Means to an end

MEANS TO AN END

By Arthur

Authors Note:

If stories with a gay sexual theme disturb you then don't read any further. If you are under the age of consent for your location don't go any further. If you are of an open mind and like this type of story, then welcome and I hope you enjoy.

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"MALCOM,.....get your ass down here now."

'This is it, Ive had a guts full of him, everything I do is wrong, anything his own kids do is perfect, shit,shit,shit, I hate the son of a bitch. Just cause he married my mum he thinks he owns me. Look at my paper round, he says half of my pay has to be given to his three boys for pocket money. Do they have to get a job after school? No way, take some of Malcoms. If he gets on my case again then I'm getting out of here. My mum loves me I know but this asshole has turned her against me as well. I've fucking had this up to the gills.'

"I said now Malcom."

'Yeah right, big man.'

"I'm coming."

"NOW."

Well as you can see, my names Malcom, and no I'm not in the middle, I was an only child until my dad left and my mum married this ape six years ago, he brought two of his own kids with him for baggage and now my mum has had a third one with him so I'm now the oldest and the butt of all his hate. Don't get me wrong, he doesn't give me the bash or anything, but he just stays on my case all the time.

I'll be fifteen in a couple of months and I think he hates me being the oldest with his oldest being only thirteen and a little trouble-maker. "Daddy Malcom did this, Daddy Malcom did that, Daddy Malcom won't share and so on and so on, you know what little half brothers are like.

"What took you so long, girly boy?"

"Was getting dressed, what you want?"

"Don't talk to me in that tone of voice, girly boy."

"I'm not a girly boy."

"Oh a big man now are we, so what do you call a boy that plays with himself when the rest of us are studying the holy book?"

"Wise."

"Don't you go giving me any lip, boy, now I told you to get the lawns cut yesterday, why aren't they done?"

"It was raining when I got home from school."

"Just because it's raining does that mean the grass stops growing?"

"But the grass chokes up the mower when it's wet."

"So what, you clean it out and carry on, listen you little girly boy, when I tell you to do something then you get it done, IS THAT CLEAR?"

"Whatever."

"I'll 'whatever' you in a minute, now get out there and get it done."

"But it's ten oclock at night and dark, I won't be able to see what I'm doing."

"You should have thought about that yesterday, now get going girly boy and make sure it's done properly."

"No."

"Wha...what did you say?"

"I said NO, I'm not going out there in the dark to cut your bloody lawn."

"YOU WHAT? YOU BLASPHEME IN MY HOUSE?"

"It's my mum's house not yours."

"Wrong girly boy, when I married your mother everything that was hers became mine and in this house you do what you're told or you know where the door is."

"Fine, you can shove your house, I don't need you or your small minded bible bashing all the time."

"Get out girly boy, take your rubbish with you and get out of MY house."

I turned and ran up the stairs to my room and gave it a quick look around grabbing some briefs and boxers, some tee shirts and jeans and stuffed them in my school back pack, if he wants me out then fine he can have his bloody house.

Throwing my back pack on my shoulders I made my way down stairs to the front door and as I opened it I decided to give him something to think about as he stood in the lounge room doorway watching me.

"By the way you should give your two boys some more bible reading, might stop them from sucking each other at night."

The look on his face was a mixture of disbelief and anger as I slammed the door behind me and set out for the local mall to try and find a school friend to get a bed for the night. Now my real dad wasn't easy on me just because I was the only child but at least he would listen to my side then make his decision on my punishment but all the time he would let me tell my side of it, not like the ape that now had our house.

The night air was cold for this time of year but my anger at the ape kept me warm as well as the old Swani that my real dad had given to me for the winter although it was now a little small but it kept me warm and dry. I didn't have to worry about money for a while as I'd been in the habit of banking a little out of my paper money without him knowing so I knew I had about sixty dollars for food and maybe I could find a friend to help me out with a bed. Damn I wish I had made plans for running away, oh well have to make the best of it now can't go back to the ape.

As I said before my names Malcom and I'm nearly fifteen, I'm about 5'6" tall and pretty slim,(size 26" waist) my mates call me buttless because I got really narrow hips but my chest is starting to fill out a little now and my arms are getting stronger from the small weight set my uncle gave me (until it was given to the other two, just like my old computer.)

"My boys need the computer for their school work boy, you can use it for half an hour each day but you pay for the internet connection."

Yeah thats right, my computer, I pay all the bills and the upgrades and I can have it for half an hour a day while those two can use it anytime for as long as they like. Everything that was mine eventually disappeared into their room, even some of my trophies from my school sports.

Anyway, as I was saying, my hair is a mid brown colour that goes blond at the ends in summer, my eyes are kind of blue but when I'm angry (like now) they go sort of grey. Some of the guys at school say I look a bit of a spunk, come to think of it some of the girls do as well but who needs them, girls are not my thing at the moment, well maybe later but for now I like having a bit of fun with some of the guys after school. Nothing serious like putting it in each other but just a bit of mutual wanking or with this one guy I let him suck me off. Damn he has such a nice mouth, it's like velvet when he puts me in his mouth. Oh fuck I'm getting hard again just thinking about him sucking me yesterday.

It took me only about ten minutes to make it to the mall and as usual for this time of night there was not many people around, some older guys and a few teens looking in the windows, how those kids can walk around in this weather with just cutoffs and a tee shirt beats me, some of them are really cute as well. They seemed to be real friendly with some of the older guys and stopped to chat with them and then move on.

I looked for an ATM machine and got a little money out then headed for a burger joint to get a meal as I had missed dinner because of the ape and his meaness. I ordered my burger and fries and sat at a corner table to wait for them, I had been sitting down for about five minutes when this cute guy came up to my table and smiled down at me.

He was about the same age as me but had a better build and was taller by about 2", his eyes were real pale blue and his hair was like blonde silk but he had strange dark eyebrows that gave him a mysterious look. He wore short cutoffs and one of those halfway tee shirts that left his nice firm abs naked to the cold air.

"Mind if I sit with you?"

"Uh...sure, go ahead."

"Names Butch, what's yours?"

"Malcom."

"Nah, wrong name for a stud muffin like you."

"Huh??"

I could feel my face getting hotter than a blast furnace, was this guy trying it on.

"I said your names wrong for a good looking spunk like you."

"I...I...Uhm..."

"Don't let it faze you stud muffin, you're great looking and those eyes are out of sight."

"Uh..."

Just then my food arrived and I could feel the blush from my toes right up to my head as the waitress put my plate on the table. She looked at me and gave me a big smile that seemed to say more than thank you as she looked down to my crotch. I squirmed a little on the chair and crossed my legs, I didn't realise that the boy oposite me had made me as hard as a nail and it was showing out the front of my jeans. Shit I should have stopped long enough to put on some underwear before leaving the house.

Butch smiled at me and then also glanced down at my crotch.

"Is that for her or are you glad to see me?"

I stuffed as much hamburger in my mouth as would fit so I didn't have to answer him.

"Ah, I see it was for me."

Butch burst out laughing and all I could do was blush again.

"You running from home Stud muffin?"

"I sort of got thrown out by my step dad."

"I know the feeling, you got a room for the night?"

"Uhm... no not yet, I was hoping to see some school mates here."

"Bit late for school kids to be out this time of night, just us working boys out now."

"You working, where, how do you get a job without ID?"

"Not that sort of work Stud muffin."

"You don't mean, like selling yourself do you?"

"Yep, all the kids you see around here this time of night are on the game, all of us are run aways or got thrown out like you."

"But what do you do, where do you sleep?"

"Well as far as what we do, it depends on what the Johns want, some of the kids go all the way and some don't. For sleeping most of us get together and rent a room down the street in the old hotel. The manager there is ok, he used to be on the game himself when he was younger that's how he got the money for the hotel. It's not flash but he keeps it clean and the kids get one good meal a day. You got any money?"

"Uhm...well only a little, I saved it from my paper round."

"Is kool stud muffin, I'm not after your money, If you want you can share my room for the night and if you want to stay on after then we go halves for the rent, ok?"

"How much is it?"

"Denny, that's the manager, gives us a cheap rate and it includes a meal for breakfast, it's fourty dollars a week. Only a single room and one bed and a cabinet and the shower is down the hall but as I said it's clean and safe. You up for it stud muffin?"

"Well for tonight ok, but I don't know about after that."

"No probs, just an offer, I know what it's like out here on the first night."

"I don't have to do anything do I?"

"Do anything?...oh I see, no stud muffin you don't have to do anything you don't want to do."

"Well ok then, and thanks Butch, I didn't know what I was going to do for tonight."

"Ok bud, well get that burger inside you and I'll take you over to the hotel, I'll have to leave you afterwards, I got a call to make, it's one of my regulars, he's a hard bastard but he pays well."

"What you mean he's hard?"

"He likes to play a little rough at times, it's ok I'm used to him and he pays me enough so I dont have to go out working for a few days, now get that food in you and lets go, can't be late for my John, he hates that."

I bolted the rest of the burger and taking the last of the fries in my hand got up to follow Butch out the door. I glanced at the waitress and saw a look of longing on her face as well as a hint of resignation. I followed Butch down the street for two blocks and then we were standing in the entrance to an old hotel. It had seen better days but looked as though someone had tried to keep it clean and tidy. The main door was not flashy like some of the up market places and the steps were of an old grey stone with some sort of polish on them. The doors were of dark timber and while they were a bit weather beaten they had been lately varnished to bring out the deep red colour of the grain.

Butch took me into the foyer and up to the front desk where a guy about Fourty sat behind it in an old comfortable looking lounge chair.

"Hey Denny, this is stud muffin, he's gonna stay with me tonight, needs a bed but he might want to stay longer, that ok with you?"

"Sure Butch, he can have the first night free but if he stays he pays, you know the rules."

"Yeah sure Denny, thanks heaps, he just got kicked out of home."

"Ok, you got Lionel tonight?"

"Yeah in half an hour."

"Be careful of him Butch, you know what he can get like, if he starts on his old ways then get your pretty ass out of there and to hell with the money."

"Don't worry Denny, I can handle him, he knows none of the other kids will go with him after that time with Brett."

"You just be careful my boy, by the way you're a week ahead on your rent, so you don't have to stay with him if you don't want."

"How come?"

"Present for you from me."

"Huh?"

"You been here a year now and you never caused any hassles and your room is always the cleanest as well as you paid on the dot every week, thought you deserved a little break."

"Jeez Denny, you didn't have to do that, but thanks anyway."

"Well you just keep it up my boy and watch that bastard tonight."

"Ok Denny, and thanks for the extra day for stud muffin."

Butch grabbed me by the arm and led me to the stairs.

"We're on the first floor, the room is overlooking the street so I got kinda a view, can watch all the day time traffic and spy out any new Johns."

"Can I ask how old you are Butch?"

"Sure, I'm sixteen, been on the street here for just on two years. Had to live it rough for the first year and then I found Denny's place and he's sort of looked out for me at times."

"How hard is it out there Butch?"

"Can be a bitch at times Mal, but then again it can be fun, you have a certain freedom that you don't get at home but you have responsabilities as well."

"Like what?"

"You got to keep yourself clean and safe as well as finding your rent money to keep a roof over your head."

"Well I've still got my paper round, thats if the ape doesn't ring them to sack me."

"The ape?"

"My step dad, the one that threw me out."

"What about your schooling?"

"I don't think I can go back there, his two boys will spread it all round about me getting the boot."

"Well for tonight you can sleep here and in the morning take a look around, if you want to stay here then come back in the afternoon and tell me, I'll straighten it out with Denny. If you're uncomfortable being in here with me he will find a room of your own for you."

"But what about the single bed, I mean we will be sleeping together?"

"Don't sweat it, you don't do anything you don't want to. I can keep my hands to myself so don't worry about it."

I felt again the hotness of a blush starting on my cheeks.

"Jeez stud muffin, I got to get you to blush more often, you look so hot when you do and those eyes of yours would melt ice."

Butch gave a short laugh and then turning his back reached for a pair of jeans and a nice brown long sleeved shirt, I noticed he had no fear in dropping his shorts to reveal a bare butt under the shorts. His skin was so smooth on his cheeks and his legs were the same. As though he was reading my mind he said over his shoulder.

"I keep my legs shaved, the Johns like it, same for the rest of me."

So saying Butch turned around to face me and I could see that all of his pubic hair had been shaved clean but what got my attention was his dick. It was circumcised and about average length but it was so thick that it would have taken almost both my hands to fit around it. I couldn't take my eyes off it until he gave a short laugh to break the spell that his weapon had over me.

"Yeah, surprises a lot of Johns, not many can get it in their mouths when it's hard, I'm only about five and a half inches long but the meat has the heat when he's angry."

Butch gave another of his now familiar short laughs and pulled his jeans up to button them at his narrow waist. His body was slightly thin but he had good definition in the muscle he had.

"You got the bed to yourself tonight, I won't be back till lunch time tomorrow so you go have a good sleep and remember if you want to stay here come back about five thirty, I'll be here waiting for you."

"Thanks Butch, I really mean it, I don't know what I would have done without your help."

"No probs stud muffin, now I gotta go, see you tomorrow I hope."

"Ok Butch, and thanks again."

"See yah."

Looking around the room I could see that what Denny had said about Butch being tidy was true. Everything was in its correct place and the floor and walls were clean. The bed had been made like a hospital bed, the corners tucked under tightly and the top of the sheets showing snowy white on the brown duvet cover.

Being a teen and typically nosey I checked out the set of drawers and the built in closet, All Butches clothes were either neatly folded or were hung on individual hangers. I'm not a neatness freak but I liked things in there place but Butch was so tidy and organized I immediately felt ashamed for looking through his things.

I dropped my pack in the corner and started to get out of my clothes as a knock on the door sounded.

"Who is it?"

"It's Denny, can I speak to you for a minute?"

"Sure, wait a minute."

I buttoned up my jeans and pulled on the tee shirt again then went to the door and opened it.

"Hi Denny, ahm... thanks for letting me stay with Butch."

"No problem, look I just wanted to tell you...ahhh?"

"Malcom."

"Good, Malcom, that if you want a room by yourself come see me tomorrow, if you're short of cash we can work something out until you get on your feet."

"Uhm....Denny, please don't take this the wrong way but I'm not like Butch.....uhm...I'm not on the ....well you know."

"On the game, no Malcom I didn't think you were, look I'm not trying to get you to do anything with me like that, I've got a boyfriend, we've been together for a lot of years and I'm happy with him. It's just sometimes a young guy like you needs a bit of a hand. I don't know what happened at your home but if you need an ear then come and call me, thats all I wanted to say, now go get some sleep, breakfast is at eight so come join us, you'll be welcome."

"Thanks again Denny....ahh about Butch and this guy he see's, will he be ok?"

"Yeah he should be, Butch is good at what he does and is one of the few guys that can handle Lionel."

"Uhm..."

"You want to know what Butch does with Lionel?"

"Well kinda, I mean Butch was real great bringing me here and I sort of feel worried about him."

"As well as he is good looking, kind, and cute, right?"

"Well yeah he is kinda cute."

I couldn't believe I just said that, the blush must be bright red by now, I could feel my cheeks all hot and my palms were sweating.

"Want to know a secret Malcom?"

"uhm yeah?"

"Butch has the hots for you."

"WHAT...... how...how can you tell?"

"Of all the guys I've seen with Butch and that includes some of his very close friends, you're the first one that he has brought here and wanted to share his room with, that and the fact I can see it in his eyes."

"But he hasn't said anything or tried anything."

"If his feelings for you are what I think they are he never will do anything, or say anything either. I just thought you should know."

"But why tell me?"

"Cause your eyes are saying the same as his and I think you both need each other."

"But....but...I've never done much with guys, well not everything."

"Don't sweat it Malcom, Butch would never put you under any obligation to him, he just happens to like you a lot more than he likes anyone else. It's funny, of all the guys that stay here he's the one I would have thought would never want to have a close boy friend. He's very independant and self contained."

"Well thanks Denny...for everything."

"Ok Malcom, you get some sleep and come see me in the morning at breakfast, night now, sleep well."

"Night denny, thanks again."

Denny walked off down the hallway and I went back into the room and stripped off for bed. I started to think on what Denny had said about Butch liking me and could feel myself getting hard at the thought of Butch's flash of butt and the thickness of his dick. I reached down and took myself in hand but before I knew it I must have fallen asleep becaues when I woke up it was morning and the sun was just rising. My hand was where I had left it last night and my morning rise was solid against my palm.

'Why waste a good thing' I began to slowly stroke myself from my pubes right up to the tip and then run my thumb over the slit as I liked too, it gave me a great feeling when I did that and some of my precum would run out and make it better for my hand to slide up and down. My dick is not all that big, just five inches and medium thickness but I have this little kink in it that makes it turn a little to the left. Funny huh, but it's all mine and I like to feel it, kink and all. I don't wank a lot, well no more than once a day....uhm, ok twice a day.

I got this picture of Butch's body in my head and it only took another couple of minutes before I went into that hazey feeling as I shot out the first one of the day. God it must have been the picture of Butch because I'm sure I shot out more sperm than ever before and the first one landed right on my forehead. Shit it was so intense that I lay in the bed shaking afterward. I looked at the bedside clock that Butch had and saw it was seven thirty so I got up and dressed, I wanted a shower but didn't want to take one of Butches clean towels, maybe later when I go to the mall I can buy a couple of towels and have a shower tonight.

'Hmmmm, does that mean I want to come back here? must be.'

I went down the stairs and as I reached the bottom I could hear some voices coming from what I though was the dining room but turned out to be the kitchen itself. As I entered Denny looked up and smiled at me, there were two other boys there that looked a bit older than me and Butch. One was quite dark skinned and the other was very white, almost an albino, only his eyes were pale blue and not the usual pink ones that most albino's have.

"Sleep well Malcom, you look a bit flushed, was it the morning exercise?"

'Oh god no...he hasn't got hidden cameras in the rooms has he.'

Denny must have seen the look of horror on my face, that and the blush as he laughed loudly and spluttered out through the humour.

"It's ok Malcom. I don't spy on my guests, just remember as hard as it is to believe, I was your age once and the mornings were the best time. Now anything you are alergic to as far as food goes?"

"Not that I know of Denny."

"Good, I hate fussy eaters, teens should be garbage disposal units as far as food goes, now these two here are my best eaters, as you can see Koni likes his food and the Johns like him just the way he is with a little extra meat on his bones, that right Koni?"

The dark boy gave a short laugh.

"That's right Den, the Johns like to bounce my butt, gives them an added lift."

Koni was a littl under six feet tall and built real solid, well extra solid and he had the most beautiful brown eyes I had ever seen, they were like dark pools of liquid amber. As he looked me over they stayed steady and at the same time friendly, his lips were a bit heavy but I could almost feel them surrounding my own, they just asked you to kiss them.

"And the bean pole here is Snowy, he has the original hollow legs, the more food I put in front of him the more he shoves down his throat, bottomless pit aren't you Snowy?"

"Yup."

"As you can see he talks to much as well, ok guys this is Malcom, make him welcome, he's staying in Butch's room for now."

Both boys looked shocked as they were told that I was in Butch's room and repeated the words with a little awe in their voices.

"Butch's room?"

"Yep, Butch's room."

"But he never....."

"Well he is this time."

"Damn, never though I would see the day.....Butch's room....damn."

Koni was the last one to speak as apart from the first exclamation, Snowy hadn't said a word but had just sat there looking me over, then he spoke up in his usual short way.

"Can see why."

Koni turned to him.

"What why?"

"Butch wants Malcom with him."

"So why, Snowy?"

"Take a good look."

"So Mals cute..so?"

"Eyes, dumb ass."

The two of them looked me over again then Koni spoke up.

"Ah yeah see what you mean Snowy, fucking beautiful eyes, they drag you right in don't they."

"Yup."

"Hey guys can I join in?"

"Nope."

"He's joking Malcom, he likes you don't worry."

"How can you tell Koni?"

"He talked more just now than he has all week, when he does that means he likes you, if he don't like you he doesn't say anything."

"Ah ok, well I like him to, and you as well."

"Everybody likes me Malcom, I got a body to die for and my lips suck good as well."

Koni burst out into laughter at his wise crack and then asked how I came to be here at the hotel so I told them my story as Denny sat a plate full of food on the table for me. It was more like a dinner plate than a small breakfast and my look must have told Denny.

"Got to get you set for the day Malcom."

"Thanks denny, this's got to be the biggest breakfast I've ever seen."

"Sometimes it's the only food the boys get for the day Malcom, so I like to fill them up properly."

I took one more look at the huge plate and lost all control over my actions as I began to shovel the hot steaming food into my mouth. The meal was not fancy but it was good and filling, just what I needed. Once I finished it I stood up and took the empty plate over to the sink where Denny told me to leave it and he would put it in the washer later.

"So what you doing now Malcom?"

"Thought I would go look at the mall Denny, I have to get a towel and some other things."

"Ok Malcom, what time you be back?"

"Can I come back?"

"It's your choice Malcom but I'm sure Butch would want to see you again and I know my day would be less nice if you didn't return."

"Thanks again Denny, I mean it, you and Butch are life savers."

"Is ok Malcom, you go have fun and we'll see you later."

I left them sitting there and as I went out the front door I heard some voices coming from upstairs as some of the other guests went down for their meal. I turned down toward the mall and wandered among the first of the shops as they began to open. There was a fresh smell around the mall this early in the morning and you would never believe what was going on during the night.

I noticed that there were no young guys around at this hour and that the older guys were no where to be seen as well, only the people who worked in the stores or were there for some early shopping moved around. I found a store that had some cheap towels for sale and purchased two of them, they wern't the big fluffy ones like we had a home but they would have to do.

'Home? what home?, I should say "His place" it wasn't my home anymore.'

Now what was I going to do, I had about $45.00 left in my bank account and if I was going to stay with Butch, 'If', come on Malcom you know damn well you're going back to him, it's all you got for now and, well he is damn cute and oohhh so sexy.

'Shit got to stop that, I'm getting hard again and in a public place as well.'

After walking around window shopping for a while I decided to go get a snack and as I turned around I heard a voice.

"MAL.....come....Butch."

I looked up and Snowy was standing about five feet away looking at me with a worried expression on his face as he stood there.

"Huh?"

"Come now...Butch needs you."

A sudden shudder went through my body at the sound of his name. Have you ever had that feeling something was wrong but you didn't know what it was, that's how I felt at the sound of those words.

"What?.....where?....how?.."

"Come now."

Snowy turned and led the way out of the mall without another word, I just tagged along behind him with a feeling of dread building quickly in my mind and the hairs on my neck standing erect to futher disturb me.

Somewhere far away I could hear the sound of a siren and this brought another round of fear and dread to my mind, I began to hurry toward the hotel as the sound seemed to be coming closer.

As I rushed through the doorway of the hotel I could see a group of about ten boys standing in the middle of the foyer with Denny on his knees over a bloddy bundle lying curled up in a fetal position. The brown shirt told me right away who it was.

"BUTCH.....OH GOD BUTCH."

Large brown arms were holding me back, I struggled to get free but they were to strong.

"Sshhh, Mal...Calm down and then you can go to him."

Those soft calm words rang around my head as I watched in terror at my lover. 'Lover,' where did that come from, shit it was true, he was my lover and we haven't even done anything yet. Is he the one I was missing all those times when I had a wank and had this vague face in my head?

'No, I'm not really like these others, I just get a kick out of playing around a bit. BULLSHIT, you're in love with a hooker, go on admit it, you're gay and you love him.'

'Do I? yes....no....oh fuck this....yes I love him, now go and help him.'

"Thanks Koni, I'm ok now, let me go to him...please?"

"So you finally see it?"

"See what, Koni?"

"Love, been obvious to us since we met you this morning, now go to him and take it slow, he's hurt bad, that bastard Lionel did a piece of work on him but he will never do it again, we'll all see to that, now go."

The pressure eased on my chest as Koni released me and I went to where Denny was trying to clean Butch up a little.

"Snowy go see if the ambulance is here yet, I can hear it close so it should be outside any minute."

"Uhuh."

I knelt down beside the small balled up figure on the floor, The horror that met my eyes was not what I was used to at all, and now that I knew I loved this street boy it was twice as bad.

The torn jeans and what was left of the beautiful brown shirt were covered in blood. A narrow slash ran down the side of Butch's jaw line and was seeping blood at a regular pace, both eyes were blackening and his lip was badly split. Butches nose had been broken and was leaning to the right, his beautiful torso was a mass of bruises as well as his back, as much as I could see of it.

A tender arm came around my shoulders as I shuddered at the sight of my boyfriend laying on the floor in a pool of his own blood.

"He'll be ok Malcom, I've got an ambulance coming for him, they'll fix him up."

"He won't die will he, please Denny don't let him die."

The arm tightened around me, pulling me close to a warm shoulder as the tears began to escape from my eyes.

"No Malcom, he's going to be very sore and with that cut the scar is not going to win him any beauty awards but he's going to be ok after a while. Now my boy calm down and hold his hand so he knows you're here."

Denny placed my hand in one of Butch's and then held me with his arm as he craddled Butch's head with the other. As I took the warm hand in mine I was sure I felt a light squeeze and then the floor started to spin around me as I heard some far away footsteps running toward me.

Muted voices began to come through the darkness around me, murmers and muttering as I tried to clear the fog from my head. where was I? oh damn.

"BUTCH"

"Sshh... it's ok Malcom, they've taken him to hospital, he'll be ok soon as they patch him up."

"Got to see butch."

"Soon Malcom, my boyfriend is on the way over, he will take you there, now lay down and breath slowly till you get your bearings again.'

"Oh god Denny, why would that guy do that to my l.... friend?"

"Because he's scum Malcom, now don't worry he won't be doing it ever again, my boyfriend is over talking to him at the moment, thats why he'll be a little while before he can come get you, don't worry little man Albert will take care of it."

"Albert?"

"My boyfriend, he was quite a rugby player in his day, played in the front row so Lionel will be real good after the talk."

I looked again at Denny, he was as I said about Fourty and maybe about 5'10" tall with a medium build that had just a touch of softness to it but was definately not fat or flabby just a nice roundness to him that suited his open face and attitude. It was hard for me to put him together with some thug from the rugby field let alone a front row forward.

As though Denny could read my mind he smiled and said in his soft calm voice.

"Takes all sorts Malcom and he's the one for me, he was one of my Johns for a while and then he just sort of took over and began to look after me full time, we both kind of grew together and he's never even raised his voice at me, just a big pussy cat ."

"Who's a big pussy cat?"

The deep rumbling voice carried around the room looking for a way to get out into the open. I lifted my eyes and the sight of the man that was Denny's lover sent a shot of fear through me.

He was BIG, not big, but BIG. Albert had to be 6'4" his shoulders were wide and heavy, I was sure he could have lifted a car off its wheels if he wanted to, he had to weight over three hundred pounds and apart from a little thickening around the waist line, not a lot of it was fat. A large tuft of grey/black hair showed through his partly open shirt and the knuckles on his right hand were bruised and a little bloody. Alberts nose was flattened against his face and the heavy eyebrows gave him a scowling look but his eyes looked down at me with such tenderness that I immediately felt warm and safe. Albert looked to be in his Fifties but had not softened with age like some did, he was one big, hard man and it looked as though he didn't use his mouth to do the talking with Lionel.

"Hi Den, this the boy?"

"Yep, can you take him to see Butch?"

"Sure, get him on his feet, or do you want me to carry him?"

"Ask him."

"What you reakon sexy eyes, want me to carry you?"

I had to give a giggle at that as Albert was smiling all the time.

"No thank you Mr. Albert, I can make it."

"Polite one isn't he Den, bet that Butch calls you a stud muffin, right?"

I looked up at him with a bit of a shock.

"How...how..?"

"Only name for a good looker like you my boy, ok enough sexy talk lets get you to your boyfriend."

"Boy...Boyfriend? but how?"

"Like I said Den, the young guys now days take ages to wake up eh?"

"Yeah Bert but I think this will be one of the good times."

These two older grown men had totally confused me, how did they know everything that was going on in my head? I managed with a little help from Denny to get to my feet and as I slipped on my sneakers a huge arm descended on my shoulder with the lightness of a feather floating down.

"He's going to be ok little man, anytime you got a problem you come ask for me, ok?"

"Thank you Mr.Albert."

"Jeez, just Albert, or Bert or Al, but for gods sake don't call me Mr. it makes me feel so damn old."

"ahm...thank you...Albert."

"Right, we got that settled now come on and lets get you to that boy of yours, you coming Den?"

"No Bert I better stay here, the other boys are pretty cut up about it all, better if I stay here for them."

"Shit Den, and you call me a pussy."

With that last remark Albert leant over to Denny and kissed him deeply on the lips which of course brought an instant blush of red to my cheeks.

"Red looks good on you little man, come on lets go?"

With those words and a soft look at Denny, Albert led me down to his car. It was not what I expected him to be driving, for such a big guy he had just a normal small family car, I tried to picture him sitting in it with all his bulk but much to my surprise he seemed to glide into the drivers seat as though it was ten times bigger than it was. Albert looked over to me and read my mind once again.

"Lots of practise Malcom, I dont like to use the other car in the city, to many hassles parking it."

"what kind is it, ah...Albert?"

"A Hummer, imported it from the states, good car for my size but a real bitch in the city, I only use it out at the farm and down in the country where the roads can handle it, rest of the time I use this one, it's Denny's."

Albert handled the car through the heavy mid morning traffic with the ease of long practise, never loosing his temper with less experienced drivers but waited patiently while they got out of the problems they created by inexperience.

Twenty minutes later we were pulling up in the hospital parking lot and with his usual deftness Albert parked the car and unwound himself from the drivers seat to wait till I got my feet under me.

"Right Malcom, Denny said he was in ward six, just down the hall from the emergency room, they've patched him up but don't get scared, he's not a pretty picture at the moment but he'll be ok in time."

As we entered the hospital Albert took my somewhat miniture hand in his big calloused paw and like the front row forward he used to be, plowed through the people that tried to slow or stop us. It became obvious to me that Albert didn't wait for approval from hospital staff when he wanted something.

When we got to the ward Albert looked around and when he saw only one orderly he gave the guy a look and said.

"Hey you, out of here till I tell you to come back."

"Who the hell do you think you are, you don't come into my ward and tell me what to do."

"Don't push your luck just get your ass out of here till I give you the word, these two boys need their privacy and by god I'm going to see that they have it, so move your ass little man."

If this was Albert being nice I never want to see him get angry. I looked around the ward and saw that only two other beds were being used. One by a young boy of about five who was covered in bandages and the other was an older man that was fast asleep but his breathing was kind of like a rattling sound.

I spotted Butch in the bed by the window, his arms were laying outside the covers and his head was swathed in a bandage. my breath caught in my throat at the sight of him laying there not moving, his eyes were black and swollen so it was hard to tell if he was awake or not.

"Go to him Malcom, hold his hand he needs you right now to be strong for him."

I numbly nodded my head as I approached Butch and taking his hand in mine I heard a very low muttering sound come from his lips.

"Hold me stud muffin."

"Butch.....Butch....I...."

"Sh.ok... stud muffin...it happens in my game."

"Butch....I..."

"I know, I feel the same way, got to rest a bit, dont leave me stud muffin."

The faint slit of Butch's eyes closed and he relaxed as I held his hand. I looked over to where Albert stood guard at the doorway and asked a silent question.

"Yeah little man, you stay there with him, he needs you bad, I'll go sort it out with the staff for you to stay then go talk to Den. I'll be back in a couple of hours to see how you're both getting on."

With those words Albert left the doorway and I heard his heavy steps receeding down the hall. A few minutes later the orderly arrived and with a smile began to move one of the empty beds over beside Butch's.

"It's ok young man, your...ah...friend explained it all to me, you can stay here with him until he is released tomorrow, I'll make sure the night staff know about it. Ahh can I ask you a question?"

"Uhm..well yes, ok."

"Do you love that boy?"

The bluntness of the words pounded around my skull and then with a flash of insight I decided 'what the hell, I do love him so what.' I replied with a voice loaded with conviction and sincerity.

"Yes, so what?"

"Hey it's ok, I'm not gay but I have a couple of good close friends that are and its nice to see a couple of guys as young as you two find each other so early on. You know he was asking for someone called 'Stud Muffin' so it must be you and even though I'm as straight as a dye I can see why he would call you that."

I blushed at the comment that was now becoming a little familiar but still made me blush when it was used.

"Ahh thank you...?"

"Peter, now you settle down on the bed beside your boyfriend and I'll make sure your not disturbed."

Still holding Butch's hand I did as Peter suggested and it seemed no time at all and I was drifting off with that warm hand of my lover clasped tightly in mine. During the night I was awoken a few times as the night orderly (a woman nurse) came to check on the ward but I don't remember Albert coming back, I must have been more out of it by the events of the day than I thought I was.

Next morning I was awakened to a strange feeling, my hand was still clapsed tightly in Butch's but something was niggling at the back of my mind, I looked over to Butch's bed, he was looking at me through the narrow slits of his bruised face and smiling at me as I tried to find the world around me.

"What?"

"You look so good there."

Butch's voice was not clear like he was awake but more of a muttering as the bandages around his jaw restricted his movements.

"Ahm how so?"

"Can I ask you a couple of questions stud muffin."

Butch tried to smile through the bandage.

"Sure."

"You don't have to ever have sex with me, but will you let me love you, even just as a brother sort of thing?"

I felt the first tear begin to fall down my cheeks at the broken words as he tried to smile at me.

"Butch.. I...well I don't know about the sex side yet, but....well I think I love you as well.. I just don't know about the other yet."

"Stud Muffin, as I said before, you don't have to do anything you don't want to do, I just feel something for you that I never had before, I felt it the first second I saw you. I mean it was something so much deeper than sex. It was as though I had to give you my soul to keep for ever."

"Butch, thats just how I felt last night when you left to go see...well see that man. My whole life seemed to stop when you walked out the door."

"Well my stud muffin it's up to you, you know how I make my living so if you find it to hard to understand and accept then just be my brother for me?"

"I love you Butch, I know that for sure now and as to your life style I'm going to have to work it out in my head but by the look of you, you won't be out and about for a while so lets leave it till you're better and more able to handle things."

"Baby, it's not that easy, there are responsibilities to being on our own, you know that when I told you before."

"Yes I know, but for now I want you to get better then we can talk it over."

"Ok, I have a weeks rent from Denny but I don't know about you, can you make half of the rent for the next week or so?"

"Yeah, no probs for the next week and after that well I'll just have to work something out, I'll talk it over with Denny and see what I can do but one things for sure."

"What's that?"

"I'm not leaving you alone, do you want to tell me what happend with that....guy?"

"Not yet Baby, I need a little time to get over him, but I promise we will have it out soon, now let me rest again, I want to get out of here as soon as I can so I can be close to you all the time my Stud Muffin."

I sat up against the bedhead looking at my now official boyfriend as he lay back and closed his eyes to rest. our future was by no means assured but we had a start. As bad as it was we had each other and if it came to the closer parts of being lovers then I would face that when the time came. As I thought about it I began to wonder how I might be able to get the stupendous thickness inside of me.

If it came to sex then I wanted him to be in me and not the other way round. I didn't know if I could handle the hugeness of Butch but by god if it came to 'IT' then I was going to try as hard as I could. Somewhere down below, my tightening groin was telling me stories of feeling Butch's hardness thrusting into me for the first time. How much pain would there be, could I take him inside me or would I be a disappointment to him because he was so thick, these questions began to consume my thoughts as I lay there still holding his warm hand.

Lunch, such as it is in hospitals, arrived and with it the giant figure of Albert.

"Well Malcom that boyfriend of yours is cleared to leave this afternoon, as long as he doesn't overdo it he will be ok. Now I've had a chat with Den and he agrees that until Butch is truly back on his feet he's going to be no good for anything on the street and even then, with that scar it's going to be hard for him and that means hard for you as well."

"Yes Albert but we have to do something, we have to eat and pay Denny his rent."

"Yes we realise that Malcom, so we came up with an idea, and if you agree then you'll both have time to recover and work out what you're going to do."

"What's the idea Albert?"

"If you and Butch want to then you can come out to the farm with me and stay there until he heals, now Malcom this is a no strings thing, ok? I can find enough work around the place for you to pay your way and Den will look after Butch's room and gear until he's back on his feet, will that help you out?"

"Thats fabulous Albert, but why would you want to do that for us, I'm sorry I don't want to be ungrateful and I think it's the best thing that could happen, but why put yourself and Denny out just for a couple of kids like us?"

"Simple little man, Butch is in the same condition as Den was when I took him away from the streets and you've been lucky enough until now to not have to go onto them at all, if I can save you from that then it's worth every thing to help you. Look Malcom, you love Butch and he loves you, it stands out a mile just by looking at both of you, this might be a chance for both of you to have a good start to your relationship, that's all I'm trying to do, give both of you a running chance."

"I don't know what to say Albert."

"Well to me that's a yes, so I'll be back in about two hours to take you both out to the farm, you'll have the small cottage out the back so you can be by yourselves most of the time, the only thing is this Malcom. Anything, and I mean anything you need or need to know you come talk to me, thats the only condition there is, ok?"

"Can I ask you a question right now Albert?"

"Shoot little man."

"Ive never.....well you know....done 'IT' and I think I want to with Butch but he is....uhm...sort of...uhm "

"Big?"

"Arh...yeah, sort of real thick, what should I do?"

"You sure you want to try something like that?"

"I think so...I mean I have these feelings and they go real deep inside me and, well I want to let him in there as well."

"Have you talked to Butch about it yet?"

"No, not yet."

"I think you should wait until you talk with him Malcom, if he loves you as much as you love him then maybe he might not want that for you."

"But.....well...I think I want it...damn I don't know...it's all so confusing, all I know is I love him and I want to feel him...well you know....inside of me."

"Look Malcom, don't sweat it, talk with Butch first then decide what both of you are going to do after that. Now little man you better wake him up so he can eat lunch then start to get him dressed ready to leave here, there's some clean clothes of his in this bag, I'll be back later for both of you."

"Albert?"

"Yes, Malcom?"

"can I hug you?"

"I don't think that's a good idea for the moment."

"B...b...but why not, I just want to thank you."

"If you gave me a hug Malcom, you'd have to let go your boyfriends hand, and he might think you've left him for me."

I dropped Butch's hand and literally threw myself at Albert as he stood there laughing as I wrapped my arms around his giant sized thick neck. Alberts left hand reached under my butt and held me up to him as he rested his large forhead on mine and with a small smile gave me a peck on the end of my nose.

"Ok Mr. Stud Muffin, let me get out of here before your boyfriend gets jealous of us."

I twisted in Alberts arms to see Butch slowly opening his eyes to stare up at me as I hovered over the bed being held by that massive hand of Alberts.

"So you awake Butch, just thought I would test out your boyfriends butt for you, hmmmmmm nice and firm, bit small for me but might suit you better, you want him back?"

"Yeah, thanks Albert, besides he's to good looking for you."

"Yep that's true, how do you little street urchins manage to always get the good looking ones?"

"It's my charm and sex appeal Albert."

"Right then on that note I'm out of here, your boyfriend will fill you in on what's going to happen, bye now see you both later."

Without another word Albert turned and left the ward as I began to spoon the hospital gunk into Butch's mouth.

"Yech... that tastes like shit, boyfriend."

"Eat or die, boyfriend."

"Ok Stud Muffin, just for you. Now tell me whats going on?"

I began to tell Butch what had happened and what Albert and Denny were going to do to help us out, as I talked I kept pushing the food into his mouth to stop him from asking questions that might lead to an area I wasn't ready to talk about yet, namely having sex with him.

After lunch Butch settled down for a little rest and it wasn't long before Albert was standing beside the bed again as I dressed Butch in clean clothes ready to leave. The doctor wasn't happy but Albert gave him one of those looks and the doctor agreed that Butch could go home as long as he stayed resting and didn't move around to much.

We wheeled Butch outside and there in a doctors car space sat a huge american hummer.I looked over at Albert.

"Thought the extra space would be better for your boy, he can lay down on the back seat and you can sit with him. the drive is about an hour so make sure he's comfortable until we get there."

I slid into the back seat and Albert with no effort at all, picked Butch up from the wheel chair and bending down laid him on the seat with his head on my lap. Damn instant hard on.

Butch looked up at me and wriggled his head into my lap as though to get confortable and then smiled up at me.

"Hmmm stud muffin, nice pillow."

So I blushed again, is that a crime?

The drive down country was nice, I'm sure Albert was taking it as easy as he could so as not to upset Butch who was still wriggling his head now and again in my lap just enough to keep me with a raging hard on. Butch smiled all the way to the farm.

The cottage was one of those little granny flats and sat about fifty yards from the main house and had a small untended garden around the front of it. Albert parked close to the cottage and got out to lift Butch up and take him inside as I followed behind with my back pack and a small suit case of Butch's clothes.

The cottage was quite new and had all the amenities for one person, shower, kitchenette small lounge and a double bedroom with a large king size bed in it, just what I needed.

Albert lay Butch down on the bed and then turned to me.

"Do you know how to cook Malcom?"

"No, not really, toast and eggs is about my lot."

"Good, in that case you can keep me company for meals, it would be good to have you to chat to at meal times, now for the moment I'll give you a call when meals are ready and you can come get them until this lazy bones can move around and come up the house by himself, ok?"

"That'd be great Albert, we'll never be able to repay you for all this."

"Ah dont worry, I'm sure I can find enough work around here for both of you later to make up for it, now get him into bed and come and get somethiong to nibble on until dinner."

After Albert left to go to the main house I undressed Butch until he was naked and slid the covers over his smooth body but took immediate notice of the condition of his meat pack, it had thickened even further and was laying on his stomach like an italian salami, fuck it was huge, not long just so thick.

"Something catch your eye Stud Muffin?"

Damn Blush.

"Uhm, well it's sort of hard to miss."

"Yeah well it's not the time my little Stud Muffin, I need to rest again."

As I watched him Butch's eyes closed again and he was out to it before I had pulled the covers completely over him, his thick rod showing up through the blankets.

The next week saw a daily improvement in Butches condition and it was real great to go to sleep beside him in the bed. The feel of his weapon against my back each time reminded me of what I wanted to do. As the nights wore on I became more convinced to have it inside me. Sometimes when I woke up during the night I would open my legs and let it nestle between my butt cheeks to feel its heat and strength as it lay there. Butch never woke up but he would gentley push it tighter between my legs and many mornings I would wake to see his eyes open and feel him tightly held by my closed legs.

Every morning I was greeted with the same few simple words.

"Hey Stud Muffin, I love you."

"Hey boyfriend, I love you too."

By the third day Butch was well enough to move back and forth to the main house although any further and he tired easily but it was great to go and have meals with the ever patient Albert who turned out to be a damn fine cook and spoilt us rotten at every chance.

A week after the injuries to Butch we sat out on the small veranda watching the stars and holding hands.

"Butch?"

"Yes Stud Muffin?"

"Will....will you...ahm....make love to me tonight?"

"Do you really want that Malcom, or are you doing it because you think it's what I want?"

"I need to know you love me, love me in everyway."

"You know I love you, there's no one ever been like you, you don't have to have sex with me to prove that to me."

"It's not for you...well it is, but it's more for me, I need to feel you inside me....oh damn...I'm saying this all wrong."

"No your not baby, I know what you mean, are you sure you want me in you,as you know I'm not the smallest dick in town."

"All I know is I need to feel you, it'll make me sort of whole."

"And you want me to make love to you, not just have sex, is that right baby?"

"Yes, I know it sounds all girly and what but it's what I need to have."

"Baby if that's what you need then that's what you will have, I love you know and forever. If you don't like anything then tell me to stop, I don't want to ever hurt you in any way, I love you to much to lose you for something like that."

We sat for another hour and then made our way inside to the bedroom, Butch still moved a little stiffly but he was obviously trying to make this a night for me as he looked through all the drawers and cupboards to find the things he needed. It looked as though Albert must have known something that we didn't as there was a supply of some type of lube and some condoms in a drawer by the bed.

"Baby, I'm going to use a condom, I know I'm clean because I get checked every six months, but Im not going to put you at risk. As soon as I can I'll go for another check even though the last one was only a month ago, If I'm clean then we can do it without a rubber if thats what you want but until then I'm sorry but it has to be this way."

"But I won't have your....ahm...juice inside me."

"I know baby, but we have to be careful, for your sake, I don't go out working without rubbers but I'm still not going to take the chance."

"Will I still feel you shoot it out?"

"Oh yes, you'll feel it ok, I sort of spurt a lot."

"Is it going to hurt a lot, I mean you are big?"

"Baby, I'm going to make love to you, not just fuck you for my own pleasure, this is all for you, I'm not going to lie to you, there is going to be some pain but I'm going to get you as ready as I can and keep it to a minimum, anything, anything at all that you don't like and I stop, dont let the pain get you to a stage if you can't stand it, tell me to stop right away. This is for you babes not me."

"Uhm ok."

"Now just stand there my love and let me do it all."

Butch came close to me and with tender hands reached up to take my face in his soft hands and then leant in close to lightly run his hot wet lips over my chin and then up to my mouth. In a dream I felt my mouth open for him to enter but he ran the tip of his tongue across my lips and then up to the tip of my nose. Small vibrations began deep in my stomach as his tongue ran up the bridsge of my nose and across both eyebrows one after the other and down around one side of my head until his tongue was gently searching the edge of my ear lobe.

Small tendrils of nervous energy ran through my body at the touch of his tongue as it searched deeper into my ear and seemed to find a small spot inside that had my breathing coming in short pants as I felt his hands begin to move down my sides.

Butterfly wings fluttered over my sides as his fingers lightly ran up and down until at last they lightly hooked into the bottom of my tee shirt and began to lift it ever so slowly. Butch's tongue left my right ear and was then in seconds doing the same search in my left ear as the tee shirt lifted higher.

Butch lifted the tee shirt up until it was at my armpits and with his thumbs he lightly ran over my sensitive pits as he leaned back from kissing my ear and drew the shirt over my head and dropped it carelessly on the floor at our feet. His head bowed and all of a sudden I felt a hot breath on my right breast, then the touch of something hot and wet ran over my nipple until I could feel it harden and push outward to get more of that hot wet feeling.

All I could do was stand there being held by my lover with my head thrown far back as the feelings made me shudder and twitch with sensory overload, nothing had ever felt so good. My dick was straining for release from it's bindings of my jeans, I could feel my precum wetting my briefs as his tongue worked now on my left nipple to the same effect.

Somewhere I heard strange groanings and moanings as though the cottage was haunted, were those sounds coming from my throat. A small sharp pain as something clamped down on one of my nipples and an electric shock ran through my whole body, my dick tried to jump out of my jeans at the feeling.

So much was happening all at the same time, again the butterfly hands moved over me but this time to smoothly work their way down the inside of my thighs in little circles as they wandered lower, again a sharp pain and my body went into overdrive. Someone yelled out into the night in a voice I didn't recognise as my own.

"I NEED YOU IN ME, PLEASE BUTCH DO ME NOW."

A soothing and calming voice penetrated my foggy brain.

"Not yet baby, it's not time yet."

Something was fiddling with my waistband, hot tongue rubbinig over my stomach, fingers searching inside my sipper. 'Ahh god take me out please take me out, I'm bursting.' Those carressing fingers ran over my throbbing glans through my briefs but didn't touch my skin. The sound of a zipper being lowered, cold air on my belly and pubes as my jeans opened. The hand ever so gentley rubbing lightly over my cock head but not taking me out and giving me relief from the constirction.

His hands went lower over my hips and I felt my jeans sinking to the floor as his tongue now teased me through my briefs, his fingers playing like spider legs over my thighs and calves. My jeans, shoes and soxs had disappeared without my notice and then it happened, a pulsing and throbbing then bright flashes of light and a spreading wetness in my briefs as I shot out my long held cum into my pants. I felt my knees giving way as a pair of now strong arms held me close to a fully clothed body and hands rubbed up and down my back as soothing words filled my ear.

"It's ok baby, thats it let it flow baby, soon you'll be ready, oh god baby your'e so hot."

I was in nirvana or heaven or maybe hell, I didn't know where only that as long as I was with Butch I didn't care. A mist came over my eyes and the feeling of movement around me made me feel as though I was floating in space and then the feeling of a cool towel wiping away my spent self and the feel of a solid bed under my now naked butt cheeks.

"Just rest a bit babes, I'm right here, how do you feel?"

"Uhmmmmmm...ohhhhhh.......mmmmmmmmm."

"That good eh."

I felt as though I could die this moment and not care, I'd never had feelings like this before, every nerve end was alive and begging for more of that butterfly touch.

Those gentle fingers continued to carress lightly over my almost abs and chest as I lay there in the after glow of release. Butch lay beside me and as I forced my eyes open I could see that somehow he had become naked while I had lived in my haze of satisfaction.The tingling of his touch began to make me rise again and as I my dick came to life slowly rising to stand erect but with less of the initial preasure I had felt before, Butch let his fingernails softly scratch under the head and along the length until he was tickling my pubes.

With the nail of his small ring finger he started to scratch ever so lightly at my now softened ball sac, just barely touching the skin sending me into a moaning fit again. Silken blonde strands tickled my chin as he bent his head to my neck and began to lick around until his mouth was nuzzling the side of my neck and then I felt the preasure of his lips as they sucked harder on my skin bringing another loud moan from me.

Butch's hands never stopped there own activity as he stroked and tickled his way lower until he was barely touching the skin below my sac but the feather light sensation was driving all thought of common sense from my mind. My whole body was now one living throbbing nerve end as he worked his fingers and tongue into places I had never known could feel so good.

The sucking on my neck ceased as I floated in another world where everything was a foggy and misty sensation of touch and tickle, of need and desire, of wanting and fearing but above all of love for my injured street boy as he played a symphony on my body.

The lips left my neck and for a split second there was no touch anywhere on my skin, then it happened, a larks tongue flicked almost unfelt at the tip of my glans, a zephyr of breath brushed ever so lightly over the head and then the lark touched again bringing more unearthly sounds from somewhere deep inside me.

Even as I floated in another world I became aware that every muscle I had was as taut as a violin string and the flicking tongue was replaced by a hot wetness that surrounded the head of my cock with just an slight sucking preasure that was almost a suggestion rather than a reality.

I had no coherent thought apart from what was happening to my body and even then it was sureal and without any foundation in past experiences. Soft wetness began to move lower down my shaft until there was a solidness resting on my pubic bush and after a lifetime it began to retreat once again to the tip where it had started. The sensation of this slow inhaling and exhaling of my rigid throbbing shaft had made me spine curve upward until I was aware of being arched up from the bed with my legs rigidly buried deep into the cloud beneath me so that only my head and heels were supporting my total weight.

It seemed as though a year passed by unnoticed as the ministrations continued to make me writhe and arch as the inhuman sounds rang around our cone of pleasure. Something happened and in a split second there was no more touching, that smooth soft inhaling of my aching shaft ceased and the light chill of the air sent a shiver through me as my muscles relaxed until I was again completely resting on my own private cloud of joy.

"Aaargh" Something had taken both my balls into its hot maw and was working them gently against each other as a fleshy moist pad flicked around them. My whole being screemed out for something to end this feeling but also never wanting it to finish. The lark had returned and was now flicking its way up and down the soft skin under my taut sac, lubricating the area as my legs lifted of their own accord to better let the lark have its way. My hands were clasped tightly, gripping with all my strength onto the cloud beneath me as the larks tongue continued to tease and tickle.

'Please god let it go lower, oh shit go lower, please'

The titilation went on and on until at last it moved millimeter by millimeter downward. I wanted to open my legs until they ripped apart just to let that searching tongue get to my inner being.

'Touch me there, you have to touch my hole, I don't care anymore, open wide, I have to open my legs wider for it.'

'Aaaarrrhhhh, at last, something was carressing my hole lightly, not forcing itself but just rubbing softly over my hole, it was narrow and rigid but touched me with a tenderness that had me reeling with need. slowly the rigid memeber began to push against my hole as the tongue continued to work its magic just above it.

The rigid member disappeared and was replaced with that hot moist tongue at my hole, I could feel both my knees against the side of my head as I rolled myself back to open up and let the tongue have its way.

'God more, more, i need to feel that tongue inside me.'

As if the spectre below me could understand my inner most thoughts the tongue pushed forcefully agaisnt my hole licking and pushing its way inside. The feeling of that hot wetness inside me drove the last of my reason into orbit asit first pushed then sucked around my tender flesh.

'This can't be real, nothing on earth feels like this, oh god I want something inside me, I need it, now, please now'

My thoughts screamed out in my head but no sound save the groans of desire and pleasure filled the space about me. The rigid memeber returned but this time there were two of them and they teasingly began to enter my now pulsing hole. The preasure on my inner muscles began to increase as they patiently pushed there way through until they were moving in the moistness of my inner body.

The feeling of their carressing movement against my inner flesh as they rotated and pushed with a delicacy that was like the falling or rose petals soon had me thrusting upward to meet them.

'OH FUCK.....what was that,'

The thrusting members had touched something inside me that had my eyes fly open to stare wildly at the whiteness above my cloud. Again it hit the spot and my body tried to contort itself to find it again. The feelings of the thrusting digits soon eased but within a split moment in time they returned with another and this time the entry was a little more difficult but with careful persistance they had their way and soon I was again full and that spot was being unmercifully teased with the extra thickness of the three torturers.

As the three digits wroked their wild way inside me, thrusting, rotating, teasing and making me ready for something far more exciting, I became aware of a blonde angel above me smiling and whispering undecipherable words and phrases in my ear, its eyes bright with love and concern mixed with offering pleasure to my body.

I became aware of the angel licking up the sweat of desire from my skin as he hovered above me, no part of my body felt real as the sensations hit me from every point, inside and out the feelings never left me. A phrase entered my head from the angel above me and all I could do was frantically nod my head in agreement.

"It's time my love."

Lifting itself the angel gave my chest and nipples a final licking and then with almost ghostly movements straightened above me and the final object of my need wa standing out large and solid, covered in a sheath of silken skin and glowing with a slick wetness. Its hugeness no long scared me as it was what I knew I needed from this angel of love.

Two eyes with dark outlines leant over me and something alive pulsed against my hole pushing with gentle preasure, asking to be let inside, I couldn't resist it, it was what I needed, I had to open wider and let it enter me and I would feel whole and fulfilled at last.

It was huge as it pulsed against me, I had to open up for it, I had to have it alive inside me. I tried to push back against it, there was resistance to it but I was determined to let it have its way, I thrust upward again. The angel kept up the monolgue of words of love as the beast that was my need pushed harder on my demanding hole until at last a fullness overtook my spinning mind and something was resting unmoving inside me. Did I scream out? I don't know, was it to big for me? I don't care, all I knew was I needed it and now it was there filling me like I had never been filled before.

Somewhere someone was gasping for breath as the shaft of need and love moved ever so slightly deeper inside me, the fullness increased with the movement, somewhere in my body something was burning but I ignored it in my need for fulfillment.

Light spattering of gentle rain drops fell on my skin from the angel above me as he strained to hold himself up with rigid arms, the tendons standing out like steel ropes as he supported himself. Again the soft movement of that shaft going deeper as it inched its way slowly, oh god so slowly, until at last I felt the angels body close against my upturned butt as it rested now buried deeply inside me. At last I was now fulfilled and my angel was smiling as the muscle inside me twitched in acknowledgement of the supreme sacrifice I had made for the love of my angel.

The heat of my blood could be felt on my face as the shaft began its withdrawl until it was again almost removed from my throbbing hole and just as I thought it was going to disappear it began its entry all over again. This time it was easier and it began to move back and forth with slow and seemingly tender strokes as it hit that place inside me each time, sending my mind into a swirling kaleidoscope of sensations as it pushed my inner soul to heights I had never known.

On and on the stroking went, nerve ends tingling with the feelings of love as it drove itself to complete its mission of love. Tine stood still as it massaged my inner body with its strength and need, somehow my hands had lifted to grip with unknown strength onto the shoulders of my angel to pull him closer and bury himself inside my soul.

There at last came a sensation of the giant inside me swelling even further and then it began to pulse out its love with a throbbing that sent shivers through my whole body with its power as it stayed solidly inside me without moving as the angel panted with exertion above me until with a final gasp he collapsed onto me with a cry of joy and love.

There was a stickiness over my lower stomach and chest that I had no knowledge of, all I knew was that this angel had given himself to me totally and I had accepted him as I had needed to. How long we lay there I had no idea, time had stopped and the world had drifted off to some other place as we held each other in an embrace that god himself could not break apart.

Soft lips nibbled at my chin as the mists of love cleared slowly from my mind, my lover was still buried deep inside me and I didn't want him to ever withdraw from me. I could die now and I would still want to have him inside me.

"Are you ok my Stud Muffin?"

"Ahhh....don't ever leave me, don't move, stay in me for ever?"

"What ever you want my love, but we have to eat some time you know."

"You can feed me like this all the time, it'll be enough for me my love."

"Are you sore my baby?"

"I don't know, I'm numb all over."

"I have to pull out of you baby, I need to piss and I need to clean you up."

"Don't, please stay there for w bit more."

"Baby I have to go, and I want to make sure you're not hurt."

"I'm not hurt, just numb all over."

"I love you my Stud Muffin but I need to make sure you're ok."

As my lover said this he began to pull out of me very slowly until with a small sound he was out, leaving me with an emptiness I couldn't believe was possible. Butch immediately went down and carefully lifted my legs again to look me over and check I wasn't bleeding, not that I cared if I was, I just knew that he was what I wanted and that as long as he filled me with his love then I would be able to fight the world and all its hardships that lay before us.

"You aren't bleeding baby but you're very red and swollen and as much as I liked being inside you I think you are going to have to rest a few days before we try that again."

"I don't care my love, all I know is I need you again."

"Not tonight baby, maybe tomorrow if you look ok, now I need a piss and I think we both need something cold to drink."

Butch rose from the bed and went to the bathroom where I heard the long rushing of his water as he relieved himself and then he was opening the refridgerator door and gave out one of his familiar laughs.

"Hey baby, guess what?"

"What?"

"There's a bottle of bubbley in the fridge with a wedding card on it."

"What does it say?"

"Wait I'll open it."

A short pause and a rustling of an envelope and a pop of a champagne cork, then his little laugh again.

"That damn Albert."

"What is it my love?"

"The card says, 'Congratutlations, drink a toast to your never ending love for each other, Bert and Den."

"How did they know, how did they put that in there without us seeing it before."

"I don't know my Stud Muffin but this is one time that the drinking age can go to hell, there's two glasses here so how about it, ready to toast our life together."

"With you I'll do anything you ask, by the way what's the time."

"Bewitching hour."

"Huh?"

"Midnight, just after in fact."

"Thats fitting."

"How so my Stud Muffin?"

"A new day starts, a new love starts."

"Hey Stud Muffin?"

"Yes angel eyes?"

"Love you."

"love you too."

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