Hey all, I'm back and ready to write again. It's been such a long time, I've had to re-read the story to try to remember what my next plot was going to be.
Now on with the story.
First of all, let me just say that this is my first time writing any kind of fiction like this.
DISCLAIMER: This is a work of total fiction and is not meant to imply anything about the sexualities of Nick and Drew Lachey or anyone else mentioned in this story.
If you are too young to read this, or if Homosexuality offends you, then please don't continue any further and leave.
NEWSFLASH: To those of you who don't already know, Nick Lachey and Jessica Simpson, in real life, have reconciled and are now husband and wife. I wish them all the best with their marriage and hope they live a long and happy life together.
If you want details about their wedding, check out the 98 Degrees Official Website at www.98degrees.com.
Other 98 Degrees stories I'd like to recommend are.
"Give Me Just One Night" by Unanoche. "69 with Jeff Timmons" by Zachary Scott Pritt "Nick Lachey" by Ken. "98 Degrees Is Hot" by Gay Night "The Reunion" by RinSong. "Loving Nick Lachey" by Jordan "Playing Doctor with 98 Degrees" by Brian
and finally: "This Gift" by Sprout
Now, I"ll let you get on with the story.
Enjoy.
Previously on "My Everything".....
When Drew and I pulled apart, I noticed that Drew had tears in his eyes too. All of a sudden he pulled back.
"Sean, there's something that I need to tell you." He said, sitting up, straight.
"What's that?" I asked him.
Drew's eyes were still locked on me. He was obviously feeling alot of emotions inside of him.
"I'm still in love with you." He said. "Two years hasn't changed that. You and Nick aren't together anymore, so I was hoping that when you're ready, maybe you and I could go out on a date or something."
Drew's confession really threw me for a loop. I'd thought that he'd have gotten over me, but he still loved me. Even after all the ugly words and the insults we shared, he loved me. I realized at that moment that Drew did deserve a chance to show me how much he loved me.
"I don't know what to say, Drew." I said, stunned. "The fact that you're willing to give our friendship another chance, means the world to me."
Drew grinned, showing off his pearly whites. He and Nick sure had beautiful smiles.
"Would you be willing to go out with me sometime?" He asked, a little nervously.
"Of course I would, Drew." I said. "Just let me know when and where."
Drew's face fell when he realized that they were leaving tommorrow. He might not get to take Sean out after all.
"Damn." He muttered.
"What?" I asked ,confusion filling my features.
"I just remembered that we are leaving to go back home tommorrow." Drew said, sounding really disappointed.
"Yeah." I said, sadly. "Nick did say something about you guys leaving when he came to talk to me at the nightclub."
"I'm sorry, Sean." Drew said, giving me an apologetic look.
"Don't be, Drew." I said, reassuring him that I was alright. "I can always plan to come and see you guys next weekend."
Drew's face lit up when I mentioned that. He was in love alright. I haven't seen him so happy in such a long time. And to think that we were not friends a few hours ago.
"Come here, you!" Drew said, putting his arms around me, pulling me down on the bed on top of him.
As soon as my body came in contact with his, we both stopped, our eyes locked on each other. I could see the desire in Drew's eyes as he continued to stare at me. Then he put his hand behind my head and pulled me down towards him. I felt his lips connect with mine.
I felt his kiss get more aggressive and then his tongue slid into my mouth, beginning a wrestling match with my own tongue. I was getting incredibly turned on by our making out so I sat up for a minute, breaking our kiss. Drew frowned.
"Why'd you stop?" He asked, his breathing heavy with lust. "Are you ok?"
"I'm fine, Drew." I whispered. "I just thought that you might want to take off your shirt."
Without a word, Drew took off his shirt, revealing his sexy toned body that I hadn't seen in two years. He had actually gotten more defined than the last time I saw him.
"Wow." I stuttered, getting taken in by Drew's beautiful physique. "Drew, your body looks even hotter now since the last time I saw you."
"Thanks, Sean." He said, "I've been working out alot these days."
"I can see that." I said, as I lay my hand on his sexy, defined chest and started running my hand down it. I looked back at Drew as I did and this time, I dove in and ravished his lips. We kissed for a few moments before Drew broke the kiss.
"Why did you stop, Drew?" I asked him.
Drew looked at me, his eyes saying it all.
"I want to make love with you.................
********** CHAPTER 50 **********
"Are you sure that this is what you want, Drew?" I asked him, concern evident in my voice.
"Yes, I am." Drew said. "I've wanted this for a long time. Please tell me that you do too."
I couldn't deny that. I always thought that Drew was hot and I had often thought about what it might be like with him. But of course, that was just a fantasy at the time because Nick and I were together before and I'd loved him completely. So whatever thoughts were going through my head about Drew at that time had to be put to rest.
I never did think I'd get a chance to find out what making love with Drew would be like. But I just wanted to make sure that if we did do it, that we both were doing it for the right reasons and that we both wouldn't end up regretting it later.
"Drew, I do want to make love with you." I said to him. "But I just want to make sure that if we do that you won't end up regretting it later."
Drew brought his hand up to my face, caressing my cheek with his thumb.
"I won't, Sean." He whispered. "You're so sweet for worrying about me, but trust me, you need this as much as I do."
I gazed into his eyes, seeing that he was indeed ready for this. I just had one more question.
"Drew, am I the first guy for you?" I asked him. He smiled.
"Of course you are." He said, softly. "I didn't want to be with anyone else."
"I'm flattered, Drew." I said. "But I will ask you one more time: "Are you sure you want to do this?"
"Yes, I do." Drew said, with that sexy grin on his face. "Now shut up and kiss me."
I was not about to refuse that invitation, so I dove in again and kissed his sexy lips. Our tongues exploring each other.
As our making out got more intense, I felt Drew's hands on my belt. He started to unbuckle it.
"Here, I'll do this." I said, getting up and unzipping my pants. I slid them off and dropped them to the floor. When I looked up, my breath caught in my throat.
Drew had also taken off his jeans and was standing before me in all his naked glory. And he was beautiful.
"Wow." I whispered. "Drew, you look so sexy right now, that I could just eat you up."
Drew grinned, widely. He knew just how to turn me on and he was enjoying it.
"Well, I'm right here for the taking." He said, outstretching his arms, his way of saying "Take me right here, right now."
I slid my boxerbriefs off, leaving myself naked as well. I looked up at Drew and walked over to him.
As I stood in front of him, his hands came up and started caressing my arms, while my hands went around his waist, feeling his sexy physique up and down as our eyes locked on each other once again.
Drew brought his hand up behind my head again and pulled me down, slowly for another kiss. As we kissed, our hands explored each other's bodies. I slid one hand down to his butt. It was as smooth as a baby's.
"Oh god, Drew." I moaned, as Drew started kissing my neck. "I want you. Right now."
"Yes. Yes, Sean." Drew whispered, feeling the exact same way.
I lifted him up and carried him over to the bed where I layed him on it. He pulled back the blankets while I got in with him.
We continued our kissing and I felt Drew start grinding his hips into me. Damn, this was hot!
"OH MY GOD!"
Drew and I whipped our head towards the door to see Nick standing there, with a look of shock on his face. And was that hurt I saw in his eyes too? We had totally forgotten that we were in his room.
"Both of you get dressed and get the fuck out of my room now! If you want to get it on with each other, you do it in Drew's room!" Nick said, before turning around and storming out of the room.
Drew and I were totally speechless. We couldn't believe the way Nick reacted just now. But I guess I couldn't blame him. It was insensitive of us to be doing what we were doing in his room.
I got up and started getting dressed, feeling guilty about having been walked in on by Nick. That had to be embarrassing.
"Sean, I'm sorry about this." Drew said, as he was getting dressed too.
"I am too, Drew." I told him, as I zipped up my pants. "We should have known better than to be doing this in Nick's room. I totally forgot that we were in Nick's room for awhile."
I did too." Drew said. "I didn't realize that he'd be back so soon."
I finished getting dressed and turned towards Drew, who was pulling on his shirt.
"Do you think I should go and find him?" I asked Drew.
"No." Drew said, shaking his head. "Give him time alone to cool off. Right now, let's just go over to my room for awhile."
"Alright, buddy." I said, as I followed him to the door. He opened it and let me ahead of him first before he shut it behind him.
We walked over to his room, which was 106 and he slid his keycard through the door. It unlocked and he opened the door to his room. We entered and I sat down on the bed and buried my face into my hands, sighing heavily.
I heard Drew shut the door and about two seconds later, I felt him sit down next to me on the bed and put his arm around me.
"It's going to be alright, Sean." Drew said. "Don't worry about Nick. He'll be alright."
"How do you know that, Drew?" I said, with tears in my eyes. "I saw the look on his face when he saw us together. It almost killed me."
Drew just hugged me close. "I saw it too. But if Nick is hurt, that's his problem, not ours." He said. "Besides, Nick is married to Jessica now. He says he is happier now that he ever was."
"I hope you're right, Drew." I said, as I gave him a peck on the lips. "I just hope that this hasn't ruined my friendship with him."
"It hasn't." Drew said. "Don't worry. Everything will be alright.
He then smiled, widely.
"Now, that we're in my room now, why don't we pick up where we left off?" He said, leaning in and kissing my neck.
"I thought you'd never ask." I said, as I started taking off my clothes again. Drew was already getting out of his.
We were naked once again and Drew climbed into the bed with me and started kissing me again. He sure knew how to get me all hot and bothered. He began to grind his hips into me again.
"Make love to me, Drew." I whispered, enjoying the feel of his body against mine.
Drew reached into the dresser drawer beside his bed and opened a drawer. He then pulled out a condom and a bottle of KY liquid, which he handed to me. I lubed up my ass, while he unrolled the condom around his dick.
He then positioned it at my entrance.
"Are you ready, baby?" He asked.
"Yes, Drew, go ahead." I said, giving him the green light.
He started pushing into me and I felt the head of his dick enter my ass. I hissed in pain.
"Are you alright?" Drew asked. "Do you want me to stop?"
"No." I said, my face contorted in pain. "It's just been a long time since I've been with a guy again. Just give me a minute to get used to it again."
"Alright." He said, concern expressed on his face. "Just let me know when you're ready."
He then started kissing my neck and body, as I let myself get used to the feeling of his dick up my ass. Once my breathing started to relax, so did I, and the pain started to lessen.
"Ok, Drew, you can enter in some more." I said.
"Ok, just let me know if it still hurts too much." Drew whispered.
He pushed some more and in a matter of seconds, he was all the way in.
"Oh, Sean!" Drew said, enjoying the feeling of his dick in my ass. "You so tight. This feels so good."
"You have no idea, Drew." I told him. "Until you've felt a dick up your ass, you'll never know."
"Well, I won't have to wait long." Drew said, as he started thrusting his hips into me. "You'll be fucking me next."
"We'll see." I said. "Right now, Fuck me harder!"
Drew obliged and started ramming in and out of me, his balls slapping againt my ass with each thrust. I was in total delirium at this moment. For his first time with a guy, Drew was an incredible lover!
"Drew, you're incredible!" I panted. "You're doing great for your first time."
"Thanks, sweetie." He whispered into my ear.
I felt myself getting close. I was about to explode any minute now!
"Oh god, Drew, I'm about to explode!" I moaned.
As Drew thrust in a couple more time, I could hold back no longer.
"I love you, Drew." I said, just as my orgasm, exploded. The first shot landed on my stomach, and the rest on Drew's chest and abs.
"I love you too, Sean." I heard him say, just as his dick start pulsating inside of me.
He collapsed on top of me, both of us out of breath from our intense orgasms. He then pulled out of me and took off the condom. He tied it off and threw it into the trash.
"That was incredible, Drew!" I whispered. "You were great!"
"I can't even put into words what this was like." Drew said. "It was beyond incredible."
"You bet is was." I replied, grinning from ear to ear. "Now, how about we hop in the shower and get cleaned up?"
"You read my mind, cutie." Drew said, getting up and heading into the bathroom. I heard him turn on the water as I got out of the bed and went into the bathroom to join him.
I was feeling good. I'd made love with Drew and if I'd thought it was good in my fantasies, It was even more incredible in reality. Drew had definitely had an impact on me.
Drew stepped into the tub and turned towards me, holding out his hand.
Step in, baby." He whispered.
I grabbed his hand and he helped me into the tub. As soon as I was in, he grabbed the soap and started to lather it up in his hands. Once he was satisfied, he started running his hands along my back and shoulders, soaping them up good.
While he did that, I grabbed the soap from him and started to lather up my own hands. Then I starting soaping up his back, while he continued to caress my body.
I was starting to get hard again, as I felt along his body. I slid my hands down to his ass, where I gently kneaded his buns in my hands. I heard him let out an orgasmic moan, which started to get me all hot and bothered.
"Don't stop, Sean." Drew panted. "Please, don't stop."
I started kissing down his body as I let my hands explore every inch of him. I pulled him close and planted a kiss on his lips.
Drew threw his arms around me and put everything he could into that kiss. And boy, could he kiss!
"Drew, let's get rinsed off." I said, starting to yawn. "I'm getting really tired."
"Sure, sweetie." he said. "Are you going to stay here tonight?"
I nodded.
"Would that be ok?" I asked him. "I'm too tired to go back home tonight."
"Of course not." Drew replied, smiling the cutest smile. "I'd love to have you next to me tonight."
"Alright, it's settled." I said, as I stepped under the shower head to rinse off. "I'm going to stay."
Drew rinsed off and shut off the water. He then stepped out of the tub and grabbed two towels that wer hanging on the rack nearby. He handed one to me.
"Thanks." I said, kissing him on the cheek.
"You're welcome." He said, as he wrapped the towel around his waist. "Come on, let's hit the hay."
"Lead the way, muscles." I said, as I wrapped my own towel around me and followed him back to the bedroom.
We dried ourselves off good and then we hopped back into bed.
Drew turned off the light and then pulled me close. I snuggled into him and lay my head on his chest.
"Drew, I don't know how to thank you for tonight." I whispered, my eyelids getting heavy.
"There's no thanks needed." Drew whispered back. "Tonight was the best night of my life. You have made me so happy tonight. Thank you."
"You're welcome, Drew." I said. "Now let's get some sleep, baby."
"You got it." Drew said, as he closed his eyes. "I love you, Sean."
"I love you too." I said, as I drifted off.
******************************************************* THE NEXT MORNING........................
I woke up the next morning feeling refreshed and revitalized. I guess love really did conquer all.
I looked over towards Drew and noticed that he was still asleep. And he looked so beautiful. Just like Nick did when he was asleep.
As soon as the thought of Nick entered my mind, I remembered when he walked in on Drew and I in his room last night. I wondered how he was doing. I wanted to find out for sure how he was.
I got up out of bed and started getting dressed. When I'd finished, I grabbed Drew's keycard, so I could let myself in later and left Drew's room and walked over to Nick's.
When I got in front of the door to his room, a part of me was feeling guilty that I was going to wake him up, but I did need to apologize to him for what he saw.
Summoning all of my courage that I had, I knocked on his door and waited. After about a minute of standing there, the door opened and a groggy Nick stood before me, shirtless and only in his boxers. He looked like hell.
"What the hell do you want?" He asked in a tired voice, which had bitterness in it as well.
I couldn't stand to hear him talk like that. His voice just seemed to have lost it's energy. He sounded drained.
"Oh, Nick." I said, sympathetically. "Did you even sleep at all last night?"
"Actually, no." He said, bitterly. "Every time I would close my eyes, I'd see you and my little brother getting it on in my bed!"
I sighed heavily, knowing that Nick had not been prepared for that.
"May I come in?" I asked him. "I won't stay long."
Nick looked at me for a moment, noticing the hurt look on my face, and stepped aside, motioning me to enter.
I walked in and he shut the door behind us. I walked over to his bed and sat down. a second later he joined me.
"So, why did you come over here at this early time of morning?" Nick, asked.
I took a good look at him. His eyes were all puffy and bloodshot and his hair was a mess. He really did look like hell and I knew I was the cause.
"I wanted to see how you were doing." I told him. "And I wanted to apologize for what you walked in on. Drew and I should have known better than to be getting it on in your room. It was really insensitive of us and I'm sorry. We actually forgot that we were in your room if you believe that or not."
Nick shook his head.
"Sean, how could you forget that you were in my room?" he aked me. "I told you to come to my room last night at that club,and when you and Drew wanted to talk, you stayed here and I waited over in Drew's room.
Then, his eyes narrowed and what he asked me next really stung.
"Or did you just use my brother to get back at me for what I did with Matt all those years ago?"
I was appalled to say the least that he could even think that of me. I stood up and looked down at him, glaring at him.
"Do you really think that little of me?" I asked him, my voice surprisingly calm. "After all of these years and after everything we've been through? Is that who you think I am?"
Nick stood up and looked right back at me.
"Actions speak louder than words." He said, his voice monotone.
Right at that moment I knew that Nick had lost all his brownie points that he'd earned. It was like he and Drew had switched attitudes. Drew had been nasty first and Nick had been defending me. Now it was like the other way around. Nick had just made the chance of getting our friendship back again, harder now. The fact that he could think that I would use his own brother to hurt him like that really hurt.
"You're right, Nick." I said, coldly, "Actions do speak louder than words. I should know after what happened last night."
I got up and went to leave, but not before Nick stopped me.
"What are you talking about?" He asked, a look of confusion in his eyes. "What happened last night?"
I turned towards Nick to look him in the eye. I knew that what I was about to do was selfish, but I had to do it.
"Well, not that it's any of your business, but Drew made love to me for the first time last night." I confessed to him. "And it was incredible. Actually it was more than incredible. And just so you know, there wasn't one part of me that wasn't fulfilled or satisfied. Now, if you'll excuse me, I need to get back to that sexy brother of yours."
Nick's expression turned to anger. Or was it jealousy? I wasn't sure. I turned to leave.
As I got to the door, I suddenly felt Nick grab my arm and spin me around, forcing me to look at him.
The next thing I knew, he had grabbed the back of my head and pulled me in for a kiss, shocking me. I tried to pull away, but he wouldn't let me go.
But in a few seconds, Nick let go of me and broke the kiss, leaving me breathless and confused.
"you remember that kiss, Sean." Nick said, a catch in his voice. "Because that is the kiss of death. The death of our friendship and the death of what we used to be to each other. As of this day forward, you are nothing to me. Now get out."
His words caused a sting of pain to pass through my body. He had hurt my feelings badly. But I had to wonder if I didn't deserve it. I had really hurt him.
"Nick, I'm sorry If I hurt you." I told him. "That was never my intention."
Nick didn't say anything and turned his back on me.
"Goodbye, Nick." I said, as I turned around and left his room.
"Goodbye, Sean." Nick whispered, after the door was shut behind him. He then collapsed onto the bed and started sobbing uncontrollably.
"It's over."
I slid my keycard into the door to Drew's room. The light turned green and I opened the door and stepped into the room, quietly closing the door behind me.
As I walked over towards the bed, I noticed that Drew was still sleeping. And judging by the smile that was on his face, he must have been having a good dream. I was not about to interrupt it.
I walked over to the table near the bed and sat down nearby to watch him sleep, while thinking about things.
I thought about how I had treated Nick and felt like a jerk the way I'd thrown my night of passion with Drew in his face. But what surprised me was when Nick kissed me the way he did. Even though he said it was the kiss of death, that's not what I thought. He definitely looked like he'd felt something when he kissed me. That kiss had to have meant something. If he really didn't want to be my friend anymore and I was nothing to him, there was no way in hell that he would have kissed me. He wouldn't even have been able to touch me.
Nick and I had hurt each other too much and now a part of me was glad that we had broken up. I guess we just caused each other too much pain and that we just weren't meant to be. But I had to admit that Nick and I did have some great times together. Times I would always cherish for the rest of my life. I just wanted to focus on the good memories, rather than the bad.
"Baby?"
I glanced over towards the bed, noticing that Drew was awake. He looked at me with those hypnotic hazel eyes of his.
"Hey, cutie." I whispered. "How did you sleep?"
"Wonderful." Drew said, in his sexy morning voice. "What do you want for breakfast?"
I smiled at Drew's thoughtfulness. He was such a sweet guy. I realized at that moment that I really could be happy with Drew. He was very loving and sensitive. Everything I could want in another man.
"Actually, sexy, I'm not hungry." I told him. "But thanks for asking."
Drew frowned and sat up on the bed, giving me that look again which I knew very well. The look that meant that he knew that there was something that I was not telling him.
"Alright, Drew, If you must know, I went to see Nick about ten minutes ago." I confessed, hoping that he wasn't going to scold me.
"And?" He asked, urging me to go on.
"Well, I wanted to see if he was alright after last night, and boy, was he bitter?" I replied. "On top of that, somehow I ended up throwing our incredible night of passion in his face."
"What?" Drew asked, a worried look in his eyes. "Sean, why would you do that? That isn't like you."
"I know, Drew, and that's what scares me." I said, worried as well. "I never did anything like that to intentionally hurt anyone. You should have seen Nick's face. He was devastated, not to mention angry. Then when I turned to leave, he grabbed me roughly and then kissed me."
"He what?!" Drew roared. "I'll kill him!"
Drew started to get up to heard towards Nick's room, but I pulled him back down.
"Drew, wait, there's more." I said to him. "Nick only kissed me for a few seconds. After that he told me to remember the kiss because it was the kiss of death. The death of our friendship and the death of what we used to be to each other. He said that from this day forward, I was nothing to him and then he told me to get out of his room. "So, Drew, do you see what this means? It means that Nick and I are not friends anymore and we never will be anything to each other ever again."
Drew's face took on a sympathetic look. As he looked at me, he brought his hand up to my face and wiped at my cheeks. It was then that I realized that I had been crying. Drew then pulled me close and gave me a hug.
"I'm sorry, Sean." He said. "I think it might be best if you and Nick keep your distance for awhile."
I pulled away and looked at him with a shocked look on my face.
"How am I supposed to do that, Drew?" I asked him. "Nick's going to be around since you two live in the same house. I don't know if I can handle running into him every day. Having to see that look on his face every time he looks at me will kill me."
Drew wrapped his arms around me again and held me close. It felt good to be in loving arms again.
"Drew, when are you guys supposed to leave today?" I asked him, knowing that today was the last day I would get to see the guys.
He pulled back to look me in the face. When I saw his face, I noticed the sad look in his eyes.
"We have to leave for the airport at noon." He said. "Our flight departs at 2:00."
I felt sad that he had to leave, but I knew that I'd get to see him again soon.
"Well, let's not think about my leaving right now." Drew said, suddenly. "Right now, I want to enjoy as much time with you as I can before we have to leave."
He looked up at me and I knew what he wanted. I could see it in his eyes.
"I want you inside of me this time." Drew said. "I want you to make love to me."
"I would like nothing better than to spend our last few hours making love to you."
"Cool." Drew said. "Then we can work up an apetite for some breakfast after we're finished."
"Sure." I said. "Besides, I'll probably need it more than you since you'll most likely wear me out after I'm done with you."
Drew's face lit up and a wide grin crossed his face.
"Well in that case, let's get started, sexy boy." He said, pulling me down on top of him.
It didn't matter to me that Drew had to leave. I knew that I would be seeing him again soon. As I made love to him, I knew that I'd found happiness once again.
And this time, I was back to stay.
******************************************************* BACK IN NICK'S ROOM....................
Nick stood in front of the mirror in his room getting dressed, while looking at himself in the mirror. He noticed the tears that were still running down his face.
"Have I done the wrong thing?" He said to himself. "Will Sean ever reconsider?"
After a slight silence, a question came out of his mouth, surprising him.
"Will I ever be free of him...................?
TBC............?
Well, that's it for this installment.
"What is going on with Nick? Is it possible that that love that he once had with Sean still burns in his heart?
"Will Danny and Sean ever become friends again like they used to be? How will Jeff be effected in all of this?
What will happen next? I guess we may never know.
I've had a great time writing this story and I've enjoyed the feedback I've gotten from all of you, whether it's postive or negative. You all have helped me alot with my story and the suggestions that some of you have given me as to what you'd like to see in the story, haven't gone un-noticed. Thanks to all of you for all of your support. And even criticism.
Had it not been for that, I don't think the story would have gone on as long as it did. Not to mention this story has become two years old. Not only has it grown, but so have the characters in the story. Through good and bad, they've all grown, thrived and come a long way. And so have all of you who have read my story.
Thank you all for everything and you better believe I will let you all if the story will ever continue.
Again, thanks for everything and I hope that you all find happiness with the guy or girl of your dreams. Nick and Sean's love was one of a kind. Hopefully you all will find that kind of love with someone someday.
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