Okay the usual stuff that nobody reads. This is a gay story with lots of gay sex. If you aren't supposed to be here, leave. The work is mine and unless you ask you can't post it anywhere else. I have no clue if any member of Westlife is gay, so this is all my fantasy. Email me at rye_encoke@hotmail.com to tell me what you like or hate.
The author wishes to acknowledge and thank the archivist for Nifty for allowing this story to be published here.
Authors Notes: Had a minor problem with my email account and lost a good portion of emails that had been sent to me. So some of those wonderful emails you have sent are lost. I also have a special friend in UK who loves my stories and is looking for a pen pal in the same area as he is in. If you live in UK and want a pen pal who is quite charming let me know and I will pass on your email to him.
DEDICATION: As always, to my boy David.
- The Three in the SUV -
"Jill?" Rye asked as they pulled out onto the road, the guys right behind them in the van.
"Yeah hon?"
"That first night, when you hugged Mark, what did you whisper to him?" Rye asked.
Behind him in the seat Mark blushed, but it was him that answered, "She told me, 'Rye is gay too Mark and he loves you'."
"I figured it was something like that," Rye laughed.
"I'm just glad it all worked out, if he had run screaming from the room I would have had to kill myself," Jill joked.
"That wouldn't have happened, I already loved Rye by that point," Mark said quietly, but loud enough that the others heard.
Jill smiled and asked, "Okay, interrogation time, what was the moment, that instant that you knew you loved the other? You go first Rye."
"Okay. I knew I loved Mark when he stood in front of me and told me I had saved him. My heart broke when he told me how alone he felt and I was so happy that everything was fixed and that his friends were back. And I knew that I loved him and would never let him go," Rye smiled.
Jill smiled as she turned to face Mark, "You next fella."
"Okay, there were two points that night but they were so close together that it's hard to say which one was 'the one'. The first was when Rye spoke to me out in the park, with rain pouring down on us. He didn't care about the rain and I knew that this man was different. I felt something then and I was pretty sure it was love. The second was when he took me and showed me it had been a mistake what had happened, but what he didn't see, even though he ran the tape twice that night, was when everyone had left to find me he sat at the table and cried. I saw it myself once, and then again with the rest of you, but he kept managing to be out of the room. That first time I saw him cry I knew for sure then that I loved him, he was crying for me and I hoped he loved me back because I knew at that point for sure that I loved him."
Rye swallowed hard, "I didn't know you had seen that, I forgot about it. I was just so upset that I might not ever get to meet you. I just wanted so much to meet you and shake your hand and look into your eyes, something I could hold as a precious memory, and then you were gone and I was so scared, so scared that you might hurt yourself...." Rye broke off as emotions took over.
From the back seat Mark placed his arm across Rye's chest. "It's okay my love, we have each other now and that's all that matters, now and forever."
Rye placed a hand on Mark's arm and smiled.
"What would you have done if the guys had said you couldn't stay with Rye?" Jill asked suddenly.
Rye started to protest but Mark answered too fast, "I would have quit the group."
Again Jill turned to look at Mark, who just nodded. "Before I went up to Rye's bed I had it already planned in case at any time they said we had to go and I couldn't stay with Rye. I was going to tell them they were no longer my friends if they could not support me and the man I loved and that we were through as friends and a group. I had my lawyers on speed dial to arrange my break from the group."
Rye shook his head in disbelief but also had a smile on his face.
"Okay turn about is fair play, Rye what would you have done if they had all left and taken Mark with them." Jill asked.
"Before or after we had been together that night?" Rye asked.
"That makes a difference?" Mark asked from the back.
"Yeah, because until you came to my bed I didn't know for sure that you loved me back. You had a co-conspirator in Jill, she let you know I loved you, I had no such knowledge." Rye answered.
"Okay both then, before and after," Jill said.
"Well if they had left before I knew that Mark loved me, I would have been devastated. I already loved him by that point and if they had left I would just have assumed Mark had no feelings for me and I think..." Rye gulped audibly but did not finish.
"You think what Rye?" Jill prodded.
"I think I might have ended it," Rye said quietly as a tear rolled down his cheek.
"You mean?" Mark left the question unasked.
Rye nodded. "I loved you so much and I don't think I could have gone on without you. I have lost so much and as much as I love you Jill I don't think I could have gone on."
Jill sobbed at the emotions Rye was expressing. "Oh Rye I would have missed you so much."
"I know hon, but I would have been so devastated I doubt I could have stayed on."
Everyone sat there for a bit letting the emotions calm down. Mark was in shock, he hadn't thought he could love Rye any more than he already did but at those words from Rye his love multiplied like a hundred times. His heart hammered in his chest at the thought that Rye's love was so intense, but realized he felt the same way. Trying to imagine his life without Rye hurt him and he knew he would not have been able to continue on either.
"Okay," Rye said, "Now if it had happened after I knew Mark loved me then I would have done everything I could have. I would have fought for him. I would have spent every dime I had and gone into debt to get him back. There is nothing that could have stopped me." Rye's voice was now steely with determination.
"Well I guess it's just as well they didn't try to stop us then," Mark quipped.
Everyone laughed.
"So you guys must have had an interesting night with Nicky. By the time you three left the club the rest of us were ready to do it right there on our table," Jill laughed.
"It was intense. We all learned a few new things. Tonight with Kian should be fun, though probably not as intense. I think Kian is going to be the one who will participate the least," Rye said.
"That's okay though right?" Jill asked, concern in her voice.
"Sure. He is going to get a lot of pleasure tonight. It's just that I don't think he is going to want to do some of the things we are going to do to him," Rye said.
"And that's okay right?" Jill asked again.
"Of course it is Jill, you know what we said. Believe me he is not going to miss out on anything because he doesn't want to suck us off, or whatever. We are gonna put him into pleasure overload," Mark answered.
"Okay." Jill relaxed.
"Jill why are you so intent on Kian being with us? I mean I want him to be with us too, but why do you want it so much?" Mark asked with curiosity.
"I'll try to explain though I may not do a very good job of it. I have always had Rye's love and I know what it is like. I just want it to be something that Kian and I share. I can't be with Rye like this, sexually I mean, but our love is so far beyond that it doesn't matter. I want Kian to feel that too. I guess I don't want it to be a stumbling block for us later in life. I want to be able to tell Rye I love him, tell Rye stuff, and be with Rye without Kian being upset or jealous. The best way to do that is to make sure Kian loves Rye as much as I do. There is no better way to do that then to have them be intimate," Jill explained.
"And you don't feel bad that you can't be with us?" Mark questioned.
"Not really. Like I said it would be too weird to be with Rye that way," Jill said.
"Jill is there anything you don't want us to do with Kian. You can tell us and we will not do it and not let Kian know you told us," Rye said.
"No, I want him to do whatever he wants with you, if it turns out he is bi then thats okay too. Like I said, as long as he loves me and comes back to me, he can love you both as well. There's love enough to go around." Jill smiled happily then added. "As long as it's only you two, anyone else would be different."
"Let's stop at that store for snacks, I need munchies," Mark said.
"Okay." Rye pulled in and parked. He got out and went to the van where the other four guys were riding. Leaning in he noticed the spot on Bryan's pants and the obvious erection. He smiled as he noticed the others had the same problem.
"We are just going in to get some munchies. You guys want anything?" Rye asked.
"Yeah we will come in," Bryan said.
Rye smiled. "Umm..Bry boy, maybe that's not a good idea, much as I love looking at your hard cock I doubt the rest of the store wants to see it, or anyone elses from the looks of things." Rye indicated the erections evident on all the guys.
The guys all looked at themselves and went red. Trust Rye to notice that.
"No worries my boys," Rye smiled, "It's all for a good cause, I want sweets to be completely comfortable tonight. Just tell me what you all want."
The guys gave him their orders and he walked to the store to get the stuff for everyone. He walked the aisles picking up the chips, candy bars and sodas that everyone had asked for. As he headed to the counter he smiled to himself and grabbed a package of paper towels.
He walked back to the van and handed the bags through the window.
"There ya go guys, enjoy. There are paper towels in there in case you need to clean up." Rye laughed and wiggled his eyebrows in a sexy/cartoonish way and walked back to the SUV.
"I don't know if Kian is gonna make it til tonight, unless the guys all help each other out back there we are gonna have four very horny and hard boys by the time we get to the cabin." Rye said as he started the vehicle and pulled back onto the highway.
"What are they doing?" Jill asked.
"Telling each other about our nights together remember," Mark answered.
"We've been on the road for like what an hour or so and they are all so horny that have to relieve themselves?" Jill asked laughingly.
"Hey, we're good," Mark bragged.
Jill laughed and so did Rye. "Well if you are gonna wear my guy out tonight at least don't break him I want him for the rest of our time there. You guys ever gonna be alone again?"
"Yeah, there will be times, but we enjoy being with the others as much. Like we have said, when we are with the others it doesn't diminish or preclude our love, it actually makes it stronger," Mark answered.
"My man." Rye said proudly and jerked his head to the back seat and Mark.
"It's true, that's why we don't do it with the others unless we are together. Our bond only deepens when we are with the others and it's about love. If we were separate it would just be sex," Mark said.
There was a pause and they could tell Rye wanted to say something and were giving him the chance to put it right in his head.
"Mark?" he asked softly.
"Yeah angel?" Mark answered.
"Angel?" Rye smiled.
"Yeah, your nickname, you have given us all one."
"Okay, but why angel?"
"Well, let's see, you are too beautiful to be human, you have a voice like you dropped from heaven's choir box, you do good deeds for I don't know probably thousands, Bryan really truly believes you are an angel, and that first night when you talked to me I swear I thought you were an angel too. Those enough reasons?" Mark giggled.
"Bryan thinks I'm an angel?"
"I'm not sure, but he calls you that all the time, and the way he looks at you some times, and holds onto you, I honestly think he half way believes it," Mark said honestly.
"It doesn't upset you he likes to hug me does it? It would break my heart to have to tell him to stop," Rye asked.
"God no, I love the way he hugs us all the time. And my God, look at you, who can blame him for wanting to touch you. As long as I was able to squeeze in I would let him hold you all the time." Mark giggled again at the image he had conjured up for himself.
Rye seemed relieved.
"You were gonna ask something Rye," Jill reminded.
"Yeah. Mark are you going to be okay during the last part of tour. I can't really go with you, I mean it would just be too risky. I know I will miss you so much and I just wanta know that you are gonna be okay." Rye said it quick, like yanking a bandage off so it won't hurt as much.
In the back Mark sighed and Rye saw him wipe away a tear in the mirror.
"It's gonna be so hard Rye. I know its only three weeks but that is going to seem so long. But I will call you every night and even during the day. And I will spend every night with one of the guys so they can hold me while I cry," Mark was sobbing now.
Rye turned to look at Jill who nodded then climbed into the back with Mark and pulled him into her arms. He completely broke down and cried like a child in Jill's arms. Rye was only a little better but that was because he had to concentrate on the road.
Finally Rye trusted himself to speak, "It will be over quick enough and then you can come back and we can start our life together properly. You know I love you Mark but we have to accept that your job is going to keep you away from me at times. I think later on it will get easier, it's just we are so new to each other that it seems like its the end of the world."
"After this next bit we won't have to be apart. I am gonna come out and we can be together always, even on tour," Mark said.
Rye actually turned in his seat briefly to look at Mark. "Mark you just can't decide that on your own."
"Why it's my life?" Mark said.
"It's not really my love, there are a lot of other people to consider. First off there are the guys. This will affect them. Now I know they have all said that if the shit hit the fan they would back you up. But I don't think any of them meant for you to be flinging it yourself." Rye's analogy was crude but to the point.
Mark started to say something but Rye continued.
"You also have to think about the others in your life, your friends other than the guys in Westlife, your family. What is your family going to do. They love you too. What about them."
Rye didn't let up, but he had saved his best for last.
"And what about me Mark. What would it do to me. I want to be with you always, but what if it broke up the group and there were hard feelings towards you or me or both. Do you know how that would make me feel. I mean it may happen anyways and I will still feel like shit. But if you pushed it faster than it is going to happen, I don't know how that would make me feel."
"There are more people than you concerned here Mark, and even though you think this decision is just about you, it's really about so many more people."
Mark did not say anything for a long time. When he finally did speak his voice was calm.
"I guess I just hadn't thought beyond my own selfishness," Mark said quietly.
"Don't be mad sweetie, I love you and so do the guys and we will all be there to help you, to help us, but don't go making any snap decisions on your own, it could hurt us all," Rye said calmly tyring to take any sting out of the words.
Rye had not wanted to make Mark feel bad but he did need him to understand what was at stake.
"Rye?" Mark asked quietly.
"Yes fella?"
"You won't ever stop loving me will you?" Mark almost whispered the words.
Rye broke down and started to cry. "Never my love," was all he could get out between the sobs.
"Look you guys this is obviously something that everyone needs to talk about, why don't you set a night this week for everyone to sit down and figure some shit out. You know pros and cons, if it really needs to be done at all that kind of stuff. There is no sense in getting all worked up and guessing at the future," Jill said.
"Yeah she's right Rye, lets forget about it for now kay?" Mark asked.
"Yeah," Rye nodded.
"Love you angel."
"Love you too fella," Rye smiled.
They travelled in silence for a bit before Rye laughed out loud.
"What's so funny my angel?" Mark asked, his love for Rye obvious in his voice.
"The guys pulled over and switched drivers, well not really, Nicky got out of the back and jumped in the front. I guess Shane hopped the seat," Rye chuckled.
"So why is that funny?" Jill asked.
"Cuz they would have had to switch to get everybody off." Mark said knowingly.
"Huh?" Jill still didn't get it.
"Okay Kian and Nicky in the back give each other some relief, then Bry boy hops the seat but Shane is driving so he would have had to stop the car to switch off." Mark said.
"You've done this before," Rye said suspiciously.
Mark laughed, "Yeah we have actually."
"Guys and their dicks," Jill rolled her eyes.
"What would you do without us?" Rye joked.
"I can always buy batteries," Jill shot back.
"Can't curl up to a battery on a cold night," Rye replied.
"Okay so which of you six is the biggest?" Jill asked. Mark was shocked. Jill could change topics on a dime and she always managed to shock or embarrass someone while doing it.
"Well I haven't seen Kian yet, but so far it's Bry boy," Rye answered.
"Rye!" Mark said, obviously surprised that Rye had answered.
"What? She saw four of us naked the other day, she's seen Kian so the only one she hasn't seen is Nicky," Rye stated calmly.
"Yeah but..." Mark could come up with no reason not to be talking about it, and finally relented. "Yeah its Bry boy, then me, Rye, Nicky, Kian and Shane." Mark, having been with all the guys new the sizes and how they ranked.
"And Shane ain't no slouch, about 6 and a half is my guess but quite a bit thicker than the rest." Rye felt suddenly like he had to defend Shane.
"I saw Bryan's, he had that monster thing laying across Kian's belly. I hope when he gets with Shane he is gentle. I can't imagine that thing in me let alone you know where," Jill mused.
"It will be okay," Mark said but their was some concern in his voice.
"Yeah it will be fine. I have figured out how we are gonna help the two of them go to that level. I am just not sure how fast they wanta go there. I will find out from them today or tomorrow, since it will take two or three nights. So they just have to decide if they wanta do it before they leave or after they come back from tour," Rye said.
Jill smiled and she asked another question designed to shock, "So what is your favourite part of each other, and you can't say dick?"
"Jill!" Mark covered his face in embarrassment.
"Oh come on, think of me as your big sister." Jill punched Mark on the shoulder.
"Yeah right," Mark said and rolled his eyes.
"Okay okay, are we talking like physical feature or personality or what?" Rye asked.
"Hmmm, good question, okay how about a little of everything, fave part of the body, thing you like most about them, all the good stuff," Jill rubbed her hands together.
"Okay I'll go first," Rye said, "Okay I love his chest, but if that's not specific enough then his nipples. They are beautiful. I could just kiss them all day. I love the way they react to my lips on them."
"Okay just a little too much information but go on," Jill said pretending to be uncomfortable but enjoying it all the same and choosing not to comment on how quickly Mark had blushed.
"I love how shy he can be, I love the way he makes me want to hold onto him when he cries or is upset, and I love the way I feel when he tells me he loves me," Rye said.
"Good answer," Mark giggled. "Okay I love his eyes and the way they can hold me, and the way you can't keep anything from him when he looks at you but also that he can't hide anything either."
Jill nodded knowingly.
"I love the way he holds me and I feel safe. I love the way his voice makes me feel, the way it touches me and enters me, it's so amazing. And I love that he is willing to share himself with my friends."
"We share ourselves, its not just me," Rye argued gently.
"I know, but I have always been with them, for you its totally new and I love that you were willing to do it and to keep doing it," Mark answered.
"Okay I will give you that, just as long as you know that it's something I enjoy doing and it's not just because you want me to," Rye said.
"I know," Mark said simply.
"Okay next question," Rye said to Jill.
"What are you singing for friends and family?"
"Not on your life hon, but nice try," Rye laughed.
The three friends laughed and joked and talked for the next few hours while in the car behind them three others slept while Nicky drove. It was around 3 p.m. when they finally pulled off the highway and onto the road that led to the cabin. Another hour and they came to the end of the road.
- The End of The Road -
Mark looked around. He saw a large house with a big yard. Trees everywhere and a barn behind the house at the end of a rough dirt trail.
"Ummm....this is the cabin?" Mark asked uncertainly.
Rye laughed, "No, that's still about 30 minutes away. Just have to let Ed know we are here so he can let us through." Rye climbed out of the truck to go and greet the man coming from the barn.
Ed was a man in his 30's and big as a house, not fat, all muscle.
"Shite," Mark said as he saw Ed.
"Yeah no kidding, Ed is ex marine. Honourable discharge after he lost his hand in an accident with live ammunition, saved the lives of 12 new recruits. Rye saw it on the news and called him. He was having trouble coping so Rye sent him to take up golf. Remember I told you about Kennedy?"
Mark nodded.
"Well between Rye and Kennedy, Ed got his shit together. Ed loves horses so..." Jill shrugged.
"So Rye bought a lake with all kinds of forest and grass on it, gave it to Ed to be caretaker and gave him horses to look after." Mark filled in.
"You've heard this story before," Jill giggled.
"It doesn't even surprise me anymore." Mark turned as Rye got back in the SUV and started it up.
They drove slowly down the trail towards the barn. Ed opened the doors and the cars drove through the barn, stalls with horses along the side. They were going very slow, they went out the other end of the barn and continued on the narrow trail.
"How's Ed?", Jill asked.
"Good, he said the place is fully stocked, the hot tub ready. The lake is probably a little cool but still swimmable. He's got a bunch of wood there for the fireplaces. He said enjoy.
- Back in the van -
"That's the cabin?" Bryan asked.
"Can't be, he said there was a lake," Kian answered.
"Fuck me, look at the size of that guy," Nicky pointed to Ed.
Everyone stared at the man they assumed was Ed. He was built like a tank and looked like he could kill you with his bare hands. Nobody in the van knew a thing about this guy but the way he moved just screamed military.
"Wonder what Rye did for this guy?" Kian said.
"They're moving again." Nicky followed Rye slowly to the barn. They looked out the windows at the stalls of horses.
"I bet whatever Rye did for this guy involves the horses," Bryan said.
As they drove out the back door Bryan saw that Ed was missing his right hand.
"Hey guys, Ed doesn't have a right hand," Bryan whispered.
Nobody said anything, I mean really what can you say to something like that.
They drove on this, could you really call it a road, for about a half hour until it finally opened up into a clearing. The house was beautiful, looking sort of like a ski lodge, the lake just barely visible behind it.
"Rye it's beautiful," Nicky said as he got out of the car. The others were looking at the cabin as they got their stuff from the vehicles.
"Angel you brought your guitar, does that mean you are going to serenade us every night?" Mark smiled as he held up the case.
"If you are very very good I will," Rye chuckled.
"Angel?" Kian asked.
"My nickname, Mark got tired of me naming everyone so came up with one for me." Rye headed to the front door with his guitar in one hand and gym bag in the other. He keyed into the cabin and walked in, stopping in the entryway.
A voice spoke. "Security system activated. Voice authorization required. Identify."
Rye said into the room, "Verify Rye Encoke, authorization delta delta alpha."
The same voice spoke, "Authorization verified, welcome home Rye."
Rye spoke again, "Authorize security deactivation."
"Security deactivation authorized in 3...2...1..."
"What the hell was that all about?" Shane asked from behind Rye.
Rye turned to the group. "Ed is a bit of a security freak so he installed this so that the house will actually seal itself up if someone breaks in without the security access."
"That's just weird. Are we safe in here now?" Bryan asked.
"Yeah sure, everything is deactivated. Later on I will introduce you all to the computer and give you the authorization codes and have her learn your voices," Rye said.
"There isn't really a need for that is there?" Nicky asked.
"Sure, you guys are gonna be with me forever so you need to have access here as well," Rye said then stopped and turned.
"Sorry guys that didn't come out right."
Bryan quickly hugged Rye and said, "No it came out perfect angel."
Rye smiled, realizing how quickly the others had latched onto the nickname. He hugged Bryan back but when Bryan pulled away Rye kept his arm around him and pulled him in close.
"Let's do the grand tour," Rye said as he wrapped his other arm around Mark and pulled him in close. The three men walked through the house arms linked around waist and shoulder with the others following behind as Rye showed the house.
After everyone had seen the cabin, which Rye insisted on calling it despite its size, they set about preparing dinner. They had decided on barbecued ribs which Kian insisted on doing. The others agreed and sat around on the deck looking out as the sun began its slow descent into the lake.
"This is perfect Rye." Mark snuggled in close to him.
"I'm glad you like it here. We will have to all spend more time here. Maybe the first week after you guys get back." Rye turned Mark around and gently moved him down so that Mark was laying in Rye's lap.
They lay there tenderly holding and caressing each other. The others were spread out around the deck. Bryan and Shane were sitting on the swing chair, Bryan with his head on Shane's chest with Shane stroking his hair. Nicky and Kian and Jill sat close to the barbecue talking and laughing, every now and then Kian getting up to check on the ribs.
"Rye can I tell you something without you getting upset?" Mark asked.
"Of course my love." Rye looked into his lovers eyes and saw fear there.
"It's about us sharing with the others, sharing the, you know, the anal stuff."
"You don't want to do it with the others? That's okay hon, we don't have to, they will understand," Rye said gently.
"Well yes and no. I don't want to do it but I want you to." Mark said.
"We can't do that, only when we are together can we share like that," Rye said.
"No I mean I don't want to be fucked or fuck one of them. I have been thinking about it and I think it would just be too weird, like you and Jill. But I want them to be able to experience it with you. And I would be there, like the way Nicky was, sorta helping and guiding, that would make it okay," Mark said.
"I don't think so Mark, if it's not both of us then it's neither," Rye stated it emphatically.
"No please Rye hear me out okay. First off we could still do it. I mean, well let's take Bryan for example. We could make love to show Bryan then I could teach him how to you know prepare and help him be with you, then you could be with him and then if you are up to it I could make love to you. We all get to experience it." Mark had obviously been thinking about this and made it sound very reasonable.
"Okay look into my eyes," Rye said and waited for Mark to look him in his eyes, "Would you be okay with this all, would it bother you even a little bit to see someone else doing that to me or me doing it to someone else?"
Mark smiled, "Anyone other than my brothers yes it would kill me, but not them, not ever. Like I said, it's the same as between you and Jill, I can do the kissing and stroking and even the sucking, but this is just too personal and I think I would feel weird."
Rye looked at him for a long time, trying to read any deception but there was none.
"I will have to think about it a bit okay fella. I had just assumed we would be doing this together, and yes I know we still sort of are, but not like I figured. I have to think about it and see if I am going to be comfortable with it," Rye finally said.
"Okay that's fair. Just please take into account that I love you and my brothers and want very much for them to be able to do this with you. I know you love me like no other and I am completely okay with this. But at the same time don't let my or their desire to do this pressure you into this. I am gonna use the same tactic on you. Before you do this I am going to make you look me in the eye and tell me yes or no that you are completely okay." Mark took Rye's face in his hands and brought him in for a kiss.
"Okay guys, dinner is served, somebody grab something to drink and let's eat," Kian said as he pulled the sizzling ribs from the grill.
Dinner was a blast, everyone laughing and telling jokes and stories, but everyone noticed Rye was a little quieter than usual. After the dishes had been put away and everyone was sitting on the deck as the last rays of the sun disappeared and the stars started to poke through, Bryan couldn't take it anymore.
"Rye did we do something wrong, you are so quiet and it's kinda freaking me out," Bryan finally blurted out.
"No it's just something Mark and I talked about before dinner and I have been going over it in my head." Rye turned to Mark, "I'm ready to give you my decision."
Rye got up and Mark followed, they stood inside the great room and talked quietly, their arms around each other.
"What do you think this is about?" Nicky asked, dread in his voice.
"Nothing bad," Jill said.
"How do you know?"
Jill shrugged, "Just do."
Everyone watched as Mark nodded a couple of times then they kissed each other deeply and passionately.
"See told ya," Jill said.
The two men came out and sat together holding hands.
"We have something to discuss with you guys. It's about sharing the anal sex stuff so not everyone has to stay." Everyone turned to Jill and Kian.
"Hey I'm comfortable," Jill said.
"And I'm not sure yet how far I may or may not go so I guess I will stay," Kian said.
"Okay Mark has said that he would not be comfortable being with you guys for that part of it. But he said I could still do it," Rye started.
"What!" Bryan, Shane and Nicky all said at once.
Rye held up his hand, "No not by myself. To put it bluntly, he feels weirded out about fucking or being fucked by you guys, but will still be there. Sort of the way Nicky helped out. He will help and guide. Basically he and I will do it together with the third person helping, but when it comes to being with the third person it will only be me. Both he and I are fine with this. He has been thinking about it for awhile and I was thinking about it through dinner. So as long as you are all okay with it we can go on."
Everyone silently thought about it, until Mark laughed.
"You don't have to give us your answer now. We just wanted you all to know what was going on."
"Wanta sing campfire songs?" Jill asked, changing topics like only she could do.
Everyone laughed and nodded. Rye went and grabbed his guitar. They sang every camp song they knew and everyone had a blast. They all sat silent for a bit and looked at the sky.
"I don't think I have ever seen so many stars," Jill said.
"It's beautiful out here Rye, thank you for bringing us," Kian said as he held onto Jill.
"How about one last song before we head in for the night," Rye suggested.
"Sure whatcha gonna sing us," Bryan smiled.
Rye laughed, "Oh no, this one is a group effort, but we have to go down to the dock to sing it."
Everyone headed down to the dock and looked out over the water. The moon was up by now and reflecting off the water, you could even see the stars on the water.
"What do we sing?" Shane asked.
Rye smiled, "You all know the song I am sure, just join in when you are ready, you'll know what to do, but have fun with it. It's gonna sound really cool with the echoes across the lake."
Rye turned and looked out across the water, everyone was quiet. Rye closed his eyes and put his head back and began:
ooooooooWHEEEEEEEeeeeeEEEEEEEeeeee um mumawe
Everyone looked at Rye and listened to the echoes of his voice across the lake. He turned and smiled at them all.
ooooooooWHEEEEEEEeeeeeEEEEEEEeeeee um mumawe
The guys all smiled and began the background vocals
A wimawe A wimawe A wimawe A wimawe
Rye raised his voice to a falsetto and sang beautifully. Mark's mind briefly thought about how this must sound to people across the lake then realized there was nobody across the lake, they were the only people for miles and miles.
Jill cut in with a piercingly high but perfectly in tune harmony. Every now and then one of the guys would add what they though were appropriate 'african' sounding vocals. All in all, it was amazing, as Ed who was still awake and just closing the barn could attest to.
The song ended and they all stood there silently.
"Geez that was great," Mark burst out.
Everyone laughed and agreed.
"Well fella, I think it's time to take sweets to bed with us," Rye said as he took Mark's hand.
Mark nodded and held his hand out to Kian who smiled shyly at Jill then took Mark's hand. The trio left the others behind still staring at the moon on the lake and the stars. Eventually the others retired to their beds, noticing that a soft music was playing through the house, muffling any sounds coming from the master bedroom.
- Sweet Kian -
Mark could feel Kian's hands shaking.
"Nerves or excitement?" he asked gently.
"A little of both," Kian replied.
They moved to the bed and stood there together all holding hands.
"Kian we both know you are not going to want to do some stuff. We want to suck you but we know you aren't going to want to do it to us. Believe me it's okay. We get pleasure from doing it. We also decided that while you are with us we won't do any of the ass stuff, we figured it would make you uncomfortable," Rye said.
"Yeah, sorry." Kian dropped his head.
"Don't be sorry. Put all your fears and worries aside. Remember Kian we want to do this. We want to give you pleasure. And we will do it again too. This is not a one time thing just so we look like we are sharing with everyone, but then leave you out from now on. You are sharing with us as much as you can and that's enough for us," Mark said.
Kian had looked up and Rye realized Mark had hit on it.
"Kian sweets, do you trust me?" Rye asked.
"Of course."
"Do you think I would ever lie to you?"
"Never."
"Then look into my eyes." Rye pulled Kian close so that they were only inches apart and looked directly into his eyes. "It doesn't matter in the least to either of us how much you want to do as long as you are with us. If you wanted to just lay there all night and let us give you pleasure you would make us so happy. What would hurt us more than anything else is if you did something you didn't want to or god forbid you stopped being with us because of some misunderstanding about how much you have to contribute. Please understand what I am saying."
Kian stared into Rye's eyes and all his fears and apprehensions vanished. It was true, they would not let him do anything he wasn't prepared to do. They were willing to do everything to and for him with no expectations on his part. This was, as had been said so many times, not about sex at all but love and the pleasures it brings. He finally nodded to Rye and Rye saw the last of Kian's fears disappear.
"Now sweets, tonight is about you so tell us what you want us to do," Mark said.
"I would really like to start slow. Today I watched Shane and Bry boy in the car, they sucked each other and I got really turned on. Could you guys like undress each other and then suck each other?" Kian's face was red with embarrassment, and truthfully both Rye and Mark were shocked at this little bit of voyeurism Kian wanted but did not let on, instead they both nodded.
Rye moved to Mark and kissed his lips. "Love you fella."
"Love you too angel."
Rye gently raised the shirt over Mark's head and dropped it. He leaned forward and kissed Mark's chest and nipples. Then Mark took Rye's face in his hands and brought him in for another kiss. Mark then took the shirt off of Rye and dropped it to the floor before lifting the wifebeater over Rye's head. Mark then kissed Rye's chest and nipples, and also placed a gentle kiss on the scar.
The two men looked at each other, their eyes full of love and desire. They turned to Kian who stood there, fascinated, watching. They both moved to him and Rye leaned in and gave him a deep kiss, tasting his tongue and leaving Kian breathless. He pulled away and said, "Love you Kian." Before Kian could respond Mark was kissing him deeply, as Rye had. Mark pulled back and also said, "Love you Kian."
Finally Kian found his breath and whispered, "I love you both so much, thank you for letting me be a part of this."
Rye and Mark moved away and continued to undress each other slowly. Kian was getting aroused but made no move to undress himself or touch himself. When both men were naked they looked at Kian then Rye got down on his knees and began to suck on Mark's cock. Mark closed his eyes and moaned, eventually beginning a rhythm and moving his cock in and out of Rye's mouth.
It wasn't long before Mark released into Rye's mouth. Once Rye had tasted all that Mark had offered him the two switched places. Through the entire thing Kian stayed dressed and did not touch himself. Again it was over fairly quickly and Rye shot into Mark's eager mouth. The two men stood and looked at Kian, who was clearly aroused.
"That was so amazing," Kian said.
"What do you want us to do now Kian," Mark asked. They were still letting Kian dictate the pace and activities for the night.
"Could one of you undress me like you did for the others please?" Kian almost sounded scared that he had asked for them to do anything.
"Which one of us?" Mark asked.
Kian said nervously, "Rye could you do it, if you don't mind."
Rye smiled and walked to Kian. "Kian I would love to, you make me so happy, you make us so happy. Don't be scared to ask us for anything." Mark went to lay on the bed his head raised by pillows so he could watch.
Rye was going to draw this out, touching Kian as much as possible. "Sweets, can I kiss you and touch you while I am doing it?"
Kian smiled and nodded.
Rye gently and tenderly kissed Kian's lips and whispered, "We love you sweets." He then slowly unbuttoned Kian's shirt, placing a kiss on Kian's chest as each button was released. Kian had light hairs across his chest which were standing on end at the excitement he was feeling. Finally Rye had the shirt off and proceeded to kiss and suck at Kian's nipples. Kian had his head back and was allowing the pleasure to flow through him.
"Sweets," Rye whispered, "Do you want me to suck you when I get you undressed?"
Kian did not open his eyes but he nodded.
"Can Mark come and join us?"
Again Kian nodded. Mark got up and came to Kian and began to kiss his neck and nipples as Rye got on his knees and began to undo Kian's jeans.
Rye finally freed Kian's cock and Kian moaned, more from the freedom of the confining jeans than anything else.
"I know how worked up you are sweets so let's get the first one over with quick then we can slow down. I want to taste you so don't hold back and just let go when you're ready." With these words Rye took Kian into his mouth and sucked, placing his hands on Kians hips he rocked Kian back and forth into his mouth. Mark was behind Kian at this point and was tweaking his nipples while sucking on one ear. It was not long before Kian whimpered and grabbed onto Mark's hand as he shot his load into Rye's waiting mouth. Rye continued to suck on him until Kian's body had relaxed.
Finally Rye stood and pulled himself in close to Kian, his own hard cock pushing against Kian's still rigid cock.
"Okay sweets?" Rye asked.
"Yeah."
"Ready to get into bed?" Rye asked again.
Kian looked into Rye's eyes and put his hand into Rye's. Rye drew him to the bed, laying him gently into the position that his other friends had all taken. Rye pulled him in close so that their chests and cocks were touching, their legs intertwining. Mark moved in behind and pressed his own body in close to Kian, chest against back, and the hotness of his erection against Kian's ass.
"This feels so good guys, can you hold me tighter?" Kian breathed.
Rye and Mark smiled and they pulled their bodies closer. Rye started to gently move his cock against Kian's.
"I want you guys to cum too, I don't think I am ready to suck you guys but can we just stay like this and rub against each other and cum?" Kian asked.
"Yes we can." Rye giggled softly and placed his mouth over Kian's and began to kiss him. They kissed deeply then broke apart.
"Wait a sec," Kian said raising his leg a bit. He reached down and took hold of Mark's erection and moved it between his legs, the head sticking out under his balls, then lowered his leg to encompass the hard cock between his thighs. He looked at Mark, "Is that okay? I mean it doesn't break the rules does it?"
Mark smiled back, "No it doesn't and it's great, thank you Kian."
"You feel wonderful Mark, I know I am not ready for any ass stuff but Bry boy was right, I love feeling your cock against me." He turned to Rye, "And your's too."
Mark wrapped his arms around Kian's chest and pulled in close, beginning a slow rhythmic thrusting, not a lot though since nobody was lubed, but enough to arouse and excite him. Rye once again began to grind against Kian's erection. Soon all were breathing heavily.
"I am gonna cum Kian, do you want me to move out from between your legs?" Mark asked.
"No I want to feel you cum on me, Nicky said it was hot." Kian breathed heavily, "You too Rye I want you to cum on me."
"Thank you Kian, thank you," Mark breathed.
A few seconds later Mark pulled back about an inch and shot his load between Kian's thighs. He pushed back in and shot another load against Kian's balls and onto Rye's balls as well. He pulled all the way back and released his cock from Kian's thighs, reached around and directed Rye's cock in between Kian's now well lubed thighs.
"Oh yeah Mark, that's it. Cum on me Rye." Kian was almost lost to the ecstasy.
Rye moved his cock a few times then shot his own load, leaving Kian's thighs a sticky mess that nobody seemed to mind. Rye kept his cock between Kian's legs and began to deeply kiss him while Mark reached around his chest and played with his nipples. Kian was on the verge and finally released Rye's mouth and moaned loudly as he shot for the second time.
They lay together for a long time before heading to the shower to clean up. As they came back into the bedroom Kian reached down to get his clothes.
"Thanks guys that was awesome," Kian said.
"You're leaving?" Mark asked in surprise.
"Well we have sort of done everything I am willing to do right?" Kian now sounded worried, "I mean I want to stay but...."
"Get back in bed sweets," Rye said in mock anger.
Kian smiled and crawled back into bed.
"Tonight is about your pleasure Kian, sometimes that's what love means, foregoing your own pleasure for someone elses. So for the next little while Mark and I are going to make you cum as much as we can," Rye said as his hands traced down Kian's chest and belly to brush against his already hardening cock.
"I've already cum twice tonight, thats the most I have ever done in so short a time, how many times can a guy cum?" Kian asked.
"Let's find out. I think it's Mark's turn to taste you," Rye said as he once again began to suck and tease Kian's nipples.
Mark brought his mouth to Kian's mouth and whispered, "Don't worry about warning me when you are ready to cum, I want to taste you and I will feel it when you are ready."
"Okay Mark," Kian whispered back. "Mark?"
"Yeah sweets."
"I love you," Kian whispered.
"I know you do, I love you too, we both do."
Mark moved down and gently took Kian's cock in hand. He began to gently lick every inch of it. He payed special attention to Kian's balls. He used the same method he had with Nicky. He would bring Kian to the edge and then stop, waiting for Kian to relax enough to allow him to continue. After almost a half an hour of this he finally let Kian release into his waiting mouth.
Amazingly enough Kian started to cry. Both Rye and Mark were holding him gently. "What's wrong sweets?" Rye asked.
"I have never felt anything so wonderful, I didn't know it could be like this. You guys are only concerned about me, you aren't even touching each other. I just feel, I don't know, special I guess and loved," Kian sobbed gently.
"That's good Kian, that's what love is about, putting yourself aside for the one you love," Mark said.
"Can I suck you guys off?" Kian asked.
Rye looked at Mark, then turned to Kian, "Not tonight Kian, you are very caught up in the emotions of this all and though I don't doubt that at this moment you want to do this let's wait til another time."
Kian looked at Rye then threw his arms around Rye and hugged him tightly. "Thank you for looking after me."
"That's what we promised sweets, now lets lie here and calm down a bit before we continue." Mark said.
"There's more?" Kian asked.
"At least one more time Kian. We are gonna do something that almost made Nicky pass out. We are gonna make you cum with nobody touching your cock, even you. That is truly amazing and something we want to show you. After that if you want to head to your own bed thats fine, but you are welcome to stay with us till morning," Rye said.
"Okay," Kian said. "Do you think Jill will let me do this again?"
"I know she will," Mark said.
"That's good. I do want to you know. This is wonderful, and it is going to completely change the way Jill and I are together," Kian said.
"How so?" Rye asked.
"Well for starters I am gonna cum 4 times tonight. I didn't know you could do that. But mainly cuz I am gonna pay way more attention to her from now on," Kian replied.
"That's cool Kian," Rye said then leaned in to nibble on Kian's ear.
From the other side Mark began to do the same. The next hour was spent driving Kian absolutely wild but he eventually came across his belly, his scream of ecstasy most certainly heard by everyone in the house. It took almost a half hour to recuperate. Raising his head he looked at the clock. It was a little past 1 in the morning.
"Guys this has been so special to me I can't even begin to tell you. I am wore out but in a good way. I am going to head to my own bed. Not because I feel uncomfortable or anything like that, but I want to be with Jill tomorrow morning and show her what you taught me tonight."
"That's fine Kian, thank you for being with us, we look forward to the next time. There will be a next time won't there?" Mark asked.
"Definitely. And thank you for not letting me go farther than I was ready for. I am not sure if I am ready for that or not but thanks for stopping me in case I wasn't. I am proud to have you both as friends and as lovers. I don't think I could ever explain the relationship we 6 guys have, this sharing, but it is one of the most special things in my life." Kian hugged Rye tightly then turned and hugged Mark. He got up and grabbed his clothes.
"Night sweets, love ya lots," Rye said.
"Love ya sweets," Mark answered.
"I know you do, I really do, I can feel it when I am around you. I hope you know how much I love you both." Kian smiled then returned to his room.
"Tonight was very special for him wasn't it?" Rye asked.
"Yeah, I think we had quite an impact. Listen angel, not that I am complaining but I am so hard it hurts, I gotta get off pretty soon," Mark said.
"Your wish...yadda yadda yadda..." Rye laughed as he took Mark's very hard cock into his mouth.
...to be continued