Maybe it was the fact we were all finished with high school, and inhibitions we had before could be ignored.
Or maybe it was the late night party where we all stripped naked diving into the pool and running to the nearby beach to frolic in the ocean.
I knew Trevor in school. We shared some classes and gym. I think we both tried out for the wrestling squad in our early years. I didn't make the team. He did. I remember seeing him in the meets I attended watching my classmates in that skin tight singlet grabbing each other everywhere. And some of them had visible evidence of their excitement afterwards.
But despite the occasional proximity, parties, class meetings and those classes, Trevor and I weren't close friends. Dave and I were, Marco was kind of in our group. I think we welcomed Marco because he was larger then any of us and thus intimidating anyone who wanted to mess with us. The size of him was head to toe and we privately called him MEAT after the Porky's movie and for the same reason.
Graduation changed our lives as it does for everyone. Suddenly there were no bells signaling us out of hallways, no homework, no dreaded report cards and no reason to worry what our peers thought of us, socially or physically.
The party was huge at Trevor's house. No adults were there. There was booze. There were some drugs, though not my thing. There were girls and guys all supposedly in our Senior Class, but I saw other people there I didn't recognize.
People came and went throughout the night. The group thinned out the later it got. Trevor said there would be breakfast for anyone brave enough to stay till dawn. I was one of those. My parents didn't even ask where I was going let alone the usual repeated deadline for my return. I was a graduate now, suddenly free, suddenly grown up.
There were fewer girls then guys by the time the party got a bit out of control. I saw Trevor and 3 or 4 guys in a circle dancing together. I envied them. Dave was with Sarah. I would have danced with him if she weren't there. And without telling me they disappeared leaving me with the remaining partiers.
The music stayed loud. No cops showed up despite the obvious silhouette of a neighbor in the window.
The splashes got my attention. Until that point, candles on fake lily pads covered the water. They were drowned now as bodies invaded their territory.
I drank another beer as more and more stripped clothing and dove in. Soon the bodies were totally naked. Trevor was already in the water and naked. I saw that as his friends tossed him in the air now and then.
A few girls were there too. So I can't say it was a homo splash party, but I focused on the guys. I had seen most naked in the gym over the years. And I looked of course just as they did. But one didn't stare despite the desire to compare let alone admire.
I knew by the 10th grade I was doing more then comparing. I confided in Dave one night during a sleepover and he told me it was ok to be gay. I wished he were. His smooth chest, dangling balls and uncut cock had often provided images in my brain during self satisfying hand job sessions.
Now I could look, stare even. Others might think I was drunk or gay. I didn't care anymore. Besides there seemed to be lots of guys slapping butts, dancing with each other that night. Everyone was letting themselves go.
By the time I was naked and in the pool, naked guys were dancing around the area. Girls seemed to have disappeared.
I was grabbed and wrestled in the water by some of the classmates I didn't know too well. My willingness to join in the fun and my slightly smaller size seemed to invite them I found myself underwater seeing the silhouettes of cocks and balls, some penis were hard. I wanted to reach out, touch, stroke or even suck.
Trevor made a grab for me and we were suddenly wrestling in the liquid that encompassed our naked bodies. It was fun and I got hard.
"Shit man, you're huge" he said in my ear, loud enough to be heard over the music and by others in the area.
I was still bareass when the omelets were made. The sun had taken away the anonymity of the night and like others still there Trevor didn't seem to care. He did put on an apron while he cooked on the outdoor grill.
The remaining group was smaller and all were males. I got good looks at the butts, cocks and balls I had only dared to glance at in years gone by.
I lay on the water floating in the morning sun. It was nice and I wished it would go on forever.
"Hey it's Trevor" a week later the phone call awoke me. My folks had gone to work. Neither asked me what I was going to do that day. It was part of my new freedom and new life.
"Was up?" I slurred as I reached for my morning erection. I enjoyed playing with it when Dave called. Now it was Trevor.
"Come on over, nobody's here, the pool awaits" He said
"Sure why not?" I said what was on my mind.
As I drove my graduation present car to his house, I wondered if others would be there, if we could swim naked as we had that night and why Trevor had called me of all people.
Nobody answered the doorbell so I walked through the side gate. He was already in the pool and despite the early hour, holding a beer bottle which he held up in a toast like greeting.
What caught my eye was his hard thick erection sticking out of the water.
"Looks like you've started without me" I said as I boldly peeled off my clothes while he watched. It was arousing that a naked man with a hard cock watched me strip naked.
I remember stripping in front of my Doctor's Assistant once. I got hard. He saw I blushed with embarrassment and told me that always happened I went to the bathroom and jacked quickly to calm down so the Doctor wouldn't see. When I got back, the Physician's Asst was in the room again.
"Oh so you did that without me, a shame" he smiled. I didn't know if he was kidding or not, but the memory gave me plenty of fantasies for future private midnight sessions.
I dove into the pool making as big a splash as I could. Trevor's arms were around me and we wrestled, pushed, splashed and groped each other. There was no blatant sexual activity just uninhibited hands, arms and legs all over each other.
I drank my beer which Trevor brought me. His cock was still hard as he left the pool to go to the cooler and return.
"Shit man you need to jack that thing" I said
"Maybe later, I like it this way" He said "so do you"
I laughed but yes I liked seeing a guy feel comfortable showing his enlarged cock.
"Shit man nice boner" Dave had told me years ago the morning after the first sleepover. "Want to see mine?"
I saw his cock. I almost reached out to touch it. I don't think he would have objected. Instead I got us both some baby oil and we watched each other get off.
I floated in the sun. Trevor was on the phone. He slipped into the water instead of diving and disrupting my activity.
"Hey" I said quietly.
Trevor was treading water between my legs. I didn't really mind and my legs encircled him to hold me up. His hands were on my thighs and my own erection waved like a boat mast in the air.
"You're a short dude with a huge cock" he stated the obvious.
"Yea it surprises people" I said, lying. I had only revealed my cock to Dave and when changing clothes at the Y, the pool or gym class.
I gasped when his put his lips around it almost going under the water. But Trevor's hand was under my bare butt holding me up.
"Shit man won't your neighbor see us?" I asked not really caring. This was my first blow job and I had fantasized about it for years.
"Naw he always watches me anyway" Trevor said then returned to use his tongue in ways I had only dreamed about.
I had bent forward, lay on the bed with my legs thrown backwards and other feats in an attempt to touch my own tongue to my ever growing cock. I had seen guys pictured on the Internet doing it. But alas despite the back pain I was willing to endure, my tongue never quite got to the demanding cockhead I held.
I lay back floating, fantasizing, and occasionally opening my eyes to watch the sandy brown head that was moving all over my cock and balls. His hand became a finger and was inside me. My own finger had been there before helping me discover new pleasures.
His was there now, rubbing, pressing, and urging my body to do what it eventually did. When I came it was weird. My body had no support of a bed, floor or table as usual. It was floating with Trevor's help and like a cannon shooting, the reaction had my body going under the water line.
Trevor was grinning. Blobs of my juice were on his face. He licked his lips. "Been wanting to do that for years" he admitted.
I wondered if we had been braver boys years ago and after our body rubbing wrestling, would we have stripped naked and fucked then?
"You must get allot of action in this pool" I said trying not to sound like an enthusiastic former virgin.
"You should have stayed later at the party" He said
When I dressed and left the party, I heard yelling and splashing. It almost lured me back to the party but I just wanted to get home and masturbate with the memories of the night and morning. Now I wish I had.
"Every now and then stuff happens, but most guys aren't into it" he continued. "I got fucked in this pool for the first time a year ago" Trevor seemed proud.
"Marco, you know him I think, man he has a huge cock and it hurt like hell" he was still smiling "hurt good"
I laughed. Marco, the one we called "meat" had a long and thick cock. I had once told him I wondered what girls said it felt like. His reply was "I can show you if you want." The other guys laughed as did I. But he winked at me. I wondered then if he was serious and knew I was gay.
"Fuck man, it's a wonder you didn't have to go to the hospital" I took another swig of the beer I had retrieved.
"You kidding? After he stretched me open, all I wanted was him to keep fucking me" he took a swig. I wondered if he was telling the truth or bragging about a fantasy he wanted to be real.
I glanced up as I got out of the pool. The man was in the window watching us form next door. He had been a silhouette that night and now could be identified. He was shirtless and wore shorts of boxers. His hand was inside them.
"Does he do that all the time?" I asked as I bent over the cooler and gave him a look at my ass.
"Yea, it's kind of flattering actually" Trevor lifted his bottle towards the man. The man waved back with his other hand.
"He ever come over?" I asked standing and purposely played with my half hard penis.
"Naw I think he's waiting till I'm 18, which is in three months" Trevor said the second part of the statement loud enough for all the neighbors to hear.
"So Marco huh? Who else?" I was back in the water. I had already decided what I would do next.
"Cousins mostly, Coach Melvin" he said nonchalantly.
"Melvin? Little League coach?" I asked remembering the broad shouldered college age guy who used to coach us all years ago.
"Yea, I seduced him. First older guy" Trevor said.
I heard him despite the fact I was underwater finding out if one could suck a cock without breathing. Trevor's hand was on my head keeping me there. I think he wanted to know too.
Unfortunately I had to breathe and struggled to the surface.
"Shit man that's nice, don't stop, take your time" he leaned back on the edge of the pool, his hard cock and hips underwater. I went back for more..and kept doing it.
I felt his water shriveled ball sac and played until the flesh loosened. I licked them swallowed one of the balls and moved it side to side in my mouth.
His cock was rock hard the way it had been most of the time I had been there. It made me gag....
"Hey man just relax open your throat, you'll get used to it" Trevor advised. I went back under the water and tried. It gagged me so I tightened my lips and moved my head like a clutching hand to milk him.
Each break to breathe, Trevor's hand pushed my head back under. I took deeper breaths so I could suck longer.
My tongue measured his hardness, it opened his piss slit, it cushioned the cock as Trevor's hips began to fuck my lips.
When I tasted his cum, I backed away, but not because of the taste. I had eatn my own sperm over the years and grew to like ths taste. But then I wanted to see sperm spurts float in the pool afterwards like some science experiment.
"Boy your pool filter must be busy" I said. Trevor laughed before he kissed me.
First blow job gotten, first blow job give and now first male kiss...well first serious one. Kissing your Uncle doesn't count, does it.
Our hands were on each other, our arms clutched and our mouths ate each other while out tongues slide back and forth. We rolled around under water then kicked to get our heads above the water line to breathe.
"Shit man, you're hot" Trevor said.
"Been waiting for so long" I admitted
"Wow first time?" Trevor asked.
"Yea, first for everything. I might even let you fuck me" I said
We played like teenagers for awhile and then lay in the sun light feeling its rays back the white parts of our skin.
I felt Trevor's body with my lotion covered hands. It got me hard again. I felt each inch, each muscle and each bone. My finger invaded him and he moaned. I lotioned each toe, finger, balls, cock and nipples. Trevor sighed.
He returned the favor seeming to want to learn my body as I had his. His fingers seemed to go deeper in me then earlier. I wondered what a cock would feel like there instead. His hand stroked my erection until precum oozed out and he ate it.
"God that tastes good" he said. I opened my eyes to see him smacking his lips again. I wondered how many classmates he had really sucked, about Coach Melvin filling his throat or how many he didn't tell me about enjoyed the pleasure we both shared.
Instead of stroking me to orgasm, he played with my balls and ass some more then. I lay back and learned about my body's reactions. I heard him walk across the patio. I presumed he had gone to piss somewhere despite telling me earlier I could pee in the hedges nearby if I needed to.
I looked around. He was standing near the grill and talking on the phone while playing with his erection.
"Who was that?" I asked after Trevor returned.
"Marco. He's coming over. He said he wants to be your first" he said quietly. "Said he offered long ago but you were too chicken then" he laughed.
I lay my head back down. All I could think about was Marco's cock. I was tempted to ask Trevor to fuck me first so my ass would be used to it by the time "meat" was there. But I didn't.
I wasn't a kid anymore.
I didn't care that others knew about me.
Graduation meant more then just not having to go to classes.
I was free.