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Leo and Jase Chapter Five
Jase closed his eyes as Leo continued to inch forward toward him. His mind raced with a million thoughts at one time and his heart pounded in his chest like the beat of a thousand drums. Leo slid his tongue across his lips slowly and brought his hand up and placed it softly on Jase's firm chest and slid his other hand up to Jase's face. His face was so close he could feel the heat of Jase's breath on his face. Jase opened his eyes and caught his breath. 'I can't do this,' he suddenly thought to himself. He turned his head away and moved backward. Leo opened his eyes and stood perfectly still, staring at Jase in half embarrassment, half confusion. He bit his lip once again and his face turned bright red. "I'm so sorry, Leo, I...I just...ugh," Jase smacked his hand down on the surface of the water in frustration and he leaned against the edge of the pool. He rubbed his head and looked up at Leo who looked like he was about to cry. "Oh, Leo, I'm so sorry...." Jase began, stepping towards Leo. Leo stepped back, not looking at Jase and he turned and swam towards the edge of the pool on the other side. He pulled himself out and grabbed his towel. "Leo, wait," Jase tried to stop him, but he disappeared inside. 'Dumb-ass!' Jase cringed at himself. He pulled himself out of the pool and dried himself off with the towel and wrapped it around his waste. He stepped inside and closed the sliding glass door, locking it and turning off the lights outside. He slowly walked towards the stairs, but heard something coming from a room on the other side of the entry hall. He turned and walked towards the door and peered in. It was dark except for the dim light of the moon. He saw a silhouette of a body standing against the large window. He walked into the room and adjusted his eyes to the darkness. "Leo?" he spoke out. The body moved and then moved back. Jase approached Leo and placed a hand on his shoulder. Leo stared out the window coldly. "Leo, I'm sorry....I freaked," Jase tried to explain. Leo looked at him with tears welled up in his eyes. "I didn't ask for this ya know!" He yelled out suddenly. "I was just fine until you came along. I don't want to be like this....I'm not, but you just.....nevermind," Leo began walking towards the door. Jase grabbed his arm to stop him. Leo looked back at him and bit his lower lip. Jase smiled slightly at this habit he had come to find so adorable. "See, that's the look!" Leo exclaimed. Jase dropped his face. "What?" he asked. "That look, Jase! When you look at me like that, I just...I lose it. I don't understand it and I don't want it, but I just lose it all." Leo was fighting back tears now, but they were streaming down his face. "I guess I just...I'm stupid." "No, you're not stupid. I'm the asshole, here." Jase looked down. "The truth is, I just...I'm so fucking scared because they were right." "Who was right? About what?" Leo asked in part frustration. "Kenny..and Drew. They were right about me and it pisses me off and if freaks the hell outta me!" Jase looked at Leo, and for the first time, Leo could see what was in Jase's eyes. Pain. "You mean...?" Leo began. Jase nodded and plopped down in a chair. Leo turned on a lamp and sat down on the ottoman in front of Jase's chair. He looked up at Jase. Jase smiled down at Leo and reached down to wipe a tear from his face. Leo closed his eyes and smiled as he did so. "Jase, I'm sorry," Leo chewed his lower lip. "About what?" Jase asked, while staring down at Leo. "Trying to...um..." Leo stuttered. Jase smiled and shook his head. "That's the thing, Leo. I wanted it to happen. I'm just so scared." Jase buried his face in his hands. "I know, Jase, I am too. Hell, I'm shaking. I just had to do something because there's been something in the pit of my stomach, irking me about you and I just had to see what it was all about." Leo explained. Jase looked up at Leo throught his tearfilled eyes. Leo smiled at him and stood up. "Come one, let's get changed and dry off and we can talk," Leo suggested, motioning for Jase to follow him. He turned out the light and Jase followed Leo upstairs, staring at the floor the whole way. Leo went into his room and Jase went into the guest room and closed the door. Leo went into his dresser and pulled out a pair of boxers and nylon soccer shorts. He removed the towel from around his waste and undid his bathing suit. He removed it and then put on his boxers, followed by the shorts. He left his chest bare and waited for Jase.
Jase went into the guest room and sat on the bed. His mind raced at a million miles an hour and he felt like he might pass out. He stood up and let the towel drop. He slid the swim trunks down and stepped out of them. He went into his bag and pulled out a pair of boxers and a pair of sweat pants. Then he threw on a tank top and stood up. He slowly walked towards the door and into the bathroom. He crossed it and reached the door to Leo's room. He knocked softly. "Come in," he heard Leo say, and he peeked his head inside the room. He saw Leo sitting on the bed. Leo smiled over at him warmly as Jase approached the bed. He took a seat in front of Leo and looked at him nervously. "Jase?" Leo asked, breaking the silence. Jase looked at Leo. "Yea?" "What does this all mean?" "I don't know." "I just never thought I was...." "Gay?" "Right." Leo shifted awkwardly. Jase noticed a singly drop of water slide from Leo's neck, down onto his chest, then slowly down his ab muscles before absorbing into the fabric of Leo's boxers that we just peeking from behind his shorts. "I don't think I am," Jase looked back up at Leo. "I think its just something about you," Jase admitted, his voice cracking nervously. Leo blushed slightly and looked up at Jase who returned the look. "Maybe you're right," Leo replied. "Jase?" Leo asked again. "Yea?" Jase answered softly. Leo leaned in and pressed his lips against Jase's softly. Jase was startled by it, but returned the kiss. Leo put his hand on Jase's shoulder, while balancing himself with the other. Jase put his hands on Leo's hips. Leo continued to kiss Jase, parting their lips with his tongue. They explored each other's mouths, their tongues wrestling with each other. Leo pulled away slowly and looked into Jase's eyes. "Huh." Leo smiled big. "What?" Jase asked, smiling as well. "It's about time." "What's about time?" Jase asked in confusion. "I can read your eyes." Leo replied. "What are they saying?" Jase asked softly. Leo smiled warmly at Jase and leaned in for another kiss.
He kissed softly for a moment, and then Jase pulled away. He stared up at Leo with a little bit of worry in his eye. "What's the matter?" Leo asked. "What now, Leo?" "What do you mean?" "I mean, do we keep this a secret or what? I mean, it would completely ruin both our lives as far as having any friends and my Dad would disown me....." Jase started to ramble. Leo brought a finger to Jase's lips to quiet him. He smiled comfortingly. Jase smiled back slightly and kissed Leo's finger softly. "We can do whatever you want. But let's not worry about that just yet, ok?" Leo stroked Jase's cheek and let a finger brush over Jase's lips again. Jase smiled and looked into Leo's eyes. Leo could see how tired Jase was and smiled. "Let's get to sleep, seeing as how we have to go to school tomorrow." Leo broke into the silence. Jase nodded and started to get up to go to the guest room. "Stay," Leo grabbed Jase's arm as he stood up. Jase turned to look at him and stepped up to him. Leo stared up at Jase and smiled warmly. Leo stood up and let his body brush against Jase's softly. Jase felt a tingle rush through his body and he closed his eyes for a second. Leo turned and pulled the covers down. Jase wrapped his arms around Leo's waist from behind and hugged him tight. Leo closed his eyes and smiled. 'I can't believe this is happening,' Leo thought to himself dreamily. He sighed and turned around. He stared up into Jase's eyes and smiled. He then bent down and removed his shorts, then stood up again. Jase smiled and began removing his tank top. Leo stopped him and then removed it for him. Then he grabbed the waistband of Jase's shorts and slid his fingers inside them. He pushed them down slowly to the ground. Jase stepped out of them and smiled as Leo looked back up at him. "This is going to be a wild ride. I hope you're ready," Jase said as Leo sat on the edge of the bed. Leo looked up at him. "Never been more ready in my life," Leo smiled, grabbing Jase's hand and pulling him down on the bed. They got under the covers and cuddled up to each other, feeling the warmth of their bodies pressed against one another. Jase smiled to himself and closed his eyes. Leo watched Jase slowly drift off to sleep and he smiled lovingly. He leaned over and kissed Jase's forhead and layed his head down as well and fell asleep.
***********Hope you liked this one. Stay tuned, there's more to come. Lata!