Hello, my name is Michelle and I am an out the closest transvestite. Below is a complete fantasy story of how I was forced into becoming nothing more than a sissy fuck toy and also to be feminine practically all the time. Would I like this in real life? Well, it's fantasy and some things are best to be kept as as fantasy.
If you have any feedback, comments or anything you want to talk about my story then my e-mail is michelle1983@live.co.uk
Michelle's the bitch
This is a rather long story of how I went from your regular out the closet transvestite to a completely owned sissy slut bitch all done by my wife and my fuck buddy, Derek. Yes I did my fuck buddy; it's a weird relationship, but I've now got used to it, and to be honest, I really enjoy it. So hold onto your seats (just as I am doing while the fucking machine I'm sitting on pounds my ass as I write this) as it's going to be a thrilling ride.
Prologue
Before going onto the rest of my tale on how I became a forced sissy slut, let's have a catch up; I'm an out the closest transvestite, the wife is fine with this, after some adjustment of course. My wife found my tumblr account and certain images on there which I had 'liked' or shared and as such she arranged a hook with me and this random guy from Craigslist, Derek. Of course I had no idea about this. She took photos of me in a maid's outfit and threatened to share them out to people who I don't want to see them, so I ended up acting out my fantasy and sucked Derek's cock and then I rode his fat cock hard like a slutty bitch. To up the game the wife placed a wager, if I came first then this would go no further and this would be the last time I see Derek. If Derek cum before me, then I'll be his and the wife's sissy slut sex slave - I'd be living out my fantasy full time. I lost the wager even though Derek had already shot his load in my mouth. From that day forward I would look and act in a feminine manner behind closed doors, I would only have sex with Derek and my tiny cock would be permanently locked in chastity - Derek and my wife held a key each.
Chapter 4 - Sunday
It was pretty weird sleeping in just my nightie. Usually I have a bra on and panties, but Derek had me glue my false boobs to my chest, so now I can feel like a real girl and have actual tits without a bra. It felt really weird having something pull and weigh on my chest. It was also weird having my clit (which is locked in a chastity device) hanging around in bed.
I woke up with my usual wake up call, Derek's big black cock poking at my lips. Like a good tgirl I opened my mouth and took his cock in. All I had to do is lie there and let Derek fuck my mouth, after a few minutes I felt his cock pulse and spasm as he shot his big thick gooey salty load of cum in my mouth. Like a good girl I swallowed his seed.
"Right, time to get your sissy ass moving, you've got a busy day ahead of you"
I did as Derek asked, I got up and made my way into the kitchen to make him breakfast. I did a bowl of cereal for both of us and a few rounds of toast.
"Today you're going to visit my friend Big Dave, he does tattoos. You're going to get a few tattoos and piercings done. Oh, I forgot, your wife wants to speak to you via video call, make sure you call her before you go"
After breakfast I got dressed; a black lace basque with a matching thong along with lace top stockings attached with suspenders. I wore a short light blue denim skirt with a black short sleeve top which had a white butterfly print. I ran the comb through my hair and touched up my make up. Lastly I put on my wedge ankle boots and thrown on a short light black denim jacket. I looked in the mirror and I looked pretty trendy, though most important I looked like a woman; you couldn't tell I was a man any more.
Soon enough me and Derek were on his laptop doing a video call with my wife.
"Hi, babe, how are you?" I asked.
"I am fine. You look very pretty today, you off any where nice?"
"Yes, I am going to see Big Dave, Derek's mate, I'm getting a tattoo."
"Oh, that's nice. Now as a nice surprise me and Derek have picked out a few tattoos for you. You will have those tattoos inked on without no exceptions, ok?"
"Ok, babe"
"Good. Now, one more thing. Me and Derek have been thinking about your clit and we have decided to have two things done to it; firstly Big Dave is going to pierce it for you, after all you don't use it and will never use it again, so you may as well decorate it. Ok?"
I wasn't too happy having my little tranny cock pierced, but I nodded and agreed.
"Then we want you to go to the adult store and pick up a permanent chastity"
"What!? Why?" I questioned in shock and disbelieve
"As I said, honey, you don't use that little clit of yours. You can't call it a cock as it is way too tiny. It's not good for fucking women, I mean I never got anything from it when you could get hard, but now you stand no chance. Look at it, it is pretty pathetic, your little clit will never please a woman ever again. See you're already locked away aren't you?"
"Yes, but you and Derek have keys though"
"Yes we do, but do you think we're ever going to unlock your chastity?"
"No, you won't"
"Exactly. And do you really want to fuck pussy again?"
"No, I only like cock now"
"That's what I thought, you sexy little cock whore. So if your clit won't be used for fucking and you know we're not going to unlock the chastity you may as well have that tiny sissy clit locked away forever, yes?"
My wife had stacked the deck against me. She can be quite convincing when she wants. I also couldn't argue with her, I did only want cock from now on and I had no intention of fucking pussy again. I think it was just the fact that the chastity I have on now could come off, but deep down I know it never would do.
"Yes, babe, I would like my clit to be in permanent chastity"
"Good girl. Now you get going as you've got an appointment with Big Dave. I think Derek has given you some money, but there's only enough to catch the bus one way, so use the money wisely! Oh, when you leave Big Dave ask him if he wants his cock sucking, it's only polite"
I soon left Derek's house and walked to Big Dave's tattoo shop. It wasn't a far walk, about half a mile. It was a nice warm day and I could feel the sun through my thinner feminine clothing and the gentle breeze on my stocking covering legs.
About fifthteen minutes later I arrived at Big Dave's, I couldn't wait to sit down as my feet were aching from my heels. The shop sign said it was closed, though I could see a very large over weight man inside. I knocked on the window and waited. The big fella turned and made his way to the door and opened it.
"Oh, hi, you Michelle?" he said in a deep tone
"Yes, hi, are you Big Dave?"
"Yes. Come in, lets get you inked up"
I followed Dave into the shop. Dave had the appearance of a typical tattoo artist; sleeve tattoos, eyebrow piercing along with tunnel piercing in his ears. He wore some kind of black heavy metal t-shirt which covered his large body. I reackon he was about 24 stone, he was a rel big guy and I could see why he was called Big Dave.
I took my coat off and hung it on the coat peg. I followed Dave into the back room, he waved in the direction of a black leather folding chair.
"Right, lets get started, we'll do piercings first and we can take it from there. Can you take your panties off?"
As Dave grinned at me like the cheshire cat I unzipped my skirt and dropped it down on the floor. I then slid my panties down over my stocking covered legs, they hit the floor. I put my clothes on a seat nearby.
"Is that a baby cock or a slightly big clit?" laughed Dave
"It's a clit"
"Oh, right. Well I can see why it is locked up, you don't want any one getting the wrong idea it is a cock. Derek has given me a key, so I'll just unlock your little clit for you"
For the first time in six months my cock was free. From my slightly raised lying down position I couldn't see it, though in the mirror nearby I saw some little shiveled up length of skin hanging between my legs. It felt really weird not wearing the chastity, after six months I had got used to it, it felt part of me. In fact I felt kind of naked without it and if I am honest I wanted it back on.
Over the next ten minutes Dave prepared his piercing tools. He held up a large thick gold hoop ring which had a small point to go through a piercing.
"This is your cock ring. I'm going to pierce your foreskin and put this through. Here's some numbing cream, rub it on your clit as I get ready"
I did as Dave told me. I couldn't get over that my little cock was going to get pierced and that a big gold ring would be dangling from it.
Dave came over with the piercing gun ready. He fumbled with my little cock between his fingers and with a black pen drawn an 'X' where he was going to pierce. Then I heard a click and felt something go through my cock. After a little tugging Dave soon had the large gold ring hanging off my clit.
"There you go" he smiled as he held a little mirror between my legs for me to see.
"Wow, that looks great" I lied.
"Right, belly button next, so lift your top up"
Without question I did as he asked. A few minutes later I heard the familiar click of the piercing gun and I felt some pulling. Dave had inserteda gold bar through the piercing which had a pink diamond at the top.
"Ok that's all the piercing done. Now it is time for your ink. This one is going over your clit"
Derek shown me a picture of the ace of spades with a Q in the middle of it. If you didn't know this is a tattoo which girls get when they're black cock whores, the tattoo means queen of spades, or queen for black cock.
"Then this trail of butterflies will lead from your pubic area up to the lower left of your stomach"
Dave shown me a picture of several butterflies flying in like a question mark shape. He butterflies got larger as you moved higher up the tattoo. I took another look and I noticed that the bodies of the butterflies were actually cocks. Basically the butterflies were cocks with wings. I also noticed that the last butterfly, the biggest one, was actually shooting cum from the head. So great, I'm going to have tattoos of flying cocks on my stomach. I could live with the queen of spades tattoo, that can't be seen too easily, but the other one people will be able to see. Though, it is not like I had a choice.
The tattoo needle buzzed into life and I felt a sharp stabbing pain just over my clit as Dave went to work and did his art. A short while later Dave picked up the mirror and shown me my first new tattoo, it was a black spade with a Q inside, the Q was my bare skin. The are around was a little red, but it didn't hurt that much.
The needle buzzed again and Dave started on the butterflies, the flying cocks. He started just above the spade and made his way around towards the left of my stomach while moving up. About an hour later he had finished and shown me his work in the mirror. Now I wasn't a fan of having cocks with wings on my skin, but Dave is an artist and I have to admit he had done a brilliant job. Altogether there were six butterflies moving up my stomach while moving to the left, the butterflies each getting bigger with the last butterfly shooting cum from the penis head.
"You're doing great, girl. Just need to do the one on your back now"
Dave shown me the picture of the tattoo for my back. It was two roses in the shape of a U, the head of each rose either side and the stems flowed down and knotted together. In the middle of the U shape was a target which was styled little petals, though I could easily tell it was a target and I knew what it was for. Above the target it said 'cum here". I also noticed that the stems pointed down towards my ass, just under the stems it read 'insert cock in ass". Great - I'm having a right slutty tattoo on which everyone would see. But, there's nothing I can do about it.
"Derek designed it himself. I think it looks great, everyone will now know you love cock. Do you like it?"
"Yes, I think it looks great" I lied again.
I rolled over onto my stomach, I was carefull not to catch my piercing. I could feel the weight of my cock ring pulling on my little clit. I then heard the buzz of the tattoo needle and I felt the pain on my lower back.
About two hours later Dave had finished his work. He helped me off the chair and I took a look in the mirror at my branding; I could see the two roses entwined together with a target in the middle with the wording 'cum here' above and at the bottom of the rose stems text which said 'insert cock here'. I guess Derek really wanted everyone to know I'm a cock whore.
I slipped my panties back on, my cock felt a little at easy without the big gold ring tugging on it. I then pulled up my skirt and zipped it up.
I was just about to go and put my jacket on when I remembered I had to offer Big Dave a blowjob.
"Dave, would you like me to suck your cock?" I asked.
"Well, I'm not gonna refuse a blowjob" he smiled.
Dave quickly dropped his trousers and his underwear. His legs were like thick fat tree trunks. His cock like everything else was fat. He sat down in the chair as his fat cock got bigger and bigger and pointed towards the ceiling. I got down on my knees between his legs and opened my mouth.
"Can you see why they call me Big Dave for, princess?"
"Yes, Dave, Your cock is so big and beautiful"
Dave pushed my head down and his cock went into my mouth. I wrapped my hand around his shaft and began bobbing my head up and down taking his fat cock in and out of my mouth as my hand slide up and down in rhythm. I soon took his cock out my mouth and licked up and down his shaft, I kissed his buldging purple head and licked it like a lollipop. If I was good at something it was sucking cock. I repeated my cock sucking techique, cock in and out my mouth and then shaft and head licking. This was getting Dave going, he held my head in place and started to fuck my mouth, he kept going faster and faster smashing his fat cock in and out my mouth. All I could do was kneel there and let him do what he wanted, he was phyiscally bigger me and was dominating me like a bitch and he held my head fast in place; there was no way I could move.
Dave huffed and let out a sigh of pleasure, his cock pulsed and swelled in my mouth as his thick cum gushed out. I swallowed my reward with joy, to be honest I was getting used to the taste of cum and it wasn't too bad, though it was more of a satisfaction thing that I had got a man off with my mouth.
"Wow, I can see why Derek likes a sissy girl like you" smiled Dave.
I soon left Big Dave's tattoo studio. I was a bit sore, but over all not too bad. I guess I had got to suck some great fat cock too. I made a short walk to the adult store, luckily it wasn't too far.
I opened the door and inside was the same sexual objects as the other day; role play outfits, dvds, dildos etc. I went to the cashier, it was the same woman who served me yesterday when I bought the boots, dildo and shemale collar.
"Hi, I'm looking for a permanent chastity" I said nervously.
"Is it for you?" the woman smiled at me, she was finding this funny.
"Yes it is"
"Do you know how big your penis is?" she smiled again. She didn't have to guess I was really a man as I bought the shemale collar yesterday.
"My clit is about 3" long and about just 1.5" circumference" my face went bright red.
The woman let out a little giggle "I'll see if we've got one that small"
The woman disappeared to the back. I couldn't believe I just had tell a complete strange the size of my tiny clit. The sooner I got out of here the better.
"Here you go" she smiled handing me a box. Inside was metal silver tube which was open one end. He had two pairs of matching holes. In the box were two long screws, which I guess would pull the tube tight.
I quickly paid and left the shop. I've never been so glad to get out of somewhere so quickly.
I got the bus home. I'm glad I did as my feet were tired, my clit was starting to sting a little and my tattoos just felt weird. Luckily there wasn't many people on the bus, though I knew really that no one would say anything as I pass for a woman, which is something I've always wanted to do.
I got back to Derek's flat. As I went in I heard my wife and Derek talking via video call.
"Sounds like the slut is back" said my wife.
I walked in and said hello to both of them.
"Show us your tattoos then, girl" ordered Derek.
I lifted up my skirt and pulled my panties down flashing my pierced clit and also the queen of spades tattoo.
"Wow, that clit looks great with that gold ring. It really looks cute" smiled my wife.
I then shown them the butterflies
"The cockerflies look great, hun" chuckled my wife
I then shown them my back
"Now I've got somewhere to aim" smiled Derek.
"Right, time for you to put the chastity on. Your clit has been free long enough and I don't want it unlocked anymore"
I took off my skirt and dropped my panties. I got the cold metal tube out of the box along with the two screws. A small piece of paper inside informed me that the screws are to be tightened so the tube is a good fit, then the screw heads are broken off.
"Put it on, sissy. And when you do put it on I want you to keep saying over and over 'I want to be on permanent chastity" ordered my wife.
"I want to be in permanent chastity" I began as I held my clit out and slipped it through the tube. I pulled my clit through so the tube was firmly against my pubic area and it stopped just behind my clit head.
"I want to be in permanent chastity" I screwed in the first screw and tightened it. I could feel the front of the tube get tighter around my little clit.
"I want to be in permanent chastity" I then screwed the last screw. I made sure the tube wasn't tight, but was tight enough so it wouldn't or I couldn't get it off.
"I want to be in permanent chastity" I snapped the first screw.
"I want to be in permanent chastity" I snapped the second screw. My little cock as now permanently locked in a metal tube. There was zero chance I would fuck a woman again and there was very little chance I would get hard as the tube restricted my clit.
"Good, well done, slut. Now strip down to your underwear" ordered my wife.
I did as she asked, I pulled off my top and thrown it to the side.
"Good slut! Now it is time to punish this little sissy bitch. See when I tell you to so something you do it without any questions asked. If I tell you to suck cock you suck cock. If I tell you to fuck cock you fuck cock. If I tell you your clit if going to be locked away forever you say 'yes miss' not try and weasel out of it. Remember, you lost the bet, you want to be a sissy, you even had a chastity you got yourself before having the one you have now. Derek take her to your spare room and strap that bitch in!"
Derek took my hand and lead me to the spare room. I've never been in the spare room, Derek told me to never go in. I was nervous as hell.
Derek opened the door and inside was like a sex dungeon. On the walls were spanking paddles, whips, nipple clamps and many other weird sexual things. Though it was the object in the centre what caught my eye. In the middle of the room was a elevated bench, with a lower part. The bigger higher part had a hole in it, a hole for a face to rest. Next to the hole were two dildos, I guess these were some kind of handle grips. At the back by the lower part of the bench was a fucking machine and attached to it was the big dildo I bought the other say. Just above the dildo on a metal pole was a camera.
Derek ushered me onto the bench, I got on in the kneeling position. My face was resting in the hole, directly in front of me was dark screen. The screen flickered to life and I could see my bare ass from the camera, it looks like I was going to watch myself getting fucked.
"I've tried been nice to you, Michelle, but you just didn't want to play. Now you're going to get your ass brutalised and spanked hard. You're going to learn that you are a sissy slut, you're mine and Derek's sissy slut and you do as your told. If you don't, then you're punished and I know you don't like rough sex."
I watched on camera as Derek spread my legs and strapped a metal bar with cuffs between my legs. All I could see on the camera was my spread ass cheeks waiting for the big dildo.
"Put the sissy hypno on the bitch. She'll understand what she is and what she is meant to do" ordered my wife.
Derek put some headphones over my head and started playing sissy hypno track. It was just normal stuff, basically saying how I like wearing women's clothes, how I'm a sissy and not a real man and how I love cock and men and find women disgusting. The hypno kept repeating over and over again.
I watched on camera and Derek pulled out my buttplug and pushed the big dildo inside me. Damn did it sting my asshole, it felt huge inside me as it opened me up. It didn't hurt as such, but it was very discomforting. The fucking machine then began its work; it pumped the dildo in and out of my ass, the dildo ravaging my asshole as it. Derek hit a button on the side and the machine fucked me harder and harder, I've never been fucked so hard on my life. I could feel the hard fake balls smashing my ass.
Then I felt a whack on my ass. Derek was spanking me with something. He hit me again, this time getting harder. Whack he hit me again, harder, smack, smack smack he kept doing it each time. I learnt what the dildos were for; they were something to hold onto while my ass was punished by a big dildo and a paddle. Derek spanked my ass over and over, as he did the dildo thrust in and out of my ass raping me. All the time I could feel my pierced clit swinging, the big gold ring pulling on my clit giving me the only sensation of pleasure. Soon enough my clit blown, I felt my clit spasm the best it would and pulse a tiny little bit as cum just dripped out; nothing amazing, no big cum shot, just cum dripping out like a slow running tap.
After a good twenty minutes my ass was beaten. Derek stopped the fucking machine and stopped spanking me; he had made both my butt cheeks red raw. He pulled the dildo out of me and I saw my ass hole gaping from the anal invader. He then removed my headphones.
"You enjoy that?" he smiled
I decided not to answer him.
"Get the extra large buttplug and stick it in the bitch, make sure her ass stays gaping for at least a day" ordered my wife.
I watched on camera as a I saw massive black buttplug appear, Derek inserted it into my ass without any difficulty. I guess that dildo had really opened me up.
Derek undone the spreader on my legs and helped my down from the fucking bench.
"Now, do you see, slut?" asked my wife.
"Yes, I understand; I am yours and Derek's sissy bitch and I must do what you ask. I understand that I only want to wear feminine clothes and that I only like cock. I do not like pussy"
"Good girl, you finally get it. We'll see f you behave yourself then" my wife smiled.
That night I lay in bed in my satin nightie for sometime unable to get to sleep. The extra large buttplug had accomdated well in my ass, but I could feel it was there, and it felt huge. I was pondering about my life and I knew that I had to do what Derek and my wife asked of me. I was happy and accepting of been a sissy girl and that I would only be sucking and fucking cock, I like cock, so that's not a problem. I could also feel my clit trapped in the permanent chastity and the large gold hoop ring I lay in bed, I guess it would take a little getting used to.