I remember being intrigued by my erections as early as five years old. But I can't remember anything specific until the second grade, when we visited some old family friends. That night, Doug, who was ayear older, told me that women get pregnant by men fucking them in the butt. I went through the typical denial and disbelief, but was very intereted when he showed my how guys could do it to other guys. We never actually penetrated each others anus, merely laid it in the crack and rubbed it around. The next day we got naked, nad played with eack others parts. It was never a j/o. He must have not known about orgasms, because he never mentioned them. After we left, I remember that almost every night thereafter I woul masturbate under the covers. I still didn't know about orgasms. I would mainly rub my penis against the sheets, moving about in differnt postures and angles. It seemed like I would be awake for hours doing this. I remember fantasizing about having a machine that I could lay face down on and it would move my around with my dick rubbing against the sheets. As I got older, I would hear about masturbation, but never really figured out that that was what I was doing. I remember in he 7th grade, a boy got caught masturating in the showere at PE, and everyone lauged at him. It was around then that I put two and two together. Soon I was masturbating in earnest, and starting jacking off untill I came. At first I used a sock over my dick. But in the shower, soap started feeling good, and soon after that I hit upon the lotion idea. R