Alan and I did not get together the rest of the week. Alan acted normal at school but he started trying to persuade me to "spend some time with him." I knew what that meant. He wanted me to blow him again. Alan's balls were primed and ready for the next firing and he wanted me to be on the receiving end of his offering. He wanted me to suck him again. I was not ready to admit to Alan that I wanted to be kneeling before him. I could not admit that I was gay.
I was ready to take his dick into my mouth to let him fuck my face again. My sessions with Alan made me want to swallow his cum again. I was now a cocksucker but I did not want to be labeled a queer. I could not admit that I wanted him and I wanted his cock. I have been jerking off a lot this week thinking about what Alan and I did after school. I still did not have the nerve to talk about it with Alan. I was afraid he would let his cock ruin our friendship. I cried a lot at night because I did want to spend time with Alan but a Junior High boy did not want a label.
My older brother, David knew something was wrong and he tried to get me to tell him why Alan and I hadn't been hanging out. I decided he would be the one who could answer my questions. I was nervous when I asked him, "Do you think I'm queer. I'm kind of scared. Alan and I have done some things and I liked it. Does this mean I'm a queer now?"
He looked kind of puzzled, "What did you guys do? Just jerking together doesn't mean you are gay. I don't want to go to hell because I'm gay." He looked and me and said, "That's bullshit just because you were fooling around with Alan doesn't mean you are gay. So just forget that bull shit."
I looked at him and I was serious and said, "I sucked his dick a bunch of times. I know that is queer. I heard being gay is something you are born with. I think of Alan when I jerk off so I think I'm queer."
He looked at me kind of shocked and said, "Wow that's a lot to carry around in Junior High. Does anyone else know what you did?" I said, "No only Alan and he still wants to be my friend but I also know he wants me to suck him again." David looked embarrassed and asked "Do you want to suck him again?" Tears formed in my eyes as I looked at my brother and I said, "Yes."
I told David the whole story and I felt better. He looked at me and said, "Will Alan tell anyone what you did?" I looked at him unsure, "He promised not to tell anyone." He smiled and said, "He won't tell as long you guys are friends. He just wants to get off." I was feeling sort of nervous as I was thinking about Alan.
I looked at David and I asked, "What should I do?" He said, "Some guys never admit that they are gay. They hide and do things secretly. They are said to be in the closet. So men stay in the closet their entire life. They get married and have children and they sneak around and suck off other men." He smiled and said. "I'm afraid only you can make the decision. You are too young to let admit that you like guys instead of girls. He got serious and he said, "I can tell you it will not be easy going through junior high school as a gay boy. You will be teased, hated and used by some of the same people you think are your friends. You might want to keep this a secret until you get to high school. It will be easier to be gay in High school."
I looked at David and I said, "Are you going to tell Mom and Dad about this?" David turned red and he said, "No. I won't let anyone know this unless you tell me I can. But when you are ready to tell them I will go with you."
It was later that day, I called Alan again. I told him I was coming over. He smiled, "I've been thinking about what we did. I want to be your friend first so we don't have to do any of that stuff again." I looked down and said "I'm OK now with what we did as long as we are friends. He said, "My parents are gone for awhile."
I was in his bedroom when he said, "Take off your clothes." He smiled as he watched me start to strip. I started pulling off my jeans and I looked at Alan as he grabbed the waistband of my jockeys and he pulled them down. He watched my erect dick. Alan said, "OK, pull down my pants." I was down on my knees and looked at the crotch of his jeans. I unbuckled his belt and pulled down the zipper. I saw his boner as he said, "Pull my pants all the way down." I watched as he urgently kicked his shoes off and stripped. Alan and I were naked.
Alan looked at me and said, "Lick my balls." I looked at his crotch. I could clearly see the two balls inside the hair covered pouch. His nuts were huge and full of spunk. I stuck my tongue out and licked his balls. I opened my mouth and bathed both orbs. He said, "Lick my dick too." I moved my tongue up the shaft of his teenage dick. He said, "That felt good! Keep doing my cock." I repeatedly slid my tongue up and down Alan's dick.
Alan wanted his dick sucked and he grabbed my face and said, "Suck on my dick." He pushed me down on his dick. I opened my mouth and covered the tip of Alan's cock. I allowed most of the 8 inch cock to enter my mouth again. Before long, Alan's cock was throbbing with pleasure. He moaned, "Man, Keep sucking it." I felt the cock in my mouth throb. Cum started squirting out of his dick. My mouth was being filled with my best friends load. He kept shooting and filling my mouth with his cream.
I was happy again as I swallowed all of Alan's dick snot. The sharp taste filled my nostrils and I could feel the slimly texture in my mouth. I looked at his hard shaft that was recovering between his legs. I saw his pubic hair covered balls that I knew were recharging more cum that he wanted to feed me. I was embarrassed but I put it back in my mouth and started sucking him again. I was trying to siphon off more cum. Alan's boner started squirting its spunk with a new force. For the second time I swallowed a mouthful of cum. Alan said, "Clean the mess off my dick." I licked his messy dick.
Alan ran his hands through my hair and smiled down at me. He said, "Are you OK? I was worried that I had fucked up. I have known you forever and I don't have another friend like you." I smiled up at him with his cum on my face and I asked, "Another friend like me, you mean a queer?" I pushed me over and said, "Shut up with that queer stuff. We are friends and you just help me out. You are my friend and I love you."