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Eleven going on a Village

If you haven't read the legalities up until now you wouldn't read them here. Please obey the law. If you can support Nifty, please do.

For the next few months we worked hard trying to find where there already was metal cladding and where we needed to add enough to seal us in. I think we were all aware there wouldn't be any warning to tell us to find shelter if there was another attack. I had suggested we clad the four houses completely and when inside, close the doors so that an unexpected attack didn't take our lives; part of me want to be certain that Ton and Dana were safe. That work was the first we did, although we were not knowledgeable enough about how much metal was needed to protect us Noel did his best to find information about how to protect yourself from a EMP and we surrounded the buildings with at least twice as much as he calculated we would need. We all remembered that shutting off mechanic and electrical systems helped preserve them in the past and might help in the future so every night at eight we shut off the entire village except for emergency lights. No motors were left running and no batteries were left connected if they were not in use.

Noel was able to fashion a EMP that was able to help us with finding leaks in the cladding but which we were not sure would be strong enough to actually tell if the metal was thick enough for the protection we would need. I worked with Noel to make the EMP specialized enough to mimic the attack of May 1st but didn't have enough knowledge to do any work on whatever had been added to the EMP to cause humans to go up in flash although we choose the experiment with microwaves as a possible cause. My private thought was that whatever had caused humans to burn in place was so fast that we wouldn't have time to regret not doing more.

"You've been spending a lot of time with Noel." I was well aware that Tiffan and Jesus were jealous of the time I spent away from them late into the evenings. Noel and I had been working on a microwave device that might enable us to develop or at least mimic the second half of the original attack. Noel and I had spent late nights converting a commercial Microwave oven into a weapon. A machine that no one would ever look at and determine its function.

"Don't worry about me being with him. He hasn't done anything inappropriate or even said anything sexual in all this time."

"Not even a dirty joke?" Jesus couldn't go an hour without making some reference to sex and the idea that Noel and I had gone more than two weeks working side by side without at least saying anything raunchy was unbelievable to him. I found it strange, also, I am normally much more aggressively sexual and seldom would have let a good looking man like Noel not know there was a possibility if he wanted.

"Come help us load up the forklift tomorrow and take the device we're building outside. That should take about four hours, long enough for you to see how asexual the time we have spent working has been." We were going to need the help anyway, at that point the machine didn't look much different than a Rube Goldberg drawing. It probably wouldn't be a good test since Jesus was sure to try inciting something sexual if not with Noel, then with me. He had told Tiffan and I how he had attempted getting Chuck to agree to some sex only to be turned down rather rudely. I really hoped that didn't mean that Chuck was displaying homophobic tendencies although he had agreed to join a group that he understood had three gay men and no other heteros.

Having settled into the village, no longer bouncing around in the big trucks and working where I wasn't moving around a lot the wound had seemed to finally finish healing why it had never become infected was a conundrum. I wasn't doing a lot of what I had done before but I was able to sit and rise, roll over in bed and be more than a long dildo for my guys to fuck their asses with. I hadn't actually given either of them a full night of fucking but I had topped them both at least once rather than making them ride me the last two nights. I hadn't been sore after either night, I had Rhoda check the wound after lunch and she was convinced I should be ready to do most anything except lift too much.

Tiffan and Jesus had been going off on their own to have sex although I had no idea what type but felt okay about it. Neither of them had come around me smelling of piss or shit so I had the feeling they were enjoying each other orally but there are showers in the common area they could be using to wash away any stray scent. They had woke me early to have sex and were on their knees sharing my morning piss. Swinging from one mouth to the other I intentionally sprayed their chests.

"No shower this morning for you two. Let's see what Noel thinks as the smell increases as we work at getting the device set up outside." I had no idea what he would think, but since he hadn't mentioned sex he would probably just avoid the topic of how the guys smelled or think it was because of the twins.

"But this machine is just to experiment with right?" Tiffan was still trying to avoid the machine or helping us.

"We are going to try an experiment but if it works we may adjust the device to be a defensive weapon that can guard the entry way."That was the ultimate desire, while the village was supposedly guard against Armageddon it had no protection against against prowling humans or stray animals.

"The only things that have disturbed the motion sensors have been wolves. With the cycles parked in front of the entry way they haven't tried entering the village again."Jesus had proudly displayed the wolf pelt to the others. I was glad that he had decided to use it as a throw rug in a part of the house I seldom entered. He had talked excitedly about the possibility that he would be able to get more.

"I'm not sure we want to see it work on humans. We are intending it as a weapon that can be used to exhibit our intention to defend ourselves should there be a group of humans large enough to bother us."That had been a conversation that Noel and I had repeated at least once a day.

"One can be enough to cause trouble." Tiffan always seemed to cut through to the truth of a situation.

"Tiffan, that's why we carry our pistols all the time." He had given us grief about having to carry a pistol and had hated going to the practice range two stories beneath ground level with Jesus to learn how to shoot. He wasn't as good as Jesus at hitting a target but he had gotten better than Rhoda and Noel. I had no way of knowing if he would be able to use a pistol in defense but at least he had been taught the basics.

"Isn't today when one of us is supposed to take care of the twins and Ginger?" I saw that he was going to keep trying to get out of helping.

"No, that's tomorrow, but if you want you can bring the twins outside with us once we've loaded the forklift." I liked taking them with me when I was going to be working with Noel, they were starting to stay awake longer and exhibiting a personality. Ton was a little more passive and Dana a little louder and demanding. Like me they both tore at their clothing preferring to not to wear anything. If we were outside that was fine but I didn't want to have to clean up after them in the house; the little shit machines.

Tiffan and Jesus started to argue about who would get to stay with the babies the following day. I think Tiffan only wanted to get away from physical work but I knew that Jesus loved being with them, he spent hours every night playing with the twins or at Karen's playing with Ginger. Karen took advantage of the times Jesus would go there to spend time alone with Chuck. She and Rhoda had spats about the time one or the other spent with Chuck, he looked at them with a glint of pride and humor when they fought over him. I supposes he and I have that in common, we like having a harem.

I thought Rhoda was starting to show signs of pregnancy but she wouldn't admit that she was. I didn't know why but I had heard her once say that a woman shouldn't get too enthused about being pregnant before the second trimester since so many lost their fetuses in the first trimester. She had told us that she had never been pregnant and was frightened at the idea of the bodily changes and the pain of childbirth. I had teased her, saying that at least she would be able to function fully in weeks not months like me even if she would have stretch marks to prove she was a mother.

The idea of another child in the village made me think about the arrangement we had now where Karen spent five days a week taking care of all the kids and either Tiffan or Jesus took the other two days, alternating weeks. If Rhoda had a child wouldn't she want to be involved in the child care and if she did would she agree that having the babies together for half a day was beneficial socially for all concerned. The guys were not likely to agree to losing there days. I couldn't remember her saying much when we were trying to determine what we would do about allowing the greater number of us spend more time working than with our babies. If she was pregnant would she need to move from the heavy work she was doing to lighter work, ie: childcare?

"Roger, are you day dreaming already? It's time we get started on loading up the device." We had good naturedly argued about a name for the device but nothing really seemed to be as deadly as the device might be, it seemed that we were both not used to the idea of killing. He had agreed to wait until whether it was a success, why name a failed machine?

"Okay, Jesus and Tiffan will be helping today." I caught Chuck giving Rhoda a wink, a little afternoon delight looked to be in order, there. From what I had seen Chuck was up for sex almost as often as Jesus and I.

We hadn't built the device with the idea of moving it, so with the pallet not fitting through the door it was hard work. It took us at least four hours to get it onto the pallet, we had been careful to try not disturbing the settings but would still need to take the time to recalibrate the few gauges once we had it outside. Jesus had seen what we were doing once before but Tiffan had not ever gone into the small workroom we had appropriated. When Noel and I had been talking about an experiment outside we hadn't thought about how we were going to get power to the device.

The sky was still yellow fading into black by the time we had the machine sitting on the concrete at the end of the entry-way and in operating condition. Tiffan had found us a heavy duty extension cord but neither Noel nor I was sure it would carry the power necessary to create a microwave burst that could vaporize a human or for this purpose a side of pork that we had been thawing for a week. More than the pork I wished we had a weapon that would vaporize any wolf that approached. The wolves hadn't been set fire in the first attack and we didn't have a clue as to why that had been possible, nothing we had read in any of the zoological texts we found in the half stocked library had helped answer the question. Leave it to Jesus to ask us that.

"Will this destroy wolves?"

"We don't know. The first time we try that, someone is going to have to baby sit whoever is firing this with a rifle to the ready."We had agreed from the day that Chuck and Noel joined us that there would always be at least two of us whenever anyone went outside: I was worried about wolves, others were worried about marauders.

"A waste of time. Just have the rifle there and forget all this." Jesus waved at the machine and forklift.

"We never intended this to be a wolf killer, Jesus." Hearing Noel answer him I was impressed, for the past two weeks he hadn't spoken to anyone other than me. Even over meals he had been silent.

"What is it supposed to kill?" While Noel and I had said this was to be an experiment it was obvious if it worked there would be deadly uses for it.

Even as it came out of my mouth I had trouble believing I was admitting it. "We built this to check if this was the way the attack destroyed humanity and secondarily as a weapon that could defend us against a mass attack.

Tiffan and Jesus pulled their pistols at the same time, "just let them attack. We're ready to defend our family."

I was glad to hear they thought that way, I had been thinking of them as a part of my family for months. "I don't think this machine will be effective should we be attacked by one or two people. The aiming device we fashioned for it is not one that will be effective moving around to find different targets. Our thought is if we have to use this against humans it will be because there are tens or twenties of them that we can mow down with the microwaves without having to aim too precisely."

"Anyway, Jesus. We're not even sure it is going to do what we think it might. Who is taking the pork out about thirty yards?"Noel was getting anxious and his voice let us all know that he was ready to test it.

"Throw it on the trailer behind the Harley. I'll take it out and prop it up." We had brought a pole to stand the side of pork upright, we should have brought two. I knew it was probably a bit more weight than I should be throwing around but the idea of getting on the Harley was too much to resist. As soon as I was straddling the cycle I felt Jesus slide in behind me and grab hold.

"You didn't think I was going to let you take your first ride on this without me did you?" From being so reluctant the first time he had gotten to where he loved the feel of the engine between his legs and the wind in his face had been a process. I knew he wanted me to teach him how to ride one of the other bikes.

We were still trying to get the side of pork to stand on end when I saw the young wolf crawling along the side of the field. I whispered to Jesus where he was and not to talk or make any unneeded noise or movement. I drove the cycle back to the others as soon as we had the pork standing.

"Noel, if you look off to the right of the pork about another thirty yards there is a young gray wolf crawling out of the trees. What do you think? Should we try the machine out on the wolf or do like we planned and hit the pork?"

"If we shoot the wolf and it doesn't go up in flames we haven't learned anything. If we hit the side of pork and it does burn up we know we have something powerful enough to defend us against humans.

"I guess the question is, is our microwave stronger than what hit during the attack and will it kill a wolf." We had debated ideas about why the wolves hadn't died along with every other kind of animal but really didn't have a hypothesis that was more than a lousy guess.

"If it kills the wolf we have another question. Is a microwave really what set humanity on fire?"

"Guys it sounds like the only way we will learn anything is if you shoot both targets. Wait for the wolf to explore the pork, shoot him and then shoot the pork."

Aiming the machine was not as easy as we thought we had made it. Noel waited until the wolf was ready to take a bit of the pork before shooting. The pork burst into flames and quickly settled into a pile of ash. We had purposely kept the spread of the microwaves narrow for our experiment, It looked like the wolf got a bit of the wave on the snout and had been close enough to the flame to have much of his hair burned but he was not killed and we didn't know if the machine could kill him.

"I was aiming for the wolf. We are going to need to work on the aiming mechanism, I should have hit the wolf square on his shoulder but I was to the left at least eighteen inches, that's a lot of drift for thirty yards." Noel and I started discussing ways we could rework the machine to get a better aim but until we pulled it apart there really wasn't much we could say for certain. We didn't know if something we had done was faulty or we needed to start from scratch to create a better aiming control.

The twins had been squirming around for some time wanting to get down. I had warned Jesus and Tiffan not to let them down with the wolf still in the neighborhood. I took Ton from Tiffan, letting him drive the forklift back to the workshop. I held the boy while still talking to Noel. You would have thought I was talking to my son, he had automatically become quiet and would hit me on the shoulder with his little fist when Noel made a point that I hadn't thought about.

"Noel, I'll be back tomorrow. I'd like to spend some time with my boys." He didn't know that I meant Jesus and Tiffan but he didn't need to know that I was thinking more about sex than the roast we had made.

"When you took the boys from Karen did she sound like she would take them back this afternoon?"

"She asked when we would be back but after we both said we didn't know she said just to bring them to the house anytime after lunch. But its after dinner, so who knows if she will be willing to take them." Lots of night Karen preferred to spend her time alone with Ginger, like we did the twins.

We had a really small lunch and I hadn't even thought about the fact it was passed dinner time. As we walked towards the houses I saw Chuck heading towards Karen's house. There went that idea. Tiffan, since you don't have a boy in your arms I guess you need to warm up their dinner. Jesus and I walked into the house leaving him searching for two bottles that would allow him space to mix in some mother's milk. During the night we used 100 % formula so we didn't have to fumble around in our sleep, there must have been more of those bottles waiting than the others.

"Jesus, I need to go wash my face. Watch the boys for a few, OK?"

" Sure." He picked up a soft toy they both liked and teased them with it. They laughed and didn't howl with frustration until one of them saw Tiffan carrying the bottles.

It wasn't my face that needed washed, it was my ass. Neither Jesus or Tiffan had gotten to lick it since the boys were born and had given me a hard time about not laying on my stomach so they had a chance to indulge themselves. They didn't know it, but I was ready for them and when they came into our room I would be laying on the bed, my ass propped up on two pillows so they could both get at me. I was feeling so needy that I intended to let one of them fuck me; probably Tiffan since he enjoyed fucking more but they might fool me but I hoped not, Jesus was too thick to enjoy.

"Where is Roger?"

"He went to the bathroom to wash his face."

"He's not there." I could hear them walking around. The twins were playing with each other, mostly gurgling but you might convince me that it was a secret language . It took them five minutes to search the house before they thought to look in the bedroom. Why they didn't connect me disappearing with me wanting Karen to take the boys I don't really understand. Maybe, because I had been less needy since the twins were born and hadn't often been the one to initiate more than our morning sex.

"About time the two of you got in here. My asshole has been waiting for your tongues too long. Don't you want to eat out my ass?" It was a rhetorical question since they were both always ready to eat my ass anytime I had given them the chance. I reach back and spread my cheeks exposing what they were already drooling for.

I normally would have been able to tell you whose tongue was the first to touch me. They lick differently and the size of their tongues is different, I had been without for so long that all I could tell you is that one of their tongues went straight for my asshole without any preliminary licking around the rim. For twenty minutes or so they alternated licking and sucking at my asshole. I had needed it so bad and that wasn't the only thing I needed, I wanted a cock in my ass and a hard fuck. Jesus is so thick that I thought it best if I let Tiffan fuck me first and handed him a lube tube that I had hidden under the pillows.

It didn't take twenty seconds for Tiffan to enter me after I asked him to. Thankfully he did take it easy, Slowly forcing his prick through the opening little by little, I wanted more and harder but I couldn't tell him because Jesus had moved to my head and forced his thick dick into my mouth. I was in a position that I had promised them both they would get to take, they were enjoying having me as the middleman and letting me know it by everything they were saying. I was trying to work Tiffan's prick while he fucked me but was not doing much to Jesus' dick, I wanted him to be ready to fuck me too.

"Excuse me." We had never locked the doors since we moved in but then none of the other people in the group had ever walked into the house without an invitation. I knew the voice and was only able to look up at Noel with one eye. I wanted to pull off Jesus' dick but before I could I heard Tiffan tell Noel to have a seat and watch or join us. I wondered what he would do, if he was more hetero than gay he might just leave but if he was what he said he might just watch to see what he had been missing.

None of us stopped. I might have slowed down the sucking I was doing on Jesus' dick but that was more likely because his thickness tired out my jaws pretty fast. I looked over to see Noel sitting in the softest chair in the room, the one I usually used to feed which ever boy I had picked up first. Whoever else was feeding would stay in the boy's room. It worked well to keep them from getting distracted. I couldn't decipher the look on Noel's face but at least it wasn't anger or disgust.

"Jesus, I think this asshole is ready for your big dick." How had Tiffan know what I wanted? It hadn't taken him long having an audience before he was loading my asshole with a full load of cum.

Jesus was all too obvious. As soon as he withdrew from my mouth he jumped off the bed and walked around me with his dick waving at Noel. It only took a few seconds before he was pushing into me but the wait had seemed to last for ten minutes. I sighed with relief as Jesus rammed his entire dick home. Had he tried fucking me without Tiffan going first I would have been in such pain I would be crying, but the way it was I was loving every inch of his girth as he pounded away. He still hasn't learned how to use his dick that well, but just running it in and out was enough for me that afternoon.

"Don't they do anything with your cock?" It was surprising that Noel seemed to be interested. Both Jesus and Tiffan started laughing.

"Noel, this is the first time we have had his ass since before the twins were born. We have done whatever he has wanted to his cock for all that time. Just this morning Jesus gave him a blow job and we both drank his piss. Last night he fucked me before we fell asleep. He asked for this and boy do we want to give it to him."What he didn't say was that he and Jesus had both sucked each other last night, too.

"I didn't force myself on Tiffan but he kept pushing his butt against my cock all night." Why I was concerned that Noel didn't think I would rape Tiffan in his sleep I'm not sure but it was important to me. Right about then Jesus unloaded a huge shot of cum in my asshole to mix with the load Tiffan had left behind.

"Que bueno!" I could see that Jesus was blushing at the compliment as he ran to the bathroom to clean his dick.

"Noel, is this what you came over to see or was there something I could do for you?" As I said that I turned towards him on my knees, every hard inch of my cock visible. I didn't want to say anything that would put barriers between us, but I had thought his lips would feel good a few times when he had talked to me face to face. I didn't have to worry, Jesus came back right then.

"Don't you want to suck his cock, Noel? He shoots the best tasting load of cum you'll ever get to taste. We can show you what to do." Tiffan was already pushing his way between my legs. He would be showing Noel how he licked and sucked balls but I had the feeling he was more interested in getting his tongue lower so he could get at my asshole and the cum that would start leaking in a few more minutes.

With Tiffan on my balls Jesus started licking at the head of my cock. "You always want to lick the head first, Noel, Roger leaks the sweetest pre-cum you can imagine. He's like the trees where he came from pure, sweet Maple syrup. Where did he come up with that idea, I knew he loved my pre-cum but to compare me to pure maple syrup? Had I ever said how the real thing tasted?

He pulled back a few more inches. "See how Tiffan is sucking on his balls? That really will get Roger boiling new fresh cum for you."

Between the two of them and Jesus telling Noel what he needed to do if he was to suck my cock I was getting ready to spurt a massive load. "Jesus, show Noel how much of my cock you can take down your throat. If you take it all he might let you take his, too."

I didn't really believe that but I knew it was good motivation for Jesus. I expected Noel to object but all he did was ask, "he can't really take all of your cock can he?"

"Watch and see."Jesus hadn't managed to take all eleven inches but he was up to nine, if he didn't take more I was going to have Tiffan show Noel that it was possible. The boy that said he was asexual had leaned closer to watch what Jesus and Tiffan were doing. If he had been anyone else I would have grabbed him by the hair and pulled his face into the action but I resisted the urge..

"Jesus, share a little pre-cum with Noel." He pushed back into the chair as soon as he heard that. The distance didn't bother Jesus. I had hoped he would try kissing Noel but he had chosen to use a finger to wipe up a few drops of pre-cum as he moved between his legs. Jesus figured if the boy liked the pre-cum he would have a chance to get at his dick.

"Stop." Noel got up and ran into the boys' room.

"You went too far."

"And you haven't gone far enough."

Maybe I should have been worried about the guest but after two fucks and the display we had been putting on for Noel I needed to unload my cum and I wasn't shooting in the air, I needed a mouth or ass and Tiffan was close enough to move up and take my cock. He sucked all of my cum down and let Jesus take over to drain the last of it from my balls and shaft. I was getting up to go after Noel when I saw that he had returned to watch the end of our display.

"Noel, would you like to talk about what you just watched or is there something else you want to talk about?"

"I came over to tell you that I had been hearing wolves outside and I was going to go out to see if the machine could do the same thing it did to the side of pork. I needed someone to come with me with a rifle, my father is with Karen or I would have taken him."

"I'll go." I didn't know what Noel would think about that since Jesus had been the one about to smear his lips with my pre-cum. I waited for his response, it took a few minutes before he said that would be fine. He knew that Jesus was the best shot in the house so that may have been the determining fact.

I wanted to go with him to have a talk about what he had watched but perhaps a little bit of time to digest it would work better. I whispered to Jesus that it would be better to wait before he attempted anything with Noel but if the man made a move he was free to reciprocate.

I didn't hear Jesus come in later that night but found him with his nose in my pit when I woke. Sometimes that tickles and wakes me, others it is a turn on and has my cock dripping as soon as his tongue reaches out to have the first taste of sweat. That was one of the second type mornings and Tiffan who usually let Jesus get the first taste of cum everyday was starting to lick at the head of my cock as it stood to search out a mouth. I know that sounds if I am anthropomorphising my own cock but there are days that I think it must have its own eyes and mind choosing either Jesus or Tiffan before I think about who I want to be with, not that it mattered that often.

"Tiffan, if you do that you're going to be getting cum before you get a drink of piss." I hoped he wouldn't let that stop him. It hadn't and he was opening his throat when we heard the boys start to fuss.

"Don't stop. Jesus, go see to the boys, please." He looked down to see Tiffan nearly fully impaled on my cock and shuffled off the bed to change the wet diapers. I don't like it when he carries both boys at the same time but he wanted to watch Tiffan so with the boys over his shoulders he stood in the doorway and watched as Tiffan did what he usually wanted to do first thing everyday.

I would have gladly fallen back to sleep but even after having told Noel that I wouldn't be working with him I have too much of a work ethic and got up to eat breakfast. I was glad I didn't skip the meal. It was as we finished eating and were starting to clean up after ourselves that Rhoda announced that she was pregnant. You would have thought it was New Year's Eve from the celebration. Everyone was happy. I just hoped that she would have a girl, another boy wouldn't do much to help repopulate the world unless a couple of them were gay and we needed a boy to mate with Ginger.

There wasn't that much of a chance that the twins would turn out gay, I hadn't heard of many sons of gay fathers being gay, if I remembered correctly the genes or the hormone imbalance usually followed in the mother's family. I knew it wasn't a certainty, Luis had told me stories of four generations of men in his family being bi-sexual with a heavy leaning to the gay side although they had been forced to get married and provide grandchildren, I suppose that meant my sons had more of a chance than I wanted to admit. Who wants his children to be this way? Not that I would object if either or both said they liked dick more than pussy. I have to admit that I wasn't suffering because of my sexuality but that was because of the people I had taken to live around me and how they had been informed of my sexuality, there was still the chance we might increases the size of the village and have to establish rules that would protect everyone.

It wasn't until lunch that the celebration started to settle down. I was sitting with a cup of tea and the two bites I was allowing myself in the middle of the day when Noel finally sat beside me. I was surprised that he wasn't working on the microwave machine but was glad to see that he was human enough to take a day off to celebrate his father impregnating another woman. "No wolves came around last night. Would you come out with me tonight to wait for an appearance?"

"You know my shooting at thirty yards or more is not that great?" He had never heard the story of the man I had killed in Midland; if he had, my self-denigration would have sounded even more hollow than it must have.

"That's with the pistol. I heard that with a rifle there is no one here that is better."

"I don't know where you heard that, but I haven't shot a rifle since we left Midland a few months ago. The guns we have you really need to keep practicing on or you lose all accuracy, they are tricky." Our rifles were military grade and should have been cared for better than we were doing and tested for accuracy every week or so.

"Are you trying to talk your way out of spending time alone with me?" He had hit it on the bulls eye. I didn't think after what he had seen that it would be the best idea. I wanted him to have longer to think about it, not be carried away by a rush of testosterone although I had to admit to myself that I still wanted in his mouth.

"No, I need to see how the machine works just as much as you. I'll take a nap this afternoon, come by when you're ready to go out."

Napping is not one of the easiest things I do, but with the celebration having involved a few of the bottles of Champagne we had discovered hidden away, I found myself falling to sleep without even darkening the bedroom. Tiffan and Jesus had taken the boys and Ginger out to the common area so they could get in some time crawling around in the grass, without clothes. Karen didn't mind that Ginger went naked, too. It wasn't that we were trying to raise naturalists but Karen had found an article in one of her books that talked about letting the kids run naked being a good step in bathroom-training them, I didn't understand the reasoning but as long as she agreed we weren't raising perverts?

I must have been dreaming although I seldom remember dreams or that I had dreamed, I heard some noise. It didn't matter, I only wanted to stay where I was with my cock in hand. I heard the noise again. It sounds weird but I am that way sometimes, I waved my cock at the noise and murmured something. I thought for a moment that there was another hand on my cock but when I moved mine to feel it, there was nothing there. A few minutes later Noel was shaking me by the shoulder to wake me.

When I looked up at him I swear I saw a reflection of my cock in his eyes. Was he staring at it? If so why? I was so used to one or other of the boys taking my cock when I woke I think I asked him if he was going to suck me. Honestly, I'm not sure but he told me I did. He shook me harder and I realized who it was and started to sit up. The way he was looking at me made me stop.

"Go ahead, Noel. You can touch it." He had said he had never had a desire to have sex with either a man or woman but in my disturbed mind that didn't mean that he had never wanted to at least feel another person. I could see in his eyes that he was debating about doing what I told him but his hands hadn't moved an inch closer. I felt that I had over stepped some boundary between us.

"Too bad, you lost out." I stood without looking back. My shorts were on the floor, without thinking about what I was doing I bent over. I quickly stood up, realizing that I had just mooned Noel. If he had any desire for me it remained hidden, we went out the tunnel not talking much.

An hour passed with nothing but observations on the sky and weather being passed back and forth. We had kept our voices low enough that the hunting contraption he had borrowed from his father muted our voices from any humans or animals completely. That must have made him more confident than he had been earlier.

"Roger, were you trying to get me to have sex with you? I mean, napping in the nude and stroking your cock? Then mooning me?" He didn't say that with any inflection other than a quizzical sound. I couldn't tell if he was insulted, interested or unaffected.

"When you first woke me and I didn't know who was shaking me I might have been trying to get a blow job. When I saw you staring at my cock I thought I would give you permission to touch it. When you didn't move after I said that I knew I had read the situation wrong.

"It was a stupid move on my part that had me mooning you. I wasn't even thinking about it. I am used to moving around the house doing whatever I need to do without wearing clothes. When I was in Maine I lived in a Clothing Optional Zone and only wore clothing when I left the zone or went to work. Jesus and Tiffan don't seem to mind that I don't dress whenever we're in the house but it took me a few minutes to realize that you were thinking differently than them.

"I didn't mean to insult you or upset you."

"You didn't. I have to admit that was the first time I have ever seen anyone else's asshole. Last night was the first time I saw a man with an erection since gym class in high school and the first time I had seen anyone having sex with another person. I have had so little desire for sex that I haven't even tried looking for videos of it on the computers I worked on although I had been told it was ubiquitous."

"I'm sorry, but I can't even imagine not having the desire. Since I was in sixth grade I have needed to get off at least two or more times a day."

"When was the first time you knew you wanted sex with another person? Was it a man?" He wasn't being obnoxiously nosy, I could tell he sincerely wanted to compare his own feelings about sex with the way I grew up.

"I was in first grade." The astounded look he gave me made me laugh.

"I was a little ass, a fellow student had been laughing at me because of my shoes. I walked in on him at the urinal with his pants hanging below his butt like we always did back then. I walked up behind him and pissed all over his butt and pants. Later seeing him sitting at the back of the class with wet pants I wanted to walk up to him and piss again but I knew right then that I would only be satisfied if I could piss in his mouth. I was aware that pissing was leading me to sex, my cock stayed hard the whole day after pissing on Francis." Noel looked completely fascinated.

"When did you realize you were different for not wanting sex with anyone else? Or did you only realize it later in life?" I wasn't sure that was the way it had been for him but I'd let him straighten me out if it wasn't.

"I think I was in the tenth grade when one of the boys I was friends with invited me to his house for a party. His parents weren't going to be there and he said anything would go. I had no idea what that meant, but I had smoked marijuana a few times by then and had sneaked a few of my father's beers so I thought I was ready for whatever might happen. That was about all the boys I knew talked about other than school work.

"I hadn't even thought about the fact that he would invite girls to the party. But what would a high school party be without girls? I had friends that were girls and I had friends that were boys. The first time I thought of either as sexual beings was that night when I saw this pair or that groping and kissing before heading off to some place no one couldn't see them. I had both girls and boys ask me to dance, something that my father had expressly prohibited me from learning so I had refused all offers.

"It was getting close to the time when the parents were supposed to be home when one of the girls from my homeroom yelled out, 'anyone that hasn't had sex yet come to the dining room I'm giving free blow jobs.' I didn't have any idea what that meant and asked the girl that sat to my right in Spanish class, she slapped me so hard I fell to the floor.

"When I got up everyone had started to leave, my friend told to me to stay and his father would give me a ride home in the morning. My father had said it was alright if I stayed over so I agreed. Two of the other boys stayed too. We split into two different rooms, I was to stay with the boy that had invited me to his house. There were two separate beds so I guess I didn't think anything about seeing him strip off all his clothes before getting under the covers. I had been taught you always wore underwear to sleep in because there was some type of worm that could crawl up your urethra while you were in bed and you needed the protection. I had seen him everyday in gym class so I don't think I even thought to look at him sexually.

"We talked for a little while until he got quiet. I thought it meant he was going to sleep, I rolled over and tried to fall asleep only to have him crawl in behind me and pull my underpants down. I was such a nerd, I had no idea what he thought he was going to do to me. I asked what was going on. He told me that he KNEW I wanted him to fuck me, he thought I had been flashing me ass at him in the showers When I said I didn't even know what he meant it took him a few minutes to realize I was telling the truth. It didn't really make much difference to him, he said he would show me what he meant. I lay there for a few seconds until I felt him touch my asshole. I knew I had no desire for whatever it was he wanted to do and jumped out of the bed, picked up my clothes and shoes, and ran downstairs then out the door. I called my father who came to pick me up.

In one night I understood that I neither wanted to be with girls or boys sexually. From that point on I was a complete nerd never socializing with anyone outside of school. My father bugged me about not having a girl friend until I told him the Night I graduated from High School that I had no desire for girls, he started to call me homosexual and I told him that I had no desire for boys either.

"That's the way I have lived ever since then." It was more than I needed to know but I think he needed to get it out of his system. I wondered if it was leading anywhere so I stayed quiet for a few minutes.

"When you told me I could touch your cock this morning I was so shocked I couldn't move. Partially that was that up until then I had never really wanted to touch a cock, I only touch my own to piss."

"You don't masturbate?"I couldn't believe it.

"Not since I was in High School and I had weird ideas about what I wanted to do."

"That is the second time you have said you had weird ideas in High School. What do you mean?" I used what Jesus called my stern look when I asked that.

"I never actually did anything but I had dreams in my Junior year about a dog fucking me." He looked so embarrassed to be telling me the truth I didn't know what to say. I had never had a dog fuck me but my Dobermans had loved to lick my cock and my ass.

"Well like you said there is no chance of you fulfilling those dreams, there aren't any dogs still alive."

"But last night I dreamed that you fucked me."

"Did you like it?" What was I supposed to say? Do you want your dream to come true? I'm too big for a virgin?

"I must have, I woke to sheets covered in semen."I could tell how hard that was for him to tell me. We were interrupted by the appearance of a lone wold that was pacing in front of the nearest trees. It was a long shot but Noel wanted to take the chance that he had the machine properly adjusted. Just as he was ready to shoot I asked if he wasn't too close to the trees and if he went up in flames would we start a forest fire.

We waited for a half hour until the wolf approached another twenty feet or so. I held the scope of the rifle motionless while Noel made adjustments and finally fired the machine. He killed the wolf but that wasn't the only casualty. Maybe ten feet behind the wolf a man holding a leash stood and followed his wolf in deadly flames. Noel was much like me in that he had no desire to kill a man and when he did turned into my body and hugged me as hard as he could with one hand and squeezed at my cock with the other. I thought it must have felt like a security tool to him.

I thought that meant we were going to have sex but as he pulled away Noel told me that if only I had been a dog he would be on his knees. We never mentioned the fact he had squeezed my cock to anyone else. I let him live with us the way he wanted the others to believe, asexually.

The next month brought another celebration, Karen was pregnant, too. Now if only I would get pregnant again. I had no expectation that I would, the physiology that had been explained to me by the doctor that had originally determined I was inter-sexed only seemed likely to have semen travel to an egg if the cock had been long enough to pass through the rectum and access a small slit that lead to my ovary. He had told me that to hit the slit would be a once in hundreds of times so I shouldn't expect another pregnancy. I had no worry that either Jesus or Tiffan were long enough to impregnate me. Luis had been at least four inches longer than Tiffan, if I wanted another child I was going to have to look for a cock about the length of my own. Noel would have been a great sperm donor but his lack of desire was enough to say that wasn't happening.

"Rhoda, I would like to join you and Karen in this round of pregnancy. It will probably be the last time I will be willing to go through the opening of my torso to bear a child."

"So, get pregnant." Like she thought it was that easy.

"None of the men I'm having sex with is long enough to reach the opening that the doctor who discovered I was inter-sexed, explained was about ten or more inches inside."

"I suppose you could try to get Chuck to impregnate you." I really didn't need to know he was that long.

"That would mean our children would all be siblings, not a good way to try repopulating the Earth."Besides, I really wasn't interested in him at all.

"Okay, what do you want me to do. Help you find another man?"

"That would be ideal. But since it doesn't sound too likely is there a way you would be able to artificially get the sperm to my eggs?"

"I don't know, we might be able to get sperm that far inside you but how am I supposed to know you are in a fertile period? We can tell with a woman measuring temperature and days from our periods but I don't know about you. We have a week where we might be fertile. Have you ever been known to

"well you know bleed?"I couldn't believe a doctor was having trouble with this conversation.

"Two days a month I pass black feces. My earlier doctor thought that might actually be a sign of my body trying to do what a woman's does during her period. He wasn't certain but when I was examined there were no lesions or other reasons for me to be bleeding." I had started to find the conversation uncomfortable, too.

"I still have the X-Rays from when you were at the university so I might be able to locate the slit that you said the doctor told you about but to manage getting anything that can carry sperm in there is going to be a difficult procedure."

"Why haven't we ever tried finding the medical center that was supposedly built in here in case of radiation poisoning?"I don't know why the thought hit me right then, but I was almost certain anyone that was planning to survive a holocaust would want every device necessary to propagate the species. Even if there was nothing that could directly help maybe there would be an MRI machine or and X-Ray machine that would help Rhoda figure out how to help me.

"I never knew there was supposed to be a med center."She seemed surprised that the village would have such a thing.

"Rhoda, I've never seen it but tomorrow we can find the plans for the village down in the offices and start a search."There were plottings for the entire village and more detailed drawings of the areas that were to be used as common areas.

I went to bed that night unsure if our conversation would lead to me being pregnant again. Did I really want to go through nine more months of being treated like a woman or freak? And another four healing after that? I like being a man and being treated like one, especially having other men worshiping my cock. I had been fortunate according to the previous doctor, he wasn't sure I would remain a functioning male while pregnant.

I also liked the fact that I had two children that had come to life inside me.

Given the chance I knew that Tiffan and Jesus would have their legs up in the air waiting for my to impregnate them. I knew much of what I was thinking was selfish, but to survive both as a village and a species we needed to be certain that we weren't so inbred as to cause distortions of the human genome. Who should I asked to be the father?