I'm in bed stoned out of my fucking mind. My feet are cold and sweaty to the touch. My mouth is dry, and my heart is beating too fucking fast. Is it supposed to do that? Because I swear it shouldn't be. I keep having such deep thoughts. I don't even know why. I'm scared, but at the same time I am happy, and peaceful. I gulp down some water. It's the best fucking water ever. I finally drift off to sleep.
My alarm scares the shit out of me. 5:45 am. Way too fucking early. God, I really hate school. I grab my towels, my tooth brush, and toothpaste, and head up the stairs to get in the shower. The bathroom smells like piss. There's a pile of my brothers' dirty clothes on the floor. It's the same thing every morning. I push their nasty clothes to the hallway with my foot. I turn on the shower, then start taking off my clothes. I look at myself in the mirror, and have a look of disgust at my belly. It's not that I'm fat or anything, I'm actually underweight. I just don't like my muffin top. I have no idea why I have one for how skinny I am. But oh well. I'm freezing my ass off, so I get in the shower. The hot water is fantastic. I wash my hair, and use the foam to wash my face. I wear too much make up. But, whatever. After my 45 minute shower, I get out and wrap a towel around myself. I walk out of the bathroom and bang on my little brother Zander's door and tell him to wake up. I walk into the kitchen and turn on the coffee pot. God, I love coffee. I walk down the stairs, and wake up my other little brother, Elliott. I get in my room and get ready. I walk up the stairs, and smell the delicious aroma of coffee. Best fucking smell ever. I grab my coffee, and head out the door to my car. The cold air hits my face, and shocks me instantly. My eyes tear up a bit from the chill. I quickly run to my car. The seats are way too fucking cold.
I get to school, and sit in the parking lot until 8:10 am. School starts at 8:15 am. I like to wait as late as possible so I don't have to speak to anyone. I get into class, and just instantly think of how bored I am. My first class is English. I swear the teacher is a dyke. She's like fifty years old, and not married. She seems intimidated to talk to me. Well, I would be intimidated to talk to me too. I'm quite pretty. I sit in my seat and just think. I don't pay attention to what's going on in class. I think about where I'm going to go for lunch. I think about hot girls. Yes, I said it. I think about hot girls. And yes, I am a girl. Whatever, it's fucking 2012. Finally, it's 9:09 am. Time for world history. This teacher is a fag. He's fat, and looks like he's fucking twelve years old. I don't pay attention in this class either. I think about how badly I want to smoke a bowl. I think about hot girls again. Is it weird that I'm constantly horny? Hell yeah, it's 10:06 am. Time for some business math. Business math isn't so bad. It's just common sense, so I do pay attention in this class. I keep looking at the clock. Even though this is my favorite class, I want to leave because all I can think about is Madison. Madison is the girl I met at the party last night. She wants to hang out with me when I'm finished with school. The rest of the school day was just a blur. Ahhh, finally it's 3:25 pm. School is done! Well, for the day anyways. I run to the bathroom to fix up my makeup a bit. I'm so nervous to see Madison. She is absolutely gorgeous. She has dark auburn hair and these gorgeous blue eyes. She has nice full lips, and the best teeth I have ever seen. I quickly finish up, and head out to my car. I check my phone and see a text from Madison. She tells me to go to her house because her parents are out of town.
I nervously drive to her house, thinking about what we may do. I finally arrive at her house. It's big, and perfect. I see her waiting at the door. My god, she is just stunning. She is wearing such small pj shorts and a big sweatshirt. But damn, she is hot. She's licking her lips, as she watches me walk up to the door. I'm finally face to face with her, and she gives me the biggest hug ever. She smells so fucking good. I know we have just met and everything, but it feels like we have known eachother for a long time. She grabs my hand and leads me to the living room. There is a bowl waiting for us to smoke. She read my mind. After we finish the bowl, she asks if I want something to eat, and drink. I smile and shake my head, yes. She leaves to go to the kitchen. Im sitting there on the black leather couch, with my mouth dry, and my legs shaking. Im so nervous, and so stoned. What a great combination. Not. What seems like an hour, Madison finally comes back with pizza rolls, and kool aid. Yum! After we are finished eating, she asks if I want to watch a movie. I told her of course. She turns on the movie Smily Face. What a great movie. She wraps a fuzzy blanket around us, and holds my hand. God, her hand is so fucking soft. 20 minutes into the movie, she lets go of my hand and starts rubbing my leg. I twitch at the sudden movement. She then moves to my inner thigh, and starts rubbing so softly. I finally get enough courage to look at her and smile. I then kiss her. My god, her lips are so fucking soft. I put my hand in her shorts, and rub her pussy. She's already wet. I slightly smile. It's hard to know what to do because I have never done this before. But I just try to do what I see in lesbian porn. She does the same to me. I just keep rubbing her clit, and she's slightly moaning. It's the sexiest thing I have ever heard. She puts her middle and her ring finger inside of me. Holy shit, it feels amazing. I didn't realize how wet I was. She then stops, and pushes me down on the couch. She looks at me and smiles, and takes off my panties. By this time, my clit is just throbbing. She was teasing me by kissing my inner thighs, and slightly biting them. She finally puts her tongue on my clit. Just saying, it's the best feeling ever. I almost laughed because it tickled, but instead of laughing I moaned really fucking loud. Thank god, her parents weren't home. Then all of a sudden, my phone rang. It was my boss calling, saying someone called in sick and they needed me there. Well, fuck! Here I was having the best day of my life, then all of a sudden it was ruined by my boss calling me. I told her I was sorry, but she was okay with it, and kissed me goodbye. She told me to come back tomorrow after school. I could tell tomorrow was going to be yet another blur at school.