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Five Filing into Tulsa

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When we pulled out the next morning the sky was still dark. It was good that pushing cars and trucks out of the way with the snow plow hadn't affected the truck's lights. We made the hundred miles into Tulsa in time to watch the sun rise. I explained that I didn't really think we should spend too much time there but that checking out the University cafeteria for frozen food and searching for any nearby hospitals that would still have emergency power running were priorities. I didn't tell anyone but I was going to have Karen either use an X-Ray or a ultra-sound on my stomach. I needed to learn more about how the child was fairing and the kicks were only a non-medical gauge of his health.,

"Karen would you put Ginger in the wheelchair and come with me? Tony, you and Jesus see what you can find. Some burgers and light meats would be great, I think we have enough frozen steaks in the Yeti to keep us going until we reach Ector." Karen hadn't gone exploring many of the building with us so having her with me as we went through the Surgical hospital seemed odd but if we found any equipment that was operating she would have to be the one to operate it. I hadn't told her why I might need it so there wasn't any talk of results or what the machinery we saw did until we found an empty room with an Ultra-sound machine sitting with out any ashes surrounding it.

"Do you know how to operate one of these?"

"I have done it a few times going into surgery. What am I looking for or at?" The quizzical expression on her face was enough to get me started on explaining my situation and what I needed from her.

"You've noticed that I am getting fatter. The last time this happened I was diagnosed with a dead fetus. If I am pregnant again the child is still alive and kicking, if I'm not there is something else going wrong with me. We need to know more about how developed he is and if I should try to carry him any longer." I watched her carefully, I hoped she wasn't going to freak out at the possibility that I was carrying a child.

"Where have you been feeling the pains?" She had carefully not called the pains I was feeling kicks like that would make me less likely to be carrying a child. Perhaps trying to preserve the difference between us.

I pulled her hand to my left side. I knew it wasn't the normal position for a fetus but then my internal makeup wasn't the same as most women. She pulled back as the child gave a hard kick.

We worked on the machine for fifteen minutes until she was sure that it was fully operational. It was only our good luck that it hadn't been operating during the event. I didn't know whether to hope there was a fetus or that there was something physically wrong with me that needed a doctor's care, both were scary propositions..

Karen had me hold the tube of gel she had found nearby, my hands were not that warm but I guess anything is better than spreading cold gel across your abdomen. "Roger, I don't know what to think about what you told me. Have you been taking care of yourself? Vitamins and not straining too much?" She already knew how I was eating and approximately how much sleep I was getting.

"I just started taking some vitamins when we were in West St. Louis, although they aren't exactly what my doctor had suggested. I have done what I've needed to do to survive otherwise, hoping that I am not that far along that lifting and pushing wouldn't make too much difference. If we find out that I am pregnant the doctor that removed the other fetus told me that I would need to start a course of estrogen and a few other things." I handed her the list he had given me in case he and I were not in the same vicinity when I learned that I was pregnant. When she saw the doctor's name and header she looked at me with more concern than she had been expressing, I think the idea was becoming a possibility to her even though she had never heard of a man giving birth other than a transsexual that wasn't fully transitioned, I assured her I was inter-sexed not transsexual.

"Take your shirt off and loosen your pants." I didn't think the child was sitting that low, but I obeyed in case it wasn't a fetus but a disease eating up my body; say a cancerous tumor. I lay back on the table and closed my eyes, I was not sure of what I hoped to see and wasn't going to look at the monitor we had made work unless she told me there was a fetus. She had a firm hand on my abdomen to the side of the growth when she reached for the gel I was supposed to be warming.

"You are fairly thickly muscled, Roger. It may not be possible to see anything beneath your abs. If I can't see anything we will have to find an X-Ray machine. I don't like exposing an unborn to excess radiation but one time should not do much more than you have exploring the countryside."

For the first few minutes I thought she wasn't going to see anything. Then I heard her gasp. I couldn't stop myself and looked at the monitor off to my left.

"What?" I couldn't tell what she was seeing, all I could see were blobs of black in a gray ,mass.

"You have twins growing inside you. They aren't in the normal position, that is why the pains are so far to your side. I can't tell if they are boys or girls so they might be either. I have never had to estimate the age of a fetus but if we look around we should be able to find a book with photos that we can try to match with the photo I am taking.

"What do you want? Girls or boys?"

"Ginger is going to need a boy friend if we are going to be the beginning of the next generation of human life. I would prefer that, at least I will have something in common with them, even if they are not gay."

"Two boys and one girl?"

"You are young enough to bear a few more children, maybe our children will make us the Adam and Eve of a new world. This will probably be the only chance I have to bear children, thus this may be the only chance Ginger will have to have a mate that isn't related by blood unless we find more mating couples. I wasn't even supposed to be able to get pregnant again, the ovary wasn't fully formed when I lost the first fetus and the surgeon didn't think it would ever produce eggs. I will have to be cut open and the ovary will probably need to come out so I can have a somewhat normal life."

"What are you to do about feeding?" I wasn't surprised to hear her ask that, she was still waking in the middle of the night so that Ginger could nurse.

"There is very little chance I will lactate. They are going to have to live on canned formula, you won't be able to support two more children." I had hoped with a single child that she could be a wet nurse to my child. Karen was helping me clean up the gel while we talked, she had taken the presence of twins well.

"Have you told Tony or Jesus?"

"No. I wanted to know something concrete before I shocked them." They would definitely have a harder time accepting my pregnancy than Karen.

"Why don't you wait until we can match up the ultra-sound with a medical text to know how far along you are."

"Any guess?"

"Well, sure. The twins look about the same as Ginger did when she was five months old but that is only a guess with a faint remembrance of what I saw in the days when I was having hormone swings. I don't have that photo, I tried to pack as light as possible." That was ironic, she had five or six times as much as Tony, Jesus and I even before we started to gather diapers.

"That is about what I had been thinking. How long do you think the minimum they need to stay inside me? Not that I want them out, I just want them to be safe and not crush them." As I sat up they both must have kicked at the same time, I knew I was going to need to start taking more care of my body.

"That's hard to say. Unless we find a fully operational neo-natal incubation set-up I think the longer you can last the better. If you make it past seven and a half months they should have a good chance at living."

"My old doctor had said that he would take a fetus out around six and half months if I started to have problems. He had never thought about the idea of me having twins or at least didn't say anything about that to me. We should be in Ector in two days, three if we take it slow. After that I'm not riding a cycle again until after they are out of me." I was worried that the twins were getting bounced around too much.

"What type of medical facilities are supposed to be in the doomsday settlement?"

"I wasn't looking at that when I checked out the flyers, but I think they were supposed to have state of the art facilities with seven different treatments for X-Ray poisoning and a geriatric unit? We might want to take the equipment you think you will need to open me up and sew me back together."

"Me?"

"You think I would let either of the guys cut into me?" She understood I was serious and frowning headed to an operating room where she found scalpels and stitching packs. The duffle bag she handed me must have weighed forty pounds.

"What the Hell is in here?" I didn't think it was that much to carry but I hadn't expected her to have more than a few items she would need.

"Antiseptics, a anesthetic that shouldn't hurt the child, and equipment that might not be needed for you but will be good to have in case of any other situations." I was glad she was handling the knowledge so easily, I would have been freaking out if I'd been in her situation knowing that in the next couple months I would be slicing into one body to pull two out without the training necessary.

"What are the chances that we'll find a doctor before we settle down for the winter?"

"Look at it this way. There are four of us, two of us were working at low skill jobs although one is able to fly sophisticated jet fighters. One of us, me, was working in a med center but as a computer billing agent. Then the fourth is an ex-nurse being pressed into service again. That doesn't speak to highly of our chances, why would a doctor have been in a sealed container on May 1st?"

I knew I was being logical. So far there were only five of us living out of half the population of the country. The chances we would find anyone else alive before we arrived at Ector were slim. Even then the only people we might find were those that were so paranoid that they sealed themselves in their bunkers day and night only opening their doors for deliveries. I wasn't even certain the development had ever been finished although there had been billions of dollars invested, it could have be a scam that left the proposed residents without millions. I knew that was a possibility considering the history of Texas and the out of the way location of the supposed enclave. Or it could be totally underground and fully functioning but unwilling to take strangers in. I had been hoarding money as we crossed country but I didn't think I had the kind of money the town was charging the people that were hoping to live there.

"If while we're driving south you think of anything else that you might need from a hospital we'll stop in Lubbock and raid the Medical school there." I'd heard of groups and families that were survivalist living in West Texas, whether we would be able to find any that were still alive was doubtful but we would have to go slow as we went south from Lubbock to Ector. That was going to add a few extra days on our journey, days that would end with me in near misery.

As we wheeled Ginger towards the truck I thought about picking up a car in Lubbock and riding the final few hundred miles in comfort. I would see what the roads were like when we were ready to head into the West Texas cotton fields, the berms might be clear enough to travel in a small car that could transport what was in the trailer. I didn't like the thought that I wouldn't have the Harley to travel on after I was healed from being cut open, but I was sure that would take time to heal. Maybe I could leave the Harley in Lubbock and then go back for it in a few months.

Jesus and Tony hadn't found a working freezer on the campus or when they returned to the Surgical hospital. We voted to stay in Tulsa that night. There were dorm rooms that had survived totally unscathed. They weren't anything close to what we had been using as we crossed Oklahoma or Kansas but there were better than camping alongside the road or under the truck. The nurse boys split the night so Karen could get as much rest as possible and they each could get some. Ginger had finally started to use a bottle and nipple so Tony and Jesus were able to feed her letting Karen get a full nights sleep, making the drive easier for her and Ginger I sleeping so soundly that I hardly noticed them changing place in my bed, as I was waking I knew it was Tony before opening my eyes or reaching ou,t he was always warmer than me while Jesus was cooler.

"Roger? We could head straight onto this place you have as a final destination. Don't you think we have enough in the way of supplies to set us up until we can get inside?" Roger hadn't pulled his head out from under the blanket so he was hard to hear.

"You think we are going to be locked out?" I hadn't thought of it but it was logical and we did have enough in the way of food supplies to last a few months and there was always a town near enough to raid for more food unless we found other people living off the land like we were, then there wouldn't be a need to get into the doomsday town.

"If you were fashioning a doomsday retreat wouldn't you make plans for there being survivors outside that you wouldn't want to share with? If like you say, they are mostly very rich they will know how not to share the bounty. Was there anything in what you read that indicated that any of the habitations would be sealed in metal?"

"I don't remember seeing that specifically. I did see something about the power system not being vulnerable to an EMP, I think part of what the world experienced was a specialized EMP, it shouldn't have killed people so there must have been another component to whatever happened May 1st. At the very least we will be finding a settlement where the power will be functioning and the water will be safe. There will be some homes built, I remember seeing photos of the first few and an inside recreation area being under construction." That I couldn't remember any fully metal lined specs in the settlement was worrisome, I had hoped to find a community that held a full component of people.

"You look worried."

"I am but not for our survival. I was hoping to find more people that would make repopulating Earth, quicker." I hated telling him that I had been hoping to find a doctor of some type living there.

"Do you really think we'll be the only people left alive on Earth?"

"No, there should be more that were just as fortunate as us. How do we find them? I don't know. Should we find them? If Earth is to survive we are going to need to find a way to gather all the survivors together, whether that means another two people or two hundred: small groups like ours scattered across the world won't have much of a chance to propagate the species without inbreeding.

"Did Musk ever get the tube built, that was supposed to whisk people from LA to Denver in thirty minutes, completed?"

"I think he died, but Denver and LA went together to finance the final touches. I didn't see it on the Television but I think I remember hearing that the HyperLink was moving four people every five minutes arriving in LA less than twenty minutes later.." He looked at me like he knew I was thinking something new.

"Were you thinking about riding to Denver to check for survivors coming through the Link?"

"I was wondering if that might not be a possibility. I never saw much about the materials or the Tube itself. The one drawing I saw of the passenger compartment had a sealed rear with a forward opening door that didn't have any specs. But at that speed I would think it should be some type of metal or resinous material not glass. You would be moving so fast that the even a miserly use of glass is unlikely. Assuming all that, there may be some people that survived in the passenger compartments but not necessarily in either Denver or LA unless sealed in but not moving when the EMP hit, other wise they might have ended up anywhere between the two cities stuck inside."

"You're thinking that there would be the possibility of eight people a thousand miles apart in two huge cities. How would we ever be able to find them?"

"We'll have to work out a better way of searching for people. With any luck we will find a jet you could fly that would help us go those distances much faster than this caravan."

"From what you've said there could be some Lear jets in Ector, the rich seem to love them. Between my time in the RCAF and starting to work at Iron Mountain I flew a few private jet trips for a friend that owned a small charter company in Pittsburgh, so Lear Jets are not a new phenomena for me."

"Why haven't we seen any jet crashes? Doesn't that seem really strange? As many planes that are in the air during the daytime over America you would think we would have passed at least the downed wreckage of one. It's not like they are sealed metal, they all have windows and engines that are exposed." The idea had floated by me before but this was the first time I actually voiced it.

"Don't you wish you had some answers to the thousands of questions you have? But your question does make me wonder, where are the downed planes?" Tony sounded as perplexed as I felt.

"How about a shower this morning instead of a drink?" I had been worrying that Tony and Jesus were drinking too much piss. Whenever I could I switched them to getting showered, once we weren't on the road every day I was going to add to our fun with some other games, including enemas.

"Why are you getting fat when the rest of us are losing weight?" He wasn't asking like he meant to insult me.

"I wanted to talk to you and Jesus about that over breakfast." Karen and I had thought it best if we waited a few more weeks or at least until we found a book with pictures of the different stages of fetal growth before saying anything to the other two but if they were wondering about me getting heavier the time had come when I needed to let them in on my secret.

It had been weeks since I had sucked either of their cocks. Tony and Jesus had both been cumming when fucked and were neither that much into having their cocks sucked afterwards. "Stand up."

Tony had been on his knees in the shower and was dripping piss from his entire body but I didn't care. I went to my knees and took his wet balls in my mouth. It had been forever since I had tasted my own piss, sucking it off his balls made me remember what the guys were enjoying. I wasn't going to be such a bitch any longer, they both deserved to get good blow jobs and my piss sucked from their balls and pricks.

He didn't last very long, I was glad he hadn't shot his load while I pissed, I love the taste of cum mixed with piss and had missed it while trying to remain the "man" of the group. He wasn't as bitter as the last time so swallowing his cum wasn't distasteful at all. We went to find something for breakfast holding hands, I think it may have been the first time we did anything that romantic.

I was craving bacon. I guess I should say eggs, also. I knew that eggs were out of the question but bacon we had stocked up cartons of precooked bacon before leaving Kansas I didn't know what I would have with it but at least there was something to get me going that morning, something to give me the courage to tell Jesus and Tony what was going on and what to expect. Karen had left a note for us on the external doors that there was a working electric grill in the Woods building.

We could smell bacon half way across the quad. I wanted to run but the boys were kicking more than they had the previous day so I thought it wouldn't be the best idea I had that morning. "Piss, cum and bacon! The best way to start off the day."

Tony must have thought that was as nuts as it sounded, he broke out laughing the hardest I had seen him do. We had to stop walking to let him catch his breath. I had been too serious since May 1st and laughing with him felt great. There had been evenings when we all sat around and joked but this was totally different; we were sharing more than just jokes, we were really connecting and sharing something personal.

"You two look happy." Karen was standing over the grill flipping pancakes.

"You and Jesus look happy, too."

"A secret? He taught me how to take his thickness up my butt." She was never that forthcoming before, she turned to face the grill. I could tell she was blushing.

"So you're ready to join the boys?"

"If I had a strap on I would have returned the favor to him." I didn't say it, but I thought we had taken a strap-on dildo from the book store in West St. Louis in case there was a night when Jesus wore me out. I would sort through that case when we stopped in Lubbock. I'd love to watch her pegging the boy, would he cum like he does when I fuck him?

"Where is Jesus?"

"He took Ginger to the truck to get a new bundle of diapers. I thought we had enough last night but he used the last one when she woke this morning. He should have been back by now." I couldn't tell if the worry that replaced her smile was about Jesus or her daughter, I hadn't seen anything that was predatory since the bear in New England so I thought she was just being a mother.

Would I be that way after I gave birth? Or would I be more like a father standing aside as the children grew?

I had so many questions about being pregnant and giving birth that I couldn't ask anyone, my situation was so different than Karen's that she couldn't answer many of my questions. I was finding plates and tableware when Jesus returned juggling Ginger between his hands, he had tied the diapers on his back. Damn, I'm a smart ass.

"Wearing diapers now Jesus?" Karen and Tony laughed at him but it was good-natured and he didn't get too upset. I put Ginger to my shoulder while he unlashed the pack of diapers from his back.

"Breakfast is ready." We still hadn't dug deep enough to get to the pure maple syrup in my trailer but the one we were using was better than the commercial syrups that are maple syrup flavored. Everyone's smile returned and the day was started off with everyone in a good mood. "Tony, Jesus yesterday Karen and I went to the surgical hospital because I had been having pains in this mass of flesh you have been wondering about. We were able to get an Ultra-sound machine working on the emergency power."

I was talking without telling them what I felt they needed to know. I think it was that I was, not afraid, but slightly ashamed to admit that I was not the man they thought I was but an inter-sexed person that was fully functioning.

"What are you trying to tell us?" Give it to Jesus, he wanted the story straight out without all the nonsense I was spouting.

"I am pregnant. I am carrying twins.

"Before you ask we weren't able to tell the sex of either.

"How did I get pregnant? In the same way people have been getting pregnant since the beginning of time. My ex-lover used to fuck me regularly."

Tony was mesmerized but Jesus had run from the room.

"That's all it takes? Being regularly fucked?"

"Tony, you know about human anatomy. Men generally only have testes and women generally only have ovaries. I was born with both. Four years ago I was diagnosed as pregnant but by the time I was diagnosed the fetus had died. The doctor thought that removing the ovary that had produced the egg that the fetus came from would be sufficient, the other ovary was immature and he didn't think it would ever fully develop and produce eggs or enough hormone to upset my system.

"Well, Doc. You were wrong. Karen hopes to find a Ob/gyn's book that we can match up with the printed version of the Ultra-sound and learn how old the kids are. This is the main reason I have been pushing hard to get us to Ector. I have hoped that some parts of the town survived and among those that survived I would find a doctor. Any day my body could turn on itself and either kill the children or me. We have some of the items that my previous doctor thought I would need if this ever occurred and I chose to keep the child alive. At this point I don't think there is any question that they deserve to live.

"As we sit here there is no choice. The children are the future of Earth. We will die in the not too near future but these children will have thirty years on us and with luck at least one of them will be a straight boy that will breed (sorry, is there a better word) with Ginger and start repopulating Earth.

"Karen may be reluctant to do what will be necessary when the children need released from their womb. Honestly the thought of having anyone cutting into my abdomen to access to the children is frightening. I know it shouldn't be more frightening than any other surgery but I remember the days after the dead fetus was removed and my hormones were all over the place. My parents and boyfriend at the time thought I was going through roid rages, they were never told what was actually happening.

"Any questions?"

Jesus had returned to hear the last part of what I was saying.

"So I've had a woman fucking me?"

"No, but the only woman here would like to give it a try. Jesus, although I have one ovary and am capable of having a child I do not have any other female equipment. My nipples will not lactate. I have no vagina to open so I can pass a child out. I don't go through a monthly period, well not in the way a woman does at least, I do lose some blood monthly with shit." I had to stop or I didn't know what I was going to say.

"Are your tits going to swell like your belly?"

"I don't think so, Karen how long after you got pregnant did your tits start swelling?" I hoped at the very least that would be the same between us.

"They began swelling within the first month, that tenderness was always one of the first signs that I recognized."

"Then it isn't too likely they will, Jesus." I tried to picture what he was seeing looking at a pregnant man for the first time. Fat? Well what looks like a huge stomach tumor to one side, I wish it was more centralized.

"He had missed the part about not knowing how long they had to stay inside me. "how soon are you going to give birth? And how?"

" I will have to be cut open. The timing is still up in the air, I hope to find out today or when we are in Lubbock. We'll hit the Teaching Hospital to look for any books that might be able to give us answers."

"Why don't we just stay here? There are lots of unburnt building, there is food, clothing and anything else you or Ginger will need."

That was an insult I hadn't expected. Being included with a one month old in needs. I almost said something to Jesus but I thought about my own feelings the first time I learned I had carried a child for three months. I have to admit I called myself almost every word there is that referred to any one different.

"Should you be riding the Harley?" After what had occurred that morning I was glad to hear that Tony was concerned about what was good for me. Thankfully, Karen answered him, I might have been an ass.

"Tony, Jesus, he looks healthy and the twins look to be developing well. I couldn't see anything yesterday that makes me think what he has been doing on the cycle has caused the twins or him any harm. I'm not a doctor, but I have suggested to him that we get him off the cycle within the next couple weeks and stop roaming the country-side.

"Just look at him, he is ready to take off right now. If we don't get on the road soon I would be sure my ass was greased, Jesus." It had only been within the previous few days that my bladder had seemed to shrink but Karen had admitted that as the weeks went on and the twins grew they would press down on my bladder making me want to piss every time I stood, every hour or who knew how often

As we walked out to the vehicles I wished that Tony was ready to ride behind me on the Harley, I wanted what had started that morning to be continued. It hadn't mattered to me that he and Jesus had questions that seemed rude, if the bellies had been switched I would likely have asked the same things. "Was what happened in the shower this morning a bribe, so I wouldn't leave you?"

"No. If you think I am disgusting or too feminine for you and want to leave me I won't stop you." I was still holding his hand and didn't want to leave go.

"So, it was pregnancy desires?" I couldn't tell if he was teasing me or was serious with the odd questions.

"I don't think so, but if it was did you mind me either sucking the piss off your balls or sucking your cock?"

"No, that was nice. Slow down a minute so Jesus and Karen can't hear me. Are you sure I am not the father of the twins?"

"They were already developing when we met. If I had to guess I would say they are about six months old, one or two more and they can be removed if necessary. Right now it would mean their death and possibly mine."

"Wait, you mean there is a chance you will die when you are cut open to deliver the children?" He had started to squeeze my hand so tight I had to force him to stop.

"Yes. There is no book or model Karen can use that will help her deliver the twins and save my life at the same time.

"Five nights from now we should be in Ector. If nothing else we are going to have to make a home for the rest of the year. Ginger only has another week or so that she can be traveling, the weather is getting too hot for her, it is good that the truck is equipped with A/C and heat. Surprisingly Tony dropped my hand and put it on the swelling he had thought was fat and off limits. One of the twins didn't like it and kicked him hard, we both winced.

"I didn't know if you were playing with us or telling the truth when you said you are pregnant, but that was a baby kicking."

"Yeah, the pair of them are bruising the insides of my abdomen worse than anything I have ever had happen to the outside, its like they are having a soccer match without a referee. I'm glad the kid could get you to believe what I couldn't."

"Do you have any idea what you are going to do once they are born?"

"I have had more than enough to think about with them tearing up my insides. Like right now one of them is standing on my bladder."

"Give it to me."

"I wish you were ready to ride the Harley with me. Those damn casts get in the way of too much."

"Yeah, but we are fortunate that you can hold your piss long enough for me to wrap them in cellophane. I would be complaining to Karen to cut the casts off even if I wasn't ready. Hey did you all find an X-Ray machine?"

"One. It was fried, there was a pile of ashes at the controls and spread from one end to the other of an exam table. If we had found one that was working I don't know if Karen would have wanted to see how her work was turning out."

"She is a bit protective of the cast and yells if she thinks I am putting too much weight on my legs. I hope we can find an X-Ray machine that's working when we're in Lubbock although I have the feeling she will tell me I have to wait another couple weeks no matter what the X-Rays show."

"A regular break takes what? Six to eight weeks and then light weight? You are not near eight weeks, so don't get too anxious. That one leg was broken really bad."

"But, I want to ride the Harley behind you."

"It's probably going to be a few months before that happens. Once I'm cut into I think it will be a minimum of six weeks before I can ride the cycle. The last time it was five weeks, but the cut was small and the hose they use for abortions slipped between the abdomen muscles slick enough that I healed fast. The doctor warned me not to be drinking piss while I was healing, so if I am going to lick up any more of mine or taste yours its going to be in the next few weeks or a few m9onths from now."

"I don't know if I can give it to you anyway. I tried once with Jesus and all I could do was dribble a little on his leg. I hope you aren't going to be disappointed."

"Not at all. As long as your fresh cum tastes like this morning not the first time, I'll be fine. If we find a doctor I may be ordered to bed rest. My old doctor had suggested that I try it as soon as I knew that I was with child "as he said".'

"We will make sure you start taking it easy as soon as Jesus and I can take over whatever needs to be done."

"Bore me to death."

"Better than having you die trying to give birth."

"Well, it won't actually be giving birth if it is surgery, will it?"

"As good as."

Jesus was even more reluctant to get behind me on the Harley than he had been the first time. When I asked him what was wrong, I didn't expect his answer.

"What if I hurt the babies inside you squeezing too hard?"

"You haven't hurt them yet and you have been squeezing pretty hard when we get moving over twenty miles an hour. If it is really worrying you could wrap your arms underneath my belly. You might even be able to help hold the twins up." Rather than holding on to me he crawled behind me and grabbed hold of my leathers, At the speed we traveled most of the time he would be fine, so I wasn't worried.

"Roger, we will be stopping every two hours. I think it will be good for you and Ginger." I had to agree or we would have stood there arguing all morning. We had mapped out our route the first night we had found a paper map, it wasn't the fastest way to get to Ector but we thought we would have the best chance at finding survivors around the universities and the larger cities although everyone wanted to skip Oklahoma City itself. That day we hoped to make it from Tulsa to Enid before noon and on to Wichita Falls Texas by dinner. We were not going to scout for people too seriously, our main goal in Enid was to replenish cold food and to see if there was any fresh vegetables on the farms outside of town, we at least hoped there would be some truck farms.

Karen and I walked around the University while Jesus and Tony searched for the cafeteria and nearby restaurants that might have emergency power running freezers, most towns had green restaurants around the schools that were at lest half powered by solar or wind.. The guys had found unlocked two bicycles that had toppled during the event, probably with the riders falling in ash. There wasn't much ash on the sidewalks or streets, we assumed there had been heavy rains or winds. It was time for us to meet up with the other two when we heard someone picking at the strings of a guitar rather artlessly. We followed the sound around the corners of buildings until we saw the man sitting on the steps of a library holding a guitar on his lap.

When we got close enough I hollered, hello. The man jumped to his feet ready to run but we begged him to wait. As we closed the distance between us it became obvious the man hadn't seen anyone since May 1st and was skittish at the sight of two strangers. I seldom meet men that are much taller than me but this man looked at least six inches or more taller and I found myself talking up to him.

The man set the guitar on a step behind him so there was no obstacle in case he decided he needed to escape. He was impressive, at least six feet eight inches tall, a powerful chest, thin waist, long legs and straight black hair almost to down to his butt which was a sight. I had no hope that he was going to be willing to join in the fun Jesus, Tony and I were having but had we found Karen a possible mate? He would be a great man to father the next generation.

"This is Karen and I am Roger. We have been crossing the country looking for other survivors of the May 1st event. We found another man in Pa. and one in St. Louis, there haven't been signs of life in the cities or on the farms between Maine and here. I have seen one moose and one bear, no other animals large or small. Do you have other survivors with you? If you do we would like to meet them but if not you are welcome to join us on our way south to Ector, Texas."

"Why would you want to go into Texas?" He hadn't said if there were more people around but I ignored the lack of response when I told him about the Doomsday village that was supposed to be constructed there.

"Are there other women with you?"

"No, I'm the only one." Karen spoke forcefully enough that the man understood that she wasn't going to allow interference.

"One woman for four men doesn't sound like an optimal situation. Are you sure you can handle all the action?" The smile on his face told me that he knew that if that was the situation he was going to come out first in her mind.

"She doesn't have to worry, two of us are gay and the other one is a young bi-curious if not gay teenager that doesn't do much for her."

"He won't fuck you?" I think he was gauging her willingness to have sex nothing more and nothing less.

"He will, but I just bore a child and he has only butt fucked me."

"You are the first people I have seen in a long time. I have looked all over town and the university but haven't had any luck." He ahd sat back down and picked up his guitar but wasn't plucking the strings.

"I would say you had a great deal of luck, you are still alive. How did you survive?" I could have waited until a better time but if there was another way to survive there might be another group of people that we hadn't thought to look for.

"I was working on a crew that was installing a panic room in the Dean's house when the disaster struck. I was the only one inside the room, I was trying to hold the door closed against three other men to test the strength of the door. I waited for them to try a second time after all the pull had halted, I finally got bored and looked out the heavy door. You know what I found."

"What have you been living on?"

"Mostly food from the store two blocks from the University. I had walked out to the reservation hoping to find something that was more to my taste but most everything had spoiled." Now that he was talking it was like he wanted to fill us in on every day of his life since the disaster. Henry Lightfeet followed us back to meet the others. By the time we found them, he and Karen were talking comfortably. I hoped it was the match it seemed to be, Karen deserved some happiness other than Ginger and a man as goodlooking and as built as Henry could go a long way in taking her there.

"We're going to need to figure out a new configuration of riding if Henry wants to go with us. It may be time to ditch the Harley or find a truck that seats at least three and can haul the cycle."

"What have you been doing about the roads and streets, around here they are impassable." From where we were sitting it seemed that way, when we told him about the snowplow he thought it was a great idea and told us where to find another one that should be able to haul the Harley if we could find a way to load it.

Instead of the inverted 'V' we were using, the plows outside the city had a single sweeping blade. I couldn't see why one of them wouldn't work just as well as what we had. Henry was something of a back yard mechanic and had the tailgate off the truck in less than twenty minutes, then it was time to look around for a way to load the Harley, I had run the one I had owned up a 4 X 8 ramp but we weren't finding anything like that left uncharred from May 1st.

"Henry is there a big box store around that has a ramp up to their loading dock? It took him a few minutes to picture what I was saying, when he did we went straight to a Post Office that fit our needs.

Five O'clock we pulled up to an industrial park North of Wichita Falls, Texas. I know it's a big state but I was glad to finally be in the final stretch. I had been searching every thing I could find for a food distributor, that was why we pulled into the complex that must have covered three or more acres. The stench from the produce comp[any was almost enough to chase us off. We managed to find a place across from the parking lot that had been new when disaster struck, it had been built to withstand tornadoes, metal construction rather than wood, there had been very little damage to any of the rooms.

Tony was quickly set up in one room to cook dinner. Henry and Jesus took to the fields looking for any fresh foods. Karen and I sat with Ginger on the walk-way talking about the good fortune in finding a man that she thought might be willing to be a father to Ginger, they had ridden together and he had been kind and gentle with the girl. I asked her if she thought he might satisfy her needs, too.

She giggled as she told me that while she drove she had caught a look at his rod worming its way down his left leg. Unless he was too thick she was sure he would make a good bed mate. I had to ask, "did he say anything that made it seem if he was uncomfortable with the other guys being gay?"

"No. As far as I could tell he wasn't interested but that should something happen he wasn't going to worry about it. He had known a few gay boys while growing up on the reservation that he hinted had sucked his manhood. He admitted that he had been quite active with the girls on the reservation, having more than a half dozen children by the time he was twenty.

"He was chased from his parent's home when their next door neighbors' three daughters all told the father that he was the one that got them pregnant. That was at least five years ago, he couldn't tell me if he had any more children out there looking for him, all his connections with women had been one night stands after that."

"Sounds like you have a real horn dog on your hands."

"Really, what do you think he'll do if I get pregnant again?"

"Well, there's no where to run unless he wants to live alone. He may turn you over or he may turn to one of the guys. I really don't know, what if he does that?"

"I would be hurt, but as long as its not another woman I think I can survive."

That was when they arrived at the door carrying their shirts full of fresh sweet corn, beans and lettuce. I was thrilled, I had been wanting a salad for weeks. Jesus couldn't wait he wanted to talk to me and dragged me off to the first empty room we found.

"I tried to get him to let me suck his cock or to fuck me. I know he could have beat me to death but I couldn't stop myself. He didn't let me, but he said when Karen was on the rag he would give me a try. Do you think she'll mind?"

"I don't know. I hope the three of you get it out in the open before you crawl in bed with him. I don't want a quarrel causing big problems. What will you do if Karen says she will let him fuck her ass or give him a blow job when she's on the rag and there won't be a need for Henry to come for you?"

"I wouldn't like that but it wouldn't be fair of me to cause them problems." Jesus didn't look like he believed what he said but that he was miming what he had been taught growing up with a mother and father.

"Well, right now we don't even know if they will want to be having sex with each other after the first time. Henry is used to one night stands and more than that with a woman at least twelve years older than him may not be his idea of what he wants for his life."

"He said he would try to stay with her. I think just from the ride here that he started to like her. He is a great looking man but I am going to wait for him to come to me." I could tell he was hard just talking about Henry but he wasn't playing with his dick so I was rather impressed with him.

"Jesus, you are maturing fast. Maybe since neither you or Tony will have to watch over Karen and Ginger tonight the two of you can crawl in bed with me."

"YES! I need fucked." He grabbed my hand and pushed it into his pants. I was glad he had become what he was but I worried he was going to have a difficult time living up to what he had said he would do. It was time that both Tony and I fucked him, silly. I wondered if Tony had ever been involved in a double fuck.