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Loving James 2
With a sigh, I sat on the bed and glanced at the clock on the night stand. It was 5:13pm, in ten to fifteen minutes he would be home. Then . . .
Lost in my thoughts, I did not hear the apartment door open nor see him walk into our bedroom.
He paused for me to acknowledge him, when I did not, he slid onto my lap.
"Matt, I'm home." He whispered against my chest.
James's voice broke through the fog that had cluttered my mind. Every senseless doubt was erased. He was home.
I drew him closer into my arms and breathed in his scent. He smelled sweet, not like chocolate but like . . . "Honey."
I felt him smile against my chest before he asked. "Honey?"
"Yes." I smiled and raised his head. "Honey" Then froze as I felt a blast from his gaze.
With those piercing blue eyes he could see me. Not the Matt that everyone saw as confident, but the Matt that felt incomplete without him. Was it normal to feel this way about one person?
"Do you want some honey?" He smiled back. "I think I have some in the kitchen cabinet."
"No." I leaned down for a kiss. "You smell like honey."
James blushed and pressed his lips against mine. "You're silly."
It never ceased to amaze me that after all the things we have done, he still blushes at my words. He was simply precious. I ran my fingers through his hair and deepened the kiss. My tongue slid inside of his month and caressed his. He tasted like honey too. I needed more.
Slowly, I explored his month as if for the first time but that was also not enough. With a groaned I reached down between his legs and rubbed his cock. He tightened his grip on my shoulders and moaned into my mouth.
Slightly aroused I released his month and ran kisses down his neck. Latching onto the skin right next to his collarbone, I sucked.
James gasped and wiggled in my lap. "Please. . ."
I moved away from his neck and up to his ear. "You know the rules." Then I nibbled on his earlobe.
I was not a mean person. We had both felt a need to express ourselves so we created rules.
There were three rules in our home. Silly as they were, we lived by them. One, complete love and trust from both sides. Two, one must ask in order to receive. I personally liked this rule because it could apply to anything. Three, if anything happens to one the other would not follow. We both agreed on the first two rules and after weeks of stubbiness James agreed to the third. But I fear that if something were to happen to me, he would follow.
"I want . . ." James moaned as he drew my attention away from his ear and to his mouth. "You."
I brushed his hair out of his face. "Are you sure?"
He swallowed, then met my eyes. "I want all of you."
That was all I needed to hear.
I placed him on his feet and undressed him. His tie, shirt, undershirt, slacks, belt, briefs, shoes, and socks all created a pile on the bedroom floor. I took my own clothes off and added it to his pile. Finally, we both stood naked.
We had both seen each other naked countless times, but today was different. He never looked more beautiful.
I pulled him to me. "I want a kiss."
James leaned up and kissed me lightly on the lips. Then he did something that I usually had to initiate, he opened his mouth. So, I part my lips and allowed him access.
Now fully aroused I broke the kiss, picked him up and placed him in the middle of the bed. James looked like he was about to say something, but stopped when I began to kiss his body. I started at his lips, moved down to his neck, lingered on his nipples, and ended up at his cock. His 6 1/2 inches, cut cock that I had measured myself.
I wrapped my fingers around his cock and leaned in. James moaned and wriggled as I licked him. He raised his head slightly then cried out when I took him deep into my mouth.
"Matt . . . "He pushed his hips upward. "More."
Slowly, I slid my tongue down the underside of his cock, then lifted my head. I needed more. I pushed his legs up slightly and moved down to his hole. He looked down at me, lust filling his eyes as I flick the tip of my tongue against his hole.
Pulling him closer to me, I pushed my tongue inside of him. James ran his fingers through my hair then clutched it tightly when I went deeper. I knew he was ready for more.
I moved my tongue out of his hole and slowly replaced if with a finger. Once I was in, I paused for moment then leaned in to lick around his hole as I gently pushed the finger in and out. With my other hand I had to hold his hips.
James moaned and opened his legs wider. "Please . . ."
I knew what he wanted so I pushed another finger into him. Twisted and stretched them. James grabbed his cock and started to rub it.
I moved away from his ass and grabbed his hand. "Don't touch."
"But . . ." He gave me a wounded look and bit his bottom lip. "Need you."
I pulled away for a second and reached for the lube and condom that I had placed on the night stand. Just call me Mr. Prepared.
James watched as I placed the condom on my cock, then timidly took the lube out of my hands. "Let . . . . me."
He body slowly turned red as he rubbed the lube on my 8 3/4 cock. And yes even his cock turned red when he blushes.
I took the lube out of his hands. "Thank you." Then settled between his legs.
James closed his eyes tightly and once more bit his bottom lip. I gently cupped his face and kissed around his eyes. "Baby, I need to see you." When I did not get a response I rubbed my body against his and licked his lips. "Don't hide from me."
With those words James opened his eyes and gave me a shy smile. "I'm nervous."
I smiled down at him and leaned in for another kiss. "Me too." Gently, raised his legs to his chest and pressed my cock against his hole. "It will hurt in the beginning." Slowly I pressed in. "But once the pain is gone you're going to feel me. Deep inside of you."
James tightened his grip on my arms and gasped as my cock head squeezed inside. "Matt."
He was so tight and warm that I had to pause to keep from pushing into him. I took a deep breath and continued to enter him slowly. I did not want to cause him more pain.
"Matt." James drew in a sharp breath as I slid fully into him. "It hurts."
I leaned down and brushed my lips against his. "It's going to be okay, just try to relax and breathe. I won't move until you say. I promise."
James gripped my arms and closed his eyes.
Patiently I waited and pleaded with my body to honor this promise. Two minutes into the wait, I took a deep breath and closed my eyes as the need to move filled me with pain. He was so tight and . . .
I shook my head to get away from those thoughts and replaced it with ways to ease James's pain. Kisses from his face to his neck and lightly caressing his body made James groan.
He finally opened his eyes and caught mine. "There's still pain but there's something else too." Then he moaned. "I can feel you beating." He reached down and touched were I entered him. "You're in so deep."
I bit my lips as his touch and tighten almost made me break my promise.
"Matt." He pushed down and stared up at me with lust filled eyes. "Love me."
I lowered my head to kiss him as I withdrew then slowly pushed into him, enjoying the incredible sensation of his warmth and tightness.
Over and over, I pushed into him, stopped, pulled nearly all the way out, then pushed all the way back in.
James reached up and grabbed my hair. "Please . . ."
I could tell he was close, so I pushed deeper. A minute later he cried and shuddered with pleasure as he came. I came right after, but continued to move for a few seconds until the last spurts of cum have left my cock and filled the condom.
I leaned down and kissed his lips, his neck, his shoulders, and his ears as he panted underneath me.
With both of us still breathing hard, I placed a kiss on his lips and patted his but. "Be right back." Rolled out of our bed and went into the bathroom. Dropping the used condom into the trash can, I grabbed a towel and went back into the bedroom.
From the bed, James gave me an exhaust smile and for the first time he did not blush at my nakedness. Instead he stared at my body openly almost as if he was memorizing it.
With a grin I walked to him. "See that wasn't so bad."
He moved his eyes up my body and to my face. "I . . . I liked it." Then he blushed.
I ran my fingers down him stomach and then grabbed his cock. "Did you now?" Before he could answer I turned him onto his stomach and moved his legs apart.
He looked over his shoulder at me and with an aroused expression asked. "Again?"
With the wet towel I wiped myself from his body. "No. I don't want you to get too soar." I did want to fuck him again. My cock could still feel his tightness, but I knew he needed to rest. I finished wiping him and took the towel back into the bathroom.
I paused as I enter the room. Damn he was beautiful. His body was . . .
James glanced down at my cock as I approach the bed and notice I was hard. "If you want . . . we can. . . "
I turned him to his side and crawled behind him. "That okay I just want to hold you." I pulled him against my chest and kissed his ears. "I liked it too."
I could not see his face but I felt his entire body light up. All this time I had doubts I never realized so did he.
Minutes later he turned to face me. "Matt." Eyes heavy with sleep he leaned up for a kiss. "You taste like . . . honey."
I awoke around 3:00am and for about twenty minutes I watched James sleep. My heart ached as I realized that he had given me his most precious gifts. First his heart and now body. I brushed back his hair and I placed a kiss on his lips.
Why could taste honey?
Slowly, I untangled him from my arms and eased out of our bed. There were some notes I had to go over for work. I grabbed my boxer and went to the spare room. Since we never had guest that stayed the night, we had turned the spare room into a little office.
An hour later I stared at the computer screen in disgust. I was a project manager of a computer firm that just bought out another. The company we bought, in my opinion, was a waste of time and money. Their software was out of date and there were chunks of files missing. It would take at least four months before their system would be integrated with ours. We should just . . .
I paused in mid thought as I sensed someone watching me.
I looked up from the computer screen and saw James in the door way. He had a blanket wrapped around his slender shoulders and my night shirt clutched in his hands. Timidly he leaned against the door.
My work forgotten I held out my arms to him. "Come here."
I could not help but smile at the sight of him, hair missy and eyes half closed with sleepiness, as he walked toward me.
Without a single word, he crawled onto my lap, and nestled up to me.
Voice thick with sleep he leaned up for a kiss. "Missed you."
I wrapped my arms around him and brushed his lips lightly. "I had some work to do."
A disappointed expression appeared on his face. "Sorry for interrupting." He clutched my night shirt to his body and moved to get up.
"No." I pulled him back into my arms slightly aroused by his nakedness underneath the blanket. "Always interrupt."
"Hold me . . ." He signed as he pressed his head to my chest. "Just for a little while."
I kissed his forehead and pulled him closer. "Okay."
Overwhelmed with love for him I felt my heart pause. Once again I asked my self was it normal to feel this way about one person?
To be continued.
Loving James Copyright 2005 by Ryan