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************************ Chapter 58
While driving to work that morning JW had plenty to think about with the disaster and the other parents at Leah's soccer practice. JW spent most of the night with Marcus. Marcus explained the harder he tries to not bring attention to himself the more inadvertent attention he will bring. JW was going to have to not just sit near the other parents and he was going to have to be social on some level. Marcus explained that they did not have to strike up a conversation but they could sit there and have a polite presence around the other parents. JW shook his head and cursed at himself and knew that as his kids got older, being a gay parent was going to be hell on his children and there was nothing he could do about it.
JW pulled into the parking lot of the station and sighed, "Well at least this is going pretty fucking bad and at least everything here is based off a lie from Shane and not a single thing I have done."
JW climbed out of his car, closed the door and grabbed his bag out of the trunk of his car. As JW was walking in side the station someone called his name and JW turned to face them. JW desperately just wanted to turn and walk away but he walked up towards Gary. The last few weeks working with Gary have been strange; there has been absolutely no problems working a scene with Gary but at the station the two avoided each other like the plague.
JW looked down into Gary's eyes and said, "Need me to take a look at the flashlights again?"
Gary frowned and shook his head, "About that, I have done a lot of thinking and!" Gary paused and JW was about to walk away when Gary said, "Just wait god damn it! This is not easy."
JW rolled his eyes, "You think this is not easy? I am fucking hated by everyone here."
Gary furrowed his eyebrows, "Um! No your not. But if that is how you feel then it's pointless for me to say anything else." JW stood there with his hands in his pockets and stared at Gary for a few seconds and then turned to walk away.
Gary called out again, "God damn it! Get back over here." JW met eyes with Shane who was in his office and watching them. Shane's eyes looked away at who could only Gary and JW heard behind him, "Lieutenant, I still have another question when you have time get back to me."
JW dropped his bag to the ground and walked back to Gary, "Yes?"
Gary gritted his teeth, "I was trying to tell you that we need to start over. I know what you did for me on that car accident a few weeks ago and then the way you took that ass chewing. I have never see anything like that, it's one thing to have a Captain on your ass, its another thing to have a Chief on your ass but it's something else when you take the raping you did for over seven hours from both of them. You did all of that for me and you could have easily said what was going on but you didn't." Gary paused, "And what the fuck are you talking about you're hated here?"
JW didn't flinch and kept his mouth closed as Gary pointed, "The only person here that had a problem with you was me. After everything you have done for me and then to the extent that you have gone to protect me just solidified your position here! That and Mack." JW tried not to smile but couldn't and Gary caught him.
JW quietly said, "Mack is a good man and I could live ten life times and never be as good hearted as Mack."
Gary nodded his head, "So are we good?"
JW nodded his head and watched Gary stretch his hand out to shake hands with him. JW grabbed Gary's hand, gave a firm handshake and turned and walked away.
The day passed slowly after JW had everyone outside and going through the engines, checking equipment and washing everything. They even did a few hours of training to get caught up for the quarter requirements. It was 3:00pm when everyone had finally gone upstairs to watch TV and wait until they received a call. JW was asleep in a chair when he was jolted awake by someone shaking him. JW thought there was a call and he slept through the tones. JW shot to his feet and stumbled across the bunkroom and crashed into the door as he realized there had been no tones.
JW stupidly turned back and looked at everyone behind him and Mack said, "Fuck son you need to loosen up a bit. You're going to give me a heart attack from just watching you kill yourself from waking up." JW sheepishly smiled and looked at who had wakened him up, it was Shane.
Shane looked at JW quizzically, "I have never seen anyone sleep that hard. Maybe you need to take a piss test or something because you might be on something."
JW moaned, "Damn it! Why can't Mack do it?"
Mack laughed and spit into his spit cup, "Because I wouldn't pass and the Captain knows that. We all know you will pass though."
JW shakes his head, "So much for random."
Shane walked up to JW and opened the door, "Actually we should do a piss test and you can do that also." JW quietly cursed and followed Shane out of the bunk room.
JW stood in the bathroom with his cock in one hand and a small plastic cup in the other. JW looked over to Shane, "You know I have pissed ten times today and now I can get a god damn drop."
Shane laughed, "While we wait I have a few things to talk about. We will talk about department business in my office but we are having a party again in a few weeks andÉ" Shane paused and JW looked over to Shane who was smiling. JW shook his head, "I am guessing that you are asking us to make another appearance?"
Shane started laughing, "That is completely up to you and what you do there. But yes you and Marcus are both invited for the hot dogs and burgers also."
JW nodded his head and finally was able to start filling up the cup, "I will talk to Marcus. I am sure that he will be all for it. I don't know if we areÉ Well you know?"
Shane smiled and had a smirk on his face, "Well a lot of people will be disappointed."
JW shook his head, put the cup on the urinal and zipped up his pants, took the cap from Shane and tightened it and walked over to wash his hands. JW walked into Shane's office and sat down. Shane walked in another minute later, called someone to pick up the drug test and sat down with a stupid look on his face. JW looked at Shane confused, "What?"
Shane smiled, "We did tried and wake you up but you didn't soÉ We all decided to have you represent us in a fund raiser coming up in a few weeks."
JW frowned and cursed again and tried to argue, "I am actually pretty busy outside of here. Leah has soccer practice, school starts soon and I want to start working with Luke a lot more."
Shane listened JW's argument and nodded his head until JW finally stopped and said, "Doesn't matter does it? I have to do this don't I?"
Shane nodded his head, "Yes you do and you can pick when you want to do it. We might even be able to do here at the station. We might be able do it after a shift?"
JW furrowed his eyebrows and listen to Shane start to explain the fundraiser for the children's hospital. As Shane finished JW objected, "There is absolutely no way that I am going to do that. I have zero self confidence and should not be forced into that situation."
Shane was now smiling and folded his arms across his chest, "Don't make me order you to do it."
JW stood up and wanted to walk out, "Shane! Captain I am sorry but I don't want to do it."
Shane laughed, "What is wrong with having a few pictures taken of you shirtless in your bunker pants? You know how good that hospital is and this is the only charitable organization the Department will contribute efforts to fund raising." Shane paused, "This was a station decision and the fact is it had nothing to do with you being asleep. You were the only name mentioned and frankly you're the only who is photogenic enough to be on a calendar." Shane decided to mention, "Just because your photo is taken that does not mean that your photo is going to be used. They are only going to use twelve pictures and each station is sending in one photo. So the odds of your picture being used are pretty slim." Shane told a white lie and didn't care because he knew JW was going to be one of the twelve but the lie seemed to work on JW.
JW looked up to Shane, "I just have to stand there and take one picture?"
Shane shrugged, "I am sure you will take more than one but only one will be submitted."
JW nodded his head and sighed, "What happens if I refuse?"
Shane leaned forward in his chair, put his hands on the desk in front of him and angrily said, "Lieutenant I will tell you when we are doing the photos." JW rolled his eyes and leaned back in his chair and Shane angrily fired back, "Don't roll your god damn eyes Lieutenant, because as of right now I am telling you that you are going to do this."
JW nodded his head, "Yes sir."
JW stood, "Are we done here?"
Shane shook his head, "Not really, but go ahead and take a break we can finish up later." JW turned and went to walk out of the office and saw the entire station crew behind him. Mack gave JW two thumbs up and then held up a calendar with girls and cars on the cover. JW flipped off Mack and everyone outside the office died laughing. JW turned and sat back down and slouched down into his chair and stared angrily back at Shane who was trying hard to not laugh.
JW quietly asked, "So what is the other business we need to cover?"
Shane shrugged, "That's about it as far as I am concerned."
The shift for JW ended slowly and the only call of the entire day was an oven fire. JW drove home pissed-off about being forced to do the photographs for the calendar but knew Marcus would love it. JW had been told he was good looking his entire life but never saw it. JW pulled into the garage, unloaded his bag and made his way into the house. JW slipped into the bedroom as quiet as he could and made his way into the bathroom. JW just wanted to leave work the second that he could so he skipped his shower at work so he could shower at home. JW turned the water on and stepped out into the bedroom unsure if he was going to wake Marcus up to have sex or if he was just going to jerk off in the shower?
JW looked at Marcus who was snoring and looked completely out of it. JW walked over to the sex toy drawer, grabbed the key on the back and opened up the bottom drawer. JW searched around for a second and pulled out a medium sized butt plug, shook his head, tossed the medium plug back in and grabbed the two-inch wide plug. JW closed the drawer, put the key on the back of the dresser and walked back into the bathroom. JW stepped into the steaming shower and quickly washed up spending the next twenty minutes just letting the hot water pour over his body. JW spread his legs and took his right hand to his tight hole. JW slipped one finger into his ass and worked it slowly. JW tried hard to ignore his hard cock begging to be touched but JW had to reach down occasionally and grab the base of his cock with his left hand and jerk on his fat tool with his right. JW had three of his fingers in his ass before he reached down for the butt plug, turned the water off, stepped out of the shower and dried himself off.
JW walked over to the vanity and looked at himself in the mirror and smiled. JW looked at his body closely; bright blue eyes, strong facial features, sculpted shoulders, tight large chest and even in JW's opinion the best abs he had seen. JW looked back down to the plug in his left hand and shook his head. JW looked down to his cock which was oozing precum, JW grinned and reached down and ran his finger and thumb over his head.
The excitement shot through JW like fire and he shivered. He looked at himself in the mirror again and looked down his reflection in the mirror and looked at his cock. He looked at his eight-inch cock and it looked gigantic holding the butt plug next to it. He smiled and rubbed his cock again and his body reacted the same way again. He grabbed the base of his cock with his left hand and grabbed hard with his right hand. He lowered his head and spit down onto his cock and started to slowly jerk off. He looked at himself in the mirror and then caught a glimpse of his muscular ass; he let go of his cock and turned around. He looked over his shoulder and checked out his body in the mirror; he had done this many times before. But he was shocked at how good his back looked. Large lats and traps made a long V shape down his back to a tight waste. He looked at his ass and laughed to himself, "No wonder Marcus likes to fuck me. The view isn't too bad at all."
JW took his hands to his ass and spread it apart, JW looked down and saw a small gapping hole. JW had been ready to jerk off for awhile now but when he put a foot on the vanity counter top, reached behind to lube his hole and pushed the big plug into his accepting ass. JW's cock immediately shot cum across the counter and even a few drops hit the mirror. JW pushed his foot to the ground and grabbed his cock and started to jerk off. JW pushed himself up onto his toes, hunched his shoulders, breathed deeply, took one hand to push the plug deep into his ass and the other hand tugged hard on his cock. JW jerked on his cock until his body couldn't take it any more. JW released his hands, stood flat footed and leaned back into the wall. JW stared at himself in the mirror and doing a few more poses.
Marcus stood there in the dark of the bedroom and watched JW, at first he was confused as to what JW was doing and then realized JW was getting hard from looking at himself in the mirror. Marcus stood there quietly watching JW find a new side that JW had never experienced before. As JW was stuffing the plug into his ass Marcus was ready to run into the bathroom and take JW's cock into his mouth but Marcus forced himself to stand outside the bathroom and let JW have his moment. Marcus listened to JW breathy deeply talk quietly to himself before Marcus climbed back into bed and pretended to be asleep.
JW took a few minutes and finally stepped out of the bathroom quietly. JW climbed into bed and softly as he possibly could and pulled the sheets over his body. JW rolled over onto his stomach, put one arm on top of Marcus chest, put his head on Marcus shoulder and whispered, "Just have faith in me. I am trying so hard to not fuck this up. Please keep being patient with me." Marcus listened closely to JW and what he said; Marcus desperately wanted to comfort JW right now. Marcus chooses to keep his mouth closed and let JW fall asleep.
Marcus couldn't fall back asleep and his mind raced as he held JW close. Marcus knew that JW was going to have to find his own way and the only thing Marcus could do is try and open JW's eyes and heart to the person he could become. Marcus smiled and thought of JW looking at himself in the mirror and knew that was a good start. Marcus knew that he had to keep building on the idea on how to get JW to realize how great he actually looked and but what it would take to get JW to make that realization. Marcus realized the cross roads JW was at though, how does a person be a gay man and a father with small children at the same time?
Every single person Marcus knew that was gay did not have young children and the few men that did have children were already adults. Marcus felt his stomach knot up as he thought about all the problems a kid in school would have by simply having gay parents. JW was right about trying his best to just stay in the background and rock the boat as little as possible. Marcus heard the TV come on outside in the living room and usual sounds of morning cartoons. Marcus lay next to JW for as long as possible until he heard Luke banging on the bedroom door. Marcus crawled out from under JW's arm and slowly left the bed; JW moaned and reached in his sleep for Marcus. Marcus pulled on a pair of blue gym shorts and decided to let JW find his own way because there was no reason to push too hard on something as fragile as their relationship.