Me and Toby

Me and Toby By Adam Stewart

Sam arrived home from work to find Toby, his younger brother, sitting in the living room in tears.

"What's up?"

"Mum; she's not here" Toby said with a worried look on his face and tears in his eyes.

Sam dumped his bag, sat down beside his brother and took him into his arms. He said she'd probably got held up at work, although that would be unusual since she seldom had to do overtime. Toby then pointed to a large envelope sitting on the table. Sam reached over for it and saw it had his name on it. He immediately recognised his mother's writing. He ripped the envelope open and pulled out two documents. One was a handwritten letter from his mum and the other was a typewritten legal document. He read the letter and read it through again just to make sure what he'd read was there in black and white. Having done so, the blood drained from his face.

Sam's mother had been fifteen when she became pregnant with him. She'd been to a party at a friend's house with a group of friends and after the drink had been flowing for quite some time, one of the guys pulled her into a bedroom. Both were virgins and were aching to do it so she went along with him. It didn't take long for clothes to be discarded so were soon rolling on the bed and the guy had his way with her. Nine months later, Sam was born by which time she was sixteen and both she and the father had left school so lived together to raise the young child. Both came from poor families in the east end of London but somehow they managed. Within three years Sam's father became an alcoholic so drifted from job to job. When he was home, which wasn't often, he was drunk so never interacted with his son. To him the boy was a burden round his neck which is why he chose alcohol to drown out his sorrows. Sam's mother got a job as a sales assistant at a local store so had a regular income to keep the family fed and clothed and a roof over their head. The three bed council flat they lived in was small but they managed somehow.

By the time Sam was five and had started school, his mother suffered from deep depression. Her husband was worse than useless so she ignored him on the few occasions he was at home and she found it more and more difficult to look after her son. As such Sam became independent and looked after himself. Thinking back he wondered how she managed to do her job but to be fair to her she did in order to bring a wage into the house.

When Sam was ten years old, she announced she was expecting another child. Toby was born a few months later and Sam adored him. He was the most beautiful child he'd ever seen and he loved him dearly. His father wasn't the slightest bit interested and within a year of Toby being born had disappeared out of their lives. Where he went nobody knew but Sam was pleased to see the back of him since he was useless as a father and used his wife's hard earned money for drink.

After he'd gone, Sam noticed his mother become even more depressed. By this time he was doing all of the cooking, shopping, washing and cleaning because when his mother was home she just slumped on the bed in a depressed state. Now he had a baby to look after but he loved his little brother so took on the duty with relish. He bottle fed him, changed his nappies and bathed him every day without fail before setting off to school. He'd always been mature for his age so most people thought he was much older than his real age. He was also a well built boy and by the time he was sixteen was six foot tall and looked every bit a man.

Although he could probably have gone further with his education he decided to leave school and get a job. His mother never discussed things with him so he made the decision off his own back. He'd also realised he was gay at the age of fourteen so had to deal with that all alone although he did have Mike, his school friend, who'd also declared he too was gay. They'd first met in junior school and had immediately gelled. Mike's parents were always very kind to Sam and helped him with things when he needed guidance but in the main he managed everything on his own. When he reached sixteen and had left school, he told his mum he was gay but she just shrugged her shoulders and said nothing. The same happened when he obtained his first job but he never expected anything more from her. As far as he was concerned his father had been useless as was his mother so he got on with life without them and instead put all his attention into his brother who was growing up fast. He'd never really known his father and he had little interaction with his mother so it was Sam he went to whenever he needed something. He loved his big brother and looked upon him as his guardian angel.

Sam had always been interested in computers although his mother had never been able to afford one for him but Mike did let him have his cast off since his parents had more money and spoilt Mike rotten. As such, Sam applied for a sales assistant job at a local computer store and to his amazement was successful. He was sent on courses to learn all about computers and their accessories so was in his element. Each morning he'd get Toby up, make his breakfast and then take him to school on his way to work. His boss knew the burden Sam had to take on at home so was sympathetic to him when it came to hours of work and having time off every so often to deal with his younger brother. Because Sam worked through every lunch hour, his boss even allowed him to take half an hour off each afternoon to fetch Toby from school and take him home before going back to the shop until it closed at five thirty. Once Toby was old enough to get himself to and from school on his own, things became a little easier but life at home was always tense when his mother was around because of her depression.

Like every other birthday, Sam's eighteenth came and went without comment from his mother. He'd never received presents or cards so was used to it. The only person who gave him anything was Toby once he was old enough to understand and he'd make his own birthday card for his brother in which he'd say how much he loved him. Sam always celebrated Toby's birthday as best he could and would make a cake for him and buy him a small present with a card but his mother just looked and said nothing.

It was three weeks after Christmas and a month after Sam's eighteenth birthday that he was sitting with Toby reading the letter from his mother. He let the letter drop to the floor and took his eight year old brother into his arms. The implication of what his mother's letter had said suddenly hit him.

"What's she say?" Toby whispered having seen his mum's writing on the letter.

"She's gone; the fucking woman has left us" he cried.

Toby looked at his brother completely stunned. Sam picked up the letter and read it out loud.

"I know this will come as a shock to you Sam but I can't continue any longer. I have to get out of your lives so you can move on without me. You've done such a wonderful job in bringing Toby up over the last ten years and I'm so sorry that I've let both of you down. I know you'll manage without me and in fact you're better off with me gone. Don't come looking for me and don't let the authorities take Toby into care. I have every faith in you Sam and I know you can and will look after your little brother. He loves you as you love him and you'll know what is best for him.

You'll find enclosed a power of attorney I've had drawn up. All it needs is your signature to make it legal so you can make any decisions regarding Toby's future without reference to me. There's also a cheque enclosed to help with immediate expenses but now that you're working and on a good wage I'm sure you'll manage okay. The rent is up to date and I've paid this month's too but whether the Council will let you continue living there as the flat is in my name I'm not sure but you'll find somewhere else to live if not.

Love to you both and give Toby a kiss from me."

They both sat there for several moments longer trying to take in what had happened. First their father had disappeared and now their mum.

"What's going to happen to us? You won't leave me will you Sam" Toby whimpered as the tears fell down his face.

Sam hugged him tighter and assured his little brother that everything would be fine.

"I'll never leave you Toby, I promise."

Eventually Sam stood up and went into his mother's bedroom. It looked as if she'd never been there. All the drawers where she kept her clothes were empty as was the wardrobe. All that remained was a photograph of the two of them when Toby was five and Sam was fifteen. It was the only photograph they had of them and Mike had taken it one day when he came round showing off a new camera he'd had for Christmas.

"Fuck her" he shouted as he kicked the bed. He took the photo frame from the chest of drawers, removed the photo and threw the frame against the wall. It shattered into pieces with shards of glass falling on the floor. "How could she" he shouted as he held the photo against his chest. She didn't even want a reminder of her two children. That's how little they meant to her.

He turned and saw Toby standing in the doorway with tears running down his face. He moved over to him and picked him up. Unlike Sam, his brother was quite small even for his age so Sam could pick him up with ease. Toby wrapped his arms round his brother's neck and his legs round his waist. They hugged and kissed for what seemed like an eternity before Sam led him back to the living room.

"So, it's just me and you from now on but we'll manage okay" Sam said knowing they really were on their own from now on since his mum's parents had died long ago and he'd never known his father's, even assuming they were still alive.

"And you'll never leave me" Toby whimpered.

"Never; I love my little Toby too much to ever want to leave him" Sam smiled. He took his brother's hand and led him to the bathroom where he used a damp flannel to wipe away Toby's tears. "Now, what do you fancy for your meal tonight?"

"Sausages and mash" Toby grinned. He loved sausages and Sam cooked them just how he liked them.

Sam smiled. "Sausages, mash and peas it is then; and I shall expect you to eat up all your peas because they're good for you."

They went into the tiny kitchen and Sam set to work. As he did so he gave Toby tasks to do such as lay the table in the living room where they ate. He hated eating on his lap like his father used to and he'd given up long ago making meals for his mother because she invariably left them so they went to waste. When and what she ate was always a mystery to Sam after that but he was past caring.

After their meal and Toby had helped him clear away the dishes, Sam pulled out his laptop computer leaving Toby to play a game on the floor. They'd never had a television since his mother hadn't been able to afford one or pay the licence fee so since having his laptop, Sam had used that to keep up with the news and watch films off the net although that was limited because of the `pay as you go' dongle he had.

He first checked his bank balance and was thankful he'd been able to save a small amount each month. He then looked at rented flats because he decided whatever the council said he wanted to get out of this one. It had never been a happy place to live and he needed to get away from it. When he saw the rental costs his heart dropped. In no way would he be able to afford that kind of money. Just as he was pondering what to do next, his mobile buzzed to indicate a text had arrived. This was another cast off from Mike who'd been given a smart new iPhone last Christmas.

`Hi gorgeous; any chance of you coming over; I could do with my cock being sucked."

Sam chuckled. Having been school friends for years, he and Mike had become proper boyfriends when they both came out as being gay. Since they'd never been able to meet at Sam's home because of Toby and his mother being around, they met at Mike's home because he had his own large bedroom in the attic where his parents never went so they could do what they liked without being disturbed. They'd lost their virginity with each other when they were both fifteen and from there on enjoyed fucking each other or sucking each other off.

He sent a text back saying `Sorry can't come round but you can come here if you want. Mum has buggered off and left us for good.'

Within seconds the reply came back `what the fuck; I'm on my way.'

Sam told Toby that Mike was on his way round and as usual he jumped up with glee. He liked Mike, especially as he often brought gifts for him; sometimes sweets and on other occasions toys.

"Are you two going to be kissing and cuddling?" Toby giggled. He knew his brother was gay having had it explained to him one day and he knew Sam and Mike were boyfriends. He'd often watched them kiss and on one day had even seen them feeling each other when they thought he was in his tiny box room. The flat had three bedrooms although Toby's was even smaller than Sam's so there was only just room for his bed and a chair; all his clothes had to be kept in Sam's room.

Mike lived fifteen minutes away in a smarter area but he had a motorbike which he used to go everywhere so was soon knocking on the door. Toby rushed to let him in and for a few moments Sam could hear Mike giving him a hug and lifting him off the floor, which Toby always enjoyed.

"Oh, thank you Uncle Mike" Toby exclaimed so Sam guessed he'd come armed with yet another present of some sort. When Sam came running in he was carrying a big bar of chocolate. He'd always called Mike `uncle' although quite why nobody really knew.

"Don't forget to share that" Sam told Toby. He'd always taught him to say thank you' and please' as well as sharing things that were given to him.

"Okay" Toby replied in a begrudging tone but Sam knew he didn't really mind.

Whilst Toby was ripping open the bar of chocolate, Mike pulled Sam into his arms and kissed him full on the lips. Toby was used to seeing them do this so wasn't bothered as he watched the two guys embrace and kiss. He decided to leave them to it for a moment so broke off a piece of chocolate to eat and continued playing his game.

Mike wanted to know what the hell had happened so Sam filled him in telling him about the letter and the power of attorney.

"Fucking hell; are you going to manage okay, you know with..." He didn't finish the sentence but instead nodded his head towards Toby.

"Of course; I've promised him I'll never leave him; we'll manage somehow."

Mike shook his head with admiration; he knew Sam was much more grown up than him despite being the same age but to suddenly find you're totally responsible for a ten year old was something else.

"Mum and dad will help if necessary" he added. Mike knew his parents thought highly of Sam so would do anything to help where they could. Sam thanked him and said he wasn't sure what assistance he'd need at the moment but it was nice to know he could seek help when necessary. "What about this place? Will the council let you stay here do you think?"

Sam said he doubted it but in any event was afraid the Council would bring in Social Services once they knew his mother had left so he was inclined to get out and find somewhere else. "The problem is everywhere is so fucking expensive."

"Ah, that's where my dad can help" Mike said excitedly and explained that his father owned several properties around London including a couple of low rent places not far from where they lived at Stepney Green. One of those was a two bed flat and was vacant at present. He'd even thought about living in one himself but decided against it since he'd have to fend for himself which wasn't his favourite idea of life. He grabbed Sam's laptop and showed him where it was situated. It was further away from Toby's school but not that much further so he could still walk there or get a bus. It was also much the same distance to where Sam worked so it would be ideal.

"That would be brilliant; it just depends on how much the rent is because I can't afford much."

"Leave it to me; dad will be pleased to do you a special deal."

Sam smiled; he hated being beholden to others but in this case he might well have to accept to get out of where they were currently living. At least he and Toby could make a clean break from the past and hopefully move on with their lives. "Thanks; perhaps you could sound your dad out and I'll come round one evening to talk it through."

"You're on mate; now how about servicing my cock?"

Sam chuckled. Mike had a one track mind.

"Before you do that do you want some chocolate?" a voice said. Both guys looked round and saw Toby standing there with his chocolate bar in his hand.

Sam laughed and pulled his little brother into his arms. "You weren't supposed to hear that" he giggled.

"I do know what guys get up to you know; I'm not a kid anymore" Sam replied indignantly.

"You're quite right, you're not" Sam smiled and gave his brother a big kiss.

Sam and Mike broke off a piece of chocolate each and told Toby he could eat the rest but not all in one go. Sam then led Mike into his room and closed the door behind him having told Toby not to disturb them unless there was an emergency. Toby grinned guessing what they'd be doing but he wasn't bothered. He'd used Sam's laptop when he was out one day to look on the internet about being gay and what guys did to each other, so had a fairly good idea what it was all about.

Once the door was firmly closed behind them Mike took Sam into his arms and kissed him. It was passionate and both soon had erections. As they kissed they undressed each other, tossing their clothes on the floor. Once naked they fell onto the bed and Mike covered his lover.

"I reckon you could do with a nice long fuck" he grinned.

Sam grinned. He loved the feel of Mike's cock inside him so didn't object despite it feeling odd doing it in his own room with Toby not far away but he realised things were going to be different for both of them from now on.

Mike slowly made his way down Sam's body licking and kissing his smooth skin until he reached the narrow line of dark hair that led him to his prize. Once there he took Sam's larger cock into his mouth and sucked it. Sam was letting out long groans of pleasure as he did so trying to do his best to keep the noise down so that Toby didn't hear.

Just as he thought he was going to shoot his load, Mike stopped and lifted Sam's legs over his chest.

"Yeah, that looks so beautiful" he grinned as he wiped a wet finger across Sam's entrance. He grabbed the lube he'd brought with him, slicked his own erection and lined the head up to Sam's entrance. He looked into Sam's eyes and grinned before slowly pressing his cock in. Both let out a long gasp as his cock breached Sam and then filled him up. He then proceeded to fuck Sam with gusto whilst massaging Sam's cock at the same time. Suddenly both let out a loud sigh of pleasure as their climax reached its peak.

Once complete they kissed before getting up. Whilst Sam got dressed, Mike walked naked into the bathroom to clean up. When Sam rejoined Toby in the living room he grinned.

"I guess I'll have to get used to seeing naked guys walking around."

Sam smiled and gave his little brother an affectionate pat on the head. "Does it bother you?"

"No, why should it? I know you two guys are gay and what you get up to."

Sam chucked. His little brother was no longer an innocent little boy which was just as well now they were on their own.

When Mike appeared he found Toby sitting on Sam's lap with his head snuggled against his chest. He looked at the two brothers and could feel the love between them. For a moment he felt envious since he didn't have any brothers or sisters to share that kind of love. He was an only child who was spoilt rotten by his parents so he couldn't complain but sometimes he yearned to have a brother to cherish like Toby.

"Got any beers?" he asked as he sat down on the remaining chair. Sam gave him a murderous look. Mike knew that his mum had never allowed alcohol in the place because of his father's drink problem. "Sorry, forgot but now she's gone you could have some in couldn't you? We're not all alcoholics you know."

Sam said he'd think about it as he gently stroked Toby's hair. Mike could see he was in the way so he stood up and said he'd better go. Sam looked at the clock.

"Come on little one, time for bed."

Toby looked into Sam's eyes and nodded. He gave him another hug before climbing off and then wrapped his arms round Mike who gave him a big goodnight kiss. When he'd scampered off to his bedroom Mike looked at Sam.

"I hope you know what you're taking on mate; I'm not sure I'd want to take on the task of bringing up an eight year-old."

"I love him and I've given him a promise that I'll never leave him" Sam replied somewhat peeved at Mike's comment.

"Yeah I know and I respect you for that; you've already done a great job of bringing him up because I know your mum had little to do with it but you've got another eight years at least."

Sam ignored the comment and gave his boyfriend a kiss saying he'd wait to hear from him regarding his dad's flat. When he'd seen Mike out he went into Toby's room. He found him climbing into bed and the boxer shorts he usually wore draped over the chair.

"I see, sleeping naked now are we."

"You do so why can't I?" Toby replied indignantly.

Sam smiled and sat beside him on the bed. "Of course you can if that's what turns you on."

"What does `turn you on' mean?"

Sam inwardly groaned wishing he hadn't used the term. "What makes you happy" he quickly replied not wanting to give the meaning he had in mind.

Toby grinned. "You turn me on."

"Good, now it's time to sleep my little bundle of joy." Sam leant over and gave his brother a kiss on the cheek and hugged him tight.

"Will Uncle Mike ever leave us?"

For a moment Sam was surprised by that question; he'd never thought of Mike not being a part of their lives having done so for so many years.

"Who knows but one thing I can be sure of is that I will never leave you."

Toby liked hearing that and nodded. "But you guys are boyfriends so you love each other don't you."

"Yeah I suppose we do" Sam replied but it made him think. He'd known Mike since junior school and they'd been boyfriends ever since they came out as gay at the age of fourteen but did he love' Mike and did Mike love' him? His life had been so busy what with school and now work, plus looking after Toby and the home that he'd never had time to think about it.

He'd no sooner left Toby to go to sleep when his mobile rang.

"Hello Sam it's Derek, Mike's dad. He's just told us your news; Emma and I are so very sorry. Did she not give any indication she was going to do that?"

Sam said she didn't so it was a complete shock to him and Toby. Derek asked how Toby was handling it and Sam said he was okay but he was clearly worried that he would leave him.

"I'm sure he is but Mike tells us you have no intention of calling in Social Services and that you'll continue looking after him."

Sam replied that of course he would. He loved his brother and had been the main person in his life to date so had given his solemn promise that he'd never leave him or allow Social Services to interfere. Derek agreed and congratulated Sam on what he'd achieved so far.

"Anyhow you know you've only got to ask if you need any help; Emma and I will be happy to do so but in the meantime Mike has mentioned you want to move out of your council flat."

Sam said he did and felt it would be better for both him and Toby to have a fresh start somewhere else even assuming the council would let them remain in the flat. "The problem is where to go because I can't afford much."

"That's the other thing I wanted to mention; you're more than welcome to move into the two bed flat I currently have vacant in Stepney Green and I can let you have that at a peppercorn rent just to cover the service charge and ground rent."

Sam thanked him profusely, especially when he heard what the rent would be which was lower than their current rent. It was agreed that Sam would go over to see Derek the following evening to discuss things and for him to show him the flat. Sam went to bed feeling a lot happier.

The following morning Sam got Toby up and when they'd had breakfast asked if he'd like him to take him to school or collect him but he said he'd be fine so they hugged and kissed.

"What time will you be home?" Toby asked. Sam said his normal time which was about two hours after Toby got home from school.

"Are you sure you'll be okay on your own for two hours?"

Toby nodded and again checked that Sam would be coming home. He pulled his little brother into his arms and assured him he would and would never leave him. Toby smiled and gave his big brother a kiss. As Sam made his way to work he guessed he'd have to give Toby a lot of assurance for quite a long time that he'd never leave him. It was bad enough having their father disappear but to have their mother do the same was unimaginable and he didn't think he'd ever forgive her even though she suffered from depression.

When he got to work he asked to have a word with his boss having decided he needed to tell him the news. As expected he was shocked and asked Sam how he was going to manage. Sam told him as he'd always done but had decided to move to have a fresh start for both him and Toby. His boss thought that a great idea so Sam told him about the flat in Stepney Green, although he didn't mention the low rent that Derek had agreed.

"I've been meaning to have a word with you Sam and now is probably a good time to do so. You're my best salesman; since you've been here sales have shot up because customers like you and trust you. They hate salesmen who pressurise them which is something you never do. Instead you give them all the options and let them make the decision without pressure. That's a brilliant technique and I want to reward you by making you the senior salesman. It will mean a raise in salary which I imagine will come in useful now you've got an eight year-old to feed and clothe. I'd also like you to take any new salesmen we employ under your wing to train them. What do you think?"

Sam was dumbfounded; he'd never dreamt this would happen and the additional money would certainly come in handy.

"You'd still be able to take time off when you need it for looking after Toby because I know you always make up the time but you must be sure to have proper rest breaks when you can."

Sam didn't know what to say apart from a very big thank you so his boss shook his hand and told him it would be with immediate effect. He added that he'd tell the other salesman who he was sure would be pleased for him. Sam left the office feeling on top of the world. Perhaps things were looking up for him. He so hoped so because he couldn't cope with many more disappointments in life or having any more people let him down.

"Congratulations" the other salesman told Sam when he heard the news. He made no mention of his mother disappearing so was pleased the boss had kept that to himself.

"Being gay seems to have its advantages" he laughed but Sam knew he was only teasing because the guy wasn't bothered about his sexuality, in fact he was always asking who he'd fucked. His standard reply was fuck you' to which he invariably replied nah, you're not my type'.

As he checked the stock on show and made sure everything was as it should be, he suddenly thought of Toby and how he was getting on at school. They hadn't discussed whether or not Toby should mention it to anyone but knowing him he was unlikely to do so but it suddenly struck him whether he should at least advise the head master just in case Toby seemed low at any time. He spoke to his boss and asked his view and he agreed Sam should speak to the headmaster. He told him to call the school immediately and make an appointment. Sam did so and arranged to see him after the school had finished that afternoon. It meant he'd have to leave early so he told his boss he'd work over the lunch break. As usual his boss agreed and told him to take what time he needed.

"I meant to ask you earlier what computer you have at home." Sam smiled and told him about Mike's cast off which was now several years old, very slow and frequently freezing up. "Right; we can't have our new senior salesman using an out of date computer so I'll sort out one of the shop demonstration models for you which you can have free."

Sam gasped. He knew the manufacturers supplied equipment for sales purposes and knew these were generally sold off cheap or offered to staff to purchase but he'd never been able to afford one. The day was getting better by the minute and he wondered what was going to go wrong to spoil it.

At half four he left work with his smart new laptop in his bag and made his way to Toby's school. His appointment with the head was at four forty five but he knew it only took him ten minutes to walk there. Toby would have left by then and all going well he'd be home by his normal time if not earlier. He made his way into the school and along to the headmaster's office which he knew well from his own school days. The head was still Mr Parker who he'd always liked so felt at ease with him. The secretary announced his arrival and ushered him into the head's office. He'd never seen inside before having always been the model pupil so had never been required to see the head. It was a lot smarter than he imagined and felt very cosy.

The head welcomed him and shook his hand as if Sam was a parent before inviting him to sit down in front of the large brown desk.

"So how can I help you Sam?"

Sam had rehearsed what he was going to say so launched into it. The head listened without interruption until he'd finished.

"I'm so very sorry; I had no idea that your father had left the family unit all those years ago and that your mother suffered from depression. You must have done a remarkable job Sam if as you say you in effect ran the household because Toby has never indicated any problems at home. You should be proud of your achievement and I for one will most certainly support your desire to continue looking after Toby and being his guardian. At least your mother had the sense to arrange a power of attorney which makes it legal and you're an adult but taking on an eight year old is not going to be easy Sam."

"I know but he's my brother and I love him, plus I've promised to look after him and never leave him."

"I respect your actions Sam and will help all I can as will his teachers."

"Thanks" Sam replied and mentioned they'd hopefully be moving but not far away. The head thought that a good idea and wished him all the best.

When Sam got home, Toby rushed up and wrapped his arms round his brother; tears of joy were running down his face.

"I'm here my bundle of joy and always will be."

When they arrived at Mike's house they found him in the garage doing something to his motorbike. Toby ran up to him and Mike picked him up and swung him round. Sam smiled as he watched the two guys interact. He could see that Toby loved Mike and wondered how it would affect him if Mike also disappeared out of their lives. He still couldn't decide if he loved' Mike or whether they were just good friends' who happened to enjoy sexual activity with each other every so often.

"Hi"

"Hi gorgeous" Mike grinned and pulled their mouths together for a passionate kiss. Sam felt Mike's tongue press through his lips as they kissed and he also felt his hand feeling down below which always caused a reaction. Sam glanced over to Toby who was giving the motorbike a yearning look appearing to be unaware what the two adults were doing. Sam knew he'd never be able to afford to buy his little brother anything like that. Neither of them even had bicycles but Toby had never complained.

When the kiss and the groping ended, Mike led them into the house. Emma came to greet them and gave Sam a hug and a peck on the cheek. She said how sorry she was to hear of his news and asked how he was coping. Sam shrugged his shoulders not really sure what to say. The reality hadn't really sunk in as yet and he half expected to see his mother wander in at some point. He'd contacted the owner of the shop where she was employed to see if he knew she had gone or had any idea where but he'd said he was as shocked as everyone else. All he knew was that his mother had asked for a few days off and the previous morning had found a letter waiting for him at the shop stating that she wouldn't be back. She was also owed wages so he said he'd arrange for those to be paid to Sam.

Emma put her arm round Toby's shoulder and led him into the kitchen where she said she had some chocolate for him. Toby ran off excited as he loved chocolate.

"Dad wants to take you to see the flat so mum and I will look after Toby" Mike whispered. Just then Derek appeared and greeted Sam more formally with a handshake but then changed his mind and gave him a hug. He too asked how he and Toby were coping and Sam replied "Okay". He suggested they go and see the flat and then go through the legal details.

"Mike's dad is taking me round to see our new home Toby so Mike and his mum will look after you whilst I'm gone."

Toby stopped eating his chocolate and looked at Sam. "You're coming back aren't you".

"Of course I am; I've told you I'll never leave you; I love you too much to do that" Sam replied with tears in his eyes. He again cursed his mother for leaving them and causing so much pain for such a small guy. He wondered whether Toby would ever trust anyone again. "I should be back within the hour" he added "so be good".

Emma put her arm round Toby as they watched Sam and Derek leave.

"I assume he's afraid you're going to leave him too" Derek commented as they walked to the car. "I don't blame him; it must have been a terrible shock to both of you. Did she not give any sign that she was at breaking point?"

Sam shook his head but on thinking back over the past year or more she'd seldom spoke to him or Toby since she was so depressed and spent most time in her bedroom when at home.

As they made the five minute drive to the flat, Derek explained that he owned the whole block which consisted of six flats over three floors. It was a modern block which had been built on the site of an old house that had been pulled down years ago. The flat they were to view was number four on the second floor. Number three was occupied by a lady in her late fifties whose husband had suddenly died two or three years before. Derek said she was a charming lady and was sure she'd be a useful neighbour should Sam need any assistance.

The whole block looked very smart and unlike the council block he lived in the entrance had a security system to keep out undesirables. They walked up to the first floor and Derek unlocked number four. Everywhere looked immaculate and Sam couldn't believe he and Toby might be living there. Derek first showed him the main bedroom which overlooked the front of the property and contained a double bed, a fitted cupboard which looked enormous compared to his current one, a chest of drawers and a chair. The second bedroom which also overlooked the front of the property was the same but slightly smaller and contained a small double bed. The room was over twice the size of Toby's current one so he knew he'd be delighted. The internal bathroom contained a large walk-in shower plus the usual facilities and behind two large glass sliding doors was situated the hot water tank and a washing machine which Sam noted was much smarter than the one he currently used.

The living room overlooked the back of the property which had a small communal garden and parking for six cars. A fully fitted kitchen extended along one end of the living room which contained every appliance he'd need. Derek opened cupboards which contained crockery and glassware and cooking utensils. There was a glass topped table with four dining chairs plus a sofa and another easy chair with a round glass coffee table sitting on a rug. On the wall there was a flat screen television with bookshelves alongside.

"And all this furniture comes with it" Sam asked still trying to take everything in.

"Yep; it's a fully furnished flat so all you'll need to bring are your clothes and personal effects plus any other small items of furniture you might want to keep."

Sam said there was nothing worth keeping since all the furniture was old and falling apart. Even the cooking utensils were old and battered and were black from the flames of the gas stove.

"Emma is also going to purchase bed linen and towels before you move in."

Sam smiled because their current bed linen was full of holes and only fit for rag. His mother hadn't replaced anything since first buying them when he was born.

"So what do you think? Will this suit you and Toby?"

"It's brilliant; Toby will love it as I do; I just don't know how to thank you enough."

Derek was touched by Sam's emotional gratitude and he noticed tears running down Sam's face as he looked around him so he pulled him into his arms and hugged him.

"I'm more than happy to help you out Sam; you've had far more problems and letdowns than someone of your age should endure so it makes me happy to do this for you. As you probably know I own several properties around London so letting you have this one at a rent you can afford is the least I can do in the circumstances. I'd originally thought Mike would move into it but he's decided he doesn't want the responsibility of his own property until he's finished university. Although he ideally wants to go to the University College of London and remain living at home, he's also applied to Leicester so might not be in London in any event."

For a moment Sam froze. He knew Mike was on his final year for his A levels but he'd not mentioned university and he'd never thought to ask him with everything else on his mind. Quite how Toby would react to that news he didn't know but he'd have to cross that bridge when they came to it.

Sam suddenly became aware of Derek saying "Do you want to make a decision now or to think about it?"

Sam said he'd most certainly accept Derek's generous offer and he was sure Toby would love living there. Derek pulled out the legal rental agreement and went through it paragraph by paragraph before asking Sam to sign it. The rent was as Derek had stated on the phone so Sam was more than happy to do so. The agreement was for an initial five year period and could then continue for as long as Sam wanted subject to a notice period of two months. Once read and agreed, they both signed and Derek gave Sam his copy. They agreed Sam and Toby would move in at the weekend and that Derek would transport their personal items over in his car. All Sam had to do in the meantime was pack up what they wanted to bring. Since neither had many clothes they would fit into a large suitcase that he'd purchase off the local market, and he'd get some cardboard boxes from work for their other personal items.

When they got back to Mike's house, Sam's face was beaming. Toby ran up to him and hugged him.

"Is it nice?"

"It's fantastic; you'll love it my little one."

Emma said she'd like to take a photograph of the two guys so Sam stood with his brother beside him and an arm round his shoulder. Toby rested his head against his brother's chest and when Emma viewed what she'd taken she thought it was a charming picture.

"I thought I'd walk back with you" Mike said with a twinkle in his eyes. Sam smiled and agreed, not wanting to disappoint him.

Having thanked Derek yet again for his generosity and thanked Emma for looking after Toby, the three of them left to walk back to Sam's place. Once inside he looked round and realised what a dump they'd lived in. He still couldn't believe he and Toby would be leaving it in just a few days time and thanked Mike for asking his dad about the flat.

"It's okay mate; dad likes to help people in need."

What Sam didn't know was that Derek and Emma had always thought Sam was a lovely young man and that he made the perfect boyfriend for their son. They had no problem with having a gay son so looked upon Sam as another son. When Toby had been born and they heard that Sam more or less raised him on his own because their father had deserted them and their mother seemed incapable of doing anything due to depression, they loved him even more.

"Well I'm very grateful so thanks."

"Enough to give me a good long fuck" Mike grinned. Sam laughed having guessed that was why Mike had walked back with them.

"Can you amuse yourself for a while Toby; Mike and I are going into my room."

Toby grinned. "Yeah okay but keep the noise down whilst you're fucking each other."

Sam gasped at his brother's comment. Mike laughed too and reminded Sam that they too had talked about sex at Toby's age. "I seem to remember we even sucked each other's dick when we were eight."

"I'm sure we didn't."

"You've got a short memory mate" Mike laughed.

When they were in the bedroom and the door firmly closed behind them they fell into each other's arms. The kiss was passionate and cocks were soon aching to be released. They unbuttoned each other's clothing as they kissed until both were naked. Sam gently pushed Mike onto the bed and covered him with his naked body. Their stiff cocks rubbed together as they kissed. Sam then explored further down Mike's body. He licked and tweaked his nipples making Mike squirm. He ran his fingers over his hairy chest and followed the line down to his cock. He engulfed the length with his mouth teasing the sensitive head with his tongue. Mike let out long moans as Sam sucked and fingered his arse. He was aching to feel Sam's hot rod inside him.

"Fuck me please, just fuck me" he implored. Sam looked up and grinned. He enjoyed making his boyfriend wait for what he wanted.

When he'd teased him enough he flipped Mike over onto his stomach. He lubricated his erection and then Mike's entrance. Mike held his breath waiting to feel the long hard organ breach him.

"Ah, yeah; I so love the feel of your cock up my arse."

Sam silently chuckled and began his long slow fuck. He knew if he took it slowly he'd not only pleasure his boyfriend but he'd keep going longer before he reached that magical moment when his body took over and filled him up with his creamy cum. He did so and the action lasted for at least ten minutes before Sam had to let go and release his load. As soon as he'd done so, Mike flipped over with Sam still firmly embedded inside him. With Sam now beneath him and his stiff cock still inside him, he leant back over Sam's chest and rode his cock. It was now Sam's turn to let out long loud moans as Mike used his cock to fuck himself.

It was another long ten minutes or more when Sam felt his body tense.

"Ah fuck; I'm gonna cum again."

"Yeah, fill my arse up with your lovely spunk."

Finally Sam was spent and Mike was exhausted. They stayed linked together for a minute or two longer whilst Mike jerked his own cock off. When he was spent he lifted himself off of Sam's cock, twisted round and kissed him.

"Yeah, that was beautiful."

Both guys needed a wash so walked naked into the bathroom. Toby giggled as he saw the naked guys go by. Once clean again, Sam walked into the living room not bothering to dress. His brother had seen him naked before so he had nothing to hide. Mike grabbed his clothes and joined them before getting dressed. He wasn't bothered about an eight year old seeing him naked. Toby looked up and grinned.

"See you on Saturday guys" Mike said as he gave Toby and Sam a kiss.

Once gone Toby looked at his naked brother and smiled. "I like seeing you guys naked but I think you've got the nicer body; I'm not keen on Mike's hairy chest."

Sam laughed and pulled him onto his lap. "So you don't want a hairy chest when you grow up."

"Nah, much prefer your nice smooth one and this thin line of hair down to your dick. Will I be like that when I'm older?"

Sam chuckled and said he might. "But now it's bedtime my little one."

Without a murmur Toby jumped off his brother's lap and ran off. When Sam heard him come out of the bathroom having brushed his teeth, he went into Sam's room to say goodnight.

"We're both naked now" Toby giggled. Sam nodded wondering whether he should have got dressed.

"Is my new bedroom nice?"

"It's brilliant; at least twice the size of this one with a nice large bed, a large cupboard for your clothes and a chest of drawers to keep your toys in."

"Wow; what's yours like?"

"Bigger than my current room with a double bed, a big cupboard like yours and a chest of drawers."

"Mm, so you'll have a bigger bed to have sex in" Sam giggled.

"Yep I shall; now it's time to sleep; we've got a lot to do over the next three days."

Sam bent down and gave Toby a hug followed by a kiss. "I love you my little bundle of joy."

"I love my big brother; we will be happy in our new home won't we."

"Yes, I'm sure we will."

Sam returned to the living room, switched off the light and went into his own room. He still couldn't get it into his head that in four days time they'd be in their new home away from this place which had brought so much sorrow. "Surely things have got to get better for us" he said out loud.

At lunchtime the following day Sam went to the local market to purchase a large suitcase. What he really wanted was too expensive so he opted for two smaller cheap ones which probably wouldn't last long but they would do since they couldn't afford to go away on holidays. He also salvaged some boxes from the back of the shop and flat packed them so he could get them home.

Over the next few days he and Toby sorted out what they wanted to keep and packed those items into the suitcases and boxes. He'd looked on the council website and found he had to download a form to give the council notice that the flat was no longer required. Since it was in his mother's name they would only accept her signature so he forged it because in no way did he want to admit she'd abandoned them and risk having Social Services informed. The biggest problem was that the flat had to be left empty so everything had to be removed. He spoke to a neighbour who'd always been very helpful and the guy told him to put everything in the rubbish area.

"The vultures in this place will have everything removed within the hour" he chuckled and offered to help Sam carry the large items.

By the time Derek and Mike arrived on the Saturday morning the flat was empty apart from those things they were taking and the whole place had been given a good clean. In no way was Sam going to leave the place dirty even though paint was peeling off the walls and the carpet was in holes. He'd been pleased to note that the new flat had solid flooring so no carpets to worry about apart from a couple of rugs.

"Wow, all done" Mike exclaimed as he gave Sam a kiss. Derek had remained with his car not wanting to risk that being damaged or stolen whilst they loaded things. Soon everything was loaded into the car so Sam made one final check round the place and looked in all the cupboards even though he'd done it several times already to make sure nothing had been left behind before locking the door and stuffing the keys through the letterbox as instructed. The next door neighbour wished him all the best for the future although Sam had not told him about their mother leaving them. Instead he made out she'd already moved into the new place and had left him and Toby to clear the flat out. The guy thought it odd but knowing the father had abandoned them several years before and the mother always appeared to be depressed, he wasn't surprised.

"Is this it?" Toby exclaimed when Derek pulled into the car park at the back of the block.

"Yep; this is your new home little one" Mike chuckled and ruffled Toby's hair.

They soon had everything in the flat and Toby was rushing round from room to room.

"Wow, this is brilliant" he exclaimed when he saw his room and when he went into the living room he screamed "A television; is that for us?"

Sam put an arm round him and said everything was for them to use. He knew Toby would love the TV so he'd already applied for a licence even though it was expensive. He'd also arranged for the telephone company to connect a telephone at the new place and included broadband to save using his pay-as-you-go system. Having got a new laptop for his own use he'd given Toby the old one which caused him to jump with joy.

Derek said he'd leave them to settle in so left. As soon as he'd gone, Mike pulled Sam into his arms and gave him a passionate kiss. Toby giggled as he watched the two guys kiss and Mike grope his brother. Seeing his brother watching, Sam pulled out of the kiss. "Not in front of Toby" he whispered.

Mike moved away irritated that he couldn't kiss and fondle his boyfriend because of a child being around.

"We've got unpacking to do" Sam said trying to move things on. Mike huffed and said he'd leave them to it as he made a move for the door. "How about coming round this evening" Sam said trying to appease him. Mike's face lit up and said he'd be round after he'd finished his meal.

When he'd gone, Sam took Toby into his arms. "Happy?"

Toby grinned and nodded. He still couldn't believe they'd be living there. They set too and first unpacked their clothes which seemed lost in each of their fitted wardrobes. Sam had already noticed the beds had been made up with new bed linen but when he went into Toby's room to see how he was getting on he noticed a small table had appeared which would be ideal for Toby to use for doing his homework and placing his laptop on. He then noticed another similar table in the living room so placed his own laptop on that. It was then he noticed a few ornaments on the book shelves including the photo Emma had taken of them which she'd had printed and framed. Tears filled his eyes as he realised how much Derek and Emma had done for them. When he went to put away the food items he'd brought he found milk, butter and bread already in the fridge. He made a mental note to buy her some flowers as a thank you.

Soon everything was unpacked and they looked at each other. "Can we try the television?" Toby asked excitedly. Sam nodded and let him do the honours. He'd soon found a cartoon channel which kept him occupied for the next hour. Sam meanwhile plugged in the phone he'd brought with him and to his delight found it was already connected. Just as he was checking this there was a knock on the door. He opened it and found a lady standing there.

"Hello, I'm Joan your next door neighbour; I saw you guys moving in earlier so thought I'd introduce myself and also bring you these."

Sam invited her in and asked Toby to put the TV on mute. Joan passed over a package that she said had arrived the day before so had taken it in for them. The other item was a cake.

"Emma told me two young men were moving in when she came yesterday so I thought you might like a chocolate cake."

Toby's eyes lit up when he heard the word chocolate. Sam was overwhelmed and thanked her profusely. He introduced himself and then Toby saying he was his younger brother. Joan looked quizzically at them for a moment clearly wondering why a young man and his young brother were living there alone. Sam knew this would be something he'd have to explain to people so decided to say `they'd lost their parents' since he didn't want to say they'd abandoned them. He'd let them decide what had actually happened.

Joan was saddened to hear that having assumed they'd both died. "So you're on your own" she replied.

Sam nodded and Toby said "My big brother looks after me; he's the best."

This made Joan smile and decided she liked her new neighbours. "Well if there's anything I can do to help just let me know." Sam thanked her and showed her out. As he did so he wondered what she'd say if she knew she had a gay neighbour but something told him she wouldn't be that bothered.

The package she'd brought was the broadband router so he immediately unpacked it and set it up. He connected his own laptop and then Toby's who looked on intently trying to learn what Sam was doing. He knew he was clever at these things since it was his job but he felt he should also learn. The television was left on mute whilst he connected to the internet to test it out. Sam decided to check his bank account because over the past few days he'd been spending money like water what with the television licence and the broadband. He was pleased to see that his mother's employer had paid in the wages owed to her so that helped but he then noticed another payment. The reference was his mother's name and he recognised the amount as being the child allowance she'd received each month. For a moment he just stared at it as if it was a ghost. He'd not thought what would happen to the allowance she received each month which she'd pass to him to buy food and provisions they required. He smiled and thought kindly of her for a moment having realised she'd not completely abandoned them. If she paid him that every month it would make a big difference so perhaps things weren't going to be as bad after all. He pondered whether or not to tell Toby but decided against it so as not to stir up wounds. He knew his little brother still felt very sore over what she'd done even though she'd not given him much attention during his short life.

By the time Mike was calling the door entry system, which for a moment Sam wondered what it was, he'd managed to work out how to use the ceramic hob and the oven to cook their evening meal. Using electricity seemed so much different to the old gas cooker he was used to but decided he'd soon get the hang of things. They'd eaten their meal at the table and thoroughly enjoyed themselves. For a moment he'd wished he hadn't invited Mike round that evening because he'd have been happy having a quiet evening with Toby and enjoying watching television but he'd realised Mike was pissed off because he'd pushed him away earlier. "If you want to be my boyfriend Mike it's me `and' Toby whether you like it or not" he told himself.

Mike came laden with two packs of beers plus a pack of apple juice for Sam which he knew he liked.

"Wow, all settled in and everything packed away" Mike grinned as he dumped his shopping on the table. He then pulled Sam into a hug and gave him a big wet full on kiss whilst Toby looked at the pack of apple juice to see if it was what he liked.

"Can I have one please?" he asked whilst the two guys were deep in their kiss. Sam pulled out of it and said he could as he got a glass out of the cupboard for him. "Can I have a piece of chocolate cake with it?"

"You've only just eaten a big meal" Sam exclaimed.

"Just a little bit" Toby pleaded. Sam said he could but decided to cut it himself knowing how big a piece his brother would take. Mike looked at it and licked his lips so Sam cut a piece for him as well. He asked where it had come from having seen it was homemade so Toby told him about Joan their new neighbour.

"Ah, so we're fraternising with the neighbours now are we" he laughed as he helped himself to a beer.

"Trying to get me drunk are you" Sam said looking at the two packs of beer.

Mike laughed and said it was about time Sam started enjoying himself. He then added "I'm also hoping to have my wicked way with you when I've eaten my cake."

Sam raised his eyebrows having decided he couldn't win with Mike and helped himself to a beer.

"Can I try it?" Toby asked looking longingly at the bottle. Sam said no but Mike said it wouldn't do any harm if he had a sip so Sam gave in and let Toby take a sip of his. Toby scrunched his face on tasting it and said he preferred the apple juice.

When they'd finished their beers, Mike said to Toby "You don't mind if I take your gorgeous brother to bed so I can fuck him senseless do you."

Sam was shocked at what Mike had said and told him off for doing so but Mike just grinned and said Toby knew what they got up to in any event.

"You can come and watch us if you like" Mike laughed.

"No he fucking can't" Sam interjected which made Toby split his sides with laughter.

To avoid more inappropriate remarks from Mike he dragged him into his new bedroom. Once the door had been firmly closed he pulled Mike into an embrace and kissed him. As usual it didn't take long for both guys to be naked and sprawled on the bed. This time Mike took charge and licked his way down Sam's smooth chest and lightly bit his nipples which had Sam squealing. He then worked his way along the thin line of dark hair that ran down below his navel until he reached the long thick cock that was now fully erect. Sam gasped as he felt Mike's hot lips engulf the head and give it a long hard suck. He teased the slit and licked down inside the foreskin which always made Sam squirm with excitement.

When he'd sucked enough he lifted Sam's legs to work on his hole. He first plunged his face onto it and licked as far inside as his tongue could get. He then lubricated his aching cock and plunged it in. Sam gasped as it breached him and filled his channel but it felt so good once inside. Mike then proceeded to give him a long hard fuck until he eventually spilled his load.

Mike stayed late and when Toby was tucked into his new bed and Sam had kissed him goodnight, he grabbed hold of Sam when he came back into the living room. He pulled their mouths together and gave him another passionate kiss as he unfastened Sam's jeans to feel the organ inside. Having released them he squatted in front of Sam pulling them down his legs. He did the same to Sam's briefs and took the swelling cock into his mouth. As he sucked he pulled Sam's trousers off his feet. He unfastened his own jeans and yanked them down with his briefs as far as they'd go before standing up, kicking the items off with his shoes and turned Sam round. He slipped his T shirt off him and bent him over the sofa. Sam made a token objection but let Mike have his way. Mike stripped off his own T shirt and plunged his face into Mike's crack. When he'd slicked Sam's hole with plenty of spit he did the same to his erection that was already weeping pre-cum. He gently pushed the head of his cock through the entrance he'd fucked earlier and slowly fucked him.

Sam groaned and moaned enjoying the fuck whilst hoping Toby didn't suddenly appear but he knew Mike wanted his way with him so let him do so. The fuck seemed to go on for ages until Mike reached his climax.

"Ah fuck" he exclaimed as his spasm continued and he filled Sam with his hot spunk. They'd agreed to fuck bareback ever since they'd been boyfriends on the basis they were in a monogamous relationship although sometimes Sam wondered whether Mike had sex with other guys.

The following morning Toby wandered into Sam's bedroom. As usual Toby was naked having now decided to sleep that way and Sam noticed his little brother had a morning wood.

"Can I get in beside you?"

Sam nodded so Toby clambered in and snuggled up to Sam. Within seconds his hands were exploring Sam's nakedness which was another thing he'd noticed since their mother had abandoned them. He assumed the physical touch made Toby feel safer so he let him continue. As usual Sam also had a morning wood and Toby's hand soon found it.

"Do you always have a stiff one in the morning?" he asked innocently.

"Yeah" Sam nodded feeling slightly embarrassed that his brother was holding his erection but he didn't want to push him away in case it made him feel unwanted.

"I do too" Toby replied triumphantly, "why is it stiff when I wake up?"

Sam wasn't sure he could answer that one apart from saying it was normal for guys to have one and nothing to worry about.

"I'm not worried; I rather like it; is that why you and Mike get stiff ones when you're kissing each other?"

"Yeah, something like that" Sam replied and decided to move the conversation onto something else. "So how was your new bed?"

"Awesome; much nicer than my old one; do you like sleeping in this big one? You and Mike could sleep together in this if you wanted."

Sam said he did like his new bed but avoided answering the bit about Mike who'd made a comment about staying over when they'd finished having sex the previous night but Sam had avoided the issue. He was still conscious of him and Mike having sex with his brother in the room next door and he could tell that Mike was peeved at not being invited to stay. He decided it was time to get up and Toby said he'd like Sam to show him how to use the shower since their last flat didn't have one. The pair of them walked naked into the bathroom and Sam explained how it worked.

"Couldn't you join me and have a shower with me? It's plenty big enough for two of us."

Sam thought for a moment wondering whether that was a good idea since he often got an erection when he soaped his bits but seeing Toby's pleading eyes he couldn't say no so instead nodded and followed him into the shower. Toby loved the feel of the warm water spraying over him and loved it even more when his brother soaped him all over, including his tinkle. Fortunately Sam's appendage behaved so all was well. After that it became a regular occurrence since they were both used to seeing each other naked.

Over the next few weeks they got used to living in their new flat. Money was tight but somehow Sam managed now that he was receiving a higher salary for his new role at work. They also became friendly with Joan, their next door neighbour and she seemed to like having a chat every so often and making cakes for the two guys. When she found out that Sam was a computer expert she asked him to solve a problem with her laptop which he did with ease so she offered to look after Toby if Sam wanted to go out of an evening or was going to be late home from work which occasionally happened. She was a delightful lady and they liked her. Having noticed that Mike frequently came round she asked Sam one day whether he was his boyfriend. He decided to be upfront with her so admitted he was gay.

"I have no problem with people's sexuality" she replied, "I can't understand why so many people do and as far as the church is concerned they make me sick."

Sam was relieved and agreed.

Mike came round several times a week and he and Sam frequently ended up in bed having sex. Sam had noticed that Mike's sexual appetite had become more intense and he wanted to try out all kinds of things together including different positions and using sex toys of which he seemed to have a prolific collection. Sam didn't mind but at times wanted to make gentle love rather than have frenetic sex which he knew Toby could hear from the other room. The more he tried to get Mike to just make gentle love, the more Mike seemed to want to have hard sex. He'd said on numerous occasions that he wanted to take Sam to the gay bars and clubs but Sam always had to remind him that he was responsible for Toby so it was difficult.

Six months after they'd moved into their new flat, Sam received an email from Mike which said "It's time you got out and had fun so I'm taking you to a gay bar on Saturday evening. If you can't leave Toby on his own then get that wonderful neighbour you're always talking about to look after him. I'm not taking no for an answer."

Sam read the email several times over wondering what to do. Did he say no and risk losing Mike which he didn't really want and he knew it would be devastating to Toby who loved having Mike around, or should he see whether Joan would look after Toby for the evening. He knew Toby liked Joan and felt comfortable with her so he decided to broach the topic with him. Having agreed that Toby would go to Joan's flat which would mean he'd stay up late, Sam asked Joan if she'd mind looking after him for an evening. She said she'd be delighted to look after Toby so Sam replied to Mike and agreed to go out with him.

He'd no sooner sent his reply when another email arrived which shook him to the core.

"Hello Sam, I hope you and Toby are okay. I know you'll probably never forgive me for leaving both of you but I just couldn't continue anymore and knew you'd be better off without me. Over the years you've done such a wonderful job of looking after Toby for me as well as managing the home so I knew Toby would be okay with you. I so hope things have turned out okay.

I've moved to the south coast and have started a new life. Although I still suffer from depression it's far better than it was and I've even managed to find a new job which I really enjoy. I've also met someone who's been very supportive and they set this email address up for me since as you know I'm hopeless with technical things. I'm now sitting in the local library using one of the public computers and doing my best to type this email to you.

You've probably noticed that I'm paying into your bank account each month the child allowance. I've told them that I've moved but have not said that Toby is no longer living with me. I thought if I did that they'd stop it and you need it. Now I've got a job I'll add a bit to that each month to help you out.

I know I've been a disappointment for both of you and a terrible mother but I want you both to know that I love you. I'd love to hear from you and how you're both getting on. I'd also love to receive a photograph of you both so I can look at that each day and imagine how you're both growing up. I imagine little Toby is growing rapidly but I know he's in good hands.

I've deliberately not given you my address since I'm not sure I could cope with seeing you both but at least feel you can email me whenever you want to and if I may do so I'd like to keep in touch with you but will fully understand if you don't wish to.

Love to you both and give little Toby a kiss for me."

Sam read the email several times over and the more he did the more tears fell down his face. Toby noticed his brother crying and rushed over to him.

"What's wrong?" he exclaimed as he threw his arms round his brother.

Sam immediately closed his laptop to hide the email. He wasn't sure whether to tell Toby about it or not. He was only just getting over the abandonment by their mother and he didn't want to reverse that trend but on the other hand he had a right to know that at least she was thinking about them.

Finally he said "I've received an email from mum."

Toby's face lit up "Is she coming back?"

Sam didn't have the heart to say `no' so instead opened up his laptop and let Toby read the email himself.

"Oh" he said having read it through. "We don't really need her do we; you're the one who looks after me and you're never going to leave me are you."

The tears poured down Sam's face and he hugged his little brother. He was too emotional to say anything so hoped his hug told him that he'd never leave him.

"Will you send her the picture she wants?"

"Would you like me to?"

Toby nodded. At least he now knew that his mother hadn't completely abandoned them, which was something.

Sam pulled out the new phone he'd treated himself to and took a picture of them both with his arm round Toby. He emailed it to his mother with a short note saying they were doing okay and gave her their new address and the news about his promotion at work.

On the Saturday Mike arrived soon after seven to take Sam to a gay bar in Soho. Having left Toby with Joan and assured him he'd be back by ten thirty at the latest, they left. Sam had never been to the gay area in Soho before so was excited at the thought of mixing with other gay guys. Mike took him to a gay bar where younger guys gathered and by the time they got there it was already busy. Mike bought two beers and they moved over to one side to view the talent on display.

After they'd been standing there for a while another guy came up to them to say `hi' to Mike. Sam watched them kiss on the lips and it was evident they knew each other well. Mike introduced Sam but the other guy seemed more interested in Mike. For a while Sam watched them kiss and cuddle with the occasional grope and Mike tried to pull Sam into it. As he did so the other guy deliberately blocked Sam so he moved away and let the two of them get on with it. He was on the verge of telling Mike he was leaving when the other guy saw someone else he knew and made a beeline over to them.

"Sorry, we've not seen each other for a while" Mike said apologetically. Sam shrugged not quite sure what to think.

"So you've known him for a while" Sam commented as he sipped his beer.

"Yeah, quite some time; we meet up every so often; he has his own place not far away."

The way Mike said this told Sam everything he needed to know. It seemed clear the two were having an affair or at least were fuck buddies. Sensing Sam's thought process Mike suggested that perhaps they could invite the guy round one night for a threesome. "He loves being fucked" he added grinning.

Sam ignored the suggestion and asked Mike if he'd like another beer. He said yes so Sam pushed his way to the bar and bought them but the evening out had been spoilt and all he wanted to do was go home.

They drank their beers in silence apart from the occasional comment about someone they fancied nearby but the whole atmosphere had gone. Just before ten, Mike said the club downstairs opened shortly and suggested they went down.

"You know I can't Mike; I've left Toby with Joan and I've got to get back."

"I just thought it would be good for once to have fun on our own; I'm sure Joan wouldn't mind putting him up for the night so you can enjoy yourself."

"What and let Toby think I've abandoned him like his mum? Sorry Mike but I thought you realised by now that if you want us to be boyfriends it's me `and' Toby."

"Okay suit yourself but I'm going to stay."

Sam sensed that Mike was pissed off so put his half drunk beer down on a shelf nearby and left without saying anything. As he made his way to the station he felt tears falling down his face. It looked as if his friendship with the guy he'd known for the past eleven years was at an end but Toby came first and always would so if Mike couldn't accept that then so be it.

When Joan answered her door she asked if he'd had a nice time. He nodded not wanting to talk about it.

"He's been as good as gold and has tried to keep awake but has dropped off now" she chuckled as she led Sam into the living room. Sam moved over to where Toby was slumped and gently picked him up. He could just about lift him even though he was getting heavier. As he did so Toby's eyes opened and on seeing Sam he grinned and wrapped his arms round him. Sam thanked Joan for looking after him and made his way out. Once inside their home, Sam carried Toby to his room and undressed him. The little guy was too tired to clean his teeth so Sam tucked him up under the duvet and kissed him goodnight.

Sam went to his own room, undressed and cried on the bed. He thought things were going along so well; how he'd explain to Toby that Mike may well be moving on he had no idea. It was now nearly the end of term and Toby would be on holiday from school and Mike would be finishing his A' levels. He still didn't know which university was accepting him since they needed to know the results of his A' levels before a decision was made.

It was almost a week before Sam received a text from Mike asking if he could come over on Saturday. Sam said he was working that day but he could come over that evening. Neither of them mentioned anything about what had happened the previous Saturday so Sam hoped that perhaps that had been forgotten.

On the Saturday a very solemn looking Mike arrived. Gone was his usual exuberance and he gave Sam a simple kiss on the lips. Toby looked on wondering what had happened although he'd picked up bad vibes from his brother the morning after that fateful night out so guessed something had happened. He waited for Mike to give him his usual welcome but he hardly noticed him so he went into his bedroom to play on his computer.

"Want a beer?" Sam asked Mike as he slumped down on the sofa. Mike nodded and watched Sam get two bottles out of the fridge. Having given Mike one he sat in the other easy chair and looked at him. He wasn't sure what to say. Should he be the one to apologise for what had happened but in his view it was Mike who had caused the rift; not only did he seem to be saying that Sam should have fun at the expense of Toby but Mike was also having an affair or at least fucking another guy behind his back.

Mike looked at Sam and for a moment Sam could see remorse in Mike's eyes. "I'm sorry about last Saturday but I just think it's time you had a life of your own. Your life has been ruled by Toby for the last eight years." Mike was about to add "and I'm fucking tired of having an eight year old around the whole time limiting what we can do" but he didn't.

Sam thought for a moment deciding what to say. He was tempted to tell Mike that he was a `spoilt brat' but in the end said "You're lucky Mike; you've got two loving parents who have given you a good life but Toby doesn't even remember his father and his mother dumped him. Who else is going to look after him or are you suggesting that I too should dump him and let Social Services take him and dump him with a load of other unwanted kids? Because if you are Mike then you clearly don't know me because I will never leave Toby; he's my brother and I love him so if you can't accept the fact that he's always going to be around until such time as he's old enough to make his own way in the world then perhaps it's time for you to move on."

Mike was stunned at Sam's ferociousness. Perhaps he didn't really understand the love between two brothers having been an only child. He nodded and took another swig of his beer. The conversation after that was strained to say the least but somehow they remained civil to one another. Sam was itching to ask more about the guy who'd been all over Mike at the bar but couldn't bring himself to do so. After Sam had left, the guy had immediately gone back to Mike and they'd had a good time together in the club and then back at his place where they'd spent the rest of the night fucking each other. Perhaps Sam was right; perhaps it was time to move on.

After an hour Mike stood up and said perhaps he should go home. "Can I come round again sometime?"

"Sure just give me a call or send a text" Sam replied trying to remain calm. He gave Mike a kiss but it was far from passionate and he showed him out. When he'd left, Sam went into Toby's room. He'd noticed Mike's lack of exuberance with regards to Toby and had wanted to make sure he was okay earlier but decided that might rub salt into the wound between him and Mike.

"Is Uncle Mike cross with me?"

"Of course he's not" Sam replied and put his arms round his little brother.

"Is he cross with you"

"Sort of" Sam replied not too sure how much to say.

"Why?"

"It's complicated."

"He's leaving us isn't he?"

Sam felt tears in his eyes. His little brother was no fool and knew what was going on.

"Life moves on Toby and people move on but I'm sure he'll still remain our friend but we might not see so much of him. A lot depends on what happens when he goes to university and whether that's in London or Leicester but I'll always be here for you; I'll never leave you."

Toby jumped up and hugged his brother. He so loved him and could never imagine life without him.

The following Friday evening Mike came round again. He'd finished his `A' levels and felt happy that he was done with school and would soon be embarking on his university course. Toby had also come to the end of his school term so was about to start the summer holidays. Sam had taken two weeks off from work to be home with him and planned to go on day trips somewhere. Mike seemed to have returned to his usual bouncy self and pulled Sam into a hug as he kissed him full on the lips whilst giving him a grope as Toby looked on.

"I could do with feeling your big cock up my arse" he whispered into Sam's ear.

"Perhaps later; want a beer?" Sam replied casually since knowing that Mike was having it away with at least one other guy and possibly more, he wasn't too keen on having sex with him.

Mike looked at Toby. "Okay kid?" he grinned but didn't give Toby his usual welcome which Sam noticed as he pulled two beers out of the fridge. Mike took one and sat on the sofa patting the seat beside him for Sam to join him. "Haven't you got any homework to do kid?" Mike asked Toby clearly wanting him to leave him and Sam alone.

"He's on his holidays now so no more homework for a few weeks" Sam replied on Toby's behalf. He then added that he too was on holiday for two weeks so he could take Toby out some days.

"Where to?" Mike asked as he took a slurp from his beer.

"Hyde Park, looking at Buckingham Palace and the Houses of Parliament; you know stuff like that which won't break the bank."

"Fucking boring if you ask me" Mike commented.

"In that case I shan't invite you to join us then" Sam retorted and got up to go to the kitchen to get some crisps. He opened two packets, gave one to Mike and deliberately sat down on the other easy chair beside Toby and shared the other with him. Mike glared at him whilst he ate his crisps and drank his beer. Sam just smiled sweetly as he ate his.

Mike hung around much longer than Sam had reckoned so was still there when it was time for Toby to go to bed. When he was ready Sam went into his room to give him a goodnight kiss.

"Is Uncle Mike still cross with me? He didn't give me a hug like he usually does."

Sam tried to explain that it was nothing to do with Toby so not to worry about it but he could tell Toby was upset at Mike's change of attitude towards him. He was tempted to say something to Mike but didn't want to cause more words between them so let it go. When he returned to the living room Mike grabbed his hand and pulled him onto his lap.

"So how about satisfying my needs, now the limpet has at last gone."

Sam ignored the comment and kissed Mike. It became passionate for a while during which Mike started undressing Sam and soon had his hand down inside his pants to massage his cock, which as always was reacting.

"I want to feel this beautiful bit of flesh inside me" Mike groaned as he pulled Sam's cock right out to massage it. "It's a pity you don't want a threesome because my friend you met would love to feel this inside him."

"I take it he's had yours" Sam said. Mike ignored the comment and continued massaging Sam's now full erection. "You do realise that any sex from now on will have to be protected as you're fucking and being fucked by other guys."

"Oh for fucks sake" Mike yelled and pushed Sam off his lap. "If that's how you're going to be let's forget it."

"Fine, but we agreed bareback on the condition that we had a monogamous relationship; it's clear you're hooking up with other guys, which is your choice but it breaks our agreement so hence the need for protection."

"Okay" he replied and hastily buttoned up his own clothes before standing up. "See you" he said as he walked out to the front door.

"Mike; it's you who's changed things."

"Yeah, maybe but I'm tired of having a kid hanging around all the time and you're not prepared to do anything about that so we can enjoy ourselves without him."

"I'm sorry but you know the situation; it's me `and' Toby until he's old enough to do his own thing."

Mike left without as much as a kiss and Sam had a feeling that was the end. They did in fact meet up once more before Mike left for university having gained his place at UCL. From thereon they never met again and despite Sam emailing every so often to see how he was getting on he never had a reply so in the end he stopped having realised the friendship that had lasted all those years was finally at an end. As soon as Mike started college, he met a guy in his class and immediately fell in love with him so he soon forgot Sam.

Toby was really upset when Sam told him that it was highly unlikely they'd see Mike again and that their friendship was over. Toby wanted to know why people kept leaving them so Sam tried to explain that people move on but he'd always be there for him for as long as he wanted.

Several weeks later, Sam had a call from Derek, Mike's dad. "Hi Sam, I was wondering if Emma and I could come over to see you; would tomorrow evening suit you?"

Sam said that was fine so made sure the flat was in good order, not that it ever wasn't but he made a particular effort in readiness for them. On arrival they both gave him a big hug and a kiss before sitting down. Sam offered them a drink of wine he'd specially bought for the occasion and they accepted.

"Two reasons for coming round Sam; first to see how you and Toby are settling in; from the look of things it seems you are."

Sam said they both loved the flat and Toby agreed.

"The other reason was to let you know that despite you and Mike, you know, breaking up, it makes no difference at all to our arrangement with you regarding this flat. To be honest we both think he's mad because Emma and I have always felt you're a calming influence on Mike so we personally are sad to learn he's, what shall I say"

"Dumped me" Sam grinned. "We're very grateful for your kindness towards us but I'm afraid Mike wasn't prepared to accept both of us and I'm certainly not prepared to dump Toby. He's been through enough without that."

"Absolutely" Emma chimed in "and to be honest I'm ashamed of my son that he should even think such a thing."

"It's okay, I fully understand but we're fine, aren't we" Sam smiled and ruffled Toby's hair. He looked up and nodded.

After a suitable period of time having finished their wine, Derek and Emma left telling Sam to let them know if he needed anything or they could help in any way including looking after Toby whilst he went out. Knowing the amount they'd done for them already, Sam had no intention of putting on them any further but he appreciated the gesture.

It was six months later when Sam's boss told him he'd employed another sales assistant since business was booming. The new guy was called Jacob and aged twenty. Sam was now nineteen and a half but looked older so he had no fears about having him under his wing until he was fully trained. Jacob was new to retail but had a good knowledge of computers and related equipment.

When Jacob arrived on the Monday morning, Sam stood still in his tracks. Jacob was a stunningly good looking guy. He had black cropped hair with blue eyes and the most wonderful smile. His blue eyes shone each time he smiled and for a moment Sam felt his heart beating like mad. He could fully understand why his boss had employed him, not that he was gay but Jacob's whole demeanour was one of confidence and he oozed charm which the customers would love.

"Hi, I'm Sam and will be training you" he finally managed to say as he held out his hand. Jacob gave one of his winning smiles and took hold of it. As their flesh touched both guys felt as if a bolt of lightning shot through their bodies and Sam felt a hard-on forming but tried to ignore it. Jacob was also having similar feelings as he gazed into Sam's eyes. There was an immediate recognition between them that they were both gay and Jacob looked forward to working with Sam.

Sam got down to work and showed Jacob round so he knew where everything was located. He showed him the computerised till system and gave him his logon details plus the procedure he should follow when accepting payment from a customer. Since Jacob hadn't done retail sales before, Sam suggested he shadow him for a couple of days and assist where necessary. Jacob loved being near Sam so was more than happy to do so.

Whilst they ate their sandwiches at lunchtime in the small staffroom at the rear of the shop, Sam casually asked Jacob where he was from and where he now lived. Jacob explained that his parents lived in Sheffield and were orthodox Jews. As such when he told them he was gay it didn't go down well and they disowned him so he left home and moved to London.

"I've not spoken to them since. I told them if they couldn't accept their only son for what he was then I didn't want to know them."

Sam said he was sorry to hear that and patted his knee as the room was so small that the chairs were on top of each other. Jacob felt his cock immediately jump to attention at the feel of Sam's hand on his knee even though it was only there for a moment. He then asked Sam about his parents so Sam told him his story. Jacob was shocked and placed a hand on Sam's knee as he said how sorry he was. The feel of Jacob's hand had the same effect on Sam so he too felt his cock go hard.

"So you now look after your nine year-old brother."

Sam nodded and explained a good friend of theirs had let him rent a two bed flat at an affordable price so they were happy enough.

"It limits me a bit but I don't mind; we get on well and are happy."

Jacob smiled. `Yeah, lucky brother; I wouldn't mind being looked after by you' he thought to himself.

"Do you mind if I ask; do you have a boyfriend?" Jacob asked having decided to be bold since he was sure Sam was gay.

"Not now" Sam replied thinking back to Mike, "he couldn't cope with having Toby around all the time so he dumped me."

"Fuck, that's a bit off" Jacob exclaimed, "surely he must have realised that your prime responsibility was to your younger brother."

Sam smiled and looked at Jacob. "Yeah well that's how it goes so it's a five fingered job at present" he laughed.

"I know how you feel; since moving to London I've not met anyone and to be honest I'm not that mad on going to the gay clubs and I'm not keen on using apps like Grindr." Jacob felt like adding `but I wouldn't mind using my five fingers to wank you off'.

Sam smiled wondering whether Jacob was coming on to him. If he was honest with himself he hoped he was because he was desperate to find someone else now Mike had gone.

Jacob turned out to be a good salesman and his natural charm certainly encouraged customers to buy. When he'd completed his first month, the boss told Sam that he was happy for him and Jacob to manage the shop on a Saturday without him. They only opened for the morning having decided all day opening wasn't worthwhile so worked alternative Saturdays. Seeing how well Jacob got on with Sam and also having realised both were gay, he decided they'd make a good team; he'd pair up with the other assistant. Jacob was excited about being with Sam on his own and looked forward to it. Business wasn't particularly busy so they had time to talk.

"Got any plans for the rest of the day?" Sam asked casually.

"Nope; I might go out for a walk but otherwise it's back to my bedsit; it's such a dump but it's all I can afford. A new couple have moved in next to me and they seem to spend the whole time humping. All I can hear are the bedsprings creaking as he fucks her or she rides him. They don't seem to realise that I can hear everything including her shrieks of how good the guy's cock feels inside her. I'm fucking sick of it to be honest, especially when I'm lying there with nobody to satisfy my needs so I end up jerking myself off in desperation."

Sam giggled and pulled Jacob into a hug. "You need to find a boyfriend."

Jacob looked into Sam's eyes. "Yeah I do; got any suggestions?" he said with a twinkle in his eye.

Sam felt an immediate reaction down below. He'd frequently drooled over Jacob and thought about him whilst lying on his own bed playing with himself. "Um, well, if you've got nothing else to do you could always come back to my place and we could go for a walk but you'd have a nine year-old in tow."

Jacob jumped at the offer and said he'd love to come and meet Toby. So, when they'd locked up the shop at lunchtime they made their way home.

"Wow, this is brilliant" Jacob exclaimed on seeing Sam's flat.

As soon as Sam walked in Toby came running up as usual to say hello. He introduced Jacob who immediately said hello to Toby and ruffled his hair affectionately. Toby said he was playing a game on his computer so Jacob said he'd love to see it. Sam watched Toby take hold of Jacob's hand and lead him into his bedroom to see his computer. Toby had clearly taken an immediate liking to Jacob and he in turn clearly didn't mind showing an interest in what a nine year-old was doing. He couldn't ever remember Mike doing that even in the early days. All he did was to give Toby a welcoming hug but then expect him to go on his way. For a few moments Sam watched how the two guys interacted with each other and he liked what he saw. Jacob was now playing the game with Toby and clearly enjoying himself as was Toby.

After a few minutes he intervened. Jacob had come back to be with him after all. "Come on Toby, give Jacob a break, it's time for lunch so go and wash your hands."

Toby nodded and immediately closed down the game which impressed Jacob. He then ran into the bathroom and Sam led Jacob into the living room.

"He's an amazing kid; you must be proud of him."

Sam smiled and said Toby was a lovely guy and never any problem despite what they'd both been through. Sam explained they normally had a sandwich at lunchtime and a meal in the evening for which Jacob was welcome to join them. Jacob said he'd love to and offered to help make the sandwiches. Whilst he buttered the bread, Sam got from the fridge the fillings he wanted and made Toby a glass of lemonade. He pulled out two beers for him and Jacob having checked he'd like one.

They ate their lunch and Toby was full of questions to Jacob about where he came from and did he have any brothers or sisters. He then blurted out "Do you have a boyfriend because Sam's dumped him several months ago."

"Toby" Sam exclaimed. Jacob said it was okay and didn't mind; in fact he rather liked Toby's bluntness. He explained he didn't have a boyfriend but was looking.

"Perhaps you could be Sam's boyfriend because I like you."

Sam let out a loud gasp and apologised to Jacob about his brother's directness. Jacob grinned and turned to Toby. "I like you too Toby and to be honest I'd be more than happy to be Sam's boyfriend if he'd have me."

"Will you Sam?" Toby asked.

Sam replied that the conversation had gone far enough so to get on with his lunch. He looked at Jacob and they grinned knowingly at each other. Jacob took Sam's look to be a `yes' which caused a rush of blood south.

When they'd finished lunch and cleared it away, Sam asked Toby if he'd like to go out for a walk. Toby immediately said he'd love to and asked if Jacob was coming too.

"If I'm invited, I'd love to Toby."

"Yes you are" Toby replied and then looked at his brother, "he is, isn't he?"

Sam replied that of course Jacob was welcome to join them if he didn't mind having an exuberant nine year-old with them. Toby giggled and rushed off to put his shoes on.

"I must apologise for my brother; he loves having people around."

"No need to apologise; he's a lovely guy and I'm more than happy to have him join us." As Jacob said this he moved up to Sam and gave him a kiss on the lips. He'd been tempted to pull Sam into an embrace and press their bodies together so he could feel him and have a passionate kiss but decided he should take things slowly. He sensed that Sam felt sore over Mike dumping him so wanted him to take the lead.

They walked round Stepney Green Park with Toby holding both their hands. Every so often Sam and Jacob would swing him which he loved. Toby was happy because he could see that his brother really liked Jacob and so did he. They'd also taken a ball with them so for a while played with that before making their way home. It was now March and the air was not that warm so once home Jacob gave Toby a rub down to make him warm which he loved; Mike had never done that to him.

Sam and Jacob sat on the sofa chatting whilst Toby amused himself in his own room. He could see that the guys wanted time alone so he left them to it. They talked about Jacob's life at home and the arguments he had with his parents about their faith. He had no problems with being a Jew but he detested the way it ruled their lives. He'd realised he was gay from an early age but hadn't dared let on. At school he'd met another boy who felt the same way and had played around with him but nothing that serious took place. When he was eighteen things came to a head and during an argument one day he let slip that he was gay. From there on life was very difficult so eventually he decided to leave home and move to London.

"I'm glad you did" Sam smiled, "otherwise we would never have met".

Jacob nodded and put his hand on Sam's thigh. It was as if an electric shock went through his body. He turned towards Jacob and their lips met. The kiss was intense and soon they both felt their organs rise. Hands explored and felt each other's erections. Sam was dying to take Jacob to bed but didn't want to look too forward. He'd fallen in love with Jacob even though they'd not had sex. They kissed passionately and didn't notice Toby come in. He looked at the two guys and smiled. He knew his brother really liked Jacob and so did he. He so hoped Jacob would become a part of their lives. He went to get himself a drink of water trying not to disturb the lovers but Sam was suddenly aware of him.

"Sorry guys; just wanted a drink of water" Toby said trying not to grin. He liked seeing his brother kiss another guy.

Sam and Jacob pulled apart and smiled at each other. When Toby had left them again Sam apologised to Jacob.

"No problem; I suppose he's used to seeing his brother kiss guys."

"Only one, and that was Mike who dumped me but it doesn't bother him."

Later, whilst Sam prepared the evening meal, Jacob played with Toby. Sam was pleased to see how well they got on with each other. When the game came to an end Jacob went up to Sam and put his arms round his waist, "Can I do anything to help?"

Sam immediately felt his body shiver with excitement as Jacob hugged him. "Everything's under control thanks."

Jacob watched Sam expertly prepare what he was doing which was a chicken dish with rice. He was hopeless at cooking but since the shared kitchen in the house where his bedsit was situated was so filthy he didn't use it so lived on readymade meals that he could heat in the microwave.

"That was delicious" he said when he'd finished the last morsel from his plate."

Sam smiled and appreciated the compliment. He didn't expect one from Toby since he was his brother and had looked after him for so many years but it was nice to be appreciated. When they'd finished their meal, Jacob insisted on clearing away the dishes with Toby's help and told Sam to sit down. Toby was happy to help as always but he particularly enjoyed helping Jacob. He was his new friend and so hoped he'd not leave them like everyone else had.

When the dishes were done they all sat down and watched television. Sam and Jacob sat next to each other on the sofa with Toby snuggled up beside Sam. After a while Jacob rested a hand on Sam's thigh which caused his cock to go hard. Jacob was tempted to have a feel having noticed the bulge but thought better of it with Toby sitting there.

When Sam told Toby it was his bedtime, Toby immediately got up, said goodnight to Jacob and went off to get ready for bed. A short while later Sam went to say goodnight to him and tuck him into bed.

"Is Jacob your new boyfriend?"

"Would you like him to be?"

"Yes, he's nice; I'd like him to stay."

"We'll have to be nice to him then" Sam chuckled.

"You could always take him to bed with you."

Sam chuckled. His brother never ceased to amaze him; even though he was nearly ten and in some respects young for his age, in other respects he was very grownup. When he returned to the living room he told Jacob that Toby approved of him and thought he was nice.

"He's a lovely lad; you've done a brilliant job in raising him. Not sure I could handle a boy Toby's age so well."

"I'm sure you could" Sam chuckled and pulled Jacob into a kiss. It became passionate and both felt bulges form down below. Hands were soon exploring including that area and Sam was tempted to take Jacob to bed but he didn't want to progress things too fast.

Eventually Jacob pulled out of the embrace and looked at Sam. "I've really enjoyed this afternoon and this evening but I suppose I'd better get back to my bedsit dump."

"You could always stay here if you wanted" Sam blurted out.

Jacob's heart skipped a beat. He so wanted to take things further but hadn't like to appear too forward. "Are you serious?"

"Sure, that's if you'd like to."

"You bet; I'd love to stay over but what about Toby, would he be okay with a guy sharing your bed."

Sam laughed and said Toby was used to seeing his brother with a guy and had even joined him and Mike in bed on several mornings. "Just be warned that I always sleep naked as does he so he's used to seeing naked men wandering around."

"Wow, that sounds exciting" Jacob giggled.

Having made that momentous decision, Sam suggested they made their way to bed so they switched off the lights in the living room and adjourned to Sam's bedroom.

They were soon in bed pressing their naked bodies up against each other. Cocks were already flying high in an excited state. Jacob rolled Sam onto his back and mounted him rubbing their erections together. They kissed and tongues probed each other's mouth as their hands explored their nakedness. Sam was pleased to note that Jacob was a gentle lover and took everything slowly which suited him.

Over the next half hour they rolled on and off each other kissing and feeling one another. Having adopted the dominant position, Jacob worked his way down Sam's body kissing and licking as he went. Sam's body jumped up and down when he worked on his nipples, licking them and lightly biting them as a hand massaged his stiff cock that was leaking pre-cum by the bucket load. Finally Jacob reached his prize and took it into his mouth. He loved Sam's cock and went down on the whole length before licking the sensitive head, across the slit and round inside the foreskin. Sam let out long moans as his erogenous area was pleasured. Jacob's own erection was now aching to get into action so he looked into Sam's eyes with a pleading look.

"I'd like to fuck you."

Sam nodded and lifted his legs to expose his entrance. Jacob inwardly gasped as he admired the puckered hole before plunging his face onto it. He licked and probed pulling it wide open as he did so. He grabbed the bottle of lube from Sam and fingered his entrance for a moment. He was itching to feel his cock inside but he wanted to make this last. Finally he had to make that last move so he slicked his cock and gently pushed in.

"Ah" Sam moaned as he felt Jacob's cock slowly slip in. He loved the gentle way Jacob did so and found it so much more satisfying than Mike's hard thrusts. Jacob then worked his organ in and out to pleasure both of them. The feel of his naked flesh against Sam's was perfect.

The action continued for at least ten minutes before Jacob could hold back no longer. Suddenly he felt his climax rise and he knew he had to let go. He did so and let out a long moan of pleasure as his seed filled Sam up. When he'd finished shooting he gently continued moving his organ back and forth to prolong the pleasure for both of them.

Finally he stopped and pulled out. He collapsed on top of Sam and they kissed.

Sam smiled, "That was beautiful".

Jacob nodded and kissed him again before moving back down Sam's body to take his still hard cock into his mouth to suck him off. He thought about sitting on it to fuck himself but decided he wanted to taste the guy he'd fallen in love with. Sam was soon shooting his load and it tasted every bit as he thought it would.

The following morning when Sam woke he looked across at Jacob who appeared to be sleeping. He gently kissed him and Jacob opened his eyes. He smiled and pulled Sam into a harder kiss which soon became passionate. Their morning erections were aching to be serviced so Sam told Jacob he'd like to fuck him. Jacob said he loved being fucked so turned onto his side. Sam slicked his stiff cock and gently guided it in.

"Ah yeah, that feels so good; I haven't been fucked for months."

As Sam fucked he reached round and massaged Jacob's erection until they were both shooting their load. They'd no sooner finished when Toby appeared, naked as usual.

"Oops, sorry guys didn't realise Jacob had stayed over."

Jacob smiled at him and asked whether he minded. Toby said of course not if it meant his brother was happy and getting fucked. Jacob laughed having remembered what he did to Sam when they went to bed and what Sam had just done to him.

"Can I join you?" Toby asked. Sam and Jacob nodded so Toby climbed in between them. "Do you love Sam?" he suddenly asked Jacob.

"Yes I do" Jacob replied without hesitation.

"And do you love Jacob?" he directed at Sam.

"Yes"

"Good, because I like Jacob and would like to see a lot more of him; are you staying with us for the rest of the day?"

"That depends on whether I'm invited" Jacob chuckled.

"Can he Sam?"

"If Jacob would like to then he's more than welcome."

"You would, wouldn't you Jacob."

"Yes, I would so thank you" Jacob grinned.

They had another great time together and went out again for a long walk. Jacob would have stayed over that night but said he needed to go home to get a clean set of clothes for Monday so he finally left after their meal that evening. Before he did so he and Sam kissed passionately and told each other they loved one another. From thereon, Jacob was a regular visitor which pleased Toby as well as Sam.

When Jacob had completed his six month probationary period the boss said he was very pleased with him and that he was a good salesman. Sales had increased yet again over the last quarter and he congratulated Sam on his training of Jacob.

A month later, Jacob arrived at work looking stressed. Sam asked what was wrong and Jacob sat down and nearly cried.

"I've hardly slept all night. The fucking couple in the room next to me have been humping each other all night despite me banging on the wall and another couple came in late and screamed the place down. It's impossible to get any sleep and the place is a complete tip. Nobody apart from me does any cleaning of the communal areas and I'm fed up with it. I've got to find somewhere else to live."

Sam took him into his arms and hugged him tight. Over the last six months they'd seen a lot of each other and had lots of sex which seemed to get better every time they had it. There was no doubt they loved each other and Toby loved Jacob too.

"You could always move in with me if you wanted."

Jacob looked at Sam to see if he was serious. "Do you mean that?"

"Well, let's face it, you spend most of your time at my place in any event and I'm sure Derek wouldn't object."

"That would be fucking brilliant but are you sure Toby won't mind?"

Sam said Toby would be more than happy for Jacob to move in and had talked about it on several occasions. "As long as you realise it's me and Toby" Sam added with an emphasis on the `and'. He was determined not to have another Mike situation but so far Jacob had appeared more than happy to have Toby join them on trips out and be around at home. Toby was now ten and understood what two lovers did, so knew when to give them space on their own. Sam said he'd need to clear it with Derek as the landlord but he was sure he wouldn't object, especially since Jacob had said he'd pay Sam what he was currently paying in rent which would mean Sam could double the amount he was paying Derek. Jacob said he'd be happy to share food and household expenses which would certainly help Sam so they agreed subject to Derek's approval that Jacob would move in on the following Saturday. Meanwhile he'd take great delight in giving his landlord his four weeks' notice. Not wanting to waste time, Sam called Derek immediately and as expected he had no objection. He'd met Jacob on a couple of occasions when he'd called round to check that everything was okay so knew him.

"I'm so happy that you've found someone else Sam" Derek added and asked if he was still in contact with Mike. Sam said he'd sent several emails but he'd never received a reply so assumed Mike no longer wanted to know him. "I'm sorry to hear that Sam but it's his loss. He's already dumped the boyfriend he had after you and is on the next; I wonder sometimes if he'll ever settle down but from what I've seen of Jacob I reckon the two of you will be very happy together."

Sam thanked him and went to find Jacob to give him the good news. Jacob almost jumped with joy and if customers hadn't been around he'd have pulled him into a big hug and given him an even bigger kiss.

"I don't know how I can thank you enough" he added beaming.

"Oh I reckon I can" Sam replied with a big grin on his face.

"You're on; can I come back to your place tonight?"

Sam said of course he could and looked forward to it for the rest of the day. He could never get enough of Jacob and already his cock was going hard at the thought of what they'd do together.

Needless to say when Sam announced to Toby that Jacob was coming to live with them permanently he literally jumped up and down with glee. He then rushed over to Jacob and gave him a big hug. Jacob smiled; he loved young Toby and was envious of Sam having a brother to love and cherish but now he had Sam full time which was his dream.

After they'd finished their meal that evening and everything had been cleared away, Sam gave Jacob a knowing grin. He returned it and Sam told Toby they were going into their bedroom so not to disturb them. Toby grinned knowing what they'd be up to but he didn't mind. When they'd gone he thought about his one and only true friend at school. His name was Ewan and six months older than Toby. They did everything together and both had feelings for each other. Their classmates had girlfriends but neither Ewan or Toby were interested in girls which made Toby wonder if he was gay. Ewan's eleventh birthday was the following month and he'd already invited Toby to join him to celebrate it and stay the night. His parents were organising a birthday tea and then taking him out to see a west end musical so had said he could invite a friend if he wanted. Toby had yet to ask Sam if he could go since he'd never stayed over with anyone else before.

In the bedroom, both guys had slowly undressed each other until they were naked. Cocks were already hard and Jacob knelt down to take Sam's into his mouth. He loved sucking Sam's long thick cock and Sam certainly loved having it sucked. When he'd sucked for several minutes and got it rock hard he looked up into Sam's brown eyes. He placed his hands on Sam's smooth chest and grinned.

"I want to feel your gorgeous cock inside me."

Sam lifted his lover and kissed him. "And I'd love to fuck your gorgeous arse with it" he grinned. They threw the covers off the bed and climbed on. Sam turned Jacob onto his side, lifted one leg and pressed his large cock against the beautiful entrance now on show. He grabbed the lube, slicked his hard cock and slowly eased it into Jacob. "Ah yeah; that feels so good" he exclaimed as the length slowly slipped inside.

"Oh fuck that feels beautiful; just think we can do this every night once I move in."

Sam was too occupied with his fuck to answer but a thought went through his head. The feel of his cock inside Jacob's hot arse was just beautiful. He slowly moved in and out changing the angle as he did so to hit different spots inside Jacob who was uttering long moans of pleasure with each thrust.

Somehow Sam kept the action going for a long time before his urge to shoot his load overcame him. "Oh god, I'm coming" he cried and Jacob felt Sam's spasms increase as his load of creamy cum filled his arse. They'd agreed from the outset to be monogamous and have unprotected sex which they both preferred. Sam trusted Jacob far more than he ever did Mike so was happy to agree.

When he'd finished his ejaculation he pulled out and kissed Jacob. It was passionate and their bodies became interlocked. When it ended Sam looked into Jacob's blue eyes. "I want you to fuck me now."

Jacob was more than happy to do that so he moved between Sam's legs, lifted them over his chest and prepared his cock for insertion. He loved fucking Sam and let out a long "Ah" as he felt his cock slowly glide inside. Like Sam he much preferred gentle sex so slowly thrust his body back and forth enjoying the feel of Sam's hot flesh against his sensitive head. He kept the action going for a long time before he had to give in to his body's desire and release his load. "Ah yeah" he cried out as his hot seed filled Sam up.

When he'd finished and withdrawn he moved up Sam's body and pulled his lover's head into his hands. "I love you so much."

Sam loved hearing those words and echoed them before pressing their mouths together for another passionate kiss. They could both keep going like this all night if they wanted but Sam was conscious of Toby sitting in the other room on his own.

"I think we'd better pick this up later" he grinned.

"I'll hold you to that" Jacob giggled as they climbed off the bed and slipped on their briefs. Neither had a robe to wear but Toby was used to seeing his brother in a state of undress and was sure he'd not bother about Jacob being the same.

When they returned to the living room Toby looked up and grinned. He was at an age when he was becoming more attuned to his own body's desires and wondered what it would be like to make love. Ewan immediately came into his mind so he decided to raise the matter of Ewan's birthday celebration. Having heard the details, Sam said of course he could go but he'd need to speak to Ewan's parents to agree the arrangements. He also wondered whether they'd expect him to pay for Sam's theatre ticket which he knew would be high knowing west end theatre prices. The next day he called them and spoke to Mrs Price. She said she'd heard all about Sam and Toby's mother leaving them from her son and congratulated Sam on raising Toby.

"On the few occasions we've met him, Toby is always so polite and appears a lovely child. You must be proud of him."

Sam said he was and only had to endure the occasional tantrum but that was expected. They discussed Ewan's birthday event and Mrs Price said they were happy to pay for Toby's ticket. She then explained that Ewan had said he and Toby wanted to sleep in Ewan's room so they'd make up a bed of some sort on the floor and was that okay. Sam smiled to himself guessing what would really happen but said it was fine if that's what they wanted. He'd met Ewan on a couple of occasions when Sam had brought him home to play and he'd noticed the lad was effeminate in his mannerisms. Although it didn't always mean the person was gay, seeing how he and Toby reacted to each other he was fairly sure he was and also wondered if Toby was too since he'd never mentioned girls or had a female friend.

When the day came, Sam made sure Toby was dressed in his best clothes since he was going to the west end, and packed a small overnight bag for him with casual clothes for the next day. Mrs Price had invited Toby to stay for Sunday lunch so Sam would collect him mid afternoon. Once ready and inspected, Sam walked Toby round to where Ewan lived which was a fifteen minute walk away. As soon as the front door opened, Ewan came rushing out to meet his friend and hugged him with a kiss which made Sam even more certain the lad was gay. Toby passed over the birthday present Sam had bought for Ewan and a bunch of flowers for Mrs Price. Having made sure Mrs Price had his mobile phone number in the event of an emergency, Sam made his way home. It felt odd knowing he wouldn't see Toby that night but was happy that his brother had at last come to terms with the fact that their mother had left them. Sam occasionally exchanged emails with his mother who seemed to be making a new life but no mention had been made of them meeting up any time.

"It's just us" Sam grinned as he pulled Jacob into his arms and gave him a big kiss. "As we're on our own how about going to a gay bar and club tonight?"

Jacob was up for that since he'd never explored the gay scene so after their meal they made their way to Soho. The bar was busy when they arrived and once they'd bought their drinks they admired the talent around them. There were several good looking guys which did nothing to quell the excitement between their legs. To their surprise several guys said `hi' to them and one or two were clearly looking for more. One particular guy stayed with them and was showing great interest. He introduced himself as Scott and was age twenty. When he realised they were going to the club when it opened he became even more excited and asked if he could tag along. He seemed a nice enough guy so they said he could.

When the club opened they made their way down. Scott bought them all drinks including shots which neither Sam nor Jacob was used to, so soon felt the effect. Scott was a bouncy guy and all over them once they were on the dance floor. Within no time the place was hot and steamy so T shirts were removed which seemed to encourage Scott to have a feel of their naked torsos but he was a nice guy and they didn't mind. The atmosphere became erotic and all three were soon horny so plenty of groping took place as they jiggled to the music.

There was an amateur strip show that night so Scott manoeuvred them nearer to the stage area in readiness. He loved strip shows so always made sure he got a good view.

"Some of the guys are gross but most are gorgeous" he yelled into their ears as the music blasted.

Eventually the time came for the show to commence and one by one the guys performed. As Scott had predicted some were far from pleasing on the eye but there were several stunning guys. As they watched, Jacob stood in front of Sam who peered over his shoulder with his arms round him. When things got going he moved his hands down into Jacob's crotch and had a good feel of his erection. He then felt Scott pressing up against him with his erection hard against his butt. A hand then reached round to his crotch and gave it a good feel. Sam was happy to let him have his fun but knew that was all he'd be allowed to do. Scott had already dropped hints about going back to his place afterwards but neither Jacob nor Sam wanted to do that. Their relationship was monogamous and that's how they wanted it to stay.

After the strip show and more drinks, Sam and Jacob said they were making their way home. Scott was clearly disappointed but understood having realised they were boyfriends and lived together. He just wished he could find a guy to love and live with but so far he'd not been lucky. Instead he and Sam exchanged numbers and said he'd love to meet up again sometime.

The following morning Sam suggested to Jacob he move in immediately so they went round to his bedsit to pack his clothes and personal belongings. Sam could see why Jacob hated the place; it certainly was a dump.

Three weeks later it was Toby's eleventh birthday and Sam wanted to make it special now he had a bit more money. Jacob offered to chip in so they decided to take Toby and Ewan to a musical play that was playing at a fringe theatre. At least the ticket prices were at a level they could afford and they'd put on a special birthday meal at lunchtime on the Saturday, have a birthday tea before they went to the theatre that evening and invite Ewan to stay over that night.

When Sam suggested this to Toby he jumped up and down with joy and gave him a big kiss. His overnight stay with Ewan had been fabulous and they'd shared Ewan's single bed despite it being tight but he enjoyed being up close and personal to his friend. Although Ewan normally had to wear pyjamas, on that night he slept naked like Toby and they had a good feel of each other's erection. In the morning when Ewan's dad knocked on his bedroom door, Sam jumped out and got into his makeshift bed on the floor as if that was where he'd spent the whole night.

"Can he sleep with me in my bed?" Toby grinned. Sam said what they did was their affair but he suggested Ewan tell his parents he slept in a makeshift bed on the floor if asked. To make sure Ewan's parents were okay with their son staying with two gay guys, Sam decided to go round to see Mr and Mrs Price one evening.

"I'm assuming you're aware that I'm gay and that my partner lives with us" Sam said having decided to be upfront about everything since he didn't want them to find out at some later date and accuse him and Jacob of sexually assaulting their son.

Mr Price smiled, "Yes we are Sam and my wife and I have no problem with a person's sexuality. Who a person chooses to love is their affair and seeing what a wonderful job you've made of bringing up Toby which cannot have been easy in the circumstances, we have the greatest respect for you. Besides, I'm sure you've noticed Ewan's mannerisms and his and Toby's devotion to each other so we're fairly sure he's gay too which doesn't bother us in the slightest since all we want is for him to be happy as I'm sure you want for Toby."

Sam was relieved to hear those words since many parents would not have been as understanding. He said he had noticed Ewan's devotion to Toby and knew that he too was very fond of Ewan but they were still young so things could easily change once they were older.

"True but whatever happens is of no concern to us so yes, we have no problems at all with our son spending a night with Toby under your care."

Sam detailed the arrangements which were perfectly satisfactory to Mr and Mrs Price so Sam said he'd tell Toby he could make the invitation. So far he'd told him not to say a word to Ewan just in case there was an issue with him staying over. When he got home and told Toby he again jumped up and down with glee and gave both Sam and Jacob a big hug and a kiss. He went straight to the telephone and invited his best friend who let out a loud shriek of glee when he heard the news and that his parents had agreed.

The event went perfectly and Ewan was the perfect guest. Sam and Jacob liked him very much and were more than happy to see the relationship between him and Toby develop further but time would tell whether or not it would do.

When they came home from the theatre which was enjoyed by everyone, Toby and Ewan rushed off to bed. Toby told Sam he could still come in and say goodnight as usual so having given them time to clean their teeth and get into bed, he did so. He hadn't bothered to make up a separate bed for Ewan knowing he'd share the double with Toby but he strongly recommended to Ewan that he didn't tell his parents that he'd slept with Toby. He grinned knowingly and said "No way" even though he knew they were okay with the gay issue. Seeing Ewan's naked top he guessed he was completely naked beside Toby so just smiled as he gave each of them a goodnight kiss.

Once Sam had left them they explored each other's nakedness as they'd done before but that was all. They also professed their love for each other and that they were only interested in the male form and not females. From thereon they treated each other as gay boyfriends but knew they'd get bullied at school.

Life over the next few months continued smoothly for all concerned. Toby and Ewan frequently spent nights with each other, some at Ewan's home and others at Sam and Jacob's. It was very clear they were devoted to each other and as the weeks passed, Sam was convinced that his little brother was gay. He often wondered whether it was because he'd been brought up in a gay environment but in reality he knew you were born gay and could not be `made gay'. His relationship with Jacob grew stronger and their love for each never waned. Their sex life also improved tremendously and they tried all kinds of positions as well as sex toys. On one occasion Toby had seen a dildo lying on the side table when he came in one morning and picked it up. He grinned and knew immediately what it was. He'd looked on the net about gay love and gay sex so was fully aware of went on but so far he and Ewan hadn't explored their bodies to that extent although they did feel each other's erections whenever they were in bed together. Both were certain they were gay but neither had said anything to anyone about it.

Scott had called Sam several times to see if he and Jacob wanted to meet up at a gay bar but each time Sam said they couldn't having explained he was his younger brother's guardian. Then one day Scott called again saying he was going to SBN.

"It's a club and SBN stands for Stark Bollock Naked." He explained that everyone attending that particular night stripped naked apart from their trainers and a good time was had by all.

As it happened, Toby was due to spend a night with Ewan that particular day so having discussed it with Jacob, they agreed to go. The event was held at The Hoist in Vauxhall so they agreed to meet outside. Sam and Jacob were excited at the thought of exposing all and being with a lot of other hot naked guys. Scott also couldn't wait to see these two guys naked and hoped he might be able to persuade them to go back to his place or he to theirs afterwards.

When they arrived they found Scott already waiting so after hugs and kisses they made their way in. Once stripped down to their trainers and Scott had given the other two guys a good looking over, they made their way into the main area of the club. Both Sam and Jacob felt their hearts race as they saw the number of naked guys wandering around. As before the pair of them seemed to attract a lot of attention and cocks were soon riding high but that seemed to be the norm so nobody cared. As the night progressed guys felt each other and generally had a good time. Both Sam and Jacob had noticed things going on in the toilet area but had their pee and made an exit not wanting to get involved. Scott again suggested they all go back to his flat or he to theirs but Sam explained he and Jacob only had sex with each other so as much as they liked Scott they didn't want to have sex with him.

"Fair enough; I respect you both for that. In some ways it's a pity more guys aren't like you two."

"I'm sure you'll eventually find the man of your dreams" Jacob told Scott as he hugged his naked body up against his.

"Yeah, maybe; perhaps I'm too fussy and looking for the impossible but I hope we can remain friends because I really like you two guys."

Sam said of course they could and invited Scott round for a meal the following week. He accepted and became a regular visitor after that and a good friend. He also got on well with Toby and they went out for long walks and had good fun together.

Toby's thirteenth birthday was soon upon them and Sam couldn't believe five years had gone by since that fateful day when he came home and found his young brother in tears with the letter from their mum saying she'd left them. Despite the trauma of it all, they'd been good years and of course he'd met Jacob whom he still loved with all his heart. Sam was now twenty three and both he and Jacob were still working at the same computer shop which continued to do well. The person filling the other sales assistant post had changed twice within that time with Sam having the job of training them.

He and Jacob had also picked up signs of Toby being down in the dumps on some days yet when they tried to find out why he said nothing was wrong but Sam knew something was bothering him. At first they wondered whether Toby and Ewan had fallen out but Toby said they were fine. Then one day Toby brought Ewan home after school so when Sam and Jacob arrived home Ewan was still there. They both had bruises on their face and were on the verge of crying.

"What the fuck" Sam exclaimed as he went straight to Sam to look at his injury whilst Jacob did the same to Ewan.

"Who did this to you?" Jacob gently asked having recognised the signs of bullying. He too had been bullied at school for his perceived sexuality and guessed the same had happened to the two guys he'd come to love.

After careful questioning both Toby and Ewan admitted they'd been bullied by a group of schoolboys for some long time now and things had come to a head that afternoon when they were about to come home. Sam was furious but said nothing apart from giving his little brother some love and attention. He and Jacob tended the bruises as best they could but Ewan knew he'd have to go home and admit to his parents what had happened.

Sam gently questioned them what was causing the bullying and both lads looked at him not sure what to say. "Is it because they see you as both being gay?"

Ewan nodded and Sam nodded too. "When did you know you were gay?" Toby asked Sam.

"About the age you are now" Sam replied as he hugged his brother.

"The same for me" Jacob added and admitted that he too was bullied at school by other boys.

"Do you both think you're gay?" Sam asked. Both boys nodded and Sam saw tears in his brother's eyes. "Does that bother you?"

"No, definitely not" Sam replied.

"And you Ewan?"

"No, I don't have a problem with it; in fact I've felt I was gay for a long time; Toby and I love each other."

Sam smiled wondering whether at that age you really understood love but seeing how these two guys were together he believed they truly felt love for each other. "So apart from the bullying what's the problem?"

Sam looked into his brother's eyes before speaking. "The boys who are bullying us are saying it's because I live with a gay brother and he's made me gay but that's not true is it?"

"Of course it's not" Jacob intervened, "you're born the way you are and although you can try and suppress it like I had to for years because of my homophobic parents, underneath you are what you are."

Sam asked Ewan whether he'd discussed his feelings with his parents and he said he hadn't because he wasn't sure how they'd react. Sam told him he knew for certain they'd be happy for him having talked to them about him being gay and their son sleeping in a gay household. Ewan looked amazed. He'd never thought of that.

"I think we'd better get you home Ewan and have a talk with them don't you" Sam smiled. Ewan nodded so kissed his boyfriend goodbye and went off with Sam leaving Jacob to look after Toby.

When they arrived at Ewan's home his mother was shocked to see her son's bruised face. Sam said he was fine and what first-aid he'd given. Whilst Ewan went to his room to change out of his school uniform, Sam explained to Mr and Mrs Price how their son had received the injury and what had been going on for some long time.

"I knew we should have raised the issue of him being gay long ago" Mr Price said, "but we felt it right that he raised it with us when he was ready. The question is what do we do now?"

Sam said he knew the headmaster at the school very well since he'd been a pupil there and had met him several times since he'd been Toby's guardian. He suggested that he and Mr Price have a meeting with the headmaster and ask what was being done to stop bullying in the school.

"I think we'll find the head will be shocked to hear about this."

Sam said he'd contact the school secretary and set up a meeting with the head so left them to have a gentle talk with their son about his sexuality. By the time Sam got home they'd done that and told Ewan they loved him irrespective of his sexuality. A very relieved Ewan fell into their arms and cried. Jacob meanwhile had calmed Toby down and got him to say exactly what had been going on. It seemed there was a group of four boys who bullied others for no reason at all but having seen Toby and Ewan always together they automatically assumed they were gay so put the boot in.

The following day Sam called the school and the secretary said the headmaster was free after school that day. He contacted Mr Price and agreed to meet him at the school. The meeting went well and as expected the head was shocked to hear about the bullying and said he'd most certainly take appropriate action against the perpetrators. Sam also asked whether teachers ever discussed sexuality or whether there should be a support group for pupils who questioned their sexuality or suspected they were gay. The head said not and asked Sam if he'd be willing to provide a confidential support service since it was likely there were many other pupils in Toby and Ewan's situation. Sam said he'd consider the matter and let the head know.

On their way home, Mr Price thanked Sam for his invaluable support and encouraged him to take up the head's offer. Sam said he'd discuss it with Jacob and decide what they could do.

"The joys of being a guardian" Sam chuckled when he and Jacob were in bed that night.

"Mm, but the guy I love is especially good at it" Jacob giggled as he moved down the bed and took Sam's cock into his mouth. As usual it was soon hard as was Jacob's. He grabbed the bottle of lube, smothered his lover's erection before sitting over it and guiding it into his arse. They'd first tried this way of having sex some while ago and he loved it since he could ride Sam's cock and massage his own at the same time. Sometimes he'd lift his body so that Sam could thrust his body up and down to fuck his arse but this time he wanted to do all the work because he could see that Sam was tired.

"Ah fuck" Sam cried out when he felt his climax rising. His cry was louder than normal and guessed that Toby would hear him but he was past bothering about that. His lover was pleasuring him and himself. As his voluminous ejaculation filled Jacob's arse, he watched Jacob's equally large volume of creamy cum shoot over his chest. When they were both spent, Jacob bent over and kissed him.

"That was beautiful", Jacob grinned.

"Yeah, it was fucking wonderful; I love you so much."

"And I love you too."

The headmaster at Toby's school came down heavily on the bullies. They were clearly told if there were any further instances of bullying they'd be expelled which shut them up. He also held sessions with every class in the school to discuss bullying and differences whether it be race or sexuality. In Toby's class two boys giggled when gays were mentioned and the head came down on them like a ton of bricks. He asked what was so funny and gave them detention in which they had to write an essay on the topic. They soon learnt their lesson!

Sam also agreed to run a support service for pupils who were struggling with their sexuality. To maintain confidentiality he used Skype so the boys concerned could consult him from the privacy of their own bedroom. It worked well and Sam was surprised at how many pupils contacted him.

Toby and Ewan became inseparable spending every possible minute with one another and as soon as they were sixteen they lost their virginity with each other. Like Sam and Jacob they agreed they'd be monogamous so never looked for sex with other guys. Sam could see they loved each other very much. Since neither wanted to go onto university they left school at seventeen which was the earliest they could do so,. By that time the computer shop where Sam and Jacob worked had opened another branch a few streets away. Sam had been made the manager of the new branch and Jacob the manager of the other one. As it happened both branches were recruiting for sales staff when the younger lads left school so Jacob hired Toby for his shop and Sam hired Ewan for his. Since it was clear the two wished to live together, Sam suggested that Ewan move into their flat. It was tight for four of them but the two lads were happy to do so and Ewan's parents were too.

Sam and Jacob were now twenty seven and decided to marry. Derek and Emma attended the wedding as did Ewan's parents and Scott, who'd remained a good friend but still hadn't found a love of his own. Jacob invited his parents but they refused to attend telling him he was disgusting so he never made contact ever again. Sam also invited his mum and to his surprise she said she'd love to come. It was the first time they'd met since she'd left them so it was an emotional meeting, especially for Toby. From thereon they all kept in regular contact and she told them she was now living in Bournemouth so they went to visit her every so often.

As a wedding present, Derek had transferred the ownership of the flat that Sam and Jacob rented into their joint names. Both were filled with emotion when he told them and kept asking was he sure he wanted to do that. Mike, his own son had finished college but had left home and moved in with a group of drug addicts since by that time he was heavily into drugs. Derek and Emma were distraught but the more they tried to talk to Mike the more he pushed them away. Derek had planned to give his son a property when he'd left college but had decided that would never happen so gave one to Sam instead who he'd always admired.

A year later, Derek and Emma received tragic news; Mike had died from a drug overdose. Even though the past year or more had been difficult he was still their son and they were devastated. The shock caused Derek to have a heart attack and made Emma really ill. As such Sam, Jacob, Toby and Ewan all rallied round to help them in whatever way they could such as doing shopping and other odd jobs round the house. They visited Emma everyday at home and Sam visited Derek everyday whilst he was in hospital. When he was released they continued visiting the pair of them until they were both well again. This went on for a good six months and Derek was extremely grateful for their support.

"I'd like to do something for you guys as a thank you" he told Sam and Jacob one day.

Sam said there was no need in view of what he'd done for him over the years but Derek insisted saying he guessed that the four of them must find it tight in their two bedroom flat so he wanted to sell Toby and Ewan a one bed flat just a few streets away. He'd let them have it at a very low price and arrange a small mortgage for them through his company. Sam was overcome with emotion and when he told Toby and Ewan they were too. They viewed the flat and loved it. To have their own home at their age was something they'd never imagined. When all the paperwork was done, Sam and Jacob helped them move in and purchase what furniture they required. They were both on good salaries now they were managers so could afford to do so.

When everything was in place they left the two young lovers to settle into their new home having given Sam and Jacob big hugs and kisses.

"Two guesses what those two will be doing now" Jacob giggled once they'd got home.

"Probably what we're going to do" Sam laughed. "It's just me and you now so we can do what we like when we like."

As they kissed they undressed each other and tossed their clothes on the floor. By the time they were naked, cocks were riding high and ready for action. Jacob knelt down on the floor and took his lover's cock between his lips teasing the head and licking down its length. As he did so he fondled Sam's balls and fingered his arse. When he'd sucked for a while he stood up and they kissed again. As they did so they slowly made their way to the bedroom and Jacob led Sam up to the window. He told him to stay there whilst he grabbed the lube. Having lubricated his own shaft which was already dripping pre-cum, he told Sam to rest his hands on the window sill. Sam then felt his lover's hard cock gently penetrate him. Whilst Jacob fucked, he reached round and massaged Sam's erection.

"Oh fuck" Sam moaned. He so loved the feel of Jacob's cock inside him.

"Yeah, beautiful" Jacob muttered as he slowly thrust in and out. "Just think, I can fuck you whenever I want from now on."

Sam laughed and looked forward to it. Life was perfect and now he was no longer the guardian of his little brother he could devote his whole time to the man he loved.