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Me and My CIT
Chapter 7 - New Relationships
Our last chapter ended with...
It wasn't too late when I got back to the school from visiting Joey, so I was surprised when I looked up at our room window when I pulled into the parking lot, and it looked dark. As I walked toward the building though, I thought I saw a little dim light seeping out around the edges of the curtain.
When I got to our room, I saw that I'd been right. There was a bar of dim light coming out from under our door. I listened a moment, but didn't hear anything. I wondered if maybe Carl was asleep. In case he was, I stuck the key in the lock as quietly as I could, and unlocked the door quietly as well.
When I opened the door, my eyes flew open in surprise! Carl was lying on his bed, completely naked. He had his legs pulled up a little and one hand wrapped around his cock, which he was pumping up and down. He was reaching for his ass with his other hand, and had a couple fingers stuffed into his crack as if he was fingering his hole as he jacked off.
"OH!!!" I said, completely surprised to find him that way.
Carl looked up at me. At first all he registered was a completely shocked look. Then, typical of him, he immediately turned purple, as he lay there motionless, still holding his dick in his hand, and with his fingers stuck in his ass. As he looked at me, an extremely mortified look came over him...
Now we pick up our story where we left off...
I stared in surprise at Carl, shocked actually that he would do such a thing, when he knew I could walk in on him at any moment, as I had just done.
Carl was nearly maroon with embarrassment, as he laid there holding his penis in his and, with the fingers of his other hand shoved between his buttocks.
Neither of us spoke for a moment, and just stared at each other. Suddenly though, I realized I was standing with the door wide open, and a couple of other students were coming along the hallway. Quickly I stepped in the door and shut it behind me, and turned the lock on it.
Turning, I looked back at Carl. He hadn't moved, nor did he look any less embarrassed by his situation. We stared at each other for a moment
Finally, I said, "Guess you found something to keep you busy!"
I smirked a little at him, which caused him to look still more mortified!
As I continued to look at him, I noticed he had a really nice dick - long and slender, but not too thin, and a nice somewhat fuzzy scrotum. Even though I'd just spent the whole afternoon having sex with Joey, my dick started to bulge anew as I looked at him.
Seeing how embarrassed he still looked, I decided to try and lighten things up a little.
"Nice equipment you've got there," I said, smiling genuinely at him.
Carl didn't reply. He just stared silently at me, somewhat horror-stricken yet.
I chuckled after a moment and said, "Look, you knew I'd see you naked sometime! And it's not like I don't know you jack off!"
Due to the shock of being walked in on, Carl's penis had softened completely, but as he lay there with it still in his hand, I noticed his eyes drop to my crotch, which was bulging by then. As he looked at it, I noticed that he appeared to begin regaining some of his hardness.
When he looked back up at my eyes, he saw that I'd been watching him check me out, and some of the color that had faded from his face, returned instantly. His dick continued growing though, and I could see he was still horny!
Smiling, I figured this was the best chance I was ever goint to get to get something going with Carl, if I ever was going to get something going!
"How about I give you a suck job - no strings?" I ask.
Carl's eyes bulged an he stared at me, completely astounded by my offer.
"Really!" I said. "You have a beautiful dick, and I'd love to give you your first bj! And, you don't have to do anything back. What'a'ya say?"
I stepped over to the bed then, and looked down at him, as he looked up at me, still surprised, and a little frightened. I noticed an erotic look in his eyes though, and his nostrils were flaring slightly as he looked at me.
"Well?" I asked, softly. I shocked the hell out of him then by reaching down and running my finger ever so gently over his furry ball sack. His dick, which was nearly fully erect again, flexed noticeably and began expanding more rapidly toward its full hardness, regardless of the fact that Carl was looking up at me with a look of complete turmoil on his face.
After a couple seconds, it was my turn to be surprised, when he suddenly nodded slightly at me. As I looked at him, I saw that his dick was fully hard again and flexing. The tip of it, looked slightly moist as well.
Smiling I said, "Cool! I promise, you'll love it!"
I climbed onto his bed then. As I climbed over his near leg, to kneel between them, he spread his legs more widely apart for me.
I smiled up at him, as he looked down at me, breathing expectantly with his nostrils flaring slightly. Gently I removed his hand from his dick. As I did, he pulled his other hand from his ass as well. I was surprised, but happy to see that Carl had been dry-handing himself. I really didn't need the flavor of hand lotion or whatever in my mouth!
"You don't use lube when you jack?" I asked him, looking up at him.
"I'm out," he said, blushing again.
Smiling, I looked down at his genitals. He certainly had a nice dick and balls! Just the right size for me to make love to with my hot, wet mouth!
As this was going to be Carl's first blow job ever, I wanted to make it special for him, so I decided to go slow and gently!
Gingerly I picked up his penis and aimed it at my mouth, as he looked down expectantly at me. I lowered my face toward his throbbing organ, and stuck my tongue out. A faintly salty flavor spread over part of my tongue as I licked the tip of his cock. He let out a soft gasp, as I began licking around and around the bulbous head of his member.
"OOhhh!!" he gasped, when I finally centered my mouth over the tip of his penis and slid my lips over it, lowering myself slowly and sensually down the full length of his shaft, until my lips ran into his pubic hair.
Slowly I began sucking upward again, pressing my tongue against his thick, vein-like urethra, which ran along the underside of his rod.
"OHhhhhh..." He moaned passionately as I slid right back down all the way again a moment later.
As I continued slowly and sensually sucking up and down on Carl's dick, he exclaimed, "This feels so awesome!"
I couldn't help smiling when I heard that, as I began sliding my mouth up and down on Carl a little faster.
I reached for his scrotum then and began fingering it ever so gently, tracing my fingertips over each of his testicles, enjoying the fuzzy feeling of all the hair he had on his sack. Eventually, I gently cupped his entire bag in my hand and gently rolled his balls around in my hand.
With my other hand, I reached for the bottom of Carl's ass, and ran a fingertip along the outter edge of his crevice. I was surprised, but happy when Carl spread his legs still further apart, invitingly. Smiling again, I let my finger slide between his buttocks. He was a bit sweaty between his cheeks, so my finger slid easily inward toward his tight pucker.
As I began fingering his rosebud, while I continued sucking his dick and fondling his jewels, Carl gasped, then moaned with pleasure. His moaning didn't stop though, as I manipulated his cock, balls, and asshole. In fact, Carl's hips started to move about a little. I increased my action a little then, which brought more moans of pleasure from his throat. His breathing became heavier too, as his hips began to move about more frantically.
"Oh fuck George! I'm gonna shoot!" he gasped a moment later, as his hips began to thrash about involuntarily.
Smiling, I began sucking on his dick harder and faster, and kneading his balls a bit more firmly, and fingering his hole a little more insistently.
"AAwwwww!!! George!! I'm almost there!" he cried in a strangled whiny tone.
His breathing became faster and harder, and he began fucking his hips up and down off the bed, as I worked faster and harder yet on him. And ever so gently I pressed on his anus a little harder, until my finger popped through it.
"AAhhhh!!!" he cried, surprised, as I slid inside him.
SLowly, but gently I slide my finger upward until I found his prostate and began rubbing it.
"OOOOohhh Fuckkk!" Carl cried, with astonished pleasure.
I grinned, as I continued working on him, and he continued moaning happily.
Suddenly he cried "I can't hold it anymore George!"
I could hear the tension in his voice and smiled realizing he was holding off cumming as long as possible, so I wouldn't get a mouthful of cum. Silly boy! He didn't realize I very much wanted to taste his juice! I smiled again and thought, just as well - his climax will be that much stronger, so I just kept on going.
"OOOOOOHhhhh!!!" he cried in a strangled gasp a moment later, and I felt his body tense up, his anus clamp around my finger, then my mouth suddenly flooded with warm, gelatinous, slightly salty tasting fluid.
"Fuck!" he gasped, almost immediately afterward, and I quickly swallowed as his sphincter gripped my finger again, and again he filled my mouth with his goodness!
"MMMMMMMmmmmm!!!" he moaned happily, a moment later, pumping a third load down my throat.
Carl spasmed three or four more times as I worked steadily on him, each time ejaculating more semen, although in ever decreasing amounts, into my mouth.
Finally, the boy's spasms ended, and his body relaxed slightly under me. I gently pulled my finger from his rectum and gave his balls a final gentle squeeze. I continued sucking on his dick though, until he tensed up slightly and spasmed one last time, emitting a final large drop of cum onto my tongue. I savored the flavor of his final burst of energy, then licked his finally shrinking tool clean and dry, and backed off him.
As he lay breathing heavily, looking up at me, a big smile spread over his face.
"That was fucking awesome George! Thank you so much!" he said, grinning at me with glistening eyes.
"Glad you liked it," I said grinning back at him.
"I never felt anything like it!" he said, panting a little yet. "Nobody's ever done anything like that for me before!"
I grinned and said, "well, you can have it anytime now. It's all up to you!"
Carl grinned and said, "I'd like that, and... I'd like to try doing you too - but - give me a minute to catch my breath first!"
I grinned and was about to thank him and start stripping, but then I remembered I'd been with Joey, and my dick had been up his ass, so I realized I better decline Carl's offer for the moment.
"Um... maybe another time," I said. "I need a shower now."
I got up then and turned and walked into the bathroom, leaving Carl staring after me with and incredulous and confused look on his face.
I grinned to myself as I shut the bathroom door. I'd finally broken through Carl's shell! I couldn't help chuckling a little as I imagined what he must've been thinking though about my refusal of his offer to reciprocate and suck me off. As I pulled my clothes off, my thoughts were confirmed that there was no way I could let him get me naked though - not til I'd showered. As soon as I'd removed my shorts, even though we'd cleaned ourselves up, I could still smell a trace of Joey on myself. I'm sure my penis would've tasted putrid to Carl if I'd let him suck on it in that state, which would completely ruin any thoughts of future sexual encounters for him. So, I was happy with my decision to slip quickly into the bathroom, saying I needed to shower. Besides, even though I was hard over the thought, my poor dick and balls actually hurt from so much action with Joey earlier!
"Besides," I thought, smiling to myself, as I gently soaped my dick up. "Maybe it's better if I don't seem overly anxious. When I came on too strong earlier it spooked him, and he pulled back into his shell!"
I spent a good long time, slowly and gently washing my penis, balls, and ass. Of course sliding my hands sensually over my body only got me stiff as a rock in no time. I smiled when I looked down at my penis, as it throbbed with desire, but didn't take it in my hand again, as I wanted to give it, and my aching testicles a rest.
Eventually, after a long leisurely, hot shower, I got out, dried off, and used the hair dryer on my hair. As it was getting late, and I wasn't hungry anymore, I brushed my teeth as well.
Finally, tired, but feeling completely relaxed, clean, and comfortable, I softly opened the door and stepped back out into our room. As I was ready for bed, I was naked. Carl was lying on his bed yet, and to my surprise, he too was still naked. He smiled when he saw that I was too. I smiled back at him, and padded over to my bed. As I did, I saw his penis beginning to grow. Of course this had the same reaction on my own.
"Um... feel like letting me pay you back for before?" he asked, smiling nervously.
My dick inflated rapidly when I heard that, and imagined what it would be like to have his mouth on it!
"You really want to do that?" I asked, seriously surprised.
Carl's dick flexed, as he looked at me, thinking he might have a chance. He suddenly looked nervous. I was shocked when, with flushed cheeks, and breathing heavily through just his nose suddenly, he nodded. Again his dick flexed.
Since I was good and clean, and obviously almost fully hard again, I decided to see if Carl was serious of not. Smiling, I walked over and stood in front of him. Both our dicks flexed again as he looked closely at mine.
"You can touch it if you want," I said.
Hesitantly, Carl reached out and wrapped his hand gingerly around my shaft. His hand felt soft and silky and I loved how it felt to have him holding me!
Looking down at him, I could see he was debating with himself about whether to suck on me or not.
"You don't have to do anything you don't want to do Carl!" I said, smiling benevolently down at him. Then I added, "But, if you do decide to try it, you can just stop anytime you want to!"
Carl appeared to relax then, and he leaned in a little closer and peered carefully at my penis. His hand remained wrapped around it.
Shyly then, he suddenly leaned toward me and shocked the hell out of me by suddenly sucking the top half of my dick into his mouth!
After he sucked on the head of it, as if it was a Tootsie Pop for a minute, he suddenly lowered his head and the top half of my dick disappeared into his mouth.
"MMMmmmm!!!" I moaned, as I felt his hot, wet cavity slide down over me.
I could tell he was smiling, then, and soon, he began sliding his mouth up and down my shaft, as I'd done for him. Well... almost as I'd done for him. I had to stop him once and gently explain to him that I didn't like his teeth raking up and down me. I was happy to see that he took it only as constructive criticism, and quickly went back to work on me, and from then on, I didn't get scraped by his teeth anymore!
He reached for and gently fondled my balls then, which pleasantly added to my arousal.
I was flabbergasted though when I felt his hands move behind me and he cupped each buttock in one of his hands! When he did, one of his middle fingers buried itself deep enough into my valley, that I could just feel the tip of it tickling my anus!
As I stood there thoroughly enjoying the working over Carl was giving me, I felt my orgasm starting to build!
"I'm gonna cum soon man, but I'll warn you before I do, so you can pull off if you want," I said, as my excitement level rose. I received a squeeze of each buttock in response, as Carl continued.
Within seconds, I can feel my cum churning inside me, ready to spew forth!
"OK! I'm gonna shoot!" I gasped a moment later.
To my astonishment, Carl didn't pull off me, but continued sucking away on me, and kneading my buttocks, letting his one fingertip brush gently over my anus every so often.
"Back off if you're gonna!" I gave a final warning, a moment later, as I felt my climax approaching quickly.
Carl continued working on me though, as my body began to tremble and shake as I fought to hold off the inevitable as long as I could. Seconds later, it was too late.
My body tensed up, and the pressure inside me built to frenzied level! Then, suddenly, I cried out, as I felt my balls emptying themselves through my dick. considering all the sexual activity I'd shared with Joey earlier, I was surprised when I blew a huge load of cum, forcefully, into Carl's mouth.
He gagged when it happened, and I thought for a minute he was going to have to pull off me and vomit, but he recovered quickly, and swallowed. Some escaped around the edges of my shaft and ran down his cheeks slightly.
"AAAAwwwww!!!" I groaned, ejaculating again, just as Carl'd cleared his mouth and regains his composure.
This time Carl was ready, and quickly he swallowed my semen.
"MMmmmmmm..." I moaned as warm pleasure spread through me, and again I flooded Carl's mouth with my jism.
Carl swallowed again, and kept on sucking away on me, sending more pleasure washing through me.
I came another couple times, before my orgasm finally ended. When it did, Carl sensed I was through. He sucked on me for a minute longer, as my dick softened, until I'd oozed the last bit of my cum. Then he pulled off me, leaving my cock, clean and nearly dry.
"Damn you did a nice job!" I said, spinning around and collapsing across the foot of Carl's bed. "Thanks man!"
"So it was good?" he asked, with a wet, sloppy smile on his face.
"Oh yeah!" I said, grinning. I reached over then and rubbed his cheek, as he grinned the biggest grin I'd ever seen him smile. Grinning back at him, I hooked his arm and said, "C'm'ere!"
Smiling, Carl let me pull him over to me.
"Now comes a really nice part!" I said, as I pulled him down next to me.
"What's that?" he asked.
"We hug and snuggle a little!" I said, smiling.
I had wondered how Carl would take that suggestion, but was pleasantly surprised when he smiled and let me pull him into a hug.
"I know you liked it when I did you. But... what'd you think of giving a blow job?" I asked.
"Actually, I kind of liked it!" he said, smiling. "It was a lot of fun giving you such a good time! And ... I wasn't sure what I'd think about the flavor - I mean I've tried my own and wasn't thrilled with it really, but your's, directly out of the pipe so to speak, was pretty tasty really! I've got this great aftertaste going in my mouth from it!"
I grinned and said, "Well, I'm glad you liked it!"
"Oh yeah!" Carl said, grinning. "Um... so... will you teach me some other things too?"
Chuckling, I said, "Anything you wanta learn about!"
"Cool..." He said, smiling. "And ... if you want, we can do this again any time too!"
"So... I guess we're past you feeling all nervous and twitchy about having sex with me then?" I asked.
Carl blushed but said, "Um, yeah, uh sorry about that. Um I can be pretty shy sometimes I guess."
"No problem," I said. "But, I like you a lot better this way!"
Carl grinned and said, "Me too... so... um I'd love for this to happen with you all the time - if you want to!"
I grinned and pulled him into a hug then, and told him that sounded fine to me. I was still a little surprised though when he let me hold him for a little while, sighing contentedly every so often.
The next day, I was pleasantly surprised when Carl asked me if we could suck each other off again. He was pleasantly surprised by how nice it was to '69' and suck and fondle on each other!
For the next couple days, all Carl wanted to do was suck each other off. So, whenever we had some free time - we could usually be found in our room, either sucking one another, in varying positions, or on one of our beds in a '69'.
Within a few days, though, after we'd sucked each other off for a while, Carl suddenly pulled off me and told me to stop.
I did. I didn't have a clue what was going on. Shyly he looked at me and asked me if I'd teach him to fuck!
Smiling I asked him if he really wanted to try it. He assured me he did. I asked him whether he wanted to do the fucking, or have me try to fuck him. I was surprised when he asked me to fuck him first, although he said he might like to try fucking me anothertime.
Grinning, I agreed.
He looked a little nervous then and asked what he should do.
"Well, to begin with, relax a little," I said. "If you don't like it we can stop!"
He smiled sheepishly then and calmed down.
I got my tube of KY jelly out then, and told Carl to lie down on his stomach. I got him positioned then with his hips resting on a pillow, so his ass was held up, and his legs were spread apart.
As I crawled onto the bed behind him he looked back nervously at me.
"Calm down, I won't be just stuffing it up your butt!" I said.
Then, as he watched, I held his ass cheeks apart and dove for his hole with my tongue.
"FUCK!!!" he cried, in shock.
His shock quickly changed to pleasure as he groaned, "OH fuck that feels good!" as my tongue began flicking over and over his pucker.
From that point on, as I spent the next ten minutes washing and carressing his asshole with my tongue, he just lay moaning happily at the pleasant feelings I was giving him.
"AAAAWWwwww!!!" he groaned suddenly, when I gently pushed directly at his anus, which gave way, allowing my tongue to slide inside him.
Carl's head whirled in complete shock, as I began fucking him with my tongue then. He couldn't say or do anything but moan happily though.
I gave Carl a good tongue fucking for the next minute or so, before I finally pulled out of him.
"Jesus Christ!" he said, looking at me with huge eyes. "I can't believe you put your tongue up there! It felt awesome though!"
Grinning, I said, "Well, now you're gonna get my fingers for a few minutes, so I can get you opened up big enough to take my dick! OK?"
"OK," he said, smiling a bit dubiously.
Smiling, I squirted some lubricant onto his anus, which caused him to yelp because it was cold. Chuckling, I began to work on him with just my index finger.
For a while then, all you could hear were intermittent moans of pleasure from Carl.
He groaned a while later when I worked my middle finger through his sphincter along with my index finger. His moans were continual then, as I worked both fingers in and out of him for a while.
I tried to introduce a third finger as well, but Carl's head whirled around and he cried, "STOP! That hurts too much!"
Quickly I pulled all my fingers from him, leaving his greasy asshole gaping open at me.
Carl relaxed immediately, and apologized. I smiled and told him it was fine, that I couldn't take three ever either, but some guys could.
"Well... how about you try your dick now?" he asked, both hopefully and nervously.
"Sure," I said, smiling and reaching for the KY.
I greased my dick up then, and got on my knees between Carl's knees, as he peered back at me fearfully.
"You're gonna have to relax, so I can get my dick in you without it hurting," I said.
Carl looked nervous, but tried to do as I said.
I leaned forward over him, holding my dick with my right hand, and propping myself up with my left arm. I directed the tip of my penis up against Carl's hole, which was still open slightly, then I began to apply gentle forward and downward pleasure.
"Now push like you're gonna take a dump!" I said.
"What?" he asked, sounding disgusted.
"Just do it - push like you're shitting!" I said.
"OK," he said, and I felt his pucker relax. The head of my cock stretched him open and slid inside him with ease then.
"OH!" he gasped, as he felt me entering him.
"You OK?" I asked, as I stopped with just my glans pushed into him.
"Yeah," he gasped, a little unconvincingly. I felt him trying to squeeze me with his sphincter.
"Stay relaxed," I said. He stopped squeezing and I felt his body relax a little.
I held my position a little longer, then after a half minute or so, finally began gently pushing again.
"Stay relaxed," I said, soothingly.
Carl winced, but I felt his hole relax. Slowly, I slid into him. I stopped when I felt like I was halfway up his ass, and waited a few seconds. Finally, I pushed again, and kept on going until I was buried completely inside him, with my pelvis pressed firmly against his buttocks.
"Damn!" he said. "It really feels good having you in there!"
Grinning, I said, "Glad you like it!"
I waited a minute, then finally began slowly fucking Carl, who immediately began moaning with pleasure, especially at each of my inward strokes! Eventually, after a minute or so, I had gradually sped up, until I was fucking Carl properly, and we were both groaning and grunting with joy from the wonderful feelings we were experiencing.
After about 3 minutes, Carl's breathing had changed, and I felt him tensing up.
"I think I'm gonna cum!" he cried.
"Go for it whenever you're ready!" I said, grinning.
I hugged him a little tighter and began fucking him harder and faster, causing his groans of pleasure to become louder and more frantic.
Realizing Carl's orgasm was about to begin, excited me as well. I felt my own starting to form then as well.
Suddenly, Carl gasped and I felt his sphincter contract violently around my penis, then as it relaxed he groaned deeply with pleasure. His orgasm had begun, and he'd ejaculated a load of semen all over his pillow!
"AAwwwww!!!" Carl moaned a moment later, clenching my cock again a second later.
As Carl's third spasm began, I suddenly felt my first one wash through me, and I too tensed up and blasted a river of jism deep inside Carl, as he held my tool tightly again, soaking his pillow some more.
The two of us continued spasming for a few more seconds, as I kept pumping my dick in and out of him. I was sliding in and out of him a little more easily as I'd coated his insides with streaks of cum, and his body began relaxing even more from his orgasm starting to end. Carl's orgasm ended first, as mine continued for a couple more spasms. Eventually, it too ended, and I collapsed fully on top of him, drilling my cock deep down into his anal canal.
Carl and I lay together like that then, both gasping for breath, each emanating excessive heat from our mutual exertion.
"God damn that was fine!" Carl finally uttered, in an unbelieving tone.
"I thought you'd like it!" I said.
"You were right!" he said.
"So... later on you wanta try doing me?" I asked.
"Sure!" he said, grinning.
I hugged Carl a little tighter then, and we were quiet for a minute, as our dicks shrank, and we caught our breath.
Eventually, I pulled out of Carl's asshole, and we went and showered together. Carl had to spend a few minutes on the toilet though while my cum leaked back out of him. It had the same effect of an enema actually, and he blew a few chunks of slimy-looking shit out at the same time as well!
Eventually, the next day, when we had time again, I let Carl fuck me up the ass. He found that extremely pleasureful as well, as did I.
After about a week had gone by, I'd educated Carl in most of the more usual sexual activities a couple gay guys could partake of. We'd discussed other things, like bondage and S&M and both decided neither of us was interested in that. We did both feel it would be fun to try out some sex toys though, and try a few more positions! And during one shower, we tried pissing on each other. That was .... interesting... I guess. We didn't bother doing it again though!
Soon it was the weekend again, and I was going to go see Joey! Suddenly, I had a slight dilemma though! I was having sex with Carl all the time by then, and I knew Joey was going to want sex with me too! I wasn't sure I'd be able to handle all the sex they both wanted from me!
Carl and I slept in after an "active" evening Saturday morning. We did have sex though when we woke up. We sucked and rimmed each other a little, then he asked me to fuck him, which I did. Afterward, we showered together, and of course had some more fun cleaning up.
When I arrived at Joey's house just before lunch, I was surprised to find he wasn't there. I was supposed to be taking him out to eat, and for a game of laser tag, before bringing him home and spending some time there with him. His mother was there though. She said that Joey was helping an old man down the street with some yard work and would be along shortly. She invited me to sit down and have a cup of coffee with her until he got home. I did.
Of course, our conversation revolved around Joey. She told me that she and Joey's father were divorced and that Joey never saw his father at all. She told me it was hard on him, because he didn't have any older males to look up to. She'd sent him to our camp to be with other guys, and obviously, she said, "that worked out beautifully! He met you and he had a wonderful summer!"
I smiled and blushed, and told her that I'd enjoyed being around Joey as much as I thought he'd had fun hanging out with me too. She agreed!
She said that before she knew I was coming to school near them, she had been worried that once camp was over, Joey wouldn't have a guy in his life again. She had been considering getting him a big brother of America in fact. But, then I'd shown up in town and come over to visit. Afterward Joey had told her a lot about me and our time at camp. She said she realized what a great relationship we'd built and was very happy we liked each other so well.
Looking slightly embarrassed, she said awkwardly "I don't suppose you'd be willing or able to spend a little more time with Joey on a regular basis, would you? If you can't, or don't want to - it's alright. Just say so. The thing is, he seems to like you a lot, and if you're willing to, I think he'd rather have you to hang around with, than a big brother of America! But, like I said, you don't have to if you don't want to."
"Wow!" I said, grinning. "I'd love to be Joey's big brother! And I think he'd like having me around like that too! Thank you for asking me Mrs. Wagnall! I'm actually honored that you think so much of me!"
She grinned then, and I could see her eyes were glistening.
"Thank you so much George!" she said, smiling broadly.
I was surprised, and a little embarrassed, when she got up and hugged me.
"Um, I might be able to help him with his math too!" I quipped, grinning. "He told me how much trouble he has with it!"
"That would be fantastic!" she said. "Nobody's been able to help him as yet! He just barely gets by in it!"
"We can fix that I think!" I said, smiling.
The door burst open just then and Joey's voice came from behind us
"Fix what?" he asked.
We both turned and looked at him smiling.
His mother told him then that she'd invited me to come over more often and spend more time with him, and that I was even going to help him with his math homework.
To say the boy was ecstatic to hear all this was an understatement! He whooped and hollered and hugged us both, and couldn't stop grinning!
Eventually, I got him calmed down, and the two of us headed out to lunch, and laser tag. We had an excellent time. I was surprised when Joey wanted to leave laser tag though.
When I asked if he didn't like it, he said, "Well, yeah - I do, but..."
Then he looked furtively around, and seeing nobody looking, he quickly groped his crotch and grinned lewdly at me.
I laughed and said, "Gotcha! Let's go then!"
Joey grinned broadly and we left then.
I drove us back to his house, and the two of us went up to his room for a while "to play video games". Joey locked his door, then turned on a game that had continuous sound running through it, to cover any noise we might make. Then, we got naked and spent about an hour or so having sex.
First sucked on each other, then, got into a '69' and sucked and fondled each other, and fingered each other's holes. This of course culminated in both of us moaning lowly as we thrashed about on his bed and pumped each other's mouths full of cum.
After a short break, I saw that Joey's penis had hardened again, which immediately caused mine to stiffen as well. Smiling, he leaned over and went down on me. After a few minutes, during which Joey sucked me nearly to orgasm, he finally stopped and asked me to fuck him. Grinning, I told him to roll over onto his back. He did, and I got between his legs. Then, I went down on him and pleasured him for a while. Before got off, I stopped, and pushed his legs up, and went down on his asshole. Joey moaned happily as I washed and tongue-fucked his boy cunt for a while. I lubed him up after a while and finger-fucked him, preparing him for my dick. Finally, we ended up with me fucking him missionary style as a grand finale, during which we shared an awesom mutual orgasm.
After we'd cum and then rested a while, we were both a little tired, and I had to get back to school anyway, so we said our good-byes, and I left. As I was leaving, we made plans for me to drop by mid-week one afternoon, while his mom was still at work, to see what we could do with his math. As I drove back to school, I wondered just how much math we'd really work on, considering his mom wouldn't be there!
I was glad Carl was at the library studying when I got back to school. It gave me time to shower and wash Joey's scent off me - especially the smell of his rectum which I could still smell on my dick. Of course, when I caught the familiar whiff of Joey's rectal smell, my dick began to expand again, and I kind of wished Carl was there. I knew with very little coaxing, that I would be up for some more fun!
As I showered, I considered jacking off to relieve myself, but as I was soaping up, I decided to abandon that plan. As soon as I'd finished showering, dried my hair, and gotten dressed, I took off for the library and found Carl. He grinned when he saw me and immediately started closing up his books. By the time he'd packed his back pack and put away a couple of reference books he'd been using from the shelves, I could see his crotch tenting rather prominently. I felt my own dick straining against my pants as well. Quickly we made our way back to our room, and as soon as we were locked in, we stripped and fell into bed together, and spent a while pleasuring each other, until he'd cum three times, and I'd cum twice!
Over the next couple of weeks, as the semester progressed, I got really busy. My course load increased as the professors settled in and began teaching at their full potential. Carl was in the same boat. We did manage to still finish up our work each evening so that we could spend an hour in bed together. We also set an alarm so that we had time for a quickie or a shower together each morning.
On top of everything, in addition to seeing Joey one afternoon each weekend, I began running over to his house on Tuesday and Thursday afternoons, on the pretext of helping him with his math homework, and doing "big brother" things with him! We did actually work on his math a little, and I did help him figure out how to do it, but of course we also spent a bit of time naked in his room, having sex as well!
I'd never imagined that a person could have as much sex as I was having! When I lived at home, I used to jack off 3-4, sometimes 5 times a day, and I thought that was a lot. Now, I was having sex a couple times each morning and 2-3 times each evening with Carl. Occasionally, we'd even meet midday if we were both available, and quickly give each other a blow job. In fact, one day we even did each other at lunch time in a stall in one of the public men's rooms in the science building! Not only did we find it wasn't as much fun as we thought it would be, but that it was dangerous too.
Carl had been standing on the edges of the toilet seat and bending over backward, leaning against the stall door, with his arms wedged against the side walls to hold him up. His pelvis was pushed forward and his dick was sticking out. I was sitting on the toilet between his feet, as if taking a shit, only instead, I was sucking, as quietly as possible, on Carl's dick. When he started cumming, he reached over to cover his mouth and nose so he didn't make any loud gasps, and his foot slipped off the toilet seat, and landed on the floor next to mine. Luckily no one was in the bathroom, or they'd have seen 3 feet in the stall instead of two! Not to mention, Carl could've been hurt if he'd fallen! He wasn't, as I caught his ass and held him up. He was still having his orgasm though, and in the process, he ejaculated all over me a couple times. I had it on my face, on my shirt, and there was even some in my hair! It was quite a mess, and not as much fun as either of us had thought it would be!
In addition to all the sex that Carl and I were having, of course, Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Saturdays or Sundays, I was also having sex at least 2-3 times during the afternoon with Joey!
To say I was happy, but drained was an understatement. While I no longer ever felt frustrated for a lack of sexual outlet, I was instead becoming exhausted! While I'd thought having two fuck-buddies was going to be fantastic - I found that actually it was rather taxing.
Something else began to happen as well as the school year progressed. Something I hadn't planned on. As I spent more and more time with Carl, I began to realize I was developing feelings for him! I thought I detected the same realization in Carl too! The sex we had slowly began to evolve into more than just sex. Whereas we started out merely trying to give each other great orgasms, and have the same for ourselves, as time went by, we began spending more and more time trying to pleasure each other slowly and sensually, in a loving way - rather than just barging through our sexual play toward our orgasms.
In addition to this, I realized that in addition to being sexually attracted to him, I had also grown to like Carl very much, and cared for him. When he was upset or worried, so was I. When he was happy, it put me in a great mood too. I noticed too that Carl seemed to have similar reactions to my moods.
Something happened then one night while we were in bed having sex. Until then, even though we'd tried all kinds of sex, and consciously tried to help each other have the best possible experience, we'd never done more than lie together, hugging each other when it was over. And we'd always slept separately afterward in our own beds. This particular night, when I finished making love to Carl, he suddenly leaned up as I hugged him, and kissed me on the lips. It felt nice - really nice. I was surprised though.
Looking a little embarrassed, Carl pulled back and said, "Um... sorry. Um... I-I don't know why I just did that."
I smiled down at him and said, "No reason to feel sorry, it was nice!"
"Really?" he asked, smiling slightly, but still blushing.
"Yeah," I said. Then, I surprised him and leaned down and kissed him. He responded, and we suddenly were sharing a very passionate, loving kiss. I was surprised to feel my dick getting hard again, so quickly after our last love-making. I hadn't even pulled it out of Carl yet!
When I finally pulled back, Carl smiled and said, "Um... would you like to sleep here with me tonight?"
I smiled and said, "Sure!"
My dick had shrunk again, so I pulled it out of him, and we arranged ourselves comfortably next to each other, in a semi-embrace. Smiling happily, Carl quickly drifted off to sleep. I lay awake a little longer, holding him as I slept and wondered just what was happening. Why did my heart feel like it was beating a little faster? Why did I feel so content and happy? Why did I want to just wake Carl back up and kiss him again? Was I falling in love????
When we woke up in the morning, Carl smiled at me, and kissed me on the cheek. We were late waking up, so we got up and quickly showered together, and took off for classes.
That evening, we again made love, and again kissed, only longer, and more passionately. We slept together again!
The next afternoon, I spent with Joey. As we walked up to his room, I suddenly began to feel strange. I couldn't put my finger on exactly how I felt. To some degree, I felt guilty - like I shouldn't be going to bed with Joey. Although I hadn't really worried about it before, I hadn't told Carl about how I had sex with Joey, or Joey about having sex with Carl. I suddenly began to realize that what I was doing was wrong. I realized, that because Carl and I were obviously getting closer, that what I was doing with Joey, was actually like cheating on Carl. And... in some ways, it might be almost as if I was cheating on Joey when I was with Carl too. I cared about both of them, and didn't want either of them to get hurt - especially because of me! I realized then too, that I actually would rather it was Carl I was about to have sex with. Even though Joey was really cute, and was great in bed, I realized for the first time, I was more attracted to Carl!
with all of these thoughts churning through my brain, it was no surprise to me, but a big one to Joey, that when he pulled my pants down, I was still flacid!
"Um... you OK?" he asked, looking at my limp dick, confused, and concerned.
"Yeah," I said, smiling sadly down at him.
He smiled then, and went down on me. I didn't stop him, and in a few seconds he had me hard. The mouth action he was giving me pushed all my thoughts from my brain, and allowed me to concentrate a bit more on what he was doing to me. We had sex, and Joey enjoyed himself thoroughly, as he always did, having a couple of very passionate orgasms. I came both times as well, but although they were good, they weren't as satisfying as usual.
Afterward, as we lay together, he was on top of me, having straddled me and fucked himself on my dick, until I'd cum up his ass, and he'd sprayed my chest and belly with his cream. He surprised me, by suddenly kissing me on the lips!
"What're you doing man?" I asked, when he pulled back after I didn't respond.
"I'm sorry!" he said, looking guiltily at me.
"Well, it's OK, I just didn't expect a kiss like that from you," I said.
"Are you upset with me?" he asked, looking at me with a look of mild fear etched on his face, and watery eyes.
"No," I said, and I smiled and hugged him. "Stop worrying about it!"
He smiled and looked relieved then. I pushed him off me though and said I had to get back to school. His smile faded, and he looked a little confused, but smiled sadly and asked if we'd see each other again in a couple days. As I started to get dressed, I said we would. Joey was clearly disappointed that I was leaving earlier than he'd expected though. I had to leave though - I was completely confused by what was going on.
As I drove back to the school, my mind was in a turmoil. I realized clearly that I was in the midst of a dilemma! Carl was obviously developing feelings for me. And now it appeared that Joey's feelings for me had escalated. Without a doubt I liked and cared about both of them - a lot in fact. As I thought about what had happened over the past couple days, I realized, that I did care a great deal about Joey, and even probably loved him, but... not in the same way I was beginning to feel about Carl. I realized that I had more mature feelings for Carl, who was my own age, and that while I did love Joey, I thought of him as a kid yet. I realized I had to do something to avoid either of them getting hurt, if I could. I expected though that that would be nearly impossible at that point!
As I neared the school, I realized, I didn't want to go back right away and have to face Carl. Again, I was wearing Joey's scent, and didn't want to have to explain to Carl why I was, again, showering after returning from a visit with Joey! Just as the driveway to the school loomed ahead, I decided to drive past and go to the mall. I could go to a movie that would let out late, and then go back to the school.
If you were to ask me what movie I saw, I wouldn't have been able to tell you. I didn't pay any attention to it, as I sat, automatically eating handful after handful of buttered popcorn, and thought about my situation.
By the time the movie ended, I'd come to the realization that I was going to have to make some changes, specifically with regard to my relationship with Joey. It upset me greatly, and I even cried a little in the darkness of the theater, when I realized I was probably going to break the boy's heart! It was necessary though. Although I loved him very much, I didn't love him like a boyfriend. My love was more like that of a big brother for his younger brother - as it really should be between us! I also realized that my feelings for Carl were more like that of a man for his boyfriend. Necessarily then, I was going to have to limit my relationship with Joey to that of being only brothers, and allow myself to pursue a more deep relationship with Carl.
Eventually, having finally figured all this out, I got up and left. It was well after the credits finished when I did.
When I finally got back to school, it was going on 1:00 AM. I was glad our room looked dark as I pulled into the parking lot. As much as I'd figured out my feelings, and I wanted to get closer to Carl, I was exhausted from all my anguish of the situation, and I was still upset due to the knowledge I was going to have to talk with Joey and burst his bubble.
When I got to our room, I quietly let myself in. I was surprised to hear snoring coming from my bed, rather than Carl's. I flipped on the bathroom light and looked at my bed in its dimly reflected light. Carl was sleeping peacefully in my bed.
"Shit!" I thought. "He waited up for me, and I never came home!"
Feeling bad, but remembering I still smelled of Joey, I slipped into the bathroom, stripped, and took a quick shower. I peed and brushed my teeth, then turned out the light and slipped back into our room. Carl was still sleeping.
"So... do I crawl in with him and wake him up?" I wondered. "Or should I just crawl into his bed and go to sleep alone?"
I wanted to crawl in with Carl, gently wake him up, then make love to him before snuggling up and going to sleep! On the other hand, I was still distraught over how to approach Joey. Finally, yawning, I decided I was too tired to have sex anyway, so I crawled into Carl's bed. I didn't think I'd be able to get to sleep, but I must've been really tired, as I don't remember lying awake at all.
The next morning, when the alarm went off and I woke up, forgetting I was in Carl's bed, I almost rolled out of bed onto the floor, when I rolled backward toward the wall to hit the snoozed button on the alarm on the shelf.
As my heart settled from my mouth back into my chest, I heard movement from my bed. Looking over, I saw Carl, yawning and looking around the room.
"I waited up for you!" he said thickly. "Why didn't you wake me up?"
"Sorry," I said. "I was exhausted! Joey and I played a lot of laser tag!"
"You must've! What time did you finally get in?" he asked, stretching.
"I don't remember," I lied.
"Well... how about I come join you?" he asked, smiling and winking at me.
As much as I was still upset about having to talk to Joey, I couldn't help but grin back at him. My dick, which was semi-erect, immediately began to throb and pump up into its full glory.
Taking my grin as assent, Carl leapt out of my bed. He was completely nude, and his penis was fully erect. The tip looked damp and tasty. Quickly I held the blankets back, thinking he'd jump up next to me. Instead, he dove face first for my crotch and swallowed my dick all the way down to the hairline, and began sucking up and down on it. Within two strokes he had me rock-hard.
I thought Carl was going to take his time and make slow, gentle, love to my cock, but he surprised me and swiftly sucked up and down on it, as at the same time he fondled my balls. It only took a minute, and he had me at the point of cumming.
"Fuck! I'm gonna blow man!" I gasped.
I thought Carl'd stop, but instead, he started pumping up and down even faster. A moment later, my body tensed up, then I gasped and blasted a load of cum down Carl's throat, and relaxed for just a second, before I was overtaken by a second spasm of joy, during which I flooded Carl's mouth yet again. Carl swallowed again, and kept on sucking on me, until I'd cum several more times, and finally my orgasm ended.
"Damn!" I said, panting slightly. "You sure do know how to please a guy!"
Carl grinned a wet, happy grin at me.
After I'd rested a couple minutes, Carl and I changed places, and I gave him a similar blowjob. Damn his juice tasted fine!
He was a little surprised, when after I'd finished pleasuring him, I smiled, and headed into the bathroom.
"That's it?" he asked, looking surprised and disappointed.
"Sorry, but for now it is," I said. "I have an early class.
I hopped into the shower then and quickly washed. Afterward I shaved, and brushed my teeth. I returned to our room and Carl was still in bed. He watched me curiously as I quickly dressed and gathered my books up.
"So... I'll see you later?" he asked.
"Yeah, back here later," I said. I turned then and left, leaving Carl staring after me, confused.
That afternoon, when I got back from classes, I was shocked to find Joey in our room with Carl. I also noticed they both seemed to be looking at me and studying me oddly.
"What the hell are you doing here, and how'd you get here?" I asked, astounded to see Joey there.
He said he'd figured out how to take a bus into town, and then catch one of the college busses to the campus. The college bus driver never asked for his ID - he'd apparently figured no kid would be going to the school unless he was a student.
Anyway, he'd arrived while I was in my last class yet, but Carl was there, and let him in. They'd been talking for a while.
I looked at both of them carefully. Neither looked upset, but they both looked curious, and Carl looked a little confused. I thought they both looked a little anxious as well. After a moment, I realized they each looked a little jealous as well whenever I spoke with the other!
I decided I'd better separate them, and since I'd have to take Joey home anyway in the end, I decided I'd take him to eat, and then maybe we could go somewhere and talk.
As we left, I saw Carl looking at me with an almost pleading look on his face. I smiled and winked at him, hoping he'd relax a little. I prayed that neither had told the other about our intimate relationships!
I took Joey to a nearby Arby's and we each got a couple of Beef-n-Cheddar sandwiches, some fries, and sodas, then went and sat down.
Neither of us spoke at first, as we both ate a little ravenously. By the time we'd started on our second sandwiches though, we'd both slowed down a little.
"So..." He said suddenly. "You and Carl get along pretty well?"
Startled that he'd started talking after we'd both been eating silently for a couple minutes, I jumped a little. Then, as I realized what he'd asked, I felt my face flush a little.
"Um, yeah," I said. "Good thing - since we're roommates!"
"So... do you hang out together a lot?" he asked, eyeing me closely.
"Uh, yeah," I said. "I guess."
"What do you guys do when you hang out together?" he asked, still eyeing me closely.
I began to blush a little more deeply, as Joey's interrogation continued.
"I don't know. We study. We watch TV. We go hang out with other kids," I said. "Why all the questions about Carl?"
"I think he's gay and he likes you!" Joey said, not skipping a beat.
I was taken aback when he said that. Blushing more deeply, I said, "Wh-what would give you that idea?"
"He kept looking me up and down, and his eyes stopped at my crotch a couple times," Joey said. "And ... he seemed jealous of me."
"Well..." I said, flustered. "Um... "
"Oh my God!" he said, looking stricken. "I'm right, and you knew already!"
"Wh-what?" I asked, more flustered than ever, and blushing deeper.
"George! Are you and your roommate sleeping together?" he asked in a low, strangled tone, looking at me horror-stricken.
I felt my face beginning to burn, as I looked at Joey, not knowing how to respond. I knew I needed to tell him about me and Carl, but from the look on his face, I realized I was going to crush him emotionally when I did.
"Well?" he asked, nearly choking, as his face became progressively more horror-stricken. "Are you having sex with him?"
At first, I all I could do was look at Joey. I hated how hurt he looked, and I felt my eyes burning as salty tears appeared in them. I knew I had to admit it though.
Finally, as my stomach churned, I nodded.
Joey's eyes widened and filled with tears. Suddenly he dropped his sandwich and leaped up and ran for the men's room.
Distraught, and not knowing if he was simply upset, or might even get sick, I quickly followed him.
When I waled into the men's room, Joey was leaning over the sink, crying.
As I walked up behind him, he looked up at me in the mirror. His face wore an anguished expression.
I reached for his shoulder, to turn him around, so I could talk to him, but he cried "Don't! Just leave me alone!"
He looked down and started crying harder then.
"I can't leave you alone Joey!" I said, feeling sick over how I was destroying him.
As my lips trembled and my eyes flooded with tears, I gripped his shoulder and turned him around so he was facing me.
"Please just leave me alone!" he whined plaintively, covering his face with his hands.
"I can't Joey! I care too much about you!" I said, trying to pull him toward me. He resisted and backed up though, and began rubbing his eyes.
"If you care for me so much, how come you're doing it with HIM?" he cried, looking angrily up at me.
Sniffling a little, and struggling to retain my composure, because Joey needed me to be strong while I explained, I told him that my relationship with Carl was different than my relationship with him, and that it wasn't going to affect my relationship with him.
"You and I have a brotherly relationship, and we always will have that! And that's how I love you Joey!" I said.
"With Carl, it's not a brotherly relationship - it's kind of a 'boyfriend' type of relationship!" I said. "At least I think that's what it's becoming! Those kinds of relationships can last a long time, or maybe they won't. But Joey, brotherly relationships are forever! They're permanent! Nobody will ever come between you and me! You'll always be my little brother! And I'll always love you! That's the beauty of our relationship!"
With tears in his eyes, Joey looked at me, still unhappy.
"Did you think we were more like 'boyfriends'?" I asked.
"I don't know!" he whined, sniffling and rubbing his eyes. "I never had a brother or a boyfriend before. All I know is I love you and I can't bear to think of losing you!"
"Well, you don't ever have to worry about losing me! Because you never will! I'll always love you!" I said.
Joey still looked upset, although not quite as upset as he had. I reached out and pulled him toward me again. This time he let me, and he wrapped his arms around me and buried his face against my chest. A couple seconds later, his body was shaking and he squeezed me tighter as he let himself cry. I wrapped my arms around him and held him, gently rubbing his back.
Eventually, after a minute or two, Joey got control of himself and stopped crying. He pulled back from me then and looked up at me with a wet face, and eyes still full of tears.
"So... can we still have sex?" he asksed, looking up at me, knowing what my answer probably would be, and not really wanting to hear it.
"Truthfully, I don't know Joey! I really don't think it's such a good idea, " I said, sadly.
As his face started to crumple a little again, I realized that I was actually still a little confused myself about things, because I too was upset at the idea that I wouldn't be able to be intimate with him anymore, the way we had been.
"Well... you'll still spend time with me though, won't you?" he asksed, looking frantic that I was going to say no to that too.
"Of course I will!" I say, smiling sadly. "I told you. I'll always love you! And we'll always be brothers! So we'll still be able to hang out together."
Sniffling, he let me hug him again.
A minute later, as we pulled apart, he looked up at me with tear-stained cheeks and asked me to take him home.
He'd never asked me to take him home before. It hurt that he did. Upset and confused yet, I agreed. We rode back to his house in silense then.
When I went to get out of the car to go in with him, he told me I didn't need to. He said he wanted to be alone. He also didn't give me his usual hug good-bye. Instead, he just turned and trudged dejectedly into the house. With tears in my eyes, I sadly drove back to school.
When I got back to school, I found Carl sitting on the edge of his bed. He was in a pensive mood.
"Is there more to your relationship with Joey than you've told me?" he asked, the moment I'd shut the door behind me.
I sighed and took a deep breath, as I dropped down onto my bed facing him. I was still upset over hurting Joey - the last thing I needed was another inquisition and emotionallly charged conversation about my relationship with him vs. my relationship with Carl. Carl deserved an answer though, so, although I was mentally exhausted, I told him the complete truth about Joey and myself. I tried to minimize just how close we'd gotten though, hoping I wasn't hurting Carl now as well. When I finished, I also told him about my evening with Joey too.
Carl sat motionless listening to everything I said, saying nothing. When I finally finished, I apologized to him for not telling him everything about Joey and myself earlier on. I qualified not telling him though by saying "we really have just gotten close ourselves though, and we really haven't laid any claims on each other! I mean, basically, we started out as strangers who were shoved together as roommates. When we first started having sex, it was more like we were just roommates who became fuck-buddies! So at the time, I didn't see a reason to tell you about him and me."
As I finished I saw that Carl had slowly taken on a devastated look. I knew I'd hurt him too now. Realizing this, I felt my sinuses and eyes filling up again.
Hoping to fix things, I quickly added, "But listen... All this has made me think, and I think maybe I have stronger feelings for you than I thought I did."
Carl looked up at me. He looked both hurt and confused, and he had tears in his eyes.
"I'm sorry if I've done anything to hurt you Carl. I do care about you a lot," I said, as my eyes began to sting from the saltiness of my tears.
"I care about you too George!" he said. He swallowed as if swallowing a large lump in his throat and stoically added "And... you're right... we didn't have any agreements not to be with anyone else... I just thought there wasn't anyone else for you. There isn't for me."
"I'm sorry," I said, blinking a couple times. "I know now I should've told you earlier. Um... things just moved ahead faster for you and me than I realized I guess."
I got up then and sat down next to him on his bed and said, "I don't know if this is good timing for this or not, but... I care a lot about you Carl! I think maybe you feel the same for me. So... do you want to make a committment to just be with each other from now on? Just you and me?"
Carl looked up at me. He still looked confused, but on top of that, he also looked stunned.
He looked searchingly at me for a moment, then said, "Can you really make that kind of agreement at this point?"
As I looked at him, he began to look scared again. I expected he thought I was going to say no.
"Truthfully," I said. "I believe I can. All of this has made me realize that I think I'm falling in love with you Carl!"
Carl's eyes widened. Most of the fear left his face then. A moment later, his eyes filled with tears.
"Really?" he asked, staring incredulously at me, as if he dared not believe me.
Smiling slightly, I nodded.
Carl sniffled and smiled slightly then too. Quickly he rubbed his nose.
"You really mean it?" he asked looking inquisitorially at me.
I smiled a little wider, and nodded again.
"I can't believe it!" he said, his smile widening too. "You don't know how happy I am to hear that! Cause.... I know I'm in love with you!"
My smile broadened, and I reached over and gently pulled Carl over to me into an embrace, and kissed him softly on the lips. Carl responded, and we kissed each other deeply, exploring each other's tongues for a few seconds. As we did, I felt my cock beginning to stiffen.
After we broke away from each other, Carl said, "So how do you feel about Joey then?"
"I love him," I said. "But I realize now that I only really think of him as a little brother. I want to continue having a brotherly relationship with him! Now that I've discovered how I feel about you, I'll break off having sex with him though. But - can you live with me being his 'brother' yet?"
"Yeah, as long as that's all it is," he said, watching me carefully.
"It will be," I said. "I promise!"
Carl grinned a huge grin then, and said "I love you George!"
"I love you too!" I said, smiling.
Suddenly, I felt Carl's hand gripping my genitals, as he smiled and looked into my eyes.
I dreaded the thought of having to tell Joey about how Carl's and my relationship had suddenly progressed, but I couldn't think about it anymore, as Carl gently squeezed my crotch, and I felt myself swiftly hardening then.
Carl and I quickly got naked, got into bed, and consummated our newfound love then.
The next morning, when we woke up in each other's arms, Carl and I picked up where we left off. I'd fucked him the night before, so when I felt his finger probing my pucker, I rolled onto my back and pulled my legs up, allowing him full access to my hole. Grinning, Carl moved into position so that he could prepare my asshole with his mouth and fingers, then, once my muscle was relaxed and stretched open enough, Carl entered me and made slow passionate love to me, until he'd climaxed and filled my rectum with semen, and because of his slow gentle love-making, my prostate was rubbed appropriately by the head of his cock, and I too had spewed copius amounts of cum between us!
All too soon, it was time to shower and run off to our classes.
When my last class ended, I decided I needed to go and talk to Joey, and try to explain things to him and smooth things over!
Joey looked surprised, and both worried, but also hopeful when he opened the door and saw me standing on his front steps.
"Can I come in?" I asked.
He shrugged and opened the door wider for me. I stepped past him, into the house, and walked into the living room and sat down. He followed me and sat in a chair, opposite me.
"We alone?" I asked.
He nodded affirmatively.
"How ya doing?" I asked.
He just shrugged, and said, "I don't know."
"We need to talk about things," I said.
Joey didn't say anything, but just looked apprehensively at me.
"I know you're hurting because you found out how close Joey and I are," I said.
Joey just continued to look at me.
"You don't need to be though," I said. "You need to understand that I think of you like a little brother, and as such, I love you very much!"
The tiniest flicker of hope flitted across Joey's face. I could tell he was waiting for the 'But...'
"But - " I said. "You also need to know that while I love you like a brother, I don't think of you as my boyfriend as well! I do think of Carl that way though."
I could see the glue that was holding Joey's blank expression together, begin to fall away, as a profoundly sad look appeared on his face. I knew I was too far in to back out, so I kept on going - intent on getting everything I had to say, out in the open.
"Just because I've developed feelings for Carl, does NOT mean we can't still hang out together, and care about one another, and be brothers!" I said, looking hopefully at him.
"Can we still 'be' together?" he asked, looking fearfully at me.
"You mean, can we still have sex?" I asked.
He nodded.
"Well, I don't think it'd be fair for anyone if we did," I said. "It definitely wouldn't be fair to Carl. And it wouldn't be fair to you either. You need to start thinking of me only as a brother - one you aren't that intimate with. And then, if you're still interested in being with a guy - you'll be free to start looking for a boyfriend of your own too."
Joey was silent when I finished speaking. As I watched him, I saw his expression change. Rapidly he began to look hurt, disappointed, and even a little angry, I thought.
"Joey!" I said. "It'll be alright! Really! You'll see!"
I was shocked then when he nearly screamed, "NO IT WON'T!!! NOTHING WILL EVER BE OK AGAIN!!!"
Tears began to burst from his eyes, as he began to shake.
"I want you to leave!" he cried, angrily. "I want you to get out and to NEVER come back!"
I was shocked by this attitude.
"C'mon Joey, you don't mean that," I said.
"YES I DO! NOW GET OUTTTT!!!!" He bellowed, as he tried to stop sobbing.
"Joe-" I started to say, as I got up to reach for him.
"I SAID GET OUT!" he nearly screamed.
The tears that had been welling in my eyes finally erupted and started to run down my cheeks, as I felt myslef biginning to shake.
"Please Joey!" I pleaded.
"GET OUT!" he snarled, his wet eyes blazing at me. He leaped up then and ran to the front door, jerked it open and pointed outside as he stared at me, with tears still running down his face.
It was obvious he wasn't going to listen to me, so I decided I'd best do as he asked, and leave.
Crying, I got up and walked over to him. I opened my mouth to speak, but he turned his head away, and closed his eyes, and continued pointing out the door.
"I do love you Joey! More than you realize!" I said.
He didn't flinch or look at me.
Finally, I decided the only thing I could do, that wouldn't make matters worse, was heed his wishes, and leave, so I did. As soon as I was outside, Joey slammed the door behind me, and I heard the lock click.
With tears running down my cheeks, I stumbled back to my car, got in, started it, and drove away...
The next chapter of this story will be published shortly.