I had known that I was gay for years, but refused to accept it. There were a lot of factors that made me choose not to accept it including religion, friends and family. I knew that if I came out as a teenager, there would be a lot of loss in my life and at the time I decided that it was safer to try to change who I was than to BE who I was.
After High School, I went on to marry my best friend. Our marriage was rocky from the start and continued to be the same for the five years of the entire marriage. Finally, I had lost my grandparents (the family members that I didn't want to know that I was gay above all else because somewhere inside, I felt like that would kill them) and on top of that, lost my faith in religion. This was the last straw for my ex-wife, so it was decided that she was going to leave.
With the family and religion blocks out of the way, I decided that I would slowly prepare myself for coming out of the closet. I was not going to start another relationship that was based on a lie. But before I did, I figured that I should go out and have all the fun that a religious-overzealous person that I was never could!
So, my best buddy, Darren decided that the first and most important thing to do was to go out to the bar and just get drunk! I had drank a little bit, but not enough to make a dent in what would happen at a bar, so this was new and exciting. As we were driving, Darren mentioned that a friend from High School that I hadn't seen in years was going to be there.Dennis.
Personally, I didn't think much of the fact because, in High School, Dennis wasn't exactly the kind of guy that I was lusting after nightly. He was an awesome, nice guy, but I had never really been attracted to him. So, when I walked in the bar and ran in to him for the first time in the five years since High School, I was blown away! This wasn't the kid that I remembered from Health Class -- this was a gorgeous man with a smile that could melt the world!
We drank the night away and had lots of fun. The night ended, and I am happy to say that we have had so many more nights like these since then. It wasn't long after this that Darren, Dennis, a friend named Matt and I started hanging out and chilling all of the time. They soon became my best friends. So, as fearful as I was, I decided that they needed to know about my sexual-preference. It seemed to me that it would be helpful in their understanding as to why I never got excited about talk of girls and always turned down the chance to go to the strip clubs.
So, the day came and I came out! They were all three pretty supportive in their own ways, but to my surprise, Dennis was the most supportive. The other guys made sure that they got their "gay jokes" in and had fun with it, which was fine with me.so long as they were just being funny and not trying to hurt me. Dennis, on the other hand, would call just to see how things were going. He would ask me about my dates and genuinely cared for me. I couldn't have hoped for a better friend.
Of course, during some nights of drinking, I would make a pass here and there, but nothing was ever concrete or taken seriously. Dennis would laugh it off, and sometimes even joke back. The other guys probably would have gotten a bit defensive, but not Dennis. I think he liked the attention.
Then, one night, Dennis called me and said, "hey dude! I'm going to come over, chill, we can watch a movie or something. I'm bored."
"That's cool," I said, "want me to give the guys a call and tell them to head over?"
"No!" came the response from Dennis.
"Okay, no problem man, I'll see ya in a few." I hung up the phone
Why would Dennis want to hang out and get so extremely demanding about not inviting the other guys? I didn't think much of it as I tidied up the house and got ready for his visit. He lived about 15 minutes away, so I had a little time. I went in to the bathroom and put on some extra cologne. Why? I don't know, but it just happened that way.
Dennis showed up, handed me a bottle of Captain Morgan (my drink of choice) and a bottle of Coca-cola and said, "start mixing!" So I made us a few drinks, we talked a bit and put in some stupid comedy movie. As we sat on the couch, I noticed that Dennis was looking nervous. He would look up to me and turn away when I noticed. He would move his hand closer to mine, and then pull it away out of fear.
Finally, I paused the movie and turned to Dennis. I said, "Den, you know that I care a lot about you. If there's something on your mind, you can tell me without fear of me thinking you were stupid or anything. So, what's going on? Something's up!"
He got very flushed and kept looking at the floor. After a little more prodding, I was able to get him to speak. "Man, you mean a lot to me too. Lately, I've been feeling something that I can't explain. You know that I'm straight, but when I'm around you, there are these butterflies. I get excited. I make up reasons to call you, talk to you.hell, last week at work (we had recently started working together), I broke your email account down so that you had to call me to fix it! I just."
I didn't let him get any further. I put my hand on the side of his face, leaned in and kissed him. He sat in complete amazement for a few seconds. I have to admit, I was worried that I might have just made the wrong move. Just when I was about to speak to apologize, he leaned in and kissed ME!
There are kisses and then there are KISSES. The passion that Dennis used when kissing me was something that I had never felt in my life. As he ran his tongue across mine and felt every inch of my mouth, it was like fireworks had gone off and I was numb from head to foot. I had never felt anything like it.
We continued to kiss passionately, stopping only to breathe from time to time. "Do I dare?" I thought to myself. Slowly, I moved my hand from his side to the inner part of his leg. To my surprise, he did the same. I moved up to his inner thigh and my mirror image followed. I couldn't take it anymore, I began to rub his crotch. It took a moment, I would imagine due to surprise) and he followed suit.
I slowly unbuttoned his shirt, and peeled it off of him. This wasn't just some hot night of sex.this was me having the chance to finally be with the one that I was falling for.hard. I took my shirt off as well. We both stood up and I unbuttoned his pants and removed them. He kicked them off and again, followed by removing mine. As we continued to kiss and undress each other, piece by piece I could feel the passion still in his lips.his tongue.and could see it clearly on his face, though his eyes were closed..they still told the story.
It took every ounce of my being to finally stop kissing him, but there were more important things to be done. I kissed his neck, his shoulder, his chest, his stomach, his navel, then right at the top of his shaved pubic bone. His body shuddered. As I peeled away the boxer briefs that he had on, I revealed something I hadn't expected. The boy was packing 8 inches with a lot of width. He was uncut, like me, and that was always a turn on.
I slowly began to roll my tongue around the tip of his foreskin. This made his knees go weak so I helped him down to the couch then continued without a word other than the moans of ecstasy coming from my friend....my love. Finally, I opened my mouth as wide as I could and began to move slowly up and down, filling my mouth with as much of his shaft as I could possibly take. I grabbed his cock with my right hand as I swallowed his masculinity, pumping to match the rhythm of my own head, bobbing down on his manhood.
His balls were hanging so perfectly from his shaft, and I couldn't leave them without any attention. I slowly sucked on the left nut, releasing a yelp of pleasure from Dennis. Then, the right.then, both! I sucked his sac while pumping his cock so delicately with my right hand. I felt his breathing get heavier and released the hostage that I held in my hand, as well as the two in my mouth. I didn't want this to be over just yet. I grabbed his legs and threw them over my shoulder and warmly told him to lean back and raise his ass as best he could.
This revealed his ass.the gem I had been waiting for. I worked my way, licking from his shaft, to his balls and then, right above his puckering ass. As I licked above, I could feel it tighten and loosen, as if it were calling for me. I began to rim him slowly at first. It was clear that he had never had this type of pleasure before. He screamed in a shriek of pleasure. He couldn't take it anymore and grabbed his own, huge member and began to jerk off. I started to eat his ass quicker and quicker. Then, I heard something that I never thought that I would from my friend, as if what had been happening wasn't unexpected enough.
"Fuck me, man, fuck my ass!" came the shout from the couch. I didn't have to think twice. I grabbed for the condom and he said, "no.I want YOU.not some piece of fucking plastic." He knew that I was clean, as we had just gone to the clinic together to be tested.which I found odd, but figured that he was just going for moral support. We both had lunch at my place when the results came and shared our papers openly. We were both disease free, so why not?
"I took my right hand and placed a shot of lube and warmed it between my fingers. His pucker was calling for me.no, it was screaming for me. I took my finger and slowly worked my way in to his ass. Then, with more lube, I pushed two fingers inside his ass. He seemed to take it pretty well, so I moved up to three. This was harder to do, but it was indeed worth it. After the initial yelp of pain, he relaxed his muscles and I was able to fully work his ass and prepare him.
I am average length, about 6 ½ inches uncut with a wide girth. So, I wanted to make sure he was ready. I told him to relax, it would hurt at first. He didn't seem to care. I lubed his ass one more time and then lubed my own member, that had been pulsating with desire since the moment that started. Rubbing my cock against his virgin ass, the pleasure was almost too much for ME! I slowly slipped the head of my cock in to his ass. There was a small cry of pain and then I heard, "more!" I moved further in.another yelp, another cry for more. Soon, my entire cock was emedded in to his ass. I moved back and forth slowly for a few moments and then, when I was sure he was ready, I began to pound his ass. The look on his face showed that he was indeed enjoying it!
We made love, like this, for about five minutes, when I had him roll on his side. Putting his leg above my shoulder, I slowly worked my way in, as with it being a different position, the chance for pain was still there. He cried out, but this time in pure pleasure. I rammed him as hard as I could, yet he still cried for more and more. Soon, I rolled him back on his back so that I could see him. There is no greater turn on when having sex than seeing the guy you are pouding as he enjoys every inch of your manhood.
As I continued to pound my cock deep in to his ass, I leaned in and kissed him. The passion was still there as he wrapped his arms around my head and pulled me deep in side of him both my cock in his ass and my tongue in his mouth. He grabbed his cock as I leaned back up to continue fucking him, harder with each time. It wasn't too long before I felt his ass tense as he yelled, "I'm cumming.dude, I'm so fucking cumming!" He shot a load bigger than any that I had ever seen. It went over my couch, landed on the wall! Some landed on his face, some his chest and the rest poured like a fountain on to his stomach.
It didn't take long for me to get close after that. I pulled my cock out from his ass and moved closer to his face. I began to jerk off, hard and fast. Something unexpected happened as I felt his mouth wrap around my cock as he began to suck me off while I jerked my self. This was enough and I said, "I'm close!" He continued to suck as I simply let him go at it and removed my hand. There it was, I was right there! As I unloaded my entire load in to his mouth, to my surprise, he swallowed it all. He sucked until I couldn't take it anymore. When he was done, I laid down on the floor next to the couch where he was laying. He rolled over, moved down on top of me and we continued to make out for what seemed like hours. I licked the cum from his face and continued.
I can assure you, he spent the night and this was not the end of our fun, but alas, there simply isn't much more room to write! I hope you enjoyed this, .though, I am sure it wasn't as much as I did!