Thanks for all the feed back guys keep it coming I'm hoping that they'll post this in at least the college or encounters section on nifty because I'm 21 now and this all started when I was 20 and two years out of high school. But that's ok.
I remember waking up early the next morning and going over everything that happened in my head. Looking around the room I felt overwhelmed by my emotions I had to get out of there I got dressed turned back and saw mike lying on the bed naked. I left and started walking and walking the streets in Paris aimlessly thinking am I gay? Going over it in my mind was driving me crazy I was so turned on by what happened last night it was so hot and it was exciting. But it was wrong and I've always liked girls I just kept telling myself I like girls I'm not attracted to guys just girls not knowing at the time I was lying to myself.
I must have walked a thousand miles by now so I decided to head back to the hotel. I walked back into our room mike and john were both up and getting dressed. Then it happened I looked down checking out mike in his underwear I couldn't help it he looked so good. Realizing what I was doing I looked up and said real loud I need to get laid tonight buy a hot girl. They both looked at me I must have sounded like a retard saying that out of no-where. Then john patted me on the back and said didn't you just get laid last night. I asked him how he knows and he said mike filled him in while I was out. I was trying to continue the conversation with john so I wouldn't go back to looking at mike. So john what happened to you last night you weren't even here when I woke up he said he passed out in our bathroom with this big smile on his face I just laughed. Not thinking about it at the time I said did you get laid he said no saying he was to fucked up to work any game on a girl.
So mike finished getting ready walked over to us and looked right at me and says last night was hot smiling. I said yeah it was a good time and the girl was fucking hot trying to be the big str8 guy. So they finished getting ready and we went out to get something to eat. We ate checked out some sites mike was hitting on this girl in some girl in some shop I told the guys I had to take a leak. I went to the public restroom I started pissing and a guy comes up next to me to use the other urinal I wasn't paying attention. I don't know why but I looked down as he pulled it out to get a peak out of the corner of my eye it was nice about 4inches soft.. When all of a sudden I hear someone say mike is crazy he's striking out with that girl so bad it was john I almost pissed on the floor I jumped so far back. My heart started pounding so hard I heard john say Luke you ok I said yea yea I'm ok you just scared me I can't say I was just checking out your cock as you pulled it out to take a leak. I finished up and walked over to wash my hands I looked in the mirror looking at myself saying to myself what the fuck is happening to me. I just checked out both of my best friends and sucked 1 of there dicks last night I need to get it together. John comes over and asked if I was feeling alright I said yeah but I'll feel better after I get some drinks in me.
So we left grabbed mike and proceeded to the bar I was lining the shots up I needed to escape from my thoughts. I was on like my 7th shot really feeling it. I got up and decided I was going to check out some girls. Hoping that I can just find some really hot chick and fuck the shit out of her and I'd be fine. I started hitting on this girl Diane. Turned out her and her friend Melissa were back packing Europe like me. Asked them if they wanted a drink. Diane started telling me where she was from yadda yadda I wasn't paying much attention when mike came over put his arm around me and said hi I introduced them to my new friends mike asked Melissa if she wanted to dance they were off that gave me time to work on Diane. We kept talking about school stuff like that I told her we were leaving to go back home in a couple days I was starting college in 3 weeks. I started looking over at mike and Melissa dancing on the dance floor I don't know why I was a little jealous I think. I was getting mad watching them grind getting close dancing.. Turning to Diane I asked her if she wanted to get out of here. Yeah but I have to tell Melissa what I was doing I told her I'll be right here she went over and whispered in Melissa's ear and mike looked at me I nodded so he knew not to come back to the room. She came back and we were off I saw john on the way out talking to a girl I told him I was going back to the room.
So we got back to the room and started talking I was showing her some of the pictures of our trip stuff like that. When I thought she was ready I leaned in for a kiss we stared kissing going at it . I put my hand up her shirt started undoing her bra she started rubbing my chest. Pulled her shirt off and started kissing my way down her neck to her breast licking her nipples undoing her pants and pulled them down I started fingering her pussy she was so wet. Now this girl wasn't a slut she had a nice tight pussy I started licking my way down there she laid back I started eating her out. She was moaning like crazy don't stop don't stop that feels so good. I finished eating her out and stood up taking my shirt off. I looked down at her she was my type of girl her body was amazing. I got on the bed and we started kissing again she undid my pants and started tugging them down she started tugging on my cock. She broke off from our kiss and went down to suck my dick it felt good and I was into it I laid back. Taking in this amazing blow job I was getting from this girl when I looked up and she looked at me. I flashed back to the other night watching this girl suck my dick how jen was sucking mike's and I was watching. I jumped up.
What's wrong what's wrong did I hurt you were you about to finish. I just ran into the bathroom and locked the door. Why was I thinking about sucking mike's dick when I'm with this hot girl I needed to get this off my mind I'm not gay it was a one time thing why can't I stop thinking about it.. I need to get this out of my system. I walked out of the bathroom Diane said are you ok I said yea but I don't feel so good and that I was sorry. I told her to get dressed and I would walk her back to the bar to find her friend. We walked back in silence not saying a word to each other I started thinking what if she tells Melissa and she tell's mike what happened I didn't even care. We walked back into the bar and I said I was sorry again she said bye. Mike came running over and punched me on the shoulder and said that was quick I said yeah I said how are you and Melissa getting along he said oh I almost forgot I saw jen like 15 minutes ago the girl from last night I said what like oh shit I'm busted she probably told him my heart dropped. I said oh what did she say he said nothing she was just in here for a few minutes she was going to a bar up the street and that she asked for me. He told me to go for her cuz he thinks Melissa's ready to go back to the room with him thank god she didn't say anything I told him I'm going to go see if I can find her and asked what was going on with john. He was trashed again and dancing like a nut again. I told him to watch out for him and I'll see them later.
I really want to talk to jen I need to talk to someone and I want to make sure she doesn't say anything. As soon as I walked in the bar I spotted her and she spotted me she came running over and hugged me saying hey baby last night was amazing huh. Yea it was I said I actually wanted to talk to you about it. She said yeah let's go back to my place and talk I said yea let's go we left so what did you want to talk about round 2 maybe I said no I just wanted to make sure that you don't say anything to anyone about what happened. She said she wouldn't I said I'm feeling kind of weird about it. Luke why are you feeling weird about it we had a great time and there's nothing wrong with what we did. That's it's natural for guys to experiment. We got back to her apartment and I just broke down telling her everything that happened today and what I was thinking ok your going to, drive yourself crazy if you just keep thinking about it. Look did you like what happened I did but I've never been interested in guys before and after last night I find myself checking guys out.
Are you still checking girls out yea of course and I told her about Diane see I told you your going to drive yourself crazy look she said there's nothing wrong with messing around with guy's and girls as long as your having a good time it doesn't matter what makes you gay is if you chose to have a relationship or fall in love with a guy then your gay because your singling out girls and only being with guys I'm not quite registering what that means but I just agreed. No I want to get married and have kids some day. Then what's wrong with having a little fun playing both fields along the way now that I can understand I said yeah as long as I'm doing what I want then what does it matter. I started thinking about it what's wrong with it nobody knows and I'm going off to college in 3 weeks were nobody knows me and no way anybody back home finding out about it I can do what ever I want. And none of my friends or family will ever know.
I started feeling better about it I told jen what I was thinking and she agreed so do you think you want to try being with another guy again I thought about it for another minute and said yea I do. She said good and said let's go. Go where come on it's a surprise but we need a few drinks before we go we need to loosen you up a little first I'll be right back. She came back with a bottle of gin a 2 shot glasses we both took a couple of shots and I said seriously were are you taking me I don't want to bump into my friends she said where we are going we won't I said come on tell me take another shot and I'll show you we did the last 2 shots and she grabbed my hand and we left. We were walking I said I wanted to thank you, you really helped me I really needed to talk to someone and that I was sorry for ruining her night out. Don't worry about it you'll make it up to me later...
Thanks for reading stay tuned I had to lay a lot of ground work these first 2 stories but after this they'll be a lot more action. Any question or comments e-mail me at Lucas933@hotmail.com