"Matthew's Journal"
Hey everyone!!! I thought that I would start by thanking all who replied! I have a lot of request for a bio of myself so I'll tell all of you a little about myself:
My name is anonymous, though it is one of the names in the story but I cannot tell you which one. AND NO IT IS NOT MATT!!!! I am 19 years old. Yes I am a waiter at a local restaurant here in good old Milwaukee, WI. That is all you really need to know about me!!!
I would also like to take this opportunity to thank someone for all the encouragement they have given me. I'd also like to thank him for helping me get myself back in one piece! You know who you are! You are a very special person in my life right now and I just really wanted to thank you! If only we were closer together.
And the usual applies. No one under 18 should read this story and if you don't like love stories between two high school males then you should not be here.
Disclaimer: Any similarity to real people or events is sheer coincidence. All the characters are molded after real people in my life but the names, faces, and places have been changed to protect the innocent and all incidents are pure fiction!
And now.
Part 2- A Normal Week or Is It???
August 1999 (Continued)
August 31, 1999 Tuesday
It was a rather uneventful Tuesday as usual. I spent most of the day at school drewling over James and daydreaming about him. The day passed slowly. Hope was a little quieter then usual. I haven't really written much about her yet have I? I suppose I could take a few minutes to write about Hope.
Hope and I have known each other since kindergarten. We've spent the last 13 years in school together. We live only a few blocks apart, which is another reason that we are so close.
She has blossomed into quite a beautiful woman. If I weren't gay I would have been dating her long ago. She is Hispanic and has the most beautiful long black hair. She usually wears it in a ponytail but I think it looks better when she lets it out. She has piercing brown eyes and a beautiful smile. Se is about 5'9". She is very beautiful. Like I said if I wasn't gay.
We've been through it all together. However, through it all we've never been more than just friends.
We work together at a local Italian restaurant that is about 5 blocks away. She is a hostess there and I am a busser. My brother Eric also busses tables there. However, when I turn 18 in a few weeks I am going to become a waiter there.
That is all the vital information about Hope. I better hit the hay. It is getting very late. And I don't want to fall asleep at school tomorrow. I want to be able to adore James' body all day.
September 1999
September 2, 1999 Thursday
Today we had off of school. We are in the second week and they gave us a nice little five-day weekend. With Memorial Day on Monday it makes this weekend a very nice party weekend.
I woke up at about 12:30 and went downstairs. Eric who was already awake greeted me. The girls were at school because they didn't get a 5-day weekend. Eric and I were happy to have the house to ourselves all day. We sat in the living room and watched MTV for about 2 hours when the doorbell rang. It was Hope's younger brother Joe.
Joe was incredibly cute for his age. At 15 I already know that he will be a very handsome man. He is about 5'4" with black hair and dark eyes. Unlike Hope, he is of Asian descent. Both Hope and he were adopted as young children because the Landry's couldn't have children of their own. Joe was a quiet guy and shy in his own little way but around Eric and me, he was a loud mouth.
He had become best friends with Eric like I had become with his sister. He was always coming over here and hanging out. Even though I was two years older than them I still spent a lot of time with them.
This was not unusual that Joe would come over unannounced. We only were those few short blocks apart. Plus the fact that he and Eric are best friends makes it seem ok.
Joe walked in and I showed him into the living room. Eric immediately got an evil grin on his face and took Joe upstairs to the bedroom that Eric and I share.
So now I was left sitting in the living room all alone. So I decided to take a walk. I went down the block to the park and spent most of the afternoon just sitting there smoking one cigarette after another. Suddenly Hope walked up and startled me.
"Joe and Eric told me that I would find you here," She said. "You look depressed what's up?"
"Aw nothing," I said as monotone as possible. "I was just sitting here thinking.
"About what?"
"About James, I cannot stop thinking about him. He is my every thought, but I know it is just a silly crush."
"Well he does seem to like you. You two could always just be friends."
"I know. So what brought you here Hope?" I asked.
"Well my parents are going to be gone all night tonight. So, me and Joe decided that we want to throw a party."
"Cool. Who is all going to be there?" I asked.
"Well so far just Eric, Joe, me, Scott, Mindy, Kim, Luke, oh and did I mention James?"
"Woo Hoo!!!" I screamed.
Hope just looked at me with an evil grin. I wondered what that was all about. I accepted and then began to walk home. I got back and it was already 5. Hope had told Eric to get there by 8 so I had a few hours to prepare.
I immediately ran to my closet to pick out an outfit for the evening. Eric watched in amazement as I put on about 10 outfits before finally deciding on an outfit. I spent about 20 minutes and then finally had decided on my black tank top that showed off all my muscles and my nice chest. I then picked out a par of khakis and a button-up shirt that I would wear over the tank top.
I then proceeded to the shower and took a really quick one. I got out and admired myself in the mirror. I definitely liked what I saw. I have a nice smooth upper body. I have a hairless chest, however there is a small trail of hair that leads down to my pubes. My pubes are a dark brown with my beautiful cut cock in the center. It is about 4 inches soft and rises to 7 inches at attention. Which right now I was hard as a rock. I'll have time to deal with that later I thought to myself, as I put on my briefs.
I came back to my room and threw my clothes on. I then put on my favorite cologne, Curve. I asked Eric how I looked and all he said was okay. It was now only 6 and I still had two hours till the party. I started to let my mind wander after I went downstairs and sat on the couch. My mother snapped me back into reality asking me why I was all dressed up. I told her of our evening plans and she gave the usual no drinking, no drugs speech.
Eric finally strolled down the steps at 7:30 and we decided we'd leave early. We walked to Hope's house. We were the first ones there. Eric disappeared with Joe upstairs and I sat on the couch with Hope.
"I hope u don't mind," Hope said, "but I invited John to the party."
"That is okay," I said.
However, I was really thinking that that was a bad idea. Everyone knows that John and me no longer get along, but no one knows exactly why. See John is my ex-boyfriend. We dated for about six months. We go to high school together. We had a great relationship; he loved me very much, however I wasn't in love with him. I wanted to remain friends with him afterwards but he became an asshole to me. Thank God that the relationship ended about the time last school year did. That way I didn't have to face him all summer. And somehow I had managed to avoid him this first week of school.
"Matt, I know that you and John no longer get along but he is still my friend. I thought that I should invite him."
"Hope, do you know why me and John no longer speak to each other?" I asked.
"No I don't."
"We used to date." And we then proceeded to talk about the relationship that I had with John.
The doorbell rang and the guests began to filter in. Before I knew it there were at least 50 people swarming the house. The music was blasting and Hope had talked me into dancing with her. While we were dancing John walked up. OH SHIT! I thought. What does he want?
"What do you want John?"
"Can we talk?" He asked.
"NO!!!" I replied.
Hope gave me a glare and walked away leaving John and me alone. I'll have to yell at her for that later.
"John there is nothing for us to talk about. The relationship is over."
"God Matt you are such an asshole!"
We started a shouting match back and forth and suddenly the party just stopped. Everyone had his or her eyes focused on us. I turned to see if I could spot Hope when John punched me in the stomach. I was about to swing back at him when a hand grabbed my arm and led me out of the room.
"Leave Matt alone," the voice said.
I was still in shock when I finally realized that James had come to my rescue. I almost melted at the fact that he was still holding on to my arm. He led me into Hope's room and sat me on the bed. I was obviously shaken by the events in the living room.
"What was that all about?" James asked.
"We used to be good friends but we had a disagreement of sorts at the end of last school year. I don't really want to talk about it."
"Okay," James replied.
We just sat there for a few minutes for me to calm down and then James asked me if I wanted to step outside for a smoke. I gladly joined him. James stayed by me most of the evening but not much conversation ensued.
By 11 everyone had left except for Eric and me. Hope and I began to clean up. I usually hung around and helped her clean up after parties. It was the least I could do. We didn't talk much. I kept to myself. About 12 Eric and I walked home. And now here I am still writing this at 2. I think it is time for bed.
September 4, 1999 Saturday
Yesterday I didn't get a chance to write due to the day's events. It was a normal morning and afternoon. I got out of bed at about 12 and did the normal surf the net routine till about 3 and then got ready for work. When I was leaving for work Joe came over because he was spending the night. He did that all the time, so this was normal. I left and went to work. My brother has Fridays off so I had to work with one of the other kids. I hated bussing without my brother because together we make quite a team.
However, unlike every other Friday night it was slow, too slow. So they let me go home early. Usually I don't get out of there till 11 on Fridays but tonight I was out the door at about 9. So I went home.
Mom and Dad were in the living room watching some stupid movie and the girls were in bed, so I assumed Eric and Joe were upstairs in our room. So I went upstairs to change. I opened the bedroom door and couldn't believe my eyes. All I could get to come out of my mouth was "OH MY GOD!".
TO BE CONTINUED!
So what do you think? It is my first crack at writing fiction so feedback is welcome. Of course I had to end it with a cliffhanger. What is going to happen next? Don't even email me to ask because I will not divulge part three's plot. I will say this much. There will be a sex scene of some form in part 3!!! I promise! But I welcome guesses as to what will happen next. As always you can email me at W8er1@yahoo.com. Let me know what u thought. Feedback of all sorts is welcome!