Len
Len and I met at work. I have a partner that I have been with for 14 years. I love my partner. Len is married and has 3 kids, loves his wife and for all intent and purposes, straight. Len and I had sex.
Len looks as if he may be related to Mel Gibson. His personality is very much laid back California. Friendly and very humorous. I am similar in looks to a younger William Hurt. Very southern and intensely sensitive. Len and I became work spouses. We told each other everything. I fixed him meals and hung out with him and his family. I would say I developed a crush on him but the feeling I developed was like no other crush I have ever had. I was in love with my partner but the feelings I had for Len were strong but I could never exactly determine what they were. I did want to sleep with Len but never approached the possibility. I flirted with Len incessantly. When I would pass him at work I would reach out and touch his nipples, which I always seemed to be able to zero in on no matter what he was wearing. We hugged when appropriate and many a night of drinking led me to pass out with my head on his shoulder.
As time past Len announced that he and his wife had decided to move to Arizona from North Carolina. A big celebration for his going away was planned. It lasted for a month. We held a huge pig picken and had a very drunken evening. At the party was Len's cousin Erik who held the same resemblance to Len. Bigger and more muscular, Erik was a sight to behold. At the party, Erik became very drunk, as did the rest of us. Suddenly Erik started talking God and religion. I knew he was gone. Suddenly Erik became determined to go home and got up and headed to his car. I went after him because he did not need to be driving. At the end of the driveway I stopped him and tried to coax him back to the party. Instead of returning, Erik backed up suddenly and began to fall backwards into the drainage ditch next to the driveway. I reached for him to stop him and he reached for me. Instead of stopping Erik continued down into the ditch, taking me with him.
Erik at this point lay in the ditch rambling on about something I don't remember. I gathered my thoughts and decided I needed to get him up and out of the ditch. I tried pulling Erik to his feet but he suddenly passed out and became a dead weight. I continued to try and get him up to no avail. As I pulled and lifted, Erik's shirt suddenly came off. Wow! Erik had an incredible body! I decided to give up because I was drunk and tired and sat down on the bank of the ditch. I must have passed out too.
Everyone at the party at missed all this fun but had noticed we seemed to be missing. Len looked all over the yard for us and finally spied us both in the ditch. Len found us lying next to each other. Erik was shirtless and had wrapped his arm around me. I was snuggling in the crook of his arm. Len called to us and I woke up slightly confused. The events came back to me and I told him what had occurred. Len and I got his cousin up and out of the ditch and back to the house. Len and another man I didn't know took Erik into the house and I stayed out to drink some more and answer the inquiries of what really happened. No one believed my story and seemed to believe I had gone off with Erik for sex.
I finally decided to give up for the night and crash. I went into the house and asked where I could crash. I was led to a bedroom by the homeowner and as we entered it, there was Erik. Erik was buck-naked on the bed face down. Again his body was impressive and he had one of the nicest bubble butts. I took a pillow and lay on the floor next to the bed. Suddenly, Len was there. Len was telling me that he felt that not only would his cousin be weirded out waking up naked in a room with me on the floor, but I also would probably wake up confused as well. Len led me to an upstairs room where he was sleeping. Len laid me on the pallet with him and we spooned. Len asked me again what had happed and I told the story again. Len asked me if I was sure and that I could tell him anything. I told him nothing else happened and fell asleep in his arms. After that, Len seemed strangely jealous. I thought it was cute and played along.
On the last night Len was in town we had one last party at his house. Nothing about the evening seemed any different than any other. After all had gone to bed, Len and I had a cigarette together and decided to crash on his sectional couch in the living room. I was suddenly awaked by Len whispering to me. Len told me he loved me and asked if I would suck his dick. Suddenly there was an intense passion in his eyes and a slight nervousness. I asked Len if he was sure. Len said yes in a very yearning voice. I pushed Len down and began to unbutton his shirt. I then moved on to his jean and undid them and pulled them down. Considering Len's wife was in their room and his kids were asleep I tried to be a quite as possible. I began sucking on Len's nipples and moved down his torso to his penis, which was incredibly hard. Len has my favorite penis, thick and about 5 inches. I began sucking Len's penis like there was no tomorrow. I paid loving attention to the head, licked the sides and sucked his balls. Len seemed to be enjoying this intensely. I moved back up to his torso and licked and sucked his nipples some more. For some strange reason I didn't want to kiss him. He did not encourage it either. I moved back to Len's penis and sucked him some more. Finally, I could tell he was about to cum and I deep throated him as he held my head. I swollowed his cum and after cleaning him up, I laid my head on his stomach. Len thanked me and held me. After a few minutes I got myself together and went back to my end of the couch.
The next morning began like any other. Nothing was said and no one seemed to act as if something had occurred or changed. When I went to leave, Len walked out with me, looked me in the eyes and said, 'this is between us, right?' 'Of course I said and bid him farewell. I felt strangely content and not at all ashamed for some reason.
Len moved to Arizona and we kept in touch. Nothing was ever said about our last night together. I never mentioned it to my partner or Len his wife. Strangely, I didn't feel that I had cheated. I felt that Len and I just joined together in the ultimate act of deep friendship. I felt that I gave Len something he needed and I only would have felt ashamed if I hadn't done it. Our bond was now sealed
Six months later, Len came back to North Carolina so he and I could help out with a friend dying of lung cancer. I was so excited to see Len again. I actually had fantasies of us exchanging our love again. I picked Len up at the airport and took him to my house. We were alone. I flirted with him and playfully offered him myself. Len and I finally spoke of our last night and Len explained his feelings about it. Len's feelings were exactly the same as mine. Len however indicated that he wasn't sure if we should ever share each other again. I explained that I was cool with that but had no shame in telling him I would do it again and again whenever I felt he needed me.
Len and I went out drinking with the same homeowner of the pig picken'. We all ended up back at the home where I landed in the ditch. We all sat around drinking until I passed out on Len's shoulder as usual.
I was suddenly awaked by the obvious actions of a blowjob, and a good blowjob at that. I opened my eyes and there was Len on his knees next to the couch. Len was desperately sucking my dick. I whispered I was awake and asked him what he was doing. Len told me just to lay back. Len told me he wanted to do this for me and to let him finished before he lost his nerve. I whispered to him to hold on. I pulled his mouth off my dick even though I didn't want to. I whispered to Len that everything was okay but since we were in the living room we should go upstairs to one of the empty bedrooms for privacy for his sakes. I took Len by the hands and we headed up to the same bedroom we had slept before.
Once we were behind closed doors the urgency exploded. Len and I aggressively removed each other's clothing. I realize for a moment that Len had never seen me naked and until I woke up a while ago, had never touched my penis. My penis is 8 and 3/4 long and thick. Len couldn't seem to get his hands off it. Len's voice was raspy and you could tell he was wrestling with the feelings and desire that he was having. I laid Len onto the floor and began to love him. I worked on his nipples and kissed and caressed his body. I moved down and began sucking his dick. I paid loving attention to it once again. I continued down to Len's ball sack and after awhile I put my hands firmly on his thighs, lifted him and began rimming him. Len seemed to enjoy this a lot. Len and I continued our love making for a while. Each providing each other pleasure. Again we didn't kiss and even though I would have, I didn't attempt to fuck him. I did offer myself to him and Len indicated he would enjoy that but before we could continue, Len indicated that my pleasuring had reached a boiling point and he was getting ready to cum. I went back down on his penis and accepted his love. I then straddled Len's torso and began jacking myself off. I came all over Len's chest. Spent, we lay there holding each other. I cleaned Len up and we got dressed. Len and I went back downstairs and sleep on the couches.
The next day was like any other. Len and I went back to my place and we were once again alone. We talked about the night before. We both expressed how we felt and realized we were in sync. Len decided to take a shower. I led him to my bathroom and got him fresh towels. Len seemed slow to get into the shower however. I milled about picking up stuff in the bedroom. Len stripped and was naked before me. I commented on how I was glad to see him naked again. Len went into the bathroom but I didn't hear the shower come on. I could hear Len moving about but not really doing anything. Suddenly. Len called my name. I came into the bathroom to find him still naked and with a ragging hard on. Len seemed very nervous, as if he was battling something in his head. Len finally said that he needed me and would I love him some more. I dropped to my knees and began sucking his penis once again. Len moaned and indicated that he couldn't believe how good this and he felt and within a moment, came into my mouth. I got up, hugged him and told to get cleaned up.
Len is once again gone to Arizona. We both agreed that what we had shared was special and ours alone. Len and I decided that we would continue as we were and we made plans for me to come to visit. Len told me of a cabin in the mountains that he wanted to take me to and I knew this meant that we would continue our bonding. Len is back with his wife and I with my partner. We both know however that this strange relationship would continue. I still believe Len to be pretty much straight but know that we need to share ourselves with each other for what ever reason.