Mark and Rye

Okay the usual stuff that nobody reads. This is a gay story with lots of gay sex. If you aren't supposed to be here, leave. The work is mine and unless you ask you can't post it anywhere else. I have no clue if any member of Westlife is gay, so this is all my fantasy. Email me at rye_encoke@hotmail.com to tell me what you like or hate.

The author wishes to acknowledge and thank the archivist for Nifty for allowing this story to be published here.

Authors Notes: Okay this chapter will encompass the entire weekend and will split it up into couples. It's a long one but I hope you enjoy it, it was fun to write. Some peoples weekends were more interesting than others so I pulled the names out of a hat to see the order I would present the plans. I indicate the beginning of each groups weekend with === marks so if you don't like the order they are in you can pick and choose yourself which order to read them in. The order is: Part A - Matt/Andy, Carl/Alex Part B - Ed/Jay, Rye/Mark Part C - Bryan/Shane/Nicky and ending with Jill and Kian.

DEDICATION: To my Davey and to Glenn. Love ya both, always.

=== ED AND JAY'S WEEKEND ===

Ed had not really been surprised when Sue had been at the airport to pick him and Pup up. He was surprised however when after hugging him she went and hugged his Pup and held him for a long time, rocking him a bit. His heart suddenly soared with emotions and he had to blink several times to not cry. His lover and his family seemed happy and comfortable with each other already.

"Come on ya big lug, Alan can't wait to meet your man here," Susan said as she opened the back door of the truck and let the guys toss their bags in. Soon they were on their way to the farm. Oddly, Ed did not think of it as going home, but merely visiting. He briefly wondered where his home was now.

"How come he didn't come with you?" Jay asked.

"The horses," both Ed and Sue said at the same time.

"Ah right," Pup smiled.

"So how's everything?" Ed asked the broad question.

"Everything's good. Nightfire foaled. Beautiful little black filly with white socks on three legs, we had her certified and named her Blue Midnight since she is so black she's almost blue, although we just call her Midnight. We have 6 appointments for the Arabian over the next 3 months going for 50k apiece one shot no guarantees," Sue said.

"Really?" Ed sounded surprised.

"Yep. He is prime stock and our price is about 20% lower than anyone else's but only because we are sort of out of the way and insist the mare be brought to us," Sue said.

"Sorry to barge in. I know a bit about the horses since I have been helping Blue but I don't understand anything you just said about the Arabian," Pup said.

"We have 6 appointments in the next 3 months for stud service. Each time is worth 50k. It's a one shot meaning that once he has mounted then that is it, it's over. We don't guarantee impregnation," Sue explained.

"Holy shit, you can charge 50k for that?" Jay was truly surprised.

"Yeah as I said, most charge about 60k for the same service but they are in what you would call horse country, and they bring the stallion to the mare. We are a little out of the way and have the mare brought to us," Sue finished.

"Cool," Jay smiled and sat back.

Sue and Ed continued to talk but Jay quickly fell asleep, leaning against Ed. He slept the entire rest of the trip and missed the entire discussion about him between Ed and his sister.

"You gonna wake him?" Sue asked after she had stopped in front of the farm.

"Nah I think I will just carry him up to our room. We could both use a little rest. Tell Alan we will see him in about an hour or two," Ed said as he gently cradled his Pup in his arms and carried him to the bedroom.

Behind, still standing by the car, Sue watched her brother carry his lover inside the house.

"Well, what's he like?" Alan said from behind as he wrapped his arms around his wife's waist.

"He slept most of the trip home, but from what I saw he is quite sweet and totally in love. Ed is just as in love with him," Sue turned to Alan and put her arms around him.

"They going to bed for a bit?" Alan asked.

"Yeah, they both seem tired," Sue said.

"Come on then, help me get Nightfire and Midnight prettied up. They will want to see them when they get up," Alan said. Together the two walked to the barn to prepare the horses.

• The Afternoon -

Jay woke slowly, feeling secure in his Blue's arms. He stretched slowly so as to try and not wake his lover.

"S'okay Pup I am up already. I have been watching you for about 20 minutes now," Ed said quietly.

"I always feel so safe when I sleep in your arms. Even when I am asleep I know when you hold me," Jay said.

Ed smiled and kissed his Pup softly, gently running his hand along Jay's exposed belly.

"Mmmmm, I love this my Blue, but could we go see the new pony please?" Jay begged and gave Ed puppy dog eyes.

Ed kissed Jay again then chuckled, "You should save those looks for when you want something that I won't give you."

"Oh and what would that be?" Jay asked saucily.

Ed suddenly looked very serious and stared directly into Jay's eyes.

"Nothing my love, my only love. There is nothing that I would not give you," Ed said. Both he and Jay had picked up some of the phrases of love and devotion that the boys used and had started to use them themselves. The words affected them deeply when spoken.

Jay suddenly couldn't speak around the lump in his throat and he pulled himself to Ed and held him tightly. Ed realized Jay's sudden emotional state and simply held his lover back, nuzzling his neck and placing kisses every now and then.

"Come on my Pup, let's go look at Midnight," Ed finally said.

The two men got up and Jay put on a shirt, since Ed had taken his off before putting him to bed, and they left for the barn. They didn't see Sue or Alan in the house so they assumed they were in the barn. As they approached they heard them talking.

"Now no teasing either of them. We don't know Jay well enough yet to be teasing and I don't want to accidentally hurt either one of them," Sue said.

"I know, I know. Geez you would think you didn't trust me," Alan said.

"I do, it's just this is Ed's first love and it's still very new. We want Jay to love us and feel comfortable around us so they can be themselves. You are gonna be okay with them kissing and stuff right?" Sue asked.

"Sure," there was a pause and Ed and Jay knew that Alan wanted to say something more and sure enough, "Who do you think is, you know, the girl?"

Outside the barn door both Ed and Jay looked at each other in surprise then had to clap their hands over their mouths to stop the laughter from being heard.

"ALAN!" Sue said angrily, "If you even think about asking anything personal like that of either one of them you will be out here sleeping with the horses."

"Oh come on honey, you can't tell me you haven't wondered about it," Alan said sounding a little teasing.

Finally Sue answered, "Yeah okay I have, but there is no way we can ask."

"Of course not. But who do you think it is?" Alan pressed.

"Okay it's gonna sound strange cuz Ed is so big and Jay is so much smaller and very pretty," at this Ed smiled and wiggled his eyebrows at Jay who blushed, "but I honestly think that Jay top's Ed."

"Top's Ed? Is that what it's called?" Alan asked.

"Yes, top and bottom. I did a lot of research when Ed came out to us," Sue said.

"And you think he let's Jay, you know, put it in him?" Alan asked.

"I would bet the farm on it," Sue said.

"Then you win sis," Ed said as he stepped into the barn.

Everyone but Ed blushed deeply and avoided looking at each other. The silence was finally broken by Alan as he went to Jay and held out his hand.

"Hi Jay. Welcome to the family. Although you probably still have time to escape if you want to," Alan smiled.

Jay smiled back and hugged Alan instead. Alan was briefly surprised but quickly and with warmth hugged Jay back.

"So you really do stick it to the big guy?" Alan said with a twinkle in his eye.

"ALAN!" Sue shouted again while the men all broke into laughter.

"Come on let's get lunch," Ed said as he put an arm around his brother in law and they all trooped into the house.

Soon they were sitting around eating sandwiches. The conversation was light and Alan hadn't said much but kept looking at the two men sideways when he thought they weren't looking. Finally Jay had had enough.

"You have something to ask Alan?" Jay asked.

Alan jumped a bit and looked embarrassed, "No not really," he answered and looked at his wife.

"It's okay Al. If you have some questions you want to ask go ahead. We will answer them as best we can. Just remember, if you ask the question you have to be prepared to hear the answer," Ed said.

Alan looked at his wife again who sighed and began to clear up the dishes.

"So you really," Alan paused trying to remember the term, "top Ed?"

"Yeah he does. Most of the time. We will switch around every now and then but I prefer to be on the bottom as much as possible," Ed answered.

"Why? I mean doesn't that make you the girl?" Alan asked.

"It's not really like that in our relationship, or in any man/man relationship. Ed is definitely the more dominant in most things. He takes control of our lives. But I am an equal partner and if I say no then his yes doesn't over rule me. We are equal," Jay answered.

"In the bedroom it's kind of nice and exciting to give up control to someone else. And the sense of love you get from giving your body to your lover is amazing. Besides all that, it feels fucking amazing," Ed said.

"Ed!"

"Blue!"

Sue and Jay said together. Jay with a deep blush.

"What? It's true. There is just something so sexy about having Jay inside me. And I just don't mean the incredible pleasure. The emotional part of it is just as incredible," Ed answered.

"Does it hurt?" Alan asked then blushed.

"Not any more unless we are too rushed," Ed answered.

"And it quickly gives way to pleasure," Jay finished.

"How often do you do it?" Alan asked.

This time both Ed and Jay blushed. Sue had turned and looked at them with this question.

"Yeah I am kinda interested in that one as well," she said.

"Like two or three times," Ed said.

"Well that's not bad. About the same as us," Alan said.

"A day," Jay quietly added.

You could have heard a pin drop at the far end of the house. Both Alan and Sue stared at the two men with open mouthed shocked expressions.

"Hey he's good at what he does," Ed laughed.

The moment was broken and everyone laughed along with him. The talk continued for a little bit as they all finished coffee's.

"So what do you boys have planned for the weekend?" Alan asked.

"We thought we would go into town today. I have some stuff I want to do and if I get it all done today then we have the rest of the weekend free. I want to take Pup to the cabin for a day or two," Ed said.

"Well why don't you two head into town now. We can have supper here tonight then we can all head to the cabin to make sure it's all up and running tomorrow. We can have lunch out there then Al and I can come back and leave you two for the rest of the weekend," Sue said.

"That would be okay? I mean only visit for a day and then we are gone to the cabin? Doesn't seem very sociable," Jay asked.

"It's okay Jay. We will have tonight and then another night before you leave again. You guys know what you are doing when you finish with the tour?" Sue asked.

"Sort of," Ed paused, "How would you guys feel about taking over residence here and looking after the horses?"

Sue and Alan smiled.

"You know we would love it." Alan answered for them both.

Ed nodded, "I figure 50% of profits and no rent in exchange for running the farm and keeping up the cabin,"

Sue was going to protest but Jay spoke up first, "That sounds right to me. We can get Rye's lawyer to draw up the papers once we get back and fax them to you."

"You guys are too much. Okay that's fine as long as you two consider this to be your home. Speaking of, where will you two be living?" Sue asked, everyone noticed the emotion in her voice.

"Jill has an apartment in the city about 5 minutes from the club and on the same huge lot where Rye is building his new corporate offices. We are going to take her apartment. The boys that are living there now are moving to a bigger apartment to share with a couple of our other friends," Ed answered. Both he and Jay had been filled in about the possible new arrangements. Actually Jill and Rye had consulted the two men before even talking to Maria or setting things up, just to get their feelings on the arrangements.

"You're gonna be happy in an apartment in the city?" Sue asked.

Ed smiled and gazed adoringly into Jay's eyes, "Yes," he said softly.

Alan and Sue turned to each other and smiled at the display.

"Okay you two lovebirds, off to the loft and then back here for BBQ. Steaks and roast potatoes and cherry pie," Sue said as she made shooing motions with her hands. Ed and Jay smiled and stood.

Ed went and embraced his sister then surprised Alan by embracing him. The surprises continued as Jay did the same, hugging and kissing both of his new family.

• Briefly with Sue and Alan -

Sue turned to Alan after they watched the truck leave.

"That is the way I remember my brother, the way he was before the accident," Sue said with feeling.

"It's weird how much they love each other, I mean it's beautiful, but so quick. I hope it lasts," Alan said.

"I think it will. There is something so honest and open about it. You okay with the hugs and kisses?" Sue asked.

"Yep. And taking them as an example. I don't hold you or kiss you or touch you enough Susie," Alan said with a smile as he held his wife.

Sue smiled and leaned back into her husband as they looked out into the yard together. They looked at nothing but basked in each other's love.

"Sorry about the questions, but, they said it was okay and I have always wondered," Alan said.

"It's okay. They did offer and honestly I wondered a bit myself. It was a shocker how often they do it though," Sue said.

"It was a bigger shock to find out that big strong Ed let's pretty little Jay put his dick there," Alan said.

"You think Jay is pretty?" Sue asked playfully.

"Sure he is. I am secure enough about myself to admit when a guy is nice looking. You know that. And Jay is quite beautiful and sort of feminine in some ways. Not that I don't doubt he could take me down if he wanted to, but there is something delicate about him as well," Alan said.

"You think Jay could take you down?" Sue ask with surprise.

"Yep. That boy has some power in that body. Wouldn't surprise me to find out he is a black belt in something or other," Alan guessed.

"So you ever though about.....you know?" Sue asked.

"Being with a guy? Yes and no. Men don't turn me on sexually at all. Like I said I know if a guy is nice looking or not but it doesn't get me going. But I have often wondered about the ass stuff. Only because it is supposed to feel good because of the prostate. If it was ever gonna happen it would be with little Jay there but it ain't ever gonna happen. There would be no love, no emotion so it would just be a fuck. If that's all I want I can go buy myself a sex toy," Alan said.

Sue turned in his arms and looked at him, "You know if you are interested, I wouldn't mind bringing a few toys into our time together."

Alan's eyes widened in surprise and Sue continued on before she lost her nerve.

"I am not disappointed in our love making at all but I came across some web sites that offered toys for couples that sort of expand beyond the basics. One of them is called a butt plug. It goes, up there, and it vibrates on different speeds and pulses. You could find out what it was like. There are some other things too that I would like to try," Sue was blushing deeply now.

"Let's go look at these sites. Can you order online?" Alan asked and when Sue nodded, Alan grabbed his wallet from the counter.

• Securing the Loft -

"We going to go see Matt and Andy and meet the new brothers?" Jay asked as he cuddled into Ed.

"Not today my love. Let's give them some time to get used to each other before the rest of the family get's sprung on them," Ed answered.

"Do you think they will share together?" Jay asked.

"Eventually. Eventually I think we all will. From what the boys talked about I think they will become part of our family in that way as well. Have you thought about what being with the boys, particularly Mark and Rye, has done to us? I mean how it has changed you? Us? Me? I don't understand it at all but I can't help believing that somehow God himself is involved. It just doesn't make sense otherwise. To bring together so many gay men and have them share in love and not feel dirty while doing it. Do you know I was thinking about it, and please don't be upset, but I feel so deeply for them that if it was ever offered, by any of them, I would share ourselves totally with them," Ed said then looked at Jay for his reaction. Jay saw the fear in his lover's eyes and smiled.

"No fears my love. I agree with it all, everything you said. If it ever comes up we both know that we are okay with it. I think we have come to this point for a reason. I do think that this is some sort of plan and I think that our next step is going to involve Alex and Carl. You know how the boys said that Mark and Rye were their teachers, guiding them and bringing them to love. I think you and I will do the same for Alex and Carl, I think they will accept our offer. Bringing them to love and eventually to the point where they will join our family and share with us all. I know that Bry boy and Carl have both expressed the desire to cuddle each other," Jay said.

Ed exhaled sharply, "I'm so glad you feel the same way. Mark and Rye were telling me about how they helped the boys and I know we can do it. I know we can help Alex and Carl. It is going to be very intense and I am glad you and I are together in this."

"It's a little odd they would want this though. I hope they aren't in it for something else. No wait, scratch that, I know they aren't" Jay said with a little embarrassment at his doubt.

"No I understand what you meant. I mean there is no reason they couldn't figure it out on their own, or from a book or porn. To ask us to mentor them is odd. But I think it has to do with the love they see and wanting to be a part of it. And I think it is because they do have feelings for us. It's something special that has been granted to us to do this you know. Just like with Matt and Andy and their brothers. Even though they are a couple already, Matt and Andy are going to bring them into our group and show them this love we share," Ed said.

"Wow this all sounds so corny when you say it out loud doesn't it. Nobody else could ever really understand this if they weren't a part of it. I love you Blue, never doubt it, and when we are with the others I never forget I belong to you. In the future if we share our love more intimately with the others it is only because I know you are mine and I am yours," Jay said softly.

"I know it. Will you make love to me tonight?" Ed asked.

"Of course, we have to make the walls vibrate tonight for Allen and Sue don't we?" Jay laughed then kissed Ed, "And because you asked and I can never deny you anything."

Jay and Ed pulled into the parking lot of the club and moved to the door for the loft. They keyed in and went upstairs.

"Holy Shit!" Jay said as he took it in.

"Wow. I saw the plans but actually seeing it like this....it's amazing," Ed said.

"The boys are gonna be so happy here with Angel," Jay said.

"Yep. Let's go to the security panel," Ed said and walked to a door off to the side with another keypad. He entered a code and walked into a small room with a computer. He punched a couple of buttons till finally....

"Security system activated. Voice authorization required. Identify."

"Verify Ed Chambers, authorization Alpha Delta Alpha," Ed said.

"Authorization verified. Hello Ed," Emma said pleasantly.

"Hello Emma. How are you?" Ed asked and Jay smirked.

"All systems are functional yet offline. Do you wish to put systems online?" Emma asked. Jay's smirk slipped a bit as he realized the computer seemed to be talking to Ed.

"This is like Star Trek," Jay said.

"Hello Jay. Would you like to activate your security authorization at this time?" Emma asked.

"Yes please Emma. Authorize Jay Connor, full access Alpha Delta Alpha," Ed said.

"Very well Ed. Verifying voice pattern. Jay please repeat the following. Hello Emma, this is Jay," Emma instructed.

"Hello Emma, this is Jay," Jay repeated.

"Voice pattern recognized and verified. Storing voice print. Jay please activate authorization," Emma said.

Ed leaned over and spoke into Jay's ear.

"Verify Jay Connor authorization Alpha Delta Alpha," Jay said.

"Authorization verified. Hello Jay," Emma said.

"Emma is satellite link established?" Ed asked.

"Checking.....satellite link is not running," Emma said.

"Initiate satellite link and perform security synchronization," Ed instructed.

"Verifying request to initiate satellite uplink and synchronization. Is this correct?" Emma asked.

"That is correct Emma. Proceed," Ed said.

"Thank you Ed. Beginning uplink," Emma said then the computer began to blink and flash rapidly.

"Uplink established. Synchronization complete. Initiating independant power supply. Testing all systems. All systems check OK. System operational. System at standby," Emma said.

"Emma please list all profiles. Sort by clearance, first name and status of profile," Ed said.

"Confirmed. Full security access to all areas for the following people: Ed, Jill, Mark, Kian, Shane, Bryan, Nicky, Jay. All profiles active. Security access to the cabin, full security for the following people: Sue, Allan. All profiles active. Security access to the loft, access for the following people: Maria, DJ, Tre. Profiles not yet active. Security access to main tour bus, full security for the following people: Simon, Cleo, Matt, Andy, Alex, Carl, Liam. All profiles active. Do you wish to update?" Emma finished.

"Yes Emma. Update to full security to all areas for the following people: Simon, Cleo, Matt, Andy, Alex, Carl, Liam. Update to full security to the loft for the following people Maria, DJ, Tre," Ed said.

"Confirmed updates complete. The following profiles still need to be activated by voice: Maria, DJ, Tre" Emma said.

"Thank you Emma. Please go to standby mode for the loft. Continue as previous for all other areas. Goodbye Emma," Ed said.

"Thank you Ed. Have a pleasant day," Emma said.

"Wow that was so cool. How come we didn't do this on the bus?" Jay asked.

"It's all set up already I just never activated her. You can talk to her on the bus now though if you want," Ed shrugged.

"Let's go grab some wine and head back," Jay said.

The two went into the club's wine vault and perused the wines.

"Rye said this one was really nice," Jay pointed out a bottle.

Ed looked at it and blanched, "Fuck is that the price?"

Jay nodded.

"Oh man what the hell are we doing in here. Let's just go and get some 20 dollar bottle from a wine store," Ed said. Ed had not been told any of the stories around Rye's wines but Jay had.

"No Blue. Rye offered us these wines. You should see the wine we are going to have tomorrow. Remember the Blanc D'or back on the island in the hotel? He is giving us one of those for at the cabin. It's already there," Jay said.

"Yeah that was nice. Hey here are more of them," Ed said then went even paler.

"What's wrong Blue?" Jay asked as he lay his hand on Ed's arm.

"I thought they were fooling. These wines really are a million dollars?" Ed asked.

Jay just nodded and continued looking at the other wines. Finally, going from a short list Rye had given him, he selected three bottles. Two were some dark red wines that they would have with supper tonight. The third was sparkling champagne to give to Sue and Alan as a gift. The other wines were already at the cabin. He decided against telling Ed the prices of the wines.

"Okay Blue let's head out," Jay said lightly.

"How much are those?" Ed asked and Jay sighed, he knew, he really did, that Ed was going to ask.

"Blue my love. Don't get caught up in the prices. It will ruin the enjoyment. You know how much money Rye has and how he loves to share his wines. Do you really want to know?" Jay asked.

Ed sighed, "Okay you're right. I'm sorry. I won't let it bother me. Don't tell me the price of these and when we drink the other I will try to forget we are swallowing a half a million each."

Jay smiled and they left the club heading for the farm.

• Briefly In Front of The Computer -

"Wow who would have thought all that stuff existed," Alan said as he shut down the computer.

"You really surprised me. Are you really willing to try some of that stuff?" Sue asked.

"Yeah why not. I wonder if I can, you know, ask for advice about some of it," Alan wondered.

"Advice about what?" Ed asked from the door and looked confused when Alan blushed deeply.

"Blue why don't you go get changed. I wanted to ask Alan about the horses, you would just be bored," Jay said.

Ed knew Jay was lying but he also knew it was just to cover for Alan for some reason. He hated it when he didn't know what was going on but he smiled and left for his bedroom.

"I'll just go get dinner started," Sue said. She placed a hand on Jay's arm and smiled sweetly at him as she left.

"So want to tell me or should I guess?" Jay chuckled as he sat in a chair across from Alan.

Alan smiled and relaxed. For some reason he felt totally comfortable with Jay and not embarrassed at all.

"Go ahead and guess," Alan said.

"You and Sue have been ordering some....accessories...online?" Jay guessed.

Alan laughed out loud and nodded.

"And you need to know how to work them," Jay finished.

"You are too smart. I got a vibrating butt plug and I mean I know where it goes and so on but I am worried about you know, getting it in," Alan said.

"First you will want to clean yourself inside and out. You can get an enema kit from the drug store. Get yourself a water based lube. Lube up the toy and yourself. Depending on how comfortable you are with it, it will be easier to have someone help you the first few times. How big did you buy?" Jay asked.

Alan flipped the computer back on and quickly went back to the website and pointed out the set of three he had purchased.

"Good choice. I own those myself. Start with the middle one. The smaller one just isn't really built to hit the right spot," Jay looked at Alan as if he wasn't sure about what he was going to ask, "You want me to help you the first time?"

Alan looked surprised and then smiled and pulled Jay into a hug.

"Thanks for the offer, I can't tell you how much that means to me, really. I think though that if you just tell me so I can explain it to Sue, the two of us can figure it out," Alan said.

Jay nodded, relieved. He had meant the offer but was hoping Alan would say no.

"You need to go slowly at first, don't just push it in all the way. It doesn't have to hurt at all. Just keep pushing it in and pulling it out till the muscles relax. At some point it is gonna surprise you and slip right in. Then the muscles are gonna close up tight around the base. Don't get scared. Once it's in just relax then pull it out and push it in again, do it a couple times. Once you are relaxed play with the settings. The fast speed is not really that pleasureable especially when you are with someone. You can make love while it is inside you. The second speed setting is the best and you can try the different pulses. When you are done, after you have cum, don't take it out right away. Let your body relax a bit. Make sure to clean it well," Jay said.

"It can't get lost up there can it?" Alan asked.

"I suppose it's possible. But after this part is in, your hole will close tightly around this part," Jay was pointing at the screen.

"Good, that would be an embarrasing hospital visit. What about the bigger one, will I ever actually use that one?" Alan asked.

"Sure. Once you get used to this one, just work up to that one. That is the mistake they made with the smaller one. They made it smaller around but longer. Longer isn't really as comfortable, it's the thickness, the way it fills you up and presses against your prostate that you are interested in. The bigger one is quite nice and the base is bigger so it keeps your hole more open. Depending on how often you use this one, you can probably move up to this one in a month or so. Same thing. Go slow, in and out until it pops in, relax, pull it out and push it in a few times till your hole is used to it then go wild," Jay said.

Alan smiled and hugged Jay, "Thanks brother, I know it's silly but I would have been so embarrased talking to Ed about this."

"That's okay Alan. I understand," Ed said from the door causing Alan to blush brightly.

"How long were you there?" Alan asked.

"Just got here and figured it out from the computer screen. You never have to be embarrassed with either of us, but if you are more comfortable talking to Pup then that's great. You okay? Need more time?" Ed asked.

"Nope we are through. They should be here tomorrow. We paid extra for overnight special," Alan said then blushed at how eager this made him appear.

"Umm, you know if you need some help, we could ummm, or Pup probably...." Ed stumbled to a stop.

Alan stood and hugged his brother in law, "He already offered and I said no. You two can't know how much I love you both and respect you both for the offers you just made. But I think this is something that Susie and I will work together on."

Jay smiled and stood to get in on the hug, "Let's go get supper."

Everyone headed down for the kitchen to see if Sue need any help. They found her out on the patio cooking the steaks.

"Everything figured out?" she asked.

"Yep, Jay helped me. I need to get some stuff from the drug store tomorrow though. Tonight I can fill you in on how you will need to help me," Alan said as he put his arms around his wife's waist and pulled her close.

"I bet the boys would help if you asked," she said softly so that only Alan could hear her.

"They both already offered but I said no. This is something between a man and his wife, and you my dear, are my wife. Together we are going to learn new ways to give each other pleasure. By the way, I love those two men more than anyone else except for you my love," Alan said as he kissed her neck.

"Okay guys, dinner is served. Who wants what to drink?" Sue asked as she placed the steaks on the serving plate.

"Oh we brought some wine from Rye's wine vault," Jay said and ran back into the kitchen returning quickly with a bottle of deep red wine.

He quickly served everyone and offered a toast, "To family,"

Everyone smiled and touched glasses as they drank.

"Oh my God that is incredible. I have never tasted anything like this," Sue said.

"Yeah me either. What's it called, we should buy this next time," Alan said.

"I don't think so. This is from Rye's special vault and is extremely expensive. Cover your ears love," Jay smiled at Ed who did so.

Ed watched the looks on the faces of his sister and brother-in -law and had to giggle. He took his hands away when Jay nodded at him.

"Holy shit I didn't know wine came that expensive," Alan said.

"You have no idea. In the cabin there are a few bottles of million dollar wine. When you come to visit tomorrow I think you should stay the night and share it with us," Jay said then blushed and looked at Ed realizing suddenly he was cutting in on alone time that maybe Ed was loathe to share.

"That would be great baby. I won't feel so bad drinking it if I am only drinking a quarter of a million," Ed said.

"Well we may have to open a second bottle with all four of us," Jay said and saw the surprised look on Ed's face, "Rye said I could decide and we could have two bottles if we wanted. Oh yeah you guys there is a nice bottle of champagne as well. It's a gift from Rye and the boys, as a thank you for stepping in and helping Ed out when they needed him."

"How much is it worth?" Sue asked then hurriedly added, "I mean I just feel odd drinking stuff this expensive."

"It's a gift, do you really want to know?" Jay asked.

"No I guess not," Sue said.

"I do," Alan said with a smile.

Sue giggled and put her hands over her ears as did Ed. They watched as Alan's eyes bugged out and he set his glass down with a shaking hand.

"You okay baby?" Sue asked him.

"God. I don't understand Rye at all," Alan said.

"He loves us and so by association he loves you. When the tour is over you can come to meet him and the boys and the rest of our family, and it is a family, and you will see and feel love like you have never known could exist," Jay said and Ed nodded.

"It's really hard to explain but tonight me and Pup would like to tell you some things. We hope it won't change your feelings toward us but we want to share it with you," Ed said.

They continued to eat supper, talk had become lighter and there was much laughter. Alan touched Jay's hand or arm or shoulder many times, seemingly unaware of it. Both Sue and Ed noticed and were happy about it. Alan and Jay had made some sort of connection and it was nice.

"Okay well let's go in and watch some movies or something," Sue said.

"Hey how about some music and dancing for a bit," Ed said.

"Really Blue? Can we please?" Jay asked. He loved dancing and they so seldom got to do it since most clubs and so on would have been uncomfortable for the men and they did not like the gay club scene.

"Sure let's go," Sue said as they went to the den. Ed and Alan moved the couch and chairs so that the middle of the room was open.

Sue put on some music and the couples went to each other and swayed slowly to the music. The next song came on and Sue, smiling, went to dance with her brother.

Jay smiled and held out a hand to Alan, "May I have this dance?"

Alan laughed and took Jay into his arms, holding him closely just as he had Sue.

"Thanks again for today," Alan said softly.

"No problem brother," Jay responded.

"I am not gay, guys don't do it for me in any way, but Ed is a lucky lucky man and I can understand what he see's in you cuz I see it too. If there was ever a man that I could fall in love with it would be you," Alan said.

"Alan? Would you like to kiss me?" Jay asked.

Alan did not say anything for a long time, just continued to dance with Jay. The music changed and Sue and Ed separated but then saw that Alan and Jay were still dancing. They sat down and watched the pair.

"Alan's pretty deep in thought. Wonder what's going on?" Sue mused aloud.

"Pup offered to share a kiss, a real kiss," Ed said knowingly, although not sure how he knew the answer.

"I hope he takes the offer," Sue said.

"Really?" Ed asked.

"Sure. I know he isn't into guys but there is something about you two, the love, and I think he sees that and wants to share it but is scared," Sue said.

They continued to watch their two men dance. When the music stopped they watched as Alan said something and Jay smiled and put his arms around Alan's neck. He moved slowly and kissed Alan's neck softly then pulled back and looked him in the eyes before moving forward and kissing Alan. Alan responded immediately and opened his mouth. They shared a deep kiss for a long time before finally breaking apart.

Alan smiled and, still holding Jay's hand, walked to the couch.

"You have quite a man here bro. Thank you for sharing him with me briefly," Alan said and handed Jay's hand to Ed who took it and moved with Jay back to the dance floor. Alan sat beside his wife and took her hand.

"You okay?" she asked softly.

"Yeah. It was nice. I felt the love they have for each other you know. It wasn't really sexual at all, it was......" Alan didn't know how to finish.

"I know babe," Sue smiled and hugged her man.

They danced a bit more together but finally found themselves all sitting together on the couch.

"We wanted to talk to you about ourselves, Rye and Mark and the rest of the boys and some new friends we have. About how they have all taught us about love and about a unique relationship that has developed. We hope you can understand," Ed said.

The next couple of hours were spent talking with Sue and Alan about the love that had grown amongst the friends and the sharing that went on. Sue and Allan asked questions and quickly understood the relationship and accepted it.

"I feel a part of it too a bit. I mean I feel so much closer to you both than I have ever felt with just Ed. I mean I have always loved Ed, he is my brother but it's different now. I don't really know how to put it into words but it's so much more than it ever was before. There can never be anything sexual but only because I am into women. I could never have kissed another man but I did tonight and it felt wonderful, I felt such love. It's not romantic, but it's so much more than just friends and brothers," Alan wound down his speech and blushed a bit at himself.

"Come and cuddle with me bro," Ed said.

Alan smiled and switched places with Jay. Jay smiled and pulled Sue to him, holding her and gently stroking her hair.

"Love ya sis," he said.

Sue swallowed hard and could not speak around the lump in her throat at the sudden emotion, she simply nodded.

Alan let himself be held by Ed. Now so much more than a brother and friend. The four spent another hour or so like this, switching partners several times so that everyone cuddled everyone.

"Let's go to bed now. We can all head to the cabin tomorrow and do this some more. Tomorrow we can teach you two how to do some dirty dancing. Right now though I want to go to bed and have my man make love to me," Ed said.

Everyone smiled and went to bed. This time kisses were handed out to everyone.

"Would you guys ever let us watch? Just to satisfy our curiosity?" Sue asked with a smile.

Ed and Jay looked at each other for a fraction of a second before both saying, "No,"

Everyone laughed.

"Actually though, not tonight, but if you ever really wanted to... I mean just watch and like not comment...it would be so embarrassing...but..." Jay stumbled to a halt.

Alan smiled and stepped forward pulling Jay into him.

"Thanks for the offer. I don't know why it surprises me that you would actually go that far, but honestly it's not something I need to see. I am sure it is beautiful, you are both beautiful men, but you are both my brothers and that particular act is something I don't need to share with you," Alan said, keeping his voice low and loving so as not to make the men think he was grossed out but just did not need to share this with them.

Both Jay and Ed breathed a sigh of relief.

"You would really have done it?" Sue asked, her eyes wide.

Ed and Jay nodded.

"You two are too much. I can hardly wait to meet the men who you share your love with, they must be truly amazing. And I hope I get to feel that physical thing with Mark and Rye," Sue said.

"You will. Night all," Ed said as he led Jay to the bedroom.

• Alone at Last -

"Would you really have let them watch?" Ed asked almost immediately after the door closed.

"It would have been so embarrassing if Sue was there, and they couldn't have made a sound. I would have had to totally block them out but yeah, I would have let them watch," Jay said and blushed deeply with embarrassment.

"And you would have helped Alan if he needed help with his toy?" Ed asked.

"Yeah. I mean he is kinda nervous about it and....." Jay stopped and looked at Ed.

"What?" Ed asked.

"Are you mad at me?" Jay asked as tears filled his eyes.

"Oh my beautiful Pup," Ed said, feeling heartbroken himself as he gathered Jay into his arms, "I am not mad at all. I am so proud that I am your man and that you love me. How did I mess up and make you think I was mad?"

Jay shrugged his shoulders and let his emotions release. It had come up so suddenly, the fear that he had made Ed mad.

"W w would you make love to me tonight?" Jay asked softly.

"I would do anything for you my love. You go prepare yourself okay and I will be waiting for you to come back to me my sweet love," Ed said softly.

Jay, still sniffling, got his robe and toiletries and headed to the washroom. A knock just a moment or two later startled Ed.

"Is everything okay?" Sue asked with worry. Both her and Allan stood at the door looking concerned.

"He thought I was mad at him for some reason. I don't understand at all. It could just be the pressure of the tour. I mean it was all very sudden for all of us," Ed said as he sat on the bed.

"Okay bro, take care of my new bro," Allan said and kissed Ed on the forehead as the couple headed back to their room once again.

Ed lay in bed naked waiting for Jay to return. Finally the door opened and a hesitant Jay came back in, still wet from the shower, in a robe with his head down.

"Sorry bout that Blue," he said softly.

"You have nothing to be sorry for. I don't know what happened but you need to know that there is nothing you could do or say or think that would make me stop loving you. If you were worried because you thought I was upset at you offering to allow Sue and Allan in to watch us....well that is just wrong. It would have been embarrassing but if you offered it I would have done it. If you were worried about the kiss, well that was so wonderful. I am so happy that you got to share that with Allan, it made him so happy and Sue so happy. You are very close now and I am so pleased. I don't know how else to say it Pup. I love you forever," Ed finished.

Jay smiled hesitantly then straightened and his eyes sparkled.

"I don't know what's wrong. I just felt emotional all of a sudden," Jay said as he let his robe fall. He did not hear the moan of excitement or the flash in Ed's eyes.

"Too much going on. Your bond with Allan, meeting my family, the stress of the tour. It all caught up with you," Ed suggested and Jay nodded.

"You aren't disappointed tonight are you? You wanted me to make love to you," Jay said as he slid onto Ed's body and kissed his chest.

"My Pup, you make me so deliriously happy I could never...."

Ed's words were suddenly replaced with a deep moan as Jay had lifted himself and impaled himself on Ed's very erect cock.

In the other bedroom Sue and Allan smiled and held each other in their own love-making as the sounds from Ed and Jay's passion came to them.

• Farewells -

The next day Allan had entered the kitchen and lovingly placed his arms around Jay's naked chest. He placed a gentle kiss on the back of his neck and then just lay his head on Jay's back.

"You okay this morning bro?" Allan finally asked.

"Yeah I'm good. How bout you?" Jay asked as he turned and smiled at his brother-in-law and shot a smile to Ed who was grinning widely at the table.

"I'm great. Want to take a ride into town with me. I need to pick up some lube and some batteries," Allan asked.

"Sure," Jay smiled.

The two men spent an enjoyable morning shopping and being silly. On the way back to the farm they passed the UPS delivery van and Allan let out a little whoop.

The night at the cabin was enjoyable for all. They spent some time playing games and then watched a romantic movie, taking turns once again with different partners. Finally they turned in and Ed and Jay just lay waiting until they were eventually rewarded with the moans of pleasure from Allan.

The weekend passed by for Ed and Jay in a haze of loving caresses and tender kisses. Jay got over his emotional state and the two men made love any time any where that the desire took them.

Both Allan and Sue drove them out to the waiting jet for their departure.

"Gonna miss ya bro. Promise when you come back you will not become a stranger living in the same town," Sue asked.

"We promise. How about it will be a regular thing that once a week we will come out and spend at least one night with you guys," Ed suggested.

"That's a deal big guy," Allan said as he took his turn hugging Ed.

"It's been great meeting you both. I feel very loved and like I have two new family members," Jay said as he hugged Sue.

"You do Jay. Thank you for everything. For loving Ed, for caring for Allan, for just being here with us," Sue said and Jay nodded around a lump in his throat.

Allan stepped forward and took Jay into his arms. It was very gentle.

"Love ya Jay, I really do. I'm so happy you are part of our family. I have never really had a best friend before. I really think of you that way. You did so much for me, things I don't understand really. I feel so much love for you but also for Sue and Ed and you did it somehow. Thank you," Allan finished.

Jay smiled and kissed Allan on the lips, again not as a lover but more than a friend.

"We'll see ya soon," Sue waved from the truck as they drove off.

"That was the best weekend of my life. Thanks so much Blue for giving me a family," Jay said as he leaned into Ed.

"Anything for you my Pup. There's Maria's car coming. Let's throw the stuff on the jet then come say goodbye to Maria with the boys," Ed suggested.

After chucking their stuff onto the jet they stepped out to be waved at and called over by Matt and Andy.

"Hey Ed, Hey Jay, come meet our brothers," Matt called out.

"Hi I'm Ed and this is my partner Jay," Ed said as he held out his hand to one of the young men.

"I'm Tre and this is my love DJ," Tre said causing DJ to blush.

"We've heard a lot about you both. I hope when you get back you would consider coming to our new place to share our hospitality," DJ said.

He had placed unusual emphasis on the words 'lot' and 'share' causing both Ed and Jay to open their eyes a bit.

"Oh come off it you two. These are our new adopted brothers and we have told them everything about us all. What they are saying is they really want to be a part of our big family and get to know you both better," Andy said.

Ed and Jay smiled and nodded.

"Okay you four, you better get on the jet and get back. Love you all," Maria said as she stepped forward and hugged the four men. She only barely knew Ed and Jay but knew a little bit about the relationship they shared with her sons and she was just feeling emotional.

After hugs with Maria were exchanged she said, "I'll wait for you two in the car so you all can have a private moment for goodbyes."

Maria hadn't been told but she knew that the relationship with her four sons had taken on a whole new dimension and she was happy. She watched from the car at the display and smiled happily.

"Well bye you two. We will miss you but you guys have lots to do while we are away. You have to move all your stuff out of Jill's apartment and up to our new one. DJ you have to paint our picture too don't forget," Matt said.

"We know. We will miss you both too," Tre said.

Andy stepped forward and took Tre into his arms, "Love ya bro," he whispered and then kissed Tre tenderly. Ed and Jay opened their eyes a bit in surprise then smiled, finally understanding just how much Tre and DJ had been brought into the family.

Andy moved on to DJ while Matt hugged and kissed Tre. When they were done Jay surprised everyone by moving forward to DJ.

"We don't know each other but you are obviously gonna be a part of us. I am looking forward to sharing with you and your man," Jay said then kissed DJ lightly on the lips.

Matt and Andy smiled as if they had won the lottery as Ed and Jay gave goodbye hugs and kisses to their brothers. Soon goodbyes were said and the four men were on the jet heading back to the tour.

=== MARK AND RYE'S WEEKEND ===

• Deep Thoughts -

"So what do you have planned for tonight my Fella? I noticed you made sure to keep it open," Rye asked as he twined his fingers in Mark's.

"It's a surprise. Corey and Nick should be at the hotel shortly after noon. The interview should only be a few hours. I am really glad Corey changed it from a live interview to a taped interview," Mark answered.

"It will be good to see him again. So tomorrow we can go house hunting with him then we can do something in the evening, maybe a movie at the hotel. I got the feeling they were both interested in spending some time with a couple of other gay men, I think we can get in some cuddle time," Rye suggested.

"That's what I was thinking. The room is a suite and has a second bedroom so they could stay with us if they don't mind sharing a bed, or depending on how things go they could share with us," Mark said then blushed.

Rye chuckled, sending those delicious shivers through Mark's body, "It's okay my love, I know what you mean. You just want to share our love with everyone."

"It's true really. I mean we won't do anything more than cuddling but it feels nice to share with friends," Mark said then was silent for a long time. When Rye looked at him again after a few minutes he saw Mark was crying.

"Love, My Fella, what's wrong?" Rye asked getting on his knees in front of Mark and taking both of his hands.

"What's wrong with us. We are acting like whores, snuggling and kissing people we barely know," Mark asked with despair. Rye's heart fell.

"Do you really think that?" Rye asked softly.

Mark didn't answer for a long time then finally shook his head no.

"But shouldn't I? We seem to be very quick to get near naked with almost complete strangers to cuddle and kiss. I mean you know if we invite Corey and Nick back that we will end up in boxers and no shirts and cuddling with someone other than our partner. It's not right is it?" Mark asked.

Rye thought for a moment then asked, "Do you think of Corey as a friend?"

"Yeah. I mean Bry boy likes him and he was great about everything and he seems really nice," Mark answered.

"What about Nick?" Rye continued questioning.

"I don't know him really well but he is keeping the boys secret and he trusted us with his. He seems nice," Mark answered.

Rye nodded and continued, "If Corey's parents had thrown him out of their house and he had no place to go, would you have invited him to be with us for tour or made sure he had a place to go?"

"Yes of course," Mark answered right away. His tears had stopped and he was listening intently to what Rye was telling him. He knew that his Angel was fixing him.

"If he had shown up at our hotel, crying and in distress after losing his family, would you have held him and tried to give him comfort?" Rye went on.

"Yeah. He would need to know someone cared for him," Mark answered. He was getting it.

"Let's say Nick was worried that someone would find out about him being gay, and he came to you and me and asked for help. While he was talking to us, if he broke down and cried from fear and frustration and loneliness, would you have taken him into your arms and told him we were his friends and cared for him and would help him?" Rye asked.

Mark nodded his head, smiling now.

"Now keeping all that in mind, and that in all those situations we knew those two no better than we do now, would you have felt oddly about comforting, holding, caressing, kissing, sharing words of love with either of them?" Rye asked.

"No, not at all," Mark answered right away.

"Can you think of any reason why we should have to wait for the bad times to show our feelings for our friends? Is our love and comfort only for times of sadness? Can we not share our love in the good times and for no reason other than that we enjoy our friends and being with them?" Rye asked.

Mark pulled Rye to him and held him tightly, kissing his neck.

"How do you know the right things to say? Thank you my love, I will never feel badly again about something so beautiful," Mark said. He could feel Rye smile as he was taken into Rye's arms as well. Inside he felt something release and he realized he had finally let go of any negative thoughts he ever had about the relationships he had.

"Remember when I danced for Nicky Love that night. I kept telling you I was only for you? That is still true. I am only yours. We share ourselves together. The moment you stop feeling good about it, it stops. When I hold someone other than you, I am holding a friend or a lover but always in my heart is that my life revolves around you. Without you I am nothing and would die," Rye said softly.

Mark said nothing just pulled Rye to himself and held him tighter.

"I'm sorry my love. What we share with the others, all the others, is beautiful and I am letting what others may think of us interfere with my own better judgement. Our love is a gift from God and can never be broken. Part of that gift is that we can share our love with our friends and bring new friends to us. Bry boy is right, you are an angel. I believe it now," Mark whispered.

The two men held each other the rest of the flight, Rye sitting in Mark's lap the whole time.

• Interview - (Note the different format during the interview)

The phone in the suite rang and Mark answered.

"Yes send them up please," Mark said into the phone then hung up.

"They're here Angel," Mark called out. Mark was already dressed in grey dress slacks and a powder blue shirt that brought out his eyes in a startling way.

"Okay coming," Rye called from the bathroom then came out wearing a pair of black leather pants and a black silk shirt. His hair was tied back with a piece of black silk.

"Oh my God you look beautiful. I am gonna look like a bum next to you," Mark chuckled.

"You think I should change?" Rye asked and Mark realized that Rye was nervous. It dawned on him that while interviews where common place for him this was new to Rye. Sure he controlled all kinds of multi million dollar organizations but this was totally different.

"No my Angel you look perfect. Now don't worry about the interview. Corey is our friend and we have already seen he is a man of integrity. If you make a mistake ask to do it again. And have fun, that is what this is really all about, showing the world we love each other and that we are comfortable with ourselves," Mark said as he took Rye into his arms briefly. There was a knock on the door.

Mark went and opened it.

"Hi Mark how are ya?" Corey asked and stepped forward to take a very surprised Mark into a brief hug, "I can't tell you what this interview means to me. And I don't mean career wise. If this never went to air it would still mean the same to me."

"Oh stop sucking up and push over so I can get a hug," Nick said from behind as he stepped forward and hugged Mark as well. This was a little more expected, the whole celebrity hug thing.

"Hi guys. Come on in," Mark said and allowed the two men and the camera woman in.

"Hi guys," Rye said softly. Mark could tell he had suddenly become very nervous.

"Hi Angel," Corey said as he went and hugged Rye, "You know Nick by name but he says you have never met in person. Nick Carter meet Angel,"

Everyone chuckled and Nick went and hugged Rye.

"This is our camera person Wendy. So let's sit down for a bit before we actually get started and just talk, let everyone relax and prepare," Corey said. Mark immediately thought of how easily Corey filled his role.

Everyone sat in the lounge and Corey began.

"So you two nervous?" Corey asked.

"I'm not but I think Rye is," Mark said.

"Rye?" Nick asked and Mark realized that both of these men only knew him by the name they used on stage.

"My real name is Rye Encoke. Angel is just a name the boys call me by and now I use it on stage," Rye answered.

"Is that something we will want to discuss on air?" Corey asked.

"No. We would like to just stick to Mark and Angel if that's alright?" Mark answered.

"Hey you guys are making the rules. Anything you don't want in doesn't go in," Corey said as he quickly made a note on a pad of paper he had taken out and set on the table.

"So you aren't a performer then Angel?" Nick asked.

"No. I mean I studied music in university but until the boys dragged me onstage I had never really performed before," Rye answered.

"Really? Wow with your voice and looks you could be a superstar," Nick said.

"You should hear him play guitar. That is something else too," Mark said.

"Okay well for the interview we are just going to talk like we are now. Nick won't be involved but he will stay in the room. You can lead the conversation but if I ask a question or the interview starts to stray to where you don't want it to go just ask to stop. The editing is going to be done by me and Wendy and Nick is gonna help too. Nothing will get onto the air you don't want to. We were thinking if you liked we would get you two to maybe sing or we may do something like go out. The audience likes some spur of the moment stuff so if something strikes you guys just say it and we can work with it. Okay? Any questions?" Corey asked.

Rye and Mark shook their heads and Corey turned and nodded at Wendy who had been setting up and adjusting for light levels.

"Give me a test please," Wendy said.

"Hi this is Corey and you are watching Out and About. Test one, test two," Corey said in a conversational tone.

"Okay we are good. Let's rock and roll boys," Wendy smiled brightly.

Corey - Hi. Welcome to a very special Out and About. My name is Corey James and with me today are Mark of Westlife and Angel who has been touring with the boys. Not that long ago the two men came out on a special presentation and proclaimed their love for one another in a very special way. Let's roll that footage so we can show you all that incredible moment.

Corey paused for a few seconds.

Corey - One of the most romantic moments on TV that I can remember. But more than that it had a profound affect on many of our viewers including myself. Earlier this week I asked a few people about this moment. Let's see some of the reactions.

Corey paused again. Mark and Rye realized that when the interview aired these pauses would be filled with various clips.

Corey - Amazing reactions. Everyone I talked to spoke of the amazing amount of love that was evident. I know that for myself I was very deeply touched and it was the courage and love of these two men that allowed me to come out to my parents and now the world as a proud gay man. Now we don't want this to become a political statement or arena so let's just move on to the interview. Welcome Mark, welcome Angel.

Mark - Hi all. Hi Corey, thanks for being here.

Rye - Hi Corey, nice to see you again.

Rye was still being particularly shy and he had no idea but he was so incredibly sexy this way that it was going to drive the viewers wild.

Corey - I want to thank you right at the beginning for allowing me to show the world this first interview with the two of you. I know that there were many other offers and I am deeply honored you chose me.

Mark and Rye smiled. They had been unaware of any other offers but realized that that was something Liam would have taken care of and since Corey now worked for them it was only logical he would get the interview.

Mark - No problem Corey. We wanted to have someone we considered a friend to do this.

Corey - Thanks guys. Okay so how did you meet.

Mark - The boys and I were going to a club where I was going to come out to them. It turns out it was Angel's club, although we didn't know each other at the time. Things went badly when I overheard the boys playing a game we play when a hard decision has to be made. I freaked out and ran from the club.

Corey - A game?

Rye - It's actually a very interesting and thought provoking game. They take a question or problem and then consider it from different perspectives. One of them will talk for the parents, one for management, one for the fans and so on. The boys had guessed about Mark and were doing the game. They call it worse case. Well Mark came in as they were saying some nasty things about being gay, being in the persona of the people they were representing. Mark thought it was the boys who were talking and well...he took it badly.

Mark - That's an understatement. I ran from the club in tears thinking I had lost my best friends. To make a long story short, Angel had seen the whole thing on security cameras and told the boys I had been there. They figured out what had happened and went to find me. The whole time though I was sitting in this nasty thunderstorm on a bench in a park across from the club. I had just decided to go and buy some pills to kill myself when Angel stepped out of the darkness and saved me.

Corey - You guys okay with all that going out on the air?

Both Rye and Mark nodded.

Corey - Wow that is something. What happened after that?

Rye - I brought him back to my loft above the club, got him warm and in dry clothes and called the boys. They all spent the next 10 days with me and through that time the love between Mark and I grew into something incredible. I don't know that I ever believed in love at first sight but the bond with Mark was instantaneous and so strong that when we are apart there is almost a physical pain at the separation. I believe we are true soulmates, two halves of one soul.

Mark - I believe the same thing. Without my Angel I am not complete.

Corey - That's beautiful guys and so very obvious when anyone see's you together. The love is almost visible. So it all worked out thank goodness. How did Angel end up on tour with you?

Mark and Rye looked at each other.

Mark - We are going to give an answer that while still the truth, is not the whole story.

Corey - No problem.

Rye - Well I just couldn't be away from Mark for that long and so I ended up following him on tour to be with him. The boys had been thinking of leaving their label for some time, and myself and Beauty had wanted to begin a new business venture. It all just worked out. As for me performing with them, that was a complete accident.

Mark laughed and squeezed Rye's hand. Wendy smiled and got a good shot of the loving exchange.

Mark - One night, as the opening act was running onto stage the lead singer tripped and got a concussion. We were frantic and had no idea what to do. We all knew Angel could sing and play guitar. We stripped him in the dressing room, threw him into Nicky's pants and Bryan's shirt and pushed him on stage. The rest is history and you know the audience's reaction to him.

Corey - We certainly do. Let's take a brief look now at Angel's first performance with the audience reaction then into commercial.

Corey paused for a few seconds.

Corey - We are back with Mark and Angel. Okay now let's talk about reactions to you two. Obviously the boys have no problem with you two.

Mark - Not at all. They all love Angel and we are all one big happy family. Even now I still feel overwhelmed sometimes by the amount of love we all have.

Rye - The boys are very special to me and I love them deeply. Love you guys.

Rye kissed his fingertips and sent out a kiss to the camera.

Corey - For awhile there were protestors and such at interviews and concerts. How did that affect you?

Mark - It was very hard for me. Not for the reason you might think though. I wasn't upset so much that they hated me but that they hated my Angel. I just couldn't and still can't comprehend someone not loving Angel.

Rye - It affected us all really. Bryan, who is very emotional, went between tears and wanting to rip someone's heart out. Hate is always hard to understand.

Mark - Especially when it's hatred about who someone else loves. Thankfully the love we all share keeps us strong and we can put that stuff to the side and forget it.

Corey - What about your families? How are they taking the news?

Mark's smile faded and Rye squeezed his hand.

Rye - Hey Corey can we not put that in? This part is a little too private and it still hurts a bit.

Corey - Sure guys, we will take it right out. Let's just pause for a minute and think about good things so we can get those lovely smiles back in place.

Corey waited for a bit before beginning again.

Corey - So there has been a lot of support for you guys from the celebrity community. Letters, emails, and videos from all over the world, from many different celebrities has poured in.

Mark - Really?

Rye - We had no idea.

Corey - Let's take a look at just a small percentage of what our show has received in the last few days leading up to this interview.

For the next ten minutes everyone watched a video, the same one that would be run during the interview, of many many celebrities showing their support. The list was long and distinguished. It ended with the Prince of Monaco making a statement about his friendship with Westlife and Angel. Both Mark and Rye were touched and teary eyed when it ended. Corey nodded to Wendy who began taping again.

Corey - Your reactions guys?

Mark - Wow.

Mark actually wiped at his eyes and Rye put his arm around him and pulled him close.

Rye - That was amazing. Is there any way we can get a copy of that?

Corey - No problem. So again, your reactions?

Mark - I am so touched. Some of those people are my friends and so I expected their support but some are only acquaintances I have met once or twice and many are people I have never met before. Like anyone outside of the music business I have never really met. I am just so deeply affected by this I don't really know what to say. Thank you.

Mark had to stop as the emotions really got to him and he reached for a handkerchief.

Rye - Some of those people I know, like Sophia Loren, the Prince, Francis Ford Coppola, B. B. King, Aretha Franklin. Other than those few, I don't think I have ever met any of them. That show of support just stuns me and if they are watching I want them all to personally contact me so I can express my thanks in person. Would you be willing to be the go-between for us Corey?

Corey - Sure. Any celebrity who wants to contact you can contact me first so I can verify who they are and then can get them in touch with you.

Mark and Rye nodded.

Corey - If you were not into performing Angel, how do you know some of those celebrities? And the Prince of Monaco?

Rye - The Prince I know through his Charity, the Prince's Trust which is a wonderful charity benefitting children. The other's through various projects concerning my music. I had never really meant to pursue a performing career, I was more in the background, writing songs and music. That's how I know most of those others. Sophia I know through a little wine club we are both a part of.

Mark stifled a laugh at Rye's statement about a little wine club. It was little in the sense that there were only a few people in it but if anyone knew that millions of dollars were spent at this club it would be a shocker.

Corey - Yes we had some of that information. The Prince stated that you were instrumental in setting up his charity. While Francis Ford Coppola gives you credit for several musical pieces in several of his movies although you are uncredited in the movies themselves.

Rye - Umm, can we take that part out please?

Mark - No Angel, I want it in. I am so proud of you. Please leave it in.

Rye looked at Mark and Mark gave him a sad puppy face causing Rye to laugh and agree. Wendy promised herself she would fight to keep that whole little interaction in what went to air. It was too perfect. These two were gold.

Corey - Okay let's take another commercial break. Going into commercial we will be showing you some highlights from recent concerts featuring Westlife, Angel and Beauty.

"Okay well that's it for the formal part of the interview. You guys have anything special you want to do. The show really likes to follow celebrities as they do some of their favourite stuff," Corey said.

"Yeah we went to my favourite restaurant and just hung out, it was fun," Nick spoke up.

"Hey let's go to the mall, find a music store and do a little jam session using their instruments. Would be good for the store, we can sing and you can show off your playing," Mark said excitedly.

Rye looked at Mark and even if he had wanted to there was no way he could say no to the look in Mark's eyes.

"Sure, let's go," Rye giggled.

• Mall Jam -

Corey walked in with Wendy and the three disguised celebrities behind him. They quickly walked to the music store and Corey entered, leaving the celebs outside.

"How can I help you?" the clerk asked.

"Hi. My name is Corey James and I am with MTV. I am here in the city conducting an interview with Mark from Westlife and Angel. We also have Nick Carter here. We were wondering if we could come in, use some of your instruments for an impromptu jam session and film it for MTV. Your store will get some totally free promotion on air and some autographed cd's to sell as well as Angel and Mark will sign any instrument they use if you allow them to. Whattya say?" Corey asked with a smirk knowing any store would jump at this opportunity.

The clerk nodded dumbly then said, "Wait a sec while I call the owner."

He quickly picked up the phone and excitedly spoke to someone then hung up the phone.

"He said yes to it all. Would I be able to get some autographs for my daughters if they come down with posters or something?" the clerk asked.

"Let's keep things quiet. We would like to close the store to do this but if they were to get here and you let them in they could meet the guys and get their autographs," Corey bargained.

"Alright bring them in while I call the mall to let them know we are closing and why. We are going to have to pay a fine but the owner doesn't care," the clerk said.

Soon the doors were closed, they were the metal mesh type doors so the group would be heard in the mall but there was nothing to be done about that.

"Okay, what all do you want to play?" the clerk asked.

"Can we look around for a bit?" Rye asked.

"Sure," the clerk left them to it and waited for his daughters to arrive.

Twenty minutes later Rye had picked out and tuned a classical guitar, an electric guitar and a keyboard. Nick had chosen two different guitars and Mark had chosen a piano.

"Okay let's roll," Corey said.

Corey - Welcome back to Out and About. We are here in Treble Clef Music Store with Mark, Angel and Nick Carter who are going to have a little impromptu jam session. We want to thank the owner and staff of Treble Clef for their participation in this. All three of our guests will be leaving signed CD's, posters as well as the instruments they are playing here at the store. The store will be offering these items for sale. Now let's just let the camera run as the boys enjoy themselves.

Corey nodded at the boys. At first they felt inhibited but they soon lost their nervousness as they played and tuned their instruments.

"Angel play us something on the classical guitar. That song you wrote when you were 16 or the song you played at the school concert," Mark said.

"Yeah okay. I'll play Caliente it's a good example of what classical guitar is supposed to sound like," Rye said.

He sat down and pulled the beautiful guitar to him and began to play. The eyes of everyone except Mark's opened wide in shock and surprise. A thin sheen of sweat broke out on Rye's forehead. He finished and a round of applause broke out from the others in the store. A small crowd had gathered outside the store.

"That was so cool. Can you play something else?" Nick asked in awe.

"Sure. You guys know the song Spanish Eyes. This is it in a way you have probably never heard it before," Rye said and began to play. While Caliente was fast and intricate, this song was different. Rye played both counterpart and harmony to the main song. It was like there were 3 people playing the guitar. It was almost spooky. When he finished there was definite applause from the mall as a crowd gathered.

"Okay you guys it's your turn," Rye smiled.

"Hey Nick you know Flying Without Wings?" Mark asked.

"Sure, I can play along with that and sing it as well," Nick said.

"I'll join in as well," Rye said.

Mark sat at the piano and began the opening chords. The music went well and the three voices blended well, although Mark noticed that it was Rye's voice that blended them, taking up the difficult harmonies to ensure Mark and Nick's voices melded. Again there was applause from the mall when they finished.

"Cool guys we sound awesome together," Nick said.

"Your turn Nick," Rye smiled.

"Okay okay. This is from my new cd. I don't know if you guys have heard it yet. It's called Who Needs the World," Nick began to play his guitar and sang the song. Rye and Mark applauded with everyone else when it was done.

"This is the best. What next?" Mark enthused. He was having so much fun.

"Let Angel play again," Nick said. He was greatly impressed with Rye's musical talent and voice and was, if truth be told, a bit awestruck.

"Okay. Hey fella remember In The Garden of Eden? How about that one?" Rye asked.

"Oh yeah Angel that would be amazing, can you do it without the others?" Mark asked.

"Yeah no problem," Rye picked up the electric guitar and adjusted it before beginning. Nick had his mouth open in shock and did not notice that he almost instantly went hard as a rock. Rye was putting everything into it and was singing pure sex.

When he was finished the crowd, which was quite large at this point, exploded into cheers and applause. Mark got up and grabbed Rye and spun him around kissing him deeply.

"That was so hot," Mark growled, the camera catching it all. Wendy was grinning like a new bride.

They played a few more songs, signed the instruments and CD's that Corey had brought of Westlife and Nick Carter, all three men signing both sets of CD's. There were 60 CD's total and 30 posters. They signed the posters and books the clerks daughter's had brought and waved to the crowd before sneaking out the back door of the store and making it outside to the MTV van. Once inside the van Corey queued up the camera and spoke briefly.

Corey - Well that's our show. We want to thank Mark and Angel for their time and a personal thank you from me for the wonderful day I had. I also want to thank Nick Carter for hanging out with us today. Also thanks go out to Treble Clef Music Store. This has been Out and About, have a good night.

The camera went off and Wendy smiled at the group.

"If that show doesn't win an award I will give up my camera," she said.

"Really?" Corey asked.

"Oh yeah doll. That will break records. We gotta get back to the studio to do the editing if we want this to air tonight," she said.

Corey nodded. The boys were dropped off at their hotel and waved goodbye to Corey, Nick and Wendy as they headed back to the studio to edit the tape for that evening.

Mark looked at his watch as they rode the elevator up.

"We have about an hour before our reservation. Just enough time to shower and change," Mark said as he slipped his hand into Rye's.

"That was so much fun. Thank you fella," Rye said.

"Thank me? For what? I had nothing to do with it," Mark smiled in surprise.

"I don't know. Just for being with me I guess," Rye said.

Mark leaned over and kissed Rye sweetly as the doors opened on their floor. They moved to their suite and entered.

"Okay Angel, this is your outfit for tonight," Mark handed a garment bag to Rye.

Rye opened it and smiled. It was nice and obviously chosen by Mark. A dark grey suit jacket and pants with a black turtleneck sweater.

"Okay you use the shower first," Rye said.

"We could share," Mark suggested.

"Sure and never get to where you are taking me," Rye chuckled.

Mark smiled and left to shower up.

• Bella Notte -

Rye followed Mark out the front door of the hotel to a waiting limousine. Mark gallantly opened the door for Rye and offered him his hand as he entered. Rye smiled and accepted. He realized that Mark had planned this down to the smallest detail and he was not going to spoil it for him.

Mark gave Rye a single rose as the limousine pulled away from the hotel.

"My love," Mark whispered softly and kissed Rye's hand.

"My only," Rye responded. He did not know what Mark had planned but he was already on an emotional high.

After a short drive they arrived at a restaurant. Rye had no idea what it was called because the real name had been covered up by a banner hung across it that said simply "Tony's".

A large man in a checkerboard apron opened the door and bid them enter. Rye could smell the food cooking and realized it was an italian restaurant and it clicked for him. Mark's favourite romantic scene was from, of all things, a Walt Disney movie named Lady and the Tramp. Mark was recreating the scene.

Rye was slightly amused but deeply touched. His heart was beating fast in his chest and he kept having to blink to keep the moisture from his eyes. The man who had let them in turned to them, he was wearing an obviously fake moustache.

"So you bringa you fella to Tony's eh. Good good. You sitta down and let Tony looka after you," the waiter obviously had been coached on the outrageous Italian accent but Rye saw the twinkle in his eye and knew he was loving this.

He led them to a small table and seated them both.

"You waita righta here and I bringa you something special no," he said and kissed his finger tips then left in a flutter of checkerboard.

"You are amazing my love," Rye spoke softly and Mark blushed.

"You don't think it's silly?" Mark asked.

"This will be one of the most special nights ever. I will treasure this night as one of the most romantic things you have ever done for me," Rye said.

Soon "Tony" came back in carrying a single plate of spaghetti and meatballs. Another waiter followed behind carrying a bottle of wine and some glasses. The wine was poured and the table set. Rye smiled and took a fork and began to eat, followed shortly by Mark.

About halfway through the meal, the two men being silent the whole time as it was just too romantic to speak and they both knew that no words were necessary, another man entered the room. He was carrying a small concertina (a type of accordian) and Rye smiled at what he new was coming.

The man smiled and began to play and sing:

This is the night,

The most beautiful night,

And they call it Bella Notte

Look at the skies,

They have stars in their eyes.

On this lovely Bella Notte

Rye picked up a spaghetti strand and placed one end in his mouth and held the other end to Mark's lips. Mark smile and blushed. He couldn't believe Rye was going along with this and actually helping him make it like the movie. They chewed slowly on the strand and when their lips touched Rye broke the strand and, just like in the movie, Mark blushed and turned his head away, his reaction quite real and not just to match the movie.

He turned back to the musician.

Side by side with your loved one

You'll find enchantment here

The night will weave it's magic spell

When the one you love is near

While Mark's head was turned Rye quickly grabbed two of the meatballs on the plate, leaving only one, and tossed them to the side of the table. He knew the musician had seen it by the slight smile but that was the only indication he gave. He nudged Mark and looked at the plate. Using his fork he gently pushed the meatball to Mark's side of the plate then smiled bashfully and lowered his head. Mark was ready to burst into tears as he picked up his fork and ate the last meatball.

Oh this is the night

The most beautiful night

And they call it Bella Notte

This is the night

And the heavens are right

On this lovely Bella Notte.

The musician finished, bowed slightly and left the two men together. The two men just stared into each others eyes, the meal forgotten as they stared into each other's eyes.

"My Angel," Mark said with a small catch in his voice.

Then he left his chair and knelt beside Rye on one knee, holding Rye's hand.

"My Angel. For so long I thought I was happy, and I guess I was. But I finally knew what true happiness was when you came to me on that stormy night and saved me. Since then my love for you has grown so strong that when you are not with me I actually feel physical pain. When you are near me I can sense you. I go to sleep each night thanking God for you and do the same thing when I wake the next morning in your arms. I did not know that a love this strong existed but I never want it to end. I want to be yours forever and pledge myself to you forever," Mark drew a small box from his pocket and opened it, taking out a beautiful ring of white gold. "If you will have me I would like to make it known formally in front of our friends and relatives and God. Rye Encoke, my beautiful Angel, will you marry me?"

Rye was stunned. He could feel the tears streaming down his face and he was immobilized with emotion. He felt himself nod and watched as Mark's shaking hand placed the ring on Rye's finger. Mark took another ring out of the box and looked at Rye with a question. Rye took the ring and placed it on Mark's finger.

"We can set a date later and figure out how we will do it, but I will marry you my love," Mark whispered into Rye's ear as he held his love.

Outside the room the waiter and the musician had watched the scene. They moved away from the room and smiled at each other. The thought of selling this to the tabloids never even entered their mind and instead they would share it only with their loved ones and forever hold it as a cherished memory of true love.

• Make Love to Me -

The ride back to the hotel was spent with Rye alternating between placing sweet kisses on Mark's neck and staring at his new ring.

Mark was in heaven, he didn't know whether to cry or to sing or to laugh.

When they got back to their room Rye took Mark's hand and once again blushed, "Make love to me tonight?" he asked softly.

Both men felt different somehow. They had made love many times, and it had been wonderful and loving, but this was different somehow and they both felt it. Mark nodded and led his lover to the bedroom. They slowly undressed each other then Mark led Rye to the bathroom. In a short time they were back in the bedroom. Mark gently lay Rye down then lay down beside him and caressed his face.

"We will never part my love. The ceremony is just a public declaration. Tonight we bound ourselves to each other, you are my husband," Mark whispered.

Rye nodded and reached his hand up to brush through Mark's hair, "Make love to me now my husband,"

They made slow love to each other that night and fell asleep in each other's arms. As they slept their hearts began to beat in sync and they both smiled.

• Early Morning Jokester -

The phone ringing brought both men out of their sleep. They looked at each other and both blushed, feeling like new lovers all over again. Mark, since he was on top of Rye, reached for the phone.

"Hello," he said.

"Hey Mark it's Nick. You guys want to catch breakfast with us then go look at the houses or you want to catch up to us later," Nick asked.

"Why don't you guys come up to our room and we will order up," Mark said.

"Great idea since we are both down in the lobby. We will be right up," Nick laughed and hung up.

Mark rolled his eyes and briefly compared Nick to Bryan in his mind, two big kids.

"They are on their way up from the lobby," Mark said as their was a knock on the door.

"Come on open up, we have food," Nick called out.

"I thought you were in the lobby," Mark called out as he wrapped a sheet around his naked body and went to the door.

Nick smiled at the half naked Mark as he wheeled in a cart laden with food, followed by Corey, "I lied, we were outside in the hall."

"Well we aren't even properly up so you will have to give us a minute or two," Mark said.

"Looks like parts of you are up," Nick wiggled his eyebrows and Mark looked down quickly to his lower parts. "Made you look," Nick said and burst into hysterics.

Mark blushed, "Asshole,"

"You go get sleeping beauty up and come back and eat with us," Corey said.

Mark went back to the bedroom and dropped the sheet.

"We are gonna have to watch Nick. He is as big a kid as Bryan but he has a jokester side to him as well," Mark said.

"Ooooh, a challenge. Should we warn him?" Rye asked with a devilish gleam in his eye.

Mark remembered what Jill had said about her and Rye and their practical jokes.

"Ummmm....no?" Mark giggled.

The two men grabbed some pajama bottoms and Rye put on a wife beater and went out to eat breakfast with their two early guests.

"Hey guys," Rye said.

"Hey beautiful. Grab a plate," Nick said.

"Thanks but I have one," Corey quipped.

Mark and Rye groaned together causing the other two to laugh.

"Okay so what's on for the day?" Mark asked as he sat down with a plate of toast, jam and some fresh fruit.

"Liam gave me 6 places to look at. We have a car and we have the keys to all the houses so we can look them over without anyone standing behind us. Then I figured lunch and after that, well I'm not sure. I mean do you want to get rid of us after that?" Corey asked.

"Actually we were wondering if you guys wanted to spend the whole day with us. We thought maybe some shopping or something fun, then come back here for a movie and you guys could spend the night," Rye suggested.

"Really?" Nick asked. He was surprised but the obvious desire to spend time with them was evident.

"Yeah. We always have movie nights with the rest of the guys. We all get into our pajama bottoms or boxers, switch partners and snuggle up and watch sappy movies," Mark said. He wanted to clue the guys in a bit on what the night would mean without actually saying it, but Corey was quick to pick up on it.

"You mean we could all like cuddle together, like Bryan said on the phone?" Corey asked.

"Yeah if you guys want," Rye said.

Both Nick and Corey smiled and nodded happily.

"I'm sorry about the joke earlier Mark. I just tend to turn things into a joke when I am nervous or unsure of things," Nick said softly.

Mark smiled, "It's okay Nick. And I think you just saved yourself a day of terror at the hands of the master prankster here. I don't think he would feel right tormenting you now that you have apologized."

Nick looked at Rye with a shocked smile on his face. Rye snapped his fingers and said, "Damn."

Everyone laughed and continued to eat. Corey was the first to notice.

"Hey you are wearing rings now," he said then his eyes got very big, "Ohmigod. Are you? Did you?"

Both Mark and Rye smiled widely as they instinctively reached for each other's hand.

"We will tell you about it once we get going. Now we have to shower," Mark said as he rose, dragging an unprotesting Rye behind him.

• Now That's a House -

The morning had been filled with laughter while the four men drove to the different houses. None were really suitable. Some there were obvious security problems, others were too rundown, or too expensive for what they offered. They had one final house to visit then they were gonna do lunch. It was getting close to 1 in the afternoon.

"Okay here's the street. The directions say its at the very end of the street," Nick said as he looked at the notes Liam had given Corey.

"It's a dead end street. Wouldn't be a lot of traffic so it would be quiet," Mark said.

"The houses here look nice, all older houses, sort of Victorian looking," Rye said as he looked out at the stately homes, most made of stone.

At the end of the street they came to a large wrought iron gate that had the name, "Cedar Grove Manor" on it.

"This is the house?" Corey asked looking through the gates to try and catch a glimpse of the house.

"Yeah the address is right. This must be the access code," Nick said and read out the numbers to Corey who punched them in to the security box next to the gate. There was a loud buzz and the gates swung open. Corey drove through.

"Holy shit," Nick said as he caught sight of the house for the first time.

The place was huge. The outer edges of the property were stands of cedar trees creating a natural barrier to the outside world. Soon though the trees gave way to well kept lawns with wildflowers and random stands of cedar trees. In the center of it all was a three story stone house. It was massive.

"Let's just turn around now. This is not right at all," Corey said.

"No let's go see it. Remember, this is gonna be your home as well as your parents, but you also want it to be able to hold your celebrity friends when they come to visit. The privacy here is amazing and a security set up would be easy to do," Rye said.

"Okay I guess it wouldn't hurt to take a look," Corey agreed.

They parked the car and walked up the steps to the front doors. They were ornately carved heavy wooden double doors. Corey opened the door with the keys Liam had given him and stepped in. The inside was like a palace. Heavy wood furniture on marble floors. A large chandelier from the ceiling filled the entryway. The four men walked through the house. They found that once past the entryway the house had been made a little more modern. The enormous kitchen featured a dumb waiter to the upper floors and the latest stainless steel appliances. The den had a huge fireplace with several leather sofa's and chairs. A big screen tv dominated one wall.

"This all comes with the place. It's furnished," Nick said after looking through the notes Liam had provided.

"You're kidding?" Corey asked in shock.

"Nope," Nick handed the notes to Corey.

"It says the third floor has 4 self contained apartments with 2 bedrooms each. The third floor can be accessed from a secured stairway on the second floor but also has it's own private locked entryway at the side of the house," Corey read.

"That would be perfect for guests," Mark nodded.

"Yeah and for more intimate guests like me or these guys we could just take a bedroom on the second floor," Nick said.

"There is a maid's apartment at the back of the house that Liam says my parents could use," Corey read.

They all went back to the kitchen and down a hallway to an unmarked door. They opened it to a sitting room. They walked through the apartment and Corey noted that it was actually bigger than their house now. The apartment actually was two floors. The main floor had a sitting room, kitchen, dining area, library and office. The upper floor had two bedrooms, a large bathroom, a sewing room and a studio.

"So this apartment is kind of self contained too. You can enter it from the main part of the house but it's got a private entrance at the side of the house as well," Rye said as he opened a door that led outside from the kitchen.

"Yeah, so the second floor of the main part isn't as big as we first thought. Only the front part of the second floor belongs to the main house. The rest is this apartment," Nick commented after looking around a bit and thinking about it.

"I think you're right Nick," Corey said.

They all went back up to the second floor and confirmed what Nick had figured out.

"Well what do you think?" Nick asked.

"It's incredible. But there's no way I could afford it," Corey said. He was quite obvious in his disappointment. The house was truly beautiful.

"Yeah but look at the price. It's only slightly more expensive than the others, and it's furnished. Let's call Liam and ask him about his offer to finance you," Nick prodded. He really wanted Corey to buy this house. He had quickly come to like Corey and thought of him as a friend and looked forward to coming here to spend time with Corey away from the world.

Corey laughed, "The only thing missing is a pool."

"There's a big olympic sized pool in a building out the back," Rye said.

"Is there? I didn't read that," Nick looked at the notes.

"I saw it out the window from upstairs," Rye said.

"Okay let's call Liam. It's so much money but he did say he would help out," Corey said.

Everyone sat and listened as Corey talked with Liam. After about 15 minutes they heard Corey say, "Okay Liam let's do it. How long do you think before it will go through?"

There was a pause then Corey said in a very surprised voice, "Really? Well okay let's do the paperwork and get me moved in."

Corey said a few more things then hung up.

"That price is correct and the place does come furnished. Everything that is here stays here. Liam says it's part of an old estate and is being sold off by the trustee. Because it's a private estate sale there are no taxes. Liam is willing to float the loan, interest free, so I can buy the place outright," Corey stopped and blew out a breath. It was almost too much for him to comprehend. "He said I can move in by the end of the week."

"Wow that's amazing Corey. I'm so happy for you," Nick threw his arms around Corey and gave him a hug then held Corey at arm's length and with a huge smile asked, "Can I pick out my bedroom now?"

Corey laughed and the two took off to the second floor giggling like 6 year olds.

Mark put his arm through Rye's and they walked through to the den.

"This was your house wasn't it," Mark finally asked. He had sort of figured it out when they had entered the library, it was the room in the family portrait Rye had brought back to the loft. What had confirmed it though was when Rye had told Corey about the pool. Mark had looked out all the same windows Rye had and knew that he hadn't seen any building that would house a pool.

Rye smiled, a little sadly, "Yeah it was. I thought coming back here would be....I don't know, different. I don't really feel anything. Not happy, not sad, just detached. When we were here in the city last time I came here briefly on my own. When I heard what Liam was going to do for Corey I arranged for this to be sold to him."

"You aren't giving up your family my love, just a part of your past that isn't really important any more. This beautiful home is going to belong to a friend and he will fill it with love and happiness and joy. Your home is now the loft with me and the boys and Jill," Mark said.

Rye smiled again and nodded. He had been surprised at his reaction coming back to the home he had grown up in. It was true, he had felt nothing for the place. Without his family there it was just a big house. He was happy to be selling it, at about a tenth of what it was worth not including all the furnishings, to a friend who as Mark had said would fill it with love and happiness again.

"Alright we can share, but I am not picking up after you," they heard Corey saying as he and Nick walked into the room.

"What are you two talking about?" Mark asked.

"Nick wants the bedroom off the master bedroom and it shares a huge bathroom. I agreed to let him share the bathroom but only if he cleans up after himself," Corey said.

"Hey it's not like I am gonna be living here permanently, just a week or two every couple of months maybe," Nick said.

"I'm just kidding Nick. You know you would be welcome here whenever you want as long as you want. I kinda hope you spend lots of time here," Corey said looking shyly at Nick.

"Thanks bud," Nick threw his arm around Corey's shoulder and pulled him in for a gentle noogie.

"Hey my hair," Corey cried out then burst into laughter.

It was a laughing quartet that left the huge house.

"When we get back on tour I will get Ed, my head of security, to call you. He will have that place set up so secure even the President couldn't get in," Rye said.

"Yeah that would be cool. I don't think I am gonna need it right now but I guess from the way Liam talks my house is gonna be a celebrity magnet and I will need it later," Corey said.

"It's not the house that will draw people it's you dude. You are an awesome guy. I have never been drawn to someone and felt such an instant rapport with someone like I did with you. Even if we didn't have it in common that we are both gay, I would still want to be your friend. And I am your friend dude. That's why I wanted to pick out a room and why I picked the one next to yours. I like you and want to be close to you. Not like a boyfriend, but like a best friend maybe?" Nick suddenly felt very vulnerable. He had just opened himself up and didn't know what to expect next.

"Thanks Nick. That means a lot to me. And you are a friend to me, and I would like to think you were my best friend. I have never really had a best friend but we just clicked and I am so happy when I am with you. And I like having you close as well. In fact, I think that I will even pick up after you every now and then if you leave a mess in our bathroom," Corey joked. Nick and the others saw through it though and everyone felt the emotion of the moment. Corey and Nick may not end up a couple, as in lovers, but there was definitely a deep bond of friendship between them.

After a few minutes Mark broke the silence, "How are you gonna explain this to your parents? The house I mean?"

"I am gonna have Liam come with me. We are gonna blindfold them and take them into their apartment and try to convince them that is the entire house," Corey said with a straight face causing everyone to laugh. "No seriously. Liam talked to them and they agreed to whatever I picked knowing the house was gonna be very large."

• Learning to Cuddle -

The group spent the afternoon shopping and having fun. At one point they went back to the MTV studio's so that Corey could get a copy of the interview since Mark and Rye had obviously missed it. Rye said it seemed like everyone missed it since nobody called them to tell them about it. Corey pretended to be upset but he wasn't really. He realized that on weekends like this the boys made the most of their free time and in reality he wanted them all to be together to watch it. Corey also didn't mention the nearly constant stream of calls, e-mails and letters praising the interview. The website had actually crashed twice already from the heavy usage.

They headed to an upscale restaurant that at first was not going to admit them, until the maitre'de took a second look at Rye. His eyes widened in recognition and couldn't get them a table fast enough. The other guests in the restaurant would send dirty looks to the loudly laughing, and inappropriately dressed group, but the four friends didn't notice or if they did they didn't care.

Soon they all headed to a video store where Rye and Corey picked out a couple of suitably "mushy" movies and headed back to the hotel.

"Okay guys, we all will take a shower so we all smell pretty while we cuddle. Come back out in your boxers or pajama bottoms. I left two pair of boxers and two pajama bottoms in the room for you," Mark said.

"Wow you are really prepared," Nick laughed but you could hear the nervousness in his voice.

Rye went to him and hugged him, "Don't be worried. We want everyone to be comfortable and enjoy this. Nobody does anything they aren't comfortable with. The shower will relax you. We bought extra clothes earlier so you guys would be okay."

Nick and Corey went to the one bedroom and Mark and Rye went to theirs. In about a half hour Mark and Rye came back out to the main room to find Corey already seated, wearing a pair of boxers, with still slightly damp hair. Before Mark and Rye had even moved halfway into the room Nick stepped out, also in boxers and smiled at everyone nervously. Everyone had chosen boxers for the evening.

"Well I'm still nervous but I am also excited. How do we......" Corey stopped in mid sentence and his eyes widened in shock as he looked at Rye and took in what he saw. Mark looked at Rye and wondered briefly why Corey was shocked at the two nipple rings then realized it was the scar that had shocked him. Mark was so used to it now that it was almost invisible to him.

"Sorry guys. Forgot about that. A long time ago I was shot. It's kind of an emotional story and I will tell you about it later tonight or tomorrow okay?" Rye said.

Both Nick and Corey nodded and tried not to stare. Soon there attention was drawn away as they listened to Mark's soothing voice.

"Okay we will start with this movie. We are going to coach you on what to do. Corey you lay down on the couch," Mark directed.

Corey smiled nervously and lay down on the couch. He was obviously erect and he blushed deeply as he tried to hide it.

"No worries my friend. Tonight is not about sex, but our little heads have a mind of their own, so we ignore them," Rye said gently as he raised Corey's head and sat down, placing Corey's head on his lap.

"Nick you go to the other end and let Corey's legs rest in your lap," Mark said.

Nick moved to the other end of the couch and sat down, he took Corey's feet and placed them in his lap.

"Scoot a little more this way. Let Corey's legs just fall naturally across your lap," Rye encouraged.

Nick smiled softly and moved closer so that Corey's legs were now draped across him.

Mark got the lights and slipped in the DVD and started the movie then moved to sit on the floor. His head rested at Corey's waist and Nick's legs rested right beside him. He smiled and lifted Nick's leg and drew it so that it rested on his shoulder, Nick's foot in his lap. He gently stroked the leg then just let his hand rest on Nick's foot.

Rye let one hand stroke Corey's hair while the other rested lightly on Corey's chest, gently rubbing small circles.

Nick wasn't sure what to do, the feelings of Corey's warm legs draped across him, his thighs and bum pressed against Nick's side were very arousing.

"Nick, put your hand just above Corey's knees in between his legs and softly caress him. Use your other hand and gently stroke his calves," Rye said quietly.

Nick gulped and felt his cock stiffen but did as he was told.

"Remember. None of this is sexual. We will get pleasure from this but we want to think of it as love being shared with our friends. Our dicks are gonna be out of control for a bit but soon we will all lose our hard ons and just be able to enjoy the pleasure we are being given," Rye said softly as he moved his hand on Corey's head and gently rubbed behind the young man's ear.

"You are learning each other's bodies here. This is the body of your friend who you love very much. You are giving him pleasure, telling him you love him with your soft caresses and touches. You are also receiving pleasure in his warmth and returned touches. Corey move your hand and using just your fingers rub very softly on the inside of Nick's elbow. Let your other hand fall and rest on my shoulder," Mark said and Corey obeyed.

Mark smiled as he felt Corey's fingertips brush his neck. With his own hands he began to softly stroke the top of Nick's foot and he turned and placed a soft kiss on Nick's leg.

Nick moved his hand further up Corey's leg and let it rest on his thigh, just inside the leg to Corey's boxers. He turned and smiled at Corey who smiled back then closed his eyes.

"You have nice feet Corey," Nick said as he moved his other hand down to touch and caress Corey's feet. Nick was getting into this now and suddenly wanted to know every part of Corey.

Corey was enjoying the sensations. Rye was rubbing his ear in very small circles while his other hand rested softly on his chest. Nick's one hand was up the one leg of his boxer's and was resting on his thigh, moving every now and then. Nick's other hand was now tracing over his feet, seemingly trying to make sure that every single spot of flesh was touched by his fingers.

The next half hour or so was spent with Nick learning every part of the lower part of Corey's body. He had slowly worked his way up Corey's legs, actually pushing up the legs of Corey's boxers so his hand could trace small circles across Corey's thighs. Corey had fallen into an almost semi-conscious state but had become aroused as Nick got close to his dick.

"You can touch it if you want to Nick," Corey said rather breathlessly.

"Just a bit. Remember this is not about sex, but if you want to touch it then go ahead," Rye said softly.

Nick nodded and gulped loudly. He moved his hand up Corey's thigh and let his hand run over Corey's erection, once, twice, then he pulled back.

"I've never touched another guy's dick. Can we switch places Angel?" Nick asked.

Rye stood and waited for Nick to be seated. He gently placed Corey's head on Nick's lap. He bent forward and kissed Nick on the lips softly then moved to sit on the floor to take Mark's place. Mark moved and placed Corey's legs in his lap. He turned and placed a kiss on Corey's belly then ran his own hand across Corey's hardness before settling his hands, one on Corey's thigh the other on his feet. Rye then lay down on the floor taking Mark's feet and placing them on his belly he rubbed them slowly while at the other end his own feet played with Nick's.

"This is so wonderful. I mean I got boned up a bit for awhile but for the most part this isn't sexual at all. Mmmmmm, that feels so nice Nicky," Corey said as Nick played with one of Corey's ears while the other hand rubbed small circles on Corey's tummy. Nick smiled and blushed at Corey calling him Nicky.

The next few hours were spent with everyone taking their turn on the couch. Nick followed Corey then Mark then Rye. By the time it was Nick's turn nobody was getting erections any more. Finally everyone had had their turn and it was getting late.

"Ready for bed?" Rye asked.

"Yeah, thanks guys this has been wonderful," Nick said as he stood up from the floor.

"It's not over yet guys," Mark said as he took Corey's hand and led him to the bedroom. Rye and Nick followed closely behind.

"Ummmm, we are sleeping together?" Corey asked nervously.

"Yeah. Same as before. No sex, but now we get naked and cuddle close and fall asleep together," Rye said as he quickly dropped his boxers.

Nick smiled and shrugged and dropped his boxers and climbed into the middle of the bed. He held out a hand to Corey who finally smiled and got in bed as well after dropping his shorts. Finally all four men were in bed, Corey and Nick in the middle with Mark and Rye on the outside.

Mark sat up and leaned over to Corey, who was closest, and kissed him softly and with much love. He sat back and looked at Corey, "Love you Corey. You are a great friend and you mean very much to me. I am glad you are in my life."

Corey smiled and nodded, he was suddenly very emotional. He watched as Mark leaned over him and placed the same kiss on Nick.

"Love you too Nick. Thank you for being our friend. I feel very blessed to have you and Corey in our lives," Mark said and Nick smiled brightly.

Rye sat up and the two kissed. This though was a kiss of lovers, deep and passionate.

"Always my Angel," Mark breathed.

"Forever my Fella," Rye responded.

Mark lay back down and Rye then placed his kisses, first Nick then Corey, before laying back in bed.

Corey rolled over to face Nick and propped his head up on his elbow.

"I don't have the right words to tell you how much your friendship means to me Nicky. You made sure my first show was a hit, you stood up for me against management, you accepted me being gay and even revealed yourself to me. You have spent time with me and treated me like a friend. I want you to know that I consider you my best friend. For now I need a real best friend. I don't know if our feelings for each other will change into something more romantic later on, but if they do then that's great, but if they don't I am happy and content to know you are a true friend. Thank you Nicky," Corey said then leaned forward and placed a kiss on Nick's lips. It was not deep but it was long. He finished and pulled back a bit then placed several more small kisses on Nick's lips then leaned down and placed a kiss over Nick's heart.

"You said it really good Corey. I feel the same. I am not used to being able to be free about being gay and it's so wonderful to have a friend who knows and doesn't care. Even the guys from BSB don't know. It's so hard. But now I can be myself and you brought me other new friends with Westlife and Angel. But I feel so strongly for you. I don't know where this is going either, but for right now this is what I need the most, a true friend. If we later become boyfriends that would be cool, but I will wait to see what happens. Would it be all right if I hold you close while we fall asleep?" Nick finished.

For answer Corey moved and lay his head on Nick's chest, throwing one leg over Nick's. Nick also felt one of Rye's legs cross over his as Rye pulled himself in for a snuggle. On the other side Mark pulled himself in behind Corey and spooned him. Mark's hand came around Corey and rested on his belly.

"Night my friends, sleep well," Mark said softly and soon all four men were asleep.

The rest of the weekend was spent with the four men being nearly inseparable. There was lots of cuddle time Sunday and Monday night and lots of tears as they said goodbye early Tuesday morning.

In the air on their way back to the tour Mark turned and looked at Rye while holding his hand, "Thank you for this weekend my love. I know you did so much to make the date even more special. You straightened out my mind about how we share ourselves. You did so much for me and I love you so deeply."

"Love you too my Fella. Try to rest for a bit so we aren't too exhausted for tonight," Rye said as he brought Mark's head to rest on his shoulder and stroked his hair.