Lessons in Submission bamaboi2serve@charter.net
When i look back, it is amazing how much i have learned serving Master Daddy Sir.
i am such a better submissive now than i was before he took me into His service. He has taught me to realize ALL of my submissive-selves, how to truly serve Him in many different modes.
If you see me in pony mode now, you might think i had been a natural-born pony, but it took his patient tutelage to bring it out in me.
"Bitch, i'm not spending money on your costumes, Make yourself a fucking horse tail and have it ready tonight!" he ordered one day.
"A horse tail?" i thought. WTF?
i looked online and saw why he wasn't willing to buy me one of the ones for sale. Good ones were expensive, and the cheap ones seemed, cheap.
i went out to my back-house/workshop and looked for materials. After a while i settled on a roll of rough twine, unbleached natural brown colored. i took a small metal ring and attached long strands of the twine to it till i had enough hanging that it had a tail appearance. Then i selected one of my butt plugs and forced the "cap" end of it through the ring. The results? See it here.
Master Daddy Sir was enormously pleased, so much so that i found myself blushing at his praise. From that moment on i was devoted to the tail and would beg him for the opportunity to wear it.
Once i asked Him for permission to throw away an old pair of panties, and he told me instead to cut a tail hole in it and to wear my tail underneath my shorts to go out. The end of the tail hung just below the shorts! i don't have to tell you how embarrassing that was!
i added some other leather touches for home use. A collar, a harness, wrist bands, and the leather boots he allowed me to worship. i quickly became deeply into being His pony boi!
He has ordered me to create a homemade bridle, the same way i made the tail, and i am looking for the materials to make it so he will be proud of me! i am going to go to a used clothing place and look at belts and perhaps buy a thick wood dowel for the mouth? The ones for sale online are so sexy but also so expensive. i hope i can to it justice.
He would assign activities for me, such as getting into pony mode and humping my pillow, then licking the cum up greedily.
i would also be ordered to "prance" in place. Pony-like, for five or ten minutes at a time.
i was truly his pony-boi!
Speaking of those boots, i learned from Master Daddy Sir that i was a boot-licking slut! i never knew that, really, till one day he ordered me to cum on the boots and lick it off them. i was reluctant at first, but after a few licks i was hooked! From that day on i would beg him to allow me to go to sleep with the boots, licking them all over before going to sleep.
i would lick every surface of the boots, making sure they were completely clean, knowing that i was removing every last trace of cum.
Finally i understood what was going on with the bois i saw pictured online, the ones licking their Master's boots! While the submissive service involved had always been exciting, the actual taste, the licking action on the leather was an amazing turn-on too!
i yearn to worship MDS in person someday, servicing his boots on his feet, and then, perhaps the feet themselves. i dreamed about licking even his stockinged feet!
He had taught me i was a boot-licking cocksucker.
Humiliation has always been a part of the very submissive me, so it was a natural for Master Daddy Sir to keep me in baby mode too. He told me to go to a drug store near my house to buy adult diapers, a pacifier, a child's rectal thermometer, and a baby bottle. He knew the clerks would wonder why i was buying those things.
Later, he had me buy adult sized rubber pants with cartoon characters on it to fit over the diapers and under my work clothes. There was a certain crinkly sound involved that made me blush, just as He intended.
He would assign various activities to me using the new baby materials, like sleep in the diaper after having consumed a great amount of water, making sure i would wet it at night. Obviously i was not allowed to change it till the morning.
MDS would order me to take the pacifier with me on certain days and put it in my mouth whenever i went to the bathroom. Several times i had to turn my head quickly to hide it when someone came up to the urinal next to me!
Some weeks he would require me to keep track of my temperature each hour of the day, at work and at home, using the rectal thermometer. That made for very frequent bathroom trips at work, and i know my coworkers wondered what was going on.
The baby bottle was to be filled with my piss when ordered, and then sipped on till it was empty.
Master Daddy Sir was so good to his big baby.
i am a much better submissive thanks to Him. i am looking forward to him unearthing the other submissives hiding in me in incoming months.
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