Lost

This is another love story that has a violent start. It is total fiction and none of the characters came from anywhere except my mind. It is homoerotic and contains detailed descriptions of boy/boy sex.

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Synopsis

Steve is a computer graduate, new to this beautiful Caribbean island. He gets lost and ends up being gang raped and abused by a bunch of West Indian boys. One of them is young and beautiful and Steve falls in love with him in very short order. Both boys are badly abused but their love comes through it and they eventually live together as a happy couple.

Lost

Over the years I had read newspaper accounts of tourists getting lost and driving into a no-go area in one city or another. They had ended up being robbed, raped, murdered or a combination of the three. I lived in an idyllic Caribbean Island and never even gave a thought to the same thing happening to anyone here. How wrong I was proved one day a year ago.

A friend had asked me to deliver a package to a business associate in a part of the island with which I was unfamiliar.

"Steve, be careful. Follow these instructions to the letter. You will be getting quite close to an undesirable area."

"Come on Col, this is paradise, there aren't any undesirable areas here."

"Yes there are boy, and I am telling you, be careful."

Twenty-two years old, a first in computing science from Uni. and still stupid I realised after my ordeal was over.

I drove off in Colin's Jeep soft-top without a care in the world. Did not follow my instructions and ended up down a narrow dirt road that finished in the middle of a heavily wooded area.

"Bugger, the road's too narrow to turn I am going to have to back up about half a mile," I said to myself, cursing my stupidity.

I was about to reverse when I saw an old VW Safari wagon behind me with four or five local lads in it. I hopped out and walked up to the driver's window.

"Looks like we both took a wrong turn guys. If you back up I will follow you out."

"We didn't take a wrong turn English, we were following you once you encroached on our territory." said the guy in the passenger seat.

They slid the side door open and all climbed out, five, including the driver. All five were a few years older than me I guessed, well put together in the usual baggy shorts and long T Shirts. I wished the guys would wear nice fitting clothes because when they stripped off to swim they nearly all had bodies I lusted after. Yes, I am gay and proud of it.

They stood between the Jeep and me but there did not appear to be any menace in their stance or in the way they spoke.

"What are you doing here?" said the leader.

"I was looking for this place," I said showing them my written instructions.

"Well you are in our territory and to get out of it you will need to pay a heavy ransom."

I laughed and said, "I'm sorry, I only have about $20 on me."

"Well in that case boy we will take it out of your body."

"Come on guys, don't fool around, I really need to be on my way."

"We aren't fooling, get your clothes off, all of them."

"Now you really are joking aren't you?"

"You can either take them off yourself or my guys will do it for you, and they won't prissy around undoing buttons and zips."

The menace was in the voice now and the other four moved closer pulling knives out as they did so. I backed up a little feeling quite scared.

"Ok, I'll do it."

Shoes, shorts, T-shirt and my brief underpants were on the floor in no time.

I swim a lot and work out in the gym a bit so I have quite a decent body, I also have a respectable uncut cock, soft or hard, which I covered quickly with my hands. I have natural light brown hair with piercing green eyes. The five black guys looked me up and down for a while before the leader said,

"Hm, a pretty boy, and he's shy, isn't that sweet, we might have some really raunchy fun with this one man. Get your hands behind your head and spread your legs."

Five armed, bigger than me Afro-Caribbean guys, I wasn't going to argue anymore.

"I don't want to keep repeating myself English, so when I tell you to do something, you do it first time of asking. If you don't, George show him,"

The one called George slid a vicious looking cane out from behind him.

"You will get this across your arse a few times, ok."

"Yes, ok, look, my name is Steve, can we sort this out without it going any further than this?"

"Oh, does Stevie baby not want to play with us big boys? Get down on your knees boy."

I obviously hesitated for too long because I jumped a mile with the shock and the pain as I received a hard whack from George. I was on my knees pretty damn quick after that massaging my sore arse. I realised then looking at it that the cane was split for about half its length into many smaller strips. I was going to get hurt if I had to take very many of those.

"Ok, Stevie boy, take my shorts off and let's see how much pleasure you can give my dick."

The leader stood in front of me and once again, I hesitated too long for him because another stroke landed on my buttocks, Jesus it hurt.

I undid the drawstring on his shorts and dropped them, he had boxers on under the shorts so they came down too and he stepped out of them. He peeled his T- shirt off himself revealing a gorgeous body. Broad shoulders, six-pack, slim waist, slim hips and a gorgeous cock, size counts for me and this one soft looked about six inches. I lifted it gently so that I could run my tongue round the glans. I heard his intake of breath as I continued down the underside of his shaft licking at his ball sack before working my way back up and forcing the tip of my tongue into his piss slit for a moment. I then took the head in my mouth, wrapping my lips round it and worried it with my tongue. My own cock was raging hard now and was noticed by the other guys who were watching everything from the best angle they could find.

"Hey, the little cocksucker is enjoying this Gilly, take a look."

The leader pulled out of my mouth and told me to stand up to show everyone. I was on my feet in double quick time, I didn't want George to have another go.

"Stevie, how sweet, you're a little Auntie Man aren't you?"

I nodded and Gilly laughed.

"What a shame, you will probably enjoy taking all five of our dicks up your arse. Allen get out here, you have to see this."

A young lad that I had not seen before appeared from the back seat of the wagon. He was about 16 or 17 I guessed, looking very appealing. Beautiful long lashes and soft brown eyes, nothing like the other five.

Allen came over and stood by Gilly.

"This is my little brother Stevie and when he fucks you with his monster you will definitely know it."

"I'm not fucking him Gilly, you know I won't."

"We'll see later Bro."

I looked at Gilly's dick again, it was now almost erect and about nine inches and I thought, if they are all like him I would definitely not enjoy it.

"I don't think I will enjoy it Gilly, not if they are all as big as yours."

"Oh, I'm pretty small in this gang boy. So back on your knees and keep thrilling me."

Another minute of pleasuring and I was able to see Gilly in full erect splendour. It was about ten inches, thick, circumcised and straight as a rod.

While I continued to suck and lick on Gilly two of the boys pulled a double seat out of their wagon and a third one stripped off and lay along it naked.

"Ok. Stevie, lay over the seat back and pleasure Davie there."

I did pdq, and was told to spread my legs as wide as they would go.

"You are going to take Gilly's cock up your arse now little queer." he said laughing.

I guessed that, and was slow in getting my legs apart. George was not slow to react though and I received two more hard strokes of his vicious cane. My arse was seriously hurting now.

I started sucking on Dave's cock using my free hand to play with his balls and shaft when my mouth was not on one of them. The other hand I was supporting myself with, but the back of the seat was quite comfortable and supported me reasonably well once I had my legs well spread.

Gilly started to finger fuck me, using plenty of spit to lubricate me, and all five fingers eventually to spread me. Apart from Dave who I was sucking, the others were watching Gilly's work on my arse. Pretty embarrassing really. I was not used to audiences' whist having sex.

He pulled his fingers out of me very suddenly, came round to face me and told me to lube his dick ready for him to fuck me. I did with gusto, as much spittle as I could muster. Then he was round my back again and I felt his cock head pushing against my puckered love hole. He must have known how it would embarrass me because he called two of the others to hold my butt cheeks further apart so that he could get in easier. They did and he did. All of him in one quick shove. I screamed, they all laughed and George slapped my face hard twice and told me to get back to my cock sucking. By no measure of the imagination was Gilly gentle he long fucked me at a seriously rapid rate cumming almost immediately and leaving me gasping for breath. I was in a great deal of pain and realised it could only get worse.

"That was a quickie Stevie boy because I am going to be first and last, so next time I will take my time. Ok, Dave your turn to fuck our little slut. Where do you want him?"

"How about on his back over the tailgate of his Jeep. Can we tie his legs back so that he can suck and play with Keith if he's next and I will have both hands free to play."

"Yeah, that's a good one Dave. Off you go slut, get yourself ready for Dave, and as you can see he is longer and fatter than me. Take your time with him Dave we want him to enjoy this one. George, tie his legs wide and as far back round the end of his Jeep as you can.

I was spread as wide as they could get me and a rope pulled my legs down the sides stretching my arse to the limit, no need for anyone to pull my cheeks apart this time my love hole was well exposed.

"Hey Gilly, that arse is just to good to resist, can I tickle it a few more times before Davie impales him?" George was swishing his cane about as he said it so I prayed Gilly would say no.

"Ok George, but don't split him and only three or four."

George was all consideration. He took two of the cushions Colin kept in the Jeep and put them behind my head so that I could see what was going on out of the back.

"Now you can see everything in real time Stevie." George said with a sick grin on his face. He stepped to the side and stroked my arse with the cane. It felt really erotic giving me gentle tingling feeling as it ran over the parts he had already made sore. I was hard again very quickly and they all laughed.

"Jeez Gilly, this boy is really hot isn't he?"

"Yeah, Kenny. I tell you what, while Dave is fucking him why don't you think up some really hot games for this little queer to play for our amusement."

I didn't have time to think about that one because George landed his first solid stroke on my backside. I let out a long sustained scream, the pain was unbelievable.

I started to shake uncontrollably, writhing in the agony of this fire that was consuming my whole body.

"Please Gilly, please don't let him do that again, oh God I beg you keep him away from me, I can't take more of that please Gilly, anything, I will do anything but please keep him away from me."

I was sobbing uncontrollably but through the tears I saw Gilly nod at George.

"Oh God no," I screamed as the next one landed. The fire in my body was even more intense and I think I passed out for a minute. When I recovered I was only faintly aware of anything going on around me. I was still sobbing uncontrollably but everything seemed to be happening in slow motion. George was stroking my bottom with the cane intensifying the pain with his touch even though it was so soft.

"What do you reckon George, do you want to give him one more before we let Dave at him?"

"Thanks Gilly, I'd like that, he's a real screamer isn't he."

The others all laughed and Keith said, "Let me see if I can get him hard again first George, it's fun to see how quickly it goes soft after you hit him."

Keith started to play with me and put a finger up my arse to massage my prostate. Despite the unbelievable level of pain still remaining he managed to get me half-hard but the full erection would not come.

Allen surprised everyone by saying, "I can get him hard Gilly."

He took me in his mouth and started to suck me while Keith continued to finger fuck me. That did the trick. I was fully erect again despite my terror at the thought of another stroke from George's cane.

"Yuk, how could you Allan, are you an Auntie man as well?"

"Naw," said Allan, "but I suck my own dick so it's no problem to suck his."

I thought my God, however long is his dick if he can suck it himself.

They moved back and George positioned himself for another stroke.

I was blubbering like a baby, begging Gilly to stop George. The last stroke was so hard and painful I have no words to describe it. Suffice to say I lost consciousness for long enough for the five guys to have sat and had a couple of beers before I came round again.

My moaning brought Gilly over and he said, "Hello sunshine, ready for some more fun and games."

I was only half aware of what was happening, but felt relief when my legs were released and I was allowed to stand up. The pain as I moved my buttocks was enough to make me stagger and Gilly had to hold me to stop me from falling. I was still crying with the pain level so Gilly grabbed a beach blanket from the Jeep and I lay face down on it.

"Stevie, George may have been a bit over the top with that last one. I'm sorry, you're an ok kid I reckon, even if you are queer. You still get to be fucked with by the guys until they are bored with you, but apart from your arse being reamed out you will not be getting any more pain. We are going to leave you for a while to recover and then you can suck Davie here until he's ready to fuck you and we get back on track."

Allen went rummaging in the Jeep then walked back to me with a first aid kit. When he opened it he found a tube of anti-septic salve which he used to ease the pain in my buttocks. He was very gentle and while he was doing it he told me his name was Allan which I already knew, Gilly's younger brother and the baby of the gang at only seventeen. He was sorry about George who he knew was a sadist.

Gilly and the others had watched all this and Gilly said,

"What are you doing Bro, since when did we go soft on intruders?"

"George is an evil bastard Gilly. Isn't it enough that you have humiliated this guy? You are all going to get a great fuck out of him, why can't you leave it at that?"

George grinned and said, "I think we have another little queer here Gilly. How about using him the same as English. I'll be happy to punish him as well."

"Better still Gilly, why don't we let them put on an exhibition for us. They can fuck each other and suck us at the same time. Then with your permission of course we will all fuck your brother, including you, and keep him in the gang as our fuck toy."

Dave was grinning as he said it, which made Gilly squirm because he realised his leadership of this group was on the line. Particularly when Keith and Kenny grinned as well at the suggestion that he fuck his own brother.

"Hmm, let me think about this while English is getting his act together again. Let's have another beer."

They sat back down again all looking at Gilly, except Allan who kept administering to me.

"I won't fuck you Stevie whatever they say. My cock is obscene it will split you if I tried to push it in your arse."

I looked at Allen's crutch and realised that even with the baggy shorts there was still an awful lot of something in between his legs.

After about ten minutes, with Gilly hardly taking his eyes off his brother he looked at the other four and said.

"I tell you what guys, if Allan can fuck English, inserting all of his cock in his arse, we let English go, and we keep my brother in the gang without any fucking going on, but we let George give him three strokes as a punishment for helping Stevie boy."

Dave could see how close being the gang leader was and pushed his advantage while Gilly was in such a vulnerable position.

"Naw Gilly, that's pretty soft. How about Allan fucks English, then we all fuck Allan, including you. If he gets a hard on while we are fucking him we let that be proof he's queer and we let George punish him with what, ten licks of the cane."

Gilly and Allen both had looks of horror on their faces at the last suggestion. If George had no rein on his excesses, ten strokes would be enough to do serious damage. Just the last one administered to my bottom had caused me to lose consciousness. If George was free to use his considerable strength on ten the result didn't bear thinking about."

"Are you mad Dave, ten unrestrained licks from George will kill Allan."

"Ok Gilly, but what do George, Keith and Kenny think? Let's listen to all five suggestions and vote on it."

"No way, I lead this gang, it isn't a Democracy."

"With a queer brother I think we need to see if the others agree." Dave said pressing home his advantage. "Gilly, I think the five of us should come up with our own suggestion as to how to deal with Allan and English. We can then vote on them and the majority wins, no one can vote for their own suggestion though. If your suggestion wins Gilly, you stay as gang leader, if it fails we elect a new leader."

Gilly knew he was really up against it now and had to come up with a radical solution that would get at least three votes. Dave would not vote for him because he wanted the gang leadership, George would only vote for him if he guaranteed some serious punishment. Kenny and Keith were the floaters, their two votes could swing it, and what about Allan. He was still a member of the gang.

"Ok, I agree to that Dave, but as leader I set the rules." Dave started to argue and Gilly shouted him down. "You aren't leader yet Dave, keep your mouth shut."

"Ok. Every one has one vote and one set of suggestions that includes my brother, he is still a member as nothing has been proved against him, he has just been a bit too compassionate towards our white boy. The youngest one starts and we go in age to the oldest which is me."

Dave and George did not like it but the others thought it fair.

"Ok Allan." Gilly said. "You first, think about what you say, remember you are partially on trial with these suggestions as is my leadership."

Allan knew there was going to be trouble and thought hard how to placate everyone.

"There is no way I am going to fuck Steve I would split him wide open. So if you really think I'm queer, how about this. You all fuck English, as already agreed. Any of you that think I am queer then fucks me, led by my brother even if he thinks I'm not. If I get a full erection while you are fucking me, you keep me in the gang, you keep Gilly as leader and take a new vote on whether you let George punish me, and how much or keep me as your fuck toy."

"Oh a real diplomat," Dave sneered.

Kenny was next, and obviously uncomfortable. "I think we should just fuck the white boy and let George give Allan three good strokes of a belt, not the cane, just for being soft on whitey."

Keith was only a little more radical. "I go with Kenny, but Allan has to fuck English last with all of us taking turns to fuck his mouth while Allan is inside him. It will stop him screaming." He giggled.

George was next. "We all fuck Allan, including English. If Allan gets hard he gets ten with the cane. If he doesn't get hard he gets five for being stupid."

Dave wanted a balance that would please everyone. "We all get two more fucks, one on each of those two," pointing at Allan and me. "Anyway we want them. Allan has to take all of our cum in his mouth when we are fucking English and English takes all of our cum in his mouth when we are fucking Allan. Allan gets five from George whatever and stays in the gang as our fuck toy if he gets an erection while being fucked."

Gilly was last and thought that Allan had been very diplomatic and would almost certainly get Keith and Kenny's vote if he was way out with his suggestion. He could also vote for Allan giving him three votes.

"I think Allan's suggestion is good, but if he is queer when we vote on whether he is punished, or kept in the gang as our fuck toy I think the punishment should be twenty lashes with a leather belt not five with a cane."

The others were surprised that Gilly had upped the punishment stakes on his own brother, so when the vote came Gilly got the result he expected. Kenny, Keith and he voted for Allan's suggestion, George voted for Dave and vice versa, Allan voted for Kenny.

Dave said," I'm sorry Gilly, I shouldn't have pushed that. Look, if you let us have one variation to Allan's suggestions I will give you my vote when we have to decide his fate."

"Ok Dave cough,"

"If Allan gets a hard on when being screwed, confirming he's queer, can we watch English make love to him fully, the way he would if they were by themselves. I've never seen how two guys really get it on together.

The others all thought that was a fantastic idea so Gilly had to allow it.

We were soon back to where we had left off. Dave was rock hard thinking about fucking Allan and watching me do it as well.

I was stretched as before with Keith now squatting over me fucking my face with another monster. Dave fucked me hard with no finesse whatsoever. He just wanted to cum and get on with the rest of the fun. Keith was different altogether, he was gentle and out to make me cum as well. He rotated his hips hitting every possible piece of my insides. My cock was rigid and I very quickly orgasmed, shooting gob after gob of cum all over my chest and belly. Squeezing my arse muscles hard at the same time had Keith shooting gallons into me and Kenny was so turned on watching me cum without touching my cock that he shot into my mouth.

Gilly screamed at me, "You swallow that entire load boy or you are in trouble."

I did, it tasted great. Another first, I had never swallowed cum from a Caribbean boy before.

"I am going to take you again later English, my Brother takes my next load, Kenny, you get to fuck English after he has had Allan and I will follow you."

George was last and did as I expected. He plunged in with no lube and just fucked me viciously. I screamed with the pain but they all just laughed watching George hump me.

I was released then and knew I had some time to recover before having to take Gilly and Kenny. I could also take a long time making love to Allen, which I must admit I was looking forward to.

Gilly looked at his brother with a sad and embarrassed expression and said, "Ok Allan, get your kit off."

He did and I gasped. Without the stupid baggy shorts and huge T Shirt Allan was beautiful. Not just handsome, which he was, not pretty, which he definitely wasn't, just indescribably beautiful. The only thing not perfect was his cock, which was bigger than any of the others by quite a lot, even though he was soft. Even with an audience, I knew I was going to have the most fantastic time making love to him.

I do not think the others had ever noticed him before but with the heightened sexual tension here, they gasped as well. I just knew that whatever happened they were all going to fuck his beautiful cute butt.

"Get on your knees Allen in the centre of the rug, open your legs as wide as you can. Steve, I want you to lube him up for me stretch him as well so that I won't hurt him too much when I enter him."

"Come on Gilly no assistance on this."

"You shut up Dave, I have to fuck my own brother for this deal but there is no way I am going to finger him as well."

I was the only one, other than Gilly who heard Allan say, "I'm sorry Gilly, it's ok though I don't mind you fucking me."

I worked on Allan's butt for about ten minutes getting very hard myself while doing it. I used tons of spit and added fingers only as I felt him relaxing. When I got to three and started to rotate them I realised I was hitting his prostate and he was getting hard.

"Gilly and the rest of you. We have a problem. To stretch Allan ready to take your dicks I am hitting his prostate. I guarantee that if I do the same to each of you however macho you may be you will get hard. What am I to do?"

"If he's not queer surely he'll go soft when a dick enters him because that is gross plus we have to be causing him maximum humiliation so only a queer would stay erect." Kenny said softly.

Everybody agreed and Gilly told me to continue.

"I'm sorry Allan," I whispered. "I am going to try for five fingers and you will be rock hard when I have finished. I hope it will go down again very quickly."

"'s ok Steve, it felt fantastic. I reckon the best part of today is going to be you making love to me, the punishment will just have to be taken."

I realised then that this boy was gay and I started to cry a little for him, not for me.

When I was finished, I stood up and the others all made Allen stand up as well so they could see his penis. It was huge and really, as beautiful as him, just too big for his lovely body.

"Ok Gilly fuck him and when you are finished if he is still hard I guess we all get a fuck before voting on the punishment." Dave could not keep the glee out of his voice at the thought of this boy becoming a fuck toy or writhing in agony as George thrashed him.

"Ok Steve lube me up as well and Allan, get on your knees again."

I had Gilly's cock and Allen's arse dripping with my spit and prayed it would be enough as Gilly positioned himself to enter his brother.

He entered as gently as he could but I was sure Allen was a virgin and Gilly's ten incher had to hurt like hell.

Allen screamed and Gilly stopped as if frozen to the ground. "I'm sorry Bro, I'm sorry. I have to do this."

"I know Gilly, just take it slow to start with, at least my erection has gone down."

Gilly gradually got all of it in Allan's anus with many gasps and grunts of pain from him. Once he was all the way in he started to slow fuck his brother with long sensuous strokes. From my position I could see Allan getting rock hard again and I cried more.

"What are you crying for baby?" said George.

"Gilly, this is all so unfair, you are obviously hitting his prostate so he is going to keep getting hard, even if he is in pain, just the same as I did. You all would, he doesn't have to be queer to react like he is doing."

"The rules have been set, the decision isn't up for debate Gilly, you know that." Kenny said it gently because I think he believed me.

"Shut up Steve, not another word out of you. The rules are set." Gilly was not happy to have said that but I could see how he had no choice if he wanted to keep his gang. His brother was the sacrifice.

Allen's arse must have been fantastic to be inside because Gilly came in it very quickly. When he pulled out Dave said, "Up you get Allen, let's have a look at you."

The monster erection was still every bit as hard as it had been.

Dave said, "Let me see if I can make that go down boy. On your back and get your legs high and wide."

I was almost at the point of orgasm, Allen looked so incredible on his back, his bum in the air with his puckered little anus in clear view and that incredible cock lying along his belly finishing well above his navel.

Dave put a little spit on his dick but nowhere near enough and just plunged straight in. Allen cried out with the pain and started to cry. Dave just ignored it and humped him hard.

I screamed at Gilly, "You've got to stop this, it's vile, it's inhuman, he's only a boy and he's your brother. You're a fucking barbarian to allow this to go on even for one more minute."

Gilly walked across to me and hit me on the jaw with all the force he could muster. I went out like a light.

When I came to Allen was lying in the centre of the rug sobbing his heart out and the others were all sitting apart from him drinking beer. I could not believe how callous they all were.

My jaw hurt like hell but was not broken. I crawled across to Allen and took him in my arms, holding him very close cuddling and caressing him trying to calm him down. I noticed he was covered with cum on his belly and chest, it was on his face and in his hair as well. After a few minutes of gentling, his sobs decreased and I asked him who had spread so much cum on him.

"It's all mine, the others all came inside me, Dave, Kenny and Keith all made me cum without touching myself. George was vile he hurt me so much. I'm glad he was last. Kenny and Keith were gentle. Are you going to be gentle as well Steve?"

"Of course I am, you are so beautiful, I don't ever want to hurt you."

"Thank you Steve, I am very sore but if you are careful I should be ok for you to start anytime they say."

"Lover boy's awake Gilly, can we start the show?"

I looked at Gilly with loathing in my eyes that made him drop his from my gaze.

"Ok English I want you to make love to my brother. Show us how you queers excite each other before you fuck and then I want you to fuck him until you both cum."

I walked across to the Jeep, picked up a bottle of water and a towel. I gently wiped Allen's front clean and his face and hair, turned him over and very gently spread his legs before cleaning up his bottom. His anus was a mess bleeding from some obvious splits before the sphincter and I dare not even think how many inside.

I looked round the group who were all sat comfortably cross-legged in a circle to watch us.

"I hope you animals are really proud of what you have done here today. You have probably damaged this beautiful boy for life. His only crime is to be different to you, but you are such filthy revolting Neanderthals that all you can do with his difference is destroy him."

"Gilly, I'll make love to him because he is the most beautiful boy I have ever seen and probably will ever see. But I will not touch that ravaged and severely damaged bottom, I would sooner cut my dick off."

"Just get on with it smart mouth or we might take you up on it."

It was not difficult, even with an audience to make love to that boy. I kissed his face and his eyes very gently, I brushed my lips over his and nibbled very gently at the sides of his mouth. I nuzzled his neck and gradually worked my way down his chest to his nipples, which hardened very quickly under my touch. I kissed each one and laughing gently said, "A little sensitive there are we lover."

He sighed and said, "Steve no one has ever made me feel like this and you only touched me two minutes ago."

In my best Hollywood movie star voice I said, "You ain't seen nothing yet Baby"

He giggled and I nearly died, tears flooded my eyes and fell on his chest.

"I'm sorry Steve, what have I done, I'm sorry."

"Nothing baby, nothing at all. It's just that making love to you, even with these Neanderthals watching is the most amazing experience I have ever had."

I licked and kissed his sides and he started to laugh. The boy was ticklish his laughter got me going as well and soon we were rolling round the rug giggling and tickling each other like a couple of school kids, bumping into our audience and getting shouted at.

We eventually calmed down and I moved back to being level with his face. I went for broke on those beautiful lips. He opened them slowly as I moved my tongue inside that soft silky mouth. I was sure that my tongue would have experienced even more pleasure if I could have done that inside his butt. He was delightful, a total virgin lover. Raped five times yes, once by his brother, but really a virgin.

I moved back down his body, aching to touch his penis. It was huge, it was larger than life but it was as beautiful as the rest of him. There were no hugely prominent veins, which I would have expected. It was not lumpy either, just a very smooth beautiful huge penis. I licked the head gently, forcing my tongue into his piss slit and at the same time sliding my now wet hand down the length of his shaft. He gasped, I grabbed his balls with my hand and stretched his scrotum, licking his glans again very roughly.

"Oh God Steve, that is amazing, please don't stop, but I'm going to cum."

Hands and lips came off his genitals and I moved back to his mouth. After a couple of very deep kisses I said,

"When you cum there is going to be an earthquake, at least seven on the Richter scale because mine is going to happen at the same time."

He giggled again. I was lost. How could this boy have taken so much abuse and still be so receptive to pleasuring.

"Allen," he looked at me. "Do you believe in Gay Love?"

"I don't know Steve, today is totally new to me. What I did to you I thought was what I had wanted for so long."

"Well it is not new to me, but I know what I want, and you are top of my list."

I whispered very quietly in his ear, definitely not for our audience, "I love you Allen, I think I want to spend the rest of my life with you, you are the most beautiful person I have ever met. Everything about you thrills me, your support for your brother, your caring for and about me, your compassion, all of this tacked onto an incredibly beautiful body. I can't believe you are real, you are like a dream come true."

"Get on with it you two." Strident, unpleasant, George.

"Fuck off, you wanted to see me make love to your friend, well I am, my way, in my own time."

Allen giggled again.

"Oh God, how do I let you go after this?"

"Shh, don't think Steve, just love me."

I did, I worked his cock, balls, perineum and nipples until I had him gasping for breath, writhing in ecstasy, begging me to fuck him. I cried.

"I can't Allen, your bottom is so damaged."

"I don't care, I want to feel you inside me." He started to cry.

"Gilly, make him fuck me, I want him inside me, please make him do it."

I was shattered.

"Fuck him Steve or I will allow George to thrash you until he is too tired to raise his arm."

I could not take it all in, my brain went into overload and I blacked out.

When I recovered, Allen was kissing me gently all over my face and blubbering.

"I'm sorry Stevie, I'm so sorry Stevie, please forgive me, I'm sorry, you don't have to fuck me, you don't have to do anything you don't want to."

The narrative is probably going to get boring if I tell the whole story. The end for us that day was both of us having the most incredible orgasms, but I did not fuck him. The others reluctantly accepted that they would have had to mutilate me before I would touch that boy's arse.

I kissed him again as we joined the real world.

"Ok, Gilly, no doubt your brother is auntie man. Let's vote on his punishment."

Gilly said, "I will talk to Allen first."

They walked away from the rest of us and I found out later, Allen had told Gilly.

"No other man is going to touch me apart from Steve. You get the vote for a beating or I am history."

They came back into the camp and Gilly said.

"I cast my vote, and Dave's for punishment, twenty strokes with a belt. George?"

"The belt."

"Keith, Kenny, your vote can't change anything, the belt it is. Dave you control it. Administer it now, let's get this over with."

They strapped him over the tailgate of my Jeep and George administered twenty vicious strokes with a leather belt. Allen was unconscious well before the end.

I cut him loose, eased him onto the blanket in the rear of the jeep and got ready to leave.

"I have to take this boy to Hospital Gilly. If I don't you may well be facing a murder charge, he is terribly injured." turning to George I said. "After I have this boy in hospital I am going to put together a vigilante group and we are going to hunt you down like the animal you are. When we find you I am going to make sure we take a very, very long time to kill you."

They were all so shocked they said nothing, just got into the VW and backed up.

Allen recovered, I spent almost every waking hour at his bedside. Colin heard my story with horror in his eyes almost from the beginning.

I did find a group of local guys who, for a price, would sort George. We caught him and the vigilante team took over a week to kill him. I watched several of their sessions with total revulsion, but I could not bring myself to stop them. He died a terrible and prolonged death. The best part for me, which they had called me to witness, was when they shoved a dildo almost exactly the same size as Allen's dick, all the way up his arse.

It was almost two weeks before the hospital released Allen into my care. He moved in to my apartment for his recuperation. I tended to his every need and was rewarded by a look of such total love I used to gasp if it caught me unawares.

In all the time it took him to recover I never touched him apart from a few gentle kisses. I felt this boy had been so damaged, and with no psychological assistance I was not prepared to push any thing.

He had been with me almost a month, gradually joining my world when out of the blue, one day on the terrace overlooking the harbour he said.

"Aren't you bored looking after an invalid Steve?"

I laughed a very sick laugh. "Are you joking? You are the most precious person in the world to me. I don't believe it is possible to love anyone more than I love you. And, you are not an invalid, you are just recovering from a rather traumatic experience"

"Well in that case, why, in a whole month have you not touched me except for a few little pecks on the lips?"

I looked deep into the most beautiful pair of loving eyes I had ever seen and said very softly.

"You were so badly damaged baby, I don't have the expertise to bring you through this, I have just been living and hoping that it would all be ok if I let you recover in your own time."

"Well I will recover a lot quicker if you would just fuck me."

I looked across at him in amazement and into the most wonderful cheeky look I could ever imagine. I landed at his feet in a milli-second and said,

"There is nothing in this world that I would rather do than really make love to you."

"Well in that case will you please do it now, before I explode with frustration?"

The exasperated expression on his face had me rolling round the terrace in paroxysms of laughter. When I could talk I knelt between his legs and said,

"Darling, I hope your heart can stand this because I am going to take hours to love you and make you cum."

"Thank God for that Stephen, where are we going?"

"Bed, now, go."

He scuttled into the apartment and by the time I made it to the bedroom he was naked on our double bed, spread-eagled on his back like a supplicant.

I gasped, I moved around the room almost dislocated from my brain. I kept glancing at him, but I could not sustain a look.

"Oh Steve, I'm sorry, what have I done, what do I look like? Have they made me so ugly in your eyes? I'm sorry, I'm sorry, please forgive me." The tears were flowing like a waterfall.

I nearly died, this boy was thinking my reaction was because he was ugly, deformed by his experience. The truth was, my mind had been dulled to just how beautiful he was. I had been in agony myself when I had last seen him naked. In full control of my faculties, I had been unable to accept the beauty of what I was seeing.

"Oh my Darling, I am the one to be sorry. You are so incredibly beautiful, I have never seen you like this. I can't believer what I am seeing. I think I have just died and gone to heaven. Allen, I am never going to be any good to you as a lover, I am almost cumming just looking at you."

He looked into my eyes and I melted. He laughed and hugged me to him.

I did make love to him, I did take hours and I did cum within a couple of minutes of starting and twice more before I put my cock in his love tunnel. He orgasmed the same time as me including the last time when I deposited a load of my love juice inside him.

I am now the senior I.T manager for an offshore group of companies based on our lovely island. Allen is my houseboy and yacht caretaker. Not really, he is at college studying to be a marine engineer.

We have been together now for about a year. I do not count the time, at least that time. Only the hours he is not by my side.

I don't know how beautiful the most beautiful person in your life is, but I would bet everything I have that Allen is more beautiful than any of them.

That day I took the wrong turning was the most painful in my life and Allen's, but it was the beginning of something so wonderful for me that I still pinch myself to convince me that I am awake and not dreaming.

Gilly came to see us once, I smashed him to the ground and screamed abuse at him. I wanted to kill him. Allen pulled me off and eventually we sat down to talk like civilised human beings.

I would never forgive him the humiliation, pain and damage he inflicted on his own brother. Allen knew and loved me more for my feelings. I was his protector and I prayed that fate would keep us both safe to love each other and bring goodness out of the evil that was our beginning.

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I have been on my Paradise Island for three years now and I frequently see very beautiful Afro-Caribbean boys in their teens. If I were fifty years younger I am sure I would be permanently hard just looking at them and of course, incredibly frustrated.

Chris johns, at home in Antigua.