Graduating high school is a relief, even more of a relief when you get to move out on your own or possibly with a friend. Much more of a relief when you're a closet gay and just want to get away from everyone, and an extremely exciting adventure when it's going to be just you and your best friend living together, whom you've been in love with since you realized you were gay. Boy did I have no idea.
I've known I was gay for about two years, couldn't tell anyone though, not in a small town this conservative. It was soon after I started to realize I had some pretty strong feelings for my best friend, Derek. So far he is the only guy I've liked, but it might be safe to say I'm a chubby chaser since he would probably fall in to that category. And that feature is what I probably like most physically, not having seen what I want to oh so badly yet. He's 5'11", about 230, maybe 240, not by any means what I would consider fat, though it probably constitutes to it. No, I believe they call it a muffin top? Just enough fluff for a belly, some love handles, and what I would believe to be a strong embrace when cuddling. Having that belly hanging down by your dick is something I'd imagine being sexy as well. He has brown hair that's always messy, and dark brown eyes to go with it. Now here we are today, 2 months after graduation and starting to move in to our lovely little two bedroom economy duplex, me and this hunk.
Having nothing to do we just watched movies that first night, laying down on the pull out sofa and falling to sleep. I was loving this closeness, would love more for something else to happen, him sleeping there, just in a pair of shorts. His back was towards me, I could see the few wrinkles in his sides, his shorts pulled a little down, a good 3 inches of his hairy crack and ass teasing me.
Without notice he rolled over in his sleep, I had found myself inching closer earlier, now I found myself in his embrace as he threw his arm over me when he moved. After a few seconds I realized he was still asleep, and I know noticed that my hard dick was pressing up against something else pretty hard. I looked down and noticed a little tent and I was pressed right up on it. This was a dream come true.
Loving the moment but being far to chicken to do anything about it I decided against wetting my shorts and did a very stealthy roll so he was now spooning me. His hand moved and pulled my chest in a little bit, I fell asleep in the wings of an angel in heaven.
I awoke before him, in the same position I fell asleep. I immediately noticed a poke on my butt and knew he was at least hard again. Honestly I think I was hard all night, had trouble sleeping with all the fantasy's I was having in my head. 10 minutes later he moved and was now on his back, a minute or two later he woke up. We both looked at each other and didn't say anything until he asked if I wanted to go out for lunch and maybe check out the city, I said sure, so we showered and went out on the town, picking up a couple more movies to watch on our way home.
At the moment, I don't have a bed, so I pretty much have to sleep on the couch, Derek however, does have a bed. When we both got on the couch I decided to poke around a bit.
"He Derek, you gonna sleep in your bed tonight or just keep sleeping on the couch with me?"
"I'm sure I will probably just fall asleep here, it's a lot more comfortable then that bed."
"Alright just wondering, what do ya wanna watch first, 300 or American Pie the Naked Mile?"
"300 looks good"
With that I put the movie on and moved back to the bed, sitting a bit closer to Derek then the side. I was starting to feel pretty confident; the couch was extremely worn and uncomfortable. Possibly a long stretch, but i would rather sleep in something more comfortable. Of course with Derek sleeping with me, I couldn't imagine being any more comfortable.
About halfway through the movie, I moved my foot so it touched Derek's. He didn't move away at all, and actually moved his foot on top of mine a few seconds later. After this I Iooked and his eyes were closed, but it didn't sound like he was sleeping. I moved a bit closer to him until our arms were touching. He wasn't wearing a shirt and I was, I decided to move a bit to take it off then lied back down, not quite touching him. I continued to watch the movie for a little bit to see if he would move anything more than his foot, which he did, this time he scooted towards me and again our arms and shoulders were touching, this time just skin on skin.
I lay like that for a little bit, just taking him in. I noticed a very strong smell that I absolutely loved his. I don't think I had ever smelt it this strongly. It's so difficult to explain but so wonderful. I guess you could say it smelt like metal, pennies maybe, but more to it that I could not explain. I then looked down and noticed his little tent again. Time to be a bit more daring.
I lifted my arm and hand and moved them so they were on his belly. He had a small tuft of thin hair on his belly button, and feeling around a treasure trail the same. I moved my hand down and got to his waist line and stopped, Derek shuddered a little bit, he moved his arm, and all of a sudden his hand was on my shorts, the edge of it hitting my boner. He held it there for a short while before moving his hand to where it was in the same position as mine. I glanced at his face and his eyes where still closed.
I started to rub my fingers along his short line, and after a while he copied, eyes still closed. Getting a burst of desire I slipped my hand under his shorts and boxers, slowly inching forward until I felt his pubes, shortly after his hand followed. The feeling was amazing; I had no idea how sensitive my lower stomach and pubic area were. Again I looked after the initial shock, and his eyes were still closed, but his face was stricken with pleasure. I reached down and grabbed his cock; he immediately let out a deep gasp. It didn't feel that big but that was how I'd imagined and fantasized it would be. It was so warm and smooth. Before I got a chance to take it all in, I felt a hand grab my cock as well; I couldn't help but take a deep gasp myself. I turned to look at him to find him looking at me. At this site I rolled to my side so I could face him, he did the same.
I slowly started to jerk him off as he started to jerk me, staring into each others eyes, faces an inch apart. I leaned forward and gave him a kiss; he opened up and let my tongue in as his slipped under mine. We released our hands and proceeded to make out; I rolled on top of him so I could grind on his cock. He grabbed my shorts and started to pull them down; I got up and took them off before pulling his off of him. I was dripping with excitement.
I first saw his curly little brown pubes before his cock jumped out of his shorts. It was hard as stone and about 4 inches long, cut. He had a big set of shiny balls glistening with sweat, the smell was amazing, I couldn't resist. I put my head down and took a lick, he shuddered. I opened my mouth and took it in, he gasped. The feeling was amazing just sucking his cock; I could feel my dick even dripping more. He was dripping quite a bit as well. Shortly after he leaned over and took my dick in his mouth, I couldn't help but stop and gasp. The warmth, the wetness, I didn't think I could last that long, then all of a sudden I felt his finger playing around my asshole, oh it was beginning to be too much! He pulled his finger away and licked it before returning to massage my hole, inserting it this time, another gasp and this time I shuddered at a 'stop'.
"Are you ok, Shawn?"
"Fucking amazing, I just don't want to cum yet!"
"Ha-ha me neither, I was thinking of asking you to stop too! But this, you like this?"
"Yeah Derek, I think about this almost every night when I jerk off."
"Wow, me too! Anything else you want to try?"
"Sure, wanna keep fingering me and maybe do more?"
"Absolutely if you will do the same!"
I moved on top of him so I was once again riding him, my hard cock rubbing up against his stomach. We went back to making out, and he slipped his finger back in, slowly finger fucking me. I felt another finger touch the hole and slip in shortly followed by a third. After a few seconds with three fingers I pulled away so they came out and stopped kissing him. I grabbed and moved his hand and lowered myself until I felt his warm cock head touching my hole.
"Dude wait one second let me get some Vaseline"
"Wha? Oh yeah ok"
Luckily he had some right by the bed conveniently enough and he put a glob on his fingers, going back to my hole. I took a glob myself and lubed up his cock. When he pulled his fingers back out again lowered myself down and felt his cock on my hole. Slowing moving down I began to feel his head enter, hurting a little bit every now and then so I would stop. After a short while I got his head in and the rest followed easily. There was a sharp pain but it soon ended and all I could feel was pleasure.
I opened my eyes which were closed in ecstasy to find him staring at me, I leant back down and started to kiss him again, slowly riding up and down on his cock, mine rubbing on his stomach.
"Oh it's so tight, and warm? god I'm not gonna last much longer"
I started to take longer strides, once or twice his cock falling out. Another amazing feeling every time he put it back in.
"Oh Shawn, oh, oh"
He started to thrust with me, he got four in before he stopped and took a deep breath, holding it before releasing and gasping for air. I pulled off of him and went back to kissing before he stopped and looked at me.
"Your turn"
I backed down him and put my hand on his ass, tracing the crack and finding his hole with my finger. I massaged it for a while before licking my finger and sticking it in, it was tight squeezing it in, but it relaxed as I started to finger fuck him. I quickly moved on to two and three fingers before grabbing some Vaseline to lube him and myself up. A gave him a few more thrusts with my fingers before moving up again so I was nearly level with him and my cock touching his ass. He scooted towards the end of the bed so his ass was hanging over and grabbed my cock to guide it in.
Once I felt the hole with my tip I slowly started to push it in, remembering what it felt like for me. It didn't take that long to get the head in and the rest of my cock followed shortly after. I immediately felt the tightness and warmth. I waited a bit before slowly pulling out, finding the smoothness with the lube unbelievable. I thrust back in and started a slow, powerful rhythm. After a minute or so I noticed Derek had a boner once again. I grabbed it and started to jerk him off, increasing my speed and matching it with my hand on his dick. Not soon after I felt his dick start to throb and felt a small amount of wetness on his hand. Seeing him cum sent me over the edge as I began to cum as well, putting in 5 more strong thrusts before collapsing on top of him, both of us covered in slick sweat.
After a few breaths I pulled out and moved up on the bed to lie by him. He took me in a warm strong embrace and started to kiss me. I moved the rest of the way in, sliding a leg between his and interlocking our bodies, completely pressed up against each other.
He pulled away and looked into my eyes with a smile.
"I've wanted to do this for a long time. I think I might be in love with you, Shawn."
"I might be in love with you too, Derek"
With that we fell asleep in each embrace.