"Well, do you want to go first?" Rob asked.
We sat on opposite sides of the room, not sure what to do next. For several months now, Rob and I had been talking by phone, getting to know each other, and expressing our desires to make love to a man. We met "by accident," when one night, in a moment of inspired fantasy about touching another man's body, I had called a phone introduction network. We exchanged messages, realized that we liked the sound of each others' voices, and struck up a friendship by phone.
I'd been aware of my bisexual interests for years, but had not made any moves to explore my deeper desires. As I look back now on those years, I realize what I was missing. Now when I think about making love with a guy, there's a deep feeling of satisfaction and an internal connection, as if two parts of my body that had previously been estranged from each other, were suddenly in very close and intimate contact.
Now we were in his apartment, having finally agreed to meet. Rob had just cooked me a wonderful dinner. We wanted to meet and have a safe introduction to touching each other through massage, and we felt like we could do that, only going as far as we felt comfortable doing.
Talking on the phone with Rob is wonderfully warm and also been helpful for me in coming to terms with my desires. We've both had fantasies about being with a guy for a long time, and in our conversations exchanged lots of vivid fantasies about our shared desires... and here we were, not sure what to do next.
Finally Rob broke the awkward silence.
"Let's go into my bedroom," he said in his rich resonant voice. He'd laid out a nice set of sheets, with an inviting bottle of massage lotion nearby. I laid down first, after taking my clothes off nervously. Later I wished I'd slowly lowered my pants, and then stood in front of Rob, my erect cock proudly standing up for him, eagerly waiting in anticipation, excitedly watching his eyes lustfully looking my body up and down. I stand about 5'10", have a slender and healthy body, and a very prominent and straight cock that stands straight ahead when I'm hard and aroused. But being nervous, I whipped off my clothes and lay down as quickly as I could, with my face down on the mattress.
Rob was sitting behind me, stripping down to his shorts. Just before he came over to me, I peeked and saw him taking off his underwear, and there he was, completely naked, about to come over to me! WOW! He kneeled with his legs on either side of me, and with his strong, smooth hands, he started to massage my shoulders. It felt quite reassuring.
But boy was I surprised when all of a sudden, Rob sat down on my ass, and as soon as I felt his big smooth sock fit so nicely into the crack of my ass, my body took over, and with a surge of passion I arched my back with my ass thrusting up into the air to meet him! I think that really turned him on, too, because all of a sudden, he laid his strong body down on my back, full length, and with lots of excited breathing, began to gently but firmly grind his hips into mine, kissing and licking my neck and ear. We were locked into each other, moving and grooving with a wonderful, steady, soft, passionate rhythm. It was wonderful, passionate, and so tender the way we held each other.
This went on for some time, and I loved the feeling of his hips riding on mine, with a hot, slow, steady motion. He was turned on by me, and I was turned on by him, and our bodies were making it very clear to teach other.
Then it was my turn to massage him, and after he laid down face down on the bed, I sat down on his hips, as he had done mine, and it was an equally hot thrill for me to feel my cock smoothly fitting into the crack of his smooth, firm ass. I also found myself laying down on top of him, moving along with him, gently rubbing the full length of my body on his. We'd used a lot of massage oil, and our bodies slid back and forth so smoothly, it was totally hot. Within a few minutes, I was getting more and more excited, and I was soon coming all over his butt and back, holding on to his body and breathing hard into his neck. I lay there for a long time, holding him, feeling him enjoying me laying on top of him. Neither of us said anything, we were just savoring the feeling of each other's bodies pressed so closely together. I felt like I was in a dream, with my slim, pale body stretched out over his strong, dark frame. It felt like we were moving in the same rhythm, sliding back and forth, melted together.
I sat up, and let him turn over onto his side. Then I slid one of my legs between his, and leaned back, so that our crotches came together, assholes rubbing against each other. I shuddered with pleasure, and leaned back further, until we were laying in opposite directions, joined at the hip, with our asses and balls rubbing against each other. We both reached down our hands, and started gently rubbing and playing with each other's cock and balls. We really got up a good motion, and were rocking back and forth, stroking each others' cocks, grinding our asses together, when Rob let out a gentle moan, and came in wonderful, creamy gobs, all over his chest, neck, and face. It was a wonderful sight, to think that he had gotten that passionate lying together with me, and that I had given such a beautiful man such satisfying pleasure. Right then I thought to myself, that I had approached meeting Rob as an experiment, but now I found, it was completely fulfilling for me. I also felt it was for Rob too.
But, there was more to come...
We then rose up to face each other, and in the dim light of the room, we put our arms around each other, and held each other, our chests touching each other in a reassuring way, strong, close, and quiet. I leaned back, and pulled Rob on top of me, spreading my legs with eager anticipation as he came toward me. It felt so natural and sexy to have Rob lying on top of me, his face close to mine, his broad chest on top of mine and close to me, the weight of him pressing on to me. We didn't have any protection, but I wanted so much to feel the tip of his cock pressing against my ass, to feel his body lying on top of me as if he were going to make love to me, deep into my ass.
"Please Rob, just put it there, and press a little, I want to feel you, and imagine you making love to me, slowly bringing your cock inside of me, holding me, sliding in and out of me..."
When I felt Rob's cock pressing gently but insistently against the door to my ass, I wanted so much right then and there to have him come inside, and slowly make love to me. But, common sense prevailed, and we decided, "let's wait until the time's right and we have rubbers."
I reached around and felt his ass, and was pleasantly surprised by how smooth the skin around the opening was, like a velvet rose, warm, and inviting. Wow, we were so turned on by each other, we just wanted to go all the way, but held back because neither had condoms.
I'll come back to that at another time...
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