Time: 9:30 PM October 15, 1998 MY FAVORITE TEACHER by natan10@hotmail.com The stories which I write are not always true stories. Actually, they rarely are. They are entirely fictional. They grew out of a desire to put down in words many "fantasy dreams" which I have had. I am bisexual, married and white with two grown children. I love sex with a man and, in my real world, it is no stranger to me. My stories are intended for mature eyes only and are always based on male/male relationships. There is no violence, S&M, bondage, etc. in my works. If you liked the story, let me know. If you didn't like the story, I would also appreciate a note and an explanation why ... otherwise, I won't get anywhere, will I? Feel very free to write me anything you'd like. I look forward to hearing from anyone interested in responding to these stories. All I am trying to achieve in my writing is to make you feel good. Really good. If you want to write me just to "get off", then do so. After all, this is why we exist and who we are. In my stories 'condoms' do not exist. In our real world, condoms MUST exist. In our own personal fantasies, however, sex is idealized the way we would really like it to be - raw skin and no rubber. But remember: Safe sex must be the only way! ************** MY FAVORITE TEACHER by natan10@hotmail.com
I am so exhilarated today. I just got a raise in my salary and the lease on our apartment came through. So I decided to put on my favorite jeans with all the patches and my t-shirt and go out into the country to one of my favorite spots. I made myself a picnic lunch, got in the car and quickly and excitedly drove out of the city limits. I'm bopping along the roadway, listening to my favorite Billy Holiday disc and realize that I am ravenous with hunger. I stopped at a small little truckstop along route 3, about halfway between my home and my destination. Filled myself on steak and potatoes, fresh O.J. and some good homemade apple pie with a good steaming cup of coffee. I was set for the rest of the day, to be taken at my leisure and how I determined the flow of events. Got back in the car, plopped my Dead Can Dance disc on, and continued on my merry way. About an hour later, I arrived at the big National Park. I decided to take the periphery road and go to my favorite spot - Peak's Head. Good choice! The parking lot was empty. Time: 1:10. The whole day ahead of me. What a blast! I parked the car, took my blanket from the trunk and headed out. Solitude! Just what the doctor ordered. I decided to take the high path to my spot next to the peak, overlooking the verdant valley below. The sun was blasting its rays down on the world, and even more specifically, on me. I must explain that the Plateau (as we call it) is my favorite spot because of its height and vistas ... and solitude. The lake is off in the distance a bit and no one ever bothers me when I am here. The sun was extremely hot that day and I had begun to perspire so I took off my tanktop and wrapped it around my 32-inch waist. My tanned body needed a little more sun anyway. I like that my body is tanned all over. I usually like to lie completely naked to erase the brief mark around my torso. My wife really gets off on seeing my body like that. It usually makes for good sex between us. I had not been such a good partner the last month or so. I had been in a rut - waiting to see if I was to get my raise; general upset with the work environment. But the long wait paid off. I got my raise and this trip the other day to the Plateau was my little present to myself. I had also been feeling sexually confused as of late - a feeling of restlessness for reasons which were totally confusing to me. I couldn't pinpoint the source of this restlessness. I had thought that it was lack of regular sex recently with my wife or the anticipation over my job. But I didn't realize that it would become clear to me that day on the Plateau. Certainly not with such drastic results. Never. Not me. I was almost to the spot which I loved the most. Right next to the sycamore tree on the outer edge of the Plateau. I had already begun to perspire. I finally arrived at my spot, threw my blanket down on the soft pine-laden ground and just lay there on my stomach for a while staring at the scene before me. The sun rippled off the surface of the lake and reflected itself in my blue eyes. My mind began to relax. The wind whispered every so gently through the pines. I almost thought that the breeze was beckoning me - to what? I didn't know, nor could I fathom that feeling. I allowed it to envelop me. I turned over and lay on my back. I closed my eyes. I began to daydream ... my raise ... my family ... I fell asleep. I must have awoken only minutes later. I could never really fall asleep in the sun. I was very hot and perspiring a lot so I had decided to take off my jeans, remaining only in my CK minis. I immediately felt the warmth permeate my thighs. It felt warm and deliciously wonderful. After a short time, I had to pee so I walked over to the edge of the Plateau and started to take a leak. A sight which I was totally unprepared for greeted my surprised eyes. About 20 meters away, behind the far end of the grove of raspberry bushes, I saw another guy lying in the sun - completely naked and he was slowly fondling himself. I had never seen anything like this. Oh, sure. I have seen movies and read some books, but never in real life have my virgin eyes seen something like this - a guy jacking off in the wilderness. Noticing that I was unobserved, I too a closer look out of sheer curiosity. He was extremely well built - your typical swimmer's physique. Very strong thighs and broad shoulders. He was very darkly tanned, with a full loose mop of dark blond hair. His manhood, however, was the most remarkable thing to behold. He was extremely thick and from where I could see, was exceptionally long also. I had never seen a cock like that in my lifetime. I felt funny inside. This strange warmth began to permeate my body and as a result, I felt very embarrassed. He couldn't see me at all. Of that I was positive. I did something that I had never done before in my life. I knelt down to be as inconspicuous as possible and decided to just sit for a stretch and watch him. He was really into his own body. He was masturbating with such tenderness. He then did something that I will never in my entire lifetime forget. He lifted his legs up off the ground and he threw them back over his head. I thought that he was doing some kind of yoga exercise routine. But my eyes must have fallen out of their orbs when they beheld the performance enacted out in front of me. His mouth opened and his entire shaft went in. He was sucking his own cock. His whole body was moving while he was engaged in this act. I saw him move up and down allowing his shaft to penetrate deeper and deeper down his waiting throat. He then began to shudder as his orgasm overtook him. But I was surprised to see that his mouth enveloped his cock even more in order to swallow what I had assumed, was his shooting cum. I then became positive of this, as I heard him moan. When he was done, he lay back on his stomach and apparently went to sleep. I watched for 5 more minutes and decided not to bother him anymore. I returned to my spot on my blanket and lay down on my stomach and closed my eyes. My mind couldn't stop reeling at the sights which I was unwittingly made observer to. I remember thinking to myself that I should perhaps get up and leave, as I wouldn't be alone anymore. But something made me stay put. I started thinking of what this could possibly be like. Inadvertently and without any conscious awareness, I began to fondle myself, thinking of this incredible scene played out before my very eyes. I realized that I was extremely turned on by this and did not yet understand my feelings as I have had absolutely no conscious desire nor have I had any experience at all at what I saw. Oh yes ... masturbation is something very normal and regular to me. But self-fellatio? The thought intrigued me more and more as my own cock began to grow. The blood began pulsing throughout my entire body. I withdrew into my own thoughts and my mind began to relax, as my hand worked its way slowly up and down my own erect shaft. I decide to take my own briefs off in order to feel completely free. As my thoughts began to wander again to this handsome man and to what he was able to accomplish with his own body, I decided that I wanted to try this myself. After all, one does not have to be gay to try to suck his own cock. How can someone be gay if he plays with himself. Or was I mistaken? In any case, I followed the movements of my unaware tutor. I threw my legs back over my head yet couldn't get my mouth close enough. I pushed them even further back and twisted my head at a slight angle. For the very first time in my life, I discovered that if I stuck my tongue out, I was able to touch the mushroom tip of my cock. I tried to relax even more. A little more was able to get into my mouth. I felt drops of my own precum drip on my tongue. I swallowed. Such a strange taste. I felt strange yet very very excited by this. I returned to my lying prostrate position. I relaxed my muscles and did a little deep breathing while continuing my stroking. And then, I tried again. My legs went right back over my shoulders and to my utter surprise, I was able to put half of my shaft down my throat. The feeling was undescribable. I cannot put down in words what this felt like. All I am able to see is - it felt fantastic! I was lost in my own wonderful feelings and did not realize what was going on with my surroundings. Just as I was running my cock in and out of my mouth - really getting into it and, sucking as hard as I could and letting the precum flow down my throat, I felt something pushing at my buttocks! I was jolted to reality. "Hi there," a voice said. I jolted upright and sat up, quickly covering myself with my towel. I quickly glanced toward the direction of the voice which was also into the sun. There was a man standing over me and he was dressed in only boxer briefs. "Ah ... err ..." was all that I could manage, completely embarrassed by my situation. Shit! Somebody saw me doing what I was doing. "Ah ... uhmm ... wh ... wha ... t are you doing here?" I asked, trying desperately to cover my erection. I then was able to have a better look at my surprise visitor and immediately recognized the handsome performer who I was watching earlier. This had made me even more uptight. "I see that you can suck yourself also. Isn't it great?" he asked. "Oops, there go my manners again. My name is Tony" he said extending his hand toward me in a handshake. "Gosh, I apologize if I scared you by coming up so secretively. But I climbed up the hill a little in order to find a spot to pee and saw you. I couldn't help coming over and introduce myself. You seemed so into what you were doing and I was hoping to give you a few pointers." "Umm. Yeah. This is very new to me. I ... uh ... accidentally saw you and you gave me this idea." "Whoa!" Tony said. "You saw me doing this?" "I had to pee so I went over there," I said, pointing to the direction from where he came, "and I just by chance noticed you. I couldn't take my eyes off of what you were doing. I have never seen anybody do this before and ..." "... and you wanted to try it yourself!" Tony exclaimed with a big grin. "Ahh ... gee ... well, I've never seen nor done this before. I ... ahh ... decided that maybe I should try it once and see what I was missing out on. You seemed to be really into it." "What's your name by the way? Do you come to this spot often?" my guest asked. "Uh, my name is Todd and I am married and I come here quite a lot, actually. I've never seen anybody else up here. I am usually totally alone." "Why did you mention 'married' so quickly. I didn't ask. Don't have to apologize to me for being human. Are you embarrassed about your own sex? We're both guys. No need to feel ashamed," Tony said. "I said that I was married because I didn't want you to get the wrong impression," I said. "I don't usually do this sort of thing ... especially if I know that there is someone nearby." My surprise guest quickly retorted: "Impression? Impression of what? Oh .... wait a minute. You didn't think that .... that I was ... Now I understand what you're getting at!" A definite look of understanding took over his whole being. "Well, I have to admit that I like guys a lot but I didn't come over to you thinking that ..." His face opened up in a wide and glorious smile. He had a beautiful face. Very strong eyebrows and gentle blue eyes. His lips were full, yet not pouty. I immediately warmed to him and smiled. "Yeah, I guess I thought that maybe you were trying to come on to me. I'm not that kind of guy. I was just so curious about what I saw you doing. And it actually turned me on in a way that I had never felt before." "Mind if I sit down?" Tony asked, pointing to a spot next to me. I was still slightly nervous and embarrassed. But I am polite, all the same. "Sure, come sit on my blanket. Would you like a little beer?" I offered. "Thanks, Todd. I'd like that a lot." Tony then sat down and continued: "So ... you enjoyed watching me?" "Well, actually to tell you the truth, yes I did. Just by watching you, you gave me the idea to try it myself. I have to thank you for teaching me this. I never thought about doing it to myself," I answered him. I noticed that I was getting a little turned on by sitting next to him with nothing on but my towel. He was wearing briefs of a color that was so beautiful. An aquamarine that really set off his beautiful tanned skin. I couldn't help notice that he had a bulge in his crotch. I found myself staring at him - he was so ... so ... magnetic. I couldn't take my eyes off him. Tony also must have realized that I was staring. "Todd, I see that you like what you are looking at. Perhaps you have been left out of a lot of things that are good and exciting in your lifetime. I am sorry for being so forward, but, I see that you are looking me up and down. Are you feeling a little turned on by me?" I was totally embarrassed now, yet I felt this strange bond with Tony. He was very relaxed and it rubbed off on me, giving me a very 'open' uninhibited feeling. I felt as if I had known him for quite some time. And only five minutes had expired since he came over to where I was lying. "Well, to tell you the truth, I have never in my life ever considered at all doing ... you know ... that sort of stuff with another guy. I don't always get the chance to see other guys dressed with nothing on. You are a very good looking man and I appreciate beauty in people. I guess I never thought about it in any other way." I noticed that my cock was rock-hard. Thank goodness my towel covered most of it. "Yeah, I understand," Tony said, continuing with "I can see that you like it. You have a boner. Why are you hiding it. I said that we are both guys and you shouldn't be embarrassed by something that is so natural. Sure ... if you were standing in front of an audience, well ... I could understand it. But nothing embarrasses me about you. You are also a very good looking guy and I feel an attraction to you." Tony was now playing with his briefs a bit and I noticed that he was completely erect and his shaft was peeking out from the leghole of the briefs. His hand went to the tip and played with it a bit. "Oops," he said. "I see that I'm leaking a bit." I saw what he had meant. Drops of precum had leaked from his pisshole. He wasted no time. He stood up, pulled his boxers right down and off his body and sat down again. He was completely erect. He bent right over, his head buried in his crotch and put his cock in his mouth and immediately sat up again. "Mmm. I love the taste of my own cum. Have you ever tried it?" "Well ... er ... no" I hesitated. "I had just started to learn how to do this when you came up to me." Tony was obviously not shy about anything. He took his hand and placed it on my thigh and gave it a slight squeeze. I quickly shifted my position. His hand fell down into the air between our thighs. "Please don't," I begged him. "I just said that I have never had any experience with anything like this before in my life." "Sorry," Tony quickly apologized. "I can't help myself. I like guys a lot and I like feeling the other guy next to me. I am very sorry. But wait a sec. Once again, you have nothing to be frightened of. You are not hurting anyone but yourself. Just get out of those feelings and you will see that you can also enjoy this sort of thing. Do you want me to leave? I will. All you have to do is ask. It was me who invaded your privacy." Tony resumed fondling his erect cock. "Ah ... errr ... n .... no. No. Don't leave yet. I'm sorry, Tony, I am just so filled with such mixed emotions right now after what I saw you do to yourself and again just now when you touched me. But no, please don't go. I sorta liked it when you touched me. I am not afraid of you now. You are nice. Your smile tells me everything about you." Tony began to look at me. His eyes penetrated mine and, without my even feeling a thing, I realized that he had taken the towel from off my lap, exposing me completely to him. I just sat. I began to breath slowly and continued to look at him. Tony's hand encircled my cock ever so gently while keeping his left hand around his own shaft. "I like the feel of your cock in my hand, Todd. I hope you don't mind my doing this. But I can see that you are relaxing now and letting yourself enjoy this feeling. Here, tell me what this feels like." He shifted a little bit and sat on his haunches in front of me. One hand continued to grasp my throbbing cock and the other began to slowly rub my chest and my abdomen. "Do you like this, Todd" "Yes, Tony, I like it." "Here," he said, taking one of my hands. "Do it to me," he continued, taking my hand and placing it on his cock. I quickly pulled my hand off and then, surprising myself, I immediately replaced it, allowing my hand to explore his cock, feel the skin of his shaft. It was pliant to the touch yet very hard. Like when I masturbate, except this was someone else's cock. "Oh ... oh ... shit!" I blurted. "I'm going to struck down by lightning." Tony immediately began to laugh a wonderful warm laugh that emoted from deep within his body. "No, Todd. No you won't," he assured me. "Just get into it. Get into the feeling. The good feeling. Relax. Enjoy this feeling. It is completely natural and you have nothing to fear. Only to enjoy. Hey, why don't you lay back and let me show you just exactly how much you will enjoy this feeling." He gently forced me down flat on my back. He stood up and then knelt down, pushing my legs apart, completely exposing my crotch. He knelt between my thighs and began to massage the inside of my thighs and my balls. "Feel good, Todd?" "Yeah. That feels wonderful. Don't stop," I said. With that, Tony bent his head down and, without any warning to me whatsoever, he put my cock in his mouth, licking all over the shaft around the outside and putting it down his throat. I felt a warmth which I had never felt before in my life. I began to moan a little. He pulled off of me for a second and then he stood up again. I was totally surprised when he lay down next to me, our heads very close. He put his arm around my back and turned me over a bit so that I was face-to-face with him. He was looking very deep down in my soul through my eyes. My eyes were all teary from the sheer emotion of this new experience to me. His lips joined mine and, quite surprisingly, I returned his warmth. I slowly raised my arm and put it behind his back pulling him closer. We continued like this for a few minutes. Words were unimportant. Tony was showing me feelings that must have been buried very deep down inside of me. We were both beginning to moan and squirm on the blanket. My tongue began to probe the inside of his mouth as his did to mine. I was totally overcome with emotion. My hands sought him out. I began to feel his very being from the outside. My hands then began to slowly wander over him, exploring everything about him - exploring every nook and cranny on that magnificent frame. I could feel his heart beating very fast. We were wrapped in a true lover's embrace. He released himself from me very slowly and pulled his body downward, his mouth caressing my chest, my abdomen and ... deeper down ... the beginning of my pubic area. He did not stop. He once again found his mark. My cock entered his throat and I began to pump. Without taking his mouth off my cock, he carefully contorted his body a bit in order to do a complete "about face". All of a sudden his crotch appeared right in front of my eyes. He had completely turned around. This I had done with my wife before many times. But it never really excited me the way Tony was exciting me now. It was obvious that it was because he was a male. Instinctively, I put his cock in my mouth. The feeling was one of warmth and passion. He began to push his cock further down inside my throat. I began to gag. "Oh, God, I'm sorry Todd. I forgot that this is new to you." He pulled away from me thereby releasing his cock from my mouth. "Please don't be afraid. Start again. I won't move. Just put my cock in your mouth and find your own speed. Experiment. Take control and I promise that I won't move." I took his cock in my mouth again. In my head I wasn't quite sure what to do, but I realized that the Almighty gave us an inner sense. I began to bob up and down on his shaft. I caressed him. I licked him. I licked his pubic area. I sucked his crotch. I began to suck his balls. All the while he was doing the same to me. I was totally turned on to this new sensation. I felt my cum begin to rise. "Tony! I'm gonna cum any second. Better get off my cock." "Oh, no Todd. I want you. Remember that I know what I'm doing. Just relax and let's continue. Cum whenever you want to and please do not think of me. I enjoy this and yes, you can cum right in my mouth. Do not be frightened. It is a good feeling and tastes great." We continued in our passionate embrace. I had lost that feeling for a second while we had talked but now, it began to rise again. Slowly. Slowly. I was really enjoying the feeling of his mouth on my cock and I was enjoying even more the feeling of what I was doing to him. He tasted wonderful. I absorbed what he had told me and relaxed even more. I felt it begin to rise again. My body was bursting with emotion. I could feel somehow that he felt the same. It exuded from his whole being. I'm sure that he was feeling the same way. My jism once again began to boil in my balls. I was in such an ecstatic state. A state which I have never ever felt before until this moment. And then it happened. I was so totally turned on and so totally relaxed by Tony and what we were doing that the cum just started to rise. The crescendo was unavoidable. I exploded. Blast after blast of my cum went down his throat and at the same time, I felt a blast of his cum in my own mouth. I kept sucking harder and harder, instinctively releasing his cock a bit from my throat in order to take all of his manjuice down. It tasted wonderful. I swallowed all of it. I didn't have to ask him if he swallowed mine. I could feel that he had. Our bodies satiated, we kept holding each other. Except that he quickly turned around so that we were face to face again. He lay on top of me - belly to belly. Our lips had locked in a passionate embrace. "Todd, thank you. It was something very special to me to be able to be with you. You filled me with something very warm, and I don't mean your cum. Your cum was great. But you, yourself added something very special." "Hey, listen to you. It was me that has never done anything like this. I must thank you for this incredible experience. I would love to do this again. And again. Let's get dressed, go to the local pub and have a beer and then let's come back to this spot. Would you mind if we did this again? You've taught me two very special things today and I want to practice. But I need your help." "Todd, I'd be glad to help you any time you want. I'm afraid that you won me over. Where do you live?" "I live in the center of town on 3rd Street." "Wow, I can't believe how uncanny. We're neighbors. I'm not that far from where you are. I'm on Pine where it crosses 3rd. What a stroke of luck. I finally found a guy that I can really be comfortable with. Would you mind very much if we sorta hung out every once and a while?" Do you think that I had to tell Tony no after the wonderful experiences he gave me that day? I am going to have to somehow hide this from my wife and family. But I don't mind. This experience was something that I don't want to let go of. We both just lay back awhile on our backs, side by side, not speaking. Just feeling the warmth of the sun and of each other's body as we stared up into the billowing clouds ...
************* I really hope you liked what you have read. If you would like to read more, please write to me and tell me. I shall be happy to oblige. natan10@hotmail.com
And don't be afraid to put your own fantasies and feelings down on paper. It just happens to be wonderful therapy! If you like, you can write your fantasy and send it off to me. I'd love to read it.