Man in the Mirror

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The following story deals with explicit gay sex between men. If this type of material offends you, or you are under the age allowed by the state or region you reside in or you live in an area where this type of material is not legal, you must please leave and not go any further.

This is a work of fiction meant for private enjoyment and in a fictitious world as this is, HIV, AIDS and other sexually transmitted diseases do not exist, and so safer sex is not needed. Unfortunately, in the real world these diseases do exist, so please do yourself a favor and everyone you come in contact with, practice safer sex, use a condom.

I dedicate this and everything I do to my partner, who goes through hell just to be with me.

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Man in the Mirror Chapter 17 by John Josept

Flip and Alex began to leave the living room after they decided they had enough public sex play and it was time for some privacy. Their friends moaned with disappointment, as they stood around totally naked and masturbated themselves or the person next to them, as they watched Alex and Flip's uninhibited sexual romp.

As a consolation to their frustration, their friends turned to the person next to them again and a full-fledged orgy ensued. Arms, legs, dicks and butts flew all over the place and everyone ended up in kind of a pile. Some fucked and some sucked, while others enjoyed being fucked or being sucked. Some were even fucked and sucked at the same time. A few others got to be fucked by several different cocks, one right after the other. Even Antonio got caught up into the scene. He was groped by one of Flip's friends, but stopped when he saw Flip was about to leave the room.

Flip took Alex's hand and led him into his bedroom. He shut the door and locked it, then turned around and pushed Alex up into the wall. They kissed rowdily, while their naked bodies rubbed up against each other. Their hard dicks poked at their groins while their tongues swam in and out of their mouths. Flip put both arms around Alex and ran his hands down his back to Alex's hard butt cheeks. Alex had one arm around Flip and the other hand still held the bottle of Jack Daniels that he took from the bar before they snuck off to the bedroom. They paused their frenzied passion long enough to catch their breath.

"Damn, Flip you can be a wild man," Alex said breathlessly, while he held onto Flip. He took a swig from the bottle of Jack Daniels and handed the bottle to Flip. Flip took a swig and began to choke. He wasn't used to hard liquor. Alex laughed and patted him on the back.

"You ok?" Alex asked.

"Yeah, just never had Jack Daniels before."

"Oh it's an acquired taste, like cum," Alex winked and took Flip in his arms again and kissed him.

"Hey, can people in those other buildings over there see inside here?" Alex said as he shifted his gaze when he noticed the closeness of the buildings outside. He walked up and stood in front of the window wall, his erection stuck out in front of him.

Flip walked up behind Alex and put his arms around him and caressed his chest, then looked at the buildings a couple blocks away, "Yeah most likely." Flip's hard dick poked Alex in his butt.

"Can they see in here now?" he asked.

"I guess they could if there was anyone there and they had binoculars." Flip kissed the back of Alex's neck.

"I bet they are getting an eye full from the living room right now." They both laughed. Alex turned around in Flip's arms and took another swig of the liquor and handed it to Flip. He who took a smaller drink this time and was able to keep control so he wouldn't choke.

"Let's put on a show of our own," Alex said with a grin.

"You like being the exhibitionist don't you?" Flip asked with a laugh.

"Yeah, it's a turn on," Alex replied and kissed Flip; their tongues darted inside their mouths.

Flip got down on his knees and devoured Alex's rigid dick and buried his nose in his dark bush and pumped his head in and out on Alex's rod. He savored the flavors of his precum and the aroma of his crotch. With Alex's dick still in his mouth, Flip's hands explored Alex's chiseled chest and abs, which fueled both their passions.

"Oh Fuck, Flip," Alex whispered. He was all charged up and pulled his dick out of Flip's mouth. He wanted to fuck this hot guy he had his eye on since the beginning of school. He leaned down and kissed Flip's lips wildly and untamed. Flip stood up, their lips never parted. They caressed their firm bodies as their lips and arms consumed one another. Alex looked into Flip's eyes as he picked up the bottle of Jack Daniels again and took a much bigger drink this time. He handed the bottle to Flip who took just as big a drink. Flip was too lost in Alex's eyes to choke this time. As he drank, he wondered if Alex was the man he had looked for in his dreams. He sure was good-looking enough, but could he go beyond the physical and see deep inside him someday. He put the bottle down and caressed Alex's body.

They lay on the bed and Alex ran his hand down Flip's chest and stomach and grabbed onto his dick.

"Fuck, you feel good," Alex said. He then lay on top of Flip, and with his knees, he spread Flip's legs apart.

"Where do you keep the lube? I want to fuck that hot ass of yours...bad," Alex asked. Flip pointed to the nightstand.

Alex reached into the drawer and pulled out a tube of KY. He knelt in between Flips legs. He leaned down and licked the tip of Flip's dick and took in some precum that oozed from Flip's pee slit. Alex knelt back up and put a glob of lube on his hard and throbbing cock.

"God, Flip, you have a beautiful body and you're so damn good looking," Alex said as he knelt there and smeared the lube on this hard-on. Flip blushed, but he liked the compliment.

"But you're the guy everyone is hot for at school," Flip said with all modesty, "including me!"

Alex laughed, "You turn a lot of heads there, especially mine."

Flip blushed again. He looked at the guy who knelt in between his legs. "Damn look at this guy with that hot body and that big dick. He's going to be inside me in a minute," Flip marveled to himself. Flip's dick jumped as he thought of being fucked by Alex.

While he looked down at Flip, Alex squeezed another large glob of lube on his cock.

"Damn look at this guy," Alex thought to himself, " and I'm going to be inside him real soon." He leaned down and kissed Flip, again, and licked the inside of his mouth.

Flip held up his legs and Alex lined up his cock at Flip's hole and slowly and seductively pushed in.

"Oh fuck," Flip sighed as his sphincter opened up and swallowed Alex's very rigid and very large cock.

"God Damn Flip," Alex gasped, as his balls rested in Flip's asscrack, "you have a hot ass." He began to pump in and out of Flip's hole.

"Fuckin A, Alex, god that fucking dick feels good, fuck me Alex, come on fuck my ass, goddamn it." Flip started to curse up a storm, which took Alex by surprise.

"Oh you like this, don't you Flip?" Alex got really turned on by Flip's vocabulary.

"Fuck yeah," Flip said. He loved Alex's big dick inside him, it felt good and he needed to feel good.

With his cock still planted inside Flip's ass, Alex leaned down and rested his body on top of Flip. They kissed deep and long, their tongues licked each other inside their mouths.

Alex pulled himself up and looked in Flip's eyes again. "Damn, you are beautiful Flip." Alex got this far away look, then started to pump Flip's ass, again, slowly at first.

"Fuck Flip, I'm getting close," Alex said as his body started to shake and quiver.

Alex started to pound Flip's ass harder and harder and Flip lift his hips to meet each of Alex's thrusts.

"Fuck!!" Alex yelled as he exploded into Flips bowels. Flip felt Alex's hot jizz enter his ass and shot his own load in between their bodies.

"Fuckin A," Flip yelled as his second and third wave shot between them. Alex pumped and came again and again inside Flip's butt hole. His orgasm was very extreme and his body trembled and he found it hard to breathe. He pumped a few more times as he wanted to make sure he had no more cum to give this hot man who lay under him.

Alex lowered himself on top of Flip and the cum on Flip squished between their bodies. The kissed tenderly. Flip held onto Alex, as he lay there completely spent.

"Damn, that was fantastic, you're a great fuck, Flip," Alex chuckled. They lay there and enjoyed their cum covered bodies and the closeness they felt at this time. But reality started to set in too, "I think we need a shower."

"Yeah, I agree." But they didn't move for a while, they just held onto each other a little longer

"We better take that shower now," Alex said again.

They both got out of bed and Flip led him to the bathroom where they took their shower and cleaned the cum from their bodies. They held each other under the spray of the water for a short time. Alex kissed Flip and it wasn't long before they felt their dicks get hard again. So while they held on to each other with one arm, they beat their rigid dicks with their free hand and came over each other's legs.

"That was great Flip. You're a lot of fun, you know that?"

"Yeah, Alex, and you're pretty much a fun guy yourself and so damn hot. Your cock felt good inside my ass," Flip said. He hoped that Alex would do it again before the night was over. They got out of the shower and dried themselves. Flip took Alex into his arms and kissed him.

They went into the bedroom and Flip jumped on the bed and expected Alex to jump in next to him. He figured Alex would spend the rest of the night with him. Instead, Alex sat down on the edge.

"I got to get home or my partner would be wondering if I was fucking someone," Alex laughed. He leaned over and kissed Flip. "Where did I put my clothes?"

Flip's jaw dropped.

Alex looked at Flip and saw the disappointment and shock on his face.

"You knew I had a partner, didn't you, Flip?"

"Hmmm, No ... I guess I didn't."

"Oh Shit, Flip, I thought you knew, damn, I thought everyone knew. I really am sorry. God I should have said something anyway." Alex took Flip's hand in his and kissed it. He looked into Flip's eyes and suddenly felt he better leave.

"I guess all the good ones are taken," Flip said with a bit of regret, but he could tell that Alex told the truth.

Alex looked down. He felt bad that Flip didn't know about his partner. He also felt the same connection that Flip did. He really wanted to stay the night, but knew he couldn't. "I better go, where did I put my clothes?"

"Probably somewhere in the living room," Flip said as they got up and walked naked out of the bedroom. Alex held onto Flip's hand.

When they got to the living room, everyone had gone home, except Michael and Darren who started to put the leftover food into the refrigerator. Their naked bodies still glimmered with sweat and splatters of cum.

"Hey Michael, Hey Darren, you don't have to do that guys," Flip protested.

"Oh that's ok, hmmm, don't you two look like you had some fun," Michael said as he looked over Alex and Flip's naked bodies.

Alex put his arms around Flip, "Yeah we had a fun time, didn't we Flip?"

"Oh yeah," Flip chuckled as he remembered Alex's dick in his ass.

"You two look like you had fun too. Cum is still clinging to your bodies." Michael looked at the spunk that was drying on his body and started to laugh.

"Yeah, I don't remember who fucked who or how many times I got fucked, but it sure was wild," Michael said.

"I fucked you at least twice dear and there were several others doing it too," Darren smiled at his lover, who for a while was the center of the night's entertainment.

"God, I need a shower, we should go home," Michael said.

"You could stay here if you like. Antonio and Sylvia are in one of the spare rooms but there's another spare bedroom on the other side of the apartment and it has a private bath," Flip said. He hoped they would stay; he wanted to talk with them.

"What do you say babe, would be nice to spend the night here and we don't have to get dressed either," Darren said.

"Ok good, I just need a shower."

"Hey has anyone seen my clothes around here?" Alex asked.

"I saw a pile of clothes in the corner over there," Michael said.

Alex went over to the corner that Michael pointed out, "Yeah there they are," he said. After he got dressed, Flip walked him to the elevator doors and he took Flip's naked body in his arms.

"Look I really am sorry," Alex said again.

"That's ok, Alex, I know I had fun. You're a good fucker, that's for sure," Flip laughed and tried to hide his disappointment.

"Thanks, Flip, maybe we could do this again sometime." He knew full well that Flip wouldn't want to see him again. Perhaps that would be the best thing. The bond he felt with Flip was strong, maybe too strong.

"Yeah sure, that would be great," Flip said. He doubted he would see him again other than at school.

Alex took Flip in his arms and pressed the button for the elevator.

"I really had a great time, Flip. And I meant it when I said you were a great fuck. Hey, Michael, Darren, see you guys later."

"It was good seeing you, too, and I mean all of you," Michael said from the kitchen.

"Thanks Alex," Flip said and they kissed one more time. They both felt their dicks start to rise again and broke their embrace. Then Alex got into the elevator and said one last goodbye as the doors closed and he adjusted his hard dick inside his jeans.

Flip went to the security monitor to make sure Alex got into his car ok. When he was satisfied he was safe, he turned off the camera and gave a big sigh.

"Well, we're going to take you up on your offer to sleep here. We really need to get this cum off our bodies," Darren said.

"Ok, that would be no problem. Hey can I ask you guys a question?"

"Sure, shoot," Darren said. Michael was still putting food away.

"Did you guys know that Alex had a partner?"

"Yeah, sure, some guy much older than him, I think. Why didn't you know he had a partner?"

"No, I didn't," Flip said. He looked down and tried to avoid his friends stares.

"I thought everyone knew... Oh my god, did you fall for him?" Michael said from the kitchen.

"Oh wow, Flip, did he lead you on?" Darren chimed in.

"No not deliberately. I just felt we had a connection going and I know he felt it too."

Michael came from the kitchen and stood next to his partner. "We're sorry Flip. He's a nice guy but from what I hear, his partner is rich and is putting him through design school and pretty much taking care of all his expenses, if you know what I mean."

Darren kicked Michael because he knew the situation with Flip, Eric and Royce was similar to Alex and his partner.

"What?" Michael said completely oblivious to why Darren kicked him. Darren just gave him a dirty look.

"Well, the good ones always get away," Flip said. He tried to make a joke out of it.

"Hey, if you need to talk, we will be here for you, Flip," Darren said.

"Yeah, anytime you want, just let us know," Michael added.

"Thanks guys, I will take you up on that real soon. In the meantime, you guys need a shower bad," Flip laughed.

"Yes we do, Good night Flip and remember if you need to talk we are here."

"Night Flip," a very tired Michael said. The liquor and the sex started to take its toll.

They said good night to each other one more time, gave each a kiss and the two boys headed to the other spare room, for a shower and then some sleep.

Flip was too wide-awake to go to bed, so he decided to clean up the apartment a bit. Besides the usual glasses left around and a dirty dish or two, the only thing he wanted to clean up was the tissues and napkins that were used to wipe the cum that the guys deposited on each other's bodies during the orgy.

"Everyone must have had a good time," Flip said outloud, as he picked up the still soggy tissues.

About a half hour later, most everything he wanted to do was cleaned up and Flip was now really tired. "I'll finish this when I wake up."

He turned out the lights and went to his room, and laid in his bed where he was just fucked by the hottest jock from school. He figured his party was a huge success and the orgy was somewhat of an added surprise. He turned out the lights and quickly drifted off to sleep with a huge smile on his face and Alex on his mind.

It was nearly noon when Flip woke up. He was still a bit groggy from the alcohol he drank but he didn't feel hung over. He rolled over on his back and noticed his erection pointed straight up. He took it in his hand and started to masturbate, but decided not to. A drop of precum appeared from his pee slit. He wiped his finger over it and put it in his mouth.

He stretched and yawned loudly, got out of bed and went to the bathroom to pee. He had to wait a while to let his hard-on go down.

He stood over the bowl and his thoughts drifted to Alex and what could have been. He shrugged his shoulders and sighed, then he smiled.

"We did have fun," he said to no one as he rubbed his ass as if Alex's dick was still inside him. Before long he felt the relief of the morning pee as it gurgled in the toilet water.

He shook the excess off and noticed his hard-on came back. But he ignored it because he knew he still had lots to clean up in the apartment.

He opened the door to his bedroom and went into the living room. He didn't care if Sylvia and Antonio saw him naked. He expected a lot more to clean up, but the place looked nearly spotless. He found a note on the table in the dining room.

Flip,

Antonio and I finished cleaning up the apartment but we didn't vacuum because we didn't want to wake you up. We peeked in on you and you looked so cute sound asleep.

The party was a lot of fun; you really are a great host. Antonio said he had a good time, too. He will call you later or maybe just stop on by. Thanks for letting us use the guest bedroom again.

We love you Flip, Hugs Sylvia

Flip had a smile on this face. Sylvia was really a great person; he loved her very much. He didn't know what was going on with Antonio. Seems he sought out the attention of guys and that made him nervous.

Flip put on a pot of coffee. He figured Michael and Darren were still asleep. He was glad he had their company; he began to feel lonely again.

Just as the coffee was brewed, Michael and Darren walked into the kitchen.

"Oh, is that coffee I smell?" Darren asked.

"Yeah, there is enough of everyone," Flip said as he got three cups from the cupboard and set them on the counter. "Help yourself guys."

Michael didn't say anything he just grabbed a cup and poured himself his coffee. Michael was not a morning person.

Flip stared at his two friend's naked bodies. "Not bad," he said to himself as he admired what he saw. They were not muscular like him or Alex and nowhere close to Eric and Royce but non-the-less they looked pretty good.

Michael was a red head with pale skin and a light coat of reddish hair on his defined chest and stomach. The hair got thicker and redder as it got lower around his soft dick that lay on his amble ballsack. Flip remembered that he saw Michael with his dick hard last night and it was very impressive. Michael had a slight effeminate air too him, but that was part of his charm. He was a great person and would do anything for a friend.

Darren was almost the exact opposite of his partner. He was stocky and practically bald and wore the hair he had, extremely short which gave him a rugged look. In contrast to the small amount on his head, his body was thick with hair. His complexion was dark, like he had an all over tan, but it was just his natural skin tone. He had a dick that was pretty remarkable even soft. From what Flip saw last night when it was hard, it had to be at least nine inches, perhaps more.

"Well we will finish our coffee and get out of here. We have to feed the dog children. I just hope they didn't tear anything up." Darren said.

"Oh, I need at least two more cups before I can wake up," Michael protested. Darren and Flip laughed, but poor Michael looked like he was hurting.

"Damn my ass feels like I was being fucked all night," Michael chided.

"Well, dear, you were being quite the slut last night," Darren added and they all laughed.

Michael just gave his lover a dirty look, then smiled as he remembered the fun from the night before.

Flip put his arms around Darren and said, "Thanks so much guys for all your help. The food was really terrific."

"Oh that's the least we can do for you," Darren said, "Remember, if you need to talk I am just a phone call away and we don't live that far from here, so we could be here for you if you need us."

Darren felt something push at his leg and pulled away from Flip and looked down, "Hey, am I giving you an woody?"

Sure enough Flip's dick was semi-hard because of the physical contact with Darren and because he felt a closeness with his two friends.

"Sorry, guys, this is very embarrassing."

"Oh don't, be," Michael said, "we're enjoying it." They all laughed again as Darren went up to Flip and flicked his erection.

Michael put his arms around Flip, "You sure know how to throw a party and it sure has been nice to see that body of yours. We have been trying to imagine what it looked like for a while. Now we know for sure," he said and kissed Flip.

"We better get out of here before we do something we shouldn't," Darren said. His dick was now hard as well. He and Michael quickly finished their coffees, got dressed and were at the elevator doors hugging and kissing Flip goodbye.

Flip who was still naked and hard, blushed as they got into the elevator and waved good-bye as the doors closed.

He went to the sofa and sat alone in his big apartment. He felt empty inside with the silence after all the noise and life was gone. His hard dick started to deflate. Loneliness swept over him again. He felt guilty because he had so much now, which included the love of Eric and Royce. But he needed more; he wanted someone to be with him now and not just when they had the time to squeeze him in. He knew that wasn't fair to say about Eric and Royce, but that is how he felt as the lonesomeness took over.

"Damn," he said outloud and got up and went to his bedroom to get his wallet. He sat on the bed and took out all the papers and cards like he did a few nights ago and scattered them around. He found the one he wanted, picked up the phone and dialed the number. His heart raced. He lay down on the bed and waited for the phone to be answered.

"Hello," this deep voice said on the other end. Flip was paralyzed for a second.

"Hello, is anyone there?" the voice said again. Even his voice sounded sexy.

"Paul?" Flip managed to blurt out.

"Yeah, that's me."

"Hi Paul, this is Flip. Flip Aguilera, remember me?"

"Flip? Flip! I almost gave up on you calling me. Wow, this is great! Of course, I remember you. How have you been?" Paul was genuinely happy to hear from Flip.

"Oh, I am doing pretty good I guess. How about you?" Flip said. He didn't know what to say to him. He unconsciously started to rub his dick, but took his hand away before it got hard.

It turned out that Paul was really easy to talk with and they chatted about everything and anything that came to their minds ... like Flip's school, Paul's job and what its like to be a West Hollywood Deputy Sheriff, where they grew up, Flip's friends Eric and Royce, and things of that nature. Flip felt relaxed as he talked with Paul and before they new it two hours had passed.

"Geeze, look at the time," Paul said, "sorry I am taking so much of your time here, you are just very easy to talk with."

"Yeah, you are too, I am really enjoying this."

"I was nervous when I realized it was you on the phone," Paul said

"I was nervous making the call. I wasn't sure you would remember me."

"There was no way I could forget you, Flip."

There was silence for a bit.

"Flip, I'm having a group of the guys come over to watch the All Star game next Saturday afternoon. Why don't you come over and watch the game with us?"

"Yeah, I'd like that," Flip said although he had no interest in baseball or any other sport, except Tae Kwon Do. He figured he would most likely have his eyes on Paul and not on the TV anyway.

"Great, then I will see you here at two in the afternoon. I will call you later in the week to say hi and to give you directions. That is, if you want to give me your phone number."

"Yeah, I'd enjoy hearing from you," Flip said then he gave him his phone number as well as his cel phone number. He wanted to make sure he didn't miss his calls.

"Well I better go," Paul said, hesitantly, "I have a few things I have to do. I will call you in a day or so, ok?"

"Yeah, I will look forward to it," Flip said. Neither one of them wanted to hang up the phone.

"Well, bye for now Flip."

"Ok, bye, nice talking to you.

"Same here, bye"

"Bye"

Finally they disconnected. Flip jumped up off the bed and yelled at the top of his voice, "OH Yeah!"

Still naked, he ran into the living room and turned on the music and started to dance around. He jumped on couches and chairs and just acted crazy and happy and danced his way into the bathroom to shower.

"Someone is requesting access to the elevator. Someone is requesting access to the elevator," the voice of the security system said, just as Flip finished drying himself after his shower. Flip had re-programmed the security system to a male voice and it sounded better that way. He went to the security monitor and pushed the button to stop the voice and turn on the video screens.

"Hey Flip, how you doing my brother?"

"Hi, Antonio, come on up," Flip said as he pushed the button for the elevator to descend to the parking garage. Flip realized he was naked and thought it best to put on at least a pair of jeans. He usually didn't mind going naked around Antonio but judging by his actions lately, he wasn't sure that was such a good idea. He loved Antonio as his big brother.

A long time ago, when Flip was thirteen and Antonio was sixteen, his love was stronger. Flip longed to be with Antonio and they let their teenage hormones rage and had sex several times a day. Then Antonio just stopped bothering with Flip without a word as to why. When he started to date girls, Flip was devastated. It was a long while before Flip could forgive. Until the other night, that was the last time they had sex. He still loved his big brother but not like it used to be.

He had buttoned up the last button on his tight jeans just as the elevator got to the 15th floor.

Antonio, walked into the living room, and stared at Flip with his mouth open. He couldn't get over how good he looked, barefoot, bare chested and with those tight jeans, that left nothing to the imagination.

"Hi Antonio," Flip said as he hugged his friend.

"Hi," Antonio's voice cracked.

"You ok?" Flip said. He looked into Antonio's eyes and saw sadness like never before.

Antonio took Flip into his arms and held him tight. The feel of Flip's body next to him began to excite him.

"Antonio, are you ok? Did you and Sylvia have a fight?"

"I am sorry little brother," Antonio said. He couldn't let go of him. Flip felt Antonio's arms tighten around him. He ran his hands on Flip's smooth back. Flip wondered what was wrong with his friend.

"Do you want to sit down?" Flip asked. He felt awkward as they stood in the middle for the room.

"Yeah," Antonio said. Flip led him to the big sofa and sat down. Antonio rested his head on Flip's shoulder and put his hand on Flip's bare chest.

"You going to tell me what this is all about?" Flip asked. Antonio didn't say anything he just began to run his hands up and down Flip's chest, around his nipple and to his stomach. He lift his head up.

"I love you, Flip," Antonio said.

"I love you too, Big Brother," Flip replied, "we are family." Flip felt he knew where this was going.

"No, not like a brother," Antonio said in desperation. He leaned into Flip and kissed his chest, then he kissed him hard on the lips; he tasted Flip's tongue as he did. Flip was taken by surprise and returned his kiss but knew this had to stop right away, even though he had the start of an erection.

He pushed Antonio from his lips, "What's going on, Antonio? You are with Sylvia, you love her and she loves you."

"I love you Flip, I realized that last night when I saw you sucking that guy's dick," Antonio said. He leaned forward and rested his elbows on his knees and buried his face in his hands. "Then you went off with him into your room; I know he fucked you, I could hear."

"Yeah, he fucked me Antonio, but we were two people having fun." Flip put his arm around Antonio and while he still leaned forward, he rested his head on Antonio's back

"Oh Flip, I don't know what's going on with me but all I can think of is you lately. I know it's not right, I know I love Sylvia but I don't know what to do. I don't want to loose her but I need to be with you. Please Flip, one more time and I won't bother you again." They both sat up straight and Flip took a deep breath.

"Making love to you Antonio was never a bother. I loved you when we were kids and I love you now, but it's different, you have Sylvia in your life and she's your lover now."

"I know, but brother, please let me make love to you one more time and I will not ask you again."

Flip looked at Antonio and saw confusion and anxiety in his eyes. He kissed Antonio and then got up from the sofa, took his hand and they walked into the bedroom. Antonio said he wanted to make love to him and not to just fuck him. This was something new. Flip had waited for Antonio to say this to him for a long time. It was always "let me fuck you," when they were teenagers exploring their sexuality. Now it was "let me make love to you."

They stood by the bed and Antonio started to take off his clothes. "No let me do that for you. I will show you how gays make love and not just fuck." Antonio did not protest he just let Flip take charge.

Flip took off Antonio's polo shirt and threw it on the floor. He then ran his hands over his chest and pinched his nipples. Antonio was slightly overweight, but still you can see he had a nice body.

"I always loved your body Antonio, it's so smooth." Flip said as he unbuttoned Antonio's jeans. He pulled them down and Flip could see Antonio's hard-on through his tight Calvin briefs. Flip kissed his dick through the fabric of the white underwear. Antonio closed his eyes and moaned.

Flip stood up and put his arms around Antonio and held him tight and kissed him long and hard. Antonio gave in to Flip and his body began to shake.

"Relax, Antonio," Flip said, when he felt him tense up, "I guarantee you will love this."

Antonio smiled at Flip and kissed him. His body relaxed a bit as he parted his lips and his tongue glided into Flip's mouth. He remembered hadn't kissed Flip like this since he was sixteen.

Flip took a step back and unbuttoned his jeans, pulled them down, and stepped out of them. Antonio marveled at the beauty of Flip and his body. He grabbed Flip's rigid cock and gently squeezed it in his hand.

"Damn Flip, that thing really is huge." Flip just smiled, took Antonio into his arms, then ran his hands down Antonio's back and slid them underneath the elastic waistband of Antonio's briefs and grabbed hold of Antonio's bare butt cheeks. He then pulled his white Calvin's down to the floor and Antonio stepped out of them. Flip was down on his knees and eye level with Antonio's hard cock.

Flip looked up at him and smiled as he took Antonio's dick into his mouth.

Slowly he buried his nose in Antonio's dark coarse pubic hairs. He remembered he hadn't done this since he was thirteen.

"Oh Fuck, Flip, goddamn, it's been a long time since you sucked me; I forgot how good it felt. Oh Fuckin A," Antonio said.

Flip pumped a few more times on Antonio's dick while he tugged on his huge ballsack. It excited him to have his big brother's dick inside his mouth again.

Flip let go of Antonio's rigid manhood and ran his tongue around his balls.

"Fuckin A," Antonio said slowly.

Flip stood up and said softly, "I want you to suck my dick now, Antonio."

Antonio's eyes opened wide in panic. He never sucked a dick before and wanted to protest but he looked into Flip's eyes and knew this was something he had to do.

Flip continued to stare into Antonio's eyes as he put pressure on his shoulders and he slowly got down on his knees. Antonio stared at Flip's dick and opened his mouth but looked up at Flip, again. Flip smiled down at him as he took his dick in his mouth.

Antonio's eyes got bigger as he swallowed Flip's hard cock. He was awkward at it, but found sucking dick to be more erotic than he thought. He enjoyed the taste and the feel of it. There was another taste that he liked and he figured it was precum.

"Oh Fuckin A," Flip gasped. Finally he had his dick in Antonio's mouth, something he wished for when he was a young kid but it never happened until now. Flip pushed in and out of Antonio's mouth and soon realized he was too near to his orgasm.

"I'm getting too close," Flip said as he pulled his dick out of his mouth. Antonio stood up and smiled at Flip.

"That wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. What an odd feeling to have a hard cock in your mouth ... but I liked it."

Flip smiled at Antonio and kissed him and got down on his knees again.

"I want you hard when you fuck me, Antonio," Flip said and started to suck on Antonio's dick once more.

After a couple minutes he stood up and rested his forearms on Antonio's shoulder and looked him directly in the eyes, again. Antonio knew there would be more demands of him.

"I want you to lay on top of me and fuck me like that, Antonio. I want you to tell me you love me while you fuck me. I want you to kiss me while you fuck me. I want you to do all the things I dreamed you would do when we were kids and didn't. I love you Antonio, I always will." Flip's voice showed signs of breaking down.

"Yes, little Brother, I'm sorry, I'll do all of this and more," Antonio promised.

Flip lay on his back on the bed and Antonio fell on top of him. He kissed Flip without caution and didn't hold back; he kissed Flip because he knew he loved him, because he knew he would never do this again.

"Oh God, Antonio, why didn't you do this before," Flip said, "Fuck me now, Antonio, fuck me please."

Antonio remembered where the lube was from the other night and went into the nightstand and got it. He knelt in between his friend's legs; his dick was harder than it has ever been in his life. He was never this sexually charged. He squeezed a large portion on his dick and with the residue, he coated Flips dick. Flip jumped from the coldness of the lube that Antonio unexpectedly put on him.

Flip raised his legs, "Fuck me Antonio, slow and easy. I want to feel you inside me for a long time."

Antonio smiled at Flip and positioned himself so he could line up his cock with his ass. He had never fucked Flip in this position when they were kids and now he was so unbelievably turned on.

Antonio looked down at his dick to make sure it was lined up properly and slowly started to push inside Flip. His cock broke through the ring and entered Flip's hole. He moved slowly so he could feel pleasure as he fucked his little brother.

"Fuckin A," Antonio and Flip said at the same time. They looked at each other and smiled as Antonio pushed all the way into Flip's ass.

Antonio looked at Flip as he tried desperately to not drop his load too soon.

"I'm all the way in you Flip."

"Yeah, I can feel it."

Antonio lean down and kissed Flip deep and hard and with all the passion he could gather up. "I love you Flip, I always have and always will."

"I love you too, Antonio."

Antonio kissed Flip again and circled his tongue in Flip's mouth over and over, then he pulled their lips apart.

"I'm going to fuck you hard now, Flip, and I am going to cum inside you for the last time."

"I'm ready Antonio," Flip whispered.

Antonio pulled his dick way out and rammed it back into Flip.

"Oh Fuckin A," Flip yelled, "yeah fuck me."

Antonio did it again and again with the same reaction from Flip.

Over and over Antonio rammed Flip's ass until he knew he was ready and couldn't hold it anymore.

Flip knew his orgasm was eminent, too.

"Fuck I'm cumming," Flip yelled as he shot a huge load onto his chest and stomach.

At the same time, Antonio, screamed, "Fuck! I love you, Flip," as he came inside his ass. He never had an orgasm like this, he shot five or six times and still felt like he could cum some more.

Antonio pumped inside Flip's ass even though he was spent and had no more cum to give. He didn't want it to end. But his dick was going soft and he knew it was over. He collapsed on top of Flip and let his dick slide out of his ass.

They lay there for a long time. Antonio didn't want to say anything; he knew this was the end. They would never do this again. Flip stroked Antonio's head and he felt the pain his big brother was going through.

"I love you so much Flip," Antonio said as he got control of himself, "I am so sorry I hurt you when we were kids and left you. I loved you back then and I love you now, but it's too late for us."

"I love you too Antonio, and yeah it is too late for us, but we will always be brothers. You have a woman who loves you. You need her as much as she needs you. Now come on let's get up and go shower and get this cum off our bodies. It will be difficult to explain to Sylvia when you get home."

They both laughed, got out of bed and headed for the showers

Tony, Chandler, Royce and I, lay exhausted on the large round bed in the middle of the garden. Our naked bodies were covered in cum. My ass was sore after Tony fucked me three times over this weekend with that big schlong of his. He also fucked Royce and Chandler.

"Where does he get his energy?" I thought to myself. Chandler and Tony were curled up in each other's arms and Royce lay his head on my chest, running his finger through the cum on my stomach.

"Whose cum is this anyway," I whispered with a smile.

"I don't know, I am still wondering who came on me?" Royce chuckled as he looked at the strings of spunk on his chest.

"I think it may have been me. I know who it wasn't though ... Tony, because he came in my ass again." We started to laugh.

"You two having fun over there?" Chandler asked from the other side of the bed.

"We were trying to figure out who's cum was on our bodies," we laughed again and sat up right, then laughed harder when we saw the amount that was sprayed on our bodies.

"Hmm," Chandler said, "I was hoping you would know because I can't figure out who came on us." We all started to laugh, again.

"One thing I know we better shower and get this jizz off our bodies before it dries," Tony said. His very hairy chest was matted down with a good soaking of someone's load.

We all got up and headed for the house.

"After we all shower, I will get our dinner ready. Tonight we have my famous pasta sauce. I hope you are up for it," Tony said. He didn't seem to be tired from all this sexual activity we had this weekend. "I hope when I am his age I will have the stamina he has," I said to myself.

"We've been waiting for that all weekend," I said outloud.

"Yes," Royce chimed in, "I am starved and can't wait to taste it."

Ok, you go shower and we will meet you on the patio," Chandler said.

Royce and I went into our private bathroom. He started the shower as I saw the Man in the Mirror. He hadn't been around since I saw him in the garden reflecting ball.

"So we are going to loose Flip and Tony," he said with sadness in his voice.

"Don't be silly we will not loose either one, so stop thinking that way," I replied to him in my head rather sternly.

"I don't know Eric, this does not look good."

"We have to think positive on both accounts."

"I cant Eric. We're going to loose them, I know it." He then faded away. This was very unusual behavior for the Man in the Mirror. He changed so much lately. I don't know what had come over him. I thought about it for a bit, perhaps it's me who changed and not him.

"You coming, babe," Royce said to me from the shower?

"Yeah," as I snapped myself out of the mood the Man in the Mirror tried to put me in and got into the shower with my lover. I put my arms around his naked body and held him tight.

"I don't want to loose either one," I said outloud.

"I know, my sweet man."

Royce somehow read my thoughts. God I love that man.

Flip sat on the large sofa in the big apartment. Antonio left after they showered. He seemed to be a bit better though and was resigned to the fact that they would not have sex again. Flip hoped he wasn't too rough on Antonio. Deep down he knew this was the right thing to do. Flip finally felt closure with the way Antonio left him so many years ago.

Flip was overwhelmed with loneliness. He sat there and stared into nothingness, his mind wandering from Antonio to Alex to Eric and Royce. His life seemed to flash before him and always he was alone. He never had anyone to call his own. His mind was a thousand miles away when the phone rang and the sound made him jump. He picked it up on the third ring.

"Hello?"

"Flip, its me Alex."

"Hey Alex, how you doing?" Flip asked. He was actually glad to hear from him. It snapped him out of his bout with self-pity.

"Hmm I am doing fine I guess. Damn you sure know how to throw a party. I had a great time, especially being with you, but I am still feeling bad that you didn't know my partner. I wasn't trying to hide that from you, I swear," Alex said.

"Well, I did feel there was some kind of connection going on, but that's ok Alex, it was a party and we had a lot of fun," Flip replied. He thought it was pretty cool that Alex called to apologize.

"Look, I know the sex thing is probably out, but I really would like to be your friend. I mean, maybe we could go for a drink or some coffee and just talk, you know, how friends do."

"Sure Alex, I would like that," Flip replied.

"You doing anything right now? You want to meet for coffee at Starbucks or we could go to The Abbey for a drink. What do you say?"

Flip didn't have to think about it very long. He knew if he stayed in that big apartment alone, he would continue to feel sorry for himself.

"Well, I could use a drink, and The Abbey is always a great place."

"Great!" Alex said, he really thought Flip was going to turn him down, but was pleasantly surprised when he said ok. "Shall we meet there or what?"

"Why don't you stop by here and we could go in one car. Parking around The Abbey sucks."

"Ok, I will be there in about an hour, if that's ok."

"Sure, see you then."

"Ok bye, and Flip, thanks, I think we could be really good friends."

"Me too Alex, see you in an hour."

They hung up and Flip sat there with a smile on his face. He liked Alex, maybe he liked him too much, but it would be a challenge to just be his friend, if that's possible. He had to keep in mind he had a partner.

Flip wandered the apartment as he tried to kill time. Then he went to his closet to see what he could wear to this very trendy and very popular gay bar. He looked over his wardrobe for quite a while and finally decided on a pair of jeans with a tapered white print shirt that he wore with the top four buttons unbuttoned and worn outside the pants and not tucked in. This outfit showed his shapely and muscular body without being too obvious. He looked hot in those tight jeans and designer shirt. Flip looked at his watch and notice nearly an hour had gone by since Alex called.

"Someone is requesting access to the elevator. Someone is requesting access to the elevator, the security system droned over and over.

"I have to change that voice to a tone, it's driving me crazy," Flip said outloud as he ran to the console and turned on the monitor and turned off the alarm.

"Hey, Alex." Flip said when he saw his friend on the screen. He then pressed the button and the elevator descended to the parking garage.

"How ya doing Flip," Alex said as he saw Flip on the monitor below.

Alex got into the elevator and Flip went to the door to greet him.

"Hey, damn Flip you look hot," Alex said as he got off the elevator and put his arms around Flip.

Alex wore black jeans that clung to him like a second skin and a black satin tapered shirt with most of the buttons undone, which showed his well-defined chest and abs. The style was to wear these types of shirts over the pants and not tucked in and both Alex and Flip were somewhat slaves to style. They were at that age when those things meant a lot.

"You do too," Flip said as they gave each other a prolonged kiss. Their lips began to open and Flip started to get excited and stopped the kiss before it got out of hand.

"Sorry, Flip, I shouldn't have done that."

"No problem, Alex, ummmm, maybe we should get on over to The Abbey." Flip's dick was hard and very noticeable through his tight jeans. He couldn't help but look at Alex's crotch and he could see the outline of that big cock that fucked him early that morning. Flip took a deep breath.

"We better, go."

"Yeah, I think you're right, my hard-on is starting to hurt," Alex said and they both laughed and got into the elevator with their arms around each other and headed out for a night on the town.

Parking at The Abbey was as expected. They drove around in Flip's X3 but they couldn't find any place to park. The Abbey is in the heart of West Hollywood just off Santa Monica Blvd where the many gay clubs, restaurants and business establishments thrived. It was no wonder parking was at a premium. They decided to give the SUV to the valet in front of The Abbey.

Although it was 9PM, The Abbey had just begun to come alive with the people of the night. It doesn't usually start to jump until after 10PM. Most of The Abbey's patrons were usually upscale men and woman in high-powered jobs. Many celebrities, gay and straight, would come there late in the night to have a drink.

The Abbey has a big, breezy front patio, complete with fountain, stone statues and trees. When Alex and Flip walked past the gargoyles into patio, all heads turned to get a look at these two hot young men. Alex put his arm around Flip like he staked his claim. Flip didn't mind though, because he started to feel self-conscious from all the stares.

"God, we are causing a sensation here," Alex bragged to Flip with a smile, "There's a table over there, let's grab it while we have a chance. Maybe later we could get one of the beds in the back." The beds were actually large seating areas you could lie down on with pillows and drapes for privacy. Overhead they have these leaf shaped fans that did nothing but look cool.

When they got to the table, most of the eyes that stared at them turned back to what they were doing before Alex and Flip disrupted their concentration; although, there were still those who couldn't take their eyes off of them.

Just as they sat down, one of the waiters came up to them.

"Alex, hi," the good looking waiter said and Alex got up and gave him a big hug and a peck on the cheek. "You're looking hot as always," the waiter said.

"Thanks, Tommy. Oh, this is my friend, Flip," Alex said, "Flip this is Tommy, a good friend of mine."

They exchanged greetings, but Flip felt like this guy gave him a suspicious look.

"What can I get you guys," Tommy said as Alex sat down.

"I'll have the Raspberry Martini," Flip said.

"I'll have the Apple," Alex added.

The Abbey is known all over Southern California for their great Martinis.

"Ok great, I'll be right back with them. Oh, by the way," Tommy leaned down and whispered, "I hear there is a good possibility that Janet Jackson will be here tonight. It's just a rumor but who knows at this place. Yesterday Lindsay Lohan was here. I guess they like us gays," he laughed and walked away.

"I think your friend was giving me the evil eye," Flip said.

"Yeah, I noticed that, I will have to have a talk with him. He knows my partner and is very protective of him."

"Should we be here, then? I don't want to cause you problems."

"Fuck yeah, we're just friends having a drink, right?" Alex smiled.

They looked at each other; they both became aware they had erections.

Their eyes were still fixed on each other, when Tommy came with their Martini's.

"Here you are guys, enjoy," Tommy said.

Flip put his hand in his pocket to get his money, when Tommy said, "Put your money away, see that rather handsome looking gentleman over there?" He said as he pointed to a middle aged man a few tables away from them, "he bought you these drinks and said he will pay for whatever you want tonight."

"Hell, isn't that Dirk West the movie star?" Alex said, "Holy Shit. The rumors are true."

"Does he think we're for hire with that remark," Flip said. He and Alex laughed and lifted their glasses and toasted their drink benefactor. Then looked back into each other's eyes.

The sexual tension built up inside them as they drank their martinis faster than they should have. A second round showed up from Dirk West, their drink benefactor.

They knew they had to keep their heads and not get involved with each other. They were just friends out to have a few drinks. They continued to stare at each other and their resistance got weaker and weaker.

We sat around the dinner table completely stuffed from Tony delicious Pasta meal. We all over-ate but damn it was so good.

"What time are you going to head on up to LA," Chandler asked.

"Oh in about an hour I guess. We will have to let this food settle in," I replied.

"Tony," Royce said, "this has been the best Italian meal I have ever tasted." He lifted up his half empty glass of wine, "Here's to you Tony for this great meal, and to you Chandler for being such a great host." We clinked our glasses.

"And oh, here's to the great sex we had this weekend," I added. We all laughed then took a sip of our wine to seal the toast.

"Thanks guys, that means a lot to us both. We love you guys as our family," Tony said.

"Here, here," Royce replied in agreement. Throughout the weekend, no one mentioned anything about Tony's bout with cancer, but it was very much on all our minds.

We got up off our chairs and sat in the lounges for a while and sipped wine and chatted and listened to the surf crash on the rocks below the garden. The hour passed quickly and we knew it was time to get ready to leave.

Royce and I just about finished packing our bags in our room, when Tony knocked on the door.

"Hey, you guys all ready to leave?" Tony asked.

"Yeah, we sure had one hell of a time, Tony," I said, "My ass will never be the same." There was a big smile on my face as I said that. The memory of this weekend will last in our minds for a long time.

Chandler walked into the room and said, "I really am looking forward to going into the office tomorrow and checking things out."

"Well things are pretty much in disarray. Lots of construction going on, you know, but we will have time to check the books and get some things organized," Royce said.

"Yes and we will be going back to the Kroger's tomorrow for more pictures and oversee the crew that will be cleaning up the grounds," I added.

"Ok, sounds good, I would love to see the home of these people," Chandler said, "they sound very much like eccentrics."

We bid our hosts good-bye and kissed and hugged them. I took Tony in my arms, "Thanks for everything Tony. And if you need anything even to just talk, I am here for you. Just give me a call and I will come down. Ok?"

"Sure, Eric, thanks, I may take you up on that real soon. My doctor is up your way so I will be there on Tuesday.

"Great, stop on by anyway," I said and kissed him on the lips.

Royce and I felt very close to Chandler and Tony, especially after this weekend. I just hope Tony can overcome this cancer scare. I would hate to loose such a wonderful friend.

We got into our car waved goodbye to our hosts and were off. The drive home was much quicker than the drive down to Laguna.

We arrived at the condo in about an hour. We climbed the short stairway that lead to the main hallway then walked to the front door and went into our home. We brought our things to our bedroom and Royce lay down on the bed.

"I am exhausted," he said.

"I hope not too exhausted," I smiled with a devilish look in my eyes.

"Never too exhausted for you my sweet man."

I lay down on the bed on my side, and held my head up with my hand.

"I love you Royce," I said as I leaned in and kissed him.

Royce smiled and looked at me with those beautiful blue eyes that said I love you too.

I slowly unbuttoned his shirt and spread it open so I can see and feel his hard, muscular and beautiful body. I ran my hand around his chest and touched his nipples, first the right one, then the left. Then I ran my hand over the ridges of his eight-pack stomach.

"I love your body, Royce," I whispered with desire in my voice. I slowly made my way down his stomach and to his crotch and cupped it through his shorts. He was hard, very hard and I wanted to taste his cum so very bad.

I moved my hand up a bit and unbuckled his belt and unzipped his fly. I spread them open and dug into them and pulled out my lover's very hard 9-inch dick. Royce groaned.

I stood up and began to remove my shirt, very slowly and very deliberately. Royce sat up in bed and took off his shirt. God I love that body of his. He was about to take off his sandals and cargo shorts.

"No I will do the rest for you, babe, you just relax and enjoy."

Royce laid back down with a pillow under his head so he could enjoy the show. He had a big grin on his face as he watched me undress. His dick pointed up toward the ceiling and precum slid down the shaft.

I then unbuckled my belt and let my pants fall to the floor. My dick snapped out of my jeans and pointed straight out in front of me.

I got on my knees and took off Royce's sandals, then pulled off his shorts and started to massage Royce's feet. I took one foot and started to suck his big toe. I worked it like I was sucking his dick. Then I took each individual toe and sucked on those too.

"Oh god, Eric, that feels so good," he said with lust.

I did the same to his other foot then licked my way up his leg to his crotch and devoured his big cock until I felt it push at the back of my throat. Up and down I thrust my mouth on his manhood.

"Oh fuck, Eric, god I want you cock in my mouth too."

I wasn't about to let go of his dick so I swung myself around and was on all fours over Royce with my dick ready to put in his mouth. Doing 69 with Royce was just so unbelievably sensual.

Royce opened his mouth and I slowly dropped my dick past his lips until I felt his nose up against my balls. I knew he had swallowed my cock completely. God I love this man.

I began to move my hips up and down and fucked his face, while I moved my head up and down on his dick. I felt Royce caress my ass with his hands. He searched around and found my rosebud and slowly entered my hole with his finger. My ass was still pretty loose from Tony's big dick, so Royce's finger slid in much easier than normal.

I moaned as I pumped his cock and fucked his face with his finger buried deep inside my ass. "God it couldn't get much better than this," I said to myself.

I started to fuck Royce's mouth faster with long deep strokes. He didn't gag once, he took my manhood without a whimper.

Faster and faster I moved my head on his cock. I could tell by the way he was breathing; Royce was close to an orgasm. I was glad because I was very close too.

My balls were moving up into my body and I could feel my sperm churning inside me, I was about to let go of my load, when I felt Royce's cock swell in my mouth and the first blast of spunk shot like a bullet down my throat. That is what I needed to take me over the top and my cum filled up my lover's mouth and he swallowed it without loosing a drop. Royce filled up my mouth too and I gulped it down as fast as I could. I wanted to scream out my orgasm was so intense, but I couldn't with my lovers cock in my mouth and his cum sliding down my throat.

We sucked on each other's dick until they were drained. I let Royce's dick fall from my mouth and pulled up and slowly removed my dick from his mouth. We lay down next to each other and just held on.

Having sex with Chandler and Tony this weekend was fun, but it couldn't hold a candle to making love to my Royce. He's my dream; he's everything I ever wanted. God I love this man.

It was about 2AM when the elevator doors opened and Flip and Alex stumbled into the apartment and they both fell onto the couch. Alex laid his head in Flip's lap. Alex's shirt was unbuttoned and completely exposed his well-built upper body and Flip unconsciously place his hand on Alex's chest. They both felt pretty good. Not quite drunk but certainly not sober.

"How the hell did we get home," Flip said. He tried in vain to not slur his words.

"You drove us, I think," Alex laughed.

"Damn, I don't remember doing that," Flip laughed even louder than Alex.

"Can you believe we got propositioned by Dirk West for a three way tonight? And right in the middle of The Abbey," Alex exclaimed.

"Yeah, maybe we should have gone with him," Flip chuckled.

"Good thing Janet Jackson came in and caused a big stir so we could sneak out. And besides, I'd rather be here with you, all to myself," Alex said as he got very serious.

They were silence for a moment. They looked at each other and got lost in each other's eyes again. Alex sat up and got close to Flip's lips but pulled back. Flip took Alex into his arms, pulled him toward him and kissed him just once on the lips. Then Alex rested his head on Flip's chest. He ran his hand around Flips open shirt and caressed his back. They both wondered what they should do next... Run or Give In.

To Be Continued