Looking Back

By ku.oc.liamtoh@omrehc

Published on Aug 9, 2006

Gay

I didn't wank that night , nor did I sleep too well. It was a bit of a shock after all. I had never had the sense to realise I'd be locked away. It didn't seem too bad though, certainly not as bad as I had imagined on the journey here.

The morning bell came and I reluctantly got up, for once without morning wood, and followed the others through to the shower room, had a piss then stripped off. It was like the showers at school totally communal and no place to hide. Luckily that didn't worry me as I knew by now I was not below average in that respect.

As for the others Johnno was thick and hairy with a trail and a bush under his arms. He went to shave as well along with Nelly after his shower. Shaving was done with supervision for obvious reasons. Nelly was equally hairy but his object was longer and thinner sitting about five inches limp. Jeff had a cute dick, about three inches soft but with just a touch of brown hair visible on either side but no signs of any above the base. Crofty had good size balls but his dick was still hairless though it could not have been far away. Snowbs, was about the same size as me and a small bunch of dark hairs in a crescent around the top. Lewy had a thin dick and surprisingly little hair. As far as Pud was concerned you could hardly see his dick at all for the folds and it looked minute and hairless.

We dressed and were inspected , the guys taught me how to do my sheets properly( funny I could still fold sheets perfectly today if I had to) had breakfast, nothing to write home about cereal and tea , and went to our first class which was some boring old fucker reading through an English play. Shit that was all I needed. I started to day dream and look out the window. The old guy asked me to repeat the question he had asked me. Needless to say I hadn't a clue. Next second it was out to the front and he belted me Welcome to Falkirk.

So much for trying to keep my head down . I lost that plan on the first class of the first day. By the end of the lesson four others had faced the strap, not that it hurt much but it was a sign of what was to come. The day went past without further incident. That night we were chatting in recreation and as usual the topic turned to sex How much was boasting and how much truth who knows and who cares, it was horny. Anyway I knew I was telling the truth and I would guess half of the others were too as their stories seemed pretty realistic according to my vast experience that is!!!!!!!!

As we were stripping for bed it was obvious that Jeff had a hard on .

"What you gonna do with that Jeffy boy" shouted Snobs .

"Lewy you need some milk tonight?" Johnno taunted

" Fuck off." Jeff answered , "Mondo whatever you do you can't jerk off in bed except on a Thursday as the sheets get changed the next day , if you need to just jerk off in someone elses!!!!!!!!"

I resisted again until the next night. As we went for bed Johnno said "Right guys a good wank all round tonight." He saw my amazed look . "Mondo you too, everyone has to do it so no ones left out. Hey lads m aybe we should initiate Mondo to the rock around the cock " .

"What the fuck's that" I laughed.

He continued , "We all draw a card and the lowest goes round the others and jerks them off . The highest card then sucks off the jerker. Of course sometimes on special occasions we just appoint a jerker and if they really want then they can choose the sucker - like on birthdays or if a new guy comes in."

I thought he was joking but they started to chant " Mondo Mondo Mondo "

and Johnno came and waved his huge thick dong at me . "Sounds like it's your night new boy start with me"

"Fuck off no way am I doing that": I protested

"Aw he's shy" was the cry. "Well his dick ain't, he's got a boner" said Crofty.

. "Boner Boner Boner" they chanted. "

Johnno laughed and in his deep voice said , "It' s ok Mondo no-one has the balls to do it first time. We'll draw cards" I looked at him . "No we are serious All of us wank. You do as well. Some guys are shy and if we all do it then no-one feels embarrassed."

"Sounds fair" I said still believing that things could be this good, the idea was a turn on. He brought out the cards I drew a 4

"Mmmmmmmmmmmmm that's a contender" said Johnno as he picked a7 Jeff drew a Jack Puds a 5 Nelly a 10 Crofty then pulled an 8 . Lewy a Jack ..

"Up to you Snowbs" said Crofty , "Moment of truth Mondo"

Snobs drew a King. "Mondo Mondo" was the cry as Johnno slapped his now eight incher in front of me. I grabbed it and started to stroke hard. It seemed ages before he started to shudder and spurt over his hairy stomach, loads of white cream. I moved on to Crofty holding his five and a half thin one up tonight I could feel that there was some soft down just starting to cover the base of his weapon He came quickly. Nelly was next in line long thin and hairy and quick on the draw as he sprayed all over his bed. Lewy was small about three and a half, not much bigger than my brother Ken, although his balls were deeper, and he was well bald. He seemed to be enjoying it and squealed with pleasure as he produce his little load. Jeff was lying pj's down dick pointed up I sat beside him getting cramp in my hands and worked his cute shaft about 5 in length. He was a cute kid for sure and had a lot of spunk when he finally came. For Puds the wait had been too long and he came himself writhing in ecstasy as he watched me do Jeff. Finally it was Snobs - six inches of wonderful meat perfect size I worked it slowly I was getting tired and getting harder all the time. He gave a little moan and spurted into me.

"K then Snobs you dirty bastard reward Mondo". Johnno said

I lay back leaking pre cum already but was not expecting what happened next.

Snobs came over and started licking my pre cum and gave me a beautiful blow job - he knew what he was doing all right. It made Bridgett seem like an amateur. I came into him , cleaned up and went back to my bed . Fuck this place could be heaven not a punishment.


The first three months passed. It wasn't that bad. Missed the TV and the freedom to see what I wanted. Missed the late nights on the town with my mates and most of all missed my football. Yes we played games but the quality wasn't there , though it did my street cred a lot of good as I was for sure the best player and could hold my own even against the older more physical guys. Runs were the same, I was always near the front. The mates I made though were good ones in fact there were hardly any hard cases in there.

Most of the guys were sent for non-violent offences though we all thought of ourselves as hard. There were a few fights as you would expect with a lot of teenage testosterone built up. Even in our dorm there were the odd skirmish. I got a beating one night from Nelly before the others stopped it before the screws caught us and then we would have had a serious problem . It was quickly forgotten though as was the time I laid into Crofty after a football argument. The physical regime was tough but it was perfect for me as I reckoned I was now super fit. There was no doubt that I was growing and more built that I had been when I arrived. The outward bound weekend camping and hill climbing was excellent.

School was what it always had been a bore, and I only now realised how good most of my teachers had been back in Edinburgh. Most of the teachers here were just going through the motions or else were here to take pleasure out of giving the lash which they did regularly to almost everyone. I can't think of anyone in any of my groups who did not receive it at sometime, virtually everyone got lashed at least once a week, often more foten, me included . There was surprisingly little punishment outside of the classroom. The dreaded birch had not made an appearance and only once did any of our dorm have to accept the Guvnors heavy lash when Jeff, Lewy, Crofty and me smashed a window with a dodge-ball we were using - his window. That earned us a visit and 6 strokes, and shit he could lay it.

The wanking nights were the highlights, although we hated washing the sheets the next morning, and I realised we all built up a week's supply for that night. It was an amazing 14 weeks since I had arrived and in that time everyone had drawn the low card at least once with Jeff and Puds having three a piece. As for me I went round the clock once more before the Christmas holidays and that time got sucked off by Jeff who wasn't as good as Snobs but still got a stream .

I was now the only one of us to have escaped the high card with Lewy having that pleasure four times! It was the last week before Christmas home leave that I drew the high card .and it was Crofty I had to blow. I went down on the longish dick and started to lick his slit , tasting his pre-cum. Worked my way down the shaft my nose in what was now a few visible hairs. Worked him like I had learned from the others sucking me offf and then gagged as he spurted onto me. By that time I was hard again and jerked myself when I went under the covers. Most of the others were at it as well.

Christmas was approaching and Johnno told me that I'd get leave , as did most of the guys who had a family to go back to, as long as they had not been in serious shit. I suppose I was happy at the thought but well I mean no one had come up on the monthly visiting days to see me , except once when mum came , not that she said much.

Sure enough we got word that we were getting our ticket out for ten days next Friday - all except Johnno who apparently had no family to take him.

For Puds and Nelly it was their final release date and as a treat the last round the cock session was special. Both of them took turns wanking us off. Then we drew an order for sucking which we kept up till they ran dry.

I was third in line for Nelly's weapon and last for Puds small fat pudger . Nelly had enough juice to make my mouth work but Puds ran dry when being worked by Lewy at only the second hurdle.

The next day there was a buzz around the place I hadn't known before. . Some kid from another block had gone apeshit and assaulted a guard. This was serious. There had always been a few skirmishes one or two shoves which led to lashings but the rumour mil was that this was a real attack and almost broke a jaw.

That afternoon the screws were really hard on us - anything like cheek and we were lashed. I mean all I did was to keep my hands in my pockets when being spoken to, something I'd done a hundred times before, but today it earned me 6 strokes there and then in the yard and I wasn't alone. After lunch the whole camp were told to silently go through to the Gym Hall. Jeff whispered, " Shit they'll cancel our fucking Christmas I bet."

"No way " said Snobs

" Shut the fuck up I said " they're looking at us.

Sure as fate the next thing four of us were pulled out by Thomas a forty something older guard. "Don't you shits understand the meaning of silence."

"Sorry sir" said Jeff but it fell on deaf ears as the three of us and Johnno got another six raspers , the 12th of the day for both me and Jeff, though we both had enough sense to put our other hand on top.

The guvnor arrived,red faced. Then the back door opened and three screws brought in George MacKinlay , known as Macca. Not someone I knew or wanted to know. He was a bit of a crazy one of the few here in for violence - he had been in a fight with a knife. He was 5 10 and was one of the older boys here at 16 . He was stripped to the waist with only his gym shorts on.

The Guvnor spoke as they held him . Macca was grinning and you could see the hair under his arms . " No doubt you boys have heard what this boy has done. No assault on any of my officers is acceptable and any indiscipline in that respect will be treated as a most serious offence. This boy will be going to court for what he has done and as he is now 16 can look forward I am sure to some considerable time in an institution much more severe than this. I told you all when you arrived that we kept this for serious offences - he held up a newly cut and prepared birch rod - it has been some months since we have needed to use it. Rest assured though that with Christmas approaching if any of you let us down during your leave or turn back late we have an ample supply of these."

"Prepare him" he ordered , They turned Macca round and placed him over the vault tying his ankles and wrists. . Then Wilson pulled down his gym shorts leaving his arse exposed. We could see his dong and balls hanging down, they were impressive even from that distance. Wilson, the biggest and most powerful of the screws, he did weightlifting, pulled the birch up , swished it and applied it across Maccas back He screamed . He gave him 12 strokes across both back and arse as we watched in total silence. By the end he was crying like a baby as they cut him loose and helped him out of the hall. We were dismissed still in silence and told to go back to our dorms.

"Jesus Fuck" , said Crofty , "shit that was some fucking beating. They are fucking mental today."

I said "Puds was it that bad when you got it?"

" Bad enough Mondo," he answered, "but I only got four and they didn't lay it like that."

"How's the hands Dumbos?" said Nelly one of the few who had escaped punishment that day,. We showed our palms bright red and the marks showing clearly,

"They really laid it on " said Johnno, "that's as hard as I've had, thanks fuckers for getting me involved"

" Don't mention it" said Jeff as some humour was restored. "Thank fuck we get out of here tomorrow maybe things will have calmed down by the time we get back Oh, Sorry Johnno , didn't think"

"That's no worries mate It will be ok here and fuck no worse than being in a home with people I don't know." Johnno put a brave face on things . "There's about fifteen of us staying they'll put us together "

" Some new cocks for Johnno to play with" interrupted the irrepressible Lewy.

" Well at least it makes a change from seeing your chipolata" .he shouted back.

The banter continued for a while before we made sure we were quiet for light's out - no-one was taking the risk of having their leave cancelled.

The next morning we said our goodbyes to Nelly and Puds. Now almost 40 years later I wonder what ever happened to them as I guess many of us sometimes do with people we grew up with. Others were being collected by family - not having a car I was put in the mini-bus along with ten others to be dropped off at the local railway station with a travel warrant. I used the little cash I had to buy a pack of fags , boarded the train to Edinburgh with two others and mixed feelings. Part of me would miss the new mates I'd made but the prospect of ten days of freedom was inviting.

BACK HOME

Mum, Gran and Ken and sis were at the station to meet me. The little shit had grown since I last saw him he was now 11 ½ and standing at 5 ft 4 . Mum hugged me – embarrassing. Shit I was bigger than her. Gran beamed and said "Haven't you grown" Yes I had I was now a week before my 15th birthday 5 ft 9 and with a good six pack as a result of the fitness regime. My voice had deepened and since summer I had added some pit hair to my body and my bush had doubles in size to about an inch with some hair now on my balls.

We got the bus home and I had some food that mum had laid out and I went up to my room - or what had become Ken's room. It was strange going back , everything was the same but everything was different. The room was different Ken's stuff everywhere . He had tried to move some but I still felt a bit of an outsider. He was full of questions. What's it like? Do you get locked up.? Do you get beatings.?

It was by now 6 o'clock and dad came home. He looked at me and said , "Well I hope you are learning some discipline. It doesn't look to be doing you any harm We will have to learn to trust you . I am sure that the consequences would be huge if you don't. behave."

Later that night I went out to see some old school mates answered the same questions as always and just hung out. Certainly the bad boy reputation

attracted the chicks , even Angela appeared interested and I would be lying to say the thought didn't appeal to me. "Hey Mondo" , said one of my football club mates Tommy, "told the coach that you were out for a spell and he said if you want to come to training to come along. We've got a game on Saturday and next Thursday afternoon and

he says you are signed so he might give you a run out"

" You mean you lot are shit without me and you want a good player" I laughed,

I went to training the next night and felt great. I was now one of the biggest in the team and certainly the fittest.

The Coach said, "I know you did wrong son but you've never let me down and I suppose you were just helping a mate. As far as I am concerned there's a place on the team for you whenever you are released and if you are up for it

you can strip for the game on Saturday."

Up for it of course I was. We played games amongst ourselves at the camp but the standard wasn't great and the roughness was high.

I had to borrow a pair of boots as my old ones were too small and at 10 on the Saturday morning I went with Tommy into the Changing Room. I'd met all the guys at training on Thursday so the ice had been well and truly broken and there were only a couple I hadn't known from before. There were only twelve guys there due to holidays and illness and I was delighted that I was in the starting line up. I stripped off down to my briefs , lifting my arms above my head so my patch could be clearly seen. Most of the guys had developed and I noticed that Tommy too had a good underarm growth. Our goalkeeper Andy had sideburns starting . I pulled on the white number 7 strip and shorts and it felt real good.

Out we went onto the park to kick the ball about for our warn up - in those days that's as far as warm ups went - which for the time of year was in decent condition. It was warm for late December. The opposition wandered out in their red tops .

I looked around as you do and saw none other than Griff wearing the number 8 strip, he too had the start of sideburns and was standing at 5 ft 11. He saw me at the same time "Fuck Mondo I don't believe it - I thought they'd locked you up?

"Out for good behaviour mate and we are gonna fuck you today" I answered,

" Hey mate" he said quietly, " sorry about everything I mean it not that that is gonna stop me kicking you about today . Let's meet up after the game we've got some catching up to do."

It was a great game and I loved every minute of it. I scored twice once with a header and than a run from midfield where I had won the ball from Griff. In the showers afterwards I was on a high. The coach said it was the best he'd ever seen me play and that if I kept that up I'd be in big demand. The showers provided a real eyeful too, Tommy who had just started to grow pubes when I last saw him naked in April now sported a soft five inch and a big black bush. Andy had been the first of us to get pubes when he was 12 and he was very hairy but whereas he had always seemed to be big now didn't look anything special. Even Gary who we had always been the smallest of us all had a good size dick with some tight black hair covering his groin. Last in was Cam who seemed not to have grown at all since I left , and he hadn't in any respect, very much still the little boy and conscious of it. It had been noticeable on the park too where he had been a year ago one of our top players he had been our weak link as he was too easily pushed off the ball.

Most of the guys were racing home , Tommy said , "You want to come and hang out?"

I said "Later mate, I need to have a talk with Griff in the other team. There's things we need to talk about."

"Come round later then Angela's going to be there and I think she has the hots for you. Why I don't know but I'm sure she'll take your cherry away" he laughed as he spoke.

" Lost that long ago man" I said truthfully and "well I know she likes to give out".

"Sure does" Tommy smiled, there was something about the way he said it that hit a chord.

" You have haven't you " I asked. Tommy smiled - he didn't need to say much else.

I met Griff outside the area his hair now long and straight hung over his eyes. "Good to see you mate" He had been out since September and was keeping his nose clean. We got on a bus and headed to his place. He sat downstairs he had even given up smoking . I told him what had happened on that fateful day at Arbroath, in the cop station I mean . I asked him what had happened with Cornfoot when they got back.

"He was fucking furious, he strapped the whole bus load six each and then took Kiwi Dave and GG aside – he had GG bang to rights over the cap and Freshman fingered Kiwi as being part of the scam for the previous day. That was enough for him. They were told to report with me for a birching that night. You ever seen one where you are. ?"

"Yes" I replied and told him the story of Macca.

"Yeh it was much the same. They gave Kiwi 4 he was crying his eyes out poor little shit , he's out as well now a few weeks before me, GG got six and I got 12. You can still see the marks. Wanna see? " He stripped off his shirt and pulled down his shorts and I could see the remnants of marks of his skin even though it had been four months ago. I also saw that there were a few hairs appearing in his arse crack.

"How's Lorraine?" I asked , "still shagging her?" as he pulled up his pants.

"No, dumped her when I got back. She was more trouble than she was worth.. You got your end away with Katie didn't you?" he continyed.

"Yep" I smiled.

"Well you had better sit down mate," he said with a solemn look on his face, "she's pregnant".

I almost collapsed - "Fuck I ..."

"How the fuck could you be so stupid as not to wear a condom" he berated me.

"Coz you used them up" I responded

He kept going for a while - "Relax man its not yours, that's one of the reasons we broke up she was a piece of work who wanted to set you up, she tried to say it was you but she's only 12 weeks up the spout so you have the perfect alibi. It was that cow Lorraine's idea" I breathed easier as he added. . "I'm not going without though I'll let you meet Caro some time."

"I'm real sorry that I got you caught up in all this. 12 months that's a shitty one for helping me get a shag I felt real bad when I heard what had happened I thought the worst you'd get was probation".

"It `s not that bad and I guess sooner or later I would have gone one step too far - I mean had I not had a record I wouldn't have got it would I?" I tried to make him feel better , in fcat I didn't hold any grudge at all.

"Yeh well all the same I owe you big time . You've grown mate as well really bulked out I used to be able to bully you off the ball in a game but today you were awesome . - I guess those skimpy yellow briefs wouldn't fit you now" he laughed.

"Yeh it was great to play a real game again, that's the big thing I miss but with my birthday in January I can play again next year at Under 15 so I can still make that County squad. I've hardly any clothes that fit me felt like a clown wearing my uniform on the way home but the briefs - they are my lucky ones the night I first got laid - ( admitting my previous virginity) and not many briefs have got laid twice in a night with two different guys so I'll hold on to them. They wouldn't fit you either now" I laughed.

"Yeh and you're meaning my dick" he said.

"It isn't that big Griff." I said.

"So no pussy inside and plenty of wanking though I suspect." He continued

"I manage" I said .

"Yeh I know all about it, what is it at your place, round the cock in the dorm - ( I turned red ) - guess I got that one in one , fuck man we all do it, its cool. Kiwi, by the way, gives a better BJ than any chick I've been with."

I laughed "I can imagine". I was getting a boner and could see that Griff had one as well.

"Look liked you need one now" he said.

My heart started pumping, "What you offering to blow me then" .

"Fuck off" Griff answered not all together convincingly,

" I'm getting laid tonight. I don't need any help from you to get off" he smiled.

" So am I, I think" and told him what I knew about Angela."

Angela duly delivered that night and two other times more before it was time for me to go back. I never knew what a turn on a criminal record can be for some chicks. Tommy was getting his end away too with her mate Freda

who I didn't fancy at all and I don't think Tommy did but he loved her hole. I played in the second match and again got amongst the goals. That brought home to me what I was missing especially when I knew there was a cup tie next week. That put me on a downer but a few beers on New Years Eve and a three timer with Angela that night cheered me up no end. Time was up and on my last night of freedom I got to see how far Ken had developed in a few months. I was telling him about Angela - I always kept quiet about the events in the dorm, and he said he had got a chick and she had rubbed his dick. I didn't believe him but took the opportunity to show me it had grown. It had indeed now a full three inches when hard and a but thicker. No hair yet butt he balls were also showing some signs of development. I brought mine out . He measured it as six inches and three round . We wanked off together and I thought I detected a hint of cum though not much as the little guy screamed when he reached his climax.

Next: Chapter 7


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