Hello, my name is Michelle and I am an out the closest transvestite. Below is a complete fantasy story of how I was forced into becoming nothing more than a sissy fuck toy and also to be feminine practically all the time. Would I like this in real life? Well, it's fantasy and some things are best to be kept as as fantasy.
If you have any feedback, comments or anything you want to talk about my story then my e-mail is michelle1983@live.co.uk
Michelle's the bitch
This is a rather long story of how I went from your regular out the closet transvestite to a completely owned sissy slut bitch all done by my wife and my fuck buddy. Yes I did my fuck buddy; it's a weird relationship, but I've now got used to it, and to be honest, I really enjoy it. So hold onto your seats (just as I am doing while the fucking machine I'm sitting on pounds my ass as I write this) as it's going to be a thrilling ride.
Prologue
Before going onto the rest of my tale on how I became a forced sissy slut, let's have a catch up; I'm an out the closest transvestite, the wife is fine with this, after some adjustment of course. My wife found my tumblr account and certain images on there which I had 'liked' or shared and as such she arranged a hook with me and this random guy from Craigslist, Derek. Of course I had no idea about this. She took photos of me in a maid's outfit and threatened to share them out to people who I don't want to see them, so I ended up acting out my fantasy and sucked Derek's cock and then I rode his fat cock hard like a slutty bitch. To up the game the wife placed a wager, if I came first then this would go no further and this would be the last time I see Derek. If Derek cum before me, then I'll be his and the wife's sissy slut sex slave - I'd be living out my fantasy full time. I lost the wager even though Derek had already shot his load in my mouth. From that day forward I would look and act in a feminine manner behind closed doors, I would only have sex with Derek and my tiny cock would be permanently locked in chasitity - Derek and my wife held a key each.
Chapter 2
It had been six months since I lost the bet my wife had put down and since then I've been as a woman full time behind closed doors. It's also been six months since I last touched my small cock with my bare hands and had sexual relief using my cock. Derek has also been fucking my mouth and ass for six months and filling me with his large loads of cum.
My wife uses me in a traditional house wife role; I do the washing, I do the dishes, I do the hoovering and I cook the food. The only sex I have with her is me going down on her, she loves it and so do I, though of course I wish I was getting a blowjob too! The only sexual relief I get is when Derek fucks me, sometimes I don't actually orgasm and just get a dribble of cum and sometimes I blow my load. The rule is if I go then I go if I don't. Of course this means I have to wait until I get fucked again, Derek comes and stops at our house every weekend and that's when he makes me his bitch, though sometimes it has been several weeks before I've had a good orgasm as Derek finishes before I do!
It's another Friday afternoon (Derek had come down a day earlier for some unknown reason) and I find myself in a familiar position; on all fours with Derek ploughing his massive fat black fucking stick in and out of my ass while my wife is sitting on the edge of the sofa with my tongue working her pussy. Finanlly I can feel myelf ready to blow, Derek's cock is really getting me going today, out of no where my tiny cock goes into a spasm and it erupts like a volcano, cum shoots out through the chasitity multiple times. I stop licking my wife's pussy and moan a little, honest, it does feel that good, but she pulls my head back into her and I carry on getting her off while my small cock keeps squirting the best it can while Derek carries on destroying my ass.
Soon it is all over. My wife goes and my pussy licking job is done. Derek soon fills my ass up, I feel his cock pumping his cum deep inside me.
"Oh, that was great" beamed Derek
"Yes, our sex bitch is great, hey?" replied my wife
Derek reached over and picked my buttplug up off the floor. Since I lost the wager I also had a to wear a buttplug at all times. I could only take it out when Derek was fucking me or when I needed the toliet. Derek easily pushed the plug back in, his cum was not going to drip out my ass this time. I suppose that's a good thing as I don't have his cumc dripping into my panties all day.
"Did you go this time, babe?" asked my wife
"Yes, I did hun. Only taken me three weeks to get off this time!"
"Aww that little cock of yours is just stubborn and doesn't like to cum all the time. Though you've shot a good load today!"
I nodded in agreement.
I sat back on the sofa and wiggled to get the buttplug comfy. Today I was just wearing lingerie; a pink and black basque with black lace top stockings attached to the suspenders and some ankle strap 5% a platform heels.
"I've been thinking a bit" said Derek "I've always wanted sissy girlfriend, so I was thinking perhaps I could 'borrow' Shell for the week. She can be a girl all the time, she can even go out as no one will know her around where I live and she will easily pass. Not only will I get my cock sucked and I can fuck her daily, but she can be a proper house wife and keep my place tidy and cook me food. What do you think?"
"I think it is a great idea. I know Shell only gets to be half a sissy here, but when she's away with you she can be a full time sissy. Plus Shell loves cock and I'm pretty sure she'd love to get fucked every day, wouldn't you, Shell?" replied the wife.
I knew there was only one answer to this question what my wife wanted to hear. It was partially true, but I am missing pussy pretty bad, but cock isnt so bad and getting fucked and sucking cock sure does make me feel like a girl.
"Yes, babe, I would love to get fucked every day"
"Ok. Well you go upstairs and pack your back. You can keep the underwear you've got on now, I'm sure Derek likes it. I bought you a new denim skirt, wear that today along with that butterfly top too"
I did as ordered by the wife and went upstairs and packed everything I needed; dresses, skirts, tops, shoes, makeup, jewellery, perfumes and even my toothbrush.
I got out the new denim skirt, it was a dark denim and was about about thigh length. I noticed you could just about see the lace tops of my stockings, I wasn't too happy about this. I love dressing as a woman, but I don't want to look like a ho and attract the wrong attention. The butterfly top was a loose top with slightly puffed sleeves, it was black with lots of white butterflies on it.
I bought my stuff downstairs in a bag and put my coat on.
"Babe, I think this skirt is too short, you can see my stockings. Can I change into tights please?"
"No, you can't. Derek loves stockings. I am pretty sure for all the good fuckings he gives you that you can wear stockings for him. It also doesn't matter if anyone sees them, stockings are women's clothes which women and sissy's like you wear. You like wearing women's clothes don't you?"
"Yes"
"You like been a sissy don't you?"
"Yes"
"You like sucking and fucking cock don't you?"
"Yes"
"There you go then, you like wearing women's clothes and you're happy about it and what you do with it. So just go out and be a woman. In fact when you go out the house I want you to hold Derek's hand, after all you will be his girlfriend for the week. Oh, look, Bob from over the road is doing his garden, when you go to the car with Derek I want you to shout over to him and wave like a girl, ok? I also want you to say you're going to stop with your boyfriend Derek for the week, ok?"
My wife can be quite convincing when she wants to be and uses logic to back up her arguement. After all I do like looking like a woman and I've always said I'm not bothered what people think of me when they know what I do behind closed doors, after all it is my business. I also knew that there would be no point in arguing or I'd be punished, I didn't want those photos getting out.
"Ok" I sighed
Derek picked up my suitcase and opened the door, the warm sun beamed in, I could feel the warmth easily through my thin butterfly top. Derek then took my hand and lead me outside into the world, I guess I was like a butterfly on my top, I was going to be free and to spread my wings into false womanhood.
I walked up along the drive to the car, my heels clacking on the block paved drive. I could feel the light breeze on my stocking covered legs. My wife didn't even bother to wave goodbye, she had already gone into. I hoped I could get away without calling the attention of my neighbour, so far he hadn't even looked over. Derek was loading my suitcase into the boot of the car, this would be my chance to get into the car without doing this embarrassing task my wife had set. I opened the door and I put my first foot into the footwell of the car, then I was stopped by Derek.
"Aren't you going to say 'hello' to Bob, Shelly baby?" questioned Derek in a lightly threatening tone.
I knew I had to go through it.
"Hi Bob" I shouted.
Bob was trimming his roses in his front garden on the other side of his drive way. Our lawns joined in the middle without a border, so it's not like I had a wall or a bush to hide behind.
Bob turned around and glanced at me. Bob was in his mid 40's and just like any other guy, he started checking out my long stocking covered legs which were complimented in high heels and my short skirt.
"Er, hi"
I waved in a feminine manner by flapping my fingers.
"This is Derek my boyfriend. I'm off to spent a week at his house up in Manchester"
Bob looked very confused. Maybe he didn't recognise me and wondered who this random girl was talking to him.
"Er, ok. Have a nice time"
I got in the car and closed the door. It's a good job I had foundation and blush on or else Bob would have seen me glow red with embarrassment.
Derek jumped in the car, the engine started and he rolled off the drive. I was soon on my way to Manchester, back to Derek's house. I was soon going to be his full time sissy fuck bitch for an entire week.
So far we had travelled about half way. It had been a quiet drive and neither of us really spoke. I had shuffled around sometimes as the buttplug still in me (which was always inside me) got a little uncomfortable. The chasitity was another thing, I had worned it for six months solid now and I was well used to it. I didn't even know it was there half the time. Derek then decided to talk to me and his tone was very different from the normal.
"Shell, do you like been a sissy? Or should I say do you like been a transvestite?" he asked
"I've always loved been a transvestite, it's part of who I am. I like everything feminine. I love wearing women's clothes, well my clothes actually. I love heaving a feminine appearance. Though been a transvestite is different to been a sissy. Been a sissy I am forced to wear women's clothes and what type of clothes and I am forced to do it as much as possible. As a transvestite I could wear my other clothes when I wanted. I gues you could say I'm a transvestite, but a sissy is something different, a sissy is like me, forced to wear women's clothes by a master or mistress, which is you and my wife."
"Ok, well I can sort of see your point. But the question remains, do you like been a sissy?"
"I do now. I didn't at first. I liked to dress when I wanted when I felt like, but now I'm in girl mode whenever that house door is closed behind me. I've gotten used to it and to be honest when I come home I can't wait to put on my panties, bra, dress and makeup and let my hair - quite literally. In fact I don't think I have to be forced, I would just do it. My feminine side had truely been set free and to be honest I don't want 'her' to ever go away. "
I had just spilled my guts to Derek. I had just told him the truth, I told him how I felt deep down and it just rolled off my tongue. I never realised I felt like this. I did really like been a sissy. I liked been forced to act like and look like a woman pretty much all the time.
"Wow, that's quite a revelation, Shell. So what about the chasitity and buttplug, do you like having your little tranny cock locked up and ass filled 24/7?"
"Meeting someone like you Derek and doing the things we do is part of my fantasy. I guess you make these things up in your mind because you really want them to happen, though don't expect they will. In my case my fantasy has come true. I've also fantasied about having my tiny cock locked up and a buttplug in my ass 24/7, I'll admit it felt weird at first, but I've gotten used to it. In fact my ass feels weird when the buttplug or your cock isn't inside me. And to be even more truthful in the past I wished my cock would be even smaller, so small that it wouldn't look like a real penis as such. I've never wanted a sex change and I don't want one, but deep down I wanted my cock in such a way that I couldn't use it. Not using my cock makes me feel more feminine and the chasitity does exactly that, it makes my cock off access even though I so bad sometimes want to masturbate like a guy, but really it helps me feel more girly"
"That's quite interesting, Shell. When your wife told me these things at first I wondered 'what the fuck', but I thought I'd go along with it. I mean I don't mind fucking sexy beautiful tranny's like you, but the whole having a personal bitch is kinda new to me too. And you know what? I really like having my own personal fucking machine ready anytime I like. Speaking of fucking, tell me, do you like my big black cock?"
"The feminine side in me as always been attracted to cock. I'm not attracted to guys at all. Like my wife said, getting fucked by a man and sucking cock is the most feminine thing I can do and when your cock is in my mouth or you're pumping your cum inside my ass, it makes me feel feminine, I mean like a real girl. At first I was ok having cock only, but after a bit I wanted to use my small cock, which obviously I can't. I think that's only because I wasn't getting sexual relief everytime you fucked me. But now I'm happy just licking pussy, it makes me feel more feminine too as that's what lesbian lovers to, mostly. I really enjoy your big black cock, in fact I don't just like it, I love it"
Another truth from deep down just spilled out from my mouth without me realising it. It was true, I really was more happy getting fucked like a girl instead of fucking like a man. I was really happy been a sissy and been in a feminine role.
"Well, we're gonna have a fun week! I can't wait to get you home and have you all week to myself" grinned Derek.
After our little chat and me admitting some truths I soon found myself back at Derek's flat. He lived in an upstairs flat, there was a open landing which the stairs joined from the lower left, next to the stairs was the door to the bathroom. The door straight ahead lead into the kitchen, no doubt I would find myself in there quite often, though I didn't mind as I enjoyed cooking. Top right was the door to the lounge, bottom right door to the main bedroom and the door behind me was the second bedroom, Derek kept this door locked and said I couldn't go in; he said there was a surprise in there for me, which I would get sooner or later.
That night was just a regular night as Derek's girlfriend. I cooked him some food, hoovered the flat and tidied up. I sat and watched TV with him on the sofa, at first I sat on a single seater by myself, though in insisted that I came over and sat next time and cuddle like his girl. I did as he asked, I sat down on the sofa and put my legs up and snuggled up to him. I wasn't into snuggling guys and not something I would do on my own esteem, sure I don't mind taking his cock, but he still has those pictures of me, so it would be best I stay on his happy side.
We had been watching TV for a few hours and me and Derek were still cuddling. I was getting tired and he was too. For some reason and I don't know why I decided to put my hand on his crotch and started to rub him through his jeans. I rubbed him gentlely and I could feel his big black cock swell, I could feel it getting harder and harder as he moaned under his breath approvingly.
"Suck me, baby" he ordered.
I did as he requested without hesitation. For some reason I wanted his cock in my mouth. I wasn't forced too, commanded or made to. I wanted to suck that big fat black cock. I unzipped his jeans slowly while making eye contact him, I reached inside and pulled his his hard black pole. I shuffled down the sofa a little so my head was closer and I took his cock in my mouth, I took the very dark bulbous head in my head and sucked just sucked on that gentley while my right hand gripped his thick shaft. I pulled his cock head out my mouth and licked his hard cock like a lollipop, I licked up and down his shaft and then took long repeated licks of his swollen head like I was licking an ice cream cone. I then opened wide and took his cock into, I kept popping my head up and down and made sure my fuck buddy got one of the best blowjobs he has ever had.
I had been sucking Derek about 10 minutes and it was time I had mine "let's go to bed, baby. I think it's time I had some of that sweet ass" said Derek in a gentle deep sexy voice.
Derek didn't have to ask me twice. I jumped up and scurried off to the bedroom. I quickly thrown off my skirt and top leaving my pink and black basque with matching panties and also lace top stockings on and I slipped on a thigh length black satin nightie. I jumped on the bed and lay on my left side with one leg spread at an angle in front of the other, I raised my head up held by my left hand - damn I felt so sexy, so feminine, so girly.
Derek came in with just his t-shirt on. His black cock was like a homing fucking missile and was seeking me out, it found me lying on the bed in my most seductive come fuck me pose and that black cock missile was gonna destroy it's target's ass.
Derek walked around the side of the bed, around the bottom and came to my side. He was like a lion stalking it's downed prey. He lay down on the bed behind me, I could feel his black muscly body against me, one giant ripped arm wrapped around me cupping my right fake breast. He fondled like a real breast, damn I wish they were real. I could feel his thick 8" long cock poking in my butts cheeks.
"Oh, baby, I'm gonna make you feel like a real woman tonight" he promised.
Derek began to kiss my neck. I wasn't into kissing men, but this sure as hell got me going. He moved his hand from my breast and ran it down my body and down my right leg feeling the smoothness of my black stocking. His hand moved gentley up and down my leg and sometimes moving to my ass and having a squeeze all the time time while kissing my neck. I moaned in excitment as he made shivers down my spine and butterflies dance in my tummy.
"I want you, babe" I begged as I moaned in pleasure.
He didn't say nothing. Instead he reached down to my ass and slid my thong panties aside and slowly removed the buttplug, I felt my ass open wide and I pushed the plug out as he pulled. The plug was soon replaced with something even bigger as Derek's cock slowly slid into me. I reached around and spread my cheeks for him so he could get in easily, get in deep. I felt his cock head open up my anus and then his shaft slide in; it felt great to be completely filled by his cock. I arched my back so my ass moved closer to his crotch, I wanted all of his cock inside me, I wanted him to go balls deep. He held my hips and pulled me closer. He then began to fuck me, his cock smashing in and out of my sissy ass, his balls slapping off my butt cheeks. I moaned in pleasure, his cock felt great. He kept pounding and pounding away like a jack hammer, he was fucking me hard and fast and making me his bitch, but the position we were in was so passionate and connecting; it made me feel like a real woman.
"I want you to grind your sissy ass on me" bossed Derek.
We rolled over together in a fluid motion without his cock even coming out of me once, it was as if he never wanted his cock to come out my ass, and if ke kept fucking me like this I didn't either. Derek rolled over and pulled me with him, now my ass was impaled on his cock with my legs bent with my feet on the bed while I was leaning back on my hands. He cupped my breasts with both hands and squeezed them as I did as he asked; grinded my ssisy ass on his cock. This position wasn't as passionate as the other position, but damn it was hot and Derek's cock felt even better than before; it was seriously rubbing my g-spot. I bounced up and down on his cock, ramming it deep inside my ass all on my own, I just wanted that cock to fuck me and I wanted to get off so bad. The more I bounced on his cock the more my little cock flapped around in the see through plastic chasisity, the numbered once useable lock bouncing off the see through cock tube.
In a few moments I had reached my pleasure limit, I moaned in delight "I'm coming" I blurted as I also moaned with pleasure. My cock came the hardest and most than it has in a long time, who knew cock would feel so great in my ass? As I came through anal sex my little cock spasmed, with all it's might (and that's not a lot) it lifted itself and the chasitity about an inch in the air and squirted for all it can go, my thick white tgirl goo blasted out shot and shot fired out. I've never cum that good before, I now know that fucking Derek's delicious big fat black cock would only get me off like that again.
As my ass spasmed inside it took Derek to the tipping point, I felt his cock swell, I knew what was coming, his cock pulsed and blasted his cum deep inside me. While I had squirted really good for my tiny tranny cock it was still nothing to Derek's load, which I welcomed to fill me. Shot and shot fired as he filled my insides with his man juice. When he finished he held me tightly and we rolled over together with his cock inside me back to the position how we started. I felt his cock slide out of me and before I know it the buttplug was back inside me, it felt small compared to Derek's lovely cock, but still I didn't want Derek's great load leaking out of me; I wanted all of that to stay inside me just like a good slut.
"Wow, you are a great fuck. You are absolutely beautiful, I could fuck you every day for the rest of my life."
"I would love you to fuck me every day for the rest of my life. I can't believe I am saying this, but your cock is so hot, it feels great and you make me cum like I've never cum before"
While I probably wouldn't get fucked by Derek every day for the rest of my life, I certainly more than likely would be getting fucked by him every day this upcoming week.
"Babe, roll over and look at me" he asked
Without question or thought I rolled over and looked at him in the eyes.
"This is why you're my sissy" he said while nodding downwards.
I looked down and I in his hand he held his rock hard 8" black cock. Even though he had pounded the shit out me and filled my insides with cum his cock could still go again. The head was dark and shiny, his cock was a sexy looking thing and I loved it.
"Now look at your little cock"
I looked down and pulled my black satin nightie up and pulled my panties aside. I compared my pathetic shrunken cock to his. Before the chasitity it was about 3" when soft, I could get hardly hard in the chasitity, but looking down my cock wasn't even hard and didn't look like it had been. It also looked even smaller than before, it looked less than 3" now and was nothing more than a shrivelled up small tube of skin which I pee out of.
Derek edged closer to me and put his raging hard cock along side my enclosed mini cock and compared the size; his cock was twice as long as the chasitity and twice as wide, obviously my cock is smaller than the chasitity, especially in length. I reckon his cock was about 3 times longer than mine and double the width. Strangely I was quite pleased with my tiny cock and was really happy it couldn't even hold a candle to Derek's black behemoth sissy ass destroyer.
"You, see, babe? That's why you're the sissy for. You don't have a tiny cock, you have a big clit which is locked up so you're not naughty and get yourself squirting. From now on you only have a clit, you can't even consider what you have to be a cock. You don't have a cock, do you understand?"
Derek had made his point. He was comparing manhoods and make sure that my cock was pathetic and couldn't even be called a cock. It was nothing more than a shrivelled up flap of skin.
"Yes, Derek, I understand my place now and that's with you as the man in my life. I totally agree that my cock can't be described as a cock, it's nothing more than a big clit. I've always wanted to call my so called cock a clit, but never have, but now after you have shown me what a real cock looks like and what a real cock can do, I know I have nothing more than a big clit."
"That's good, babe. Now let's get some sleep, we have a busy day ahead of us"