This story does not reflect the sexual oreintation of Mario Maurer or Witwisit Hiranyawongkul. This story is fiction.
I reccommend that if you haven't seen the movie Love of Siam, that you do and can download it at
http://www.gay-torrents.net/torrent/84900
Mario Maurer
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Witwisit Hiranyawongkul
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This is how I feel the movie should end, and the other parts going will grow on the storyline.
Enjoy!
Love of Siam Mew and Tong
"Because I love someone else..." It was the only answer that Tong could give him as he looked adoringly up at the jumbotron.
"You could have told me sooner so I could've dated" doughnut yells as she storms off.
Tong watched her walk off curbing his Tongue and the desire to let her know she wasn't fooling anyone, after all hasn't she been seen around with that other guy, but that didn't matter with doughnut gone all that was left was to focus on Mew. Looking up again the screen shows a beautiful close-up of Mew singing Tongs song. Yes Tongs song. He knew it, it was the rest of the world that didn't. Getting lost in his imaginings he gets frozen in place until Ying comes and grabs his hand.
"you can stay here all night, that's not why you came here after all..." Smiling the whole time, but crying inside Yes I've wanted Mew my entire life, but Mew wants Tong, if he's happy, so am I...
Tong smiles at her and they run off. Pushing through the crowd they find a clear view of the stage both looking adoringly at Mew who finally looks up and sees them both and sings even stronger with more meaning knowing that the man that he loves keen to see him. Ending in a crescendo of emotion and fanfare Mew closes his eyes to give it his all, only to find Tong missing when he opens them again. * where did he go? Did he hate it? Damn smile and bow, I can't do this now.*
Doing their bows and grabbing their things, the band makes their way off stage. Halfway to the van Mew hears his name of being called out. Mew turns and there he is, his light, his inspiration, his Tong. He smiles more so than ever and walks over to him."You were great tonight," Tong says shyly. "I'm glad you came..." Mew replies cautiously but with a smile on his face. Tong looks longingly at Mew, scared out of his mind thinking * if my mom hadn't what she had this wouldn't be so hard...* "Mew, I'm scared, I don't want to lose you, I know my mom spoke to you but that wasn't me," and walking close to him and gently taking his hand, "this is me, I'm scared to be without you, but I'm also scared of being with you and what that means, but I love you, I want us to work, I want this to work," he says as he gently squeezes his hand. Mew lost her words stares dumb struck at Tong, * he wants me, he wants us* Tong getting uncomfortable with the long stare and no answer begins to pull away at which seems to snap Mew and out of his stupor and he tightens his grip on Tong's hand."No, I'm sorry, yes I want to make it work too, I'm sorry I... I don't, I'd didn't know what to say. I wasn't expecting I mean..."Tong surprised and overjoyed by Mew's response pulls Mew into all go holding him in a warm, tight embrace, where Mew clings tighter as the moments pass. "be my boyfriend, just mine, I never want to lose you again..."Mew just nods against Tong's shoulder, gripping him tighter.
"hey Mew, everything OK?"Max walks over looking concerned. Mew hesitantly disentangles himself from Tong pulling away but smiling with tears falling, he turns to Max and says "yeah everything is great, Tong just made me really happy."Not really understanding, he nods and gives them an awkward smile while saying "we should be going..."Mew temporarily confused snaps turning to Tong, "oh yeah, we're going to have a small celebration, do you wanna come?"Tong gets excited but declines, "I have to go home early quick, but can I see you later tonight? Maybe stay over?"Mew slightly disappointed perked up at the idea of spending Christmas eve with his love, "definitely, call me when you're on your way... OK?""yeah no problem," without even thinking and with only Max watching Tong leans in and gently kisses Mew on the lips. Four but a few moments Mew's in heaven, and ending way too soon Tong pulls away of beaming at Mew and then remembers Max and smiles at him embarrassed, "so I will see you later, goodbye."With that Tong turns on his heel and makes a quick escape. Mew smiling turns and sees Max with an amazed look on his face. Mew looks questioningly at Max who playfully says "so no more solo gay albums, huh?"Laughing Max throws his arm around Mew's shoulder and walks him off to join the rest of the band.
Tong rushed home to find his mom Sunee watching his drunken father sleep, Tong couldn't help but wonder how much longer his dad in this world. Sunee looks up and smiles at him, he joined her sitting on the step. She hugs him and says, "we only have each other now."With such finality he hugs her tight. After a few moments he pulls back gently and says, "mom, it's not just dust. No matter what I love you, and you said you would accept my decisions", he takes a deep breath and says, "Mew is a part of my life, I love him, he loves you, I need him, can you love us?"With tears in her eyes she squeezes her son's shoulders and deeply sighs with finality. "Tong I just wanted you happy, I honestly don't understand, but I love you. Tong I love you both, and I honestly don't know what to say, but you are my son, if he loves you, I can love him, give me time, it'll be hard but I will, I do accept you both.""thank you mom, thank you so much."He holds her hands and excitement, "it'll be easy our promise, he's been part of this family for the longest, I know you care about him and he you, I'll do my best to make it easy on you."She languidly gets up pulling her son with her, "a more to get to bed Tong, I'll see you in the morning," she turns to walk up the stairs but Tong calls out, "I'm going to go see Mew, I'll be back in the morning if that's OK? Can I bring him to see you?"She turns, and with as much strength as she can put behind it at this late hour and tiring day, "I'd like that, it would give me a chance to apologize."Tong beaming walks up to her, hugs her quickly, and walks with her up to the top of the stairs where they part ways one to sleep and regain some of her lost Energy, and the other to pack a small bag to go be with the boy that he loves.
Mew hurriedly rushes into his room barely stopping to take his shoes off at the entrance. He quickly takes off his shirt and changes into a yellow shirt, remembering how much Tong like the color way back when he had the black eye. Mew being very cleanly didn't have much to clean but all his nervous energy was driving him to do tons of busywork to such a point that when he received a text message on his phone he grabbed it so fast that it flew out of his hands and across the room. Mew dived for the phone, and upon seeing it undamaged sighs in relief and flips it open, "I'm on my way be there soon, I love you," he read it slowly, repeatedly and with each repetition his body calmed filling with a warmth that cooled the edge off his nerves and had him imagining words and chords that would express his deep feelings. He was so enveloped in the refrain that he barely heard the knock on the door, but he got up and ran to open it. Seeing Tong there was all Mew ever wanted, and it throws him there with such a deed smile on his face and warmth in his eyes, apparently for a bit too long, because Tong cleared his throat and said "um, can I come in?"He smiles warmly at his new boyfriend. Mew shakes his head blushes and keep smiling "yeah, please come in, I'm sorry."Following Tong to his room, he didn't think he would ever be happier.
Once in the bedroom with the door tightly closed Tong pulls Mew into a hug and looks at him, "I've missed looking at you, my Mew, my Mew," he laughs and kisses him softly. "I love you."Mew smiles back and hugs him close space I missed you so much, I wanted you here every night I was afraid of hurting you."Mew cuddles close into his loves arms. "Mew can you play me my song, sing to me and only me, please?"Mew nods and turns to his piano tripping over his chair for second but grabbing his desk and smiling sheepishly and looking at Tong as he sits on the bed to watch Mew play. Mew's sits down and turns on his keyboard, and though singing to his inspiration begins to play and sing in soft gentle tones. As the melody played on and he turned to smile at Tong he raises his voice until its resonating off the walls. Tong seeing and hearing all these feelings gets up from the bed and kneels at Mew's feet, and as the song comes to a close he places his hands on Mew's thighs and leans in for kiss, a gentle peck that turns into a passionate, and heated moment with Mew reaching around to hold him close and keep his lips pressed to Tong's. Tong reaches up and without breaking the kiss grabs Mew around the waist pulls him up until he's standing then breaking the kiss and lifting Mew up he plops and down on the bed and with both of them laughing cuddles up close to him. With Mew's head on his chest and his arm around his love Tong drifts off. With a start he remembers and jerks upright knocking Mew off his chest and onto his side. Mew, looking confused looks at Tong, "or was that about?"Tong looking pleading and sorry strokes Mew's cheek "I'm sorry I just remembered, I have a gift for you.""I have what I want,""yeah well this is something I told you."With that he pulls out the clown nose and hands it to Mew who looking confused again says "um, thank you... What is it?"Tong smiles and says "figure it out..."While letting his eyes drift towards the clown figure. Mew looks at the peace than at Tong and following where he's looking jumps up with an "oh" and walks over to the clown figure and slides the nose in while adjusting the top that was trying to fall off. He steps back and looks at the final product that complete clown that he has loved for all these years, the clown, that like him was incomplete until tonight, and unbidden a rush of tears came flowing out of him with uncontrollable and powerful sobs. Mew whispers "thank you" over and over again sitting hard on the beds staring at the clown. Tong understanding very little other than his love was in pain wrapped his arms around Mew, who burrowed deep into the embrace, and held him tightly kissing his head. Mew's sobs subsided and he leaned hard into Tong's to shoulder forcing him to lay down and staying pressed tight to Tong fell asleep. Tong thankful that his boyfriend was better held him gently and closed his eyes to dream.