My Early Teenage Days By Snigdha Send your response to k_snigdha@hotmail.com
I am Smitha who wants to reveal my early teenage sexual enjoyments.
When I was in the sixth standard, my breasts began to get its rounded shape. At first I saw my nipples getting bigger and within two months they groomed like grapes. I was around 10 years of age at that time. It was my grandmother, who was staying with us who took notice of it for the first time. She was away for spending summer vacations with my mother's brother and when she came back she noticed the developments took place in my body. Nature was making me beautiful, my hands and legs became fleshier, small hairs started growing in my secret places and on my calves. One day my grandma called my brother and me for the oil bath, which she used to perform on us during holidays. She used to bath both of us after applying the medicated oil on our bodies.
As soon as I removed my frock, I could see she was starring at my growing breasts with great interest. She seemed very much surprised at the developments happened to me. She starred at my nipples and applied some oil first on my throbbing nipples. Never before she had done that and I felt so ticklish.
" What are you starring at Grandma "? I asked with curiosity.
" My little beauty queen is becoming a woman " .
" How "?
" Haven't you seen these gold pots have started to grow bigger "? She pointed to my small breasts.
I was blushed. " Don't tease me Grandma ".
" I told you the truth. This is the difference between a girl from a boy. God makes us beautiful and attractive in these days. Look how cute my little girl looks!. You have to preserve it well to maintain the beauty. Never allow anyone to touch it ".
This was the first advice I got regarding sex. Unfortunately , my Grandma didn't live for much time to give such advises to me and passed away due to heart attack within three months.
I still clearly remember the day when I attained Puberty. It was the last stages of my Sixth standard . I could feel some wetness in my underwears after the lunch interval. I was a little surprised about it since I never used to urinate in my panties.
" Look Smitha , there is blood on your legs ". One of the girls sitting behind my row said. I tried to clean it but was horrified to see more and more blood continued to flow down and the origin of the flow was my panties.
"Madam , I am going to die . I have a severe decease ". I screamed loud . The nun who was in charge of the class then , came to me and inspected closely.
" Haven't your mother given any tips to you regarding this "? She asked me.
" No , I have never been contacted such a decease before".
She then went out of the class and returned with a senior student . I was still in tears. The other girls looked at me sympathetically . They too were ignorant about this . The senior girl took me to the Toilet and asked to remove my uniform clothes. I was reluctant initially but had to obey her. I was frightened to see blood oozing out of my small pussy. But she consoled me and said that this is a regular phenomenon for all girls and is a sign of maturity. Now every month , I would observe such discharge of blood which will last for three four days. I should come prepared to the school around those days. As napkins were not available with her , she gave a towel to be kept under my panties to check the flow of blood . The class teacher then allowed me to go home but instructed to come the next day well prepared.
My mother was surprised to know about my earlier than expected adulthood . She gave me some napkins and showed how to use them. Then she told me that in earlier days , there used to be many customs which would last upto seven days. When a girl attained puberty, relatives will be informed and astrologer may be consulted. He would predict the sexual and married life of the teenager depending on time of first menstrual flow. The girls would be washed with turmeric water by the senior women and then would beseated in separate isolated rooms . But I was allowed to attend the school from next day onwards wearing napkins. I used to carry napkins in my school bags when my period was around the corner in future.
I was getting wondered on the after effects of my puberty. My breasts became bigger and bigger day by day . My buttocks also became large and pubic hairs began to grow at my arm pits and around the pussy region . After the summer vacations , when the school reopened , my breasts were more prominent over my uniform shirt which swung up and down while walking.I followed with great interest the development of my breasts and noticed that those who came across me on the way, were converging their looks on them. The swinging of my breasts like water in an earthern pot made life miserable for me. Besides , I felt that my nipples were getting hardened often and bulged over my uniform shirt as if to pierce it which could easily be noticed by any one coming across me. I tried to cover them by holding some books vertically in front of them . But I had to confront with the comments of some hooligans who used to tease girls at the school gate . When I had to pass infront of them , I used to walk with quick steps which resulted in more movement of the hemispheres inside the dresses.
" Oh ! how I long to become a book which is tightly hold to her chest! ".
" Don't give such punishment to them . Give freedom to those lovely Doves and let them come out in the open air to enjoy the happiness of free world ".
I was really frustrated to hear such comments. To add to my misery , my breasts continued their growth attracting even a dead corpse's attention. I became a feast to the oogling eyes of roadside beggar to rich men travelling in cars. Sometimes I felt even my father's looks were fixed on my breasts. I had to do something about it, but I don't know how to suppress their free movement.
Then a new girl Annie joined in our school and she was sitting next to me, soon we became friends. She was born and brought up in North India as her mother was serving as a nurse there. Her father had deserted them and there after , her mother had gone abroad to do service there. Annie was staying with her maternal Grandmother and was also in the same size as me and both of us formed a great friendship. She too had attained puberty then and had breasts bigger than me and bulged well out of her uniforms. But I could notice one difference. Her breasts never swung while walking . Also it never came out of her shirt while she bend. In my case , I was afraid to bend down because , my breasts always bulged out and came out of my uniforms.
One day , while going to toilet , I asked her.
" Annie what you are doing to control your breast movements "?
"Oh ! you don't know ? let us feel my back ".
I ran my hands on her back and felt a horizontal strap inside her uniform.
" What is it "? I asked curiously.
"I will show you " . She took me to the toilet and bolted from inside. Then she unbuttoned her uniform shirt . I found that she was wearing a banyan like me under the shirt . But I cou ld feel some thing more under her banyan. Annie raised the hem of the banyan and I was surprised to see she was wearing a tight brassier under it.
" You have started wearing it now itself ? Is n't it meant for grown up women "?
" You stupid , Both grown ups and we young ones have the same organ and there is no agelimit to start wearing it. It is meant to keep our breasts in good shape . Unless you start wearing it now itself , your breasts are going to hang like papayas very shortly . The Headmistress had asked me to wear brassieres at the time of interview itself . She wouldn't have noticed you , otherwise you too would have to wear one since your breasts seems to be bigger than mine ".
I remembered the advice given by my Grandma to preserve my gifts. But I felt ashamed to demand for brassieres . How can a 12 year old girl ask her parents for brassieres ? More over , I was more close to my Daddy than Mummy and it was to him I used to ask for anything. So I was really puzzled how to get out of this problem.
The next day , while having a refreshing cold bath , my attention turned to a corner where the clothes to be washed were piled in a plastic Tub . I carefully inspected them and took out a bra used by my mother. Though it was smelling sweat , I was thrilled to put my breasts in its cups. The bra cups seemed insufficient to contain them . But I hooked it with some difficulty and enjoyed a great thrill . I felt all of a sudden , I grew too big and felt great pride . It was nice to run the fingers over the bra covered tits . I could feel an unknown pleasure too while doing it. I even wanted to give a soft kiss on my bra covered mounts due to the pleasure I felt.I found that my cleavage was too narrow while wearing the bra. I wore my banyan as usual over it and then put on my uniforms. It was very comfortable while going to school that day. My breasts didn't swing at all . I didn't have to hear any comments and walked confidently in front of the Romeos. It was Annie who noticed the change in my body since my breasts bulged more than her. She passed her hands through my back and when she felt the belt of bra on my back , she gave a small pinch there. She requested me to show my bra covered tits to her at least once. I was ashamed and said that I would do it later on. Then she said that later she would like to see my naked breasts itself . I could notice even some teachers too watched my breasts with interest secretly.
From that day onwards , I continued to wear my mother's smelling brassieres under the uniforms. Though it was difficult to wear those smelling ones , I had no other way to walk with confidence in public. More over , I found that my breasts were getting into the fine shape of two half cut big oranges with the usage of brassieres .
Often I had the temptation to try my mother's blouses while at the bath room. As my breasts were bigger than her , the blouses seemed very tight and I struggled to hook them. I admired my sexy body in the bath room mirror wearing my mother's low cut blouses, through various angles . The hooks were unable to hold my soft melons which were struggling to get out. The blouse could not cover my breasts fully and one third of it bulged above the low cut neck. The excess soft flesh and my tight cleavage presented the sight of a hairless pussy just above the blouse. The big bulgings appeared like two hemispherical hills. I proudly enjoyed the thrill of admiring my sexy image in the mirror, wearing my mother's blouses whenever I was alone at my house.
One day , when I returned from the school , I was surprised to see my mother at home. She had taken half day leave due to some personal work. I couldn't change my dresses in front of her as I had worn her bra . Mummy insisted me to change my uniforms as she was going to wash them . But I remained hesitant.
" Mummy , you please leave me. I feel ashamed ". I said.
" I am your mother and more over a woman like you too . You have nothing more than what I have and need not feel ashamed " Mummy said . I had no other alternatives. I turned my back to her and started unbuttoning my uniform shirt. I didn't notice when Mummy stood at my back side and couldn't conceal the bra straps on my shoulders from her when I removed my shirt.
" Now I caught you red handed " . Mummy said." Since when you had been using my brassieres ? Why didn't you ask me to get new ones for you ? Who told you the necessity to wear brassieres "? A cascade of questions followed.
" Mummy please don't scold me. I was ashamed to ask you. Iwas unable to suffer the dirty remarks from boys ".
" I should have realised this much earlier ". Mummy whispered. " Now you need not have to wear my dirty brassieres . You have to keep your private parts in the most hygienic way. Now tell me your size . I would get new ones for you ". I was ashamed to say my required size. So Mummy took a string and measured my size using it around my tits . When her fingers touched my breasts , I was totally thrilled. All the golden hairs on my body stood erect.
I got half a dozen good quality brassieres on the same day itself and was in a position to wear them without any fear and from my room itself . It was from then onwards that my kid brother took the duty to hook the elastic of the brassier which ultimately paved his desire to enjoy my body later on .
Me and Annie combined well to form a wonderful friendship during our High School days. We sat at adjacent seats in the class with our hands interlocked with each other and always walked around together. There was a healthy competition among us in those days which never resulted in rivalry, to perform better not only in academics but in other disciplines like arts , speeches , debates quiz etc. We never tried to defeat the other and competed to perform better while helping the other . We represented our school in various contests and brought laurels together . Gradually a stage was to come when it was difficult for us without meeting each other or atleast making a phone call in a day. It was difficult to spend the school holidays without meeting her. The first thing we used to do on resumption of the schools after holidays was to go to the toilet, bolt the door from inside and embrace each other for a long time. Both of us enjoyed a strange pleasure while remaining tight locked at each other's hands. I felt being elated to the heavens when our breasts collided and crushed at the other's chest. It was during one such occasion that Annie tight locked my lips in a long kiss which I too was glad to reciprocate. There after , We used to kiss each other for a long time whenever we got a chance to remain alone. Though both of us expressed the desire to spend a night together at the other's residence ,and to sleep in the same bed embracing each other , it was never fulfilled due to some reason or another.
It was during those days that we were selected to represent the school in a prestigious interschool quiz contest. As the venue of the contest was very far from our school , we had to reach the place the previous day itself , accompanied by our Teachers. Our Accommodation was arranged in a convent hostel and we were allotted a room which was meant for guest nuns . There was only a single wooden cot in that room and we had to sleep in it. We were very much thrilled to sleep together in a single bed.Though we were supposed to prepare for the next days' contest , we preferred to have an early sleep.
We lied adjoining each other touching each other's body on the same bed. As soon as the light was off and our bodies came under the cover of the blanket , we felt we have entered into a new world in which there were no other living organisms. I could feel the softness or her breast on my hands . Like wise , she would have felt my soft breast. I was tempted to place my hands on her body and was beamed with pleasure to feel the softness. I couldn't control running my hands on her soft belly. My Dear Annie ! My closest friend ! I thought then that I won't be able to live without her. When the thought came to my mind , I couldn't stop kissing on her cheeks softly . Annie too seemed to be have in the same mood . She turned to my side and embraced tightly . Her soft breasts crushed with my body . Her hands too began to travel all over my body . She lifted her head slightly and kissed hard on my soft lips. She placed her lips tightly for a long time .I felt my lips became dry and licked them with my tongue to make them wet. It made wonderful effects on Annie . Her tongue also came out and made a dual with mine. Slowly , she pushed my tongue inside my mouth and teased me like a sticky freshwater cat fish.This was a novel experience for me and I too enjoyed the pleasure well . We continued the game for a long time and the sticky juice emitting from her mouth entered into my mouth , mixed with mine and flew to my stomach . I felt my body temperature was increasing rapidly.
Annie's hands were still running all over my body and rested on my breasts . HOOOOOOOH ! My eyes were closed automatically in the pleasure. She cupped them with her hands and began to press softly. I wished if her hands were a little more rough and would have pressed them harder
Then I was made to sit on the bed by her . She pulled her night gown which just touched her knees in a flash above her head. I couldn't imagine how she would look like then because of darkness. She whispered in my ears to remove my long blouse and skirt. But I was ashamed and refused . I could feel her fingers filddling with my blouse hooks . I covered my face with my palm in shame . I realised that I was completely nude above my belly , when she unhooked and removed my brassieres. Her naughty hands then cupped my round forms and teased the hardened nipples.
" How I wish to see these perfectly shaped pets" . She whispered in my ears. But we were not allowed to switch on the lights once we retired .
She continued fondling with my round soft breasts , occasionally fingering the nipples. I couldn't control my pleasures and hugged her hard against my body. Both our naked breasts crushed with each other.
" Should I tell you each and every thing ? Come on . Start working on them " . She took my hands and placed them on her breasts. They seemed conical shaped with a hardened nipple equal to the size of a small finger. I too squashed them well with my hands and liked their firmness.
Annie was licking all over my neck . Her face came down and she began to kiss endless on my breasts . I was very much thrilled at the ongoing pleasure. She took one of my nipples in her mouth and began to suck hard . HOOOOOOOOOOOOOH ! I moaned in a suppressed voice. I imagined that my dear baby is sucking milk from me. When this thought came to me , I showered kisses all over her face.
She took my hands and guided it down. The portion below her naval seemed hairless. She was dragging my hands further till it reached a wet spot. Initially , I couldn't understand what it is. But suddenly I realised that it could be her pussy and in a reflex action , took back my hands. Annie seemed a little annoyed in it. She persuaded me again to feel it. Her clean shaven pussy walls resembled her cheeks . She made me to insert my fingers inside her wet pussy. I felt the presence of a sticky liquid there. She moved my fingers further till it reached a tiny bud. She began to rub my fingers on it and the speed accelerated gradually . She seemed mad while doing it and her reactions on my breasts were savagious . She literally crushed one of my breasts in her hands while sucking the other one hard. Meanwhile , my fingers were rubbing her bud ( clit ) very well . I felt her pussy was producing more honey and the hot liquid flew through my fingers.
I was still wearing my long skirt. Annie's fingers fumbled with its knots . Though I tried in vain to stop her , she untied the knot and pulled the cloth through my legs. My panties too were removed quickly and I tried to cover my pussy with my hands which she removed with a little force.
" Why you are maintaining hairs here "? she asked in my ears . " Dear you have to remove them using hair removers "
Her naughty fingers travelled through the hairy bushes. Her fingers then tickled at my pussy walls and entered inside. I felt as if I had reached the heaven . I moaned in the increasing pleasure.
Annie placed her head on my lap and began to kiss around my belly . Slowly , her face came down and concentrated around my pussy. I caught her hair tightly when she began to lick at my pussy walls. She didn't inserted her fingers inside. Instead , her tongue played a wonderful game inside it. She folded her long tongue and made and in and out movement with it. Her tongue circled around my bud. Suddenly I felt a ray of electric current passing through my body and I began to cum heavily on her face . The first orgasm in my life ! I enjoyed the thrilling pleasure never enjoyed by me before . Annie's breasts were crushed by my hands with un controllable passion.Both of us were sweating profusely. We didn't care to wear our dresses. Both of us lied on the bed embracing each other tightly , fully naked with the breasts crushing each other . We wished the night should never end and never wanted to leave each other .
" From where you learned all these tricks "? I asked in my dear's ears.
" The colleagues of my mother at the nurses' Hostel taught me everything from the day I attained puberty while my mother would be attending night duties.On such days , I had to satisfy more than one hostel mate. I had to taste so many pussies in those days and mine has also been tasted by them a number of times .They were very much disappointed to loose me when I came here and presented a collection of hot stories as parting gift ,which I used to read at leisure times and learned more about sex. when I met you the first day , I decided that I will make you my lover and we should enjoy our sexy bodies each other ".
It was felt as a paradise lost when we were awakened the next day. We were only one body and soul then and as a result of which , we returned triumphant in the next days contest.
It was just a beginning of our love towards each other . Annie gave me plenty of reading materials regarding sex and I read them at my study room in the pretext of studying .I learned more about the devine pleasure of sex . We stayed together at each other's residence in the name of combined study and have enjoyed each other's sexy body and other tender parts.There is not a single point in my body where her lips and tongue haven't made contact.I reciprocated all her gifts to her too. Both were husbands as well as wives of the other on all such times.
We could continue our relation till the completion of our X th standard only . Both of us topped in our school with me leading Annie by a mere 2 marks . There after , she was called back by her mother who had completed her foreign assignment then and had joined a hospital in New Delhi , to continue her studies at the capital.
I can still recall the picture of Annie's weeping figure waving her hands in the moving train. Though we exchange correspondences till today , we couldn't meet each other there after.
Annie's absence created a big vacuum in my life. I lost all my interests and enthusiasm. I wept and shed tears at nights. I ran my hands over my breasts and other private parts imagining that Annie was doing all these and enjoyed the thrill. My fingers rubbed my clit on her memories and I got the eventual orgasm.
Oh ! My dear ! When are we going to spend another sleepless night together ? I can never forget your firm conical breasts with long nipples. I hope you haven't allowed any one else to enjoy them. Don't scold me for publishing our secret love affair and take it sportingly.