I hope you enjoy this fictional story and I would love to hear from any transgender ladies at bttm4u2@yahoo,com.
I am a sissy and I live with an older man a man who is 18 yrs. older than my junior. I have been with him since I graduated from the boarding school. I met him when I was a sophomore and have been loving him since and I have graduated from that boarding school about 12 years ago. I am 5'6" 105 lbs and have shoulder length blonde hair and blue eyes and a cute bubble butt and have been on estrogen for 10 years and have nice 30 D cup breasts. I do everything I can do make him happy including when he wants to watch me be a cock sucking slut and pleasuring his friends giving them blow jobs and swallowing their semen. This only happens occasionally but when it does it arouses him greatly and he drives his love tool deep into my boi-vagina and filling me with his seed.
Now to tell you the story of how I came to the realization of who I am. I came from a very well to do family and they loved me so much but they would send me to a boarding school to get the best education that I had opportunity to get. I have always been a feminine boy with very feminine features. I have never been good at sports except at track I could never play American football or rugby or other sports that required physical prowess.
I remember in the sixth grade finding myself attracted to boys especially masculine boys and never knowing why. I kept this to myself and went through sixth grade not telling anybody.
It was in eighth grade when I was real close friends with a very masculine boy who was also a close confidante I decided to comfy to. He had a room to himself and I knocked on his door and identified myself. He told me to come in and I entered his room.
He said," Jamie, what can I do for you."
I said," I need to talk to you and can you keep this between you and me?"
He said," Sure."
" I have always been a sissy and I am attracted to boys and I love being close to you. I know I will never really be a man."
He sat there for a minute and got up and said," Sit there for a minute we are donating some clothes to the poor."
He left and came back out in a minute with a fairly large box and reached in and got out a dress and some girl's pumps and a pair of sheer leotards. He went to his drawer and pulled out a pair of panties.
He said," These are my sister's and when we took a family vacation last year these panties ended up in my suitcase by accident and I was going to send them back but never got a chance to and they are clean. Why don't you try these on?"
I went into his bathroom and I stripped off my clothes including my underwear and the first thing I put on was the pair of panties and they fit. I loved the satiny feel against my skin and they felt so natural against my skin. Now even though I was in eighth grade my penis quit growing after 2ND grade and it was at it's present length when it gets hard 1 3/4" long and very slender. After the panties I put on the leotards and than I put on dress and and than I put on the girl's pumps and buckled them and went back out in the room where Chad was.
He gasped and said," You would be such a sexy woman I can't believe it just grow your hair out a little bit and you would be a sexy woman now I want you to go back in and take off the dress pumps and leotard."
I did just as I was told and went back out in just panties.
He said," Pull the panties down and let them fall to the floor."
" I have never been naked in front of anybody after being potty trained."
" Don't worry I have a theory. Nobody outside the room will know. Wait a minute."
He got up and locked his door.
So I pulled my panties off and let them fall to the floor.
" Oh my your penis is like a little clit."
He got behind me and played with my penis until it got hard. He got out a ruler and measured it.
He said," Wow, 1 3/4" it is more like a clit I am not trying to offend you but you are more woman than man. So just out of curiosity do you like men's cocks?"
I nodded yes.
He got up and loosened his belt and unbuttoned and unzipped his slacks and let them fall to the floor. Than he pulled his boxers to his ankles and sat back down.
I started playing with 7 1/2" hard cock and than I couldn't resist it I kissed his cock and I started sucking his magnificent cock. I worshiped and sucked his cock for 15 glorious minutes. I felt his cock twitch and felt and tasted his seed splash the back of my mouth and down my throat.
He said,:" That was great and I won't tell anybody about this why don't you grow your hair out just below your neck and we will go out with you as a girl."
I kissed him and knew it was time for me to go and get ready for bed. I got dressed in my regular clothes and left his dorm room and went down the hall to my room.
As I got undressed I noticed I still had Chad's sister's panties on and decided I would return them to Chad in the morning.
I got dressed for bed and and crawled into bed and I quickly fell asleep.