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real while some others were added to make it more interesting.
Any similarities to anyone are purely coincidental. The story
is intended for a mature audience. It may contain profanity and
references to gay sex, straight sex, drug abuse and other
harmful behaviour. This is NOT jerk off material, sex will occur
but later. If this offends you, please leave and find something
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So this is is the second chapter of "life without you". I'm sorry I wanted to make it longer but I didn't have the time to. There is a jerk off scene so you guys might like it. I've never depicted any sexual act in my writting before. ould you please tell me if it's good or not? Thanks!
Life without you
Chapter 2
Leon woke up at 3 O'clock in the morning, with a severe headache and a bad case of nausea. He made his way to the bathroom just in time to throw up water and some gastric juices. He hadn't eaten anything since the previous morning so there was nothing for him to throw up.
"Gross..." He muttered as he tasted the vile liquid in his mouth. He made his way to the bathroom's counter and picked up a bottle of pills. They were Seroquel(tm), atypical antipsycotics that can be used as sleeping pills. He took one pill out of the bottle, fully conscious that after sleeping from 7 to 3, he'd have some trouble falling asleep again. Before going back to bed, he wrote a note he on the kitchen counter. The note went as following: Mom i 've been sick during the night and i'm not going to school today so don't wake me up.
"Come on, Leon, just do it!" said Alex tentatively. He had stolen 2 cigarettes out of his mom's purse and he insisted that they both smoke their first cigarette togheter. "I swear it's cool!" tried Alex again.
"I dunno Alex. I mean...won't we get hooked on this thing if we start? That's what they've been telling us at school anyways." Said Leon. He'd never been one to break rules or to do anything risky and smoking wasn't something he wanted to do. But he still felt the curiousity nagging at the back of his mind.
"Awwww please man let's do it! Don't tell me you're some kind of faggot who doesn't even have the balls to smoke!" said Alex.
"Beside, we're both 12 now. We're old enough to know what's good for us." said Alex with determination in his voice.
Leon wouldn't have accepted if it had been anybody else but it was Alex asking him and he could never say no to Alex.
"Okay...let's do it." said Leon, his voice filled with fear and curiousity.
They tried lighting the first one but they had forgotten that you have to inhale at the same time and the boys ended up burning the first cigarette.
They succeeded in lighting the second one and they started taking puffs on it. Leon was doing okay and coughed only the first time but Alex held the smoke in his lungs for too long. He felt sick and he threw up in the lawn of his backyard.
Alex swore he'd never ever touch a cigarette in his life again. On the other hand, Leon felt he'd been smoking all his life and he's been smoking since that day.
Leon woke up around 10 O'clock the following morning. He sat up groggily in his bed and rubbed the sleep out of his eyes. He felt really tired, even if he had slept over 10 hours since the previous day. He made his way out of the chaos of his bedroom to the bathroom. He got out of his clothes (he hadn't bothered to strip to his underwear when he went to bed) and started the shower. He always felt dirty after getting drugged up. He got under the hot stream of water and pourred a generous amount of shampoo into his hands. He started rubbing the sticky substance in his hair and, as he did, he closed his eyes and let his subconscious take over.
He felt strong, masculine arms hold him. He felt hands run over his naked skin. He gasped as mouths bit his collarbone and teased his nipples. He let his own hand run down his body to his erection and started pleasing himself. Him, along many imaginary and anonymous boys were having sex togheter in the tiny shower cubicle. As he was getting closer to his orgasm, the anonymous boys pleasing him suddently got faces. They had Alex's face. Leon let all of the Alexs in the shower do whatever they wanted with him. He sighed as he shot his load on the wall.
Leon quickly finished cleaning up himself, feeling lonely and even dirtier than he was before his shower. He knew very well he would never get to know Alex like that. What was wrong with him for thinking of his best friend like that? He had a feeling in his heart that he was falling for Alex, and damn was he falling hard! He put on some fresh clothes and went to the kitchen. He couldn't let all of this happen and, as he was opening his first bottle of beer, he pushed all the thoughts of Alex out of his mind.
Alex made his way to his locker and was quite surprised to see that Leon, who he shared a locker with, wasn't there yet. He wasn't one to be late and he usually came to school at least 20 minutes before the bell rung. He wondered why he wasn't there yet: they hadn't seen eachother the night before so he couldn't possibly have done something to make him tired enough so he wouldn't go to school the day after. He shrugged it off, took his books and pencils and headed to his class. It didn't really matter if Leon was there or not, he had other friends who he could spend the day with.
Well that's it for this time. I intend to include more dialogues in the next chapters and I'll try to make them longer...at least over 10k.
positive feedback and constructive critism are appreciated but flames aren't.