Love and Lycanthropy - Chapter 7 What follows is a work of complete fiction.
This story begins with a fairly standard and often used homosexual theme involving sex between a grown man and a homeless teenage boy he tries to help out. It will start with a very intimate encounter between the two and then will take a turn for the furry and will alternate between human/human human/furry and furry/furry at random. Any of you freaks who have something against sex between intelligent, loving, horny, furry creatures and people should stay away and leave those of us who are normal and who like that sort of thing to our innocent fantasies. :) Keep in mind that none of this is real and has not nor would not ever happen, and some may not even be physically possible. It is simply a sexual fantasy.
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Love and Lycanthropy - Chapter 7
As soon as we arrived back home the morning of Cole's first change, I'd shown Grace which rooms they would use and she'd gone straight to the bath and then to bed. Cole went to bed too, as did Elias and me. It had been an incredibly long night for everyone and we were all completely exhausted, both physically and emotionally.
I woke late that day to the sensation of my cock being sucked slowly and deeply. My eyes opened and I looked down and saw Elias's head bobbing up and down as he worked my tool with his mouth. He must have got out of bed and opened the curtains and blinds because the sunlight of early evening was streaming into the room. I was laying on my back and he'd pushed the blankets down to the foot of the bed and moved in between my legs to work my 'morning' wood.
I had a long stretch beneath him and I sighed at the wonderful sensation of his mouth sliding up and down as it sucked me in. He took his mouth off my cock and looked up and smiled when he saw I was awake. He crawled back up and lay on top of me and we necked for a while and then he turned his head and put it sideways on my chest and said, "It's getting late. We slept pretty long. We should get up soon. We need to get some supper and we have to get Cole ready for another change tonight."
I rubbed his back and kissed the top of his head and said, "Couldn't we finish what you started first?"
He looked up at me and grinned and said, "Well, duh, that comes first of course."
He tickled my sides and I laughed and grabbed his hands to stop him and said, "No tickling allowed! I just woke up and that's kind of a shock to the system. You might make me pee all over you if you keep that up."
He grinned wickedly and said, "That sounds really hot We should try that sometime. I'd love to have you pee all over me."
I chuckled and said, "I'm open for anything, but let's save it for another time, OK? I'm still a little groggy."
"Oh, I'm sorry, were you looking for more of a slow and intimate approach today? Say something romantic to me then, lover," he said as he leaned in to kiss me again, then pulled his face back and waited expectantly.
I smiled up at his gorgeous face and said, "Sure, OK. What did the one guy say to the other guy at the gay bar?"
"I don't know, but it better be romantic," he said, "What did he say?"
"May I push your stool in for you?"
Elias busted out laughing and then he said, "I'd like to meet that guy some day! That sounds like an awesome idea!"
He moved off me to the side and got on his hands and knees on the bed and waited while he grinned and winked at me and he said, "That reminds me of a joke one of the guys told me years ago when I was at that youth camp. You work with computers so you should get this one. What command made the gay computer programmer giggle every time he typed it in?"
I smiled and said, "I don't know, what?"
He said, "C: "
I laughed and he chuckled and said, "Get to work, mister computer programmer. There's a colon back there waiting to be entered, see it?"
I smiled and got up and maneuvered behind him and said, "Oh fuck yes, I see it."
No matter how many times I see this sight, it will never get old. Elias is absolutely beautiful to me. He's fit and smooth and young and fresh and he's always in the mood. I briefly enjoyed the view of his firm bubble butt and the slightly dark trough between his cheeks with his tight, inviting hole waiting to be invaded. His knees were slightly apart and his big, beautiful, heavy balls hung between his thighs. I could see his incredibly stiff cock bobbing up and down beneath him as his body tried to pump even more blood into it. He was turned on hard and he wanted me in him.
I moved my face in to enjoy one of my favorite activities. I licked from the base of his balls right up past his tight pucker to his tailbone. The smell and taste of this boy always pushed me right to the brink. My toes curled up hard and I moaned as I licked him again and again. Elias moaned too. He loved the intimacy of being rimmed and he knew how much I loved doing it so he was not the least bit shy. He rested his head down sideways on the bed so he was supporting himself with his shoulders and then reached back and pulled his ass cheeks apart to open his hole up invitingly.
"Taste me," he said.
I moaned again and pushed my tongue hard against his butthole and jammed it in as deep as it would go. He squirmed and moaned some more, pushing lightly with his anus to open himself up completely as I drooled and wiggled my tongue around against the silky walls of his rectum. I loved the taste of him and I could never get enough. I continued to eat him out for a while to loosen him up and get him wet and ready. I pulled back a few times and spat at his hole and pushed the saliva in deeper with a finger as I worked him more. I worked my finger far enough in to find his prostate and he moaned and pushed his butt back a bit as I assaulted the organ with the tip of my finger. He was horny and ready.
"Fuck, I want you in me so bad," he breathed, "Fill me up."
I wasted no more time and moved into position on my knees behind him. I spat on my fingers a couple of times and rubbed it around on my cock to wet it, then I pushed the big head against his sphincter and paused to relish the moment, then I pushed forward and he groaned as his hole stretched wide to accept me. The sensation of his strong anus sucking the head of my cock right in and then gripping my fat shaft tightly made my head spin. Elias moaned some more as I pushed steadily forward until my hips bumped against his ass and I was buried completely inside him. He was so wonderfully warm and snug and it felt so great to be inside him again. I pulled back slowly until I was almost all the way out and then thrust a bit quicker into him and he groaned louder.
"That feels so good! Fuck me harder!"
I pulled back again and grabbed onto his hips and thrust into him much faster and my balls slapped forward against him, adding even more sensation for me. I started to lose control as my powerful desire for him made my body go into overdrive. I pulled back and grunted as I thrust even harder into him while pulling his hips back into me again and again. He groaned some more, and then moved his knees a bit further up the bed to raise his ass even higher. I followed him forward. I moved my knees further out to the sides and went right over him and put my hands down on the bed on either side of him so I was now thrusting downward into him and I grunted and moaned repeatedly as I built up a faster and deeper rhythm, every thrust plunging my cock as deep into him as it could possibly go.
"Fuck, I'm gonna cum!" he almost shouted.
I reached under him with my right hand as I continued to thrust into him and I began to pump his stiff young cock hard and fast. He moaned and I could feel his anus start to clench in light spasms as his orgasm began to build. His big balls tightened up against his body so snuggly that my balls were now slapping against them as I hammered myself into him and that sent him spinning right over the edge as he cried out and his whole body convulsed. He grunted and shot a massive load of cum out onto the sheets as I continued to jack his cock. He grunted and squirted again as his body jerked beneath me, wracked with the powerful spasms of his deep orgasm. He was cumming so hard I could feel the force of his ejaculate as it zipped through his shaft while my hand squeezed it and pumped it.
The sensation of his intense pleasure fed right into my own and I felt my balls begin to tighten and the powerful electricity rapidly built up between my legs as my orgasm crashed into me. I cried out and plunged myself as deeply into him as I could go and pressed hard against him as I shot the first thick volley of cum deep into his bowels. I held the position just briefly as I felt the load of seed gushing out of my slit, then I pulled back and grunted and thrust forward again as I felt another shot rush up through my shaft and into him. I bucked against him a few more times as the powerful orgasm played my body. I shot everything I had into him as he emptied his big balls out onto the bed.
Finally I slowed down and pushed deeply into him to savor that last little bit of my seed leaking out into the love of my life. I leaned forward and kissed the back of his neck and his cheek as he sighed his contentment.
"I love you so much," I said.
He smiled and said, "I love you too. I wish I could keep you inside me all the time."
"That was so cool! Doesn't it hurt? What's all that white stuff you squirted on the bed, Elias?" Cole asked from behind us.
My heart nearly exploded from the shock and I pulled out of Elias and spun around to sit on the bed. There was Cole, just a couple of feet back. He'd been right in the perfect position to watch everything right up close from between my legs.
"What the fuck are you doing in here?" I yelled, more surprised, shocked, and embarrassed than actually angry.
Cole immediately got a scared and hurt look on his face and I realized right away my reaction was too strong. It wasn't my intention to traumatize him. His lower lip quivered as he meekly said, "I'm sorry. I heard you guys laughing and I came to see what was going on."
He looked like he was about to start crying from me yelling at him. He turned to rush out of the bedroom and I said, "Wait, Cole! Hang on. Come back."
He stopped and I quickly grabbed the blankets at the foot of the bed and pulled them up over Elias and me to hide our nudity, and I moved back and sat up against the headboard and Elias did the same.
Cole turned and slowly walked back to the foot of the bed. He was wearing only his underpants so he must have come straight from his own bedroom. I saw that he was completely erect inside them and there was a wet patch right where the tip of his stiff cock was. He was subconsciously rubbing his erection through his briefs even while he waited for me to speak. Clearly he was aroused at what he'd seen. The 'curse' had rapidly advanced his little body right up to the point of being near the end of puberty and he probably wasn't at all used to what he was feeling right now. It hadn't come to him slowly like it would to most boys so it was probably a bit overwhelming and confusing. I briefly wondered if all that wetness was just pre-cum, or if he'd actually had a full-on orgasm in there. I found myself wanting to just go and check for myself by pulling those little briefs forward and looking inside, but I quickly gave my head a shake and pushed those thoughts aside.
He looked at me like he was waiting for me to lay into him again and I felt like a complete ass.
"First, I want to apologize for yelling at you. It was the wrong thing to do and I'm sorry. I'm really not mad at you, Cole. Not even a bit. Don't worry about that. You didn't do anything wrong. Please don't feel bad. I just overreacted to the shock of you being there and seeing that."
"I thought you guys were wrestling or something. I wanted to have fun too. It felt really good to watch you. You didn't have to yell at me," he moped.
"I know, I'm an ass. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you feel bad. We should have taken precautions to make sure you wouldn't see anything you shouldn't. We're not used to having anyone else in the house and I guess we just forgot we weren't alone. We should have wedged the door shut, or put a do not disturb sign out, or at least stayed under the covers. I'm just really embarrassed you saw that, but it's not your fault at all. No hard feelings?"
He smiled and nodded.
"Good. I guess we'll have to lay down some simple rules. No going into each other's rooms when the doors are closed without loudly knocking first, and then waiting for whoever's on the other side to say 'come in'. Deal?"
He nodded and said, "OK. I promise I won't walk in anymore. I didn't know I wasn't supposed to see that."
"Just how much of it did you see?" I asked.
"Lots. I saw you with your mouth on Elias's bum. You pushed your tongue right in his hole. It looked so weird, but I wanted to try it too. Your bum was right in front of me. I wanted to put my mouth on it and see what it was like. I saw you put your thing in Elias's hole too. I didn't know guys did that stuff. I never even saw anyone naked before. Your wiener is so big! It looked so awesome! I watched you pulling it out and pushing it in again and I heard Elias saying how good it felt and it made me feel funny. I want to try it too. Couldn't you put your thing in my hole? Maybe I could put mine in Elias's hole? Could I put my mouth on your bum? Please?"
He was rubbing at himself even more intensely as he talked and it was hard for me to keep my eyes on his face. I could tell he was getting more and more aroused by his self-frottage as his hips began to move slightly forward and back in rhythm with his rubbing, and I was starting to feel my own erection beginning to build again from seeing him do that and hearing him talk that way. I was tempted to let him go ahead and finish while I watched, but it just didn't seem appropriate. We'd be up the creek if his mother came looking for him right now and saw him doing this. He was so absorbed with playing with himself through his underwear that I don't think he quite understood what he was feeling and didn't even realize he was still rubbing his crotch. He was staring right at me while he was doing it.
"Cole, you shouldn't really touch yourself down there while we're talking. Feel free to do that all you want in private but it's not really right for you to do it in front of me, OK?"
He got a bit of a startled look on his face as he looked down at what he was doing, then he moved his hand away and looked sheepishly back at me and said, "Sorry. It felt really good. I'm not supposed to do that?"
I smiled and said, "You can do it all you want, but it's more appropriate for you to do it when you're alone, or when you're being intimate with someone, not when you're just standing around having a conversation. I think you might enjoy exploring yourself and finding out what your body can do for you now that it's changed, but keep it to your bedroom with your door closed. Maybe even keep it under the blankets in case your mom ever walks in on you or something. You shouldn't really talk about doing those things that Elias and I were doing either. You're still just a little kid and you're a bit too young to be doing that sort of thing with anyone. It's OK to think about them though. You don't have to feel any guilt about it or anything."
"If it's OK to think about those things, then why can't we just do them?" he asked.
"It's a bit complicated. I think we should maybe have a long, private talk about the differences in your body now and what it means for you. You're gonna feel things you never felt before, and things like what you saw us doing are gonna suddenly seem really interesting to you. Your body is gonna react to those thoughts and you're going to feel some needs you might not have felt before. It's what's making you hard between your legs and it's why it feels so good to touch yourself there. I'll talk to your mom and ask her permission to have that discussion with you. I think we need to get you up to speed so you don't feel too confused about what's happening to you. She might want to have that talk with you herself since you're her boy."
"Couldn't I just talk to you about it? I don't think I want to ever talk to her about that. You're not gonna tell her I watched you and Elias playing naked are you? Can it be our secret?" he asked.
"It's not really appropriate for you to keep those kinds of secrets with an adult. You're just a little kid and what we're talking about is sex. There are rules around that sort of thing that we have to observe if we want to be members of society. Don't worry about your mom finding out that you saw us. There was absolutely nothing wrong with what we were doing, and you did nothing wrong by watching us. You didn't know it was meant to be private. It was just a mistake. She might be a little upset that it happened, but I don't think she'll be mad at you any more than I am. It would be a lot worse if we tried to keep it a secret from her and she found out on her own. It would threaten our relationship and she would lose any trust she had in Elias and me. It would probably make her want to take you away from here right away. I wouldn't like that. I think we should both tell her together. I think she'll understand that your body has gone through an important change and it's something you're gonna have to get used to. If she doesn't understand, I'll do my best to help her get there, OK?"
He shrugged and said, "OK, I guess. I don't want her to take me away either. I want to stay here with you guys."
I nodded and said, "Good. That's what we want too. Go on back to your room and get dressed. We'll talk again later, OK?"
He smiled and said, "OK."
He turned and ran from the room.
"Close the door please!" I shouted to him as he ran out into the hallway.
He turned around and came back and smiled sheepishly again as he closed the door.
Elias chuckled and said, "You handled that pretty good. He could've been scarred for life from your first reaction to what he saw if you'd let him just run away. He'd probably think it was just wrong or something and then he'd wonder why we were doing it if it was so bad. Then he'd wonder why he liked it so much and think there was something wrong with him."
"He's a pretty good kid," I said, "I think he's probably just been alone so much he just needs a bit of practice at giving people privacy in a more crowded house. I shouldn't have yelled at him right off. It was just a gut reaction. I was angry at my own embarrassment, not at him."
Elias kissed me on the cheek and said, "You have nothing to be embarrassed about. You gave him an awesome show. Now he knows what it looks like when a manly man takes his mate."
I chuckled and kissed him back and said, "He's a bit too young to know what that looks like, don't you think?"
He shrugged and asked, "Is he? How young is too young? How old would old enough be? His body's obviously ready. Shouldn't his mind hurry up and catch up? I'm barely fourteen, am I ready?"
"You're seventeen and you know it. I think of you that way anyhow."
"Sure, but you know me so to you I'm seventeen. To Cole I look like I just turned fourteen. To his mom, too. That's how old I am to them. Think about Cole. What happens to him when he's seventeen? He'll still look like he's eleven. What about when he's twenty or thirty? What then? How about when he's a hundred? What will he know by then that's different than what he knows now if he's always kept sheltered from it because he looks like he does? If he's always treated as an eleven year old then he'll never gain the sort of experiences a kid would have as he grows up that would ease him into the idea of being an adult and a sexual human being. When he's thirty, he still won't have had any sexual experience, unless we give it to him. His body has needs now, Jake. That won't go away. How is he gonna fulfill those needs so he can feel happy like me?"
"I never really thought about it," I said, "I guess it will be hard for him. It's not like we can set him up with an eleven year old girl so he can have some age-appropriate nooky. From a sexual perspective it would be like hooking up an eleven year old girl with a fourteen year old boy. His junk is really big for a kid his age and he's ready to go all the way but a little girl wouldn't be."
Elias chuckled and said, "I don't think it would be a good idea to get him a hooker, either. But you saw how he was. He was hard as rock and almost ready to cum in his pants. I don't think he's into girls. He wants to put his mouth on your butt for fuck's sake. He's as gay as you or me right now. Maybe that'll change some day, I don't know. I doubt it though. He was really into what he saw. He's gonna be thinking about it and replaying it in his head from now on. It's gonna be eating away at him and he's gonna get really worked up over it and his frustration will build. He's gonna eventually ask again to play with us I think, and he'll be hurt and confused every time we say no. We might be able to hold him back for a few years, but when do we decide to help him enjoy his body? He won't be any more ready then than he is now. If we do it now he would at least avoid all that frustration and hurt feelings and rejection, and he could start feeling happy and fulfilled right away."
"What exactly are you saying? You're not suggesting we mess around with an eleven year old kid, are you?" I asked, somewhat taken aback.
He shrugged again and said, "Is it so wrong? This isn't a normal situation, Jake. He's never gonna really 'grow up'. He won't be slowly going through puberty along with his friends like normal kids do. He won't be talking about it with them and eventually experimenting a bit and slowly gaining experience as he grows up. We gave him a chance at life he never would have had, but nobody said it would ever be a normal one. He can't make friends like a normal kid. They would continue to grow really fast and it would become obvious that he's not aging or changing at all. Questions would eventually be asked that we couldn't answer. The only people he'll ever have to be really close with is us. This sort of thing has never happened to an eleven year old kid before, so we can't use the same rules everyone else does. It just wouldn't make sense. He's as ready for sex right now as he'll ever be for the rest of his life, and now that he's seen it he's gonna be obsessed with it more and more until he gets to really experience it. Sexually, he doesn't have the body of an eleven year old. He's all the way through puberty almost."
"But, he's just a kid! We can't start messing around with an eleven year old kid. His mom would drag him out of here faster than we could blink and who knows what would happen to him without your guidance to help him adjust to his new life. We need to make sure she doesn't fly off the handle and take off with him. We're his best chance at adjusting to this change as quickly and safely as possible."
Elias said, "His mom will have to get used to the idea too. To her he might always look like her little boy, but eventually she'll have to realize he's not. He has needs and they'll need to be met or he'll become really unhappy in a hurry. She'll have to understand that or he could get really messed up. She can't withhold it from him forever, and neither can you. He wants you and you're all he's gonna think about now until he gets you."
"I can't believe we're having this discussion, but I guess what you say makes sense. I make love to you because you're a seventeen year old young man to me and I love you deeply. Hell, I made love to you the first night we met even when I thought you were only fourteen, because you made it obvious you wanted it and were ready for it. At some point he'll be seventeen too, even though he'll never look it. If he wanted it then and felt ready for it then, it wouldn't make sense to hold him back. I suppose by that logic if he wants it and he feels ready for it now then it makes no sense to keep him from it."
"Exactly. In a sense he'll be no different then than he is now. I started messing around with some friends of mine and even boys in some of the foster homes I went through back when I was only twelve. He's almost that age now, but his body is even further along than mine was back then. He's almost done puberty and he's about the size of someone who's fourteen down between his legs, just like I'm the size of an adult. I'm guessing he's gonna shoot real cum. He won't be shooting blanks. His balls were filling out his briefs really nice. He's ready, right now. His body is, anyhow. I don't know what it might do to him to force him to ignore his needs or to make him always hide away alone in his bedroom and jack off under his blankets like sex was some sort of nasty thing he has to keep secret. It might eventually mess him up. He's craving sexual touch now and he needs it from someone else, not just his own hand. Wouldn't it be best if it came from someone who cares about him? Someone who's really looking out for him and wants him to be happy? That's you, Jake, and me too."
I chuckled and said, "It almost sounds like you really want to do that with him, like you're using his emotional health as an excuse to 'help' him meet his needs. You've got the hots for him, don't you?"
Elias smiled and said, "So what? I think he's a great looking little guy and I like him a lot and I would love to get intimate with him. It only has to be really light stuff, at least at first. He seems like an adventurous kid and he's not shy. I think he'd love it and it would make him really happy to share that with us. Would it be so wrong to mess around with him a bit and make him feel good?"
"I really don't know," I said, "I'd have to think about it. I guess I'm a bit surprised that you feel that way."
"Do you think less of me? Am I a perv for thinking that way? Are you jealous that I think of him that way too and not just about you?"
"I don't think any less of you at all and of course I don't feel jealous. So long as you're happy, I'm happy. I couldn't be jealous of you wanting to play with him. I like him too. Honestly, when I first saw him naked after he changed back this morning, I had pretty intense thoughts about him and my cock sprung right to attention. I can't deny that my body wants him. He's a beautiful boy. Being with you has sort of opened my mind to the idea a bit I guess, but I'm still stuck with the morals that have been drilled into me since I was young."
"You said almost the same sort of thing about that first time we had sex when I was the wolf. You said you had a hard time going there because society would judge you as having sex with an animal, then you realized it was me you were having sex with and that we love each other and it was right to enjoy each other that way. Don't you see that it's the same with Cole? Society says it's wrong to have sex with a kid, but what if that kid was fully sexually developed and feeling powerful needs? What if he really wanted to do it and it would only make him happy? We care about him and want him to be happy, and we'd be careful to make sure he never did anything he would feel bad about. It would be loving and beautiful and all of us would be willing and eager. How the fuck could it make sense to deny him that? It would have the opposite effect from what we want. He would feel bad about himself and unhappy if we kept pushing him away. It just doesn't make sense to me."
I thought about what he'd said. He was right in a sense. I had a lot of trouble right at first when a wolf had propositioned me to have sex with him, until I realized it wasn't some dumb animal, it was Elias. Then it was easy and natural and incredibly enjoyable to go there. Was it really so different with Cole? He's a human being with needs and desires and feelings. He won't have a lot of options going forward to fulfill those needs and enjoy the beauty and pleasure of sexuality and feel completely happy and fulfilled. We would be his best chance for that and he'd shown a clear and undeniable interest in us.
"It's still a bit hard to think of really going there him, though it's a lot easier than it would have been before you and I got together," I said, "I just think we need to tread really carefully. Give it as much time as it needs. I think I'm open to the idea of helping him enjoy his body. You're completely right that it wouldn't be fair to withhold it from him forever, and he'll never advance physically from where he is so I guess it sort of makes sense to start right away, before it affects him negatively to be rejected and denied over and over again. I don't think it would ever sit right with his mom, though. But like you said, she'll have to cave eventually or she'll have a thirty year old kid on her hands who's completely confused about what's OK and what's not, and wondering why he can't do what he wants to do with his own body. Society's rules will eventually have to bend for him, a lot. It would be completely messed up to make him ignore his desires forever just because he'll always look like he's eleven years old physically."
Elias nodded and said, "Exactly right. He'll always look like he's eleven, yet he'll be walking around with junk that's closer to a fourteen or fifteen year old's between his legs. It's a bit messed up, but he's still a human being with needs and feelings. I think we should help him if that's what he wants. I'm glad you're open to the idea. The outline of his little cock looked amazing in his briefs and I really wanted to get on my knees in front of him and suck on that wet patch. I know I'm gonna be thinking about it a lot from now on."
I chuckled and said, "You and me both."
He leaned in and kissed me again.
"You're such an awesome guy, Jake. I'm glad I didn't end up stuck with someone who was too rigid and caught up in stupid rules that just can't always apply. I suppose I would never get stuck with someone like that anyhow, I would have just walked away. I've had a lot of time to think about things like this so I guess that's why it's so easy for me to go there. I knew it would always be a problem for me because I look so young and would always look that way. If you were one of those uptight people you never would have fucked me that first night, and we would have gone our separate ways. I think a long time ago, tens of thousands of years, before society really got in the way of living right, as soon as kids started getting boners they probably openly started playing with each other and the adults probably just smiled and watched. They probably even got involved sometimes. It just seems right to me to let a kid explore openly and learn, and not try to make him think it's wrong or bad. Sex is the most natural and awesome thing that everyone gets to enjoy. It's just wrong to try to control it so much and tell him he's not allowed to enjoy his own body any way he wants. Society is just stupid as far as I'm concerned and they mostly forgot what it means to be alive."
"I like the way you think, Elias. It still blows my mind how much better my life is with you in it. It's like I never really started living until you showed up. You're the best thing that could possibly have ever happened to me."
He smiled and said, "It works both ways. My life was shit until I came into yours and now I can't imagine anything ever being better than this. I think Cole should count himself lucky that he ended up here with you too. Even his mom should feel nothing but lucky that he's here with you. Like I said before, we sort of gave him a life he never had a chance at even if it's not gonna be a normal one. Now his mom's gonna have to learn to let him do what he wants with his new life so he can be as happy as he can be. I know you'll do the right thing and handle it properly. We'll figure it all out eventually. I don't think I want to be there when you talk to her about it though. She sort of rubs me the wrong way somehow."
"You've only just met her. Give yourself time to get used to her. You're still upset because you saw her as judging us harshly for being a couple," I suggested.
He shook his head and said, "I don't care what she thinks about me. I honestly don't think she was judging me, or even us as a couple. She was judging you though, and I won't put up with that. She probably thinks you somehow wheedled me into your pants. She probably thinks you took advantage of me and my situation. I could see it in her eyes when you told her we were a couple. I was the one that convinced you to screw around. You fixed my life in every way possible, you didn't do anything wrong to me at all. I love you and if she can't get used to that idea she can take a long walk off a short pier for all I care. It wasn't even just that. When she said that I could see right away she was gonna treat Cole wrong. I was already thinking that Cole was gonna have needs and she was already warning us that she would never let us help him explore them. She was one of those people who would stick to the rules whether they made sense or not."
"Wow, you saw a lot in her eyes in just those few seconds. Try to give her a chance. Maybe you were just projecting things you've been thinking about society onto her. It might just be your own frustration that you felt for those years you were bounced around foster care coloring your perception of her. She seems really nice to me. I just don't see her being that judgmental. Her maternal instincts were kicking in and she reacted to them. I don't see anything wrong with that."
He shrugged and said, "Maybe I just don't like women. I've never had a good experience with one since my mom died. The foster parents I went through were horrible. They were just in it for the money and to get cheap labor to keep their houses clean and do their laundry and mow their lawns. They didn't give a crap about me and they just liked to rule over me. I guess I should give her a chance and not just lump her in with the rest. I have no choice really, at least, I don't if I want Cole to stay with us. I like that little guy and I don't want her to take him away. I suppose if she was a bad person Cole would never have turned out as cool as he is. I'll try to cut her some slack."
I nodded and said, "Good. Let's go shower and then go work on getting supper ready. I'll have a talk with Grace about Cole catching us in the act and I'll ask her permission to have the big talk about sex with him. She'll probably want to stay and make sure I don't put any ideas into his head or anything. She might insist on having the talk with him herself. Anyhow, it has to happen, and soon. Hopefully getting that worked out will put us on more solid footing for the time being and she'll see we can be trusted and we want what's best for him. It will get her started thinking of him as a fully functional sexual human being too. She'll start to realize for herself that he has needs and that we can't deny him forever. We'll have to figure out the logistics of the two of you changing every night from now on too."
He nodded and got up out of bed and headed towards the bathroom. I followed him and we enjoyed a long, leisurely, hot shower together, then got dressed and headed down to the kitchen.
Cole was already there and he was sitting at the kitchen table, fully clothed, legs swinging away under the chair he was sitting in, while he messed with the camera that I'd left on the counter as we came in from the garage earlier.
"Be careful with that, buddy. I don't want you accidentally deleting the photos and movies on there. They're important to me and I haven't got around to backing them up yet."
"It's OK. I figured out how to work it. I was watching the movie of when Elias bit me. It was so cool!"
I rolled my eyes and chuckled and said, "I guess I should have known you'd have no problem with that. Didn't it bother you to see Elias rip a piece off you, or see yourself falling out of that tree and hitting the branch and breaking ribs on the way down? It must have hurt like hell when it happened. Doesn't it freak you out to watch that?"
"Naw, it was neat to see it. That wasn't the coolest part though. Elias started out taking his clothes off and showing you his bum, then he started playing with his thing. He rubbed it faster and faster just like you did with it using your hand underneath him when I watched you guys in bed before. He shot that same white stuff out of it in the video. It looked like it felt really good for him so I decided to try it out. I rewinded it and I put my hand down in my pants and rubbed like he did while I watched him doing it again. It felt so great! I had to run and change my underwear again though. I didn't know I would shoot so much of that gunk too. It felt so awesome, like I was gonna explode or something. It made my head spin. I want to try that again later on."
Elias laughed and said, "That's awesome! You're a really quick learner little guy. Just don't tell your mom, OK? I'm pretty sure she'll blame me for your sudden depravity."
Cole asked, "What's 'depravity'? Did I do something wrong? Should I keep it a secret? I thought you said those kinds of secrets were bad, Jake."
I sighed and said, "No secrets, please. What you did was absolutely fine, Cole, just like it was fine when Elias did it, and every time I do it. All guys play with themselves that way sometimes and it's completely normal. It's your body to enjoy any way you like and nobody should ever tell you otherwise. Just don't overdo it, OK? I wouldn't want you doing any damage to that beautiful tool of yours. You shouldn't really talk about it around your mom either. You don't have to keep it a secret, it's just not something she'd want to know about is all. It's not the sort of thing moms and their boys talk about. Get it?"
He nodded and said, "Yeah, I don't think I'd want to tell her about that anyhow. I like talking about it with you guys though."
"Feel free to do so any time you want. I can tell already I don't need to tell you not to be shy. It's pretty obvious you'll say or ask whatever's on your mind and that's perfectly great by me. I like it. I want you to feel comfortable talking about anything with Elias and me. We're your best buds from now on and you're ours too."
Cole grinned and put the camera down and got up and ran over and hugged me around my waist. I knelt down and hugged him better and he held on tight for a while.
"Thanks! I'm so glad I get to stay here with you guys now. I hope I can stay here forever!" he exclaimed.
"I hope you can too. It's great having you here. How about you help us get supper ready? I bet Elias would love to show you how to peel potatoes, even if only so he won't have to do it himself anymore."
Elias grinned and nodded and led Cole around as he got out the potatoes, a peeler, and a pot to put them in and they set to work.
I had taken some ground beef out of the freezer and put it in the fridge to thaw the day before so I got it out and started turning it into a meat loaf.
While we were busy working in the kitchen Grace finally got up out of bed and shuffled into the room in her housecoat and slippers. She looked completely frazzled, with her hair tangled and sticking out in all sorts of ways, and her eyes were still a bit puffy and baggy from the long sleep in a strange bed.
"You guys could have left that for me to do. You shouldn't have let me sleep so long. I don't mind cooking. It's the least I can do in return for you letting us stay here. I don't mind saying I'm a pretty good cook," she said.
"Don't worry about it, Grace," I said, "You don't need to feel like you have to be the maid and housekeeper to all of us guys. We've been taking care of ourselves just fine and we have no problem doing the cooking."
"Well, don't let me stop you then," she said, "I'll just go grab a shower while you boys have your fun if you don't mind. I feel a little rough around the edges still."
"You look really rough everywhere, mom, not just around the edges," Cole said.
She chuckled and said, "I love you too, sweetheart. I'm glad you're so open and honest with me. I think we just need to work on when you use that wonderful skill, and when you just keep it to yourself."
She winked at him and Cole giggled.
She shuffled off out of the kitchen and back upstairs towards the main bathroom to take her shower.
Elias chuckled and said, "I think I could get used to her. I just need to give it time. She seems pretty cool."
I smiled at him and Cole said, "You mean mom? She's awesome!"
Elias nodded at him and said, "I guess she probably is if you think so. You seem pretty smart to me."
Cole grinned at him and we got back to work.
Once we had supper cooking we went down to the basement to watch a bit of TV while we waited for our meal to be ready. Cole freaked out when he saw the pinball and arcade machines and he wanted to try them out. We took turns on the MAME machine and played Asteroids Deluxe, Centipede and Galaga. Cole thought they were pretty fun games but he didn't get why they made the graphics so bad. We played for a while and then Cole expressed an interest in trying the pinball machine. Elias showed him how to use it while I went to sit on the couch and flicked the TV on and tuned it to the news. There was a story about some strange tracks and blood being found down in the river valley and a news woman was on the scene. My heart started beating faster as I sat up and turned up the volume.
Elias heard what was being said and came over to stand next to me and we watched the news story. It showed the clearing we'd been using and the news person was walking back towards the tree that was still covered in Cole's blood. The tree had a lot of its bark chewed off at the base by some sort of raging animal with large teeth and a massive bite pattern. She showed the dark patches all over the dirt around the tree and said they were all blood from what looked like some sort of attack by a very large animal. The police had been on scene and determined that there had been a scuffle and it looked as though it involved a small child and a large animal, though there appeared to be the tracks of an adult, likely a large man, at the scene as well. The camera swept down to the ground and zoomed in on some footprints in the soft dirt around the tree. Some were obviously made by small feet and some where the prints of a very large animal. The news lady crouched down so that she was back in the picture and she put her hand near one of the paw prints with the fingers spread wide. Her hand looked tiny in the middle of the huge print. It showed how the animal that made it must have been absolutely massive. It was clearly from Elias. She also pointed out a set of smaller prints that looked to be about the size of a full grown wolf.
The news woman went on to say it was unknown whether this attack was done by the same animal that had been responsible for killing the deer near the river earlier in the summer, but it seemed quite likely given the size of the prints and the large bite pattern on the tree trunk. There also appeared to be another, smaller animal in the area. The two may be traveling together in a pack and they had spent a great deal of time running around in the clearing very recently, likely just after the attack had occurred. They talked about how the animals appeared to be moving closer in towards the city from where the deer had been taken down, and that everyone using any of the river valley recreation areas should be on their guard at all times. The city was going to be bringing someone in to investigate the tracks to determine what sort of animal might have left them. Everyone was urged to keep their eyes open and report any unusual wildlife to the city immediately. Most importantly, anyone who knew of any small child who might be missing or injured should come forward immediately. There was no sign of the child's tracks leaving the area and there was some fear that the animals may have taken them away, though it was felt that it was likely the large man who carried the child out. Police wanted to hear from him as soon as possible. They'd found a very small strip of flesh at the scene that showed the child may have been hurt badly, but there was not enough blood to show that he might have succumbed to his wounds, and no blood trail was left behind indicating which way the child may have been taken. They were checking with area hospitals to see if any child had been brought to any emergency ward with wounds that looked like an animal attack. A child's mountain bike had also been found abandoned near the scene, though the rusted condition of it suggested it might have been there a long while.
The scene then shifted back to the news desk and the anchor shook his head dramatically and said he hoped this mystery would be solved soon.
I slumped back into the couch and put my hands over my face and groaned.
"Don't worry about it," Elias said, "It'll blow over soon enough, just like the carcasses did. They'll probably just think whoever did the original prank with the deer was just raising it to the next level to shake everyone up again."
"I hope you're right," I said, "I don't think it will be so easy this time though. There was blood and signs of a small child being hurt. They'll take that shit seriously. I think for the time being, it's best for you guys not to go down there to change anymore."
Elias said, "I don't usually go anywhere near there when I'm alone. The spot I usually use is far away from there. I can still go down there. I'm smart enough not to get caught. I'm just another kid on a bike right up until the change so if somebody sees me it's no big whoop. I'll be a hell of a long way from that clearing when it's time for my change. It's not some dumb animal they're looking for, but they don't know that. I'll know they might be searching for me so I'll be on guard. I doubt they'd do it at night anyhow. They wouldn't have any clue that the animal they're looking for doesn't even exist in the daylight. They'd be scouring the area all day when they can see well to spot any tracks, not at night. I'll make sure not to leave any tracks they can find from now on and I'll only head outward further away from the city when I'm the wolf. Even if they did have someone out there at night, if anyone was ever anywhere near me I'd know it long before they could get any closer. Cole should definitely change here at home though. At least for now, until they find nothing and the whole thing dies off again. It wouldn't be any good for him to be out there with no experience being a wolf when someone might be out there trying to track us down."
I nodded and said, "You're right. He should use the panic room and just stay here, at least for the rest of this cycle and the start of the next."
Cole had been listening to us and said, "Aww! I don't want to stay in the house when I'm a wolf. Can't I go with Elias and run with him, please?"
"I'm sorry, Cole, but I just don't think that's a good idea. Not right now anyways," I said.
"Jake's right. I don't think you should be out there just yet. It won't be long before they forget about us and we can both be out there together. You need to be responsible and careful now. This isn't a game. Your mom, you, me, Jake, we all depend on us not getting caught or doing anything stupid. Once it blows over we can go back to being wolves together, OK?"
"Can't you stay and change here too, then?" Cole asked, "Can't we be wolves together here at home?"
Elias shook his head and said, "Not right now. We only have one safe room and it's not even completely finished yet. There's no safe way for both of us to stay at home and change here." He turned to me and said, "Should we look at getting another panic room set up?"
I shrugged and said, "I don't know which one we could use. There were only two other rooms and Cole is in one now and Grace is in the other. I suppose if they were OK with sharing we could convert another one."
"I don't want to sleep with my mom! Can't I sleep in your bed with you guys?"
Elias smiled. I knew he would be all for that. I would be too I suppose, but I doubt Cole's mom would be on board.
"We'll have to think about this," I said, "Having the contractor build us a panic room was completely normal in this day and age. Having him come back to build a second one would be more than a little bit odd and would definitely raise eyebrows. They would wonder if we might be planning to use them to keep people prisoners in our house or some weird thing like that. I don't think it would be such a good idea."
Elias shrugged and said, "It'll only be an issue for a little while, like I said. After a few weeks of their search for this animal turning up nothing and no kids being reported missing or hurt, they'll go right back to thinking it was all an elaborate prank. Let's just stick with the first plan. I'll go down to my usual spot way further back along the river valley outside of the city and Cole will change here in the panic room. It will only be for a couple of weeks, then we can switch to a better routine. Do you think you could handle being cooped up in the house with Jake for two weeks of changes, Cole? You'll be a wolf for a shorter and shorter time anyways until the new moon comes. Then we'll both be boys for three whole days."
Cole shrugged and said, "I guess it's OK, so long as Jake is here with me."
I smiled and said, "I'll be here. I guess I might have to tell my employers I'll need some more time. I suppose I could work from home for the next couple of weeks through our VPN. If they try to say anything about it I'll just remind them how much money I've made for them over the years and how many other companies would love the opportunity to make as much. That usually shuts them right up."
Elias smiled and nodded.
That settled the routine for the next couple of weeks at least. Even beyond that, the change would be so brief for the first week into the next cycle that Cole would still likely have no problem staying at home through it. I would only have to stay up with him for a little while until he changed back and then be off to bed so I could work in the morning. It shouldn't be much of a problem at all. After that much time the 'monster' in the woods would likely have been declared a hoax again and we could go back to normal. Or at least, we could then figure out what the new normal should be for us.
I sighed and shook my head. This situation was getting more complicated every day.
"Let's go back up and finish getting supper ready," I suggested.
We went back upstairs into the kitchen and I showed Cole how to tear up some lettuce while Elias and I chopped some vegetables to make a tossed salad. Grace came back out fully clothed and looking much less rough around the edges than before. She pitched in by mashing the potatoes and getting the meat loaf out of the oven and making a nice brown gravy for it while the boys set the table.
We all sat down and enjoyed our first meal together as a family of sorts. We told Grace about the news story we'd seen and our decision about how the change would be handled for the next couple of weeks. She was fine with it since it meant Cole would be right here at home when he changed. She was excited to see him tonight. He would change a little while before she left for work and she would get to see him as a wolf and spend a bit of time with him before she had to leave. She'd decided to keep the job that payed the best and it meant she would be working from midnight to eight in the morning most nights. She decided she would probably get in the habit of staying up in the morning to be with Cole during the day and then go to sleep in the afternoon to wake up rested and ready for work in the evening. Cole would have Elias around for the short time in the early morning and in the late afternoon that I would be at work so he'd never really be alone again if he didn't want to be. It seemed like it should work out just fine.
We finished up our meal and relaxed and chatted for a bit, then I mentioned to Grace that I wanted to talk with her about Cole. Elias took that as his cue to vanish and he excused himself and went down to the basement. Grace and I started clearing the dishes away while Cole sat at the table and watched.
"I need to talk to you about something that happened earlier today while you were sleeping," I began, while we put the dishes in the dishwasher and began dealing with the leftover food.
"Is it something serious? Did Cole break something?" she asked.
"No, he didn't break anything. It's serious in a way, I suppose, but not in a bad way. Just something that requires attention."
"Go on," she said.
"Elias and I were being intimate in our bed. The door was closed. We made a bit too much noise though and Cole was curious."
"Oh God, I was worried about something like this. He walked in on you two, didn't he?"
"Yes, he did. He's fine with it though, and so are we. We had a short talk about it. He really didn't do anything wrong. He just thought we were fooling around and playing so he came to join in."
She started to turn a bit red. I don't think she was angry, just embarrassed by it.
"I'm sorry if he embarrassed you. Did he see much? Did you understand what you saw, Cole?" she asked.
"I didn't see a whole lot, mom," he lied, "They were under the covers. I thought they were wrestling."
I didn't see any reason for him to lie to her, but I supposed this one little white lie to spare her any more embarrassment wouldn't hurt. Cole knew his mom better than I did and if he felt this was the best approach I may as well play along with it.
I sighed and said, "He heard us say some things while we were deep in the act and he saw enough to know that we were doing something he'd never seen before and he was full of questions. He was obviously aroused and that was probably something completely new for him too. I told him I would ask your permission to have a detailed talk with him about the changes that have happened to his body and what it would mean to him now."
"What sorts of things did he hear you say, exactly?" she asked.
"They kissed and they told each other how much they loved each other. It was awesome, mom. I wish someone would love me that much some day," Cole said.
"He heard a few more graphic things before that," I said, "I won't repeat them but I'm sure you can imagine what type of things we might shout in the throes of passion. I wanted to get the chance to explain to Cole what they meant, but not without getting your permission first."
"You could have told Cole to keep this a secret, and so long as he did I would never even know it happened. The fact that you chose to tell me speaks volumes about you. It sounds like you handled it well, but are you asking to have the sex talk with my boy? Do you think you're the right person to be doing that?"
I turned a bit red myself, but I realized again that she was simply acting on motherly instinct and wanted to protect her boy. I stayed completely calm and said, "Maybe I'm not, I can't honestly say. I'm simply offering to help in any way I can. I only want what's best for him. He's a male and what he really needs to know is how things have changed for him from a male's perspective. If you do agree to let me have that talk with him, we won't be getting into a lot of detail except where we need to, and any details we do go over will be fairly clinical and I'll try to stay within the accepted standard of sex between a male and a female who love each other. Obviously he might have questions about guys with guys since that's what he saw today and I won't hesitate to answer them honestly. I'm not looking for new recruits for our side if that's what you're worried about. I prefer people make their own decisions about what team to play on. I would recommend you have a talk with him too and tell him whatever you think he should know from a female's perspective."
She thought about it for a while, then she turned to Cole and asked, "Did you like what you saw, Cole, or did it make you feel bad?"
He blushed a bit and said, "I liked it a lot. I really wanted to try it with them but Jake wouldn't let me. It made me feel good to watch them. Something happened to me...in my underwear."
He looked a little flustered like he wanted to explain his erection and discharge to her but he wasn't at all comfortable talking about it to his mom.
She smiled and said, "You don't have to go in detail about it if it makes you uncomfortable, honey. I know what you're talking about and I understand what happened to you. Do you know what sex is?"
Cole shrugged and he said, "Not really. I know people get naked and play together. That's about it."
She looked at me and said, "I couldn't afford to keep our Internet going because of the medical bills. I even had our cable disconnected a long time ago. He was out of school a lot due to his condition and the medical procedures he's gone through. He really hasn't had any of the exposure most kids his age would probably have had, but do you really think he needs this talk right now? He's only eleven."
"He's eleven now, but look at him and try to imagine what it will be like when he's twenty or thirty. He'll look exactly the same. He'll be sitting there just like that, dressed just like that, and looking at you just like that. Physically, he won't advance any more than he is now but like I told you this morning, the change has affected his body. He's jumped ahead sexually and he's nearly at the end of puberty now in his development. He's completely functional down there. He has needs now and his body will push him to fulfill them, but he hasn't grown into them slowly like most kids would have done so it's gonna be really confusing and overwhelming for him if we don't give him all the facts right away and help him understand exactly why he's feeling the way he does. Elias and I had a long talk about it after Cole left our room this morning. He explained a lot to me about how his life was different because of the same leap forward in sexual development that happened to him when he first changed, and the fact that he knew he would 'grow up' without ever really growing up. He would always look fourteen. He explained to me how hard that was going to be for Cole and how confusing it would be to have these needs but only be an eleven year old kid that nobody would ever want to get intimate with sexually. He warned me that it might really be hard for Cole and he would need as much help as he could get to deal with it. You haven't had any time really to think about this yet but you need to start right away. What age will be the right one to allow him to begin exploring his sexuality? Keep in mind that he'll never look older than he is."
She began to turn red again as she thought about it. I think she hadn't even given this a moments thought before now, and it was all beginning to sink in.
"My poor baby. He'll never know love and intimacy with anyone, will he?" she asked.
"That depends somewhat on you. Elias has found intimacy and love and he's a completely satisfied and happy guy now. I'm proud of who he is and I love him deeply. He's a complete person with absolutely no major hang-ups or issues and he has an amazingly positive outlook on life. He's the best person I've ever known and likely the best I will ever know. Cole could be the same, but it would require a pretty radical change of attitude on your part and a complete departure from what society would consider acceptable," I said.
She flashed a look of anger at me and said, "I'm as open minded as anyone can be, but he's only eleven!"
I kept my voice completely calm and soothing and said, "I understand that, but think about it. What will change for him between now and when he's twenty? If you keep him sheltered and deny him his needs he won't be one iota further along sexually than he is right at this moment. He'll still be the same, though he'll be confused and frustrated and unfulfilled from years of denial of his basic needs. Will you still deny him then? If not, then do you really see any reason to make him go through all of that? Does it make sense to force him to wait for completely artificial reasons? Will he benefit from that in any way you can think of?"
She started to look flustered, then she went to the table and sat down and said, "This is all so much to take in. I hadn't realized this was going to be an issue until now. I'd already gotten used to the idea that he would be my little boy forever and I was alright with that, but you're telling me he's already past that in a way. I see that you're right. He'll keep growing emotionally and learning and having experiences that will for all intents and purposes change him into a man with all of the needs of a man. It's only his body that will never change and if what you say is true, physically he's already feeling those needs. I need to think about this for a while."
"You can't put it off for too long, Grace. He has needs right now, like you said, and he's already expressed an interest in being intimate with Elias and me. I explained to him that it wasn't appropriate for someone his age, but I've come to realize I might have to change my own thinking on that some day. For now though, we need to explain to him what sex is really about and what has happened to his body to help him understand the things he's going to be feeling from now on. He's going to be having some carnal thoughts and his body will respond to them and we have to help him understand that those things are natural and healthy and not in any way dirty or wrong."
She thought about it some more as she took in what I'd said. She kept looking over at Cole as she seemed to wrestle with the idea of her little boy suddenly being a fully realized, sexual person with all of the needs that go along with that, but without the knowledge or the means to do anything about it. I could see a sudden shift in her attitude as she came to some decision, then she looked straight at me and said, "You told me back at our house that he was safe with you and I believed you. I still believe you. I've seen how you are with Elias, and with Cole. You're nothing but respectful and kind and careful with them. I really think I can trust you. I see you're only interested in what's best for him. I think I do want you to have that talk with my boy. I can't think of anyone who would do a better job for him. I will talk to him after though, and ask him what you've said and if he understands it all and if he has any questions that I might help with."
I nodded and said, "That would be for the best. He needs a female's perspective too, like I said before. I just think it's best to explain it all now and let him soak it all in for a while and get used to how things have changed for him. I'll warn you though that I will openly and honestly answer any questions he might have, even if I have to get a little graphic to do it right, though I probably won't volunteer anything that he hasn't asked about that is more advanced than I think he needs to know just now."
She smiled and said, "I trust you'll handle it perfectly. I can honestly say I wish you weren't gay. You'd be a hell of a catch. I think you'd make a terrific dad for any kid."
"What's 'gay', mom? I only ever heard kids say that in a bad way, like calling someone a name. Why do you think Jake's gay?" Cole asked.
She said, "I think that's a good question for you to ask Jake as part of your talk."
He shrugged and said, "OK."
I smiled at Grace and said, "I have to admit, I thought you'd be a lot more upset than you are. Most moms would likely not be so calm about all this."
She said, "I lived a really wild life in my youth like I told you this morning. Cole was the one who brought me back down to Earth and kept me grounded. I still carry all those experiences with me and I know they defined and shaped who I am now just as much as Cole has. I don't think I turned out so bad. I've seen and done a lot of things I would never want to tell anyone about. I've had things done to me, too, even when I was just a little girl. Anyhow, I've had enough experience with men who were simply after something young and innocent to play with that I think if you were one of those guys I would know it without a doubt. I just don't see it in you. Not in the least. You're a good man and I know I can trust you with my boy.
"I think what you said before was right and I will have to get used to the idea that Cole is old enough for sex right now, even though he just doesn't look it. My first experience was when I was about his age, a year younger actually, though it wasn't by my choice. I was abused for several years by someone I had previously trusted and felt safe with. He even brought other men in. I came out OK in the end, but it did mess me up for a while and was the cause of my wild behavior for a lot of years afterward. That behavior led me to have a lot of experiences that I enjoyed immensely even at a very young age. Experiences that I would never want to forget and wouldn't trade for anything. My experiences have shown me that all that really matters for my son is that he never have to endure things being done to him against his will. I wanted to shelter him from anything like that.
"I have no problem with him doing anything that he really wants to do with anyone he wants to do it with if it will make him happy and won't hurt him in any way. I trust you, like I said, and I trust Elias too. I don't think either of you would ever do anything to make Cole unhappy in any way. Just the opposite. It's obvious you'd go out of your way to make him as happy as he can possibly be. How could I ever have a problem with that? I would never want him to have to go through any of the bad things I've experienced sexually, but I know that you would do everything in your power to protect him from them too. I do want him to have all of the same good experiences that I've had, and I can see that he might just have those some day with you or Elias. I have no hang-ups about homosexuality. I think everyone should be free to enjoy what they enjoy without anyone judging them or trying to change them. If my son turns out to be gay I certainly won't mind that, so long as he's happy.
"I think your approach is the best. We need to teach him what it all means and let him think about it and stew on it and maybe form more informed opinions of his own about what he wants to do. I don't know if I'd ever be truly OK with the thought of you or Elias being intimate with him, but that would just be the mother in me not wanting to let go of her little boy. I'd feel the same way about him being intimate with a woman. I know for sure if it was with you it would be a much better introduction for him than I ever had. I know in my heart his interests would be the primary concern for you and you'd treat him with respect. I can't imagine him ever being in better hands. It's hard for me to argue against it, but I think I'll need some time before I can accept it as something he simply needs. Something I can't in all fairness deny him. I think if my life had been a bit more normal I'd be railing against this, but I know how messed up a person can become when things aren't done right, and in a sense simply denying him would be a way of not doing things right. It could cause him real problems and make him unhappy. I want you to talk to him and tell him everything. Do it tonight, right now, if you feel ready. I wouldn't mind going for a walk back to my house to get a few more things I need."
I smiled and said, "You're quite a woman, Grace. You almost make me wish I wasn't gay too."
She chuckled and said, "That's the best compliment I've had in years."
She stood and walked over and gave me a hug. Then she went over and ruffled Cole's hair. Finally, she turned and went to the back door to put on her shoes and just before she left she said, "I'll be back in an hour or so."
Cole said, "Bye mom!" as she went out and closed the door behind her, then he turned to me and said, "I told you she was awesome."
I smiled and nodded and asked, "Are you ready for that talk now?"
He grinned and said, "Yes!"
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