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Thank you for choosing to read my story. LLL is a sequel story to Life's Expectations but I will attempt to make it as good of a stand alone story as I can. I also have other stories that I have completed or are being worked on. Were I to start the new stories, I will update the list of links below.
Life's Expectations: http://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/highschool/lifes-expectations/
Where Life Takes Us:http://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/highschool/where-life-takes-us/
Colby's Life Expectations: http://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/highschool/colbys-life-expectations/
My Life Started at the End of the World: http://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/highschool/my-life-started-at-the-end-of-the-world/
Little Life of Nolan Parks: http://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/highschool/little-life-of-nolan-parks
Thank you for reading LLL and I hope you enjoy this story!
So in celebration of me writing my 100th chapter I am releasing 7 chapters at the same time. 2 chapters for each active story(LLL, MLSEW, and LLNP) and the epilogue of Where Life Takes Us.
LLNP, or Little Life of Nolan Parks is my new story. There is a link above. Warning it is a darker story than my others stories. It features a lot of rape and depressing behaviour. Just a warning.
That aside: As the chapter title states, this is a chapter of first. I wont say who is getting firsts but I will stop my talking and get on with the chapter!
LLL – Chapter 10 – Day of Firsts – Feels Like the First Time
Nick Bells' POV
Another day, another GSA meeting! This meeting's theme, 'What do you wanna know?' So we're getting people to ask questions about things they wanna know about. And we have a special guest! Zach is back for a meeting!
I'm excited about it, Zach is awesome. He moved into town in my grade 8 year and became fast friends with my brother. And he even got himself a boyfriend in the first month of being in town! Shane Hearing, he's awesome too.
Now about the meeting! I was super surprised to see Jake and Peter come into the room. I was thinking Peter just had to tell my mom something, but she wasn't in the room at the time. "Mom will be back in a moment. "
Peter smiled, "Actually we're here for the meeting. " My eyes went wide, Peter laughed, "Yes, I managed to convince Jake. "
With a grunt Jake sat down, "Not saying anything this entire meeting. "
I shrugged, "Fair enough. " Then Zach came into the room. "Hey Zach! "
His green eyes shined as Shane came in behind him, "Hey Nick, how you've been? "
"Good, another meeting, happy to see you here. "
"Happy to be here. "
With that people started to pile in. Soon, everyone who was there at previous meetings had arrived. Sadly no one new but Jake and Peter showed up. So mom started the meeting.
She decided that this meeting she would do all the talking. "In the past meetings we did a survey, we talked about if we knew anyone who might, or is gay/bi, and last meeting we did some coming out stories. This time we're opening the floor to any questions. I will close the doors and pretend I'm deaf for most of this. "
The entire room laughed. Mom closed the door and sat down at her desk. I started it like usual. "Who here has done something sexual with a another guy? " Mom just shook her head and let out a sigh.
Jade rolled her eyes and raised her hand, "Not fair, there is a girl in the room! "
I corrected myself, "Have you ever engaged in sexual activities with the same gender? " People all around the room Raised their hands, Jade wasn't one of them. She did however have a large smirk on her face.
Mom cut us off though, "No specifics about sexual behaviour! " Again the room gave out a laugh but we continued.
The Taylor kid raised his hands, "How can you tell if someone is gay or bi? "
Lucas answered him, "It's hard to figure out. It depends on their personality, really. I mean I've had people look at me and go, 'You're gay!?' but with Nick they were just like, 'ya it's obvious.' "
I nodded in agreement. Zach spoke, "Someone who appears straight gets uncomfortable around the topic of 'gay'. For someone like Nick though, who acts more feminine, has everyone pretty much convinced that he's gay. Then again though there is more personalities that have different reactions. I would say just watch how they react around the subject. " Taylor smiled at Zach's explanation.
Jake raised his hand. From his smug look I knew it would be bad, "How does someone become gay? Do they get raped and then BAM they're gay? " Shane flinched at the word rape. I knew why too.
Isaac took this question, "No, ignorant people think that's how it is. Everyone is born and has like a little sexual orientation meter in them, kinda. People are born gay and eventually realize this through maturity. "
Shane continued, "Being raped forces that maturity to raise faster than normal. When you're raped you loose your innocence but you're still a kid. A kid who understands something more now. For a short answer, people are born gay. "
There was a couple more questions but there was suddenly one directed towards me, from Tyson, "How are you so confident? "
I was awestruck. Isaac spoke before me though, "It's funny really, cause 3 years ago when we started grade 8, he was a shy kid. He even asked if he could sit next to me on the first day of homeroom. He's grown up and realized who cares what people think, just be yourself. "
Couldn't have said it better myself! "That's really it. I stopped caring what people thought of me, which was my whole world in grade 8. Even if your not gay, realizing that you shouldn't care what people think is a powerful thing. "
There were more questions but none of them stood out to me. It was a good meeting, I even learned a few things about people. Other than that though there wasn't anything notable.
At the end mom must have been dead at her desk. I spoke up, "So, I learned things about people I probably didn't want to know but that's fine. Thanks for showing up and I hope you have a great evening... wow I sound old. " And that was that. It was the end of another GSA meeting.
Tyson Jackson's POV
After that GSA meeting... I felt the need to tell someone I'm gay. Someone, I don't remember who, asked about keeping it hidden. About not telling people you're gay or bi. The answer kinda scared me; You're holding a grenade.
That explanation made me want to tell someone I was gay. So I went online, on my phone, and found all kinds of people's coming out stories. Some were negative, most were positive. One stood out to me though. The poster's name was 'WyLuis'
It was as follows:
"When I was young I got adopted and fell in love with my new brother. When we finally came out it was wonderful. Friends knew all along they said.
I'm not gonna say how awesome my coming out was, I wanna tell you to come out. It's a weight lifted off your shoulder. Even if it's telling a friend you trust or whatever. Find someone who you can trust and tell them. Just do it. Trust me. "
It just spoke to me for some reason.
I was sitting in Zach's truck looking out the window. We were going out for dinner. It was one of the nights that he was home and he wanted to go out. We decided on Pizza Hut and we were meeting Shane at the restaurant.
The entire time I could see their love for each other. They would push and pull each other. They would share a kiss or two, even feed each other sometimes. It was kinda awkward/weird to be there. They tried to include me sometimes.
After dinner Zach gave Shane a ride home. I was squished in the middle of the truck. I was fine with it, it felt nice to be there. We dropped off Shane at his house, "I'll see you later Zachy, Tyson. "
I waved shyly as Shane closed the door. I unbuckled my seat belt and moved over. The ride was silent until I spoke up, "I'm sorry I ruined your date night. "
Zach looked at me for a moment and then back to the road. "You didn't ruin it, Tyson. "
"But it was going to be just you two. Since you're babysitting me though... "
"It was Shane's idea. I said I would set you up with dinner but he insisted that you come. It's not that I didn't want you to come, I didn't want to impose it on Shane. You were wanted by the both of us tonight, okay? " Zach explained.
"Okay... " Again the ride went quiet.
When we got home I went inside and up to my room. I could feel Zach staring at me as I went upstairs. I went onto the site I found on my phone and continued searching things. I found another post, by 'Aidyn_Scotty'. It read:
"The first time I told someone I was gay... I didn't really tell them. I ended up in bed with them and we found out we liked each other. He is now my current boyfriend.
It was a havocal day when I told my parents I was gay. Things were going wrong left right and centre. When I did tell them though it was odd. Mom was totally okay with it. Dad was a little iffy about it.
Nonetheless, Don't stay behind those closet walls. It's nicer out here. "
After I read that I felt a sudden urge and I just got up. I made my way down stairs and walked into the living room, head down. Zach was sitting down watching some TV show. He noticed me, "Come on, sit down. It's a good show. "
I sat down but I didn't watch the show. I think he was watching Phineas and Ferb. When the show ended I whispered out, "Zach? " I could barely hear me, let alone Zach.
I spoke again, "Zach... " a little louder. He still didn't hear me. "Zach. " I finally spoke normally. It sounded loud to me so I looked down and blushed.
"Ya, Tyson, what's up? " I started fiddling my thumbs. I didn't say anything. "Tyson... what is it? "
I said nothing, Zach waited for me to say something. 5 minutes later, "Why do you like boys? "
"I don't really know, I just do. " He explained, "I've never felt the way I do towards other boys to girls. It's always been boys and probably always will be. "
He continued to look at me after he finished. He was looking for something from me. Was I giving it to him with my body language? Well, I must be, he hasn't turned away. "I think... I think I... "
"Just rip it off, like a band aid. "
For some reason tears started to form. "I think I like boys! " They started to fall without reason. I couldn't stop crying though. As much as I tried they just kept coming.
Zach pulled me close and and I cried into his chest. I felt so bad as I wrecked his nice shirt. He started rubbing my back saying stuff like, "It's okay. " And "Just let it go. "
Once I finished crying I looked up at him. He had this huge smile on his face, "Better? " I nodded. "Well, I'll tell you this, I've known since the moment I met you. "
"How!? " I was shocked. How could someone know I was gay? I mean there's Taylor but I've known him forever and he doesn't know he's right.
"Just from everything. As you got more comfortable with me you got more bubbly. You became the change that happened in Nick. It was only a theory but nonetheless. "
"Oh... okay. "
I set my head on Zach's chest, it felt like the right thing to do. I was just done for the day. After crying I felt exhausted. Before I fell asleep I heard Zach say, "If you need anything just ask okay? " I nodded.
I don't remember the rest of the night. I just remember waking up at midnight in my bed. They were right... I felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulder. It felt great... but how do I tell my parents?
Antoine Rieu's POV
I was about to head home when Blake called out, "Antoine! "
He caught up out of breath, "Qui, Blake? "
"Wanna come over? " I looked over at Mattieu, he just shrugged. "So? "
"Sure, why not? " I waved to my brother and we went our separate ways.
When we got out of the school Blake looked over, "Why do you always ask your brother if you can do things? "
"He usually knows if our parents have plans. " Well, sorta... Mom and dad are usually at work so I'd have to ask him anyway.
We ended up talking the entire way to his house. Mostly about our brothers. He told me all about his relationship with Lucas. How they got along most of the time and they bug each other but don't get on each other nerves very much.
I told him about my brothers, Mattieu and Emile. Mattieu has always been that older brother who has a superiority complex. He's always been in charge of things. Emile always wants to be part of the fun. It's rather annoying sometime.
We had a few laughs as we made our way down to his place. It was about half way to my place. I found out he likes to skateboard but can't do much tricks. I offered to show him a thing or two. I was better on roller blades.
He let us in and his face got a little red... "Antoine... can I be honest? "
"Venez ce que peut. " He looked at me confused. I translated, "Come whatever may. "
"Oh... okay... " He swung his arms back and forth... "I wanna give you a blow job. "
I was taken back. I mean, who invites you over for a blow job? He looked at me biting his lip. "Excuse me? "
He quickly tried to explain, "Ijustwanttotryitandithoughtmaybethat. " I couldn't really understand him.
I put my arms up waving them back and forth, "Calm down, I can't hear. "
He looked at me confused, "Hear me? You mean understand me. " It was my turn to blush and nod. Blake took a breath. "I wanted to try... see what giving a blow job, well what it's like. I thought, maybe you would... since you're in the GSA... be willing to let me. "
He looked like he was tearing up. My face must have been looking like I was gonna say no. Why would he ask me? Does he know I'm into guys? Or is it just he has a crush on me.
"Can I ask a counter question? " He nodded, "Why me? "
His face turned into a tomato, "I don't really know... I find you kinda cute and we're more like acquaintances, rather than friends. I was thinking even if you said no, you wouldn't spread it like wildfire. " Makes sense to me.
I was suddenly super horny. So horny I ended up grabbing Blake's crotch and put my other hand up his shirt. Blake was kinda chubby so I got to play with his chub a little bit as I played with his nipple.
Blake leaned into me and moaned. "I'll agree on one condition, we're both naked. "
He quickly nodded, grinning as he did. His lips were pressed to mine and we ended up kissing. When we finished he looked at me, "Are you gay? " I nodded. "I don't know if I'm gay... I know I'm into guys but I don't know about girls. "
"That's fine by me. You got me super horny so let's do it. "
My hands left him as he moved away and led me to his bedroom. He opened the door to a messy room, I mean mine isn't clean either but nonetheless. He turned around and looked at me, "So... if we're naked are you gonna do anything to me? "
"Do you want me to? "
He shrugged, "I don't know... it was just a question. If you don't want to it's fine. " He dropped his pants and stepped out of them. Next came his shirt, I got to see the chub I was playing with. He had just enough chub to have a little belly and a pair of small manboobs. It must be the small part of me that likes girls who likes playing with them.
He was getting kind of awkward, standing there in just his tight underwear and socks. I started to take off my shirt but he stopped me. "Ummm, hi... "
"Let me. " My shirt came over my head and he dropped it on the floor. "Wow... sexy. "
I pushed him back to his bed and he sat down. I pushed him down and got on top of him and kissed him. My hands went down his body stopping at his chest. I played with his 'boobs' he moaned and placed his hands on my ass. His hands searched for my fly and started taking off my pants.
My right hand went down and grabbed his very hard hard-on. I stopped the kiss, "How big are you!? "
He blushed... "I measured just the other day... I'm about 6 and a half inches... " Wow! I wasn't even that big and I'm a year older than him. I also measured the other day, I'm 5 inches.
"I'm not even that big... "
He smiled and pushed me back. My jeans were torn off and my cock came out of my boxers. Blake licked his lips. "Still sexy! " I blushed and got my boxers back on properly. Blake jumped up, off the bed. He gathered all his blankets and placed them at the head of the bed, "Lean back against that. It'll probably be really comfy. "
I did like that he told me what to do. Once I got comfy Blake came back onto the bed in front of me. "Now what? "
Blake rolled his eyes, "This! " He grabbed my boxers and like instinct I lifted my butt up. My boxers came flying off. He looked like a kid in a candy store. Blake wasted no time. He tore off his boxers and I finally saw his cock. Holy shit it was big! It was kinda thick too, I'd love to see what Lucas has.
I closed my eyes, it was my first time ever doing anything sexual with another person, I was a little scared. I felt him separate my legs and his mouth wrap around my cock and I sharply inhaled, "Baise! " Which means fuck in Freanch.
God was Blake good at this! He swirled his tongue around and grabbed my balls with one hand. He took it all in, in one go. It felt sooo much better than jacking off. My hands grabbed some of the blankets behind me.
It seamed like in moments I felt the need to cum, "Blake I'm gonna... " And then I shot my load, "Fuck! " I shot the largest load I had shot in a long time! I laid there, Blake licked me clean.
But it wasn't over. I felt him lift my legs up so he could get to my ass. Just as I was about to say something I felt his tongue make contact. He was going to eat out my ass! And for some reason it felt like heaven having him do that.
As time went on I started to relax and felt his tongue actually go into my ass. GOD! Did this feel good. He stopped for a moment. My eyes were closed so I didn't know what he was doing. When I realized he had just finished lubing up a finger, it was being pushed into me.
It went in with ease and Blake started pumping it. He was fingering my ass. "You like it Antoine? " I nodded as I grabbed the blankets tighter. I felt him move up on the bed. Almost at the same time I felt his cock rest on my, once again hardened cock, and his forehead on mine. "Would you like... me to fuck you? " When he paused he pushed in a second finger into my ass.
I was stuck, I was in too much pleasure to do anything but lay there. If he wanted to he could fuck me right now and I wouldn't care. He wanted to though and he was asking my permission. I opened my eyes just enough to grab the back of his head and pull him close to make out. Like french kiss make out.
During our make out session A third finger made it's way into my ass. My hands went to his 'boobs' again and I felt him put more pressure on me. He was most definitely the alpha male between us.
I felt his fingers play and play, then suddenly nothing. I wanted them to stay, it felt really nice. Grabbing underneath my knees my legs were pushed up against my sides. Blake looked at me as he lubed his cock up. He must have seen how scared I was, "I'm just as nervous as you. It's my first time doing any of this. "
"Me too... "
He lubed up my hole some more and positioned himself, "I'll try and be gentle, I'm sorry if this hurts. " The next thing I felt was pressure against my hole. I tightly grabbed the blankets as I closed my watering eyes. I didn't wanna cry, I wasn't gonna cry.
Next thing I know, his head pops into my ass. I sharply inhaled and tore a hole in a blanket. A tear fell from my right eye. Some people say that mean's I'm happy, I say my ass really fucking hurt right now!
Chapter end.
Not gonna waste time here, there's another chapter for you to look at.
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P.S. Yes those were references to MLSEW and WLTU.