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Little Life of Nolan Parks: http://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/highschool/little-life-of-nolan-parks
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Okay, here's Chapter 19! Like I said last chapter there will be a major event(or two), and my friend's Character will be introduced! That's this chapter in a nutshell.
Well to be fair the major event thing, I'm just saying the most major event. A little spoiler: someone is leaving LLL but not leaving my stories completely. If you read all of my active stories then you may have seen something interesting.
Anyways, It's holiday season and I don't know how many chapters I'm gonna get out. I'm moving too, just a little bit across town, nothing to big so I'll get some out...
Enough of a rant, CHAPTER TIME!!
LLL – Chapter 19 – New Arrangements – Remind Me
Tyson Jackson's POV
"Tyson you and I both know this. Don't lie to me; I'm your best friend." No Taylor is not allowed to know I'm gay! He's just not! NO NO NO NO NO!!
I furiously shook my head shake his head. "I'm not!"
"Tyson..." Taylor crouched down. The moment he stopped I looked up for a brief moment before I couldn't resist. I pressed my lips against his. No tongue just lips.
We stayed like that for just a moment and then I realized what I was doing. I pushed him away and I backed up. "I'm so sorry Taylor!" I was on the verge of tears.
"Tyson, it's fine." Taylor tried to calm me down. There was way to much swirling in my head to do that right now.
He tried to come closer. "NO!" I yelled. "Please, I just need to be alone!" He looked at me and after a moment nodded. He left the room shortly after.
I just kissed my best friend... I just kissed him... Why did I do that? I just did it like it was okay. It's not okay to just kiss Taylor, Tyson! You idiot!
Who knows how long I was sitting there beating myself up. Zach came into the room quietly, "Where's Taylor?"
"He went home..." I wouldn't dare look at Zach right now. I'm to ashamed.
Nonetheless, Zach sat beside me, "Come here." He pulled me close and let me snuggle up to his chest. "What happened to make him go home?"
I stayed silent not even moving. The scene just replayed in my head over and over. What was I thinking!? That's it! I wasn't thinking. I wasn't thinking about how I just ruined one of the few good things I had going in my life. Taylor is never going to want to speak to me again after this. I've ruined everything!!
"Tyson?" Zach snapped me back to reality.
I could barely hear me when I spoke, "I kissed him..."
He tightened his hug around me, "Louder Tyson, I can't help you if I can't hear you."
I began to cry, "I kissed him Zach! I'm so stupid!"
Zach just held me there and waited me out. He'd rub my back and keep telling me that it's not as bad as it sounds. I was a mess, how could I believe him? I could barely handle all the thoughts in my head. Thoughts about my dad, Taylor, Bradie and Jay... There was just to much for me.
After what felt like forever I actually fell asleep in Zach's arms. I woke up in my bed covered by blankets. I looked at the time, 5:13pm. I slept for basically the rest of the day... man I must have been exhausted.
I got up and made my way downstairs. There wasn't anyone around. I checked the kitchen, living room, bathrooms. No one was anywhere... The last place I looked was my dad's office and sure enough there he was, paperwork in hand.
Turning away I heard him speak, "Tyson, come here please." I turned around and walked just barely into the room. "Come sit down, we need to talk." I did as he wished. I sat down in the seat in front of his desk.
Neither one of us knew where to start, so I did. "I'm sorry for what Taylor said."
Dad shook his head, "No you are not. There is no reason for you to apologize for someone else's actions or words. You did not make him say it did you?" I shook my head. "Then don't apologize."
"Sorry..." I whispered out but dad didn't hear me.
"And besides that, what Taylor said is true." I didn't move. "I've been really busy with work and have had little to no time to spend with you. It's been like that for a while now."
Dad, everyone in a while, says something like this. 'We're going to spend more time together' or something like it. We go like one thing and then that's the end of it. He always gets caught up in his work and forgets about me.
Nonetheless, I put up a facade and smiled, "Okay..."
He took one look at me, "What's wrong Tyson?"
"Nothing. We're gonna spend some more time together..." He can't be seeing through my fake smile, could he?
"Tyson, that's a fake smile if I've ever seen one. What's wrong?" I didn't want to tell my dad that I don't think he'll keep his promise. I mean what kid does? "Tyson!" Dad yelled.
I flinched. The room remained silent. Dad was waiting for me to speak. "I..." I bit my lip. "I don..." I couldn't say it. My body began to shake. I don't know if it was fear or pain but I couldn't say it.
"Tyson, what ever it is it's obviously bugging you. Just tell me, I wont be mad." I looked at his desk. I found a pen and a blank piece of paper. I quickly grabbed them and scribbled 'you're going to break your promise' on to it and handed it to him.
He read it and looked at me. He grabbed some paper himself. After a minute or so he handed it to me. 'These ten NO EXCUSE coupons are for any father, son activities. I will do everything in my power to empty my plate and spend the day with my son'
This time I had a real smile on my face. "It'll go right here!" I pinned it to the cork board dad had in his office.
"That is a great place to put it. I look forward to those days."
Isaac Adam's POV
My family and I had just gotten through the door, literally, and I wanted to go out. I had gotten a text from Antoine almost a week ago asking me out and I hadn't responded. I bet he thought I hated him now and I was avoiding him. I mean when you text someone something like that you expect a reply, wouldn't you? You'd expect something like 'yes' or 'no' not just no reply.
I set all my stuff into my room and headed for the door. Dad cut me off though, "Where are you heading off to already?"
I need to come up with something better than confessing my love to Antoine. "Uhhh, I'm heading over to Nick's. He wants to hang out. I'll unpack later it's not that important. All my cloths are clean anyways."
Dad gave me the look of 'I know you're lying but whatever'. "Okay, be back for dinner or tell us you wont be here."
"Ya for sure, I'll see you later!" I rushed out the door before anything else was said. Who knows what mom would have brought to the table in that.
What am I gonna do with this? If he answers the door what am I gonna say? Dam, why does all this have to be so hard!?
I took out my phone and found just the guy to help me, Nick. I pressed call as soon as I found his contact. It rang like twice before he answered, "Isaac?"
"Hey, I'm back in town. I need your help!"
"Well welcome back. What do you need help with?" So I told him about Antoine asking me out and how I'm heading over there and I have no idea what to say. "So you just don't know what to say?"
"YES!"
He laughed, "You know he likes you, don't say anything just kiss the kid!"
"He's not out to his parents Nick."
"Oh, right... Bring him to his room and make sweet love to him."
I rolled my eyes even though he couldn't see me. "All your doing is making me horny."
"Good! Now go get him tiger!" He hung up the phone. Thanks for the 'help' Nick...
I could do what Nick said. I'm sure Antoine would love it. Okay lets just get to his place first before I decide what to do. But what if I screw it up? Man Antoine has me riled up about this!
The last time I got this riled up about a boy was Kale. Our first date to be specific. He was controlling all of it, I just fallowed him around. It was a great date, good food, good movie and great night afterwords. We snugged on his couch watching another movie and I fell asleep on him. I woke up in his bed next to him still snuggled up.
All this thought about Kale and what to do I didn't realize I made it to Antoine's. I stared at his house, man it was big. His parents have some good income and as a result the big house. I walked up the stairs and knocked on the front door.
I heard a few people yell back and forth before a younger boy answered, "Hello?"
"Hey, my name is Isaac, is Antoine around?"
The kid got this knowing smile on his face, "Ya he's down in his room. Want me to go get him?"
"Emile, who is it?" I heard Matthieu from deeper inside the house.
Emile yelled back at him, "It's Isaac for Antoine."
Quickly Matthieu was at the front door. "Oh, hey Isaac you're back in town?"
"Ya I just got back today actually. Antoine wanted to hang out when I got in." Kinda true?
H shrugged his shoulders, "You're welcome to come in. Our parents are out of town till late tonight."
"Cool." I got inside and took my shoes off. "Where is Anotine's room?"
Matthieu rolled his eyes. Emile replied. "It's downstairs. Turn right and it's the door right in front of you!"
"Thanks." I started my way downstairs. Man I am so nervous about this whole thing. How am I gonna approach this? I guess a good first would be to knock on his bedroom door.
"Come in!" I heard his french accent from behind the door. I opened the door and there he was laying in bed throwing a ball up in the air and catching it. He looked over and saw it was me. The ball landed on his stomach, "Ow!" He wince in pain.
"Surprise?" I closed the door and walked over to his bed. I placed my hand where the ball had landed. Our eyes were locked to each other. Neither one of us knew what to do next. "So I ahhh... I got your text sorry I didn't reply."
"It's okay... How was your mini vacation?"
"It was good... Ummm... Antoine, I..." Before I could finish Antoine had gotten up and placed his lips to mine. He even pushed my hand down to his groin, he was already rock hard. We played tonsil hockey for a good little bit. When we let go for breath I looked at him. "Fuck going on a date. Will you be my boyfriend?"
Antoine pulled me over him, "A billion times YES!" He wrapped his legs around my waist and slid his hands down my chest, "Izzy... I'm not a virgin..."
"That's fine Antoine, not everyone is."
He shook his head, "I lost mine recently... to Blake."
I unzipped his pants. "The past is the past. I only care about when we are together." I shot my hand down into his pants as I kissed him again. His hands grabbed hold of my hoodie as I grabbed his junk through his boxers. I stopped kissing him, "Do we really want to do this right now?"
Antoine was panting, "Probably not. My brothers are upstairs but you're making me REALLY horny."
"Are we able to lock the door?" He shook his head. "Can you be really quiet then?"
"Doubt it." Antoine thought about it for a moment, "Que dire de la douche?"
"You're lucky I know 'la douche' means shower." Antoine rolled his eyes and pushed me off of him.
We got up and he peered out of his room. "Okay, clear, lets go!" I laughed. The bathroom was only one door down but we were almost going on a secret mission.
Once we got inside I took a good look at Antoine. He looked like he hadn't showered in a few days, mostly just greasy hair. "When was the last time you showered?"
He blushed, "Friday..." Okay so like two days. That's not to bad. "Just shut up and join me in the shower!" He started up the shower and started to declothe himself. MAAN it was not helping me watching him do this.
He noticed and got flustered, "You're really cute when you get awkward, you know that?" A good portion of Anotine's body turned red, "Okay I'll shut up and get naked."
As I did that he stepped out of his underwear and quickly hopped into the shower. I opened up the curtain and stepped in. Someone could cut the tension between us. It was a good tension but awkward. We stared at each others naked bodies. Antoine had his hands trying to cover his hard on.
I took a step forward and placed my hands on his hips. "Izzy..."
I interrupted him, "Shhh, I don't expect much, just..." I press my lips to his and we started kissing again. I moved him back against the wall and his hands moved around my back. The moment our cocks touched we both let out a moan. "If you don't want to, you don't have to."
"Don't have to what?" I lowered myself and grabbed his cock. He moaned again, "Iszak..."
"You still can't say my name, huh?" How can he blush so much? I smiled and took a good look at his cock. It was about the same size as mine, uncut even. He's even got a bush above his cock and some significant hair on his sack. I think it looks super sexy.
I pulled his foreskin back and licked the tip of his cock. His hands shot up to his chest as he sharply inhaled. Slowly I took his cock deeper into my mouth, my tongue sliding down as I went. My hand moved to cradle his balls as I felt his hands go onto my shoulder.
I felt his entire body shutter as I reached the base of his cock. "Iszak, that... Fuck!" I felt his cock tense up and his juice shoot out. I swallowed every drop. Antoine leaned against the wall. "Je vais devoir me habituer à ça."
I just smiled, "I have no idea what you just said but it kinda sounded sexy."
"I said 'I'm going to have to get used to that' cause I don't want to... well ya."
I stood up and pulled him close to me, "I'm okay with you the way you are. No matter how quick you shoot your load." He pushed me off and stuck out his tongue.
"Shut it you..." He teased.
We enjoyed our shower together. Antoine ended up jacking me off and I shot all over the shower and us. There was a good laugh from us about that for some reason. We spread the soap on each others bodies and all that kind of stuff. It was pretty hot.
Just as we were finishing up in the shower there was a knock at the door. "Antoine, I really need to pee!" It was Emile.
"Go to the other bathroom Emile, I'm busy!"
The door opened up just as he finished, "Matthieu is using it!" You could see his shadow move over to the toilet and his pants lower a bit. Once he was done he turned around and stopped dead in his tracks, "Who is in the shower with you?"
"EMILE OUT!" He shot right out of the bathroom without any questions. Antoine looked at me, "Lets just get out of here okay?" I nodded.
We got all dried up and re-clothed. It ended up us on the couch downstairs snuggling. Emile peaked around the corner and then shot back as soon as I saw him. "Emile... I know you're there."
He came out from hiding biting his lip. "I'm sorry Antoine..."
"I told you that I was busy."
"I know, I didn't know. I'm sorry, I'll keep it a secret, on my life!" Emile was trying desperately to make it up to his brother.
I looked at him, "He didn't mean it. Think we can forgive him?"
Antoine looked at me and sighed, "No one Emile. Pas une âme." Emile nodded furiously. "You want to come join us watching Once Upon a Time?" He smiled and sat beside his brother. This could have been a lot worse but it all turned out fine and I got myself a boyfriend again! Today is even better than my vacation!
Nick Bell's POV
Today was a simple day of spreading the GSA name around town. Myself and a few others were talking to people about it and spreading the word. Basically like Mormons but less in your face and more here is basic information about what a kid goes through.
I had talked to every kind of person there is. Elderly, middle-aged, twenties, thirties and even some teens. Most of them were like, 'Ya we get it it's bad' but a few actually listened to me and got some more information. A few even tried arguing that its 'against nature' and I left those conversations fast.
I had talked to the people at the youth centre too and got them to let me have a speech with them. It helps Zach works there now. I gave them the whole speech about everything there was to know.
Afterwords Zach took me aside, "There is a kid who wants to talk to you privately, do you mind?"
"Of course not! I'd be happy to."
"Great, you guys can use the office." Zach returned with someone behind him. "Nick this is Lexen, Lexen this is Nick."
He gently waved. The kid looked younger than me but we were about the same height. Why do I have to be so short? He was a bit on the heavier side but still cute. His long curly hair was under a Tim Horton's toque and were slightly hiding his blue eyes. "Hey Lexen, what did you want to talk about?"
He blushed, "Well you're the head of the GSA at school right?" I nodded. "I was wondering how do I join?"
I giggled, "It's easy. Just show up for one of our weekly meetings and we'll welcome you in open arms. We try to cover different topics each week but we are there for general support as well and that's for more than just closet issues."
"Okay, cool. Thanks Nick."
Lexen walked off and Zach came back, "How's your gaydar doing?"
"For some reason it's on fire. Is that kid...?"
Zach shrugged, "No idea but mine goes off, just like yours, every time I see the kid."
I smiled, "Well he did ask about the GSA. We're getting up there in numbers, you know?"
"Awesome. Well I gotta get back to work now. This place wont clean itself."
"You have lackeys you know."
He rolled his eyes, "You think they clean up after themselves?"
"Fair enough. Anything I can do to help?"
"Empty the dish washer." We laughed and I ended up helping him out a bit. The kids gave us questioning looks as we cracked jokes at each other. What ever kids have some fun!
Leo Penner's POV
I stayed the last few nights at Anthony's house. It was awkward as all hell but I sucked it up. There wasn't much I could have done anyways, it was the only place I had in town to stay.
Today was my last full day in town though and if I could only do one thing it was to talk with Matthieu about 'us'. It was about 1:30 pm when I texted him.
Me: Hey, we need to talk
Matthieu: Sure I want to get out of the house anyways. Where should we meet up?
Me: How bought the mall?
Matthieu: okay, be there soon.
I left my room and there Anthony was sitting on the couch. He took one look at me and spoke, "Going to say goodbye to your boyfriend?"
"Matthieu is not my boyfriend and I'm going to talk to him about just that. I don't deserve him to be my boyfriend."
He snorted, "Sure you do. You're both cheating scum."
I took a breath, "I'm telling him I don't deserve him because of that. I screwed shit up with you by doing things with him and all that stuff."
Anthony rolled his eyes, "Whatever."
I got to the mall in no time. It's only a five minute, if that, away from Anthony's place. Matthieu was already waiting for me at the main doors. "Hey, What's up?"
"Nothing much, Timmies?" he nodded. We made a beeline to Tim Hortons and got inline. The tension between us was pretty intense, no pun intended. Once we got out orders we sat down in a corner of the store where it was just us. "So about us...
"I'm moving away, but you already know that. It's just that everything I did with you was me cheating on Anthony. Anthony and I are no longer together and the only way for me to start to make it up to him is by me saying that I can't be with you. How everything has turned out it's just that I can't be anything but your friend. I'm sorry."
He nodded. "I get it. To be honest I was experimenting mostly. Ce était amusant que ça a duré. I'm sorry about you and Anthony though."
"I am too... Sadly there is nothing I can do to make it up to him though."
"When do you leave?"
"The paperwork went into effect today. My dad will be here tomorrow afternoon to pick me up."
"Dam, right before the holidays. Joyeux Noël, in case I don't talk to you before then."
"Thanks bud."
Twenty-four hours later all my things were in my dad's SUV and I was set to get going. Just dad came up just in case the back seat was needed. There was some stuff in the backseat but most of it fit into the trunk.
"You ready to get going Leo?"
I was distracted looking up at Anthony peering through the bathroom window. "Ya one sec. Dad I forgot something."
"Take your time Leo. We're in no rush."
I quickly made my way up the stairs. Anthony was sitting on the couch. "I really am sorry Anthony."
"I know... I just can't help but be mad at you." He looked down at his feet, "That aside, I don't know what I'm going to do without you."
"You'll be fine Anthony, I know it. You're a tough kid."
He shook his head, "I'm tough cause I want to impress you. I'm scared out of my mind regularly but I face that fear cause I know you'll be here for me when I fall. Without you... I have no one to catch me."
I crouched down in front of him, "I'm just a phone call away, remember that." Before He could move away I kissed him one last time very briefly. "I gotta go now... keep in contact okay? I want an update from you every week." He nodded.
Slowly I made my way downstairs and back to the car. Dad was talking with David when I got outside. "You got what you forgot Leo?" I nodded.
David came over to me, "You're going to be missed here Buddy. You're always welcome to come back for a visit. Don't be a stranger."
Kendra came up with tears in here eyes, "Good luck Leo. I hope you get everything you'll ever dream for." He wrapped me in a hug and just wouldn't let go. She did eventually though.
"Okay Leo, lets get going. We got to get home before tomorrow night. I work the fallowing morning." Dad went around to the other side and got into the driver's seat.
I looked at Kendra and David, basically my parents for the past few years. "Thank you for everything you've done the past few years. There is nothing I can give you to show my gratitude but I will strive for happiness in my life and I know if I get that you'll be proud."
"Dam right!" David shouted. We had a laugh. "What about Anthony? Has he said his good-byes?"
Just as he finished the door to the house opened up and Anthony came flying out. I was tackled as he came to a sudden stop. He was crying as he bear hugged me. Kendra started to rub his back.
We stood there for who knows how long. When he finally let go of me he looked like a wreck. "I'm sorry for being an ass Leo. Thank you for everything you've ever done. I'm going to miss you."
"I'm going to miss you to Annie." We both got choked up.
I didn't want to, but I had to. I got into the car. As we drove off I waved to my family for 3 years. Tears rolled down my cheeks with no end in sight for them to stop. Time to start a new life and get out of this place that has caused me so much pain and misery. I also have to leave all the good memories behind with them...
Chapter end.
Okay this is a 12 page chapter... that's longer than normal feel happy. It's my present for you for the holiday season.
This chapter does mark the end of Leo in LLL, but not the end of Leo. He will appear in MLSEW as a supporting character. He won't make that many appearances but he will show up. There actually has already been a hint about him showing up in it soooo
Next chapter is going to be probably in the new year. It'll have something for each of our main four boys. Maybe not directly them but something.
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Thanks for reading!