fThis is part Three of a fictional story, based loosely on people in my life. It has some elements that may not fit what some communities deem appropriate. If you are not interested in Gay Male Erotic Stories please then do not proceed reading the story, please be advised the story is gay themed and has tones of generational sex, forced/consensual sex (strictly Characterizations) and occasional lapses into reality. This will be submitted in a series, Sorry it is off to a slow start, I hope those of you reading are feeling the same anticipation I feel. Let me know and hey........ Enjoy! Copyright by author. ********************** In this chapter We find Step has made the connection between his fascination with his best friend and his fear and intimidation for his estranged older brother.
Chapter 3 My Bad Big Brother "My Brother's arrival"
I walk up to the screen door with my raging hard on, and there stands my Big Brother Pauly. I had not seen him in many many years. I must say he was a real hunk. Pauly (Paulo) now stood 6ft 2, weighted roughly 210lbs. His body was tone and tight (the military and years at juvenile hall no doubt). When he was younger his hair was sandy brown color, and now he had what I could only call Golden brown, the kind that shines in the sunlight. His eyes were a deep hazel with flecks of green like mine. One other thing, he had this smile, a smile I have seen somewhere before. I looked my older brother up and down almost unsure if that was really him, his picture from last Christmas was just not doing him justice.(What the hell am I thinking of him this way shaking my head confused). I immediately felt even smaller compared to him. Beside him sat the largest german shepherd I had ever seen. This German shepherd was the cause of pebbles yapping like crazy. Just behind my brother I could see from the porch light someone else leaning against a Chevy Blazer. My Brother flashing me that devious smile I have seen so many times before said "Hey Step it is really great to see you again, but are you going to stand there gawking or let us in?" I snapped out of the awe I was feeling and gathered my thoughts "Oh yeah come on in." I moved to open the door and then hesitant Pebbles jumped around in excitement. I was eyeing his monster of a Dog. Pauly laughed "Bear here is just a big puppy, he may look big but he is a sweet dog," with some doubt I un locked the door and stepped back, Pebbles literally running in circles. I had to Chase her into the Rec. room where I shut her in (or so I thought). Looking back I heard "Bear stay, hey Darren keep an eye on Bear" Pauly said over his shoulder as he and his bud stepped in and closed the screen behind him. It seemed a command to both the dog and his friend. There was an air of authority in my brother, and again I had this feeling of being a little kid. Quietly dread crept into the back of my thoughts.
"You gonna stand there like a frightened Lamb, or are you gonna come over here and give your Ole' big brother a hug" Pauly beemed. I shook off my doubt cursing myself for letting fear control me. With Pebbles secure I walked over to Paul and stuck out my hand for a hand shake. Pauly looked first at my hand then at my face smiled and then shook my hand. "It is good to see you too Paulo" I said so formally I shocked myself. Why am I being so cold I thought, he is my brother after all ......yet a barely know him. Immediately I was at a loss as how I react to him, and my mother and sister were both no where around for me to take a cue from. "Darren this is my Brother Stephan, Step this is my mate from the clink" Pauly smiled. Clink? I thought to myself "Nice to meet you Darren, but everone calls me Step ok?" I acknowledged Darren, he nodded silently, not much for words I again thought to myself "hey guys come in and have a seat, " I said nervously licking my lips as walked into the sitting room. I sat in moms big chair Pauly followed me but Darren sat in a chair by the door with Bear laying at his feet. "We talked to Palermo earlier and she said it was 'hotter than hell in the house, can't stay long though I gotta find a motel to settle into, I just wanted to say hi and make sure you guys were OK first" Paulo was eyeing me, it was more of a question than an answer. This surprised me " We are fine, why would we not be? Curious to the tone in his voice. I followed with "you staying in a motel? Why and think ya will find one open this time of night, I know the air is broken, but I can get that fixed it would save you some dough" I surprised myself with the offer to stay here in the same house with me. "Your room has not been changed, well not too much" and an awkward silence followed as Pauly's faced wrinkled while he considered my offer. Darren moved to join us, sitting on the foot rest, Bear follwed and placed his head in Pauly's knee.
Just then I noticed the light on the answer machine flashing on the table next to my brother. "Did you call me more than once? I asked Pauly mentally noting there was not message before I got in the shower. "No, Step I called you, and then I called Palermo on her cell phone," big brother replied with a confused look. I nodded towards the answering machine, then I walked over to the machine and pressed play "you have two messages, message one.....Hey Step its Palermo, I was calling one, to make sure you are home and two to let you know Pauly should be there shortly. He says he is going to get a motel room, but try and persuade him to stay there, at least for the night. I am gonna stop by in the morning. Unfortunately I need to go help mom, she has some business to attend, and I do not look forward to the drive to South Carolina...I am supposed to bring you with me but now that Pauly is there you two can stay there so let" the answering machine cut off our sisters message. She always did leave a novel on the answering machine. I pressed save I had an idea the other message was from her completing her novel. "Well Paulo, you heard Palermo, grab your things, your friend and come get settled in. If you don't mind I would like to change into something a little less formal like" suddenly remembering I was wearing only a towel. This could explain why every so often I would catch Darren staring at me. Darren finally spoke and replied looking directly at me with a crooked smile "Well Paulo you cant argue with that logic lets stay." Suddenly I felt less creepy with Darren staring at me. Laughing I excused myself grabbing Pebbles and locking her into the rec. room again, she had obviously slipped out. I called back "You guys can let your dog into the back yard it is secure" then vanished up the steps to my room hoping to myself Palermo would take Mom's little mutt with her to South Carolina.
We got Pauly settled into his old room downstairs in the basement of the house and told Darren there was a spare room down there too if he wanted his own space I noted it was nice and cool in the basement I had forgotten about that fact. Once things were quiet I noticed it was almost 1:30am decided I should head off to bed Pauly and Darren agreed they were tired after their drive from Detroit. I was laying in bed sweating as the heat was getting to me. I started thinking of my older brother and just how different he was from what I remembered. Different from the person my mother described to me all these years. Well, he is a grown man now people change. I was soon to find out just what changes my brother has gone through. I started to drift off to sleep. I began to dream and as usual it was a dream about Joey. I was dreaming we had done more that night of the skinny dip. ****************** My dream had mixed itself with reality, the fact that I indeed kissed my best friend a few short weeks ago was real. The weeks to follow were a bit more awkward as things had started to change between Joey and I. My confusion about the attraction to my best friend, the desires of a teenager, the fear of losing a really good friend. It was all too much to think about, so I found myself acting out in my dreams. Tonight was one such night.......
Joey's lips were so soft his body was hard, solid muscle and it was all responding to my touch. I continued kissing his lips then I traced my kisses across his face to his ears I nibbled from one ear and kissing to the next. I Kissed and licked my way down his neck, stopped only to allow him to remove his shirt. Glorious, what I beheld in my eyes was a stud filled with raw desire for me, a guy with a body like the statues you see in museums or the kinda you see in magazines. Joey, especially in my dreams, was the ideal man. Even though he was 16 compared to my 15 I knew he would be a stud when is older, hell he is a jock now the years will be kind to him. I snapped out of my mental appraising and got back to worshipping his body with my mouth. Making love to his body with my mouth for hours. My kisses trailed down his neck to his chest I ran my tongue between his man cleavage, tweaking one nip while suck and nibble the other. Oh the moans of pleasure he is making oddly making a weird telephone type ringing in my ears.....makes my cock ache for release, but my attention remains on pleasing him. I continue to work over his chest with my lips and tongue kissing my way down his abs, my tongue dancing along and teasing his belly button, damn what a cute belly button I thought to myself, is there nothing on this guy I do not love? Wow love I said to myself am I in love with my best friend? I continued to kiss my way down his body I nibbled along the treasure trail on his belly down to his jeans....I un button the jeans as I look up into his face the devilish smile....oh that smile a smile I have remembered and loved forever. That smile I look up into his face again and that smile is there but the face is that of my older brother! "OH NOOOOOO!" PLEASE NOOOOOOO" I scream as I jumped awake sweating profusely from the heat of the night, and my dream.
My bed is soaked, and I hear heavy footsteps running up the steps then knocking on my bedroom door, it opens before I have the chance to speak I hear a foggy "Step you OK?" it was Pauly he had been down stairs on the kitchen and heard me yelling. I look around a bit disoriented, I am always so slow when I first wake up I notice my clock says 8:30 am. I realize it was just a dream and more clearly Pauly repeats "Step? You ok guy?" as he sits on the bed beside me. The look of concern in his eyes instinctively I threw my arms around his neck and hugged him as I trembled. "Pauly I am glad you are home, welcome home" I sighed letting him go and falling back into my pillows "I'm ok just a very weird dream" he was still looking concerned but a slight smile came to his face and I shuddered " Well Palermo just called about 20 minutes ago she is on her way over, I was just on the Kitchen getting a glass of juice" He eyed me "Perhaps I should get you some water or something?" Pauly started to get up "I'll be all right it was just a weird dream" I said. Again he smiled as I looked away hoping to avoid it for now I was till unnerved. "Ok Champ, you rest some more but not to long Sis will be her soon" Pauly said muffling my hair as got up to leave. I sighed and closed my eyes this was going to be a very interesting summer indeed.
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