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Written By
David Spowart
Edited by
Jerry M
Mr Right Too Soon?
Chapter 3
Leo
I woke up early, still reeling from Nicks kiss. The guilt was coursing through my very soul. I had betrayed my sister, ok a bit melodramatic but, the guilt was very real, my jackoff material had come true, no pun intended. I went downstairs to have something to eat and head out to school. I was supposed to have an early practice with Nick, but that was so not happening. How can I face him and keep a smile from attracting undue attention.. I liked Nick. I mean like like; but he's my sisters steady boyfriend. How can my life be anymore fucked up,
Nick
Why? Why the fuck did I kiss him? "FUCK" I am so screwed. He knows I have feelings for him. He is the most gorgeous person on this planet, and I fucking kissed him. "Oh shit. Jen!" what do I do about Jen, how do I explain that I have fallen for my girlfriends brother. I need to talk to him, explain I was just comforting him, nothing else. But shit, I kissed him twice. How do I explain that away. Nick lay flat on his bed, thinking of events from the previous night, and panic flowed through his body. "Shit I have practice with him, this morning, I can't, I just cannot do that. I cannot see him, not yet. I need more time to think.
Nick waited for about an hour before heading off to college, and headed into campus. His father phoned before he left asking if he was attending his church anytime soon. To keep the peace, he said he would be there Sunday. His father being a Baptist minister was eventually going to be a problem, especially his father's views on homosexuality. You know, one's life choices and all that shit. Dating Jen had been a ruse to keep his dad off his back. But no sooner had he been dating her, the sins of the flesh lectures started. No win, whatever direction he took. If he came out, his Father would, and he knew it, excommunicate him, totally.
He entered His first class, and spotted Jen, and took his usual seat. "Hey sweetie" she said, kissing his cheek, making sure the girls in the class saw her kissing the captain of the wrestling team. "Yeah hi" Nick replied, still thinking of what he was going to say to her brother. "Everything okay at home?" Nick asked. "Yeah, Leo was a bit off though" she replied. "In what way" Nick asked, hoping he hadn't let anything slip. "I don't know, he just seemed ...I don't know, distracted" she added. The class started and they paid attention to the professor. He laid down an assignment that would count towards their final grade, but like Leo, Nick was distracted,
Leo sat in his first lecture talking to his close friend, Angela. She knew about his sexuality, as during highschool she hit on him more than once, and he let it slip. She never divulged his secret.
"So what's up your ass, or who?" she enquired. "Fuck, Ange," he spat out. "Nothing, just didn't sleep very well, is all" he added. "Come off it, you look deep in thought, so spill," she insisted. "It's nothing, believe me" he replied. "You will tell me, eventually" she said, as the professor started to talk. Leo looked on and wondered if eventually there would be something to tell. For the moment, he feels like it was one big mistake. A headache he could do without. But one problem with that logic was the fact it was Nick. And of course that kiss, oh sorry both of those kisses,
They both drifted through their day, class after class, and then lunch break. They didn't go to the cafeteria, on the off chance they spotted one another. Nick went to the local Starbucks, and Leo hit a vendor. They again just drifted through the afternoon, and soon their classes were over. Nick knew this couldn't continue the avoidance was stipid. A talk had to happen and soon. He rang Leo's house hoping he would be the one to pick up, but he couldn't be that lucky. When Jen's mother answered, he asked to speak to Leo, slightly disguising his voice,
"Sorry, Leo hasn't come home yet, can I ask who is calling, and I will let him know when he comes home" she said grabbing a pen and paper. "No it's ok I will catch him during class tomorrow" Nick said and hung up on the call before she could protest. He walked out of the college and headed for his car, still his world seemed to conspire to fuck up his life.
Leo had finished his last class, and, like Nick, he knew this couldn't go on. His work was suffering. He can't remember a single thing he learned today. Ange was asking awkward questions. He knew he and Nick had to talk, just too at least clear the air. He headed out of college and spotted Nick's car still parked, so he went and stood beside it and waited.
Nick walked out of the administration building and headed to the parking lot. He spotted Leo leaning perfectly against his car. He looked sexy as fuck and a twinge was working its way to his groin, as he approached the car. In unison both said "We need to talk"
Nick opened his car. "Get in" he said before looking round, to see if anyone spotted Leo getting in his car. "We can't do this Leo. I am sorry but we would ruin so much" Nick said, not taking his eyes off the road,
"Do you not think I know that? Shit Nick, Jennifer is my sister" Leo replied. Like Nick, not looking at each other. "So what do we do, pretend it never happened?" Nick asked. "Nick, we kissed, heat of the moment thing, but you liked it, right?" Leo asked. "I don't know, honestly Leo, I don't know" He said out in a sorrowful tone. "It was like, wow, but it would fuck up so much, and shit, my dad, fuck!" Nick cried out, "He would shit chips on fire" he added,
They pulled up outside the old Dairy. "Leo I like you I really do, but I cannot do this, not now, you are well...you, and we kissed...and shit... I just don't know what to say" Nick struggled out. "Okay I get you, okay I do...we just pretend we never kissed, we pretend nothing happened ...We just go on as normal" Leo tried to reassure him. "Leo I don't want to hurt you, and if this happened, we both would get hurt, and so would Jen. I don't want that, do you?"
"No, and I just said we would just act normally, you go on dating Jen, but Nick don't ever hurt her, and if you really work things out, you know your sexuality, and if you know that you are gay, you have to break it off with her, don't let her be humiliated, she doesn't deserve that" Leo told him,
"Leo..."
"Leo..." he said in a softer tone.
"What Nick" Leo asked, "Are you gay?" Nick asked, and Leo made a promise if someone asked that genuinely he would answer truthfully. "Yes Nick, I am gay" Leo responded, "And what about you Nick?"
"I don't know, I have feelings for you, but my dad...shit Leo ,I don't know what to do" he moaned out at Leo. "Are your feelings for me stronger than they are for Jennifer" Leo asked, and a long silence passed between them,
"I think so, yeah" Nick finally got out. "I fantasise about you. I imagine me being with you when I am with Jen" he admitted. "Fuck Nick, what do we do" Leo asked Nick. "Pretend, like you said" Nick answered. "Can you do that? Be around me, and Jen and not want me?" Leo asked. "I don't know, but I have to try" Nick responded,
"Nick you are a junior in college. Can't you live outside your fathers influence?" Leo asked. "Leo I live on campus because my scholarship allows me to, but my dad is still just over five miles away, and I am constantly being watched by his parishioners, your folks included, so the answer to that is no" Nick said with abject despair in his voice.
"Could you tell your folks?" asked Nick. "Someday, if it was worth it, you know" Leo replied, and Nick just stared at Leo. "You are hot, you know that right?" Nick said out loud.
"Nick..."
"Sorry, but you are, and I am gay, I know that, and to be honest I have known for some time, it's just my fucking dad" Nick admitted. "You have to end it with Jennifer, you know that right?" Leo said looking at Nick, He nodded, but with some moisture in his eyes, "Yeah I know" he replied, "Leo, kiss me please, I need you to kiss me" Nick asked, nay begged. "Is that wise, Nick" Leo asked, "Perhaps not, but will you" and Leo leaned over and took Nicks lips onto his. They meshed together and everything seemed so right.
"Nick..." they continued to kiss, with Leo trying to speak. "Nick..."
"Sorry, I can't not see you Leo, I know it will end in a shit storm of trouble, but I cannot stop seeing you" Nick insisted. "But you said we had to" Leo said looking at Nick. "Yeah I know, do you want to stop?" Nick asked, with longing in his words,
"No, no I don't, but Jen , I cannot betray Jen. Sorry Nick I cannot do that. I love my sister. I won't do that to her. This is wrong. We have to stop right now" Leo got out, as Nick pulled him back in for another powerful kiss.
"STOP, STOP IT NOW" Leo yelled out, opening the car door to get out, and he ran. "Sorry Nick, I just cannot do that to her" He yelled out, running back toward home. "LEO, WAIT, I WILL TAKE YOU, LEO.........FUCK!" Nick screamed out, watching the guy he has fallen for in a big way disappear over the horizon.
To Be continued...
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