them do to me, whatever they can ever want to do. They love to fuck me because I love to be fucked and make it obvious. They get harder when I moan and ask to be fucked... they fuck hard as they can when I ask them to fuck me harder... Usually unable to hold back anymore, they explode where I tell them to, after I tell them to fuck me like a bitch. I have no desire to be woman like or feminine at all. I especially enjoy my masculinity during sex. I get off of knowing that I am a rough, tough macho man that is having my ass filled by a big hard cock, with his hot cum blasting inside me, or rubbing it into my face when he has finished with me.
We met... we ate... we went back to his house and enjoyed some much needed sexual activity. I had been with only one man before this. I mean with someone completely. When I say completely, I mean more than just jerking each other off while making out. I told you about Jayson earlier. He was the first man that I ever let inside of me. I had him in my mouth and ass. It was the greatest experience I ever had... until now.
Jayson, being my first, was great. Max, who was the second man to find his way into me, was much a few years later than Jayson. There wasn't a large amount of attraction that I felt for him, but he was there and willing, so was I. After several minutes in his house, this raw animal attraction took me over. I found myself sitting on his bed and sucking his dick. I remember thinking that he was not getting the greatest head of his life, but I was doing fairly well due to the practice that I had with my dildo. I was not happy with the first blowjob I ever gave, to Jayson. So I went to the nudie store and bought the most realistic rubber cock that I could find.
I had several toys at home that I used on myself for years, but nothing that really resembled a real nice big hard cock. I would get tips from my girlfriends about how to give good head. Then practice at home on my real looking rubber dick. I would lie in the shower, close my eyes and suck it till my mouth got sore. I practiced keeping my teeth off of it. I practiced sucking it like I needed what was inside to keep living. I practiced shoving it as far as I could down my throat until only the rubber balls on the bottom were banging my chin.
That was the way I sucked his dick. It was a perfect sized cock for me. I figured that it was a bit above average in length and width, but it bent straight up, so that it was hard for me to get him down my throat in the sitting position. Because of the incredible bend, it would hit the roof of my mouth and I couldn't get it down. He must have been in the same predicament before, because he laid me down, walked around the bed, climbed up above my head and slowly inserted his dick right down where it belonged.
He started opening my pants with one hand as his other one was about to be used to push him up and down on the bed as he fucked my face. Once my cock was free and the head was all shiny with pre-cum, he held it hard at the bottom while licking it up and down on the sides. He teased it by putting his lips on it, but wouldn't put it in his mouth. Kissing it, and slowly rubbing up and down. That made me so hot that I was about to explode all over his face. Now this was way too early for me to dump my load. I stopped him from cock-teasing me and pulled myself up on my knees. When he was up looking me in my eyes and undressing me, I asked him to fuck me.
I think that I caught him off guard and couldn't believe what just came out of my mouth. I meant what I said, but couldn't believe I was saying it out loud. He continued playing a gentleman with me like he did all evening. Opening doors for me... lighting my cigarettes... and now asking me "are you sure?" "I don't want you to do anything that you're not ready for". This just made me want him even more. I asked him if he had any protection. Glad that he did, because looking back now, I would have let him fuck me bareback if he didn't.
The gentleman then tried to help me by explaining to me the most painless way to do it. He knew that I haven't had sex with many men and wasn't at all experienced, but I didn't really care at this point. I was aching to have him jam that hot bent cock nice and hard up me. He lay on his back and told me to straddle him. As I climbed on top of him, I reached down and took his cock in my hand and fumbled it all around my ass crack, looking for the hole. After I found it and popped the head inside, the pain I felt was too much to take. I knew that when I fucked my own ass, the easiest way was laying on my back. This also felt so much better.
After I explained it all to him, he gently laid me on my back and lifted my legs up over his shoulders. I was in heaven now. I found myself being manhandled by some strange man as he was about to invade me. While he held my ankles up in the air, he easily worked the head right back in where I wanted it to be. Slowly he began fucking my ass but only half way. As my hole loosened up and the pain began to stop, I grabbed him pulled myself into him. I wanted him to fuck me all the way in and out. Once he was able to completely bury the whole thing inside of me, I told him to fuck me... fuck me harder... louder and louder till I realized that the neighbors could probably hear me.
I told him that I wanted it rough. He obliged me. Once he had pushed my legs up over my head and up against the headboard, I got it rough alright. He fucked me so hard that I didn't think I'd walk for a week. I could feel his dick up in my ass and violently hitting the spot that made me shoot my load up on my face and his chest. He made me cum without even touching my cock. I let him fuck me for a few more minutes and had to make him stop. I could not handle anymore. He fucked me exactly the way that I always wanted to be fucked. He fucked me hard and fast. He made me hurt on the inside and out.
All I could think about now was when and how could I get him back inside me. Before I knew it, the rubber was off and his cock was beating my tonsils again. I took his hands and placed them on each side of my head and he knew what I wanted him to do. I wanted him to fuck my face like he fucked my ass before. I wanted him to pull my face into him while jamming his bent cock in my throat. I couldn't breathe and almost choked a few times. He tried to stop so I could catch my breath, but I wouldn't let him. Somehow this made me so hot; feeling like this man was having his way with me. He was manhandling me. He was making me his bitch. He was fucking me in my mouth like the gay little fagot bottom that I was.
I wanted to feel the heat of his cum in my mouth and running down my throat, but he wouldn't give it to me. He did give me what I would was the next best thing. He then pointed his loaded cock at my face, and put the biggest load I ever saw, all over me. My arms were being held down under his knees and made me feel so helpless while he rubbed his pulsing cock all over my face and neck. Rubbing his seed all over me, and I couldn't stop him. I wouldn't have stopped him even if I could though. I just laid there for a few minutes under his complete control and loved it. We collapsed in exhaustion and he held me in his arms.
After I was a little more collected with my thoughts and able to move again, I got up and dressed myself. I told him that I will see myself out. I felt dirty and gross. I felt somewhat regretful as I walked out to my car. Then I realized that I never enjoyed sex with anyone as I did that night.
Next, I would like to describe to you all, about how a hot,young latin guy, that won over my heart. Well, not really my heart. Actually he won over my ass and mouth anytime he wanted it. He actually was able to...
Tell you later.